#MORE IS COMINF

[autisticlancemcclain]

The situation starts on the couches of a hotel lobby on a random planet at three-something in the morning, sprawled all over each other, exhausted, as Coran quietly checks them in.

“Hey, Lance,” whispers Keith, from somewhere beside the shoulder he offered. Lance groans, feigning more tiredness than he actually feels, heart racing since Keith first shifted so Lance would have somewhere to rest his head. He has this strange feeling of invasion, even though Keith offered, even though they’ve been in this position dozens of times before. He’s waiting almost for the other shoe to drop.

“Mm-what,” he mumbles, muffled into his roughed shoulder pads, words smushed together.

Keith sighs instead of answering. For half a second Lance tenses. But Keith only shifts again, not pushing Lance off but moving so Lance is pressed closer to him, and then the heat of his breath tickles the shell of Lance’s ear, and he tenses for a whole different reason.

And then there is, inexplicably, the feeling of what must be Keith’s lips, pressed to the side of Lance’s skull, gentle and lingering, and Lance thinks clearly to himself: what the fresh actual and genuine fuck.

“‘M sorry,” says Keith, so quiet it would be impossible to hear were his mouth not one single inch away from Lance’s ear. He kisses again, and he almost sags into the motion, into Lance. “I shouldn’t have been so dismissive of you earlier. I was stressed. I missed you, too.”

Lance opens his mouth. He muffles a choking sound with all of his strength.

“All good in the hood,” he finally manages, and then wants to strangle himself. “We’re — tight, Keithalicious.”

Somewhere, somehow, there is a God, and this God looks upon him with the utmost cruelty, and so Lance suffers, unjustly, every day of his life. He often prays that he will wake up one morning in the absence of a tongue. A hindrance and horrible sacrifice, of course, but one that may be worth the total sum of humiliation he feels so acutely and so frequently by virtue of God’s gift of language.

Shit is just not worth it, sometimes.

Keith’s laugh tickles a little. “I’m glad, sweetheart.” His final kiss is light, more of a peck than anything. He pats Lance’s hip twice before standing. Lance wonders, vaguely, when the hell his hand was in his hip area in the first place, and how the hell he’s supposed to rationalize that somewhere deep in the recesses of his mind. “‘M gonna go help Coran. See you in a few.”

“Yeah,” is what Lance means to say, but unfortunately when he opens his mouth the only sound that escapes is a strange kind of croak, clawing its way out of his throat and withering to death somewhere in the air between them. It may be, he realises with an intense flash of solemnity, the last remaining dredges of his dignity. Rest in fucking peace.

Keith just smiles again (a real one that shows his crooked incisors and crinkles his eyes and makes him looks handsome, not hot or sexy or beautiful but handsome, in a way that genuinely makes Lance weak in the knees) and jogs over to the front desk. Lance watches him place a friendly hand on Coran’s shoulder, leaning in and narrowing his eyes at the paper the front desk worker offers, saying something Lance can’t hear with his Black Paladin face in full force. When he finally manages to wrench his eyes away, he sees the faces of his team, gobsmacked, staring at him with wide eyes and jaws brushing the polished blue tiles.

“What,” Shiro manages eventually, “the fuck.”

“Since fucking when are you two boning!” Pidge adds, shamelessly.

“I thought you had a thing for Allura?” questions Hunk.

Lance’s own jaw snaps shut. His ears burn, worse than they already were, and he glances at the princess only to find her already looking away. Shame burns something fierce in the pit of his stomach. It’s an unwelcome replacement of the butterflies.

“What me and Keith do behind a closed door is none of your business,” Lance says hotly, straightening his shoulders and puffing out his chest ridiculously. His heart pounds. He raises his voice to drown it out. “We had a bonding moment, after all.”

Pidge barks a laugh. The rest of the snorts and giggles soon follow, and soon the team is looking at him in fond exasperation, rolling their eyes and muttering about Lance and his antics. Allura, even, looks him in the face again. The roiling in his stomach doesn’t change, but the pound of his heart is replaced with something bitter on the back of his tongue.

