#Memes r my coping mechanism

[hazelfoureyes]

To add onto the ace conversation, I wanna add my journey!

TW it gets kinda heavy at the end-

My journey was literally SO messy omg and this is gonna sound so silly but

My mom and I used to watch this show called rupauls drag race when I was little. I used to think the men were pretty and all when they were out of drag but WHEN THEY WERE IN DRAG??? omg I was in love, I thought they were so pretty 😭. NOW YOU CAN SEE WHY THIS IS CONFUSING. Technically, they are men, but they look like women, and you only like them when they look like women. I was scared and confused with this newfound information so I repressed it 💀

During my teen years, ig I was just like everyone else, a lil sex obsessed freak (idk how to put it but YKNO HOW PEOPLE ACTED IN HIGH SCHOOL 😭 ). Watch porn, reading smut, the whole shebang. I eventually found out I like both girls and boys (with a preference for girls). BUT one day I sat down and realized I haven’t had a real crush with a real life person since like elementary school 🧍‍♀️

Everyone was losing their virginity’s and talking about how great sex was and blah blah blah. It’s embarrassing but I thought sex was gonna be AWESOME and I COULD NOT WAIT to just GET RID of mine 💀. Like if I lost my virginity it would put everything in place.

Jump forward to when I’m 19-20 and I get my first “real” boyfriend. I was kinda out? I was telling my friends what I was bisexual. I told my boyfriend when we were in the “talking stage” and he was really supportive, or so I thought, long story short he was just like, THE WORST PERSON EVER. He was sexually/emotionally abusive, 0/10 person.

⚠️TW: S*XUAL ASSAULT, DR*GS, R*PE⚠️

⚠️ I wanna say that I’m only laughing about this because it’s my coping mechanism ig but I just wanna say that there was multiple instances that he used to take advantage of me while I was under the influence and then gaslight me into thinking it was ok the day after.

If they’re is ANYONE reading this that is in a situation like I was in, please for the love of god leave them. NO it’s NOT normal. They don’t love you. The abuse will only get worse the longer you stay. ⚠️

And on top of all that HE OUTED ME 🧍‍♀️ so that was fun. Anyways back to the sex, it was bad. I thought men not knowing where the clit is was a meme but it’s true 😭 mans would rub my left lip for 5 minutes and act if I came. Losing my virginity DID NOT “put everything in place”. Well i guess maybe it did in a sense. I never wanted to do it again.

But on the other hand, I’ve read that sex is a beautiful thing. Deep down, some parts of me yearn to have that special connection with someone. I want to feel what real love is. What it’s really like to make love. And not just have someone tell me they love me while they selfishly use me. Words are just words but I know there has to be more to it.

Anyways that’s where my journey is right now, I’ve been doing some real soul searching these past few months. Tumblr has really helped me in trying to figure this whole thing out. Am I ace? Idk. But it’s what I closely resonate with for the time being.

God labels are confusing as hell 😭 why can’t I just be me

I’m me-sexual 🥳

I was a little worried at first sharing this as it is heavy! But, the fact is, sometimes we are waiting for someone to bring up a heavy topic so we can share/vent our own story. Certain heavy topics just...don't come up often or organically. So I hope if someone needs it they can use this as a reason to start a conversation they've been waiting for a chance to have!

What happened to you was beyond unacceptable treatment and I am so so sorry you had to suffer through that literal abuse. I suffered through quite a bit myself and it really skewed and damaged my relationship to sex for a long time in ways I couldn’t perceive so I absolutely hear you! It sounds like you’re doing the heavy lifting of trying to heal and be a fully formed you and I’m so proud of you! The hardest part is acknowledging that hey, maybe there’s some shit still left to figure out about myself.

As you continue in life you may find your awful experiences had some effect on how you view and enjoy (or not enjoy) sex.

I am a huge advocate for sexual health, in knowing yourself intimately for your own pleasure but also for safety and comfort!

I really hope you’ve taken time to learn about yourself and what things you like and don’t like when it comes to physical pleasure. If that’s something you have an interest in!

