#MADE. HIM. RELIST.

[astral-catastrophe]

shitting myself

[infernalcrypt]

is it time to relisten to taz balance. i think so

[charliehoennam]

home again.

A/N: request made here by @juniebugg and a nonny made here so i decided to mash these two together

Pairing: John Kinley x F!reader

Warnings: Language and smut. No minors, please!

Word count: 2,675

SHARING IS CARING, SO PLEASE REBLOG

The dusty gravel of your driveway crunched under the tires of Declan’s truck. You didn’t need to look out the window to know who it was, but you wanted to see him. Make sure he’s alright.

You’d refused to pick John up at the military base. You didn’t want to be anywhere near it. It’d been months since he’d been away and you hated every single second he was gone.

You missed him more than anything in the world. Deep inside, you were thrilled he was finally home and, most importantly, safe. Part of you wanted to race out the door and throw yourself in his arms. The other part, however, wanted to slap him across the face.

Months of his absence – provided only via letters and shitty connections through phone calls or video chats that could never replace his presence – drove you insane.

The only thing that was worse was zero contact. Not knowing if he was dead or alive; that every car that drove by the house would deliver that dreaded folded flag. Sometimes, you questioned why he would want to be in the army in the first place, fighting a war that he has no fault in. How could he just leave you?

You’d thought it would get easier to live with after you got married. Turned out, it wasn’t.

John called out for you and spotted you by the window where he’d caught you staring out of just before you moved away to hide. He read your resistance right off the bat.

“Hey, honey” he smiled as he set his army green bag on the floor in the hallway. “Don’t I get a kiss huh?”He tried to joke to loosen you up.

There was definitely tension in the air that he’d detected even before walking in, but he wanted to avoid conflict on his first day home. He’d missed you just as much as you’d missed him; there was no doubt the distance was hard on both sides. Yet you felt he was to blame since it was his choice to reenlist. You were there. You’d always be there.

You pulled away as he tried to pull you into his arms and marched back into the kitchen where you’d been making his favorite: Fettucine alfredo with crispy bits of Italian sausage. 

“Something smells real good.” His attempts were getting nowhere. “Come on, baby. Is this how it’s gonna be every time I come home?”

“You could just stay home.” You shrugged as you continued stirring the pot of white sauce before dipping a spoon to taste-test the flavor.

“We’re really gonna do this? Again?” He scoffed running a hand over his tired face.

“Do you really expect me to be all bright smiles when you were literally gone for 9 months in the middle of God knows where? After 11 days of sheer silence, I just found 6 days ago that you weren’t dead, John.”

“I thought that would be something to be happy about.” His brows furrowed.

“I am happy you’re alive, John. But I did also spend 11 days thinking you might have been dead!”

“That wasn’t my fault! We got ambushed by an IED in the middle of nowhere. We lost the RV and had to trek through the goddamn desert. You think I wanted that happen?!”

“Then you shouldn’t have relisted! I just don’t get it! Why would you want to go back to that?!”

“You don’t have to get anything! You’re acting like this is all new to you! You knew I was in the Army before, that it wouldn’t change when we got married!”

“Maybe I’d hope it would! So crucify me for thinking that maybe my husband would want to actually be home with me after getting married!” 

Your argument only escalated after that. John was angry and you were furious. A blur of loud voices, searing tears and fists pounding on walls and countertops. At some point, he had decided to blow off some steam and slammed the front door shut as he left to have a drink at the bar. He didn’t want to get drunk or talk to anybody. He just wanted to get out of there before you’d both said things that couldn’t be taken back.

Sat on a tall stool with a beer bottle cradled in his hands, he stared into nothingness wanting to forget everything. However, his mind found itself returning to you. To your scent that lingered on his clothes after his hug. To your warmth against his chest and arms. Fuck, he missed you badly and he hated that he couldn’t fucking forget it.

After pushing himself off the stool, he drove home in silence and cautiously stepped over the threshold. His eyes scanned the house as he made his way in, searching for any indication that could explain your current state. But he found only silence. A daunting calmness in the shadows of the home as the streets casted their lights in attempt to chase the gloom. But when his eyes landed on a pillow stacked upon of a folded-up blanket, he shook his head and ignored your punishment.

That was his limit. The final drop to overflow the flood he’d spent hours trying to contain.

You tossed and turned in bed, wondering if you had gone too far. You reflected on his words. He wasn’t wrong. You knew the Army was important to him going into the relationship. You knew that when you said yes when he asked you to marry him. You knew that when you said “I do” at the altar.

He felt his blood boil again as he marched up the stairs with his pillow under his arm. The door flew up open and he strode into the room, avoiding your bewildered gaze as you propped yourself up on your elbow.

“What do you think you’re doing?” You questioned angrily. “You’re sleeping on the couch.”

“The hell I am. I spent nine months away. I’m sleeping in my own bed tonight.”

You could hear the tinge of impatience in his voice. He sat at the edge of his side on the bed to untie his boots and set them aside with a thud muffled by the carpet.

“You’re not sleeping here, John.”

“You can sleep on the couch if you want, but I’m sleeping right here.”

“You’re fucking ridiculous, you know that?”

“Oh, I am huh? How about you? You’re the one that’s acting like a fucking child.”

You sat up in disbelief, ready for round two of your argument.

“Just don’t. I’m tired and I wanna sleep.” He stated as he laid back against his pillow, back turned to you.

“You think it’s fucking easy? You think it’s easy having you miles away, with no notice if you’re even alive? I thought you were dead, John!”

He was ready to snap back with his defense, but the tears building in your eyes warned him not to. Instead, his jaw clenched as he held his gaze on you.

“I spent night crying my fucking eyes out thinking you weren’t coming home this time! Just to get up the next day and pretend like everything was alright! Do you know how emotionally exhausting this has been for me?!”

He hadn’t thought about that. Guilt settled in his chest and started to build in his throat as he listened to your rant, which soon brought you to sob.

“Hey, it’s alright. I’m home…” he whispered pulling you into his strong arms, wrapping them around you.

Any resistance you had melted away against his warmth. You gave in and buried your face into his neck.

“I’m home. I’m with you and everything’s alright. Everything’s alright now.” he repeated as he soothed you with gentle kisses on the crown of your head. His palm rubbed circles against your back.

