#Maybe fall in love and have a wedding
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Random, self indulgent art because I've been having nightmares lately about the ~passage of time~ ooOooOOOo and just generally feeling touch starved ahahahahah
Oh to be 5, who held their care on their small, little shoulders, too big to carry, yet to them, it was too little to give out to the world. How can someone so full of love be so carefree. Where did I go TvT </333
#I'll delete this later maybe ahahhaha#man I can't sleep ToT#the woes of a corpse afraid to die ahahhahhah#if I see someone talk about how much time has passed since something happened I might start puking /exag#like what do you mean this is my last year in high school#what do you mean I'm like literally about to be an adult#what do you mean older people I know are dying#and that most medias I like ended years ago#I don't play the keyboard as much as I used to#and I haven't opened discord in months despite it being my most used socmed for years before#I'm forgetting the stories younger me used to make#and all the things I used to love that broke as time came#my previous favorite mug#or the names of kid shows I enjoyed#I have to choose a college now#and one day I'll get a real job#Maybe fall in love and have a wedding#like my 28 year old brother did last year#even though I swore he still felt 18 in my heart#Everyone's getting older and I'm still not ready to say I'm all adult#but man I have to because time waits for no one or whatever that saying goes#I kinda wish I was still younger#and didn't have to worry about all these things#ahhahaha younger me never thought they'd make it this far anyways#I still don't think I can#but hell if I have to draw a million I'll be alrights to gaslight myself into not hiding away from the world#I will ToT#Even if I don't believe it just yet#jskalsosodllslwlw
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Prompt 195
“Oh. It’s you.”
The entity that had been summoned practically growled, a cloak like swirling galaxies- or was it swirling galaxies molded into a cloak- shimmering around their form. One pair of arms crossed over a chest where a star pulsed with the heartbeat of universes, alive yet dying as lazarus green eyes glowered down at the league and bats alike.
“You know you could, fucking call, right?” they whined, aura of terror suddenly broken, unnatural fear torn away and leaving all of them wrong-footed and confused.
Well, apparently all of them except for Ras, who had an honest to fuck grin on his face, one that looks almost carefree, if a little feral. Nope. No thanks. Not this timeline-
“But phones didn’t exist last we spoke, ya ‘amar.”
#Dcxdp#Dpxdc#Prompts#Danny got sent to the past by Clockwork for a vacation/training the first time he met Ras#They became rivals of sorts and just kept meeting up#Did they maybe fall in love as well? No one knows but them#On the other hand Ras did get his main Lazarus Pit as a wedding gift#and both Ellie & Dan were half raised like weird siblings/cousins to Ras’ kids#do with that as you will#Fellas is it gay to call your eternal rival your moon?#Ras for once wasn’t doing anything evil- though he’s a horrible person#A good dad yeah but a good person? Eh Danny has gotten used to it and finds him hilarious#They have matching death humor to their past teachers’ dismay and horror#They’ve gotten divorced seven separate times and gotten married three#Depends on the century#half of the time it was either done drunk or for tax benefits
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Sighs wistfully...arranged marriage AU with Wyll...
#jane journals#self insert talk#🗡 the heart is mightier than the sword 🗡#HEAR ME OUT!!#i know these can be kinda hit or miss#but have yall seen the animated swan princess movie from 1994..?#thats something im picturing#where theyre betrothed as kids for some kind of allegience or treaty or something#and they spend like one summer together every year and over time THEY FALL IN LOVE 🥺💖💖💖💖#that first kiss wyll had at the blushing mermaid? with her when they snuck in together#but then when...stuff happens and he gets banished they sort of think theyll never see each other again#BUT THEN THEY DO#and they've both got tadpoles but maybe they can get that wedding business situated again#once its all over yanno 😂#idk just an idea i was messing with
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Ok well now I do have a follow up idea for that last bthb
#itd be bobby wanting to reach out to his brother and dad and being scared to do so and talking to eddie about it#while buck and eddie are getting engaged and planning their wedding#hed talk to his brother first which wouldn't go well but eventually the brother would let him talk to his dad#which would go better#and bobbys like fuck why did i decide to do this now in the middle of all this happy stuff going on#and eddies like i dunno man its probably nice to have the happy stuff to fall back on?#we're all here for you. we all love you. im glad youre in my life. im glad you're going to be sort of my father in law now?#then he gets to watch his kid get married and probably cries a lot. but good crying maybe.#he said he'd send along pictures to his dad. he thinks he got some good ones.
