#Love & Deepspace Memories rafayel
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⟡ i wish i can be your sanctuary until the end of time
⟡ i need to show them i already have a lover
⟡ let's push the what-ifs to the side
⟡ we'll just have to blame the moon
#odoradetails#gosh every memory in this set is so precious 😭#SYLUS TWIRL HUG IS EVERYTHING I'M BITING MY LAPTOP HES SO IN LOVE AND SO EXCITED TO HAVE HER IN HIS ARMS#XAVIER KINDA BLINDSIDED ME HE'S SO PRINCELY AND CUTE IN HIS ONE#RAF'S ONE IS SO INSANE I WAS SO FLUSTERED WATCHING IT AAH#AND ZAYNE... DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ABOUT THE WHISPER.. AND THE INTERLOCKING FINGERS.. I AM NOT YOUR STRONGEST SOLDIER#love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#sylus love and deepspace#zayne love and deepspace#rafayel love and deepspace
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word count: 800 (unintentional)
synopsis: in which you ask rafayel a question he isn't prepared for.
contains: rafayel x mc!reader, established relationship, they're at the beach, reference to rafayel's lore (the part where mc doesn't remember him), fear of age, fluff to angst to even more angst (not a bad ending), and kissing.
a/n: this is a result of me listening to algernon by yorushika on loop, especially the part, "we're losing our memories slowly." enjoy! reblogs and comments are always welcome. do NOT copy or translate my work. rafayel does NOT endorse plagiarism.
"will you still love me when i'm old?"
"what kind of question is that?" rafayel pouts at you, scrunching his nose. "of course, i will."
you chuckle mirthlessly. bringing your knees to your chest, you don't look at him. instead, you stare off into the sun who is eager to finally embrace the waves after a long day. sighing deeply, you wonder if it is happy even though it no longer shines. "i'm serious, raf. i'm going to have wrinkles and all."
"pft, did i ever tell you i have a thing for wrinkles?"
"raf!"
"okay, okay!"
with a bright smile, rafayel cups your red cheeks and turns your face towards him. you can't help but tear up when you meet his eyes. no one has ever looked at you with so much love. there is no doubt he loves you now. but what about in the future? will he still look at you like this when you have aged? grayed? no longer able to hold a candle to a ripe rose?
shaking your head, you try to turn away, but rafayel doesn't let you. he turns you to face him again. "yes, i will still love you when you're old."
unable to stop the tears from flowing, you bury your head in rafayel's chest. you don't deserve him. no one does.
but rafayel wants to convince you otherwise. he wants you to see what he sees. he wants you to trust he will love you until your dying breath. he wants you to know he dreams of a moment in the future when he can truthfully tell you he lived a good life thanks to you and draw his last breath in your arms. he wants to grow old with you.
"cutie," he calls for you, trying to pull you away so he can look at you properly. "look at me. please?"
you could never say no to rafayel. you tilt your chin up, allowing him a peek at your swollen eyes. he can't help but giggle at how adorable you are. "there you are, cutie."
"it's not funny, raf," you whine as you tilt back down. "i won't be beautiful to you anymore. heck, i won't even be able to talk or move anymore. how could you possibly still love me then?"
"woah, woah," the lavender-haired man reacts as he pulls you by the shoulders. "you're afraid of a natural process all humans go through and not the terrifying, monstrous wanderers you face every day?"
"yes." you grumble.
rafayel chuckles and kisses your forehead. "trust me on this, cutie," he kisses your nose. "no matter what you look like," he kisses your cheek. "or what you do," he kisses your chin. "i will always love you." he kisses your lips, finally saving them from the cold ocean breeze. "always."
he deepens the kiss, wrapping a hand around your nape and the other around your waist. shutting your eyes, you relish in his lips and allow your tears to fall. as the sand beneath you grows wet from your tears, your fingers find refuge in rafayel's clothes, with you desperately hoping this moment could last forever. two lovers, seeking each other's presence on the beach and promising to love each other no matter what the world throws at them, including time—the very thing people fear yet want.
as your fingers tighten around his attire, rafayel can't help but push himself more into the kiss, causing you to fall backward with him on top of you, his arms planted at each side of your head. opening your eyes, you gasp at the sight above you. there he was, panting with his sweet lips parted, his cerulean and coral eyes dazed, and his broad arms trembling.
he wants more. he always does. but there's one more question you have to ask.