Personally I’ve thought I hated things and later realized nooo I just experienced it first with someone terrible at it. 😅 but when I did it I found it kicked ass. (**cough** anal **cough cough*)

There is more to sex, I hear! I’ve never made love and the idea is so unattractive to me, but! Darling, sex does exist thats full of love and connection and meaning that serves so many more purposes than getting off. So I’m adamantly told! If it’s something you want I hope you find someone or someones who can provide it. 🥺

It’s so funny you mention horny teenagers because in middle school and into high school everyone was pairing up. And I thought, “Relationships are what you do when you want sex. And I don’t need sex. I’m still young. So… why would I get a boyfriend? My friends fulfill my needs otherwise.” (Still….so closeted 😂)

Because I was aromantic and the term just like—- didn’t exist in my world so I didn’t know, I didn’t realize people were dating for non-sex reasons 💀 but then I got a boyfriend and had sex in high school and was like “OH SHIT THIS IS THE BEST?? AM I A NYMPHO NOW. MY HAND COULD NEVER?”

The beautiful thing about still being here is that you have the freedom and the time to decide or not decide anything! Research, talk to people and read in forums of people learning to find their place. Question everything— are there parts of people you find sexually attractive? If yes, okay let’s start there! I realized I was pansexual first because of my attraction to androgyny. “I’m not a lesbian—- dick good. But also… pussy good??? Tits good??? That person could have any of those things and.. I don’t care? I still want them carnally?!”

If no sexual attraction to people at all (pretty standard definition Ace in that case!), then okie dokie, totally can still want to enjoy sex! It’s more than about sexual attraction as we are cerebral creatures. That’s still valid! If you did want to be physically intimate are there things you’d be okay with doing and not doing? Or things you’d want to do that maybe you couldn’t with certain people? Is your idea of what sex is being really narrowed down being of the culture you’re in? Just some questions for yourself. So many things to consider if you haven’t already! Not for finding a label but making sure you can express what you want and need when you’re in a situation to receive it. 💝

I didn’t know anything about Asexuality until hazbin and that made me look at my partner and be like “yoooooo I know you’re an older Japanese man but I have a new English word for you to learn.”

Before I knew pansexuality existed I told people who asked my sexuality, “I’ve never been disappointed when someone got naked.” Because I didn’t identify with the “women and men” definition of bisexuality, the gender didn’t matter and the sexual organs were all just bonuses for me. But I didn’t know a word existed for how I felt.

And hey, it got the point across! I lacked a community to feel welcomed in but I was still able to love and be loved how I wanted to be and that’s the most important part of this. As long as you can still articulate what you want and need in this stage of your life then baby cakes you’re doing perfectly fine in your journey! Which it sounds like you already know very well 💖🥹

[docterzerocare]

speaking of ep!Tubbo-

like. very few people are actually angry at The Tubhole, as i've heard it be called before, mostly because they think it's Tubbo's Very Weird Coping Mechanism™️ for the eggs being missing. in their eyes, they all have some Very Weird Coping Mechanisms™️, including but not limited to:

Shoot Your Promblems, In The Face, With A Gun (Flippa)

Murder. (Richas, Pomme, & Tilin)

Get Drugged And Then Willingly Take The Drugs Afterwards and/or Curl Up In Your Base Out Of Paranoia And Have A Breakdown For A Couple Of Weeks (Dapper)

Attempt To Use Your 'Favoritism Privileges'™️ Given To You By The Federation, Only For That To Backfire Horribly, Because Now You Can't Back Out After A Month (Bobby)

'Maybe If I Pretend Hard Enough, My Problems Will Disappear And I'll Have My Kid(s) Back' (Leo and Tallulah)

A N A R C H Y (Richas, Chayanne, Flippa, Tilin)

Dedicate All Of Your Time Into Finding Your Kids And (Almost) Nothing Else (Ramon, Dapper, and Chayanne)

Stab The Codes <3™️ (Pomme)

Whatever The Fuck Charlie And Codeflippa Have Going On (Trump; make of this however you will)