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Proposal AU
Thena takes care of a very exhausted Gil!
Something sweet and soft 🤭
Gil groaned, trying to turn his face away from the light.
"It's almost over."
He blinked, finding his nose buried in a head of blonde brighter than sunshine. He could have just nestled in further, which was damn tempting of course. But he groaned, adjusting in the...hammock?
"You know, you're actually quite lucky," Thena continued in a whisper. Her fingers ran through his hair. "Had I not joined you here, I'm sure your mother or sisters would have no trouble awakening you for what is actually our own party. But with me in here as well, everyone thinks we're too wrapped up in pre-marital snuggling to bother you."
"You're doing an awful lot of talking for someone determined to let me sleep."
She gave his cheek a poke. "I know very well you're awake. You stopped snoring."
"I do not snore," he grumbled, moving his head so she could pull away and look at him. He pouted.
"You snore a little," she broke it to him gently at least, poking his lip back into place. "But I'll forgive you because you're so exhausted."
He yawned completely reflexively, but he at least pressed it into the shoulder of her cardigan. "How long?"
"A couple of hours."
That scared him. He jolted, not that it did much in their hanging basket arrangement. "No."
Thena nodded, though, confirming the statement that had sent fear shooting through him. "Just over two hours, assuming I found you relatively close to when you fell asleep."
"Thena, no," he groaned again, attempting to drown himself in the fabric suspending them off the ground. "No, no, no--my mom worked her ass off for this party, I can't have been asleep for that long."
"Sh," Thena hushed him from those soft lips again. She was being awfully tender with him. "I told her that I was the one who lulled you into sleep. If anyone is to blame, it's me."
He whimpered, though. "I'm a bad son."
"On the contrary," she had the nerve to laugh at him when he was upset. "You are the son who cooked every morsel of food at this party. If you happened to spend most of it in a hammock with your own fiance, I can't imagine she would have anything to say about it."
Well, she had a point. He did cook all of the food. And Ajak was always telling him to try and relax - with Thena - more. He sighed again, unfolding his arms from around himself and resting one over the curve of Thena's waist. "Guess I can't argue with that."
"You haven't missed much," she informed him. "Ajak announced how pleased she was for us."
Gil snorted, pulling Thena closer to him as a breeze rocked the hammock faintly. "That wasn't what she said when I first told her. Nearly took my ear off demanding to know why I hadn't said anything until now."
"You have a lovely family, Gil."
He opened his eyes again to look at the woman in the hammock with him. Some of their relatives had arrived early for this party. They were distant, some more family friends than anything. But it was certainly an escalation to their little lie. They were having to do couple-y things more often. A 'love you' here, a 'missed you' there. A brush of his hand over her shoulder--that kind of thing. He smiled, "are you actually in here avoiding them?"
Thena didn't deny it, which was basically a confirmation. She slid her hands up his chest and nestled her head closer again, approaching a position to tuck it under his chin. "Your mother knows a staggering number of people."
Gil chuckled, tucking her against him so she wouldn't have to close the gap herself. She happily accepted his invitation, practically settling into him like a cat in a sunbeam. "Sorry I left you to handle them all yourself."
"I gave up rather quickly," she lamented. "Said I had to find you to ask you something for the wedding. It worked to help me avoid anyone for nigh on half an hour."
"We're both bad hosts."
"Indeed," Thena agreed, not seeming all that upset about it. She sighed, her hot breath hitting his throat. "I'll apologise to your mother later."
"I'm pretty sure you can do no wrong in her eyes," he assured her. He had just had a pretty solid nap, but it was way too comfortable to continue lying there with Thena to even think about trying to roll out of the swaying hammock. "You'll be her first daughter-in-law. To her only son, no less. An eldest son I'm pretty sure she was getting worried wouldn't be settling down at all."
