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Fortesa Latifi, We Were Young
#web weaving#kudos to @abby118 for posted the 3rd image up. it was very inspiring(TM) so i stole it#webweaving#i just. idk i just wonder if Loki genuinely felt unloved while being raised#''no matter how much you claimed to love me''#like they made claims. they weren't telling the truth#they didn't love him but they loved thor#why did they love thor so much that there was none to spare for him?#i wonder if he thought like that at any point#if he saw thor's banishment to midgard and considered for even a moment that maybe thor wasn't loves so much either?#that they both pulled the short straw#except loki knows why he knows what he did wrong and that can't be corrected exactly#but he can still taint thor#he can say to thor's face that banishing thor strained odin so much the old man passed away and have it believed#would loki ever believe such a thing if it was said to him?#that his parents cared to that extent?#did they ever#thor's humility arc too... he really had his brother lie to him. and then his brother was gone. no answers about why.#a father who would banish him a mother who wouldn't speak up when he was banished#he wasn't loved as much as he thought. he wasn't as perfect as he thought and that cost him his brother?#it cost him too much to learn an old lesson he should have known#do you think thor resented loki for that too#i think they should have complex emotions @ each other about how they were raised. btw
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so um anyway jiang cheng canonically does not consider wei wuxian a servantâlet alone âjust a servantââand does not treat him like one. idk where this idea came from but it is factually untrue.
in fact, jc repeatedly indicates that he thinks wwxâs station is on par with other gentry, that he likes the idea of being part of a pair with wwx, and even jokes with wwx, mocking the notion that wwx could be a servant.
after wwx was taken in, they were functionally raised as equals, and there is nothing in their interactions as youths that indicates or even hints that their relationship was master/servant instead of simply childhood friends.
and obviously wwx is not sect leader, so yeah, he is expected to defer to jc after the war, (and thatâs not an inherently bad thing, thatâs how leadership works) but jc lets him get away with SO much shit that Would Not Fly if wwx were a servant (or treated like one). if jc only regarded wwx as a servant, there is literally no reason to be as lenient as jc was with wwxâs loose canon tendencies.
iâm sorry, but there is simply no valid reading of their relationship where the dynamic of their relationship is master/servant. their relationship simply is not built on obligation, as much as they both try to act like it. this assumption undercuts a huge amount of context and motivation, leaving nonsensical character decisions and gaping plot holes. there is no mdzs unless they care about each other as individuals.
#jiang cheng#mdzs#mdzs talk#mo dao zu shi#moi#not to mention the fact that we literally never see wwx ever acting in the capacity of a servant#jc basically never asks anything of wwx#maybe âplease donât insult our colleagues (who are also our elders and have more power than us) to their facesâ#or like âplease refrain from picking fights with people weâre trying to establish professional relationships withâ#up until wwx defects whenever someone started poking at wwxâs behavior jc just shut them down. âthatâs the business of the jiang sect.â#and some of yâall have the audacity to claim that jc didnât do anything for wwx#that he didnât even care#itâs appalling#iâm super tempted to tag as canon jc#but i will. refrain.#begrudgingly.#i absolutely hate it when ppl insist not only that jc didnât care abt wwx#but that wwx. didnât care about jc.#that wwxâs side of things was entirely out of obligation and he did not care about jc as a person in the slightest.#like imma be real w u chief: wwx does not come out of this assumption looking good#in fact he looks like a real grade A asshole#bc if he DOES think heâs just fulfilling his duties then why tf would be flat out lie to jc about their relationship#and if he has a duty to the jiang sect. why the fuck isnât he doing it. yeah yeah he gave up his core sure.#but it costs zero dollars to NOT antagonize ppl ur sect is trying to built rapport with#it costs zero dollars to consider the political fallout for your sect before you do risky shit#like a wwx that is sticking around out of âobligationâ is a real fucking dick#like. either make an attempt at fulfilling your actual obligations or like. just leave??#i mean jfc it doesnât take a genius to figure out that he does in fact care about jc#and jc does in fact care about wwx#um anyway
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TIL: The person that picks up when you call your representatives isn't always going to simply listen, take notes, and pass it on for you. They may try to argue with you and gaslight you about your concerns! đđ