Anything is better than looking ignorant. Even if you look like a fool.

He settles into the corner of the couch — much less comfortable than Keith’s armoured shoulder, somehow — and lets his eyes slide shut, lets the familiar sound of his team quietly conversing and the ambient sound of a public place at night wash over him as he fades into a half-sleep. The same kind of sleep in a car on the way home from a long road trip, late at night; half aware of the movement and murmured sound of your parents’ whispering in front seat, time stretching around you like taffy.

He stirs slowly at the sound of boots hitting the floor, bleary eyes still half-shut. Keith slowly comes back into focus, standing in front of him now. He’s frowning, troubled.

“They booked us two separate rooms,” he explains, pursing his lips at the two keys in his hand.

Lance pauses. “…Yes.”

Keith doesn’t pick up on it. (That, at least, is familiar enough to make Lance smile.)

“You’d think they’d…well, whatever. I suppose it’s fine. I’ll come join you after you’re showered?”

“Keith —”

“I think my room has the bigger bed, actually. You come to mine.” He opens the little envelope thing and pulls out the extra key, sliding it into Lance’s hands. “I’ll bring up your luggage.”

“Keith, I’m not going to —”

Lance stops.

Keith, I’m not going to sleep with you, is what he was going to say. Keith, what the hell. Keith, you’re acting like a pod person. Keith, I don’t understand what’s going on. Keith, everyone is laughing at us and you don’t seem to notice. Or care. Keith, you’re acting like you’re my — boyfriend, or something. Keith, one day ago you didn’t want anything to do with me. Keith, now you can’t seem to get enough of me. Keith, I am going to lose my mind. Keith, Keith, Keith.

“Okay,” Lance says instead, quiet. He turns the key over in his hands. It looks like a regular white hotel key. It feels heavier, somehow. “Okay, I’ll meet you in twenty.”

Keith flashes a quick smile. It, too, is genuine, and Lance lips are quirking up to match before he can think about it.

“Liar. You’ve never taken less than a half hour shower in your life.”

“I have — so.”

Shaking his head, fondness bleeding from him, Keith steps forward, bending down and pressing a gentle kiss to Lance’s forehead. Lance feels all the air exit his body in one huge whoosh.

“I know you, goober. We got all night. Decompress. I’ll check the closet and under the bed before you get there. Don’t take too long.”

Lance stills. He watches after Keith with wide eyes. His heart, finally calmed again, fucking races.

He’s never, not once in his life, told anyone about the — thing. With the — closets, and under the bed. Not one person; not even Hunk.

It’s stupid, is what it is.

But Lance’s older cousin was kind of a — jerk. And when they were kids he would make these freaky fucking paintings with red eyes and smudged faces and — hide them, in Lance’s closet or dresser drawers or under his bed, and convince him they would come to life in the night and posses him, and it was so fucking dumb, but Lance has always been gullible and it used to scare the shit out of him, because he would never know when they would appear and it would just — freak him out. All the time. Unless he checked his entire room once in the daytime before sleeping, he would never be able to fall asleep.

And he’s never fucking — told anyone about that. Because as a kid it was terrifying to say out loud and as he got older it was just embarrassing. But Keith knows, somehow.

Keith knows.

Lance exhales, air whistling sharply from between his teeth, “Whatever. Whatever. You know what? Whatever,” and stomps over to the elevator. “This is — I’m going to shower. And not think. I don’t — whatever.”

He stews the whole way up to his room. He stews as the key doesn’t fucking work in the slot until the fourth try. He stews as he yanks off his armour and flings it into a random corner, relishing in the heavy thud as it hits the wall, hoping it cracks. He stews as he angrily presses all the buttons in the shower and hops in, cussing as he’s assaulted with an onslaught of hot-cold-hot-cold-soap-soap-soap, aggressively blinking away the sting in his eye and cursing the very air molecules around him. He stews the entire fucking forty minute shower, although admittedly he does, by the ten minute mark, start to calm down a little.

By the time he steps onto the bathmat, he’s just — tired.