"will you still love me," you swallow shakily. "even if i forget about you?"
his breath hitches.
"r-raf?" you stare at him in concern, raising your hands to hold his face. flinching at the chill of his skin, you rub his cheek with your thumb. why is he so cold? he's never cold, ever. his evol makes sure of that. and his eyes… there was a flash of sorrow in them. "are you okay?"
rafayel inhales deeply before burying himself in the crook of your neck, his arms now tightening around your waist. his voice muffled and the wind strong, you don't hear what he says. "raf?" patting his head, you ask him to repeat what he said.
slowly, rafayel rises, his now-watering eyes meeting yours. you immediately return your hands to his face, trying to wipe his tears away. "raf? what's wrong?"
"nothing," he replies hoarsely. "it's just…"
you gaze at him worriedly, your eyes imploring him to answer quickly so you can take away whatever was paining him. but rafayel doesn't say anything. instead, he brings a hand to your face and strokes your cheek with his thumb. "it's just?" you repeat softly.
a moment of silence passes before he finally answers.
"yes, i will love you even when you forget about me, my beloved bride."
#think this is the angstiest thing i've ever written#then again#the loss of memories is one of#if not#the saddest thing in the world#in my opinion of course#oh rafayel#rafayel x reader#rafayel x mc#rafayel x you#love and deepspace x reader#lads rafayel#lnds rafayel#love and deep space#love and deepspace fic
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We're back to doing the summoning ritual bc Astra knows we're really going need it before August 7th...
#love and deepspace#misty invasion#xavier#zayne#rafayel#sylus#seiya#rei#homura#shin#shen xinghui#li shen#qi yu#qin che#shim seonghun#lee seoeon#giwook#jinwoon#on my knees waiting for this memory to come home
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Hot Steam | Xavier/Reader
About: What started as a nice soak in the hot springs with Xavier turned into something more...
Pairing: Xavier/Reader
Notes: I don't have the memory Kind Words for Xavier itself so idk what goes on in that scene but the art itself made me go . I need him I need to write him and mc in the hot springs.
AO3: Read here!
Warnings: Age 18+ only please. Enjoy :)
“This was not what I had in mind when you told me to come sit closer.”
You said, doing your best to look him in the eye and not let your eyes wander down further. But he did not extend the same courtesy to you.
“Then what did you have in mind?” Xavier asked as he toyed with the towel that was stubbornly wrapped around your body. He had complained about you sitting too far away from him while in the hot spring beforehand and caught you off guard when you scooted closer, grabbing and lifting you by the waist and then plopping you down onto his lap. While you didn’t mind the closeness of it all, something about being skin to skin and almost naked made you feel… exposed.
It didn’t help that his hand was still on your waist, resting at the small of your back. How easy would it for him to slide his hand down further and slip it under the flimsy towel–
A sudden kiss to your bare shoulder pulled you out of your thoughts. He was staring up at you, his eyes dark and intense. He didn’t care your breasts were pressed against him, the towel shielding your form from him barely holding on.
Or maybe he did care, since you could suddenly feel something poking at your thigh.
“What’s on your mind?” He asked, his expression unchanging despite knowing you could feel his growing problem under you.
“What do you think?” You retorted as calmly as possible. You thought it was impossible to feel yourself grow even hotter, being in a hot spring and all. But you did, his touch planting seeds of desire under your skin. Especially when he hooked his fingers onto the hem of your towel.
You nodded when he looked toward you for permission. And with one smooth motion, the fabric that protected you from the world, from his dark, predatory gaze, fell around you and sunk into the hot spring.
The soft sigh he let out then broke the peaceful silence of the hot spring, his hot breath fanning your exposed breast. Lifting his hand out of the water, he dragged a finger against the round of your right breast, as though committing the sight before him to memory.
“You’re so beautiful.” Xavier breathed out, before pulling you down to a kiss. It felt tender at first, gentle like he was to you. But as seconds ticked by, the kiss grew more intense, headier, with him palming your breast and thumbing over your pert nipple as his other hand drew you closer to him.
And then, you felt it. You gasped as he pulled you flush against his hardness. The soft cotton fabric brushed past your clit and his clothed tip pushed insistently against your entrance. Taking advantage of your surprise, he slipped his tongue past your lips and deepened the kiss, slowly grinding himself up and down your heat.
