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[wolfnanaki]

On the topic of attitudes towards AFAB people in transphobic circles, even Snoot fans have called each other out for hypocrisy over people wanting to "redeem" Fang and Sage but straight up wanting to murder Rosa. It seems like people wanting AFAB trans folks to detrans but wanting AMAB trans folks to die is a pretty common attitude among bigots. For some reason MTF or MTN transitioning is just seen as more perverse and degenerate than FTM/FTN transitioning. Why do you think this might be the case? Is this also Breeder Syndrome or something possibly more sinister?

Patriarchal attitudes in transphobic circles.

For AFAB people who transition into being a man or nonbinary, there's less harshness towards them because in a society dominated by patriarchy, who wouldn't want to be more like a man? But also, this is coupled with the idea that they're just "silly girls pretending to be something they're not and can be fixed". And yes, it does intersect with the Breeder Syndrome nonsense.

By contrast, there's transmisogyny. AMAB people are treated as delusional freaks for being trans women because why wouldn't you want to be a guy, right??? In a social structure where femininity is seen as lesser than masculinity, trans women - the people who love and embrace femininity, and are empowered by it - are seen as weird, strange, wrong. And cis men are terrified of becoming attracted to trans women out of fear of being called gay.

Because of this, trans women face much harsher discrimination that trans men, especially in the United States, where they have lower wages than their trans men and cis counterparts and are more likely to be victims of hate crimes (especially black trans women).

So yeah, 4chan/Snoot fandom's reaction to Sage and Rosa was gross but not unexpected.

[turtlemagnum]

answered these on bluesky, so i figured i should post the answers here too! warning, long!

q: why are you on bluesky? a: twitter started to suck even worse and most of the accounts i used twitter for started to post here too

q: any other social media? a: mostly just tumblr lol

q: still posting on twitter? a: nope! lemme tell ya, i fuckin Tried with twitter. never worked out! oh well!

q: what do you post on bluesky? a: stream of consciousness bullshit!

q: nationality? a: MERICA WOOOO YEAGH USA USA USA

q: gender/pronouns? a: nb more or less comfortable with presenting how i'm expected to (which is to say, male). there are some bits i Ignore (i like having emotions), but essentially i present as a cis man, just a cis man who doesn't really give a shit about the macho bullshit that a lot of them seem to. pronouns are he/they/it, because i don't really care how i'm referred to as long as it's not femininely, and "it" became something of a term of endearment to me

q: one word to describe yourself? a: ORC

q: something you hate about yourself? a: the person i used to be.

q: something you love about yourself? a: y'know i just spent like 5 minutes staring at this question, after spending a while trying not to come off as too self deprecating in the last one

q: what's your perfect date? a: i can only really speak in hypotheticals as i've never really been on a date, but playing video games together sounds nice

q: any hobbies? a: oh god so fucking many dude, you have no idea. writing, music, video games, anime, linguistics, history, i could go on

q: play any instruments? a: i have a guitar that i can't really play, but i've been slowly getting closer to competence over the years. i'm definitely better in a DAW than with something physical though

q: name a random fact. a: animals are real, and you can pet many of them….

q: favorite food? a: definitely a tie between burgers and fried chicken

q: favorite drink? a: this tends to drift over the years but currently it's mtn dew!

q: favorite season? a: winter! it's fucken snowy outside & im very happy about that

q: favorite sport? a: i don't really like sports but i like martial arts and i think that's technically a sport so yeah

q: chinese zodiac sign? a: monkey….!!

q: somewhere you want to visit? a: definitely japan

q: know any other languages? a: don't wanna sound like a broken record but i've been learning japanese on and off for years at this point, and i'm getting scarily close to being competent!

q: favorite song? a: i find it hard to quantify something as complex as art in terms of "favorite" as i find that deeply reductive, so i can't really give a satisfying answer to that, sorry! for the record the last time i would've been able to answer that, it would've been shine on you crazy diamond

q: song you're listening to now? a: mario 1 castle theme i guess? i just have a video running in the background and they're playing mario maker

q: saddest song? a: probably variations on a cloud? i dunno, lot of competition for that

q: first game console? a: n64 babey yeah woo!!!!!!

q: favorite video game? a: see my answer about my favorite song

q: last concert you attended? a: uhhh blossom i guess? i dunno it was years ago and i didn't really like any of the music, it was all kinda mediocre

q: last book you read? a: read a bit of the five rings by miyamoto musashi

q: last movie you saw? a: gremlins babey!!!

q: cat or dog? a: i'm a top, so dogs.

q: day or night? a: i'm a creature of the night, babey!!!!!

q: what's your lucky number? a: 762

q: favorite quote? a: there's a fragmentary sappho poem where bits of what seemed to be several different lines were all that's left of the poem, forming the words "someone will remember us, i say. even in another time", and i'm gonna be real with you and say that whenever i think about it it makes me fuckin cry

feels a bit weird writing this with tears in my eye after thinking about the last one, but here goes:

q: what color is your tooth brush? a: cyan, but i just use whatever is in the multipack i buy from the dollar store

q: favorite movie? a: see my other responses about art! (it's commando)

q: coffee or tea? a: tea, oh my fucking god do i hate coffee, like holy shit dude you have no idea. when i was a kid i drank like 3 pots of coffee and then i puked and ever since then the smell of coffee makes me wanna puke. meanwhile tea is just pretty alright, but way better than coffee

q: favorite character? a: undyne from undertale, though shoutouts to sans, arcade and veronica from new vegas, and also My characters

q: what do you prefer to make? a: i'm definitely more of a writer than anything else, though i'm trying to learn music and visual art

q: who's your favorite OC? a: i don't really consider my characters OCs but my favorite character i've conceptualzed is definitely a tie between agon and aisha

q: who'd you do fanart of? a: i've made fanart of undyne and sans i guess?

q: traditional or digital? a: digital all the way babey!!!!!!!