“Whatever,” he sighs to himself again, but this time it’s more weary than anything. “Just — I guess. Sure. Whatever.”

There’s a fancy complimentary robe folded neatly on the stack of towels. He swallows the lump in his throat, thinking of his beautiful blue one, now ashes with the rest of the castle.

“Whatever,” he repeats to himself, firmly. Eventually he manages to blink the tears away.

The walk to Keith’s room is short, and cold, and probably embarrassing, since he is in a robe and slippers and a twisty shower hat, but he’s too drained to care. Every step is heavy. By the time he manages to slide the key in the lock — this key cooperates, go fucking figure — and shove the heavy door open, he feels…precarious.

Fragile, maybe.

It takes one look from Keith, one flash of soft indigo eyes and bedsheets untucked and folded over like he likes them and a nightlight shining low on the side table, for him to simply burst into tears.

“It has been a long fucking day,” he sobs.

“It sure as shit has,” Keith agrees, opening his arms, and Lance doesn’t bother thinking before collapsing into them, curling into Keith’s lap and tucking under his chin. Keith grips him tightly and squeezes, and it feels so strangely familiar and so perfect that it’s simply too much for Lance to worry about. He does not have the energy. It’s just — too good, and he’s so tired, and if this is all a trick or a dream or anything like that then he’ll handle it in the fucking morning. Right now Keith is warm and he’s a real fucking person offering real fucking affection with absolutely zero strings attached, none of them, and Lance is allowed to have nice things, actually, it’s written right the in paladin handbook, he knows because he wrote it there himself.

He can just — have this one thing.

“Let’s just sleep for a few thousand years,” Keith says, and he sounds exhausted as Lance does.

And if this is a dream than there’s absolutely nothing to lose, and also whatever, truly, so Lance gives fully into every impulse he’s been too ashamed to even admit in his own head and leans up to kiss him squarely on the lips. He is warm and sweet and tastes like toothpaste, and he kisses back without a second of hesitation, and his hands cup the side of Lance’s face and his calloused thumb brushes across his cheekbones, and it’s everything Lance could ever want it to be, and it makes all the horrible everything melt away. So Lance says screw you, universe, and kisses him until he’s too tired to keep his eyes open, and then he tucks in next to him and relishes in his arm over his waist and falls asleep faster than he ever has in his life listening to Keith’s heartbeat.

This is where the situation starts.

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based on this thread

[celibat]

I think it's obvious that trans men need their own community. When you search trans men on this website, most of what comes up is people complaining about them. And porn bots. But mostly it's people rightfully calling them out for being awful. Misogyny is clearly an inherent part of being a trans man. It's not just a TME thing, for example you're clearly not a misogynist. It's a trans man thing. I don't know one single trans woman who feels safe near a trans man.

I don't agree with this, as I think there are many men, trans and cis alike, who do consciously do the work of being allies to feminist causes. And believing in any person being ontologically evil goes against my ideals as a person and as a marxist.

That being said, trans women feeling unsafe around (trans) men is understandable. A woman who saves systematic misogyny has every reason to feel unsafe around men

[tittyinfinity]

Now that I'm better about firmly telling people when I'm not okay with something instead of brushing it off "because I want to be understanding," I am now even more pissed off by the audacity of people to just knowingly and purposely do shit that they already KNOW isn't okay

[yourlocaltreesimp]

Heard you need Sky content? :0

Short, but id been intending to put out some LU content for awhile, so hope u dont mind me dropping this short thingy here?

Sky takes care of you when ur sick! :)

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Wild's Hyrule was something else.

The burning deserts, the excessive lightning that practically chases you, and now, freezing temperatures.

Sky was going to have words with that Champion, as soon as he didn't die from frostbite.

The portal had come unexpectedly, and was arguably one of the worst yet. It'd come just after a huge battle all the heroes and you had waged against a group of black-blooded monsters. Simply popped open under your very feet, and it was all Sky could do to get his whip (already in hand luckily) to wrap around your arm and yank you into him.