...all things considered, they think Tubbo's taking this pretty well!

also, have a meme;

(Richas after Dapper returned from his "Mental Health Vacation") "I can finally leave-"

(after Dapper "goes missing" after being sent to the Nether) "I'M BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN-"

I didnt see this till now! Omg they all need therapy if tubbos the one coping the best lmao

[deathinfeathers]

Guidelines

Introduction

Hello and welcome to my humble RP blog! You can call me Cinna (they/them Pronouns please), your friendly neighborhood autism creature who exclusively writes fucked up pieces of flaming garbage! I am in my mid twenties with a solid fifteen-ish years of writing experience under my belt. If spending the brunt of my mortal existence on tumblr has taught me anything it is the importance of curating your online experience to the best of your ability so we are very much private and selective in this neck of the woods! Before you engage with the characters you will find lurking on this blog, please make sure that you are not a child! All children will be corralled into the pit and made to fight to the death for my own, personal amusement! Thank you!

I am exceptionally mentally ill and will run and hide for weeks on end for literally no reason whatsoever! I am sorry I am hard to get a hold of OOC! Being perceived terrifies me but I love you all the same!

Content warnings

On this blog you may find mentions/implications (but no graphic depictions) of the following:

Child exploitation and grooming, CSA, SA, r*pe, suicide

You may find graphic depictions of the following:

Religous themes, systematic religous brainwashing, child soldiers, internalized misogyny, blood, gore, violence, abuse, fetishization of death and murder, cannibalism, torture, toxic and abusive relationships (work/romantic/familial), substance abuse, sexual themes and settings, sex as a coping mechanism, mental illness, PTSD, anxiety and panic attacks, stockholm syndrome, (fictional) hate speech, death, kidnapping, stalking, body horror, religious abuse and torture, cult-ish themes and settings, hard drug use, suicidal ideation, self harm

This blog is, in a big way, dedicated to the in-depth exploration of many uncomfortable topics. Keep this in mind before you follow.

Roleplay etiquette

This should go without saying but please refrain from godmodding/taking control over my character in our interactions, this includes auto hitting in violent/confrontational situations. No info-modding or meta-gaming, your character should not be able to glean information out of any internal dialog unless they can straight up read minds (in which case I would like to be made aware of this power beforehand). Remember that the muse and her values and behaviors are not a reflection of the writer. I do not agree with or condone 90% of the things that she says and does--her actions are not to be glorified or romanticized, Lute is absolutely meant to be viewed as a villain.

Interactions

Friends/mains will always take priority when it comes to threads--some of you may find this unfair but RP is a hobby and I reserve the right to engage with it In whatever way is most fun and fulfilling for myself. Don't let this discourage you from approaching if you have a plot in mind or sending in memes/starters. I'm happy to run with all sorts of stories and scenarios granted I'm given an idea to work off of. That being said, I am incredibly disorganized so threads have a tendency to slip through the cracks, don't be afraid to (politely) remind me of our interaction when this happens. I will reblog memes somewhat regularly but OOC plotting is my personal preference. I tend to struggle scrounging up enough motivation for threads with no clear direction. Lute is a character who shines the most when she is acting as an obstacle or an uplifting force to the people around her. She thrives poorly in slice-of-life type of scenarios, please keep this in mind.

Fight scenes

As a general rule, I won't write figh scenes with sinner muses. Lute isn't somebody that mortal souls are meant to be able to fight off—as the first lieutenant of the heavenly host she wouldn't be much of a threat if she sat around their power level. This isn't something I see myself budging on unless you have very solid reasoning for why you think your sinner could take her on. Same goes for the hellborn, lower class angels and humans. That being said, if your muse (sinner/human/anyone weaker than Lute) goes out of their way to taunt or harass her she will respond with violence. Keep this in mind before you go pushing her buttons.

