#Long winded rant-y way of saying I JUST NOW realized I don't like kisses

[wonder-and-wildflowers]

Kisses are so odd to me because when I was little my squish and I would do them and it was mostly chill (I remember being kinda grossed out but okay enough to do it again if asked. Never felt the need to initiate though).

But then when other people tried to kiss me I literally, ans I cannot stress this enough, actively dropped everything to physically ran away. Like full on sprint down a hallways and scalled pool-side walls. I was so serious about it being nasty.

And then a few years passed and my next squish wanted me to be her first kiss. I dodged that shit for like 6 months before she just gave it to someone else. I still think I would've been mostly chill with it, had she asked before having told me she felt romantic and sexual attraction with. Which promptly fucked up our dynamic.

Then one of my friends a year or so later was kissing peoples foreheads and asked if she could kiss mine and I was like "sure." Cause ya know, just on the forehead. No biggie.

Promptly regretted saying yes. Hated it. Perfectly innocent on both our parts but genuinely found it revolting. 0/10 never want to expirience that again.

[imtouchestarved]

Spin-off#3

Girl talk! ><

"KYAAA! I knew it! I always knew it!" Mitsuri yelled as she jumped in place, splashing water everywhere. They were both in the hot springs at the swordsmith village. When (Y/n)'s sword got broken mid-battle, she went to the village for a new one when she unexpectedly met Mitsuri. The two were very happy to see each other again.

"D-don't make it sound like a big deal.." (Y/n) got embarrassed from Mitsuri's reaction about her and Kyojuro. "How can I not?! The way you both looked at each other before you got together made me want to scream from the top of my lungs! It was going to happen sooner or later." Mitsuri splashed more water on (Y/n) as she moved non-stop while talking enthusiastically.

(Y/n)'s face got even more red and she hugged her knees to her chest. "But lately, he's been acting kind of weird.." she admitted as she recalled why she felt the need to relax and head to the hot springs in hope to clear her mind. Mitsuri's bubbly behavior stopped as she heard the distress in her friend's voice. She slowly sat down next to (Y/n). "Why is that?" She questioned.

(Y/n) sighed and leaned back. "I don't even know. His behavior just seems..odd. in our short encounters, he doesn't say a lot. It always seems like something is weighing his mind. When I asked him about it, he just smiled nervously and said that he's tired. Though I can clearly see that he's feeling unfulfilled with something. Perhaps I'm just making him uncomfortable.." She finished her rant with another long sigh.

Mitsuri didn't respond for a while as she pondered (Y/n)'s words and analyzed Kyojuro's behavior. Just when (Y/n) lost hope that she will ever reply, she suddenly clicked her fingers as a huge grin spread on her face. "Got it!," she yelled, "The reason why he's acting like that, the reason why he seems unfulfilled, is because he wants to say the three big words!" She crossed her arms and raised her chin, feeling satisfied with her abilities.

(Y/n) tilted her head, not knowing what she was talking about. "The three big words..?" She asked.

"C'monnnn~ don't tell you don't know the three big words!!" Mitsuri turned to (Y/n) with her surprised expression.

When her friend shook her head in confusion, she sighed and started to explain. "You know..! The three big words that every couple has to say to each other eventually!" Under (Y/n)'s still puzzled expression, Mitsuri squealed as she realized she had to say them out loud for her to understand.

"The 'I love you'..!" She whispered in (Y/n)'s ear, her face immediately gotten red. "W-w-whaaatttt!!" She yelled as her eyes winded while shooking her head repeatedly. "Nonono! It's way too early for that! We've only been dating for-"

"Almost 5 months now!" Mitsuri completed her sentence. "And the most far you two went is a kiss! How slow can you guys possibly be!"

(Y/n) became even more red from the thoughts of going anywhere further than that. "And that's completely fine! Really now, you don't expect us to.." her stomach did a weird flip as she struggled to finish her sentence.

Mitsuri sighed. "Listen, I'm not judging you guys at all. It's reasonable to keep it slow. I'm just saying.. maybe Kyojuro-kun wants to take it a step further." She leaned back and played with the warm water, splashing a little on (Y/n) to try to get her attention, though the girl only buried her face within her palms as she whined.