q: weakness? a: my biggest weakness at the moment is definitely my visual art

q: strengths? a: definitely my writing. i've got a pretty good blend of naturalistic dialogue and flowery language that feels natural to Me, y'know

q: anything you make but never post? a: f:nv erotica

q: weirdest thing you've ever made? a: probably the same answer as the previous question

q: any art goals? a: i'd like to become competent at both music and visual art eventually!

q: do you do NSFW? a: i plan on it eventually but my visual art skills are NOT there yet lol

[meatriarchived]

MARIA.

i.   ⸻   general.

name.  maría aurora flores [ beloved; dawn; flower ]

alias⁽es⁾.  ( cc / nosy ) dolores [ sorrow, pain ], aurelia [ the golden one ], rosa [ rose ], among others.

gender. cis female

age. 21 ( verse dependent )

spoken language⁽s⁾. spanish ( first ), english ( second )

sexual preference. pansexual

occupation⁽s⁾. university student, works at a florist shop part time right after her classes end.

ii.   ⸻   appearance.

eye color. hazel-green ( for reference; thomas' hazels are the bottom c: )

hair color. brunette

height. five foot seven inches

major scars. verse dependent. however: scarring from having arm and thigh start to be carved into by thomas. scarred puncture wound from meat hook below ribcage. laceration & gashed scarring all across arms, back. most prominent scar to her, however, is the branded J on left hip, permanently set into skin in view whenever she undresses.

iii.   ⸻   favorites.

color. reds, oranges, yellows.

song. go your own way - f.leetwoodmac / cherry waves - d.eftones / experience & primavera - l.udovico einaudi

food. pizza, caldo de pollo / chicken noodle soup ( mama flores' recipes in particular ), fajitas.

drink. coca-cola / tequila + coke, hot chocolate, agua de jamaica ( hibiscus iced tea ), ponche.

iv.   ⸻   have they   ...

passed university. she COULD HAVE- but in most au's, no. she drops out after the House.

had sex. yes

had sex in public. once, nearly - bad experience w/ an ex.

gotten pregnant / someone else pregnant.  luckily no. but if she ever did, she'd love and adore them.

kissed a boy. yes

kissed a girl. yes

gotten tattoos.  no but she's thought of getting some.

gotten piercings.  yes, earlobes.

been in love. in love, no. has loved someone, yes.

stayed up for more than 24 hours.  yes ( uni's a bitch man- )

v.   ⸻   are they   ...

a virgin. no

a cuddler. yes!! she loves cuddling with people c;

a kisser. yes

scared easily. uh..................yeah fbnsdj my poor summer child-

jealous easily.  no

trustworthy. she tries her best to be :')

dominant. nah not really.

submissive. oh yeah. she loves it.

in love. very much depends on verse.

single. single by default, verse dependent.

vi.   ⸻   family.

sibling⁽s⁾. ana flores ( little sister ) - [ grace; flower ]

parent⁽s⁾. ramón ignacio flores [ wise protector; fire; flower ] & carmen ainara flores, nee rosales [ garden / song; swallow; flower; rose bush ]

significant other. none.

pet⁽s⁾. juniper, a calico cat. & in wilted / shine, two estrela mtn dogs: autumn, or oddy for short & buttercup, or buddy for short. c;

DANNY.

i.   ⸻   general.

name.   danilo ( daniel ) alejo-osório [ god is my judge; protector / defender; hunter of wolves ]

alias⁽es⁾.  danny

gender. cis male

age. newly 23 ( verse dependent )

spoken language⁽s⁾. english, spanish

sexual preference. closeted bisexual

occupation⁽s⁾. trade student training in shipyard welding & hyperbaric ( underwater ) welding.

ii.   ⸻   appearance.

eye color. brown

hair color. brown

height. six foot five inches

major scars. mostly has small scars scattered about from hard labor and work. post-house, depending on verse however, danny has a collection of rather gnarly scars all over to accompany them. in some routes, after receiving a near-fatal blow to the head that gave him a scrawling scar from just within his hairline, down to brow and corner of left eye. and in some cases where that eye has been lost due to the injury, he has some scarring from recovery.

iii.   ⸻   favorites.

color. blues & greens.

song. separate ways (worlds apart) - j.ourney / pour some sugar on me - d.efleppard / break stuff - l.imp-bizkit / mammamia - m.aneskin / obstacles - s.yd matters

food. bbq anything, arroz atollado ( mother's old recipe )

drink. coca-cola, whiskey & jack, horchata, hot chocolate.

iv.   ⸻   have they   ...

passed university. no, he does trade school instead of uni.

had sex. yes

had sex in public. yes.

gotten pregnant / someone else pregnant.  no.

kissed a boy. yes

kissed a girl. yes

gotten tattoos.  yes - will do an actual post with some at some point uwu

gotten piercings.  no

been in love. no

stayed up for more than 24 hours. yes

v.   ⸻   are they   ...

a virgin. no

a cuddler. yes

a kisser. yes

scared easily. no

jealous easily. no

trustworthy. he really fucking tries to be for those he cares for and loves.

dominant. yes

submissive. at times, depends.

in love. no ( not taking any canon into acct with this uwu )

single. single

vi.   ⸻   family.

sibling⁽s⁾. younger half sister, carina osório ( mothers' second child )

parent⁽s⁾. marcos ignacio alejo, & salome osório

significant other. no.

pet⁽s⁾. none. moves around too much. he loves cats and dogs and most animals though.

[genderstarbucks]

I need help on this because I'm starting to feel like a terrible person.

Is it okay to be c4t (cis4trans)? If you look it up on Tumblr it's a lot of people being mad about it and chaser talk (I didn't know what that was until I saw it today and looked it up) and I can't tell if I'm a really bad person for preferring trans partners over cis partners.

I'm pansexual, don't care about what gender I'm with, I just prefer to be with trans partners because they tend to be the most understanding, and I feel a lot safer with them. Not going into detail, but I'm very insecure about my body because it's not a "normal" body and all of the trans partners I've had have been so sweet about it, where all the cis partners I've had have been uncomfortable and grossed out by it. I just feel more understood in a relationship with a trans person.

