#Love and pain

[unkn0wnhidden]

How bad I want to just tell you that if you did anything wrong, I would forgive you. I'd be in a lot of pain, but I would forgive you. Because losing you would be losing a piece of me at this point.

[mywitchlove]

𝕃𝕚𝕡𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕖, 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝕘𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕤,

𝕎𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣, 𝕪𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕞𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕡𝕒𝕤𝕤.

𝔼𝕒𝕔𝕙 𝕥𝕠𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕒 𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕣, 𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕙 𝕜𝕚𝕤𝕤 𝕒 𝕝𝕚𝕖,

𝕋𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕖𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘, 𝕪𝕖𝕥 𝕨𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕕𝕚𝕖.

ℕ𝕠 𝕨𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕠𝕝𝕕, 𝕟𝕠 𝕨𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡—

𝕁𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕤𝕖𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕖 𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕡.

☽◯☾

[aliev-delai]

Naciste en julio y te fuiste en octubre, y todas tus cosas las he tirado.

Los días siguen pasando, el tiempo sigue girando, como si nunca hubieras existido. Pero yo te recuerdo, con tanto amor y con tanto dolor. Te extraño. Siempre será mi culpa, y aún sabiéndolo, no dejo de odiarme.

Mi princesa, en la colina de nuestra casa yaces cubierta en una manta. Y los atardeceres dejaron de tener sentido. Te llevaste los colores y las nubes contigo. No sé cómo seguir esto, pero quiero escribir algo para ti.

A veces, deseo acabar con mi vidª, jalar el gatillo y verte del otro lado. Pero sé que no hay nada, y aún así deseo creer. Quiero creer que eres feliz, y juegas libremente en el campo. Pero sé que no hay nada, y tú te has ido para siempre.

Tengo más hijos, pero no son tú.

Mi luto, jamás pudiendo llorar completamente tu partida. Te traje a casa, y simplemente te enterré en la colina.

Ha pasado ya un año. La mayoría de veces te olvido, pero siempre vuelves a mi memoria. Eras la única que disfrutaba de mi compañía. En ti encontré calma, a ti me aferré a la hora de dormir.

Y tú ahuyentaste a los monstruos que me hacían daño. Te fuiste y los llevaste contigo. Pero cuando te recuerdo, no sé cómo seguir.

Y en mí solo hay culpa.

[sheikh-n-the-6ix]

Captain Hollywood Project Love And Pain 1996 Maxi Mix HD 1080p FULL EDIT

[stickystudentllama]

The only thing worse to me than saying goodbye to someone on borrowed time is never getting the chance to say it. I was on my way, I was so close to seeing you. But you had to go in peace while you still could and I can’t be angry at that. I’m so angry with myself that I could have made you think I left you. I’m sorry. I am so so sorry. I don’t know where to put this love I have for you. So it seeps out, pours out. But I love you, so very much, I always have and will, and I’ll see you when my time is next.

[sheofthejadeskirt]

Is it me? Did I do it to them? Or do I just attract a type? Both of the loves in my life had turned into alcoholics while I was with them. Was it because I didn't love them right? Did I lack authenticity somehow? I hate that drunk lazy eye thing. It's beyond triggering. I have pictures with my ex like that too. Is it because I was an alcoholic too? I'm always wondering what I did wrong. But I was raised around it. Even more than I realized as a child. My mother was an alcoholic and I had no idea until I was in my 30's.

Why is alcohol so culturally normalized if it hurts so bad?

Happy 17 years babe. I know it hasn't been easy but we've done great things and will do a lot more. I'm proud of you for being sober and working through your shit and praying non-stop.

[myweirdtho]

Have we ever thought about the power of being madly in love with a person? And not with the body, or matter, but with the other person's soul, their spirit, their personality. How beautiful it is to love! More than to be loved.

There are some who have been lucky enough to feel this. There are others who did not want to feel it, but there are also the unlucky ones in life who wanted to feel it but were not given the chance.

Wanting to melt for someone and not having it come to you. You look for it in every situation that comes your way because there is simply so much love you want to give that you really can't handle it. But never once has this been the one, the only time. The one that you would lose your whole life for the look of a man.

From each case you certainly may have kept something and learned something. But when will the thing you really want to happen happen happen? You'll go on with that hope. Don't be hesitant about love, but don't give away your soul in the hope that it will be filled again next to anyone.

Hope for love and it may come.

That's all I had to say. My inspiration for today is a walk in the woods.

[thepurplepoesy]

You ask me why do I dwell on pain so much

So you see people might lie about loving you but they can never lie about the pain, the pain they feel when they love you.

[orpheus-s-lyre]

i think

i might have burned myself

in the search for

a single light

in the blinding darkness

[4eternal-life]

Edvard Munch (Norwegian, 1863 -1944)

Love and Pain,  1895

@ Wikimedia Commons

https://www.artnews.com/feature/edvard-munch

[servant-of-phobos]

To carry the weight of a heart

as heavy as mine,

No soul I've met yet

makes it chime,

Their lyrics never matching

my inner rhyme,

I only wish to find someone

to be mine

[theartarchive]

lova and pain by edvard munch, 1895

image from edvard munch

[myweirdtho]

Watching the Korean drama "What come after love" various thoughts started to arise in my mind with the question in all of them being the same "do such loves really exist?" The uniqueness of the filmography , the romance, the love, the pain, every emotion is captured in such a way that each viewer is enticed to follow the emotions it wants to create.

But really, is there anyone who has experienced something similar to what they feel for two strangers watching them lost in the vanity of their own love! For a script that is nothing but a piece of paper marked with words and letters that emanate from the heart of another human being, similarly unknown to us. How can you not admire this art then?!

The effort to identify with the protagonists and more specifically with the story that follows them, embeds a simple watch into an experiential path. Some revisit and relive sad events that have scarred their hearts, others use their imagination to create stories of unrequited love, which ends as the director naturally wishes.

Perhaps there is no consistency in my speech and I just write whatever comes to mind. Think, wonder and write what you feel somewhere, or if there is someone who needs to hear it, say it there. With the magic of this music and the emotions it creates for me, full of freedom, I salute you and I'll be back again!

_freerf_

[whyifell]

Today I really needed the reminder.

Things are hard, and getting harder. I remember I love you but I don't remember why. I guess it's time for this blog to do its thing.

Reading my posts has made me realize how much you have changed.

I love you but I am hurt by you.