"Hm."
"Hey," he called to her before she could slide down that slippery slope of regret. He rubbed small circles in her back, "don't worry about it."
She didn't say anything else, but one of her hands slipped around his side and to his back, clutching a fistful of his shirt. She pressed her face into his shoulder.
He sighed, ready to settle into sleep again, feeling the familiar position of Thena cuddled up to him. He was nearly there when he heard a grating voice getting closer and closer.
"Yoohoo!--lovebirds?"
Gil kept his eyes closed, not in the mood for his showboat cousin who probably wanted to make some dramatic speech about them or drag him up in front of everyone.
"Gil, mom's lookin' for you!"
Thena stirred but he cradled the back of her head with his hand and held the small of her back. "It's a trap."
She puffed out some air at his joke before whispering, "diabolical."
"Very," he whispered back, eyes still closed.
"Here they-oh!"
Gil resisted the urge to tell his brother - in every way that mattered - to fuck off and not wake his fiance. He held Thena firmly, determined to appear asleep.
"It's so sweet!"
"Let them rest, you two--Makkari, put the stick down!"
His youngest sister was no doubt about to poke him in the face with it. His sweet and elegant mother had raised a bunch of animals.
He only cracked his eyes open when he heard them padding away, complaining why he got to skip out on the party duties, like entertaining guests and cleaning up as things started coming to a close.
"We can't sleep in here all night, you know."
"Why not?" he grinned, immediately pulled back into the little world that was the high sides of the hammock bending around his weight. "It's comfy."
"I would hardly call this lumbar support," she argued, although he was pretty sure she wasn't that far from dozing off herself. "And what if it rains?"
"We're in the trees, it's fine," he laughed. They weren't exactly in the depths of the wooded area surrounding the house, but they were away from everything else enough that they weren't the easiest to find in here.
"Gil," she scolded, but made no attempt to get up, or even separate herself from him.
"Mom wouldn't let that happen," he reassured, although it made her go quiet again. "Fine, just a few more minutes."
"Five, not a second more."
"Deal," he smiled. She sounded like she did when they were at work. It felt so far away, they'd been here so long. Not that they didn't deserve the break. And Thena had even more paid time off than he did. He was pretty sure she never took a day off.
Unless she was sick. In which case he would rush home from work and cook up his most healing chicken soup and noodles for her.
Thena didn't stir as he pressed a kiss to her cheek. If anything, she nestled closer to him, "five minutes."
"Five minutes," he repeated, moving his lips down her cheek, closer to her lips. He didn't close the distance quite yet, but Thena didn't pull herself away either. And he didn't need the next five minutes to make his decision.
It was chaste, just the barest brushing of lips against lips. It was like a peck. Thena didn't make any sudden moves or any sounds at all. Only she could lie perfectly still and straight postured in a hammock. "Was that your attempt at bartering?"
He grinned, their heads still too close to really see each other, breath mixing and lips twitching to meet again. "Depends if it worked."
"No."
"Fine," he conceded, moving his hands to her cheeks. He gave her another little peck before she tucked herself into the crook of his neck again. This was just another couple-y thing to add to the list, apparently. Not that he minded.
#Thenamesh Proposal AU#always love coming back to this one#poor Gil#he's a hard working boi#he cooks and prepares all the food#he sets out appetizers and mini sandwiches and desserts and fancy cut fruit#then he makes it maybe ten minutes into people arriving#he says hi to everyone thanks them for coming#accepts their well wishes about his wedding to his beautiful fiance#which he agrees with#then he slithers off and falls into the hammock#a few minutes he thinks to himself#and he's out like a light#Thena notices right away that he's gone#she asks everyone who comes up to her if they've seen Gil#great excuse not to have to talk to anyone about anything#then she sees the hammock in the treeline#weighed down with a considerable body of mass in it#she knows it right away#she goes over and he looks so cute and restful that she doesn't want to wake him#she doesn't tell him that at first she's too shy to just jump in#she's worried about landing weird#but eventually she moves to the other side and lets herself fall in#like when scuba divers fall off the edge of a boat backwards#and Gil instantly rolls over to face her#as well as he can in a hammock#Thena is like Gil we have to go to bed and also I am going to tell your mother the truth#hes' like okay honey let's--WHAT?!!