Shipping

Ah, shipping, the magical thing which makes the rpc go 'round! Lute is not easy to ship with, like, at all! I wouldn't call her unshippable necessarily but you must be aware that she is an incredibly twisted and broken individual, ergo, any relationship she finds herself being a part of is at major risk of becoming unbalanced and/or toxic. I am very, very, veryveryvery picky with her romantic candidates as a result. Do not try to force ship with her, that is a surefire to be irrevocably crossed off as a potential partner. Lute has a tendency to develop crushes on a very specific type of people--do not take this as a sign that I'm trying to push a ship on you--it's just a character quirk that she has. Shipping will never take priority over the overarching plot of this blog. Again, Lute isn't a character who does well in domestic situations, tension, action and conflict is where it's at for her.

Smut

I will write smut on rare occasions, mostly on sindays. I exclusively write this type of content with longtime mutuals. Feel free to ask me for a link to my NSFW blog.

Drama

As a rule of thumb: don't. If there's a problematic individual you feel I should be made aware of, address the issue with me OOC. That's all I have to say on the matter. I like to keep my space as drama/discourse free as possible.

Blocking

Please hardblock me when you unfollow! I have a very poor memory so it's not unlikely that I might refollow if you fail to do this. If you happen to find yourself blocked by me, rest assured that it is very rarely a personal matter. Chances are I just don't see us vibing or you're somebody that i decided to unfollow for one reason or another. All the same, block evading is not cool if there's a legit reason behind it (and you will be made aware if there is). Please don't do that!

Thank you for reading my guidelines. This list will be expanded upon as I see fit!

[iamfabiloz]

this is uhh not a drawing request sorry!! BUT if you’d like to i’d love to hear more about Nathan!! idk if there’s a story there or not but 👀👀

DW ITS TOTALLY FINE I LOVE TALKING ABOUT MY OCS OMGEE!! :] TY FOR ASKING DUDE!!

And YAHH nathan has a whole backstory and unnamed oc storyline thing with a bunch of other characters tho da whole thing is still very much a big wip KWJWJ

Nathans main thing is that he a librarian dude living with his gf Felicity!! They is da best couple ever very healthy and I love them to bits nathan thinks felicity is da WHOLE WORLDD below is him being absolutely smitten!! :] both of their refs r here

He also has two siblings!! His older sister Ramona and his younger brother Beatrice!! :3

their mom died in a car crash when they was kids so it made Ramona take on the role of single parent bc of reasons so she’s rlly fussy, overprotective and like a helicopter parent which annoyed Nathan to no end 😨 Beatrice moved out, leaving Ramona to cling to the only sib living with her at the time. But that kinda backfired bc Nathan got sick of being treated like a teen even tho he’s like 27 years old so he moved in with Felicity leaving Ramona to deal with her empty nest syndrome and trauma and unhealthy coping mechanisms 😨 this def will end well !!

Beatrice chillin in the bg btw he’s living his best life in da country somewhere!! He is the least emotional distraught out of everyone 😭 HELP

Also here’s a silly meme drawing I did based off a tiktok screenshot, the user beinf mean to Nathan is Melissa (Ramona’s kindaaa ‘friend’) Nathan and her have beef bc Melissa is using Ramona :[ Nathan and Melissa got into a fight bc of that but also they already didn’t like eachother b4 hand 😭

ANDD Some concepts of da sibling trio r below!! Ramona and Beatrice don’t got full refs yet but soonnn (Nathan is duller colors bc I’m thinking of making his purple ness be hair dye maybe but also being born as purple guy is funny)

Uh hmm I don’t wanna ramble for too long but tdlr Nathan has a gf, family issues, and other stuff but then I’d be here explaining too much KWHJW

TY FOR ASKING AGAIN I rlly like talking abt my silly dudes

[amazingmsme]

Top 22 of 2022

End of the year tag game created by the lovely @otomiya-tickles This was so much fun, you always make the best tag games! Thanks for tagging me!

Part 1: Fandom Faves 

01. Favorite new fandoms of the year:

Our Flag Means Death, The Boys, Moon Knight, Workaholics, The Stanley Parable, (I know I’m super late to the game but this game rocks) Godless, other seasons of critical role, inside job & uh… does Goncharov count?