Your body was yearning for him. He could tell from the way your nails clung onto his shirt. His fingers lifted your chin to catch your gaze.

“Look at me. I’m right here. I’m with you and I’m not going anywhere, alright?” he whispered with a thumb wiping your tears away.

“I got you, hm?”

Sealing his promise with a kiss, your body softened and accepted his kiss. Then his tongue. You could feel it building in your core. That familiar lust that had haunted you during his absence. That craving that couldn’t be quenched.

Like magnets, your bodies had lost against the invisible pull. His hands slipped down to your thighs, guiding them as you straddled his lap.  The heated kiss was unbroken until your hands tugged at his olive-green shirt to release it from the tuck of his camouflaged pants. You helped him pull it off over his head as he helped you remove the Pink Floyd t-shirt that once belonged to him before becoming your favorite nightgown.

 As your lips collided once again – more feverish than before –, your hands roamed down to unbuckle his belt. The metal clinked as it hit the floor. John wasted no time to lay you down against the mattress. You needed him and there he finally was to take care of you. God, how he’d missed your taste.

He whispered continuous praises as his bushy beard brushed against your delicate skin, peppering kisses down to your breasts. His mouth closed around your hardening nipples, suckling them with eyes closed to relish their fullness and warmth.

“My beautiful wife. Missed you so fucking much.”

His hand kneaded each of them as he squeezed your flesh to his face. He could’ve stayed there forever, but he was eager to please you.

He forced himself up as he stood back on his knees, sat against his heels. His gaze on you was loving as if admiring a sculpture he’d carved from his own dreams. “I love you” fell from his lips over and over again, like a prayer in between the tender kisses he pressed against your legs, lifting them to rest against his broad shoulders. He hooked his fingers into your panties and slid them up your legs and tosses them to the floor. His eyes locked on yours was more than enough to cause your core to puddle. You could feel the slick building with every kiss.

He wasted no time settling between your thighs, trailing his kisses over your outer labia. This was about making you feel good. Making it sink into your brain that he was finally fucking home.

With your legs bent up over his shoulders, he moaned as he buried his mouth against your plush slick flush. One hand slid up to your breast as the other locked its fingers with your own. You moaned and wiggled against him.

He devoured you and smiled to himself as he watched the way your body arched in pleasure. The salty sweet taste of you liquefied his insides. He could feel him twitching as his cock hardened on the bed. After months of bottling in all his desires and having to satisfy himself with his hand and a photo of you in lingerie, his thirst for you was erupting beyond control. He had to remind himself that this was going to be about you.

His hips began rocking against the bed at the sounds your body was making. He was so eager to fuck you, but he had to contain himself to make it last. Yet his hunger for you had his hips grinding against the mattress, aching for any type of friction he could get as he battled with his self-control. His cock spasmed in his pants with every gentle tug on his hair or scrape of your nails on his scalp.  

With his tongue building up your orgasm, it lapped over your folds and concentrated on the overly sensitive nub. He swiped and swiveled over it; the pressure in your depths grew into hot white pleasure. You weren’t going to last much longer.

The hand on your breast slid down your scorching skin to hold your hips firmly in place as you wriggled, wrestling against the implosion and failing terrible to resist until you finally caved in. Your body trembled as your legs shut on either side of his head. He smiled as he proudly admired your reaction, enjoying how quickly your chest rose and fell. The leaking precum from his dick was beginning to sink through his boxers and pants; he was almost certain he’d left a wet spot on the bedsheet.

He lifted himself off and was unable to wait any longer. He needed to feel you on his cock. Kicking his pants off provided you a moment to regain yourself and admired the way his muscles contracted under his skin. This big burly man was yours, all yours.

As he crawled back between your legs and aligned himself to penetrate, you both watched his head slowly push in through your soaking pussy in burning anticipation lathered with only the spit on his fingertips.

His eyes closed tightly shut as he bottomed out and held himself there for a moment, controlling his own increasing implosion.

You could tell he was struggling a bit between satisfying you both and giving into his own carnal needs. You cradled the sides of his face and gently guided him down to kiss him in an attempt to distract him from the wonderful hug of your cunt on his cock.

With an arm propped on the side of your head, he kissed you hungrily as his hand gripped the soft flesh of your thigh and pushed your hips against his. His groin brushing on your swollen nub sent fireworks bursting through your nerves, forcing a shy moan from your throat. He smiled and pulled his head back to look down at you.

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

As his lips latched onto your neck, his hips pulled back and slowly thrusted forward to begin his pace. Slow and gentle, but so deliciously full and stretched. You held your breath with every push and pull of his cock, clenching around it to hold him inside. You’d never let him go if you could. His cock in you made you feel so completed like this is where you both were meant to be.

His pace started to quicken. A sheen coat of sweat glazed your bodies in the cool blue light of the moon that rained in from the tall windows of your bedroom. The searing heat had begun to bubble from the inside out, oozing from your desperate desire to feel each other deeper.

The sound of skin slapping against skin echoed out the open door and into the hallway. His balls slammed against your perineum as your wetness began coating the bedsheet underneath, staining it with remnants of love and lust.

With labored breaths, he hugged you tightly against him with his other arm. It was building up in you for the second time and you could tell it was building in him as well. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as your toes curled against his hips. The tight embrace of your pussy as you came again had him frantically hammering into you as praises flooded out from his lips.

“Feel so fucking good for me. I-I fucking love you, baby. L-love you so much.”

Releasing you to lock your fingers together, he shuddered with a deep moan and slowed to a stop. You milked every drop. The hot load filled you with an incomparable warmth in your depths. Your walls were coated in his pearly white seed.

He panted as he held himself in your cunt for a moment longer until he finally pulled out and collapsed beside you. You turned on your side to face him. His hands reached out for you and pulled you into his arms. Perfectly nestled against his hairy chest, you smiled to yourself. His heart beating against your ear was the final reminder that he was home. He was here and he was all yours.

[archivalofsins]

What's your least favourite scenes/section in each Milgram song?

My least? This has been really hard to answer. If I had to go off the top of my head. I'm going do this counting down.

Harrow

I don't think I should say it's my least favorite scene for suck a nitpicky reasons but I hate in Harrow when Kotoko rushes in the door. It was always obvious that she'd changed clothes to me which made it appear like she left and came back. Which annoyed me because it implies she saw that happened did nothing and came back later.

