#being a yearner sucks so much dick fuck my stupid baka life or however the saying goes
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maaaan this is why i just stick to smut and horror or some shit bc romance stuff just makes me miss the times when i had my crushes,,,,, i would always try to say hello to them during class and my heart would beat so fast whenever im near them. i would get so nervous and jittery whenever we would talk. then at the end of the day that one small interaction we had would be the only thing in my mind before i go to sleep. i miss the butterflies in my stomach whenever i think of them. the constant overthinking of every little thing they say to me, wondering if they like me back or not. i miss fantasizing about our future together, what it would look like to slowly grow old with them. and whenever i listen to the cheesiest love songs, their face would be in my mind. i miss being in love.
#i found a playlist on yt and im not ok with it#also last rb did smthn to me idk#being naive and blissfully ignorant was so fun#now i just kind of expect nothing i dunno it sucks#being a yearner sucks so much dick fuck my stupid baka life or however the saying goes#this is so fucking corny but whatever this is my blog im girlblogging ok#sorry for the long ramble ill go play my gacha games now or smth maybe jack off or whatever idc
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