So this is friendly reminder to take care of yourself if you're marathoning calling representatives! Take breaks if you need to, drink your favorite drink, eat your favorite snack, take deep breaths in between each call! And if you have an audio recorder feel free to keep it close to your phone in case the person you're on call with tries to say some slick shit đ¤
#for context i was calling all of the nassau county districts đ#there's 19 of them and i can count on one hand how many of the people i was on the phone with actually let me get more than 3 sentences in#before cutting me off to whitesplain me what i already know the bill to be claiming#re: how it supposedly isn't going to affect people who wear masks/face coverings for medical or religious or recreational reasons#i felt like i was in a time loop with how it felt like I was getting the exact same response over and over#like thanks i didn't call to discuss this with you can you shut the fuck up and just take notes of what I'm calling about please???#this shit is draining omfg#I do not TRUST the judgement of cops to make sound decisions of who's a âbad actorâ#and it's pathetic how much they worship their cops#that they can't even process the fucking fact that MAYBE JUST MAYBE YOUR COPS ARE RACIST PIECES OF SHITS#THEY STATISTICALLY HAVE A HIGH RATE OF POLICE BRUTALITY AGAINST BLACK & BROWN PPL OVER THERE HOLY SHIT#THE DISSONANCE. THE WILLFUL IGNORANCE.#I HATE ALL OF THIS OMFG#mod enid
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okay hypothetically if i was to do a to all the boys iâve loved before inspired multiple part x reader ficâŚ. who should i cast as josh??? bearing in mind dallas is peter kavinsky and the curtis brothers are the song covey sisters
#leaning more towards two-bit#also i will be changing face claims for tim and curly so donât even stress bout that#trouble is steve and two-bit are so unattractive to me so idk#maybe iâll change their faceclaims too đđđ#itâs fine either way she wonât end up with him#diorgirl444#flo answers#dallas winston x fem! reader#dallas winston#dallas winston x reader#dallas winston x y/n#matt dillon x reader#matt dillon
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when you say youâre happy being by yourself
but maybe thatâs just what youâre trying to convince yourself ofâŚ?
#more incoherence coming up bc i still!!!! jk trio!!!!!!!!!!!#from what i can see⌠chizuchanâs really⌠something#she seems to really really *really* crave love. but hardly anyone gives her the time of day when sheâs chizuru and not chuutan#itâs no wonder that she accepted the shady modelling deal so quickly the moment she received her parentsâ support tbhâŚ#like. someone *finally* acknowledged her for herself. even her classmates dgaf about her#with that kinda situation i think itâs really no surprise that she would latch on to the attention she was given from someone elseâŚ#itâs also no wonder that she clings so hard to aizo and lxl tbh. she got suckered in by their pretty smiles and fanservice#the âyouâre my only one my julieta~~~~â thing they have going on must bring a sense of joy to lonely girls who want to be lovedâŚ#sheâs clearly *not* ok being alone (despite what she claims while dolled up in her chuutan âfit)#i think sheâs only able to tell herself that sheâs fine by herself when sheâs fully locked in as chuutan#bc she genuinely loves herself when sheâs dolled up all cute like that; hiding her true self under layers of makeup and whatnot#(see: the way she lights up when she puts on her makeup vs how she sees her plain self in the mirror)#(and also bc she has many people who love her as chuutan. her tt fans. her maid cafe regulars.)#(and i assume she gets at least some positive engagement on her stan twt account. we prolly only see the negative ones bc itâs chizu povâŚ)#(âŚand she kinda hates herself and such⌠but sheâs able to put on a brave face bc sheâs *the* perfect chuutan and nothing can phase her)#(so. like. she prolly only registers the negative comments bc *that*âs what sheâs agreeing with deep downâŚ)#(âŚeven though she acts unbothered bc sheâs *the* chuutan: aizo stan extraordinaire)#also. like. look at how many solo songs she has. she sang all of them as chuutan. the only songs sheâs singing as herself are group songs#i hope sheâll able to have a song as *herself* one day..#iâm waiting for the day when she finally feels comfortable enough as herself by herself (and not just with her besties)#âŚidk where im going with any of this tbh. um!!!!! i think renren would like her for who she really is?????#maybe the acceptance from someone else would be the final push for her to love herself?? idk???#anyway gws chizuchan~~~~ aizoâs not good enough for you~~~ raise your standards queen. renrenâs right thereâ
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Dark Shadow Warrior: "You people...would call me 'Sith'."