I have no preference for like what type of trans, ftm or mtf or ftn or mtn or anything, I'm not seeking out a specific type, but I've heard it's fetishising either way, so I'm not really sure.

My current partner is multigender and I'm worried I'm making them uncomfortable by using the term c4t. He's never told me they have a problem with it, but I've seen so many posts that I feel like maybe I'm making them feel that way and she's just too shy to say it to me. They constantly make sure I'm comfortable in our relationship and I'd like to do the same. So if you can help, is being c4t bad or is there a word for it that's good that I'm missing? I'm really unsure right now

I've honestly never seen c4t used in a fetishy way

And I'm the same way (opposite way obviously) I'm tm4cm cuz I find that cis men are more understanding of me

If your partner doesn't have a problem with it, then it doesn't matter, they love you for you

People on Tumblr will always be hateful, no matter what label you use

I'm glad that you've found a partner like that, they sound so cool

For the people that actually are chasers, they would never use c4t

I've seen chasers on tiktok who are only attracted to pre t trans men and they call themselves poonphiles or poonsexual

C4t isn't a bad label, you're using it with good faith, that doesn't make you a fetishizer or chaser

And if you want, I could make a c4t flag :33, I don't think I've ever seen one

[amstramdamsstuff]

Je ne sais pas pourquoi je n'arrive pas à lui faire confiance à 100%, peut être que c'est dû au comportement de mon père avec ses partenaires il préfère tjrs la femme qu'il a eu juste avant de sortir avec la nouvelle du coup je m'imagine qu'elle préfère son ex aussi mais ce qui me dérange surtout c'est que elle est omniprésente dans notre relation, elle est toujours en contact avec sa famille, ses amis donc elle revient tjrs sur le tapis et même si je ne l'admet pas ça me plait pas qu'elle parle tjrs à l'entourage de son ex parce que simplement que j'ai l'impression qu'elle était plus heureuse avec Louise même si elle m'aime probablement plus parce qu'elle lui appartait de la securité, une famille sur qui compter et elle pourra pas compter sur ma famille pour ça du coup j'ai l'impression de ne pas lui suffire

Liste de choses qui font que je suis jalouse de son ex alors que je suis absolument pas jalouse normalement en couple :

1) Son ex l'a quitté juste 3 mois avant qu'elle se mette en couple avec moi

2) Je la suivais déjà sur insta et alors qu'on commencait dejà à se parler elle poste une photo avec son ex en story avec la musique true love ( la honte de faire ça alors que vs êtes plus ensemble mais oklm et elle ose me dire qu'elle postait rien pour elle )

3) 1er date mtn, elle me parle direct de son ex elle me dit avec affection que son ex était un peu comme moi elle touchait tout ce qu'elle trouve et tout ( ca sonnait comme une personne endeuillée miskine mais jusque la j'accepte pcq je suis vrmt pas jalouse juste il y a eu des gouttes en trop)

4) Elle continue à parler d'elle et me dit que sa famille c'est tout pour elle, et que si je ne l'acceptais pas on peut arrêter là donc bon... puis façon je me suis dit j'ai reproché à Nathalie d'avoir empêcher papa de voir ma famille

5) 1 er janvier elle me reproche de pas être tactile parce qu'elle a l'habitude qu'on soit tactile avec elle, sorry I'm not her... En plus on a joué à un never have i ever et du coup j'avais bien les détails de sa vie secuelle avec son ex nice 👌 les massages sensuels trop bien qu'elle disait, je lui en ai fait un elle a pas l'air d'avoir aimé donc encore une fois je me sentais pas à la hauteur

6) Cette fois ci on est ensemble et elle parle tout le temps d'elle et pas forcément en bien, mais c encore pire elle pétait encore le seum, ça lui faisait encore qqch sa rupture pcq sinon elle calculerait plus...

7) Puis les deux se disputent et elles vont essayer de se réconcilier à 2h du mat dans sa chambre sur son lit dans lequel elles ont bien ken genre c'est normal

8) Un jour je suis contente de passer la soirée avec mon amoureuse parce que mon père est pas là au final la meilleure pote de Louise lui dit qu'elle voulait coucher avec la meuf qu'elle a eu avant elle et elle passe la soirée à péter des cables en vocal avec ses potes et elle me calcule pas (wesh I'm here)

9) Elles arrivent pas à vendre les chaussures qu'elle devaient s'offrir pdnt leur relation et du coup Manon va chez Louise pour qu'elles s'échangent leur cadeau au final du coup pour la première fois je fais un peu la tête elle m'engueule pcq je communique pas je dis pas ce que je pense (mtn si je dis que je suis pas bien à cause de Louise ça me menace de me quitter pcq c pas foutu de me comprendre )

Bref la suite au prochain épisode c trop long

[byunbaekhyunie]

J'avoue ! T'as grave raison. Dès que je vais au restaurant, je finis par regretter car les prix sont abusés. En plus, vu que j'ai des restrictions alimentaires, je n'ai qu'un tout petit peu de choix sur la carte... Du coup, ça me décourage et j'ai de moins en moins envie d'aller au restaurant.

LA MÊME !!!! je suis en carême ce mois-ci donc je demande ce qu’ils ont sans viande et franchement.. c’est minable quoi (et dis toi qu’en plus je devrais pas manger ni œufs ni produits laitiers mais alors là .. tu t’imagines bien, je crois qu’ils auraient rien pu me donner à part des frites mdr) mais c’est trop ça, quand tu penses deux sec au prix tu vois direct que c’est pas du tout rentable (surtout depuis l’inflation là où vraiment 12, 13, 15euros baaah c’est bcp d’argent mtn) et ouais après ça dissuade grave quoi

[cbdhhc]

Tài Xử Trc Tuyn u im Khi Chi Tai Xu Trc Tuyn

Online Tai Xiu: Th gii c bc sc sc th v

T bi jili city - Kinh nghim quay n h Jackpot cho ngi Câu xu online uy tn

u nhc iim nhà cái Jili City - Jili City Link

Jili game - 20% np - càng np - nhiu u i

- Nhà cái - Thành phố Jili T bi tng min ph 50K khi đăng k tài khon

Lch s and ngun gc

Tai Xiu, cn c gi là Sic Bo, là mt tr chi xc xc truyn thng ca Trung Qu c có t thi c i. Tr chi bảo gm ba viên xc xc và ngi chi t cc vào kt qu ca lng tung. Các tùy chọn chỉ định các báo gm t d oán nhng con c th s xut hiu trên mt xc xc n các kt hp và tng s khác nhau.