"Now you made me all nervous. Just the thought of him saying it is making me feel like I'm going to burst! And after that.. we're going to take it a step further and..!!" She slowly slipped into the water in hope of hiding her very defined blush, leaving only the nose and up exposed.

Mitsuri stared at her flustered friend, trying not to giggle at how cute she looked. "Oh, come on," she wrapped her arms around her. "It's all going to be okay! Do you love him?" Her unexpected question made (Y/n) eyes to widen as she took her head out of the water.

"What kind of question is that?!" She raised her voice.

"Answer me, do you love him?"

(Y/n) ran away from her gaze and nodded slowly as the blush reappeared on her face. "Then you don't have a reason to worry. It will all happen when it needs to happen." She backed away from (Y/n) and let herself sink in the calming water around her. "You both are just so cute!! I'm starting to feel jealous!" She giggled.

"Ah, don't play dumb with me, Mitsuri." (Y/n) smirked slowly, suddenly realizing she can now tease her friend back. "What do you mean?" Mitsuri tilted her head, causing one of her braids to slip in the water. "I don't think that there's a single piller who's oblivious to you and Iguro," she giggled. "Well, except for Muichiro - Though I don't think he really counts."

Mitsuri immediately raised her upper body out of the water. She was so flustered that it seemed the blush even reached her neck. "WAS IT THAT OBVIOUS?!" She screamed, causing (Y/n) to flinch and cover her ears.

"Be quite..! Some people might be asleep!" (Y/n) scolded her, but Mitsuri didn't seem bothered at all. Heck, (Y/n) doubted she even heard what she said.

"I- I mean, we're not official yet.. though I think he's about to ask me the big question! Oh! and the other time.." she kept talking about him. And (Y/n) realized she won't stop soon. But she didn't mind. she listened carefully and asked questions, making Mitsuri talk faster and faster, obviously excited about finally sharing someone about her romance with the snake piller.

A/n: The next chapter might be a little spicy.. be prepared!!

(No smut tho, ofc!)

[hannie-dul-set]

when jaehyun said he was picking you up to go somewhere, you didn't exactly expect to be found in the middle of nowhere. trees were lining the field from a faraway distance and the tall grasses sunk from underneath you. the two of you were leaning against the side of his car on top of a hill on god knows where with no one else but the stars, the moon, and the both of you.

"drinking wine straight out of the bottle— aren't you a classy man?"

a laugh reverberated from jaehyun's throat and he looked at you under the solace of the inky night sky. "let me have my moments, miss y/n."

you sat beside him on the grassy clearing, lightly playing with one of his hands and you looked up to him, only to see downcast drenching his pretty features. letting go of his hand, you sighed and sat up straight, stirring confusion from the male.

"alright, mr. jung," you narrowed your eyes at him. "what's going on in your head? why are you being all sad?" 

he let out a huff of air, lips upturned into a semi-forced smile as he gently took your hand back into his, lacing his fingers into yours. "is it that obvious?"

"you're transparent, jaehyun."

sighing, he adjusted his position and took another swig at the hard drink. "you know how overboard some girls may get around me, right?"

"i've witnessed first hand during your party," you laugh, remembering how panicked he looked during that time. "it was a pitiful sight."

"it wasn't pitiful."

the words left like a soft whine from his lips and you continued to tease him, saying that he looked like a small mouse (ironic, considering his stature) being fought over by a group of wild cats, much to his displeasure.

"anyways," he coughed out, a light wash of pink dousing his cheeks, both from your previous joking and the slight chill of the night's wind. "there's this one girl named seonha— i've never told you about her— and, uh, i wouldn't say she's obsessed with me, but—"

"she's obsessed with you?"

you finished, quirking your brow at him and he hesitantly nodded. "yes, you can say that."

"hm," you hummed. "why, what'd she do?"

"a lot of things," he sighed. "her family is closely knitted with mine so i'd met here during one of their charity auctions. since then, she wouldn't stop following me around— in my office building, when i'm out with mark and johnny. hell, even when i'm out of the country."

jaehyun's exasperation ran through his voice as he continued to tell you about the girl.