Which is meant to be the implication more than likely. But she could have called someone or helped immediately. Which always kind of bothered me.

Deep Cover

Is it rude to say I don't like the vulnerable parts of Deep Cover? Like the façade slip and the breaks in the voice. Near the end especially. They sound pretty human and disquieting. So, it's a bit nerve wracking especially since they happen when you can't really see much of what's going on.

So it gives off this scary feeling of knowing something has gone wrong but not what yet. It's really unsettling and the exact opposite sound wise of how Cat ends.

She always sounds so panicked and stressed it makes me feel bad. Especially on the last line.

Then I remember the clothes things from Harrow and was like girl just missed her good shoes too much. Sorry trying to lighten the mood after that.

MeMe

Now you would think I have no complaints about MeMe. Which they are very little but I still have them. I know it's meant to obscure things but the jump cuts are a bit jarring and the texts on the tarot cards isn't fitted correctly. Which is a design flaw on Mikoto's part that I hold against him every day. Like the words are fucking covered by the border of the card and it's sooo fucking annoying to me.

The text great the two stars on the border itself amazing. The tilt on the text fantastic. Where this text is fucking positioned is obnoxious.

Fuck him for this on some real shit. Like I know what they are but still. Also while I'm here I don't like that his shirt is tucked in here either.

Like you're wearing jogging pants I see the strings why are you like this. What is the shirt tucked in here it's a t-shirt. Who asked you to do this. This can't feel nice. Like I know it was probably to keep mess off or soemthing. But damn man it just looks uncomfortable for some reason I can feel it.

I feel like a lot of what I'm going to say here is going to speak volumes about me- But another thing. Using the red bull can as an ashtray- God, I hated having to throw away cans that are already sticky that have cigarettes in them and that is right on your tub.

He put some of the cigarettes out on the tile- nightmares hell. I know he's tired but I'll clean it just let me in to get rid of it- Why? Why are you like this?! I can't harp on him too much because his actual living space is immaculate outside of these few things but it was always like ah why it burns us-

IT'S STILL TUCKED IN HERE IS THIS JUST HOW YOU WEAR THIS?

Sir, sir please? You didn't have a tucked in shirt when you got her why are you making this choice please. Do you really like the feeling of fabric on fabric as you move??

Double

Oh thank god... I can be normal again... Thank fuck I've escaped the tucked in shirt hell.

Just large overcoat wearing two shirt a nice pair of slacks with those unquestionably immaculate fucking boots. I need to say neither of his outfits are bad but like the way they're on in MeMe makes me go aww shit that looks like it feels bad please now. My favorite scene in MeMe is the shower one because got damn does he have a nice bathroom. Like sometimes I just go tile from wall to wall really.

My apartment bathroom has paint on the walls and ceiling I can't take hot showers. Sometimes I look at this scene and go man has your landlord relisted your place for rent. I'll take it. He's got a deep tub too. I'd definitely take it. I'm sorry for him but finders keepers losers weepers my flat now.

Sorry went on a tangent. Least favorite scene in double is the start and the phone call with his mom. I'm a petty bitch tell me where that glass and those children voices are from first then we can talk.

Magic

I don't like Magic all that much in general. People will be surprised to be reminded I voted Amane Guilty trial one in fact she's the first character in this series I voted on. It was simply due to the mindset she espoused in her voice drama. Of teaching her religion in the prison. Not because I thought she would change her mind or anything.

So I don't even regret that decision. Her first music video didn't help with this problem I showed it to my dad and he literally said "She reminds me of you at that age innocent." me sitting there that's exactly why I voted her guilty. Not on some I hate my child self way or anything but because I was pretty certain she wouldn't change her mind so the only thing to be done was go yeah no I'm not agreeing to that thing in the voice drama.

Then Kotoko's deal was agreed to when I was still not really voting like that and I thought well fuck it. Since we're just letting people do anything here anyhow. People tend to misjudge and think I switched my verdict because of the abuse but it was pretty clear Amane was abused from her first song to me.

As someone who has experienced childhood abuse and neglect I was pretty certain it was a fucked either way situation. Still am they said she wouldn't be dangerous not that she still wouldn't be teaching her religion. I mean she literally said that was her plan in her first voice drama and never moved away from that.

As soon as she was like well I fucking did it anyway already I was like whelp um that was my only complaint. Didn't want to agree with that but since you're doing it anyway I'll just judge based on the crime. You do you little lady.

But yeah no all of Magic is rather ahn. It's just nice I'm not particularly passionate about it any which way. Definitely not enough to say what a least favorite scene would be.

I guess I'd have to say the end because it's never really followed up on in Purge March. Because it cuts and shows Amane watching a television. It's implied that she's watching a tv show probably the one with the mascots she likes. But we never get to see where the tv is or her room in Purge March. So I was kind of disappointed by that.

Purge March

I don't like what happened to the cat. Even though it's just alluded to. Also for as much as I like Amane this video features my dreaded nemesis balloons and a lot of them. So those always kind of bother me. Girl has big socks-

Half

Can I just say I don't like this whole video aesthetically. I actually like this song. Yet Kazui's movement are so overemphasized and dramatic looking back on it now. Most of the exaggeration is done for misdirection purposes but ultimately I feel like Half gives a very reduced version of events. It's the story made for the stage straight forward, clear cut, simple.

A lot of the best parts of Half don't lie in the visuals but the sound.

Cat

I don't like when his victim falls off the balcony. Look I know some of these are like very on the nose. Yet, she learned something really upsetting then she died. I think that kind of sucks. Also someone else watched her die. So someone is literally implied to have seen her fall.

Which is most definitely a thing to witness. Sucks to be those two people.

This Is How To Be In Love With You

Least favorite part... It's all really good I'm sorry. Despite how critical I can be in analysis and how much I dislike some of her actions. i really like how earnest Mahiru is with her feelings and her first trial song really highlights that. It's just really fun and cute all the way up to the end.

I Love You

I think there's a running pattern of me just not liking to see people suffering. Because even though when her significant other is begging on the ground still gets a emotional response from even now just as much as it did the day it came out. It's still very oh no that's bad.