Tài Xù Trc Tuyn Cách Chí

Tai Xiu có thc mt cách thun tin trên các nn tng c bc trc tuyn trên các nn tng c bc trc tuyn. Ngi chi co the truy cap cac ban o va t cc bng chip k thut s. Xc xc c tung o và kt qu c hin th ngay l p tc, làm tăng thêm tnh cht phn khch và nhp nhanh ca tr chi.

trc tuyn mc ph bin ca Tai Xiu trc tuyn

L do cho s ph bin cà it

Tai Xiu tr nên ph bin rng ri trong gii c bc trc tuyn do mt s l do thuyt phc. u tiên và quan trọng nhất, s n gin ca tr chi gip c ngi mi bt u và ngi chi có kinh nghi m d dàng thng thc. city ​​of jili Các tùy chọn cá các nước gin và li chi nhanh gip ngi chi tham gia va gii tr.

Khả năng cng ng và x hi

Sng và nẵng tng c bc trc tuyn cung cp mt cng ng bùng bao gm nhng ngi am mê Tai Xiu. Ngi chi co thong qua cac tinh năng tr chi, to ra kha cnh x hi b sung them yu t tnh cm ca bn vao tri nghim. Hn na, các tùy chọn l trc tip nâng cao hn na, cnh x hi, mô phng b không kh i mt sng bc trong thành ph th gii thc.jili

Mo và chin lc thng Tai Xiu trc tuyn

Hiu các tl c c jili game ci thin c hi chin thng, ngi chi phi hiu r vt l cc trong Tài Xu. Các tùy chọn cá nhân khác nhau tôi kèm theo và các bước bt các t l cc này có gip a ra quyt nh sáng sut.

cá cc khut cá cc khut cc khut

Nhng ngi chi có kinh nghim thng s dng các k thut cá cc nh hng Martingale hoc h thng Paroli. Nhng chi n lc này liên quan n vic iu chnh cc da on kt qu trc ó, nhm mc ch ti a hóa li nhn trong khi gim thiu tn tht.

tài khoản ngân hàng của bạn là gì?

C bc trách nhim là rt quan trng, ngay c trong th gii Tai Xiu trc tuyn có nhp nhanh. t Ngân hàng và qun l tài khon Ngân hàng có mt ngi mt cách không ngoan m bo tri nghim chi tr chi v và bn vng hn

Tài Xử Trc Tuyn u im Khi Chi Tai Xu Trc Tuyn

Thun tin và kh năng tip cn

Mt trong nhng li thng k nht khi chi Tai Xu trc tuyn la s tin li mà it mang li. Người chỉ có thc tr chi yêu thch ca h mt cách thoi ti nhà hoc khi ang di chuyn, s dng máy tnh, máy tnh bng hoc trong thoi gian thong minh ca h.

kt lun phn kt lun phn kt lun

Tai Xiu Online mang n s quyn r vt thi gian ca tr chi sc sc cho thi i k thut s. Li chi n gin nhng th v ca nó, kt hp vi s tin li ca các nn tng trc tuyn, mang li cho nó mt lng ngi fan mtn tâm. Người chỉ có thì tn hng trn vn s phn khch ca Tai Xiu Online trong khi vn gi c tri nghim chi th v và bn vng.

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[verloren-y]

19 Juillet 2023

Bon allé ça faisait très longtemps que je m'étais pas confié. J'en ai ou hien pas eu le temps ou bien j'avais pas envie bref. Je suis hyper énervé aujourd'hui. Enfaite depuis hier. Quand la prof qui me dit depuis plusieurs mois que ça allait poser aucun problème de rallonger le bachelor. Mais qu'au final c'était faux de chez faux. Je suis fatigué. J'ai du partir de l'université parce qu'ils ferment les portes, j'avais JAMAIS ce problème avant. Et ça me fait chier que des gens plus jeunes que moi me parlent en mode faut qu'on parte. Il était tout à fait sympa mais je suis vénère je venais de me reprendre et de recommencer à bien travailler, du coup oui ça me saoule BCP. Bref et pusi je sais même pas comment ça marche. On aurait pû faire ce que j'ai fais hier déjà deux semaines avant. Et cette attente a juste rendu les choses complètement dans la panique. Que moi je dois aller voir un médecin mtn????? Bon sang. Je vais peut-être le faire. Il me faut cette prolongation c'est même pas possible autrement. Mais j'ai demandé la psy aussi. Je peux faire les deux? Pour être sûr ??? Si l'un marche pas je peux toujours faire l'autre pas vrai je vais vite check cmb de temps ils prennent pour répondre. L'une des adresse m'a répondu en un seul jour, espérons que j'aurais autant de chance cette fois ci. Bref je sais pas comment évacuer ma colère et j'ai pas envie d'être honnête avec moi-même. J'aime beaucoup Nils et j'ai apparemment peur de le perdre. Tellement peur que je ne veux pas renssentir autant que je pourrais .... C'est pas facile j'ai l'impression d'etreune machine je fais tellement j'arrive vraiment beaucoup..... Et même avec tout ça jme sens pas ouf. M'enfin bref

[aboukam]

7 raisons d'essayer Ayoba l'application de messagerie africain

7 raisons d'essayer #Ayoba l'application de messagerie africain

7 raisons d’essayer Ayoba l’application de messagerie africain. Ayoba, l’ application de messagerie africaine et étroitement associée à MTN, a réaffirmé sa volonté de protéger la confidentialité et la sécurité de ses utilisateurs. Au cours des derniers jours, la communauté mondiale s’est exprimée et il est clair que ce sont des problèmes critiques. Partout dans le monde, les utilisateurs se sont…