"she'd even stir up dating rumors about us two which is messed up all on its own. you could argue that at least there's only one of them bothering me, but it's like selling off a few floods for one gigantic storm," the now empty wine bottle was long forgotten on the ground. jaehyun went on with his rant, raking his free hand into his hair. "johnny and mark had told me to file a restraining order, but that wouldn't do anything considering their family's influence, so i have no choice but to deal with her."

the light chirping of crickets amplified the depth of the evening. you guessed it was already around ten, maybe even later than that. it crossed your mind for a short moment that you had work tomorrow, but that thought quickly diminished into thin air.

"has she still been bothering you lately? i don't think i noticed her around you before," you asked, moving your head away to look at him. his hair was in a slight mess and he was slightly tinged pink. yet underneath the glow of the moonlight, he was still as tantalizing as the nighttime sky.

"she's been on a trip to italy these past few months," he softly replied, gazing down at you like your very own moon. "but she's also been texting me nonstop so that's something."

"well, at least she's not here right now."

"about that," jaehyun enunciated. "she's coming back here in a week."

you went silent and jaehyun could feel his heartbeat slowly but surely rising. were you upset that he'd just told you now? did knowing about seonha bother you? it's not easy for jaehyun to read people's emotions— he'd always been lacking with that category. the longer your silence, the tighter his chest got.

"will you be okay?"

like a sudden breath of warmth, your voice pierced through him and suddenly he can breathe again.

"do i have to protect you like last time?"

the teasing tone in your voice relieved him but at the same time it caused him to glare at you, feigning fake offense and you laughed at him. at least he knew you're not upset.

"i'll be fine, you don't have to worry," he said, giving you a smile of assurance. you detached your hand from his and decided to scoot closer to him, resting your head on his shoulder and he naturally found his arm around your waist. "but, enough about that— how was your day, miss y/n?"

"you don't wanna hear about my day. it's as boring as it could get," you reasoned, letting out a small yawn afterwards.

"i do want to hear," he pressed. "i don't mind if it's boring or not. i like listening to you speak."

he caught you off guard with that, to say the least, and you quickly snapped your head to face him. your mind concluded that it was a fatal mistake to do that since now your faces are mere centimeters apart, noses nearly touching. the cold air that was once biting at your skin was suddenly deemed nonexistent due to the sudden rising of the heat.

"a—alright," you stammered, diverting your attention to the sky instead. "if you fall asleep listening, then don't say i didn't warn you, jaehyun."

and so you went on about your day. starting from how you almost got late to your first job because jungwoo and donghyuck thought it was a good idea to barge into your house at four in the morning for a sudden non-sleepover sleepover. then you told him about the adorably gigantic dog you spotted while you were headed for lunch. and now you were talking about one annoying customer you had earlier in the bakery.

"there were five other people in line after her, but apparently getting her blueberry muffin to exactly a hundred-ninety degrees fahrenheit was much more important," you groaned, dropping your head back against the steel of the car. "and of course, i went and reheated one damned muffin just so she would stop complaining."

jaehyun swore he was listening to you. he was attentive— very attentive, and paid the utmost attention to any changes on your features— the way brows bunched up whenever you stop to think for a moment, the way your cheeks were slightly flushed and how you tried to hide it with your hair, the way your lips enunciated each vowel and each consonant and—

fucking hell, your lips.

halfway through your muffin story, his ears were suddenly muffled, his surroundings were a blur, and all he could think about was how your lips would feel against his.

"hyuck always tells me that i'm a bit of a pushover sometimes, and i'm starting to think he's right."

he could hear his heart ringing against his ears. you paused for a moment, sinking your teeth over the plush of your lip in the midst of thought and jaehyun felt like he was being driven into a dangerous corner. 

"do you think i'm a pushover, jae?" your head jolted to face jaehyun and his breath was suddenly caught inside his throat along with the sudden thoughts of you overlapping with more thoughts of you, bringing his mind to a combustible state of disarray. "jaehyun? you alright there?"