You'd both got the shock of your lives plopping right into freezing snow and biting winds. You'd recognized his Hyrule, having seen all the other Links' Hyrules in some form or another, as far as Sky knew.

You'd quickly hauled ass through the knee-deep snow, seeing a shrine stuck deep in a cave not too far off. It was a long trek uphill, and Sky had started to wheeze a little from the high altitude.

You, however, despite being the one to drag him along, are much more worse for wear.

The dark blonde had already noticed you cominf down with something two days ago, and had been subtly getting Wild to cook more soups to help out. Along with gently offering his water canteen a little more often.

Surprisingly, hiking in freezing conditions, through feet of snow, and less oxygen will in fact, make sickness worse.

By the time you two had stumbled into the rocky cave, a full on snowstorm had begun to set in. Flurries rushed outside the cave entrance, and you practically collapsed off against the side wall once making sure Sky had made it in. You were stubborn about things like that he'd noticed.

Shaking off the white powder that'd collected on his shoulders, he immediately sets to starting a fire.

After getting a blaze going, with luckily some supplies Wild must have left behind this shrine, Sky pulls off his sailcloth.

Frowning and frantic with concern, especially as you get more and more tired, Sky quietly calls out, "Hey, don't fall asleep on me just yet, ironic coming from me I know. We should get some food in you..."

He's worriedly mumbling by the end of it pacing around the cave, unpacking both of your belongings. Rolling out your bedrolls and pulling out a few fruits and nuts. He huffs frustrated sighs, the resident cook was the only one with a way to preserve stuff like soup. Maybe he can ask Legend when they find the rest of their group again if there's some kind of enchanted bag that'd let him do that?

Sky mourns being able to provide for you, as you cough pitifully by the fire (he'd carefully helped you waddle over in his sailcloth onto your bedroll).

By the end of the night, the sweet hero had made the best of you two's food supplies (luckily only burning a few nuts), made you down no less than three potions, and taken his shirts out of his own pack to layer on top of you.

(And if he'd purposefully subtly put his bedroll nearly on top of yours, well it was clearly for body heat only.)

You blinked blearily, turning in a burrito of clothing that smelled like petrichor, pumpkin, and something uniquely Sky.

You finally wiggled enough to face him, and complained, "Ugh, you're too nice to me. And I'm still cold, can you believe it?"

The dark blonde lets out a small laugh, eyes dark blue and nose scrunching cutely, "I knew you were sick, and I don't mind. I like watching out for you, you never seem to take yourself as seriously as I do."

He moves a little under his single blanket, and you finally notice why you smell him so much, what with all his entire wardrobe piled on you.

You protest, "Hey! What's with the self-sacrifice shenanigans?? Take some for yourself! I can recover from sickness, but you can't get back up after frostbite Sky!"

He sticks his tongue out playfully, little bastard he is, and then looks a little surprised. He seems to debate something with himself before going even more pink (the cold having already chapped his plump cheeks).

Sky coughs awkwardly, before opening his blanket a little, his arm raised as if to include you in his bedroll.

He seems a little embarassed but his eyes look kinda, glittery? How'd he even do that.

Sky asks you quietly, "Well, you mentioned your still cold, and that I need more blankets so... wanna share?"

Sky is warm. Though that could be the fever talking.

But one things for sure, as he tentatively tucks his head into your neck, and you into his pillow, he's very nice to cuddle. His arm is heavy with muscle, and locks around you comfortingly, like the best weighted blanket you've ever had.

You nearly flinch out of self-conciousness as you feel his soft plump lips barely brush your collarbone.

You decide to desperately beg your mind to try and go to sleep before you have a heart attack.

Whoops.

You'd meant to bury your face into the pillow, to avoid Sky's face being so close, but instead missed because you deliriously closed your eyes.

You'd instead buried your face in between his plush chest. Wow, he really did have some serious muscles under his somewhat loose clothing.

Link chokes a little before slowly wrapping both arms tighter around you.

Good, because you were in too much shock to apologize.

(...fuck.

You really hope Wild isn't the first to find you two, he'd absolutely take a picture as blackmail.)