[slutforkatya]

mon niveau de confiance en mon apparence a drastiquement augmenté depuis que je choisis consciemment dans quels critères de beauté plus ou moins ancré par le male gaze stéréotypé je veux rentrer

genre je mets du liner et je me maquille : cliché male gaze mais je l'ai tellement intériorisé que mtn je trouve ça vrmt joli même lorsque je me pose la question

cheveux courts et septum : certes c'est toujours le male gaze parce qu'il est partout bla bla bla mais c'est avant tout queer culture et ça me rend très contente d'afficher plus mon identité politique (et personnelle) à travers mon apparence comme ça parce qu'en vrai je trouve ça un peu traumatisant que la première chose qui nous distingue (l'apparence) on ait aucun pouvoir dessus à la base, puis elle est façonnée par des politiques d'oppressions auxquelles je m'oppose.

bref mon apparence est toujours dictée par le patriarcat et je lui accorde toujours autant d'importance mais j'aime vrmt aussi utiliser les codes que me donne le patriarcat pour signaler mon désaccord avec celui ci, de toute façon on ne peut critiquer l'état qu'avec une pensée dictée par l'état, vous connaissez la ritournelle

[philipcole]

NAME: Philip Russell Cole GENDER & PRONOUNS: Cis man & he/him AGE & DATE OF BIRTH: 50 years old / September 6th, 1972 HOMETOWN: Chicago, Illinois NEIGHBORHOOD: North Side TIME IN BRADFORD SPRINGS: 17 years OCCUPATION: Chief of Obstetrics & Gynecology Department at Rocky Mtn. Medical Center SEXUALITY: Heterosexual

Trigger warnings: illness, death

         As the oldest child in the family of five, Philip always knew what he wanted for himself - a big family of his own, and a better and far easier childhood for his children. Do not take him wrong, he was more than grateful to his parents for everything they have done for him and his siblings, but growing up in the South Side, Chicago, wasn’t the prettiest childhood exactly. His father took two, sometimes three jobs, to make ends meet, while his mother was a housewife. Philip was only eight when he got his first job of a delivery boy, and to this day he has never stopped working.

         Fortunately, the boy was smart, and despite a brief encounter, or let’s call it a year or two of spending time with the wrong crowd, he managed to graduate from high school and enroll into the University of Chicago, on a scholarship. Definitely not a big step for a human kind, but certainly a big one for the boy from the working class family. After getting his bachelor in pre-med, the logical step was to enroll into the med school, which he did at the same university. It wasn’t a childhood dream of his to become a doctor, but it was the quickest way to get out of the South Side, wasn’t it? Fortunately for him, it was the right choice because not just that he fell in love with Medicine, but he was also really good at it.

           While still in med school, he met Caroline, a single mother of a four year old girl, who came to Chicago from Bradford Springs, Colorado, to work as a personal asistent in a real-estate company. If you ask Philip, it was love at first sight.. he still remembers seeing her for the first time in front of the post-office, wearing that long camel coat of hers, her hair flying around in the wind. It was surely a sight.. and from that moment on, the two were inseparable. Soon they got married and just a couple of weeks after his graduation, the young doctor and his wife have gotten twins, a boy and a girl. It was truly everything Philip had ever wanted, a big family and the bright future ahead of them.

             After finishing his OB-GYN residency at one of Chicago’s hospitals, the family of five decided to move to Caroline’s hometown of Bradford Springs so they could raise their children in a close-knit and safe community surrounded with nature. And it was perfect.. more than perfect.. until Caroline got ill. It was ten years ago, Philip was forty years old, their oldest daughter was eighteen, while the twins were only fourteen.. three months after her diagnosis, the beloved mother and wife died. The Cole family lost their core. And Philip lost the love of his life.

               It wasn’t easy to all of a sudden become both mom and dad, and to raise three teenagers on his own, but his family was everything to him.. despite the long and hard hours, Philip tried to be by his kids through everything, and God, how did he miss Caroline by his side. However, many wondered would the town’s favorite gynecologist marry again, but it had never happened. It wasn’t that Philip wasn’t dating, he was.. but he simply never met anyone whom he wanted to welcome into his family. Though, Philip was aware of that old saying - never say never.

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EVELYN “EVIE” ROCHELLE FAIRCHILD

full name: Evelyn Fairchild   age & date of birth: 34, October 31, 1987 gender & pronouns: cis female & she/her time living in bradford springs: 4 years occupation: Emergency Doctor @ Rocky Mtn. Medical Center positive traits: Organized & Compassionate negative traits: Guarded & A Perfectionist where do they live: Rural- Evie owns a home on the outskirts of town, that could be considered a semi-farm. She has a couple of horses, as well as a couple of pigs, a rooster, and several chickens.

BACKGROUND. tw: spousal death, pregnancy

Evelyn Rochelle Fairchild was born on a chilly Halloween night in 1987. The first child to her parents- Jacob and Patrice Fairchild- she was welcomed into the world with nothing less than smiles, blessings and love. Her father was a carpenter, working long ours for decent pay. Her mother was an art teacher, seeming to never grow tired of the insurmountable challenges that came from being an educator. The couple were high school sweethearts who had never fallen out of love, and their relationship quickly became the model Evie crafted hopes for her own future relationship after.

Throughout her childhood, Evie was well-liked by the adults around her, often deemed an "old soul", or someone who was "wise beyond her years". While the majority of children her age were playing leapfrog and swinging from monkey bars, Evelyn far preferred spending time to herself, keeping her nose deep in the pages of whatever book she could get her hands on. Evelyn was bright, caring, and helpful. She never failed to pay attention to and take care of her classmates, despite feeling no real connection to them beyond their time in school. She heeded and obeyed every rule set forth, and ever bit of instruction after that, throwing herself totally into academics.