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breaking my break from tumblr for a sec bc I need to rant about sims and I dont have anywhere else to rant about it lmao
this game is driving me crazy 🤣
my current gen just went from the cutest love story to the most depressing shit lmao ⬇️
so doing not so berry in ts4 and my pink gen was supposed to be a twin - but i didn't expect her to get pregnant with twins as well, without even trying and while using protection (and she was insatiable and too attracted to her bf lol)
I wasn't prepared to deal with another set of twins- and they're boys, and I tried to be on color theme with names but there's significantly less boy peach names lmao (they're the first first-born boys in the fam and one of them is my first male heir in this save lol)
this girl is stressing me out, first she wasn't attracted to anyone, even was disgusted by most people, and only was attracted to old guys or to this one guy she met in school that became her bf, and now she has twins 🙄
so after she got pregnant she got married, gave birth the day after the wedding, came home with the babies, her husband was so great, letting her rest and doing literally everything (i wasnt even telling him to)
and then he was hungry and went to make dinner
and he died bc he made a fire, and I couldn't stop it and the grim reaper didnt agree to spare him
now my girl is left a widow, single mom with twin boys 😭 she was supposed to be the pink romantic gen wtf 😭🤣
I think that's enough sims for today, I literally played all day lmao time to go write 🤣
#the sims 4#not so berry#I did not need this much drama in this gen lmao#my sims father was murdered when she was a kid she did not need to become a single mom as well 🤦♀️🤣#vicki plays the sims#anyway back to my break#just needed to rant and put it somewhere#(i have pics from their wedding and they were so cute and so in love 😭)#i mean it kinda works bc now she cant pursue her dreams of being a full time writer and is stuck at her dead end job#for the security for her kids#and maybe she'll fall in love again 😭
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sid & avis or sid & horatio?
Help me with my boy lol
Sid & Avis part 2 :3
I did part 1 over here but these two have a lot going on:
She knows way more about him than he does about her, because her policy has long been to be beholden to no one. If he asked, she'd probably tell him, but he rarely asks (he's caught up in his own stuff for sure but also if Avis doesn't feel like telling him stuff that's her business). She was also there for his teen years and got to experience firsthand parts of his life that in hers she'd rather forget. I guess the only time she's more communicative is when she's sailing with someone, because not only are they in the same space for days or weeks at a time, they have to coordinate what they're doing. Sid doesn't know the first thing about sailing, though, so she also has her work cut out for her. She struggles a little bit with him not being like her and not approaching his parents as a couple of emotional freeloaders who should be thrown out on their asses. But when he says jump ("help me figure out how they've been lying to me") she says how high ("get in the boat we're going to Diobos"). Unfortunately, if he doesn't say jump, she's not always around. She never has been, but he low key thought that when they got back to Rade she wouldn't just keep sailing off whenever, because she wouldn't be avoiding Emma and Donovan. Isn't she supposed to be his emotional support? Whereas she knows he has that handled with his whole weird friend's family.
Sid & Horatio
Horatio adores Sid, and this is only somewhat because he's had 16 years of non-contact to build him into a concept of the ideal friend. Sid surprise coming to live with him is THE most exciting thing that has happened to him, maybe ever. While he considers Marcus equally as much a best friend as Sid, he and Sid have a much longer history, given that they went to school together until Sid moved to Ensaum. Sid finds Horatio comforting, but in his current exhausted state, also tiring as fuck. As he uncovers things about his parents he also slightly resents Horatio for having perfectly good parents (and an extra bonus dad??) because why couldn't he have some too? Aside from being constantly distracted by work, Horatio also isn't really sure how to help Sid, because of a lack of personal experience and because he doesn't want it to come through that he's a little disappointed that Sid is not the same upbeat person he was even in his letters. Unfortunately what he feels is a minor disappointment in the situation Sid easily magnifies into a broad personal attack, and neither of them realize they are not on the same page. He also feels like Horatio does not truly grasp the tragedy of him having lost all of Horatio's letters. Still, despite all of the challenges, Sid feels that being here with Horatio & family is the most like being home he's felt in a long time.