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Hope you dont mind this!! Sorry its kinda long for an ask, 💀

I couldnt change the ask to not be my main blog, so anon it is lol

Hope you feel better soon!

Peace out,

🌙

:0

DHDHSJHSJSAJJS

YOU.

[betryl]

The Greek Class texting:

Richard: all lowercase, but apart from that he uses proper punctuation and grammar, and makes sure to always correct his accidental mistakes because he's insecure. also does that thing of ending his every message with a fullstop, so he always looks mad for no reason and the others have a hard time understanding when he's joking or not. doesn't laugh or use emojis ever, but he will throw an occasional "lol" in there from time to time.

Henry: Perfect grammar, perfect punctuation, always respects his uppercases. S l o w texter. Rarely even mispells anything, and when he does, he'd rather delete his whole message and write it anew than leave it as it is. Cannot and will not laugh in text, barely even knows how to correctly use emojis — and they're not aesthetic enough for him anyways. (Bunny swears he's seen him accidentally send a "😂" once, but there's no evidence to support his claims.) Always corrects the others' mistakes to the point of being insufferable, and often leaves them on read for prolonged amounts of time.

Bunny: very sikmilar to His regular Writing style. random Uppercaswes here adn there. HE TYPES SO FAST so his Messaaages are full of Mispells. one of those People that write like 3 words per Text. so he Ends Up swnding 10000 messages to say like Two things. hes Always on the lookout for any mistake cominf from henry to correct him as Soon as He can. Uses emojis quite often ‼️‼️ but would rather Die tahn send a heart 💥 laughs in "AHSJAHSKS"

Francis: all lowercase, but generally respects grammar and punctuation. doesn't end his messages with fullstops usually, so when he does he IS being passive-aggressive. and he uses so many exclamation marks!! they give henry the creeps so he uses some more!!! he's the one who uses the biggest amount of emojis out of them — most of them are hearts! 💕 mostly sends them to the twins just to mess with charles 💖 he's simultaneously a "lol", "HAHAHA" and "askhszksk" type of guy

Charles: cant be bothered types very fast doesnt care about either grammar spelling or punctuation and just. does whatever. manages to write pretty much correctly most of the time but he purposefully mispells thigns just to piss henry off and it works. he does use exclamation marks when hes excited sometimes! laughs in "HAHAHAH" and like camilla he only ever uses ":)". when hes drunk his texts become absolutely incomprehensible

Camilla: She's the middle ground, less rigid than Henry but more attentive than Charles but she also types fast and sometimes misses her uppercases or mispells words because of it and even though it bothers her she doesn't care enough to correct herself — but she WILL correct Richard just to see him panic. Doesn't use emojis apart from things like ":)" or sparingly even a heart if she feels like it ❤️ Always laughs in all lowercase haha

[in-the-belly-of-dragons]

Guys I am so tempted to just rewarch all of Fantasy High and maybe liveblog it. I just finsihed Junior Year few days ago and the good old brainrot is cominf back, I want to look at my fantasy teenagers more

[kaiserposting]

I look back and it was....

It was Kaiser! (The actual Micheal Kaiser).

I run away further but since Im a Quiet shy boy at the back of class, Im not very athletic, and since Kaiser (My mortal enemy) is on the Football team he easily catches up.

He gallops towards me but since that word is mainly used for horses I suppose he can be one now too.

I accidentally trip and fall over. Oh no!

My Kaiserposting senpai drawings!

They scatter all across the hallway and Kaiser (The actual Micheal Kaiser) stops momentarily, "What.... is this?" He asks me.

I sob in humiliation, in the middle of the hallway.

"You....." Kaiser (The actual Micheal Kaiser) starts.

I flinch.

"Who do u think u are?" He lookd down on me. I cower under his gauze.

And then Kaiser (The actual Micheal Kaiser) calls up his fanboys to jump me. He turnes his back to me and walks away while his fanboys tell me my mom never loved me.

"WTF!!! Why is the Quiet shy boy at the back of class getting jumped?!"

"No way! Someone help him!"