"oh— um, sorry," he coughed out. "i got a bit distracted, uh, what— what were you saying?"

his fluster was not only demonstrated by the cracks in his voice, but also by the way his cheeks were flaring scarlet and how he refused to look at you.

"distracted by what exactly?" you questioned.

jaehyun was a smart man. having graduated earlier than his peers and landing such a respectable spot in the company at a young age, you'd think he'd be articulate in every situation thrown at him, but somehow he found himself tripping over his own words."will— will i sound stupid if i say i got distracted by you?" 

oh my god.

"no no," you laughed, your heart suddenly caged inside an untamed whirlwind. you gently moved your left hand over his face, making him look into you. giddiness tugged at your cheeks, releasing an uncontrollable smile. "it's not stupid at all."

a simultaneous burst of dizzying bliss ruptured between the both of you— coming in the form of the identical beams on both of your faces, staring into each others' eyes as if the moon wasn't the brightest thing in the night.

and somehow, under the spectacle of a million stars,

you kissed.

it hadn't dawned on you that you'd waited for this moment to happen until it actually did. soft lips brushing against yours, rousing an unspeakable rush of heat. it was gentle at first— like the light tremors on the sea until the waves suddenly crashed onto you. his parted lips incessant against yours, leaving you in a buzz and on the brink of gasping for air.

until you felt him stop, abruptly pulling away from you with guilt ridden eyes.

"jae? is everything alright?"

"y/n, i— i'm sorry."

in the midst of your shared kiss, jaehyun realized something. and he couldn't bear the thought of it.

he had realized that he was in love with you.

so, so in love with you.

"i can't— i can't do this to you, y/n."

you felt a lump in your throat and you stared at him, suddenly finding it hard to breathe. was there something wrong— did you do something wrong? everything felt normal until now, everything felt right. but as you looked at him with tears threatening to spill, you'd thought that maybe none of this was right in the first place.

and maybe jaehyun had realized that, too.

"oh," you sucked in a breath, avoiding eye contact with him, and stumbled to get up from the ground. "right, of course. it— it would be damaging to your reputation if you're with me."

the icy breath of the air hit your face once you managed to stand up, the cold flooding your senses once more. "we both know that this wouldn't work out," you gazed down at him, only to see the glass stained heaviness in his eyes and you nearly broke down. turning your back at him, you swallowed, closing your eyes for a brief moment before choking out,

"i— i should go—"

"y/n, i love you."

you froze. everything froze. 

"my reputation, my image— god, all of those disappear when i'm with you," jaehyun's trembling voice seeped into every corner of your mind, restricting the air from coming into your lungs. "i'm… i'm not an expert when it comes to this but there is no denying that i am in love with you, y/n."

slowly, you went back to face him. jaehyun stood there, bearing his heart to you. the wind brushing against his hair as he looked at you with mist in glazing over his eyes. it was hard to not just run into his arms, telling him that you were also stupidly in love with him, but you held your words back, waiting for him to finish.

"but... with my job and everything," he stutters out. "i—i won't be able to dedicate all of my time to you, i won't be able to take care of you like i should, i—

i can't make you happy, y/n"

"but you already do."

there was a strong gust, breathing against your skin. you felt your heart drop to your knees, a constricting grasp replacing it in your chest as you felt the tears well up even more like a dam itching to break.

"do you think i don't know that? yes, i know you're busy— i know you have a shit ton of responsibilities to the point where you'd probably suffocate from them, and—and i know that sometimes finding time to have a single fucking conversation with you is sometimes impossible," your breath hitched, nearly choking over your own words but you went on. "but that has never stopped you from making me feel happy, jae. because even a single second spent with you can make make me happier than the rest of my life combined, so don't ever say that you can't make me happy because for fuck's sake— jung jaehyun, 

i'm at my happiest when i'm with you."

silence flooded. your breathing was scattered after all the things that you said, chest rising and falling in a repeated rhythm. jaehyun says nothing, only looking at you with an unidentifiable glimmer of heaviness in his face as he slowly walked towards you, closing in the space between you until it was practically insignificant. you could hear his heart beating.

he brings your face into his hands, not even realizing that you were crying until he gently wipes away the tears streaming down your cheeks. you look into him, his eyes pooling with oceans and oceans of emotions.