02. Favorite new ships since this year:

Blackbonnet, not new but still my faves, Namdermo, & Shadowgast & probably some more that I’m forgetting

03. Favorite anime/TV show of the year:

Despite not seeing the new season, my fave anime this year is Demon Slayer. As for my favorite show of the year, I think the latest season of WWDITS wins

04. Favorite movie of the year:

Prey, Pinocchio (Guillermo del Toro), but if I had seen NOPE it would undoubtedly be that, Where the Crawdads Sing, others I’m sure. But this year I have barely seen any new movies & I haven’t seen any new marvel film starting with Spider-Man NWH (I know I know, you’re gonna beat me with rocks & all that jazz)

05. Favorite character of the year:

Caleb Widogast has had me in a headlock ever since I first saw him & he hasn’t let me go since

06. Favorite soundtrack of the year:

I genuinely don’t have an answer xiavaowh I don’t tend to remember what movie soundtracks I like unless it really stands out, & I’ve barely seen any new movies this year. But my favorite soundtracks in general are Wild America, The Kings or Summer and O Brother Where Art Thou

07. Favorite book/manga/comic of the year:

I don’t keep up with what is published that year, but my favorite book I found this year is Night Film by Marisha Pessl

08. Favorite game of the year:

Favorite game actually released this year? God of War Ragnarok. Favorite one I’ve played this year? Either Doki Doki Literature Club or The Stanley Parable

09. Highlight of this year to remember:

Fuckin’ Goncharov babyyyyy!

Part 2: Community Review

10. Favorite Tumblr moments of 2022:

Goncharov obvi, the queen’s death crab rave, Nov. 5th anniversary, & all the memes that came out this year. I have no grip on time so I have no idea which ones came out this year & I’m so dead inside I can’t force myself to remember

11. Favorite fan art of the year:

I don’t keep things organized enough to be able to actually find my favorite fan art specifically, but @fluffomatic is one of my fave artists on here, along with @ssnicker-doodless & @shyticklemonster r, @fluffy-alien alien but of course tons of other blogs as well!

12. Favorite fic of the year:

Bold of you to assume I can pick favorites & actually remember them 12 months later skagdk fr tho, some of my favorites are You Got My Devotion & Temptation, Frustration, So Bad It Makes Him Cry- @nhasablogg A Gentleman's Torture- @august-anon & uh, basically every single critical role fic. But specifically Waiting For My Mind To Go To Sleep & Embarrassing and Undignified- @chockfullofsecrets lightning damage- @spritewrites & something good to celebrate- @sapphicquill

13. Favorite ask game of the year:

Even tho I never really get asks when I reblogged that kind of stuff, I really enjoyed the list of questions on the fic writer ask game

14. My top achievements as a writer/artist/creator/blogger:

I finally managed to participate in tickletober & finish it despite 2 major deaths in the family at that time, can someone say coping mechanism?

15. My own best fic/post of the year:

I gotta go through & actually look but Draw Me Something as Pretty as You did the numbers this year, like ever other steddie fic lol. MY personal favorite tho was Dare to be Bold & actually got over 100 notes.

16. My most underappreciated fic/post of the year:

Too many of my tickletober fics tbh but that’s what I get for writing for microscopic fandoms like new girl, tuck everlasting & wolf 359 which all clock in around 10 notes each. You’d think with only 4 notes my Night Film fic What A Prize would win this category. But my Imposters fic Junk in the Trunk & Workaholic fic Pizza Payback tie with a whopping 1 note!!!

17. A post of mine that got more popularity than expected:

My recent “porn bots want me carnally” shitpost. I guess because it’s so relevant? (Seriously don’t get me started on that, I had close to 10 try to follow me yesterday alone)

18. Something I changed on my blog since this year:

I made a kofi! So if you feel like supporting me or you really want a fic, feel free to commission me!