#Marcus moved to Rade like 8 years ago#thinking maybe I should have Horatio reread some of Sid's letters#and start to understand that there are a lot of layers there he didn't notice before#also haven't decided if they end up together. like it's unnecessary for the story. that doesn't make Aephar more Home for Sid#but I am enamored with the idea of Horatio being absolutely bowled over by falling in love with this guy#it would be real fuckin cute okay. might just write a story later where he does that#it should go like AOM -> CWAK -> DITS -> T6 -> Horatio Fuckin Perishes Because He Likes This Boy So Much#lol SidHort wedding AU and this is how Avis and Sorian end up together again#(<- probably my least realistic yet still plausible idea)#wip: aom#c: Sid#c: Avis#c: Horatio#dynamics tag game
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good morning! <3
#woo i'm tired#like i had to wake up in the middle of the night for something#and it took ages to fall back asleep#so running on less energy already#at least it's a saturday#but we still need to get groceries so...#but otherwise#my plans remain the same mostly#penacony (maybe a lighter amount but still)#and i do want to write those vows so i can marry scara today#like i like 3/30 as our anniversary (given how much the rule of three ties into his story & everything)#and i wanted a spring wedding w/ him#i'd love to have a fic written for this but like i said#i can get it done for the first anniversary and it'll work :3#but anyways#i hope today/tonight is kind to you! <3#morning rambles
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the girls are yearning
#its me i'm girls#anyway. i want to fall in love and have it actually work out so bad </3#everyone always tells me that romantic relationships aren't the end-all be-all of everything and i always feel so guilty for wanting one bc#like yeah... i have people around me that i love and that love me in different ways but i still /want/ a romantic relationship#it takes a lot for me to even get a crush on someone though so my chances of it ever being reciprocated if i even do... basically nil#i just wanna go on dates and wake up next to someone and get to hold hands with someone nd stuff...#have a reason to leave the house yanno?#and yeah i have people who love me and who i love but. i dunno. in a way it's not the same?#i always feel bad though... i'm not really made for romance ^^;#nobody's ever had a crush on me and i'm not really attractive or anything either so...#i wanna have my first kiss... and actually date someone... maybe get married someday...#none of that's really for me though so it's okay! it means i can plan the most stupidly expensive wedding ever bc it'll never happen <3#ig if i loved someone enough to marry them i'd get married behind a dennys or something if they asked...#sigh. this rant feels stupid...
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sighhhhh made an entire schedule for an imaginary 3mo baby. and wrote down a bunch of notes about how to take care of my imaginary 3mo baby. but then i got rly sad bc i started writing notes about how im going to be working 8 hours a day 5 days a week during the majority of the babys awake time and now im a bit sad . whatever
#Im not having a baby anytime soon i just like planning and researching and thinking about my imaginary baby that i might never actually have#makes me so happy#i do have a disease where i just cant fathom Another person being there. so if there is thats gonna muck up my schedule potentially...#but. i think daycare is a good option if i can find a nice one that i can afford. hooooopefully by the time i have a baby ill have a good#paying job and obviously if there is another parent thatll help with like. money and stuff#sigh idk im trying not to think abt it more but my little momey earlier reaffirmed to me idk if im ever actually going to be able to be in#romantic relationship and that might be for the best. and also idk im just very paranoid that even if i do magically get uncrazy and fall i#love with somebody and im well adjusted enough to have a kid likee. what if they end up being abusive or neglectful of the baby. you know.#its one of my biggest fears obviously id like. talk In depth abt having kids w them before we have kids and wed work out plans and schedule#together but im just very paranoid basically. but. it doesnt actually matter bc this is all imaginary and Again might not even happen.