"i'm at my happiest when i'm with you, too."

a second kiss was shared that night— with a million stars watching over you.

gold painted canvas

the classic rich boy and poor girl love story but with less prejudice and more happiness

28 // make you happy

a/n: woah it took nearly 30 parts but at least it happened ;)) this took three days of utter procrastination but i hope you liked it jhhxjsjsjs

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The Little Mermaid Mirio Togata X Fem!Reader

Trigger warning:

Rating: Explicit/smut

A/N This piece is my part of the Citrus Dome Fairy Tale Collab I hope you can enjoy!! <3 <3. loosely based on the little mermaid with a few twists of my own.

Swimming through the colourful coral, fishes of many colours dance around you with a flick of your long fishlike tail you race against the playful dolphins. Growing up with many different animals, from the mighty blue whales to the small octopuses that roam the seafloor.

After racing the dolphins you made your way to the warm lagoon safe from the predators in the deeper parts of the sea. You hoist yourself up on a warm rock the sound of the waves lulling you to a peaceful nap.

Finally waking up from your nap it was a late evening where the sun is setting, stretching your arms and back you happen to spot something in the distance that seemed to be getting closer, then realizing it’s a human ship. Full of curiosity you quickly swam towards the boat, as you got closer the sound of music and singing was heard from the deck.

Then you saw him, his golden hair moved slightly with the wind, you couldn’t take your eyes off him. He was leaning over the railing looking over the vast water with a peaceful smile on his face. “Hey Mirio please be careful we don’t want you to go overboard” a voice called out to the golden-haired man.

The man named Mirio gave a belly laugh and then spoke “But look at this view, you can’t get it anywhere else”, waves gently hitting the boat as Mirio looked back towards the sea. Before you could leave the surface, baby blue eyes quickly look into your eyes, “oh shit im done for”. You thought.

Quickly looking away from his eyes, you swim down into the ocean leaving nothing but your late mother’s necklace, thankfully you reach your home unscathed but the young man’s eyes replay in your mind and your heart beats like a drum.

The next morning you went out and looked for the ship till later in the afternoon, you came across a beach and a silhouette of a man, walking toward the edge of the dock looking out at sea. You were unsure of how to get his attention without exposing yourself,

“Damn what to do, what to do? I can just swim up to him and say hello I'm a mermaid please be my mate.” lost in thought you unknowingly were discovered again by the golden-haired man looking directly in your direction.

His eyes widened at the sight of seeing you again, he smiled brightly “Hey it’s you again!!” he enthusiastically waved. “Should I go over to him? Or not?” so then you ultimately decided to swim over while trying to hide your lower half within the water.

So you shyly approached him then softly spoke in a shy voice “H-hello…” “Hey there im Mirio Togata” he smiled “my name is Y/n” you replied with your own smile, “Do you live around here? And do you live alone?” he questioned while tapping his index finger against the wooden dock.

“Well...I sorta live nearby, i have two older sisters but they have their own families to tend to” Mirio’s eyes widen at your explanation, “but it does get lonely once in a while” you continued with a look of sadness, Mirio noticed where the conversation was heading he quickly changed topics. Eventually, it was time to go home so Mirio bid you goodbye till tomorrow then once he was out of sight you finally were able to move your tail from an uncomfortable position and made your way back into the sea.

It’s been a few days since your first meeting with Mirio, every day now you’ve seen him at the old wooden dock so shortly after you trusted him enough to tell him that you were a mermaid, was he surprised? Yes, amazed? Definitely, thankfully for you, he was pretty nonjudgmental about it. “What’s it like swimming with the whales,” he asks with a bright smile, you giggled at his enthusiasm to learn more about you, “it’s magical, it’s almost unimaginable,” Mirio noticed you had a dreamy look in your eyes as you talked about your life under the sea, he couldn’t help his heart from hammering in his chest.