“I don’t— I don’t think we should do this here.” You said, breathless after parting from his lips. His hands were incredibly distracting, wandering about and teasing you. But that was nothing compared to his hardened cock resting between your folds, throbbing every now and then to remind you of your shared predicament.
“You’re right. Shall we head back inside?”
Before you could climb off his lap however, he slipped an arm under you and lifted you, hauling you up to his shoulder with one arm.
Like a prize won by a successful hunter.
“Wait– I can walk–”
“No.” Xavier said, carrying up and into the room you booked, suddenly glad that you opted for a private hot spring instead. He gently laid you down on the bed before climbing on top of you, his piercing gaze never leaving you once.
“What kind of hunter would I be if I let my prize go?”
#love and deep space#love and deepspace#love and deep space xavier x reader#love and deepspace xavier x reader#the brainrot is hitting#going with xavier first because hes actually the easiest to write when it comes to those memories#zayne's would be way more intense bc mirror and i actually have rafayel's so i have to gather more braincells first#hope i got his character right if not pls tell me
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The 4 star memory covers are so pretty omg 1/4
#rafayel love and deepspace#love and deepspace#rafayel#4 star memory#love and deepspace sylus#xavier love and deepspace#zayne love and deepspace#lads#lads sylus#lads rafayel#lads zayne#lads xavier#otome#love and deepspace memories#tumblr fyp#foryou#foryoupage#games
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ocean memories
synopsis. you and rafayel have lived countless lives, each one making a dent in your blessed bond, growing apart at the end of each life.
pairing. rafayel x fem! reader
warnings. angst, death, mentions of blood, LOTS of crying, betrayal (?), spoilers and/or theories surrounding rafayel's myth cards (abysswalker + god of tides) and overall lore, ooc raf (?), reader is NOT mc, mc will be in the fic and will be nameless
genres. angst, reincarnation (?), romance, SLOW BURN
status. updates twice a month on fridays ! but hopefully i can update once a week
start. 010225
end. ???
a/n. send an ask in my inbox or leave a comment to be added to the taglist ! also, ty @bakutual bc i remember your rbs from my two-shot raf x priestess!reader inspired this HAHAHAHAH ty 😜❤️🔥
chapters.
act one. a god and his priestess
prelude's elegy. | (1) children of the sea, | (2) made to be a reflection of what each needs, | (3) and forever blessed by the sea. | (4) why, then, did thy fall?
???
act two. two lemurians
chapter one. | chapter two. | chapter three. | chapter four.
???
act three. abysswalker
chapter one. | chapter two. | chapter three. | chapter four.
???
act four. an art critic, and an artist
we must confess our sins | chapter one. | chapter two. | chapter three. | chapter four.
postlude's ode.
OCEAN MEMORIES, yuansie 2024
#yuansie#꒰🖇꒱ ocean memories !#love and deepspace rafayel#love and deepspace angst#love and deepspace fanfic#love and deepspace imagines#love and deepspace drabbles#love and deepspace x reader#lads rafayel x reader#rafayel angst#rafayel x you#rafayel x y/n#rafayel x reader#love & deepsace x reader#love & deepspace#love and deepspace
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thats it. im in love with him.
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Touring in Love —
21 Days ▪︎ Fluffy Treatment ▪︎ Immobilized ▪︎ Omnipotent Perception
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace xavier#love and deepspace zayne#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace rafayel#lads — touring in love#lads — 21 days#lads — fluffy treatment#lads — Immobilized#lads — omnipotent perception#lnds parallels#i caught all of the references except maybe raf#but that gave me the push to finally read a few memories i haven't yet#i'm like 99.9% sure his chapter in touring in love is referencing omnipotent perception#he seems melancholic in both </333
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If you're experiencing an awakening rn because of the Caleb teasers I'm gonna point you in the right direction
you're looking for Toma from Amnesia: Memories
You want a possessive man? A big brother figure? A guy who'd rather lock you up forever than risk seeing you hurt? Toma is the blueprint
There's a 12 episode anime and the original otome game available on steam for cheap pls I need more ppl in this fandom with me
#love and deepspace#lads caleb#lads sylus#lads xavier#lads zayne#lads rafayel#amnesia memories#lads#otome#otome game#yandere
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Love and Deepspace | Happy Anniversary
LADS 1st Anniversary [2/2]
#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#l&ds#ladsedit#otome game#xavier#zayne#rafayel#sylus#caleb#love and deepspace xavier#love and deepspace zayne#love and deepspace rafayel#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace caleb#mambo.gifs#so excited for caleb's memories!#hopefully we'll also get more sylus content that won't skip on quality#ready for another year of playing lads hehehe
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It reaaaallly sucks that the majority of the fandom is going to base Caleb's character off of the main story and probably stop there when the rest of his cards are a continuation of it. There's actually a timeline, and I was pleasantly surprised when I realized it.