When Evie was 4, her younger brother was born, followed by another when she was 6. Though it is commonplace for siblings to fight, squabble, and argue, each of the Fairchild children genuinely loved each other, and would have done anything for each other at any given time. The family was always very tight-knit, in the best of ways. Growing up in an environment like that taught Evie many things about family, love, and life in general, helping to shape who she is, and what she hopes for in life.

Unlike seemingly everyone else in her peer group, it never really occurred to Evelyn to place any sort of importance on romantic relationships for herself. In her mind, she seemed to always hold onto the idea that there was one person out there for her, meant for her, and that she would find them when the time was right. What she hadn't expected was that they might find her.

When Evie was 19-years-old, she met Damian. After graduating high school, Evelyn had gone immediately to college, a Pre-Med major who worked a part-time job as a library assistant at the college she was attending- Ohio State University. Damian, a Junior, quite literally collided with her one afternoon, as the first semester of her Sophomore year was drawing to a close. A collision turned into a late lunch, which turned into dinner, and two short months later, the couple had become official. They were married at the end of Evelyn's Junior year, with Damian having graduated with a degree in Biochemical Engineering a little over a year earlier. Things between them were a whirlwind, and by the time that Evelyn entered Med School, they had purchased a starter home together, and were beginning to plan for their futures.

By the end of Evelyn's third year, she became pregnant with their first child, a beautiful baby girl, whom the couple named Hazel. It truly seemed as though nothing could be more perfect- that nothing could go wrong. However, tragedy struck the young, happy family when Evie was 30 and Hazel, 4. Having recently completed Med School, Evie was working overnights in a local hospital located in Charleston, SC. One night, at approximately 11:30 PM, Evie received a call that Damian had been killed. The small favor was that Hazel had been with her parents for the evening, and hadn't been involved in the incident. It had occurred outside the local 7-11, with Damian attempting to make peace within an argument that had broken out. The scene ended violently, with an attack on Damian that had claimed his life.

Heartbroken, terrified, and alone, Evelyn vowed to her late husband that she would do whatever was necessary to ensure Hazel lived the life they'd dreamed of giving her together. While she remained in Charleston for nearly a year following the loss, while she settled affairs and learned to somewhat live again. However, it wasn't long before remaining in the home they'd once shared proved too much. Deciding she needed to get out, she packed her things along with Hazel's, put the house up for sale, and left. Landing in Bradford Springs, she purchased a home for herself and Hazel in the rural part of town, wanting to live a quiet and simple life away from the main hub of the town. Evelyn and Hazel have been in Bradford Springs for four years now, with Evie working the overnight shift at Rocky Mtn. Medical Center. While life has certainly moved on since Damian's passing, Evelyn has only just recently felt as though she has found her footing.

EXTRAS. (HEADCANONS)

-Part of Evelyn wants to date, to try and live the life that she knows Damian would have wanted for her. But, something always seems to hold her back. She tells herself she simply hasn't met the "right one", but some part of her understands that she now finds it difficult to open up to others, afraid to love again.

-Evelyn's favorite book is The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton. Though many find it a juvenile love for an adult woman, she has always held the book in her heart. After reading it for the first time at 13, she latched onto the characters and the world in general, part of her longing for camaraderie and friendship like what she read about in the book.

-Her favorite animals, in order, are cows, dogs, and squirrels.

-When she was a child, Evie spent a good amount of time paintinng. Art was both an outlet and a love for her throughout her childhood, and at the time was something she hoped she might pass along to her children. However, she has not painted since Damian passed.

-While she does not consider herself to be a full-fledged farmer, Evelyn houses several animals on her land. She also has her own garden, where she grows various fruits and vegetables. She enjoys taking her harvest to the Farmer's Market in the appropriate months, to get herself and Hazel out of the house, and to earn a bit of extra cash.

-After only a few months in Bradford Springs, Evelyn hired a full-time, live-in nanny for Hazel, knowing she would need someone to stay with her at night. Evie may be the employer, however she views the nanny as being a part of the family, is generous with their pay and their time off, and feels as though they are the person she has become closest to.

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UNUDACAQSAN....?

Qarabağ savaşı dönəmində şərəfi və namusu tapdalanan əsirlərimizin dediklərindən:

-Dörd yaşlı qızıma sataşdılar. Sonra biz qadınları Xankəndində erməni ordusu olan yerə apardılar, lüt soyundurdular, hamımızı zorladılar, sonra yerə yıxıb sürüdülər.

-20 yaşlı bir qızın dediklərindən: Bizi Pircamal kəndində tövlədə saxlayırdılar. Ata-anamın gözü qarşısında məni, 15 yaşlı ortancıl bacımı və 9 yaşlı kiçik bacımı dəfələrlə zorladılar, papiros çəkib bədənimizdə söndürdülər. Yaşlılar, cavanlar növbəyə durub biz bacıları zorlayırdıar, saçlarımızdan tutub sürüyürdülər.

-Məni Əsgəran milis şöbəsinə gətirdilər, orada uşaqlarımın gözləri qarşısında məni döyərək dəfələrlə zorladılar.

-Damarıma iynə vurdular, özümdə deyildim, məni növbə ilə zorladıar, sonra itlə əlaqəyə girməyə məcbur etdilər.

-Orada 13-14 yaşlı qızlarımızı gözümüzün qarşısında zorlayırdılar. Onların səsləri indiyədək qulağımdan getmir.

-Əsirlikdə olan qadınların körpə uşaqlarını alır, gözlərimizin qarşısında göyə atıb avtomatın süngüsünə keçirirdilər.

-Xankəndində uşaq bağçasında 12-13 yaşlarında qızları zorlayırdılar. Qızlardan birinin anası dözməyib özünü kəndirlə boğub öldürdü.

-Bir qızı soyundurub lüt halda rəqs etdirmiş, sonra zorlamışdılar. Ertəsi gün həmin qız yabanı qarnına soxaraq özünü öldürdü.

-200-dən artıq uşaq, qoca və qadınlarla birlikdə Əsgəran rayonunun milis idarəsinin zirzəmisində saxlanılırdım. Hamımızı avtomat qundağı, təpik və yumruqla döyürdülər. Cavan qız-gəlinlərin başlarını divara vuraraq huşsuz halda sürüyüb aparırdılar.

