#MAYBE CORNY BUT FUCK IT

[fraternum-momentum]

maaaan this is why i just stick to smut and horror or some shit bc romance stuff just makes me miss the times when i had my crushes,,,,, i would always try to say hello to them during class and my heart would beat so fast whenever im near them. i would get so nervous and jittery whenever we would talk. then at the end of the day that one small interaction we had would be the only thing in my mind before i go to sleep. i miss the butterflies in my stomach whenever i think of them. the constant overthinking of every little thing they say to me, wondering if they like me back or not. i miss fantasizing about our future together, what it would look like to slowly grow old with them. and whenever i listen to the cheesiest love songs, their face would be in my mind. i miss being in love.

[yourqueenb]

The majority of the sex scenes in modern day Choices would be about 1000000x better if they just cut down on all the damn talking

[callmefaceache]

I'm visiting my sister for the holidays, and The Wizard of Oz is on. I remember I had some old doodles of a related thing I made way back when I made this blog hopped up on 4 bottles of cold medicine at the time and had a dream of Murdoc riding his bass like a witch. Maybe someone will at least find them amusing?

... I kinda wish I was joking when I say there are a couple more of these I drew, but I don't have them saved on hand. There's some I'm still nervous about showing. Including a sona version I share with a friend (2-D in the same role just with 2 stu simps joining him instead.) I'd like to finish these someday for shits and giggles.

Sorry for the constant unfinished stuff.

[mushed-kid]

okay as a big voltron fan, i’m gonna come clean about something. i didn’t get “patience yields focus.” i didn’t get it!

i don’t know what yield means.

i’ve been thinking in my head that i can understand it in the context but i’m finally admitting that i have no fucking clue.

i’ve googled it several times but that’s a made up fucking word, that cannot exist because what is the meaning? i don’t know! it’s driving me crazy because what does it mean to yield??

fucking idiot fucking language fuck

[compacflt]

wip wednesday: going thru my corny arc

[speakofgrace]

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[projectcatzo]

[bookalicent]

tbh ngl i want to post my person poetry on here and ik that this is the website for it ig but idk there's just this judgmental air where it's like anyone trying to write poetry it's just reduced down to "silly tiktok corny poetry that doesn't make sense yet people hype up" and it's just :/

[spikeyjo]

also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks

[defectzim]

TaTr is real and good. <- have a whole story in its head that would NOT fucking happen in canon.

[r1caner]

Sometimes I have a moment when watching dip y pip of like Oh Phil you are so adorable I love you. And I pause the video to rewind it but before I do I look at dan and you can see in his face that he's thinking the exact same thing

[wikiphilia]

why pliers

i am very lucky that the number one physical limitation i encounter in everyday life is wanting to grip something with more force than my finger strength/shape allows me to. so pliers are good for this. <- (this is the real answer) more specifically the lame answer is that i use them a lot at work, the cool sexy answer is they are good for sexual style tortures. <- (also real answers)

[racke7]

Me vs FF14 part... 2?

It's taken me pretty much three full days of running from cutscene to cutscene. But I've finally reached Heavensward.

And like... on some level? I'm kind of offended?

Like, a part of me genuinely wants to replay the entire game from the start "as something else" (different main-class, different race, different starting-area, whichever), because the dungeon-queuing system is actually really fun when you start to Understand it.

As in, FF14 has somehow made an MMO that has almost eliminated the feeling that it is a level-grind? Partially? It's turned the whole thing into a surprisingly comfortable level of (limited, but genuine) social interaction.

To the point where even someone who isn't obsessively grind-focused like me, can genuinely enjoy themselves. Just queuing up for dungeons, Hunting some bounties, and-...

And then FF14 has so many fucking quests that it literally chokes the life out of the gameplay.

As an example, one of their biggest dungeon-draws (bcs high rewards) is a quest that almost everyone hates playing. Because doing that dungeon means watching literally eighteen minutes of unskippable cutscenes.

And that's with them having reduced the amount of cutscenes in that dungeon, because the players complained so much about them.

Like... I'd be perfectly happy replaying the game from the start with a different character, even knowing that leveling isn't some kind of pain-free thing. But the thought of having to restart the fucking Main-Quest? Of having to spend literal days just running back-and-forth to cutscenes?

I'm currently feeling a bit burned-out as a result of the binge I went on to get here, but I'm pretty damn sure that I wouldn't replay this fucking thing even if you paid me for it.

(And, of course, Heavensward also has a Main-Quest continuation that you have to follow. And now I'm not even allowed to fly everywhere to cut down on the "running back-and-forth"-part of my complaints. Not until they arbitrarily allow me to discover flight for the new areas, by going through even more of the Main-Quest.)

(Not to mention that now I have to go back and do even more Class-quests, with their own cutscenes, in order to unlock a bunch of skills.)

(I'm very fond of the "the church is evil because it doesn't let you fuck dragons"-meme, and I'm very much seeing it. But like... come the fuck on. Why is this MMO a feature-length movie-series? Why can't I just play the game and have fun?)

[sexologii]

that jag save has got to be one of the worst moves from a great player

[ciderjacks]

sometimes I get worried that whatever is wrong with me will kill me and the thing is it’s not an unfounded concern and that’s what really scares me

[hansrillow]

so like i’ve been a little emo and i rewatched hair. and by god as a teenager i loved the connections between it being on bway in 2009 during the war on terror/student led movements/occupy wall street/etc. it felt very relevant still by the time i was old enough to actually sort of get it. and by god. dare i say that watching it again i could see justification for even another revival now with all of the demands for divestment from israel/our worldwide cycle of endless wars and being involved in them as americans/etc etc. i guess im just saying that i feel like we have a very unique opportunity for a revival of hair that would potentially re like…idfk even re-inspire(?) a generation of youth who are already so active by linking us to the generations before who were doing the exact same things, often even for the exact same issues

i guess what i’m saying is i keep seeing these horrifically sad memorial posts for gavin creel and it’s made me rewatch hair and now i have thoughts (when don’t i)

and btw i didn’t even begin to touch of the environmental parts of this show which is its own can of worms that if i open i fear can not be closed