#Logan Paul can go fuck off

[roadara23]

Catching up on WWE, and the amount of love and pride I have for Butch just absolutely GUNNING for Paul on Smackdown before Money In The Bank, made my fucking life.

[mioakem]

If you’re able would you be down to summarize some of the notable bits of the stream? Don’t wanna give Dream’s stream more views :P and I also don’t have twitter

(If not the vibe then no worries! Thank u for all ur service in the mcyt drama wars 🙏)

ofc i can!

so basically hes just going through tubbos stream from earlier and nitpicking it

he starts by talking about how tommy used to joke about dream being a pedo (when he was 16 btw) and shows a super long text he sent to tommy saying how he doesn’t like it and doesn’t think it’s nice to do that.

then he talks about the qsmp/usmp thing. he said that tommy really wanted to join the usmp and apparently said “fuck quackity” (has no evidence of that) and then says how he stopped being friends with tommy when he dropped the “if youtubers were honest” video. he goes on a whole rant saying how tommy is fake and how he’s lying to everyone and then he starts shit talking tommy’s mom cause she was defending tommy on twitter. he shows the huge dm he sent to sarah (which was basically just saying that he’s upset that she’s active on twitter and defending her son). he says some more things about tommy, saying that he’s “on his knees” for quackity and also said that he wouldn’t be doing this if w*lbur was in dreams place

he then goes into the logan paul situation and, as expected, shit talks tommy for being friendly with him when he was 16. he starts saying that tommy just likes to start drama to get attention.

finally he gets into the mizkif situation and again says that tommy is just trying to start drama. Then he goes on a whole politics rant about xqc or whatever the fuck his name is and saying that his opinions on trump dont matter cause he’s canadian? he then says that his own opinions on trump don’t matter and that he doesn’t talk about politics cause he’s not a politics streamer. then he addresses the r slur and to summarize it he basically just said “how come nicholas cantu can say a slur but not me”. he gets super mad when that jack and harry found the nicholas cantù thing funny purely because they don’t like dream.

he also talks about the philza tweet and says that he never ever took credit for other people’s success while in the same breath saying that he shined a spotlight on creators during the dream smp. he also says that he gained absolutely nothing from the dsmp and that “1% of his subs are from dsmp”

he starts going off about aimsey and says that he thought that she was the one who set off the whole caitibugs in an attempt to cancel dream and george (she didn’t caiti was literally speaking out abt george groping her and dream covered it up)

that’s about it after that it’s basically just a long coke rant about practically nothing, i’ll def update if anything else happens in the stream but rn he’s just going insane lol

[babybearnation]

now i've read all of the books beside your bed

⎇f1 drivers x gn!reader - you're a bookworm (reactions) ⎇contains: alex albon, arthur leclerc, charles leclerc, dino beganovic, george russell, zhou guanyu, kimi antonelli, lance stroll, lando norris, liam lawson, logan sargeant, max verstappen, mick schumacher, ollie bearman, oscar piastri, paul aron, pierre gasly, yuki tsunoda ⎇author's note: im a massive bookworm so this was fun!! some of these are inspired by this post from the lovely @thekoalapastriesbakery (kofi for long fics) ⎇content warnings: n/a ⎇word count: 3k

alex albon:

alex thinks it's pretty cool that you're a reader. your collection may overwhelm him at first (how many fucking books??) but he comes to love it because you love it and isn't that all that matters? he'll try and read some of the books you suggest, but he's just not interested at all in reading. he prefers to go fast.

when you start tearing your luggage apart, he's pretty confused. it's not until you turn to him and tell him you forgot the sequel to the book you're reading that he starts to understand. he'll find the nearest bookstore and take you to it when he can, happily buying you the next book in the series.

alex is gonna be a bit grumpy if you ignore him because you're reading. what book could possibly be more interesting than him? he tries to protest and you just shush him. when he sees how close you are to the end of the book, however, he'll accept it and just not-so-patiently wait for you to finish up.

arthur leclerc:

arthur does not understand what is so exciting about reading. he's constantly chasing that thrill of going fast and fast and faster even still, so he doesn't understand what's so enchanting about reading books. he's got shitty imagination (twins) so he just can't do it. but he'll admire you and your dedication to reading.