#im also. hrmm. bc obv a big costsaver daycare wise would be having my parents watch the baby if im living in the same area. however#i have very very specific rules for how ill interact with my baby and i dont know if i trust. my parents. to interact with them the right w#like mainly when they get older one of my big things is that i never ever ever want to yell at my baby i never want to like. yk. i dont wan#to Snap or get angry ik its normal to get overwhelmed and overstimulated but i dont want my kid(s) to like. see me being overwhelmed or#upset w them. you know. but i dont know if i can trust my parents not to snap at my kid . yk. not that i dont want them to meet my kids i#i love my parents despite All that but. idk if id be comfortable leaving my kid alone with them the majority of the day.... yk. maybe#weekend visits once the kids older but i will be Sitting my parents down and Lecturing them . abt how to treat my kid#ik ppl r usually better as grandparents than as parents tho. so hopefully they like. idk. im just very paranoid abt if i do get to have kid#if i do reach a place where i can have kids and take care of them properly like i rly rly want to im rly worried abt like. i just want my#kids to be happy and welladjusted and have a good life And well see this is part of the reason im not ready for kids is bc i place too many#expectations on them already. and i shouldnt go into having a child w a savior complex i shouldnt have a kid for the gratification of#being the one to give the kid a good life. not that i shouldnt want to give the kid a good life but like. you know what i mean. i shouldnt#have a kid just so i can vicariously live out a happy childhood through them. you know. which i fear might be what im subconsciously doing
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team zit corpse bride au?? :o
#zed is victor#imp is victoria#and tango is emily#zed the inventor and is new money#impulse's family is old money and they make an appeal to zed to marry impulse#but he takes zed down to the underworld and they find they are really compatable#zed agrees because he doesnt really care to find his own match and he likes impulse when he meets him#tango is also an inventor but he was seduced and murdered by a rival inventor on their wedding day (or something)#in death he just longs for a real love#someone he can bounce ideas off of and tinker with#so he waits for someone to come along and marry him so he can have what he thought he was going to get in life#they visit imp maybe? and he fits in perfectly??#its falling apart here lolol ill leave it#team zit#what is their ship name i forgor#hermitshipping
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i love that dean has always worn this ring as a necklace. i wonder whom it belonged to? it must hold quite a bit of significance to him if he's been wearing it for years and years
#ive been trying to think of gifts to give to all of my Ryan F/Os and for dean i thought#maybe i could give him a heart shaped locket. one i already own irl#it's silver but i can paint it blue for him#and put our initials on it :)#but idk if he would wear it if he already has a necklace he wears everyday#i mean i guess he can wear two necklaces. the locket has a much shorter chain#so it's not like they would overlap#but i think he'd rly like... a locket... from me#or maybe he'd get ME a locket but for the sake of me gifting things to my F/Os#i think dean would like a heart shaped locket and ofc painted blue our favorite color :)#and inside the locket we can fit our photo... of us on an ice cream date#i love him soooo deeply#also i love the idea of wearing a ring as a necklace! i have Six do that with our wedding band#since he can't wear it out in the field but he can hide it under his tracksuit if it's a necklace#i love giving my F/Os jewelry and i love wearing my own jewelry and thinking of Them#i cant wait to think of what i'd give to julian. he seems like a necklace kinda guy too#love notes: dean ♡#love notes#💕♬♪ ♡ I fall more in love with you every day (Blue) Valentine - ̗̀💙💌🍦 ̖́-#my god i've typed the word necklace so many times it looks weird to me now. necklace. neeecklace. necklaaace. neck...laceee
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#wedding celebration to go to next weekend#they're like. maybe already married?#they didn't tell us when they were gonna get married or announce their engagement at all to us#i'm kinda like 'why even bother' but one of em has been reaching out to try to hang with my partner more#no one tries to talk to me at all tho despite me attempting to reach out to them so like#fuck me i guess. as is usual with this group.#falling out of love with some other close friends recently too tbh#i'll have to wait and see how i feel about everyone once we've fully moved and settled into our new place and i'm not stressed af anymore#a major major stressor is one of said friends developing a bed bugs case and being extremely lackadaisical and naïve about it#no spraying a bug bomb once will not take care of the issue#why do you think people are so fucking afraid to get them?#do some damn research#and acts like i'm reeeeally putting upon him to ask him to exercise some reasonable caution#like not bringing his backpack on trips#like!!! you're lucky we're having you in the car with us at all and in our hotel room!!!#backpacks have a million tiny spaces for things to hide! get used to living out of disposable plastic bags on trips for a little dude#if i get bed bugs from him being fast and loose i WILL legitimately stop being friends with him
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somewhere out there someone has probably used AI to write their wedding vows. someone out there is probably loading their hinge profile with AI quippy responses. when i close my eyes i picture a man hunting through chatGPT prompts, trying to get someone else to love him. maybe she sends him back chatGPT too, and two robots fall in love.