-Palatalardan birində 4-5 yaşında bir qızcığaz yatırdı, onun gözlərində müharibənin bütün dəhşətlərini, əzablarını gördüm. Onu zorlamışdılar...

-Xankəndində erməni əsgərləri olan kazarmada 8 nəfər qızı, o cümlədən məni növbəyə qoyub zorladılar, sonra çılpaq vəziyyətdə dubinka ilə döydülər. Sonra bizi Əsgəran milis şöbəsinə apardılar, yenə də döyüb zorlamağa başladılar.

-“Hələ də bu dəhşətdən özümə gələ bilmirəm. Ondan sonra həyat mənim üçün o qədər iyrənc görünür ki, yaşamaq istəmirəm!”

-"Bunları deyən qızın yaraşıqlı sifətində cırmaq, zərbə yerləri aydın görünürdü. Ən dəhşətlisi gözlərindəki ifadə idi, adam bu baxışlara dözə bilmirdi!!!

Bütün bunlardan sonra erməniləri bağışlamaq olarmı?! Ermənilərlə dostluq etmək, münasibət qurmaq, mehriban və diplomatik danışıqlar aparmaq olarmı?! Ana-bacılarımız bu vəhşiliklərə məruz qalmışkən meydanlarda konsertlər, telekanallarda şoular düzəltmək olarmı?!

Əslində biz gülməyi də yadırğamalıyıq! İnşallah, qalib gələndən, intiqamımızı alandan sonra namusumuzla bir yerdə gülüşümüzü də özümüzə qaytararıq! İndi isə yalnız intiqam haqda düşünməliyik! Düşmən qanı ilə alınacaq intiqama hazır olun!

Qeyd edək ki, faktlar Aygün Həsənoğlunun MTN-nin arxivləri əsasında hazırladığı və 2007-ci ildə çap etdirdiyi "Erməni sindromu” kitabından götürülüb.

NİFRƏTİNİZ HEÇ VAXT BİTMƏSİN

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Ata dövlətdən oğurlayır, oğul “dövlətçiliyi” qoruyur?! – Azərbaycan reallığı…

“Azərxalça”nın sabiq rəhbəri Vidadi Muradovun 22 milyon manata yaxın dövlət vəsaitini mənimsədiyinə dair Baş Prokurorluğun yaydığı məlumat bir daha Azərbaycanda hələ də mövcud olan və heç cür kökü kəsilməyən korrupsiyanın, talançılığın ağılasığmaz miqyasını göstərməklə yanaşı, bir sıra başqa mətləblərə də nəzər yetirməyə əsas verir.

Məsələ ondadır ki, 2016-cı ildə yaradılan “Azərxalça” öz miqyasına, “çəkisinə” görə dövriyyədəki büdcə vəsaitlərinin cəlb olunduğu dövlət qurumlarının siyahısında bəlkə də heç ilk 500 müəssisənin belə sırasında deyil. V.Muradov bu müəssisəyə cəmi 4 il rəhbərlik edib. Özü də bu illər heç də “neft bumu”na, “qara qızıl”ın 150 dollara olduğu, yəni büdcənin aşıb-daşdığı, korrupsiyanın, talançılığın sözü əsl mənasında fontan vurduğu vaxtlara təsadüf etmir. Ancaq buna baxmayaraq, Vidadi Muradov adlı xırda korrupsioner, “Azərxalça” kimi kiçik müəssisədən dördcə ilə 22 milyon(!) manat vəsait oğurlamağa nail olub. Burada bir məqam da maraqlıdır ki, talanan vəsait 22 milyon olduğu halda, V.Muradovun özünün və ailə üzvlərinin üzərinə həbs qoyulan əmlakının dəyəri 30 milyondur. Sual yaranır ki, bəs qalan 8 milyon necə və kim tərəfindən “qazanılıb”?

Həmçinin, əgər “Azərxalça” kimi müəssisədə milyonlar, on milyonlar havada uçuşubsa, görün iri müəssisələrdəki yeyinti rəqəmlərinin arxasında neçə sıfırlar olub və var…

Ancaq bu, bir tərəfdən ölkədəki talançılığın miqyasını göstərirsə, digər tərəfdən də “akulalar”la müqayisədə hər nə qədər “xırda balıq” hesab olunsa da, V.Muradovun şəxsi keyfiyyətlərini, “fitri korrupsiya istedadını”, bu dövlətə, büdcəyə, xalqın malına necə acgözlüklə, düşmənçiliklə qənim kəsildiyini ortaya qoyur. Çünki kiçik bir müəssisədən 22 milyon oğurlamaq bu qurumun “sıxıb suyunu çıxarmaq”, “dibinə qədər getmək” deməkdir. Və bu ölkəyə, dövlətə, onun sərvətinə qarşı nə dərəcədə amansız, yırtıcı, qəddar münasibətdə olmalısan ki, qısa müddətdə bu miqyasda talançılığa imza ata biləsən.

Təbii ki, V.Muradovdan qat-qat iri yırtıcılar da var. Və belələri Azərbaycanın işğal olunmuş ərazilərini çapıb-talayan, daşını, dəmirini də satanlardan mahiyyət etibarilə heç nəylə fərqlənmirlər. Onlardan daha betər düşməndilər. Bu, bütün talançı məmurlara aiddir – həbsdə olanına da, olmayanına da…

V.Muradov işinin timsalında daha bir düşündürücü məqam: Azərbaycandakı idarəetməni sərt, humanizmdən uzaq hesab edənlər həbsdəki məmurların müxtəlif vəzifələrdə oturan övladlarına nəzər yetirsələr, pis olmaz…

Məsələn, elə həmin V.Muradovun oğlu Cavid Muradov atası vəzifədə olub milyonların dalına keçərkən, Bakı Şəhər Səbail Rayon Polis İdarəsinin rəisi vəzifəsində “qanunçuluğun və dövlətçiliyin” keşiyində olub. Prokurorluğun V.Muradovun dəhşətli korrupsiya cinayətləri ilə bağlı bəyanatından cəmi 3 həftə əvvəl – avqustun 31-də isə daxili İşlər naziri onu Sabunçu rayonuna rəis göndərib. Yəqin ki, yenə də “dövlətçiliyin” keşiyində durmaq, cinayətkarlıqla “amansız mübarizə” aparmaq üçün.