Darth Talon:
#the acolyte#the acolyte spoilers#okay yeah sure whatever man you're a sith#he's not even actually CLAIMING to be a Sith#he just said it like âLol maybe I'm a Sith huh? Wouldn't that be funny?â#come on guys#there's never been less of a sith than this guy#except Asajj Ventress#alternatively they hear news âTHE SITH ARE ALIVE?â and just bury their faces deeper in the newspaper
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Desperately trying to make sense of Alex's motivations in Season Two and you know, I do eventually have to wonder if maybe Alex wasn't actually lying in the majority of those tapes.
Like, we tend to assume that Alex's motivations have been a consistent throughline since the college years, but do we actually know that that's the case? Do we know for sure that Alex was acting in deliberate, calculated ways in 2006; or could it be that he's telling the Truth on those olds tapes when he says he's blacking out and can't remember what's happening to anyone? After all, if we're assuming that Season 2 Alex's motivations are the exact same as his motives in Season 3, then it doesn't make any sense at all that he spend months working with Jay to try to find Amy; Season 3 Alex would have attempted to kill Jay like, on sight just to get things over with as quickly as possible and contain the spread of contamination as best as he could.
But, maybe, if Alex really had been separated from Amy after the events of the 04-04-10 tape, and if he really doesn't know where she is, then maybe that could make things start to make more sense. Maybe he really had been watching Jay's channel, and seeing Jay start going through the same things he went through in college without things devolving into violence and disappearances, and wondered if things maybe could play out differently this time. Maybe he really did send that tape to Jay to ask him for help, maybe he really was just trying to find Amy.
But then, instead of actually being helpful, Jay makes it extremely clear that he's a lot more interested in stalking Alex than he is in finding Amy. Alex asked for help, and instead there's a bunch of masked dudes on Jay's heels that keep attacking him, Jay is breaking into his house, stealing his things, leading the Operator right to him all over again, keeps trying to get other people (namely: Jessica -- if Alex is being honest when he says that his call reassuring her that Amy had been found was an effort to make Sure she stayed away from everything that was happening) involved; and instead of anything getting better, instead of anyone finding Amy, things are just getting worse all over again.
It's not until after the incident at the tunnel that things seem to start rapidly devolving. Rather than a calculated attempt to finally follow through with his need to curb the spread of contamination, this is very clearly an outburst of rage and terror. Alex's "I told you not to follow me" line in conjunction with Jay speculating that Alex didn't know who that guy was, to me, pretty firmly seems to speak to Alex having mistaken that stranger for Jay. From his point of view, Alex knows that Jay and totheark know where he live, have broken in before, he suspects that Jay stole a key to make it easier to get into his house, and he's been followed on the daily for months -- Alex is sitting at the tunnel because he doesn't know where else he can go without being constantly surveilled, hunted, and assaulted. And instead of getting a moment by himself to breathe, Jay followed him out there all over again (it feels like Alex looks directly at the camera in Jay's footage of him from this day; he knew for a fact that Jay was there), and then to make matters worse now 'Jay' won't even keep his distance anymore.
So Alex lashes out. And it's not until afterwards that he looks down and finally recognizes that this wasn't Jay -- it was someone completely innocent. Things have finally reached the low point he was at in college all over again; maybe even worse this time. If Alex doesn't remember attacking anyone in college, but he was at least partially conscious of it this time, then things have reached an entirely new rock bottom, they've reached an absolute point of no return.
He has no idea what happened to Amy, and he's spent months trying to find her with no hint of where she could be; he doesn't know where Jay actually is or what additional trouble he could be causing at this point; he does know that now innocent people are getting caught in the crossfire (in regards to the stranger in the tunnel, and also Jessica now that Jay has her phone number, and the untold number of people Jay got involved when he started posting videos to the Marble Hornets channel); things are spiraling out of control and there's no one left to ask for help. The situation isn't getting better, it's getting worse; things aren't getting easier to handle, they're just getting more out of hand; the negative impact is spreading and who knows how much further it can still go?
So, Alex decides to go scorched earth. He disfigures the body with the rock either to hide evidence or to make sure the guy would actually stay dead and not just get back up to start his own cycle of contamination in a few years. He tries to give Jay one last chance to back off, and Jay instead admits he's been talking to Jessica, acts obstinate and lies about not having Alex's spare key, and then breaks into Alex's house a second time (minimum). If Alex doesn't stop him now, who will? Alex met with Jay planning to kill the others, and then himself, so he could put a stop to this once and for all and keep things from getting any worse than they already were.
