#Mehar💖💖

[merrrrrrrrry]

HAPPY NEW YEAR MERRY!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR MEHAR!!!!! 💕❤️💕

[bfish]

HAPPYYYY HEARTS DAY MOONIEEEE💟💟💟

making out with you . eating you even

[holyshit]

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYYYY🎉🎉🎉💟💟💟🥳 HAVE A LOVELY LOVELY DAY!!!

mehar!!!! you're always so kind and such a joy <3 thank you so much 💖💖💖 hope you have a lovely day as well!!!

[truthundressing]

HAPPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY ELIO!!!! have an amazing amazing dayyy hope you smile LOTSSS!!!!!

thank u lovely lovely mehar !!! 💟🥰💖🫂

[fitfdeluxe]

do u want me to kidnap his gf.... i will

JSJSJSJKD nah she's nice 😔

[monpetithl]

YOU AND YOUR ART IS SO AMAZING LIKE I CAN CRY!!!!

HI MEHAR I LOVEEEEE UUUUU THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO READ AAA TYSM ☹️☹️☹️☹️💖💖💖💖 HOW ARE YOUUUU DEAR💌

[anapologethicc]

happy diwali💛💖 i let out my inner louis😌

those not wanting to read abt my feelings pls scroll to the bottom:)

i'm in bed and all diwali celebrations are finally over and i just spent like 15 minutes just sobbing in bed🙈 firstly because i don't think i've ever felt so happy and comfortable with myself as i did this diwali🥺🥰

i didn't need to wear a ghagra (long heavy skirts not that i hate them) or sth frilly or a fricking blouse of any sort. i got to wear clothes which were so so comfortable and so so gender affirming (idk if that's a term lmao). i've worn similar stuff before and never realized why i had felt so happy in them and i don't think i really understood how much this would mean to me and my gender to be wearing clothes that felt so ME.

i got to be whoever i wanted to be. i got a chance to embrace my own gender and i'm still cuddled up in bed sobbing at how wonderful i felt these past two days.😭😭😭💖💖💖

for once i wore sth for myself and dressed up for myself and MYSELF only. i didn't care that i got told i look too chubby or that my clothes were "boy" clothes or that i should've kept my hair long becuz short hair doesn't suit me or that short hair and traditional clothes don't go tgt (BITCH HAVE U SEEN HOW BOMB I LOOK?!?! HOTTEST NB LESBIAN IN TOWN!!😂 more like only lesbian in town lmfao)or judged for the fact that i changed nail polish colours so many times in like 2 days (i think my nails are abt to disintegrate)

i didn't fucking care this year because i was so happy to finally feel good in my skin (tpwk ref👅). i've always had so many issues with myself and with my mental health. it's taken me such a while to get to where i am and accept myself for the way i am.

i still struggle daily with my relationship with my body, my relationship with food, my relationship with painkillers, my relationship with my adhd my depression or my anxiety, my relationship with school with friends with family with myself. i wake up everyday and just try to grow and be a better person for myself to be someone worthy💕

i just wanted to take this moment to thank everyone for any and all interactions they may have directly or indirectly had with me🥺. becuz i don't really follow a lot of people nor am i good at making any new friends (i suck at it becuz ppl find my personality over the top cuz i'm loud and flamboyant and so fking talkative and i feel like i'm never enough :/) BUT i made a resolution this year that if i couldn't get myself to interact with real life people becuz i find ppl generally really fking annoying😂 that i'd at least finally try and make some online becuz i've been in this fandom and on this site for wayy too long now😌😌

i know i'm just some person in your phone you just made u read a rubbish emo essay all abt myself😂 but i just wanted to let you know that every single interaction has made me feel happy and validated and i just wanna say thank you for somedays being my reason to want to live to see another day🥺💖 thank you for creating a safe space for me knowingly or unknowingly and thank you for being absolutely fantastic human beings😚😚❤❤

i'm sending all the love❤, happiness😂, kindness🥰 and gender joy🥳 in the world that i possible have in me to every single one of you🥺💖

so here's to everyone who has talked to me, liked my tags or post i've made/rbed, rbed sth from me, tagged me in sth or answered/sent an ask💖 and whatever else we get up to on this hellsite😂💕

because every single one of you has made me smile on days i didn't wanna get out of bed or felt like absolute fucking shit🙈💕 i'm so so grateful and so so thankful and just so overwhelmed with love😭💖 i love you❤ (every single one of you)