But despite saying such words, they both bring up their Iphone16 promax version3.69 helux delux out and whisper to eachother simultaneously, "This is so Instagrammable."

They turn towards each other, eyes glistening, "Bro....."

"Bro?"

And they lean in... Slowly.

But before we can divulge into the newly budding romance of these Non Playable Characters. Kaiserposting senpai shows up.

Everyone stills.

He walks nonchalantly, like a dreadhead. And picks up one of my drawings. He examines it but I can't bring myself to look at his expression.

I use the commotion to run away... Now Kaiserposting senpai will hate me FOREVER. What will I do now.....?

(TO BE CONTINUED)

(Very short but I have more Plot ideas cominf in soon..... Soon.)

WTF IS EVERYONE'S PROBLEM IN THIS STORY 😭😭😭 Theyre doing too mcuh!!!!

[starbamnk]

GUYS FUCK THE PJO/HoO PHASE IS COMINF BACK HELPME

THIS IS TOO MANY INTERESTS

I prayed to any god that would listen "pls bestow a hyperfixation upon me, distract me from my shitty emotional life" and then I got lifesteal and it was great but NOW IM

I HAVE 2 MORE???

gUYS

GUYS THERE R SO MANY IDEASSSS HELLLPPP

[permetutotheworld]

gentle - local news legend :?

Hey, I guess I saw you today and it was very surprising for me That you looked great Despite the inconsistencies that's affecting your life as of late <- barty to evan when he joins the death eaters and pandora cuts off all contact wirh him I think you have amazing taste and I really like your face Even when you're trying to be funny <- genuine things he says so evan, trying to cheer him up But I have such a busy day, so i can text you on my break Or I could wait until tomorrow <- him being scared to love evan, everything he loves ends up resentinf him (his father)

But im still scared of all the things they did and <- hes still scared of becoming his father I'll kill any man that fucks with me again <- he knows he can handle himself now But you just seem so genuine So maybe i could be gentle <- maybe he could love evan properly, and not fuck it ip Maybe I could try and be gentle Maybe I <- so many uncertainties and it scares him but hes willing to try

Hey, we didn't talk much today but it hasnt really been on my mind It was tough in math today and I had therapy at eight thirty in the morning <- shitty days but irs okay because theyll se eachother soon But our friendships super great and you know all the things i hate and all the things i think are super neat <- evan js making tje effort to know barty, and not just the version je presents to the world And I like learning how you work And what music makes your ears perk And the things that make you smile <- he finds himself caring more than he ever thought he would

But im still scared of all the things they did and I'll kill any man that fucks with me again <- hes a death eater now, death is in the job description But you just seem so genuine So maybe i could be gentle Maybe i could try and be gentle Maybe I <- but hes still hentle woth evan, still loves evan

Still wake up with panic attacks I think they're coming back <- hes so scared of his father cominf for hin I pulled some knives out of my back You wouldn't believe <- he still cant open up about it

And I'm still scared of all the things they did and I'll kill any man that fucks with me again <- he already has killed, whats a few mkre You know who I'm talking about <- the man who killed evan But you just seem so genuine <- the evan in his head telling him irs okay So maybe i could be gentle Maybe I could try and be gentle Maybe I could try and be gentle <- he can try but it will never happen, evan was his gentleness and now hes gone

[mercseven7]

hi :) more art of us cominf very soon

[moth-apocalypse]

Just watched the new chapter . PLEASE give us Canada your dates in the more dates cominf soon.. on my hands and knees begging...

[the-s1lly-corner]

I have a question :0

Who is the most "Agian!?" to "oh I saw this coming" when they find out they're S/O is pregnant with their second child?

Depends on which fandom!