Know what's worse the useless fucking carousel scene that's just there to obscure other information or pad out the visuals. If it was other information we'll probably never see it now.

Best scene sound wise is Mahiru saying "Die" in straight English and how they worked all the lyrics to lead up to that having the hardest emphasis it could.

Throw Down

Least favorite in throw down the eating of the pomegranate. ultimately it wasn't followed up on yet and probably won't be followed up on now.

Though given it is the fruit of the underworld I would hazard a guess and say he was eating a fresh one in Throw Down that eventually dried up in reference to his family. It's also shown broken up into three pieces later when it's dried.

Wife and two children. Pomegranate is also one of the man things he eats with his family so ultimately this could just be alluding to them being dead. This is followed up on with more wilting flowers and cut up fruit in Triage.

Representing his incessant taking and wastefulness to fulfill a goal long impossible. One he knew was fruitless and admitted was such.

Which was probably why he wrote his family structure as wife and two children than crossed it out and before he died started talking like he still had a family to Kazui and Mahiru. Since the last scene of Triage is literally them alive.

So, honestly asking,

Whose lives was he saying needed safeguarding again?

"That’s right, there are lives that need safeguarding."

Many people gave him the benefit of the doubt and asserted it was the prisoners. Even though they show up visually in other songs or are directly referenced in lyrics. But that wasn't done with Shidou for any of the victims of the attacks. I mean he made a reference to Kotoko the attacker. With the,

"In that case, give me the chance to make amends. To extract that fang, now."

In fact the main lives that he was shown trying to save over and over throughout Triage was that of his family. He only pulls the gloves on again after seeing them there not vanishing. After convincing himself like maybe this time it will be possible.

So I guess that's not my least favorite now since it makes some sense when thought on a little more. Then yeah no problems here either.

Triage

The two Shidou's. Like what was up with that? We'll probably never know now.

There is no explanation for this I hate it. It could be symbolic we see this scene happen like he gets up from a sitting positioning to do this. I don't know why it would be laid out like this. Like this scene happens in sequential order. It's just played straight.

So like I don't even know.

After Pain

It's a bit whiny and self-pitying. At least that was my first thought watching it. It still sort of is and feels more performative now. I think the scene that annoys me the most in hindsight is the bathroom one where Mu is being bullied and there's water all around her but she is bone dry. Because it's just soo in the audiences faces about it but just gets overlooked.

It's Not My Fault

It's very self-congratulatory like for seemingly no reason. It's very dystopian too. Like seeing Mu and her friends prance and dance around on the shattered remains of the other members of their group is very chilling but then there's this peppy song in the back.

I don't have any least favorite scenes here this one just always gets to me. The song and it's video were very Mu and I liked it a lot. Falls under the category of This Is How To Be in Love With You she was being so honestly herself I enjoyed it a lot.

Bring It On

Hmmm I don't really like most of the complaints Futa had about school and the arcade. It was all rather uppity. He seems like someone who talks a lot but does very little. Either because he doesn't know where to start or because he's worried about being just as bad. The atmosphere for Bring It On is boisterous and self-congratulatory even though nothing has really been fixed or saved at all.

It's a lot of fun.

Backdraft

Mmmm I don't have many least favoirtie scene options for this. It was rather solid. I'd complain about the two Futa's thing but we may get an answer for that at least. Plus there was more foreshadowing for that than like with Shidou. That shit was kind of out of nowhere there. I hope more prisoners get bold enough to just put Es in their videos visually like what was done here.

I guess I wish Futa's music videos had a bit more dynamic movement. They can meander a bit and his motions are usually stiffer than other prisoners. Like he's always a bit rigid. Though it's cool how all the character move in ways unique to them.

Umbilical

I still don't like balloons. One was popped right next to my ear on a car ride while I was asleep. By someone who is honestly a bit of a jerk. Though I like the designs of the balloons here a bit more it's still a bit of an issue. The bigger one is Yuno's job looks like a lot of emotional labor. Seems tiring. Still she presents as very professional.

I have no problem with this scene I just think it's really neat attention to detail that they showed the balloon Yuno was aiming for had a red ribbon not yellow.

Tear Drop

Ha, ha she's very pretty and incredibly mean. My favorite combination. I liked Yuno in Umbilical because everything she sung was so multifaceted. But in Tear Drop she's drop the pretenses and has just decided to say things straight. It is very fun. She's completely over this. Least favorite scene is when she is getting really upset before throwing the glasses.

Repeating the chorus in a whipser,

"Don’t weigh me measure me against your morality. Just shut it will you, you know it all. Feeling magnanimous? INNOCENT? I’m so not that Just shut it will you, you know it all."

Because it reminds me that no matter how responsibile or put together any woman young adult or pretty deep into adulthood. There are still a lot of people who won't take what they say about their own lives seriously if it doesn't align with what the listener wants to hear. And the infantilization woman face that is usually dressed up as concern for them.

It's really upsetting because I can understand the frustration.

Weakness

Puppy no, girl no, other child with a distinct shadow from the girl and blood on the floor-

HUH???

This is either foreshadowing Haruka's possible death within Milgram or just literally a different kill. Don't know which. But like what the fuck? Because we see in Weakness there's no blood near the girl and she is in fact shown to killed outside through strangulation.

Yet for some reason Weakness tries to act like the inside door opening being caught scene involves here here too. Then later just shows a completely different person who looks like Haruka being killed.

But he also says,

Q.07  Tell us your family structure.

Haruka: My father and my mother and me.

So I kind of doubt he has a sibling and he said he was right to kill her in his second voice drama. There was no mention of a him.

"But it turns out I wasn't wrong after all! It wasn't wrong of me to kill her!"

So really don't know what this is about here. But he also goes from looking like his child hold self to himself now in All Knowing All Agony. So, I'm willing to say he is just like this.

All-knowing All-agony

Hey Haruka buddy if that girl died outside what the fuck is in your house? Like there is grass beneath her. This is happening in the woods...

What did your mom see when she entered?

[thdrama2]

I sometimes buy adopts from ych commishes and theres this artist on there who occasionally makes designs i like and 3 months ago i was able to buy one after a brief bid war with someone. I genuinely like this design and I do use it in writing, art, and rps and by now this oc has a nice amount of art and a few bits of writing in the library, like, it is very clear this oc is well loved and used regularly.