Part 3: Next Year

19. Something I didn’t post this year but would like to do next year:

Mark my words I WILL make a Goncharov tickle fic, just you wait & see. I also want to write more for new or smaller fandoms I enjoy & get back to writing my chaptered fics. I also have some long one shots I want to make

20. Goals for next year:

Keep writing as much as I can, get back into physical art like oil painting, post more of my chaptered fics that I accidentally. I also want to read more fics because I really fell behind this year due to mental health & school

21. 2023 releases I look forward to the most:

The new season of The Legend of Vox Machina & uuuuhhh yeah I’m brain dead, I have no fuckin’ clue what’s coming out next year

Part 4: Spreading Love

22. Shoutouts to people who made my 2022 a better year: 

I can’t promise to remember everyone, but I can sure try. Thanks to everyone for making this year not suck as much as it could’ve, y’all don’t know how much it makes me smile

@happyandticklish @ticklishraspberries @ticklish-touch @raybidtickles @shunniebuns @sugarfics @hypahticklish @fluffomatic @fluffy-lee-boa @fluffy-alien @a-fluffer-nutter @a-simple-lee @lemonsandstrawberries @tickletastic @anasticklefics @tickle-bugs @tickle-fight-club @rosileeduckie @thebest-medicine @peachytickles @poesparakeet-fics @eldritchtickles @tickly-floof @spritewrites @august-anon @ticklygiggles @sapphicquill @nhasablogg @chockfullofsecrets @sunlitanon @shyticklemonster @ssnicker-doodless

& a ton of others! Love you all & I’m so glad I have y’all in my corner!

[sea-adhesiveness537]

This is like a handful of Pokémon paras I have running around in Screen Universe.

Rambling in the under cut.

Like, hey, remember the blonde cinnamon girl, Lillie? Yeah, Lillie's now a sleep deprived actress who was forced to overwork herself and put her heart and soul into memorizing the script because her creators told her to and that she plays a huge role in the canon storyline. Girlie may have gotten an existential crisis revolving around freedom because she couldn't give time to herself, the actress, and to explore her off camera world instead of giving time her persona and game.

Remember Ghetsis the psycho dad who wouldn't hesitate to kill a child? Yeah, his first bearer/actor died to a psychopathic delusional mouse for a live audience because he somehow couldn't take his normal pills. Now another eldritch actor replaces him, inherits his memories (which includes the mouse killing his predecessor), and develops a fear for mice because of the said memories. He also developed three unhealthy coping mechanisms because of the rodent trauma, the fear of harming other people due on his persona, and being harmed in return.

Tw: Bodily harm and suicide mention

Remember Lysandre, the forgettable, obvious twist villain? Yeah, he's getting an angst fest revolving around being just that. He got humiliated by other actors for the role and his character's bad writing. He even begged for his writers to change it or else he's deleting himself. They didn't do shit of course, but the senior actors stopped him from going through with it. Bro mutilated himself while modifying his vessel because he couldn't bear to share the same body and face with what everyone deems as an embarrassing character any longer despite knowing the consequences of changing the vessel (which is very, VERY, V E R Y bad). But he reverted back and took his normal juice, so he's fine... For now. He somehow became more memorable than Archie, a Pokémon para I kept neglecting. Idk how he achieved this.

I blame Lemon Demon's Modify for this.

Tw: suicide mention

Do not get me started with Lusa! Bitch™ ended up promoting herself to deuteragonist status, getting a character arc, existential crisis about her role (I even posted a meme of it in my main/casual account), complex one sided drama with her anime clone, and being responsible for an accidental assisted suicide of an important Disney para and a long lasting blindness for another all because SpongeBob, my MC and Blorbo, thought it was funny to befriend an evil jellyfish lady for the memes (okay, there's more to the story than this, but you know). Ma'am even had three near death experiences from the main antagonist because she performed for the same guy who killed the first Ghetsis Actor as her first live audience (or four if counting the law suit made to put her in death row). She's still not normal...

TLDR: No one is normal if they enter my head and are unlucky enough to get the spotlight.

But yes, I love to traumatize people with their own personas and their meta aspects. It's fun. It's fascinating.