Can totally see caine and kinger (TADC) being like that

For COTL maybe narinder oddly enough because I personally hc that its very hard for him to have biological children--- more of a shock that you were able to conceive not once but twice

Creepypasta I can see that coming from ej for similar reasons to narinder- his body is so... messed up from everything that it's unlikely

Hazbin I can see it with adam but total shock. Pentious but shock AND joy

Helluva I'm not sure tbh

Uuuuuuh

Combs through my fandoms-- if theres anything specific you wanted then I'm down with any elaboration!! Also rereading the ask and seeing who's the most "I saw this cominf"

UHUHUH

Clauneck from cotl obligatory knows exactly when thanks to his cards so he LITERALLY saw it coming when he decides to draw them

Not sure about creepypasta or TADC.... maybe zooble since that phrasing seems like them

Hazbin I feel like Lucifer would fall into thus but I can see him also being "again?!" It kind of just depends on how much planning and stuff

[1tsjusty0u]

hello miners and crafters

this is. well i would say a loz art sideblog but its. it gets a little out of hand so just consider it multifandom but mostly loz and lu. i may edit this later but for now my main is a secret.

general things

im a minor

i dont have a dni but i do in fact block people!! pssh….. nothin personnel….. kid

im probably going to be critical of some games and ships (mainly totk and zelink) so like. ymay wanna block me if those mean a lot to you. sorry </3

aus/on-going shebangs

BOTW models masterpost - botw has models that can be extracted. this gives a hopefully closer look. im taking requests for this by the way!!!!

#wreath of the bild - the main au. basically botw except i uhh alter things :)

#monster au - tloz x utdr (and some others like uty)

+ more cominf. wventually. maybe. raising shaking thumbs up

things i also like

hermitcraft, bee and puppycat, undertale and deltarune, hollow knight, celeste

OH ALSO FORGOT TO MENTION. im actually insane about stars in time/start again a prologue by insertdisc5. im not joking its like meth to me. marbled rock roast. anyways yeah

tags!!:

#cw loz movie - block this tag if ydont want to hear abt the live action loz movie

#gallery - botw/totk photos!!!

#devious gallery - botw/totk photos but i edited them, most likely with the colors. basically means ycant replicate it Exactly in game

#my art - my art

Twitter

(^ made by @/satisfiedskye)

im going to add like. pictures to this like a sticker collection or a bunch of pictures on a teenage girls wall but im just doing this so i have Somethtinf here. cannog wait to actually makr things. oen day,

[chososcamgirl]

OCCASIONAL RANT ‼️‼️

Hey sigma😈😈 I needed to rant but this didn’t really fit in the daily check in (which I will be uploading soon) so I decided to start these random occasional rants 🤗🤗

WARNING ⚠️ I YAPPED HARD + I WAS A NEGATIVE NANCY IN THIS ONE.. KIND OF A VENT(?) SO IF U DONT FW THAT SKIP THIS AND ILL TAKE THAT AS A SIGN TO STOP YAPPING ABOUT HOW EMO I AM 🔥😈

I WENT TO A GAME TODAY AND U GOT INTO SOME BEEF WITH MY 4LIFER AND OMFG I WAS SOBBING 😭 I TRIED TO HARD TO KEEP IT IN BUT I STARTED FUCKING CRYING IN THE MIDDLE OF A GAME THATS SO NOT SIGMA 😔💔🔥

AND THE PERSON I RANTED ABOUT IN MY LAST CHECK IN (not the girl that carfished as me) SHE TALKED SHIT ABOUT ME N SNITCHED ALL THE STUFF I SAID WITH HER WHEN WE WERE FRIENDS BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT I WAS GIVING HER BAD VIBES.. THE WHOLE DAY WAS A BLUR I DONT RLY REMEMBER WHAT LED TO THIS BEEF BUT NOW WERE TAKING A BREAK ‼️‼️

My friend saw me crying and drove me to the mall for retail therapy… and she payed for me cus I was sobbing the entire time… 💔💔 I FUCKING LOVE HER WNRNENEN SHES SO SWEETTTR… we left the game early just to go to the mall bc she wanted me to feel better 🙁🙁 I’m FUCKING SOBBING THATS LEGIT SO SWEET and she got me a figure im THROWING UP UBEBENENENEKENE 😞🙁💗