Maybe it makes a lot more sense if, rather than being a strangely incomprehensible detour on what should have been a straight path, the events of Season Two were the breaking point that put Alex on that path to begin with.
#N posts stuff#idk!!! I've been thinking a lot lately about the tendency to take Characters at Face Value; when they tell us things we tend to#automatically believe them despite what evidence we might have to the contrary. & like when it comes to deciphering what#went down during the college film project it's mostly totheark that posits that Alex was Definitely Lying and Definitely Acting on Purpose#(even Jay is largely ambivalent - wondering which way it leans and basically saying it could go either way)#but. do we KNOW that they know that? Do we Know that they're Right when they claim that? Or are they just Assuming based off#of their own rage and animosity towards Alex due to what happened? Do we Know for Sure that Alex Was Lying in s1?#i don't know if we do!! And so without Knowing that for sure; how can we speak to Alex's motivations in season one OR season two?#now TO BE CLEAR: I am not saying this in an attempt to claim that Alex is somehow completely innocent of all guilt and that like.#Jay is the 'Real Antagonist' of the series - not at all my intention. this is just More of my usual 'look. Everyone in this series is#all kinds of Morally Grey; no recurring character in this series is free of guilt they ALL have unique fatal flaws & trends towards#antagonism that makes things worse and dooms them all' shtick - a la 'everyone Thinks they're doing the Right Thing but No One Is'#BUT i Am wondering if this Does help to like. clear up some of the ambiguity/uncertainty of Season Two - and even Season One - and#lets the series as a whole read a little bit clearer? idk i know that Jay does Claim to think that Alex was bullshitting him#the whole time & was Actually planning on tying up loose ends the whole time but AGAIN it doesn't make Sense he'd wait so long#idk - Am i making sense? does any of this track? i'm trying to figure it out; i am open to comments on the subject to help#i haven't rewatched season 3 yet today and so maybe there's stuff in there that contradicts this whole theory lmao but i'm taking a break#and just posting this anyway; we'll see what happens lol#marble hornets#mh lb
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feeling very fucking normal emotions about anthy on this good eve
#taunting utena w her previous wish that they could stay like this forever. the understandable bitterness about utenas ignorance.#saying in all but words are you going to look at this - at ME - now and still claim you want this#god the lack of surprise on her face. the hint of disappointment. the resignation#killing something just to know for certain it was never yours and you could never have it. maybe it would hurt less to have been expecting#it all along even if some part of you hoped it would be different#godâŚ#tunes talks utena#long post
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TikTok has decided that some racial slurs are fine and don't violate hate speech rules, just because they're less common and about a group that many Americans think aren't real
Like what is the point of reporting anymore. No site seems to have a problem with hating Roma and slinging slurs
#cw racism#when i saw that report feedback saying that her video WITH A RACIAL SLUR THAT SHES DEFENDING AND KNOWS IS A SLUR isnt a hate violation--#i got so mad#hey! maybe dont use slurs that people used against my mother !#'its just what we call them in america' oh so why are you unwilling to be corrected and use it when saying who you need to keep out of#your store? like my asshole stepmom talked about how she had a job where the boss warned her about 'gypsies' and EXACTLY DESCRIBED MY MOTHER#I am white. I dont claim to be brown or even mixed. i dont face this kind if discrimination in person often and when I do its about words#and IM tired and angry about it. i cant imagine how hard it is for people who are visibly Romani and in europe#my sister is more visibly Romani and she got warned about places its not safe for her to go bc of her appearance while travelling
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i must be the only (kind of) unironic aldella shipper in this entire fandom . . .