Qısası, görünən budur ki, V.Muradovun külli miqdarda dövlət vəsaitini talaması faktı onun oğlunun karyerasına təsirsiz ötüşüb. Hüquqi nöqteyi-nəzərdən, əlbəttə ki, burada qeyri-adi bir şey yoxdur. Lakin kim deyə bilər ki, həmin polis rəisi öz atasının törətdiyi cinayət əməllərindən xəbərsiz olub? Əgər Cavid Muradov ən yaxınının, atasının əməlindən xəbərsiz olubsa (bu da mümkünsüz görünür-red.), belə qeyri-adekvat birinin hüquq-mühafizə orqanında nə işi var?! Yox, xəbəri olubsa, deməli mənəvi nöqteyi-nəzərdən bu cinayət əməllərinə ortaqlıq edib.

Əlbəttə, heç kim kimisə atasını qandallamağa məcbur etmir, ancaq bu adam doğmaca atasını cinayətdən çəkindirə bilməyibsə, ümumiyyətlə bunu edəcək qədər dövlətə, qanuna, ədalətə hörmət hissinə malik deyilsə, ölkə paytaxtının ən böyük rayonlarından birindəki saysız-hesabsız cinayətlər və cinayətkarlarla necə mübarizə apara bilər və buna nə dərəcədə mənəvi haqqı qalır?…

Eyni məsələ həbsdə olan və olmayan digər talançı məmurların övladlarına da aiddir. Məsələn, İmişlinin və Ağstafanın rüşvətə görə həbs olunan icra başçılarının hər ikisinin övladları prokurorluq orqanlarında çalışırlar – biri prokuror köməkçisi, digəri isə müstəntiqdir. Yaxud, dövlətdən taladığı milyonları ora-bura səpələyən, 3 milyonu MTN generallarında, iki milyonu sələmdə batan, amma yenə də “pula pul deməyən” Tağı Əhmədovun oğlu Nizami Rayon Məhkəməsinin hakimi rolunda “ədalət paylayır”.

Bəli, bəlkə də dünyada Azərbaycan qədər “oğul ataya görə cavabdeh deyil” prinsipinin işlədiyi ikinci ölkə yoxdur. Yəqin ki, hüquqi baxımdan belə də olmalıdır, çünki ötən əsrin 37-ci ilində yaşamırıq. Lakin məsələnin sırf hüquqi tərəfilə yanaşı mənəvi, hətta dövlətçilik maraqları tərəfi də var. Talançı məmur övladlarının hüquq-mühafizə orqanlarında vəzifə tutması xalqın həmin orqana, dolayısı ilə də dövlətə, dövlətçiliyə və idarəçiliyə inamını sarsıdır. Yasamalda sakinləri paltarsız evdən çıxaran, bununla da əhalidə dövlətə və polisə qarşı böyük narazılıq yaradan Ağcəbədinin icra başçısı Rafil Hüseynovun oğlu polis kapitanı Şəhriyar Hüseynovun harın, qudurğan, nə milli əxlaqımıza, nə də qanunlara sığmayan davranışı bu tip adamların hansı mühitdə böyüdüklərinin, tərbiyə aldıqlarının və hansı keyfiyyətlərə malik olduqlarının bariz nümunəsidir…

Təbii ki, bu adamlar bizneslə (zatən hamısının biznesi var), elmi fəaliyyətlə, incəsənətlə və istənilən digər işlə məşğul ola bilərlər. Lakin nə qədər sərt və subyektiv yanaşma kimi görünsə də, ölkənin bütün hüquq-mühafizə orqanları mümkün qədər yüksək vəzifəli məmurların, ən azından cinayət əməlləri ifşa olunmuşların övladlarından uzaq tutulsa yaxşıdır. Yaxınının cinayət əməlindən xəbərdar olan və bu əməllər nəticəsində qazanılan pullardan bəhrələnənlər kasıb-kusubun haqqını, dövlətin maraqlarını, hüququ, qanunu, ədaləti mühafizə edə, qoruya bilərlərmi?

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the team is thrilled to announce the following muns and muses have been accepted! we’re looking forward to develop this world and it’s future verses with you.

〔 nyle dimarco, 32, cis man, he/him ) theodore richards was seen listening to fears by mtns on their way to teach ASL/LSQ in high school. theo is known to be understanding & impatient. ( rosalie, 26, mst, she/her )

〔 amita suman, 24, cis woman, she/her ) jovita tharu was seen listening to astronaut by transviolet on their way to manage hedge funds. vita is known to be articulate & impulsive. ( rosalie )

〔 jon bernthal, 44, cis man, he/him ) benjamin shaw was seen listening to highway to hell by ac/dc on their way to teach shop class. ben is known to be authentic & occasionally pessimistic. ( rosalie )

〔 zendaya, 24, cis woman, she/her ) sutton mann was seen listening to better alone bc lykke li on their way to study law/social worker. sutt is known to be selfless & critical. ( rosalie )

〔 dichen lachman, 37, cis woman, she/her ) morgen koirala was seen listening to montero by lil nas x on their way to tattoo artist. morgen is known to be good-natured & obstinate. ( moonie, 20, est, she/her )

〔 john krasinski, 41, cis man, he/him ) tyler baker was seen listening to golden thing by cody simpson on their way to school teacher. tye is known to be nurturing & worrisome. ( moonie, 20, est, she/her )

〔 kathryn newton, 24, cis woman, she/her ) josephine darling was seen listening to creep covered by mxmtoon on their way to college student & youtuber. jo is known to be humorous & lonesome. ( moonie, 20, est, she/her )