[bloodyvain]

❝    ―    𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐃𝐘  𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐒  !      seven  out  of  eight  members  of  co-ed  k-pop  group  LUN∀R  die  in  tragic  nightclub  fire.  the  only  survivors  of  said  group  were  group's  manager,  gim  eun  ji  and  group's  maknae,  yun  jae  seong   .   .   .  

a  year  after  tragedy, seok  ji  woon  (  formerly  known  as  yun  jae  seong  )  debuts  as  the  solo  star   𝙽𝙴𝙱𝚄𝙻𝙾𝚄𝚂.    an  artist  that  rose  from  the  flames  of  tragedy  !

𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒚𝒗𝒂𝒊𝒏 ―  independent  primarily fandomless  /  dead  by  daylight  killer  oc.  praised  by  astral!   triggering  material  ahead

⛧   .   *   .   –   listen  to  songs  sung  about:  the  best  type  of  ʀᴇᴠᴇɴɢᴇ  is  a  knife,  a  man  ᵃˢᶜᵉⁿᵈᶦⁿᵍ  to  𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃,  the  road  paved  in  gold  is  also  drenched  in  blood,  the  hidden  U̵N̵D̵E̵R̵B̵E̵L̵L̵Y̵  of  fame,  picking  up  ᴜ  ɴ  ʜ  ᴇ  ᴀ  ʟ  ᴛ  ʜ  ʏ  coping  mechanism  to  loss.  

¹ doc. ² interest tracker.

𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩:  𝙺𝙾𝙽𝙺𝚄𝚄𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙾.

𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭 : hemat1c , sh4pechange , ofcr4nes , etern4lsun , s1ngedwings

RULES  BENEATH  THE  CUT

ONE.   THIS  BLOG  IS  18+  AND  THIS  IS  YOUR  WARNING.  Jiwoon is SERIAL KILLER.  Murder,  torture,  mutilation,  blood,  gore,  and  the  like  will  be  present  on  this  blog.  I  will  tag  anything  visually  that  includes  things  like  that,  but  with  writing  it  depends  on  how  graphic  it  is.  Triggers  are  tagged  as __  //.  I  don't  have  any  specific  triggers,  but  if  you  do,  please  let  me  know. Lastly,  on  the  topic  of  smut.  It  won't  be  under  readmore  unless  my  partner  does  it  first.  Also  I  won't  hold  off  my  smut  stuff  for  Sunday  and  will  post  stuff  like  that  on  main.  Whenever  I'm  in  the  mood  for  it,  it'll  happen.

TWO.   Honestly,  I'm  all  kinds  of  shipping  trash.  If  there's  a  chance  you  ship,  I  probably  ship  it  too!  I'm  a  fan  of  all  kind  of  ships  as  well.  Romantic,  platonic,  antagonistic,  and  everything  else  in  between. But  do  keep  in  mind  that  some  ships  can  be  quite  unhealthy. Jiwoon is obsessive and possessive and ready to be violent if needed. Not to mention he's very manipulative. Yeah, unhealthy all around.

THREE.   I  am  mutuals  only  and  that's  how  I'll  stick  for  my  own  comfort.  I  follow  whoever  I  want  and  I  wish  for  that  to  be  respected.  Don't  ask  me  why  I  didn't  follow  you  back.  Don't  follow,  unfollow,  follow  again  in  order  for  me  to  follow  you  back.  If  I  didn't  follow  you  back,  that's  that.  Don't  make  me  have  to  block  you,  and  I  hate  having  to  block  people.  Mutuals  are  free  to  send  in  inbox  memes  that  focus  on  interactions  between  muses  and  continue  them  from  that  ask  post!  Non-mutuals  are  free  to  send  in  ooc  questions  and  headcanon  things.  Mutuals  are  also  free  to  ask  for  my  discord  and  talk  to  me  in  the  IMs.  Mutuals  are  also  free  to  reblog  musings  posts  and  graphics  things  I  may  post!

FOUR.   I  make  every  single  graphic  on  this  blog.  The  icon  borders,  the  PSD,  and  everything  else.  Don't  steal  my  stuff,  thanks. I've  recently  been  experimenting  with  formatting.  I've  been  having  fun  bolding,  italicizing,  underlining,  and  using  colored  font.  I  also  double  space  and  haven't  been  using  small  font.  So  if  none  of  that  sounds  interesting  to  you,  I  would  recommend  not  following.