uh oh. you forgot the sequel. arthur realised before you did after you'd sent him to get you book #2. he doesn't find it, he finds #3. he has to shyly confess what happened and you are just horrified because what are you supposed to do now? and then he remembers the fact that bookstores exist and he's running off to go and get book 2 to make you happy again.

as outlined above, he doesn't understand why people read. so now that you're reading and ignoring him because of it? nuh uh. no can do. he won't allow it. he'll snatch the book from your hands and keep moving it until you snap and demand he give it back because you have one chapter left. he can wait that, surely? no, no he can't.

charles leclerc:

charles is a bit more understanding of why people like to read but he still personally doesn't like it. he loves watching you read though, because he thinks you look so peaceful and calm and happy. if you start crying though, charles will panic and offer you a hot drink in the hopes of calming you down.

you might've forgotten to bring the sequel on holiday, but charles didn't. he'd spotted the book last second and tucked it into his carry on, already anticipating the moment he'd get to sweep in and play hero. so when you start going through your bags, trying to find book 2 because book 1 ended on a cliffhanger, he triumphantly pulls it out of his bag for you. yeah, he's a bit dramatic.

charles loves watching you read (unless you're crying) so if you ignore him whilst reading, he's not gonna be too bothered about it. he'll sit there and watch you read, maybe pulling out his phone to wait until you notice his presence and answer him. he's really not bothered.

dino beganovic:

the first time dino saw you reading, he honestly didn't know what to think. he's gotten used to it now but that first time.. you read?? why? when you explain to him all the reasons you love reading, he soon finds himself falling in love with it and he'll start carrying one or two books with him when he goes to races.

you're reading the end of this book to dino in between free practice and qualifying and you get to the end and you're ready to start book 2... and it's not there. it's not in your bag. it's not in his bag. it's gone. dino, thinking fast, decides to buy the ebook and read it to you. yeah, that's a new thing you two do now.

dino will not care if you ignore him when you're reading. if it's urgent or he needs to leave, then yeah, he'll be upset, but if it's just a normal, everyday question? he's not bothered. in fact, he's abandoning his question to instead cuddle up to you and (attempt) to read over your shoulder.

george russell:

george will read the occasional thing here and there, but it's nothing compared to how much you read. he loves getting book recs from you even if it takes him for-fucking-ever to read them because he's so busy. he just wants to (try and) stay up to date with your reading!

george definitely packs extra books for you when you go on holiday just in case. so when he spots the abandoned sequel, he'll pack it for you. you won't even realise you almost left it because he'll slip it into your bag before you can notice it's gone.

he might get a bit annoyed if you ignore him because you're reading but when you finish up the book and wordlessly hand it to him, he'll quickly understand why. the book was so entrancing and now he has to read. and then he reads it and oh, he's ignoring you now. whoops?

zhou guanyu:

he loves the peace that reading can bring and he thinks you'll be the exact same and then he sees you launching a book across the room and quickly realises, no, not all reading can be peaceful. you'll have to explain the plot to him so he can understand why you threw the book otherwise he's gonna be so confused.

it's a nightmare. book 2 ends on a cliffhanger and there's no fucking book 3 in your suitcase. you could've sworn you packed it. you tear through all your luggage and end up having to call guanyu (who's out picking up food for you two) because you can't find it. turns out you did pack it... in his suitcase. oops?

guanyu gets it. he really does. sometimes books or other forms of media are just so enrapturing and intense that you can't help but zone out everything else and only focus on what you're consuming. if its urgent, he might gently push your book down, but he's not too bothered about it otherwise.

kimi antonelli:

he may be incredibly smart and have an insane memory, but this man hates reading. when he discovers you love reading, he's actually not that surprised. he'll use his excellent memory to help prevent you from forgetting any details if you're reading a sequel ages after you read the first book.

when kimi comes back from showering to find both of your suitcases completely torn apart, he's a bit confused. what did you forget to pack? when you share that you forgot the sequel to your book, he decides that you and him will find the nearest bookstore to go and buy a second copy because he's refusing to let you be grumpy over the cliffhanger lol.

yeah, no, kimi ain't letting you ignore him for no book. he has no qualms about tearing a book out of your hand until you answer his question. if he just wants your attention, well, good luck. he's stubborn and won't let you have your book back until he's content.