#kotlc#kotlc aldella#kotlc vackers#kotlc della#kotlc alden#alden vacker#della vacker#aldella#does it matter that i kinda headcanon them to be slightly toxic? no no it does not thanks for asking#they could be so interesting if their relationship was explored more in-depth#and i am NOT saying it's shannon's fault that it hasn't been explored btw i am NOT blaming shannon#obviously since the story is told through sophie's eyes we only get what she sees but augh i want more#hanging my hopes on that short story collection shannon claims she'll write after the series is over#i want more of them from THEIR perspective#just! the lack of trust! the regret! the performative (imo) relationship! the strangely idealistic marriage! the emphasis on beauty!#and! the stiffness around each other! going through the motions! doing their part in the relationship but something feels off!#it's so good i need more i need them to be more fucked up i need them to be more toxic#but in the end they still love each other (or at least they think they do) but it's . . . warped (maybe they really DO love each other?)#the perfect marriage with the perfect children in the perfect family . . . will the facade last . . . and is it really even a facade#just#THEM#they need to be head over heels for each other and yet it's performative at the same time do you see the vision tell me you see the vision#they each NEED to have a side the other has never seen and nobody else has ever seen and they are each terrified of it#and don't want the other to know#because then they'll be less perfect but in reality telling each other would make them stronger do you see what i see#the two-faced-ness would make them more fucked up and less fucked up all at once because they are scared of it but it brings them closer#*shakes you* DO YOU UNDERSTAND TELL ME YOU UNDERSTAND#anyway#*scoots away from you* totally normal about aldella nothing going on here nope no siree#mine
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A fun little character sheet to celebrate 100k, featuring stats and dialogue yet to appear in the published work! Thanks for sticking around so far, and I can't wait to share even more of my babies with you all!
Stick around for more from inFAMOUS: Erosion and its efforts to not only tie off the story of the Conduits, but to answer the single question everyone's been asking since Cole MacGrath zapped those on the bridge to the Warren -- why exactly do Conduits exist?
#infamous erosion#infamous: erosion#infamous second son#infamous fanfiction#infamous ocs#infamous oc#I started this with the idea of Brent and Jean being the guardian and criminal alignment in the karmatic scale - two sides of the same coin#Wonder how far in the karmatic paths they'll go?#Maybe you'll have to stick around to find out!#I love you guys so much though#this has been so fun to write#Face Claim for JEAN: KawennĂĄhere Devery Jacobs - Mohawk descent#Face Claim for BRENT: Cody Christian - Penobscot and Passamaquoddy descent#KawennĂĄhere Devery Jacobs#Cody Christian#Check out their tags! KawennĂĄhere Devery is a great actress and very vocal about the problematic 'blood quantum' system#and let's be honest; Cody Christian is hot. Not only that though - he's a campaigner for breast cancer awareness#Native American characters#Native American OCs#(even if the tribe is fake I do my best to respectfully represent the Coast Salish through them)
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sometimes media serves as an example of what NOT to do. now i say this thinking about a streamer committing too much time to an impossible task when he has more important things to do but genuinely this goes for a lot of media and people need to remember that
#people saying 'oh this character is a bad example' maybe that's the point.#a lot of the time a creator will write with the intention of saying 'hey see this? don't do this.' but you cant expect them to just SAY tha#a good writer's not gonna take the consumer aside and say that Thing Bad. it circles back to showing not telling#if the character doing Bad Thing ends up facing consequences for their actions it's safe to say that the author thinks Thing Bad!#i have ocs who smoke but i would never smoke myself nor encourage others to. eventually these ocs quit smoking late in the narrative#but one of them has to realize how his smoking negatively affects his relationships before he makes the decision to quit#for a majority of the story he happily smokes and sees nothing wrong with it nor does the rest of the main cast say much abt it#a lot of the ocs in this story are bad examples one way or another. in fact one is an abuser but he eventually gets what he deserves#a person could create bigoted characters that may not even be antagonists but that does not mean they themself are bigoted#it's important to look at the writing surrounding a character before claiming the creator is glorifying or supports the character's actions#but apparently some people just dont do that i guess! like idk ive heard things#if i were to write a story about queerness it would NOT be happy feel-good everyone is supportive rainbow utopia. there WOULD be queerphobe#simply because i want to reflect my experience. would the queerphobes change? probably not! doesnt mean i agree with them#whoopsie i went on a tangent. didnt even mean to haha
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i just will never forget when the whole tramp stamps band scandal happened on tiktok and there were people in the comments saying they knew they were plants because they didnât have âreal alt makeup.â like i get the concept of âoh theyâre clearly trying to emulate a culture they arenât a part ofâ but the phrasing of it just truly made me lose it. like the idea that even within spaces where you are being weird and creative and having fun and playing with style you can be judged for doing your makeup âwrong.â how the fuck is there a real or right way to do âalt makeupâ my god
#my mom raised me very anti-makeup i had to wear it for dance performances and otherwise not only wasnât allowed to#but genuinely didnât really want to#and sometimes i hate that i never learned How To Do makeup#like. thatâs unhealthy thinking.#i never learned how to use foundation and thank god bc it feels nasty on my face so why would i!!!#but overall i AGREE w her and am so glad i didnât grow up wearing makeup#like i do not like my mom but i am so grateful for that one thing. she doesnât wear makeup either literally only for halloween costumes#so itâs not like she didnât let me bc she didnât approve or whatever. itâs truly her belief that she lives by#she would talk about how sad it was that her friends wouldnât leave the house without makeup and stuff. and sheâs right!#i do love to put on a little eyeliner and colorful eyeshadow when i go to a concert or something#and maybe eventually lipstick if i ever stop wearing masks (altho i havenât wanted to bc even in a resting postition#the wet part of my mouth that the lipstick doesnât stick to is exposed#and i hate that especially bc i like really bold colors like deep reds or blacks. but also feeling Bad about that is exactly what iâm trying#to get away from)#anyway if you claim makeup is just for yourself and about art and having fun then why are you shaming other people for how they do it!!#how are you any better than anyone else!!!