is this our new lives, then? is love scripted? i have a dandelion heart and some part of me wants to believe that AI will not obtain self-reliance by evil but instead by discovering the single perfect shape of love - the one thing humanity (in all our time and force) could never quite nail down. maybe it will be a string of numbers. the imprint of static, the universe's thumbprint. maybe it will just be a single long mirror, and jam dripping down your hands.
i know there are "good" reasons. i was nervous! or i was unsure how to say it! but - i want your nervous words. i want your unsure words. i want you to strike entire pages of work for me. i want you to gesture vaguely, to ransack your mind for ways to instead-of-saying just show me. i want to find where your words fail you and where the summer of your longing blazes out of you, infinite, resisting the capture of definition.
and i want to do the same for you. isn't any love worth a little bit of struggle? i want to shiver with the movie-ripe sense my friends are lovely and i am so tender towards them - i want to never quite be able to explain what it means to spend my life with them. i want to draw shapes on your skin that exit the geometric and fade into the same, wordless pattern. it is still love if silent. you know - i rarely, if ever, actually tell my siblings i love them? i just show up often, and hope the action does the talking.
i know AI is "easier". of course. buttoned up and seamlessly corporate. but i do not want to love you through a film. i do not want to love you with your edges sanded down. i cannot recognize myself in you if you are unmarred and glistening. something about how, with the crystal-clear mp3 files of the present, we ache for the scratch of vinyl. the flaws are what make love worth it. i want the raw and the windbeaten and the unkempt.
something tender, then. i love you because you're real, which means that you cannot be perfect.
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I know Rick has decided that Percy will be perpetually 17, but I do love thinking about how old Percy would be right now according to his birth year--1993. He and Annabeth are in their thirties now, they've both graduated from university. Annabeth is the biggest name on the architecture scene and Percy has found a career in something he excels at and loves (perhaps marine biology, but in my personal headcanon, being a social worker for kids from bad situations). They still catch up with Grover and their many demigod friends often and enjoy the relative peace and quiet with all the prophecies falling onto the next generation of demigods.
They've got a little apartment with their wedding photos on the walls and weapons ready on the sideboard just in case any monster foolishly dares to attack the greatest demigods of all time. They volunteer at Camp Half Blood throughout the year as mentors and trainers, and Annabeth is helping to design an extension to make the camp a city for demigods like New Rome. Young demigods revere them as even more amazing than their own godly parents, but Mr. D always complains that the two are still just as rowdy and mischievous as they were when they were kids. Maybe they have already have a kiddo themselves or plans to have one soon.
Guys, they are living their happily ever after right now. It makes me so happy.
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jeon jungkook fics that own my mind, body, heart, and soul
in other words, this is a collection of my favorite jk fics on tumblr! if you enjoyed any of these fics as much as i did, pls remember to support the authors by interacting with their post. part 2 | other bts members
➺ bitchin - by @kinktae
summary: the 80s were a time of choices. which perm was right for you? what color neon would you wear next? none of these choices, however, were more questionable than a certain deal you made with jeon jungkook.
➺ idealizations concerning real life relations - by @venusiangguk
summary: jungkook loves to be loved, but he doesn’t love in return.
➺ hotter than hell - by @chateautae
summary: jungkook, lucifer and king of hell, has been cast out of the crimson underworld for a reason he’s unsure of. embarking on his journey for the answer should’ve been easy, if it weren’t for you, the human that nurses his wounded body in her home, and accidentally witnesses the truth of his identity. kickstarting a hellish adventure with the devil himself, you discover lucifer is the most infuriating company ever; and jungkook finds out that maybe his answer to returning home lies within his annoying human confidant.