lance stroll:

he may not be into reading but he really likes listening to you recap the stories and books you read because he finds them so interesting. eventually, he'll end up shyly asking you to read to him because you are the best storyteller ever so he wants to consume all books through you.

you're on holiday, somewhere nice and warm, and the book ends and... there's no book 2. you'd left it at home. lance, noticing your lowkey grumpy nature about this, decides to take you to a bookstore so you can buy another copy of the sequel. you can also buy some other books in the process because he doesn't want you to run out of reading material.

lance will be a bit grumpy if you ignore him whilst you're reading only because you could be reading to him and you're not. he'll push his face into your view as he pouts and you'll very quickly learn that he wants you to read to him. he ends up hearing random handfuls of chapters from different books every now and then because he falls asleep sometimes.

lando norris:

if you think this man reads, i have news for you. he doesn't. he really doesn't understand how you like reading, to be honest. if he catches you reading f1 romances? he's demanding to know how accurate they are. the first time he found a book in your bed (it jabbed his rabs), he almost burned it (that's a half joke).

when you pout at lando and tell him you forgot the sequel to the book you've been reading all holiday, he'll aww at you and hug you, but he's celebrating the second your back is turned because now he can have all your attention. lando keeps you so busy and distracted, you forget about the book until you get home and see it on your shelf.

oh come on, you and me both know this man isn't letting you ignore him in favour of reading. the amount of time he's snatched books from your hands and flung them across the room is insane (he always replaces any books he damages though). the only way to placate him is to offer to read to him because he loves your voice so much.

liam lawson:

he might read the occasional comic book series or something like that, but full novels aren't really his forte. he very quickly learns how passionate you are about books and reading, however, and he starts to come to love and appreciate the conversations you two will have about whatever book you're currently reading.

liam is gonna be clueless on what to do when you're on holiday and you tell him you forgot to pack the sequel to the book you were reading. you're not sure you'll be able to find the book in any local shops so you reluctantly admit defeat. but don't worry, liam will cheer you up with silly theories about what happens in book 2.

honestly, liam won't care if you ignore him whilst you're reading. he understands what reading means to you and he knows how easy it is for books to capture your full attention so he'll just carry on as he was before. if he really needs you, however, he'll offer a snack as a peace offering when he interrupts you.

logan sargeant:

he's not really interested in reading but he loves listening to you talk about books. he retains absolutely no information about which series is which and who is who, but he knows your faves and he's always willing to listen to you vent about a shitty read, so that's always fun.

logan pulls the puppiest of puppy eyes when you tell him you forgot to pack the second book in the series you're reading. he isn't sure what to do and he's about to apologise and offer something else for you to do, but then he remembers the wonder of ebooks and offers to buy that for you. up to you what you say, tbh!

logan isn't too bothered about being ignored whilst you're reading. if he has a question, he'll ask you it, but if he just wants attention, he'll choose to cuddle up to you instead of taking you away from your book. he's always content to just be in your company!

max verstappen:

this man has publicly admitted he's only read like... 4 books in his life. he's honestly positive that you won't change that. and you don't, but he does learn more and more about books and sometimes references books you've told him about without realising. it's cute.

max is stressed because you're stressed because you forgot the final book in the trilogy you were reading. he's not sure how because the whole thing came in a box so why didn't you just bring the box but soon enough he's seeking out the nearest book store to get you a replacement.

yeah, no, you're not allowed to ignore him in favour of reading. if he's feeling really needy, that book is taking flying lessons. he once accidentally threw one out the window and, in return, you told some of the other drivers about it. he's never lived it down.

mick schumacher:

he probably enjoys a good book here and there so when he discovers you're a bookworm, he's happily asking you for recommendations. he may not read as much as you, but he does truly admire that you have something so enchanting in common.

darling angel baby mick schumacher would never let you forget a single book behind, even if you're just going to his parents' house for the weekend. not a single chance in hell you've forgotten. if you've somehow miraculously forgotten it, he's buying you a second copy before you can even tell him not to.

mick doesn't mind you ignoring him whilst you're reading. he gets it. he might sometimes ask you to read to him, but most of the time he'll just snatch up his own book and come join you. spending time with you is one of his favourite things, no matter how you two pass the time.