so thank you my most wonderful mutuals🥺😚 @littlegenderbean emme💕 @quickpauseinconversations cande 💕@mamaharry eli💕 @littlespoongf mehar💕@grimmpitch moon💕 @louisandharry yuktha💕 @casuallycrruell arrow💕 @justmehernthemoon kaitlyn💕 @heartshaped-lou gio💕 @dorothyharry rachel💕 @1800louis sab💕 @swimmingleo leo💕 @holyshit kay💕 @ladychlo chay💕 @rainbowparadisebht kaw💕 @laurelier meg💕 @stylinsuns adheera💕 @softlouve debbie💕 (hopefully i got everyone's name right and didn't miss anyone😳)

for anyone who ever wants to talk /cry/ scream/ infodump to a non-stop oversharing chatterbox / human embodiment of an over excited puppy my dms are always open and i'm always ready to talk😂😂😚😚 you know where to find me!! HAPPY DIWALI💛💖

[foryourownbosom]

HAPPYYY BIRTHDAYYY DEL🎉🎉🎂💓you're a lovelyyyy lovely person and a veryyy sweet friend and i hope your birthday is SUPERRR AMAZING TO YOU!!! hopeee you have a wonderful dayyy💟💟💟

OMGGGGG THE KITTY WITH THE CAKE IS SOOOO CUTEEE 🤧💕💕💕💕 THAT MEEEE

THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH FOR UR MESSAGE MY DEAREST MEHAR !!! you are the sweetest person ever and i hold you very dearly in my heart, thank u for being u 🥺💖💖💖 SENDING U LOOOTS OF HUGS AND LOVE UR WAY !!!!

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[merrrrrrrrry]

@halohamilton tagged me to play this game. Also @littlespoongf tagged me in another top 10 songs game so just consider this as my reply

rules: 1. spell out your url with song titles 2.tag as many people as there are letters in your url

M: Main Aisa Kyon Hoon (from Lakshya)

E: Everglow (Coldplay)

R: Raise Your Glass (P!nk)

R: Roobaroo (from Rang De Basanti)

R: Rainberry (Zayn)

R: Rasputin (Boney M.)

R: Raat Akeli Hai (from Jewel Thief)

R: Rehab (Amy Winehouse)

R: Revolution Radio (Green Day)

R: Right Now (One Direction)

R: Rimjhim Ke Taraane Leke (from Kala Bazaar)

Y: Yad Lagla (from Sairat)

I've been avoiding this game because you can see it's ridiculous with my url. And now to tag 12 people. @genuinemusic @non-binharry @sapphichalo @28worldtour @goldenxsunshine @sunflowerwemadeit @homosociallyyours @louisxgolden @iamnathanscott @heartshapedlouis @evilovesyou @whatagreatproblemtohave and anyone else who wants to. All of you have sufficiently long urls my job here is done akdbskk

[truthundressing]

HAPPY NEW YEAR ELIO!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR MEHAR !!!! 💟💋💖💝💓💌💘💞🤍💗❣️

[fitfdeluxe]

hiii ximeee how are u

hiiiiiiii i am good I just woke up how are you

[monpetithl]

hellooooo del how are youuu💟

HIIIII MY DARLING MEHAR omg so sorry im replying to your ask just now 😣 THANK YOUUU FOR SENDING IT ILYSM💕💖 hope everything's been alright🥺💕

i'm doing v good lately!!! a bit tired and sleepy bc we have recently started uni classes after a short winter break (im from the southern hemisphere) but so far everything alright !!!! classes are now fully on-site & i have a few friends :D rn im relaxing a bit before going to bed while listening to a nintendo songs playlist i have saved on spotify (mostly to vacuum clean my head of thoughts JAHDJDJHF)

TELL ME WHAT ABOUT UUUUU HOW ARE YOU DOING DEAR HOWS EVERYTHING how have studies and life been for you ?? im sending you many hugs and love your way !!!!💖💖🌷🌷

[anapologethicc]

YEAHHH LET'S GO THIS WOULD BE AMAZING

@littlespoongf mehar baby u have no idea what u have unleashed upon my brain by replying back to me😌💖 i'm on a high right now because i just wrote one of the best academic essays of my life and submitted it in time! so here's a mini essay for you💕

whatever's under the cut i blame on my high and endless ability to yearn for things that idk i'll ever have ahahaha okiee love youu

now i'm imagining what the picnic would look like if we actually went on one...