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If the world isn't kind, then isn't there a pretty obvious way to make it kinder...?
"the world isn't kind" ok??? Much more importantly are you?????
#i'm not kind#i'm actually an asshole#but deflecting blame for bad behavior/disregard for anyone but one's self#by hiding behind the cultural thought-stopping cliche of 'the world isn't kind'#is such blatantly bullshit sophistry#hm well maybe not sophistry because that would imply it's subtle#still though it's a meaningless claim that only holds up if you don't think about it#because even on the face of the statement it contains its own counterargument
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really awesome day to think everythings going alright and then you wake up and get hit in the face twice in a row
#vent#why am i suddenly the worst person to exist to everyone again for having bpd and complex emotions. 2023s coming back in a new way#like oh wow Have you ever thoguht of how Aria Feels. Have you ever thought to fucking talk to me about this . god.#this specific group of people keeps making me miserable and then complains about me being miserable about it. like yea. bc that makes sense#maybe i shouldve left all of you huh. maybe i shouldve done that. i need to be the one with agency over my emotions for fucking once.#everyone walks all over me and expects it to do nothing. keeping my fears in check and keeping my confirmation biases very much there.#lua if you see this that was entirely fucking unwarranted. im not some fucking evil person. i just have BPD. we tried.#i dont like venting to you for every single little thing either and it makes me miserable too! it wouldve been nice if you said that first.#all of it made me miserable but thats all we ever fucking talked about.#i really fucking tried just to get kicked down and spit at again for something so stupid and then the remaining 3 also left again.#what am i supposed to do. what do you want me to do.#i genuinely tried. i always wanted to try but just got left with questions and unexplainable emotions. and now everythings like this again#no explanations. nothing to give me any benefit of the doubt. just no youre evil and awful for this thing that we all also do but#were all going to blame YOU for not being honest about your emotions. and then i start being very open about my emotions#and people hate that too. literally what do you fucking want from me anymore. have i been anything other than a strawman to any of you#just an ideal to chase . just whatever you want to form me into ?#i am not a saint and never claim to be or claim to be the best or even most reasonable opinion. but you should all maybe evaluate that your#extraordinarily comically bad at anything regarding this. better at communicating my fucking ass.#i dont want to be at either of you twos fucking whims anymore. i dont even want to be at my own.#leave me the hell alone. observe me at a distance. just dont fucking talk to me until you have something better to say.#i did not need that. it is unfair to me. not now. not any time. not near my birthday not near new years. i did not need this suddenly today#because people dont communicate anything to me. and then expect me to be fine to be slapped in the face with it like its expected.#you people fucking suck.#i feel abused by fucking everyone. i am not a real person to any of you and never will be. nobody cared about my personhood#and you know what. im fine with that. because neither of you are here anymore.#literally i am mentally not built for people who made me miserable then blaming me for my misery . or the most stupid friendgroup drama of#the century i am built for playing touys and having fun Fuck u all forever get out of my life FOREVER !#itll probably come back again and then ill be mentally susceptible to this bullshit again but for now literally just . fuck off.#i dont want to be in your ouroboros ( lol ) of endless misery feedback loop bullshit anymore#like woww i have problems but Wow. Its almost like you two made it worse? Idk! Just a thought.
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Iâm philip zimbardoâs no.1 hater
#well maybe not number one I can think of a few people that must hate him and the experiment even more#but close up there#if he has no haters I am dead etc etc#yes I still plan on reading his lucifer effect book someday but donât get it twisted I only want to read it to be informed of what he claims#straight from the source#not because Iâll take any of what he says at face value#psych
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