ollie bearman:

this boy don't read. he's too chaotic for that. he might listen to you talk about books occasionally, but honestly, he has no interest. you owning a large amount of books will leave him totally stunned and he'll constantly pull random books off your shelf to ask if you've read them.

ollie is terrified. you'd just finished crying over the ending of the 2nd book and then you burst into tears all over again because you didn't have the third book. he isn't sure what to do and eventually decides on offering you a different book he's "interested in" in the hopes it'll take your mind off of the missing third book.

contrary to the above, ollie isn't all that bothered about you ignoring him in favour of reading. he sees you looking cozy with a book in your hands and his first (and only) thought is: that's the perfect napping spot. yeah, nine times out of ten, your reading session is very briefly interrupted by a sleepy bear sliding into your lap. enjoy!

oscar piastri:

i think oscar would try and read but he'd never get very far and he'd end up leaving a trail of unfinished books behind him. when he finds out you're a reader, however, he tries to use that as motivation. it doesn't work but he's very supportive of your hobby nonetheless!

oscar just sighs and googles the nearest bookstore when you come to him complaining about forgetting to pack the sequel to the latest book you read. he knew you'd forgotten something so he'd already been prepared to have to rebuy something. to him, this is very tame.

isn't bothered at all that you're choosing reading over him. he'll either take this as an opportunity to nap (cuddled up to you, of course) or he'll ask you to read to him. you might have to play catch up if you're in the middle of a book or ask him to wait for you to start the next one, but he's really not that bothered.

paul aron:

another member of the might occasionally read gang. paul prefers watching stuff to reading, but a good book can easily capture his attention. he loves listening to you talk about books and if you ever want to lend him a book, he will read it cover to cover, even if he hates it, because you gave it to him.

paul isn't sure what to do when you tell him you forgot to bring the sequel of a book with you on holiday. you don't want to buy another copy because what's the point, but you're also dying to know what happens next. paul eventually decides to get the ebook for you and hopes you can make some progress with that version of the book.

this is where paul gets into his baby girl side. you're not allowed to ignore him, that's just rude. he won't tear the book away like some of the other drivers would, but he's definitely gonna call your name over and over until you answer him. it's annoying, sure, but it works 100% of the time.

pierre gasly:

he's not really a reader but the first time he discovered you were, he asked you to read to him and now he's obsessed with books... only if you narrate them. it's a bit silly and he'll never tell anyone lest he be teased horrifically for it, but he's a biiiiit sappy.

another one who knows instantly to find the nearest bookstore and get you a replacement copy when you tell him you forgot to pack the sequel to the book you're reading. he'll even offer to let you get a few more books as well to avoid this issue happening again. it's charming, really.

you're his personal audiobook narrator, remember? you physically cannot ignore him whilst you're reading. he will push his way into your personal bubble and impatiently wait for you to read the book to him. again, it's a bit silly, but you go along with it because you still get to read at the end of the day.

yuki tsunoda:

yuki's probably read a few manga here and there whilst growing up, but he's not really a novel reader. if you read manga, he might ask to borrow your favourites, but he'll let you keep the long, wordy books to yourself. feel free to read him to sleep though!

when you tell yuki you've forgotten the sequel to the book you just finished reading, he's a bit awkward. does he offer to buy you another copy? or does he try and push you towards reading something else? by the time he's made a decision, you're already halfway through your next book.

you're not allowed to ignore yuki ever, let alone when you're reading. he'll bully his way onto your lap and pout at you until you put the book down and give him a sufficient enough amount of kisses. its over 100 kisses btw so i hope you weren't in the middle of a chapter!

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Pick 1 or more!

I do poly fics! Can be driver x driver x reader OR driver x wag x reader. I will also write M x M reader just clarify and if you pick a prompt that states a gender I will fix it accordingly.

Lando Norris

Max Verstappen

Charles Leclerc

Oscar Piastri

Carlos Sainz

Lewis Hamilton

George Russell

Fernando Alonso

Alex Albon

Daniel Ricciardo

Pierre Gasly

Yuki T

Lanco Stroll

Ollie Bearman

Franco Colapinto

Logan Sargeant

Jack Doohan

Liam Lawson

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Dino Beganovic

Paul Aaron

Toto Wolff

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Mark Webber

Max Fewtrell

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Here at Lee-Lee's our sauce is the overall vibe of the fic! Pick 1

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Alfredo Sauce - Sweet Sex

Pizza Toppings

Pick 1 or more

Pepperoni - "Be a good girl, and you'll get what you want"

Sausage - "Better not waste a drop"

Olives - "Swallow every last bit. NOW!"