Two months ago a new th user pmed me BEGGING to buy this oc, like, offering double what I bought the oc for and everything and when I said no they offered me 300$ for the oc, an oc I bought for 27$.

Turns out this dude owns all but three of this artists designs and he intends to own all of them and he made a th account literally just so he could contact me and buy the oc from me. I want to note, while the auction number on ych is not super accurate because of relistings and general bugginess, the artist he collects designs from has 437 auctions and i did check roughly 20 of them and yea he has the winning bid on the ones i checked.

Eventually I told him I did not plan to ever sell the character and asked that he please be respectful of this... He decided to then tell me he hopes I kill myself so that he can take the OC. I ended up reporting him and it seemed he got banned cause his account got closed. But then maybe a week later he pops up on a new account to just further harass me over this oc, to which I promptly block and report him. And then he pops up again, i block and report him, and it keeps happening and has continued to happen. I'm extremely tempted to just private the oc and then tell him I sold it to someone else anonymously.

It sounds like this person is very unwell and I am surprised that the artist is allowing him to continue buying their designs.

[kittytale-i-do-what-i-want]

h-hey i just wanna say your video with sonic and scourge is so awesome, i really love the audio clips used to drive in how scourge can't seem to surpass sonic and live up to his shit despite his "crowning achievements". very deeply emphasized by the way you have him hesitant to even pick up his own crown.

did you make it to further illustrate on how scourge was defeated in issue 196 or is this another bug fight between him of sorts be i notice sonic now has a huge scar on his right side?

Thank you! I originally made this skit cause I was relisting to tiktok audios that I hadn't drawn skits to and this one worked so well for sonic and scourge.

also the scar sonic has is a head canon/visually story telling. He got that scar from Chaos in SA1, the first time he had to fight an ancient being to save the world.

[gaterrechinha]

I am relisting to SAYER and you should see my face during episode 67 lmao. That conversation with Dr. Young is so painful to listen to. I can't stop cringing.

Specially after hearing the convo SAYER had with Dr. Brady last episode, where he was able to immediately tell SAYER was pissed off and efficiently located what the problem was, and even made an effort to placate it. Compared to that level of competence, Dr. Young seems to be making every effort to get himself "accidentally" killed. It is insane to me that this man will later be put in charge of gauging SAYER's "state of mind" so to speak. He threatens it constantly, which seems to be - amazingly - mostly on accident (excluding some specific instances). He does not seem to even realize he's doing it half the time; and there's like, a 30% chance of him being able to tell SAYER is threatening him back during any given interaction between the two.

Insult the AI that regulates almost every single thing about your continued existence at your own risk, I guess.

[drawingpad-studios]

Bit of context: I'm playing a homebrew DND campaign that's being run by my oldest brother, and in this campaign he has this character named Ozmus who (from my understanding) is this sort of "Robin Hood"-like character who does crimes, like thief, against the rich and powerful of the kingdom to give the money from those crimes to the people who live in the same area, of the first kingdom we visited in the campaign, he did. And there's this song that my brother had when introducing him:

And honestly relisting to this song and thinking of Ozmus. I got a bit inspired.

So here's my new SPR OC that is for now just for The World Below(because this OC is a part of my original species for SPR and the Paintonians nor AT haven't been shown in my continuation au yet, so it wouldn't make sense to add this character in yet).

This is Ox, named after those paint brushes that have bristles made of Ox hair.

He is the Ex-jester of the Paintonian Queen. From before the revolution back at their home planet against the species that made them(with outside provided blueprints as a foundation), during the in-between period of Paintonians being space nomads, and before the Paintonians got taken over by Altuo Tenwor, He was the one to bring joy to his people and queen during the hard times. With him being alive during those events, it makes him about 900 years old(Paintonians live about 2000 years sense they are pretty much cyborg android aliens, which I would imagine that being shorter than species like Harmonians, Crevons, and certain box creatures, yet way longer than the other species like Robloxians).

After he saw his people and queen be put back into the same situation as they were in back at their original planet, he fought back before he could become just like the rest of his people under AT's control and new code, canceling any update notifications he gets from the Paintonian factories(where Paintonians are built) because he knows AT has a hold of those factories and modified the updates. So he isn't as advanced as the normal Paintonian, but that's common with Paintonians that aren't under AT's control. He is currently trying to get his people, along with some supporter, to break free of the "chains" that were put back on them.

I would imagine in The World Below, The main three would first find him trying to rally up some people at a bar, and could probably be a good asset to the main three to trying to get their stuff back and get back to Cover. Because I got a little idea for AT with the Void Star in the works. Maybe Ox could have a little side plot with Base Cleph, Tretone, and Ridge, because; Base Cleph does have some blood "connection" to AT that may help Ox, Ox can sympathize with Tretone's current in the story with something I'm not saying yet because of spoilers(but is has to do with the other Wish Titan, not AT) and may want to help Tretone out of it in exchange for support, and also Ox and Ridge are both Paintonians that had their lifes effected by AT in some way so yeah

Also yes his ax is a sharpened paint pallet on a pencil.

[actionfigurebullshit]

Cadet Worf Found Elsewhere; Greta and Herman Still At Large

When did I see that action figure last? The last time a picture of Greta was on this website was almost three years ago. One year ago, I was considering some AFB elements to be used in another video, and this may very well have been the last time that action figure was in my sights, but still...

If nothing else fails, there is a second Cadet Howard action figure. I got it with... I believe... my Galoob Data. It looks a little dingy, though I'd just say she had a tan from sticking her head in the warp core (in-joke). I also have a second Generations Data, though I would prefer to keep that action figure as is, since he was part of a lot consisting of all the 4.5 inch Generations action figures. I think if I had to go that far to replace Herman, Herman wouldn't be a Data action figure.

I don't remember actually doing anything with the Greta action figure last year. I was just going to reuse some of her dialogue, though she is presumed to be there, in those scenes but sight unseen.

Every so often, I'll go on these hunts for something that's missing and it can be distressing and harmful to the tidiness of the house, but might also make for good exercise, I dunno. It can also be an odd trip through time, as sometimes, you dig into boxes that are very era specific. I wrote about that a little in the last few entries.