➺ jump then fall (into you) - by @writtenwhalien
summary: bringing Jungkook along as your date to your ex’s lavish cruise wedding seemed like a perfect idea at first — all of your family and close friends together, nothing can go wrong… then Jungkook’s ex shows up and all of a sudden you’re in a years long relationship with him. You don’t mind though, really, how hard can sharing a cabin and pretending to be deeply in love with your best friend really be?
➺ too late to dream - by @kookslastbutton
summary: You did it. You married your college professor. You even bought a house together. Against all odds, everything had fallen into place. But after two years of marriage, you begin feeling something was missing. You want a baby but your husband can’t say the same.
➺ the forgotten spaces- by @oddinary4bts
summary: you've been dancing on the same dance crew since your teenage years, and you finally have an important role in it. It feels like life is taunting you when your rival comes back after disappearing for a year, ready to tease you every chance he gets. Will the teasing turn into more, or are you going to take him down with you?
➺ when the end comes - by @oddinary4bts
summary: Seven years after you've started dating Jungkook, long distance creates a wedge in your relationship. When the only solution seems to be breaking up, you go your separate ways even though love still lives in the two of you. Will you find a way back together, or has the end come for you and Jeon Jungkook? **sequel to the forgotten spaces
➺ falling - by @starshapedkookie
summary: soulmate (noun): a person who is bound to another through the strongest level of emotional and physical connection. one is given a name on the body upon 18 years of age and any transgressions against the laws of soul-bonding will not occur without harm.
➺ love alive - by @jamaisjoons
summary: a year after you and jungkook break up, the two of you meet at your brother’s party.
➺ changes in between - by @taegularities
summary: Becoming the roommate of Jeon Jungkook is the biggest change you’ve ever gotten thrown into - but little do you know that the addition of another man will bring even further turbulence into your (love) life.
➺ falling skies - by @fortunexkookie
summary: Jeon Jiyeon was your childhood best friend; her brother, Jungkook, was something else entirely. You used to be friends, but then he had gone from endearingly frustrating dumb boy to card-carrying fuckboy so fast it had given you whiplash.
Despite the teasing and fighting, Jiyeon realized how Jungkook felt about you long before he did - it was a twin thing - and if you were her sun, and he was her moon, then she just wished she could show you how he reflected your light.
➺ sugarplum elegy - by @bymoonchild
summary: You know no bounds nor depth with Jungkook. While your fuck buddy loves sleeping in your bed and doing laundry for you with his favourite fabric softener, you are in love with a mysterious honeyed, velvety voice on Soundcloud. All’s fine, until you find out that the voice that metaphors your heart to a sweet sugarplum melody actually belongs to the boy who has been taking up a special spot in your bed and in your heart, strumming at your heartstrings all this while. Or, Jungkook has one braincell, but it’s heart-shaped.
➺ an abundance of mondays - by @diortae
summary: "why the fuck would it be easy? you’re disgustingly in love with your best friend. of course it’s complicated.” he pauses to roll his eyes, as if he hasn’t just laid out the most secret parts of you here in the middle of the campus dining hall.
➺ five dates - by @kpopfanfictrash
summary: “Ten dates,” he nods, smile tugging at his lips. “Ten dates, to decide if you want this – want me – or want me to go. Ten dates to get to know me. Ten dates,” he says, oddly soft, “to fall in love with me.” Which then becomes five.
➺ here comes the bride, all dressed in pride - by @hansolmates
summary: You and your cousin Doyeon have had beef with each other since the sandbox. When she plucks the last straw, you decide to end your long-simmering fight by claiming that you and her ex—Jeon Jungkook, are now boyfriend and girlfriend
➺ if i told you - by @gukyi
summary: in order to pay for university, jeon jungkook decides to market his most valuable asset to the wealthy socialites of campus: himself. donning a suit and tie, tousled hair, and glasses (to look smarter), he becomes every rich daughter’s dream: the perfect boyfriend to bring to balls, dinners, and business gatherings. all while you watch from the sidelines, only able to dream of having that much money to buy yourself what you really want: him.
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