Jalapenos - "Always such a fucking brat"

Onions - "I saw you being a little slut"

Green Peppers - "I'm gonna have that ass glowing red by the time I'm done with you"

Tomatoes - "Do you enjoy pissing me off?"

Mushrooms - "Wrong, wanna try again"

Salami - "You’re gonna get an attitude adjustment if you keep being a brat”

Chicken - "Awe, you thought I'd let you cum that easy?"

Basil - "I love to watch my cum leak from your pretty pussy"

Garlic - "I know you love it when I fill that pretty pussy with my cum"

Cilantro - "Stop crying and fucking take it"

Roasted Peppers - "Couldn’t help yourself, could you?"

Artichokes - "Imagine your father saw you now. On your knees like a proper trained slut for me to use"

Bacon - "What would your brother think if he caught us"

Banana Peppers - "Taking it from both ends? It’s cause you’re a fucking whore"

Ham - "Such a whore you’re getting off on my thigh?"

Buffalo Chicken - "Such a fucking crybaby, just fucking take it all"

Spinach - "Awe I love to know I stretched you out just enough to take all my cock"

Pineapple - "Been such a good girl, tonight you deserve a reward"

Arugula - "I love stretching this pussy out"

Broccoli - "Made just for me huh?"

Gorgonzola cheese - "Are you always this fucking loud?"

Parmesan cheese - "Awe... did that hurt? Tuff luck I'm gonna do it again"

Mozzarella- “All you ever do is bitch and complain, just fucking take it”

Feta cheese - “God, I love watching your makeup get ruined”

Cheddar cheese - “cumming for me already? Such a needy slut”

Roasted Mushrooms - “Fucking you so good you I can see myself in your tummy”

Roasted Artichokes - “im gonna put a baby in you”

Gouda cheese - “Slow down? You just told me to speed up, make up your mind silly girl”

Red peppers - “No. Go change”

BBQ Chicken - “Gonna let me cum in you? I know you wanna have my baby”

Canadian bacon - "Do you need an attitude adjustment"

Meatballs - "Why do you always have to complain?"

Chorizo - "Alright, you spent my money. You know what to do now"

Pulled pork - "God, I love when I fuck the attitude out of you"

Egg - "Why so needy?"

Prosciutto - "I love making this pretty pussy squirt"

Anchovies - "How are you already drenched"

Sweet Onions - "Are you done complaining?"

Cherry Tomatoes - "Gonna regret it tomorrow when you can’t sit right"

Sun-dried tomatoes - "Gonna look so pretty pregnant"

Provolone - "Always look best with a face covered in my cum"

Ricotta - "I love your voice but it's always my favorite when you're moaning my name"

Goat cheese - "Get on your knees and beg"

Buratta - "How many was that? three... I think you can give me another"

Fontina - "wipe that fucking smirk off your face"

Pepper jack. - "If you wanna be a whore go back to his place then"

Colby Jack - "If you keep running that mouth you're not gonna cum tonight"

Romano - "You're the biggest disappointment to your family. You're a whore and now you're a fucking liar"

Kielbasa - "A preschooler is better behaved than you are"

Kale - "I love knowing I ruined you so good you can only cum when I make you"

Eggplant - "Are you sure you want me to take it baby?"

Shrimp - "I'll be gentle"

Turkey sausage - "Only the best for my girl"

Pancetta - "Your father always finds a way to piss me off"

Roasted asparagus - "Stop trying to get away. Just be a good girl and take it"

Shallots - "I love marking you up. Let everyone know I own you"

Oregano - "Please, let me cum in you"

Turkey meatballs - “Stop crying, I’m far from done”

Mozzarella balls - “Gonna get yourself in trouble”

Vegan sausage - “God you love it when I slap that pretty little face of yours”

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Beer - Edging/ orgasm denial

Coke - Spanking

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Lemonade - Body Worship (Reader giving or receiving)

Pink lemonade - Degrading Kink

Diet Coke - Recording Kink

Pepsi - Oral Kink

Diet Pepsi - Biting

Sparkling Water - Spitting

Red bull - Hickeys

Mt. Dew - Dom/ Sub (Is reader a dom or sub?)