would it be near a lake because then the breeze would be wonderful and would make your hair fly making you look angelic or in a park somewhere where we could pet the cute doggos that stopped by our picnic and wish we, too had pets

would it be summer where the sun would make your skin glow all red cheeked and make me wanna take a million pictures but also not look away because i wouldn't wanna miss the beauty of it all or would it be spring where i could pick flowers and tuck them behind your ear and try to brain them into your hair and would my hair be long enough for you to braid them into mine

would we bring an actual picnic basket or pack things in cute tote bags because who even owns an actual picnic basket

would we sit on one of those cliché checkered picnic mats or bring a bedsheet/or whatever we find at home because it's desi as fuck

would you be dressed in pastel colours like i imagine, maybe a soft pink, light lavender or even a mint green and would you be wearing one of those cottagecore flowly flowery dresses with delicate gold accessories sparkling under the sun

or would you be in a solid coloured top, maybe black maybe white maybe baby blue and would you pair it with a checkered skirt or maybe a flowy skirt or maybe even leather and would you be in knee high socks or knee high combats that you’ve rbed before

would i be in a very bright coloured harry styles-esque shirt and would i be confident enough to follow in her footsteps with the tits out approach and would i prioritize comfort and pick out leggings instead of skinny jeans to pair with my very worn out combat boots

or would i try to match you and do a solid coloured top, maybe white or lavender and would i pair them with my blue baggy jeans and bright coloured sneakers and would i end up wearing socks that don’t match my outfit at all (and would you lightly tease me for it)

would we co-ordinate our outfits in advance or wear whatever we wanted to surprise the other and somehow still look like we match 

would we have actual food or would we treat ourselves to a selection of fruits and baked goodies instead

HEART-SHAPED STRAWBERRIES!!!! would we have plain as well as chocolate covered ones and would we try and feed each other and end up with melted chocolate fingers because of the heat in the air and would our tummies hurt from all the chocolate we consumed or just because of the laughter and butterflies 

would we go all pink cheeked and giggly from all that pink champagne because we have bad tolerance levels or at least i do and would i become a clingy emotional obnoxious loud mess as i try and tell everyone in the vicinity that i’m having the time of my life with the prettiest girl sitting right next to me

would we have freshly baked croissants and cinnamon rolls and would i make my home-baked vanilla cupcakes that will be frosted horribly but covered in heart shaped rainbow sprinkles 

to ease my guilt (cause desserts) would i bring a large selection of fresh fruits because i love them and  hope that maybe you do too

would we have cherries and would i have the courage to bring up the can you tie a cherry stem knot with your tongue thing as a way to flirt with you

would i specially cut heart shaped watermelon pieces to stick to the theme and give myself another excuse to be cheesy and extra

would we have mandarins instead of oranges just because and would i peel them to share with you, every teeny tiny slice and would i slowly be losing teeny tiny pieces of my heart to you as time goes by 

would we have grapes and blueberries and would we fail horribly at that throwing and catching the fruit in your mouth game but die of laughter because at how bad we actually are at both throwing and catching 

after all that would we still try to convince ourselves that our tummies hurt from the laughter and not the swarm of butterflies raising hell inside

i thought long and hard about how we’d spent the rest of our afternoon

would we bring along books to read or would we listen to each others’ music

would we do one of those artsy challenge thing from tiktok or would we declare ourselves bad at art and instead write each other cute little notes to share

would we lie down and talk about our lives or would we lie down in silence as we trace each others’ features softly with our eyes and hesitant fingertips

i’m unsure about a lot of things but the one thing i’m sure of is how much you, mehar, my love, love your sleep

so it doesn’t matter what we do or don’t do, regardless of what i have planned the one thing that i will plan into our day, would be taking a nap under the sun <3

and after our day is over....

would we lay in bed at the end of the day and hide our faces in our pillows or would we become so inseparable that we’d be on call still trying to calm the storm that the butterflies have been causing in our tummies

i hope you’ve enjoyed this. or maybe i went overboard. but i’m in such a yearn-y mood today and i needed an outlet. i hope i haven’t overstepped and somewhere somehow you had as much fun on our little picnic as i did while writing this <3 also i’m so nervous to send this to you but i’m gonna do it anyway because i just have a feeling deep down that you might not hate it as much as i think you will... anyways i love you and i hope you feel as wonderful you are whatever the day or time it may be :)

[holyshit]

HAPPPYYYY BIRTHDAY KAY!!!🎉🎉💖hopeee you have the loveliestttt dayy ever and hope you smile LOTSSS

mehar!!! thank you, you absolute darling 🤍🤍🤍 already have been smiling a ton, people have been so nice 😭

[monpetithl]

happiestttt new year del💟💟💟you've made my year soooo much better w your lovelyy art and i'm soo grateful for that!! i hope you have the loveliest year ahead���❤❤

MEHAR DEAR OMG IM GONNA CRY 😭😭😭💖💖💖thank you SO so much for this lovely message, it means the world & it made me very happy to receive it!!! i am always so grateful to see you around, u are the loveliest 🥺💖 ty for your support and the love, i wish you all the best for this year ;") <33