Did I ever tell the tale of-- not really a story, actually. I have good luck with online orders, and this was one of the quite rare moments where something just didn't show up. One of those somethings- and I can only remember four times in almost twenty years where something simply didn't show up- was the first Greta action figure I ordered. The updates suggested it was picked up at the post office, or was it that the label was created? I wonder if I still have the e-mail?

1 sec...

I do. I was looking for the tracking number. I have it! No, I'm actually- I mean, I do, but I wrote that it was picked up. Nope. The label was made, and then nothing happened. After 3 weeks, I contacted them, and they were quick to concede the notion that it had been stolen, and gave me a refund. I think they misplaced the action figure or just forgot to actually mail it off. I didn't see them relist it, and, like I said, I got a quick refund, which was used to go get another action figure. This is why some of the earliest images of the idea of this group of cadet action figures being something non-Star Trek omits Greta- she wasn't there. It reminds me of those early TNG promotional photo shoots and Worf is nowhere to be found. They were still unsure if they wanted a Klingon in the main cast. In another world, was Worf just a one-off? The captain had to get on him quite a bit in that episode, "Do you intend to blast a hole in the viewer?", made him look like a dipshit. Maybe he would have been an O'Brien like character, I doubt they would want that Klingon forehead stuff to go to waste.

It's not a big deal, BUT every action figure is unique- they're always painted just a little bit differently, different choices made. Some Datas have brown eye brows, some seem to be black, and some are silver. Sometimes, your Kirks are squinty, other times they look fat-headed. Their eyes are doing something different, which goes a long ways toward giving an action figure automatic personality. I have two 80s TNG Datas. One looks pretty mellow, if not spaced out. He got the season 2 pelt. The other looks like a Lore action figure, oddly enough, just looks mean and evil.

While I don't think there's anything exceptionally remarkable about the action figure used for Greta, under slightly different circumstances, "Greta" would have a little bit different personality in the face, and one could very well have had some unseen influence on Rachael's performance. I do recall letting the actors play around with the action figures they were voicing just to see if it inspired something.

I'm running out of places to look for those two action figures. I'd love if if they were somewhere so close to me right now, they could bite me. I'm kind of hoping I'm just a dumbass and they're in a really obvious spot.

[wasteland-stranger]

HI TUMBLR, I NEVER SHOWED OFF THE BAG MY BF GOT ME!! Little back story about this damn bag here, is that it's not the first time I've tried to get it. When it was originally listed like a year or so ago, I was constantly watching Bethesdas online store for any merch I could get relating specifically to FO4 most times. (They need to bring back the Railroad + Minuteman flag btw. I lost my MM one and I want the Railroad one too so. Bring them back pls). Anyway. They had this on sale at some point and I was finally able to get it! After like. Months of wanting it!! And so I bought it. Waited. And then they cancelled my order! Because they "ran out" or some shit. Like. Bruh?? You posted the listing!! How do u not know how many you have?! Don't list it if it's not available?!? ANYWAY. My wonderful and lovely boyfriend was so. Amazing. He spent hours talking to like. Etsy shop type ppl. People who specifically made leather bags and the sort! He wanted to commission someone to essentially remake the bag for me. Because he knew I wanted it so bad. And he wasn't able to! No one could do it for whatever reason (I get it, probably gotta be careful with stuff like that). But recently, it was relisted on the website. I didn't even know! I had stopped watching the website after this occurred 😭 . Anyway he got it for me and it actually came and it's even better than I had expected it to be and I just love him so much. I'm happy he is so loving of my dumb gay little hyperfixation 🖤 (/pos). Idk if he'll read this but if he does, thank you for listening to me rant about my fanfics and OC's when i literally have no one else to tell 😭 he's fr the only one I can talk to about it who knows what I'm talking about half the time and can throw back corrections or help grow my ideas and it's really wonderful 🖤🖤🖤

[monsterkong]

The Art of Negotiation in High-Value Real Estate: Lessons from La Jolla 💎🏘️

Negotiating Like a Pro In the world of high-value real estate, negotiation isn't just a skill—it's an art form. Recently, I found myself in a conversation that was a perfect example of this. The topic? A stunning property in La Jolla, listed by a broker who knew exactly what he was doing. What followed was a deep dive into the nuances of real estate negotiation, from understanding market dynamics to crafting the perfect offer. If you're looking to up your game in real estate, this story has some valuable lessons. 🎯

The Property: A La Jolla Dream Home La Jolla is known for its luxurious homes and breathtaking views, and this property was no exception. But it wasn't just the location that made this property special—it was the strategy behind its listing. The broker, Scott, had initially listed it at a high price, waiting for the right buyer. When that didn't pan out, he took it off the market, only to relist it at a lower price, sparking a bidding war.

This strategy paid off. The lower price attracted a flood of interest, with over 27 groups visiting the open house and multiple offers coming in within days. For Scott, this was exactly what he wanted—a competitive environment where buyers would drive up the price. 🏆

Negotiation Tactics: The Power of Patience One of the most important lessons I learned from Scott was the power of patience in negotiation. Unlike many sellers who might be eager to close a deal, Scott was in no rush. He had a new home under construction and wasn't desperate to sell. This gave him the upper hand in negotiations.

When you're not in a rush to sell, you can afford to be choosy. Scott wasn't interested in offers that required the buyer to sell multiple properties or wait months for closing. He wanted a solid, straightforward offer that would close quickly. By setting clear expectations, Scott was able to weed out the less serious buyers and focus on those who were ready to move forward. ⏳

Creative Solutions: Seller Financing Another key aspect of our conversation was the discussion around seller financing. In high-value markets, traditional loans might not always be the best fit. Seller financing, where the seller acts as the lender, can provide flexibility for both parties.

Scott was open to the idea, depending on the terms. For buyers, this kind of flexibility can be a game-changer, allowing them to secure better terms than they might get from a traditional lender. For sellers, it can mean a higher final sale price and a quicker closing process.

Understanding the Market: The East County Trend One of the most interesting points Scott made was about the trend in East County, where properties are often listed low to generate interest and then bid up. This strategy has become increasingly common, and it's a reminder that understanding market dynamics is crucial in real estate.