Water - Breeding Kink

Wine - Free Use Kink

Black Tea - Choking

Green Tea - Doggy Position

Boba - Anal

Strawberry Smoothie - Bondage

Apple Juice - Pain Kink

Slushie - Safe word used

Sun Tea - Sir kink

White Claw - Crying

Truly - Belly Bulge

Mango Smoothie - Baby trapping

Orange juice - morning sex

Vodka soda - Somnophilia/ sleepy sex

Tequila sunrise - Wax Play

Vodka redbull - Squirting

Coke Zero - High sex

Cranberry juice - Caught in the act

Mojito - Loss of virginity

Old Fashion - Drunk sex

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injury causer- l.sargeant

Day 11 of fic-tober! fic-tober masterlist

summary: logan can't look where he's going, too bad he runs straight into you.

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You were the lead mechanic on the Andretti Indycar team. You dealt with Kyle Kirkwood and his massive ego all day, everyday. You could’ve sworn everyone hated him by the way he was looked at by other paddock employees. He was nice when the cameras were out but other than that? Asshole. 

You knelt down, trying to get a good look at the car when someone somehow didn’t see you, walked straight into you, kicking you directly in the stomach. 

“Fuck! Sorry!” he immediately rushed out, leaning down to help you out. 

“Watch where you’re going please?” you scoffed, standing up. Kyle laughed as he started sputtering through an apology. You knew who he was, he was Logan Sargeant, a fucking F1 driver. You didn’t care. You weren’t dealing with another asshole’s huge ego today, not that you thought Logan would have one, you knew what he was like, but then again, F1 can change people. You looked at Kyle, who subtly whispered to him to stop apologising. “Drivers aren’t the only people who make the sport happen, dickhead.”

He looked taken aback. “Come one Y/n, it was-”

 “I’m super sorry, I just… I didn’t realise where I was stepping. Sorry again,” Logan interjected. 

“Y/n, stop being a bitch alright?” Kyle scoffed, and you genuinely could’ve killed him. 

“Dude, that’s a dick move,” Logan turned to his friend with a look of disgust. “Apologise.”

Now it was Kyle’s turn to look shocked. “What do you mean?” he scoffed. 

“I mean apologise, you’re being an asshole,” Logan replied calmly. 

Kyle scoffed, which turned into a laugh. 

“I’ll cut your breaks,” you threatened, shutting him up. “And thank you Logan, but that’s alright. I don’t think the word ‘sorry’ is in his vocabulary.” 

Logan turned to Kyle again. “Dude, you’re being a dick. Apologise.”

“Sorry,” he scoffed, and walked off.

“I’m so sorry about him,” Logan sighed. “He can be-”

“An asshole all the time? Yeah, I know,” you nodded. “I'm sorry that you’re his friend.”

He chuckled. “He’s not that bad.”

“Trust me, he is.”

He smiled at you. Internally, he was losing it over the fact that you were standing in front of him, talking to him. He had basically been in love with you since you were both 15. You’d been Adrian Newey’s prodigy as you came up through the motorsports world, and after a bad crash you didn’t get back in the car. That meant you turned to understanding the car, how it worked, how to design one, how to make it safer, make it faster. You knew everything about Indycar, Formula 1, Formula 2, Formula 3, Formula 4 cars. You had even designed some of the best karts in the world. You designed the Mclaren car this year, you’d conceptualised the rear-wing, you’d made it all happen for them, and now you were at Andretti, ready to make them winners. On top of that, you were designing for 6 of the 10 F1 teams, 1 of the 11 F2 teams, and 2 of the 10 F3 teams. Your resume was more than packed, but Logan liked you. You had always been kind to him. Coming up through the European side of motorsport, making friends wasn’t always easy. Yes, he had Oscar, but Oscar also had Zhou, Fred, Paul, and anyone else. Oscar was busy most of the time, so Logan would just hang around the paddock. That’s when he met you. You’d invite him to RedBull team stuff and you ended up spending a lot of time together. 

“It’s nice to see you again,” he smiled. 