[useless-greecefacts]

im back and bearing gifts (memes)

[zepdeans]

I guess we don’t have to deal with the skam nl tag turning into a dumpster fire during s3 now

[4acoffee]

[bamf-jaskier]

Witcher memes part 1 of ???

[and-no-thats-not-hyperbole]

Ah yes, Achievement Hunter’s Team Gents. There’s Geoff Ramsey, Jack Pattillo, and *looks at smudged writing on hand* Rvam Halfwould

[mrgirl]

[incorrectbananafish]

I will literally never be happy again in this lifetime. I have been permanently maimed with no chance of even escaping this. There is nothing left for me in this world.

edit: there’s a speculation that MAPPA may make an alt ending (due to a strange edit they made to their official website) but we, especially us manga readers, know what really happened and no alt ending can erase this pain within us.

[wayne-del]

AMLO prove us wrong and actually be a good president challenge

[foreverpearl]

the umbrella academy season 1: live reactions

ok i'm starting this show for five

i'm real curious abt ben

what's... what's up with allison & luther

OMG five is 13?!?!?!?

JSJDHDHDH technically he's 50 and somehow it's easier for me to crush on that than to accept that he's physically a 13y boy LMAO

OMG KLAUS IS SIMON FROM THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS

i'm looking forward to the five-vanya meme lol

timeskip, i'm in the middle of ep5 now and this whole family is so deranged and dysfunctional... i'm so sorry to everyone in it

omfg i knew leonard was a yandere psycho ass mf

i needa know what happened to ben

poor dave. poor klaus.

also i'm puking my guts out at luther and allison... my dudes you're siblings

i. i hate it.

i hate the day that wasn't

they were gettin closure n shit :(

five just kinda undid all of their character development...

OMFG HAROLD JENKINS

hazel and agnes... please they need to be happy

fuck if cha cha fucking kills him...

(around ep7) y'know what i bet it's vanya who ends the world

protect harold jenkins bc he's the one who enables her powers

their father knew abt it or sumn and that's why he's suppressing her

also he tries to stop five from time travelling lest he discovers the apocalypse/vanya's powers

anyway

did klaus just fucking die <3

ok he just undied <3 but wtf mr hargreeves

well that's one mystery solved ig. wtf tho

omfg vanya just broke her mf neck

hazel best boi himbo <3 how very kind we love this assassin

did allison just fucking die

i hate this show

who's next who are they killing off next huh >:(

omfg. ok vanya u murderer. literally all of humanity. oooooh i'm so angsty and depressed i'm gonna kill 7 billion people (plus a lot of flora & fauna) because of my childhood

her coping mechanism is... genocide???

after-show thoughts!!

is ben alive again? love him, would love to see him soon

so proud seeing him all octopussy in that theater!! lov u babey!!

i'm so happy for hazel and agnes <3

fuck this whole family bro

i understood luther and felt sorry for him at first but i don't think he's been a good leader at all, like... ever lmao... i think he's just number 1 bc he's loyal

five is cute <3 also diego is hot but i'm sure he stinks ass, he never washes that outfit of his

allison's i heard a rumor that you loved me... oh my god.... aaagghhhh... :'(

BEN SHOW ME BEN

klaus and dave D':

klaus and dave............

this whole family sucks not a single happy moment. dysfunctional asf

i'm gonna watch s2 asap i needa know what happens!! also omg r they all kids now

also also fuck vanya again, not to invalidate her but dude leave the rest of humanity out of ur family drama. literally causing dinosaurs 2.0 goddamn

btw what time period is this... like they don't have phones or sumn i think? love the aesthetic

what's diego's power again? is it literally just knives

bonus: hotness tier (also kindness is hot)

five, diego, mommy grace <3

allison, patch, handler (she sucks but she's so attractive so no she doesn't)

klaus, hazel

agnes <3, luther

vanya, pogo (??!!)

cha cha