His stomach was full of butterflies and every thought always lead to you when you were away from him, so he decided that today was the day he will confess to you but his family had other plans, on his way out to you he was stopped by his family butler “Master Mirio your father requests you should see him.”

Suppressing a groan he begrudgingly agreed to see his father, once at his father’s study he lightly knocked on the oak door. A voice was heard from the other side of the door slowly he entered the study revealing his father looking out at the sea through his window. Mirio spoke first “You wanted to see me, father?” his father turns to face him “ Yes, i wanted to tell you since you just passed your 20th birthday, I’ve taken the liberty to arrange your marriage” Mirio was shocked that he had to marry someone who he didn’t love, so with that, he angrily left the study and towards your meeting spot.

It was unusual to be at the old dock before Mirio, you started to wonder where he was till you saw Mirio walking angrily towards the docks, "hey sunshine what got your frown upside down?" you playfully teased him, "Please not now Y/n" he rubbed his face and sat down onto the dock with his legs dangling down, barely touching the water.

"Talk to me Mirio what's wrong?" with a stern look in your eye's, pleading with him to open up to you, with a sigh he finally relents "My father just gave me the news that I will be marrying someone who i do not love" he explained, you felt your heart drop at the news, thoughts running wild wondering if you really missed your chance to be with him.

"I wish I can escape my marriage" he rubbed his neck, but then an idea popped into your head as he was ranting, steeling your nerves you firmly spoke "Mirio I might have an idea" his eyes lit up at the fact of you being able to help him. "But are you sure that you want to leave your home behind?" you questioned him, he thinks for a moment then nods "Yes, I don't want a life like that, I want to adventure and see the sights from different countries" he takes your hands into his "I don't want to be without you" he places a gentle kiss on your knuckles, your face is bright red "I don't want to be without you either" you confessed.

You move your hand to rest on his cheek, rubbing his cheek with your thumb with love and tenderness, in your heart you knew you two were meant to be. "Mirio, kiss me please" he quickly pulled you into a passionate kiss, your hands were around his neck then using your strength you pulled him into the shallow water.

Mario's hands roamed your body, memorizing every inch of flesh and scale, he pulls you closer while deepening the kiss. Till you felt something hard poking along your cloaca, you pull back from the kiss, embarrassment was apparent across your face, "Um, Mirio? your manhood is poking me" nervously he glanced down to where you were talking about

No matter how hard he tries to hide his erection, his face is bright red, you couldn't help but giggle at his face since you rarely get to see him so flustered. Slowly you moved your hand from his neck to his erection, applying enough pressure to his penis to make him moan slightly.

You take his hand in yours, you lead him into deeper cooler water, now the water is past his stomach but not yet at his chest, pushing yourself under the water your hand’s grip Mirio’s pants, with your strength, you easily ripped off his pants to reveal his already hard member.

To say you were surprised was an understatement, you hadn’t seen such a thing in all your life you were literally drooling at his size and girth. Feeling brave, you opened your mouth wide enough to try to fit his large member, swallowing it halfway, choking slightly as it hit the back of your throat. "Feels so good. Y/n please don't stop" mirio moans and starts to buck his hips further into your mouth, using your tongue to wrap around his girth, sadly for him he was nearing his climax so you stopped.

Mirio looked at you with a small pout, "why did you stop?" You couldn't help but to giggle at the face he was making, pulling yourself up from beneath the water wrapping your arms around his neck again, "I want you in me" you say bluntly with love in your eyes.

Nodding at your demand mirio aligns himself to your opening, it's head rubbing slightly outside "please hurry" you pitifully asked him, he slams into your hole at a rapid pace, "your taking me so good, y/n your so tight" he holds you closer, he leans down capturing your moans with a kiss.

With one final hard thrust the both of you climax together his seed spilling into you, then something magical happened slowly the water engulfed him in a blinding light, his legs were now a beautiful fish-like tail and scale along the side of his abdomen, the light finally went away revealing Mirio as a merperson.

"Mirio" you spoke softly and cupped his cheek "we are one now" he smiles "forever my love"

Fin(pun intended)

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