I have another social event tmrw idk if i can do it anymore gang.. I’ve been PACKED this entire weekend and my social battery is DRAINEDD + I have a reunion with this old friend tmrw and we’ve been planning it for a while so id feel bad canceling but GOD am I tired.. was already drained from all the social interactions and classes I had and meeting this friend is gonna feel like such a chore 😔😔💔 anrenne i wish I had a high social battery 😢

I think i fucked up the rest of my school year which kind of scares me but we ball ig 💔💔😞 and I kindddd of told ppl my secrets and things I wasn’t supposed to say (about me) so…. 😢😢 someone NEEDS TO STOP ME FROM YAPPING / OVERSHARING

OKOK SORT FOR RANTING POO POO.. DIALY CHRCK IN COMINF SOON‼️‼️ STAY TUNED VRO ILY 😍😍

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HII ALPHA!!!! 🐺🐺

RESPONSE UNDER CUT!

i am more than willing to read your rants/vents🙂‍↕️ IF YOU EVER NEED TO MY ASKS R OPEN!! <33

omg no not ur 4lifer that’s horrible :(( i hope u guys made up and she apologised ☹️ being in a fight with ur bff SUCKS and don’t worry crying it totally sigma #NOJUDGEMENT

okay FUCK that friend because why would she say that after you ranted to her HELLO?? she’s an OPP bro don’t engage with her she sounds like a hater😒 but i’m sorry that u had a bad day angel :(( hopefully this week is better for you <3

okay the other friend is an actual SWEETHEART!!! i love her i just know she has a kind soul. i’m so glad she did that for you she’s actually an angel. also don’t feel pressured to go to any more social events if you’re drained because it’ll just end up with you feeling shitty and a waste of time </3 don’t worry about it! i don’t think you have! i think it was just a misunderstanding. it’ll blow over in a week trust me, all school things do it’s not the end of the world. also the secret thing 😭 if u feel like u can trust them definitely yes but girl don’t go telling just anyone!! i say this with genuine concern because it CAN bite you in the back if they decide to use it against you.. but you should be fine🙂‍↕️ i have faith in you!!! DONT APOLOGISE!! ILY VRO‼️‼️😈🫵 i’m missing ur asks this was the last ask i have got from you.. pls tell me ur okay…

[applesfallingfromblondehair]

There are definitely more songs I associate with your story 😅

Girls&boys by Blur makes me think of the Halloween chapter with Matty dressed up and George thirsting over his fishnets

Then there’s alone together by the stokes

Vindicated by dashboard confessional

Walking on a string (alt) by phoebe

And pretty much everything that’s 💅🏻 like girls/girls/boys by panic 😂

Needless to say, tfgtm lives rent free in my head 🫂

ooooh these are all such good choices 😭😭

that Panic At The Disco! song is already in my chapter 11 (🖤🎃) playlist for obvious reasons 🌚

and if you're keen on the crossdressing element of it all, please stay tuned because more of it might be cominf very soon 👀

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honestly. it js keeps cominf back and forth. im tired of thinking wether i was enough. did i deserve dat and everything else. hanging out with friends at night doesnt really help me anymore. being out alone doesnt help anymore. drinking and smoking doesnt help anymore. it doesnt help me to stop thinking anymore. ive never this cried much in my life before and honestly it hurts really bad. all the flashbacks and everything else. all the pain js flows into me like rivers . its like im slowly dying . dying inside js wanting to be happy . im always wondering wether i deserve happines but idk. idk after what happen like everything else. everything js feels numb u know. where physical pain doesnt feel like pain anymore. so numb from head to toe. my whole body is js shit . and im so tired . i coudlnt even sleep well anymore because of all the past nightmares ive been thru. im not complaining but i just wan to be happy. i want peace . where i dont remember a single thing where im just okay like how use to. where talking to friends is easier instead of being quiet most of the time because of my mind is running. im getting tired because of my own mind. it wont shut up and its tiring where sleeping doesnt even work where i'll wake up feeling tired again. speed doesnt feel like speed anymore. the faster i get the more i feel like its slow. why is it slow. why is everything that im going thru is slow. pleasee. i need myself back. i really ned myself back.