By listing low and creating a bidding war, sellers can often achieve a higher final sale price than if they had listed at their desired price from the start. It's a risky strategy, but when done correctly, it can pay off in a big way. 📈

The Importance of Building Relationships Throughout our conversation, it became clear that Scott wasn't just focused on this one deal—he was building a relationship. As a broker with his own firm, he understood the value of networking and keeping potential buyers in his circle.

In real estate, relationships are everything. Whether you're working on a single deal or looking to build a portfolio, the connections you make can open doors to new opportunities. By staying in touch with Scott, I knew there was potential for future deals, whether with this property or others down the line. 🌟

Conclusion: Mastering High-Value Real Estate Negotiating in high-value real estate isn't just about making an offer—it's about understanding the market, knowing when to be patient, and being open to creative solutions. Whether you're a buyer or a seller, these skills can help you navigate even the most complex deals.

And remember, every conversation is an opportunity to build your network. By focusing on relationships and staying open-minded, you can turn even the most challenging negotiations into opportunities for success.

So, the next time you're faced with a high-stakes real estate deal, take a page from Scott's playbook. Be patient, be strategic, and above all, be ready to think outside the box. You never know where it might lead you. 🏠💼

#CreativeTerms #networkingopportunities #PropertyNegotiation

[college-girl199328]

For the first time in nearly a year, the former chair of Health P.E.I.'s board has criticized the state of the province's healthcare system and challenged the current health minister on recruitment efforts. Derek Key stepped down from the health agency's board in December 2022, citing multiple failures in the government's efforts to foster quality health care on the Island.

On Thursday night, the Summerside lawyer stood to speak at a packed town hall meeting held to let residents and healthcare workers express concerns about recent cuts to services at Prince County Hospital.

McLane had just finished replying to an assertion from the town hall's moderator, Prince County Hospital Foundation vice-president Derek Bondt, that physicians and medical school students aren't receiving a response when they contact Health P.E.I. recruiters about their desire to work on the Island.

The health minister said he had been told of 16 instances like that during his eight months in the job of not hearing back from a recruiter.

He said he personally followed up on 15 of those cases and asked anyone in the crowd who knew of a similar issue to contact him directly.

But Key begged to differ. He took the microphone to a big round of applause from the hundreds of people gathered in Credit Union Place for the town hall. He said he had received an email just three days earlier from a third-year medical school student from the Island. Key said he asked the student if he'd been contacted by a recruiter about working in his home province.

CBC News has not seen the email Key was quoting. He declined a request for an interview following the meeting. Key told the crowd that the student went on to write that it's been frustrating as well for three other classmates, also from the Island, when it came to dealing with Health P.E.I. recruiters.

He said the student also wrote of not getting a reply to a question about a housing subsidy during a required training rotation on P.E.I., although other Atlantic provinces do provide such help to medical students whose seats they have sponsored.

McLane said he would look into the issue and try to figure out where people are falling through the cracks in the recruitment process.

Back in February 2023, Key told a legislative committee that the planning and decision-making around health care on the Island was being done by the government — out of the hands of Health P.E.I. He also said there were too many hurdles when it came to hiring staff and making necessary changes.

A small group of landlords who own hundreds of rental properties across the province have run out of money, owe over $144 million in unpaid loans, and face dozens of lawsuits from creditors, according to documents filed with the Ontario Superior Court of Justice. Dylan Suitor, Ryan Molony, and Aruba Butt are behind 11 now-insolvent corporations that face a "liquidity crisis" with only $100,000 in the bank, the documents say.

The three received court-ordered protection under the Companies Creditors Arrangement Act (CCAA) from over 300 lenders until the end of March 2024, wrote Justice Jessica Kimmel in her decision this week.

Also known as bankruptcy protection, it means any legal action taken by lenders to recoup their money has been paused so the landlords can attempt to save their business. Documents say 32 lawsuits are currently filed against the corporations in courthouses across Ontario. The landlords and their corporations are based in the Hamilton area but specialize in buying, renovating, and, in some cases, relisting "distressed residential real estate in undervalued markets," said a court factum.

Those markets are in Timmins, Sault Ste. Marie and Sudbury, as well as smaller communities, including Kirkland Lake, Temiskaming Shores, and Val Caron. The landlords currently own 406 properties where 1,000 tenants live, making them "one of the largest holders of residential real estate in Ontario," Kimmel wrote.

Suitor is a Hamilton investor who made headlines last year for shutting off tenants' water for nearly three months at 1083 Main St. E. after a pipe burst. At the same time, he was trying to evict them through the Landlord and Tenant Board to renovate their units, which is an ongoing process, lawyers representing the tenants have said.

The corporation that owns the building — which sits across from Hamilton's picturesque Gage Park — is not among those in financial trouble that require creditor protection.

Suitor is also a Realtor with over 200,000 followers on Instagram, where he shares business advice as a "self-made" entrepreneur and real estate investor. Last August, Suitor hosted a "Business Results Training Seminar" in Burlington, Ont., promising attendees would learn to grow their business up to 150 percent over 12 months, according to his social media posts.

Butt is a director of some of the corporations under creditor protection, which own dozens of properties in Sault Ste. Marie. Molony is president of SID Developments, according to the website of the company, which provides renovation and management services to the corporations.

SID Developments was founded by Robert "Robby" Clark, a former child actor known for his starring role in The Zack Files. Clark described the corporations' unraveling in an affidavit filed in court.

Their efforts were "hampered" by the Bank of Canada's interest rate hikes beginning in March 2022 and falling home prices. They ran out of money to finish renovating some units, which now sit empty, and represent $350,000 a month in lost revenue, Clark said. More than 200 of the 631 rental units they own are currently empty, documents show.

With the creditor protection order, the landlords have access to a $12-million loan to pay for the cost of the court proceedings and complete renovations. They'll also pursue "comprehensive refinancing or restructuring" and a "consensual plan of compromise" with lenders to continue operations. Filing for creditor protection is often used as "a very last resort" for companies on the brink of bankruptcy, said lawyer Karen Fellowes, based in Calgary and Vancouver, who specializes in restructuring and insolvency and is not involved in this case.

Other times, companies use it strategically if they predict a looming "liquidation crisis" and need to restructure over several months, she said.