I dunno if it's a testament to how good lads immersion is or if I just get too into it. I did feel genuinely unnerved and scared at first.(but I liked it?thats how u know infold cooked) Then I went through his memories, understood him and the circumstances a little more, realized he felt guilty, he gave her space, had their awkward phase, and slowly rebuilt what they have, although it might not be completely the same. My unease washed away, and I genuinely fell for caleb again. I felt sad for him instead.
It seems that infold took the criticism and started making a timeline for the memories. Caleb's standard 5 stars + the new years event card are one big arc. With new years being the conclusion.
Anyway, it's 1am, and I have thoughts.
#love and deepspace#caleb#love and deepspace caleb#i also figured out why i felt so...scared of caleb#yandere is fine#i thought he was going to have incel behavior like “i took care of u all this time u owe me this”#i was WAITING for that shift#but no he genuinely protects and cares for mc because he loves her.#he'll destroy himself to make her happy he'll disappear again if it made her happy#cant remember the exact line but in one of the memories he kisses her palm and its described as pure devotion asking for nothing in return#and thats when my unease washed away#im smitten#they cooked with him#im a rafayel girlie too im used to the mischaracterization lmao
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Sylus memory, dark-skinned MC.
I tried to make one of this banners just to see if I could.
Hope you like it
#lads#lads sylus#love and deep space#love and deepspace#lads zayne#lads rafayel#lads xavier#lads mc#sylus#memory card lads
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Male Seahorses 🤫
WOAH! hey pal, lets back up a bit!😅 i need to calm down about this memory (is not calming down about this memory)
#i love rafayel guys#we will raise a family#mini rafayels running around our home#love and deepspace#love and deepspace meme#lnds meme#rafayel#lnds rafayel#lads rafayel#lnds homura#qi yu#lnds qi yu#rafayel memory#rafayel x mc#rafayel gem affection#wander in wonder#lnds zayne#lnds caleb#sylus#lnds xavier#silly#sillyposting#shitpost#coquette#girl diary#just girly things
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Sylus: Well the N109 Zone has many tunnels, some of them aren't even accessible to the likes of many citizens here.
Zayne: Have you ever been in them?
Xavier: You really are Batman aren't you?
MC and Rafayel in the background: 🎶 SECRET TUNNEL, SECRET TUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNEL 🎶
#incorrect quotes#sylus memory card#sylus tender moments#continous symphony#sylus love and deepspace#rafayel love and deepspace#rafayel#sylus#zayne#lnds zayne#lads zayne#zayne love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#lads xavier#avatar the last airbender#avatar reference
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He really said "you touch her you die" 🫠
#him lying about forgetting the wallet because he doesn't want to force his feelings 😭❤️#he's so protective 🫠#also.. a new card for me 🥳 i am glad i have been able to get new memories lately 🙌🏻#love and deepspace#love and deepspace rafayel#rafayel love and deepspace#♡
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Share your desks with me!
Wanted to have some fun and see other people's decorations and what they cherish with each boy ouo
Tagging some peeps to start the chain, you don't have to tag anyone LOL
@papaziggy-devblog @zorethel @lavender-teardroplettes @sylus-little-meow-meow
Mine:
#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#with him#lads with him#lnds with him#love and deepspace with him#lads zayne#lads Xavier#lads rafayel#lads sylus#lads Caleb#lads fun#lads buddies#lads cinders#I tried to decorate based on the vibes I got from each boy#like Sylus would definitely have a shared desk with cinders lmao#Caleb would definitely want cinders to display all their little memories and trinkets and plushies#Zayne would love the sentimentality#Rafi would like every spot on the wall almost covered in their memories#Xavier would appreciate the cozy and organized look
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