Whether the landlords will be successful in saving their business depends on whether the 300 lenders agree to support them, Fellowes said. They will likely get an extension for creditor protection and try to sell some properties, she added. Tenants have rights that would allow them to stay in their homes even if there's a new owner unless lenders want the units vacated and it's ordered by the court, Fellowes said.

For tenants living in properties not part of the proceedings, like the one at 1083 Main St. E. in Hamilton, it's unlikely those buildings would be directly impacted as they're owned by other corporations, she said. Real estate investors often try to "limit liability" by creating multiple corporations.

[smallerplaces]

I bought myself a Xmas present

This Kid Kore guy has been listed and relisted for at least a month now. Clearly the seller took seriously eBay's hinting and coaxing that a 99-cent opening bid would spark a bidding war.

I'd initially hesitated on him because I was planning to rebody Manbun Ken with articulation and wanted to have guys be articulated. But I'm not thrilled with my articulation options, and it'd be cool to have a Kid Kore dude to go with my burgeoning Kid Kore community. The price was very much right.

After buying him, it occurred to me that a titian-haired nude gladiator* would have been a good brother for Kelsey and Ben. The titian-haired dude usually lists in the $10 range nude, which made him easier to turn down. I think this guy gets to be the brother to either Teen Skipper or Teen Fun Lacey, depending how he seems to fit in. Manbun Ken will be relieved to have some dude support.

*that's... quite a sentence, isn't it?

[ailtrahq]

Bitcoin’s price increased by a little less than 1% in the past seven days. The week was, overall, positive for the industry as the total market capitalization approaches the $1.1 trillion cap. The biggest news of the week is undoubtedly the US FOMC meeting that happened on Wednesday. According to the official announcement, the central bank took the decision to maintain the target range for the federal fund rate at 5-1/4 to 5/12 percent. The statement also noted that job gains have slowed but also that they remain elevated altogether. The unemployment rate in the country is also reported as low, while the inflation remains above its target. Bitcoin’s price didn’t react to the news and remained flat. All in all, it couldn’t initiate a leg-up, although it did try to poak above $27K on a few occasions. Every time the price increased above that level, though, bears were quick to intercept and push it back down. Some altcoins saw action. Namely, this week’s top performer was Toncoin (TON). It’s up a whopping 17% in a market where the second-best performer is up 3.7%. This is Ripple’s XRP. Interestingly enough, for XRP, it also became the most-traded altcoin across US-based exchanges. This is a very curious fact, given that most of them had delisted it until July when a Judge ruled that secondary XRP sales are not securities. This is when Coinbase, amongst a bunch of other exchanges, re-listed it, and the volumes skyrocketed. All in all, the week was exciting, but Bitcoin failed to capitalize on the momentum and is trading more or less where it was this time last week. It’s curious to see if the next seven days will be any different. Market Data Market Cap: $1.09B | 24H Vol: $44B | BTC Dominance: 47.4% BTC: $26,644 (+1.5%) | ETH: $1,597 (-1.5%) | BNB: $210 (-0.6%) Polygon 2.0: Everything You Need to Know About 3 PIPs and Phase 0. The three proposals for improvement that were unveiled earlier this week seek to enhance Polygon’s network in a way that would supposedly have a significant impact on the entire ecosystem. Judge Denies Sam Bankman-Fried’s Pre-Trial Release. After having his bail revoked earlier, the founder of the failed FTX exchange made yet another unsuccessful bid to gain temporary freedom. However, the judge didn’t grant it to him once again. Bitcoin Non-Whale Addresses Now Own Over 41% of Supply: Data. Smaller Bitcoin wallets, which are typically associated with retail investors and market participants, have reached a historic milestone, owning over 41% of the total supply. Bitcoin Network Faces Congestion with Over 470,000 Pending Transactions. Bitcoin’s network is facing historic levels of congestion. This means that there’s a huge backlog of unconfirmed transactions. To be precise, their number is just shy of half a million. This has happened only once before, and it has become a massive friction point in the community on whether it’s good or bad. Mt. Gox Rehabilitation Trustee Extends Repayment Deadline Again. Nobuaki Kobayashi, the trustee of Mt.Gox’s bankruptcy proceeding, has granted an extension for repaying creditors. The delay is for one year. The saga is now going on for many years, and it’s interesting to see when it will finally unfold. Ripple (XRP) Becomes the Top Traded Altcoin on US Crypto Exchanges. Since the partial victory of Ripple against the United States Securities and Exchange Commission, many exchanges relisted XRP. The cryptocurrency has subsequently become the top-traded altcoin across US exchanges. Charts This week, we have a chart analysis of Ethereum, Ripple, Cardano, Solana, and Binance Coin – click here for the complete price analysis. SPECIAL OFFER (Sponsored) Binance Free $100 (Exclusive): Use this link to register and receive $100 free and 10% off fees on Binance Futures first month (terms).PrimeXBT Special Offer: Use this link to register & enter CRYPTOPOTATO50 code to receive up to $7,000 on your deposits.Disclaimer: Information found on CryptoPotato is those of writers quoted.

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[direese]

the adventure zone is wild because in the beginning Griffin named Barry Blue jeans Barry Blue Jeans because he *refused* to call him Scarzard Hallwinter or whatever his name was in the book and his family ran with it as joke and Barold J. Bluejeans ended up being a life changing character for an immaculate story that stomps your heart out. Every goof ties into the story and it usually ends up making you cry your eyes out.

And relisting to it so wild because you realize how much has changed, how much as been around from the beginning, and it makes you wonder how much griffin actually had planned. he really pays attention to things his brother and dad dont even think about. im pretty sure he made up the Red Robe storyline halfway through but because he put so many detials into is seems like it was forshadowed from the start..

God I should relisten to TAZ again.

[a-mag-a-day]

MOTHERFUCKER JURGER LAITHER- absolutely necessary to remember our favourite rant !!! Also, how's Jonathan had a cigarette if he haven't smoked for a lot of time? The web just thought maybe he will need it and made him buy one?

Brutal pipe and before this relisting, didn't catch the feeling of Jurger realizing that here is where his funky books adventures ends !! Elias finally starting to take more rol on our story that just being a literal npc, good for our queen very silly

Hmmm, convenient pack in Jon’s bag for emergencies? He might have bought one after the stress of the past months, but never needed them enough until then? It is an interesting question.