“It’s nice to see you again,” you smiled back. “How’s Prema treating you?”

“Good. Better than Williams,” he shrugged. 

“I wanted to reach out after it happened but I think you changed your number,” you admitted. “You deserved so much more than that team. Everyone knows what a talented driver you are.”

He shrugged, his face heating up. “Thank you, it means a lot.”

“Well, it was nice to see you, I’d better get back to it-”

“Here’s my number,” he said, handing you a slip of paper. “I’d like you call me sometimes- I-I’d like to call sometimes- I like you, call me- I-”

“I like you too, and yes, I will call you ,” you chuckled, endeared by his embarrassing moment. 

He shook his head, drowning in embarrassment. He smiled and waved as you walked back to your desk, happy that, at the very least, he had your number.

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[whatdoeseverybodywant]

There is nothing left for Jey to do on Raw… we know he not getting another title shot, especially from Sami so from now, until he gets thrown back into the bloodline story he will be in dumbass matches that do him no good…

Shoulda just drafted his ass to SD and let him take the title from Logan Paul… but hey, what the hell do I know? I’m just a fanfic writer 🤷🏽‍♀️😒

Matt and Jeff Hardy were single champions so why tf can’t Jimmy and Jey have a couple of single title runs???

All they want that man for is his entrance and it’s sad. Homie has had the most matches out of ANYONE on the entire WWE roster and yall wanna keep him off the one of the biggest PLEs of the year?

FOH

And when Jimmy does come back.

Work on his damn character! We get it he’s a player hater but damn, can we get some fucking story progression! Like WHY did he go back to Roman? That shit made no sense…

Jimmy can still be goofy but he can win matches too! He doesn’t need to be SmackDowns resided bitch boy shits weird,

when it comes to The USOs it seems like creative doesn’t give a fuck. Them men have been busting their asses for 14+ years.

14 years of GREAT proms , GREAT matches just for them to be reduced to Yeet vs No Yeet?

I HATE BEING AN USOS FAN RIGHT NOW! I WANT BETTER FOR OUR FAVES AND IT LOOKS LIKE WERE NOT GON A GET IT NO TIME SOON.

[ashethecoolperson]

🫶 requuuueeeesssssttttt : jealous dom x reader (honestly in any scenario) but picturing him jealous is so 😭🤭 (ur writing is soo good ik whatever u cook up will be 🤌)

Jealous

A/N: i love jealous dom hndhsjhsskb

Dom, hurry up! We’ll be late!” You yelled from the living room, still waiting for him to get ready after an hour. You guys had to go to a business party and you weren’t trying to be late. But you thought that Dom was purposely trying to be late.

As you groaned and went upstairs, you opened the door and saw Dom with a towel wrapped around his waist, his hair still wet from what seemed like a shower. You were lost for words as you swallowed nervously and kept looking at him.

God he looked hot.

“You almost ready?” You finally asked after what seemed like hours, and he nodded. “Almost, mi amor. Just lost my suit.”

You smiled slightly as he continued putting on clothes. “You know, we need to leave soon.” You said softly, watching him get dressed, trying not to stare too much at him. But Dom noticed anyway.

He stopped, turned, and looked at you, raising an eyebrow. You tried not to blush at his stare. “Whatcha looking at?” He asked teasingly as you rolled your eyes. “Nothing. Now hurry up, we’ll be late.” You said plainly and he scoffed.

“Stop rushing me.” He whined and did that little pout he always did, as you just laughed and left.

—-

After you two finally left and got to the business party, you immediately noticed how crowded it actually was. You weren’t complaining, of course, because you loved parties, but Dom kept glaring at every man that even came close to you. It wasn’t exactly surprising, though, considering how easily jealous Dom got. But it was funny for some reason. Not to mention how cute he looked, blushing and being angry at people who wanted nothing more than to talk to you.

But once Dom went off to get drinks, you felt a tap on your shoulder and turned around. Almost immediately you felt like groaning since it was the man you hated most, Logan Paul.

He was so snobby and a shit person, and yet he wanted to be friends with you.

You wondered why he wanted to be friends with you, probably because he wanted to get to Dom too.

“Hey, babe!” Logan exclaimed as he wrapped an arm around your shoulders and you stiffened.

Why did he always have to call you babe?

“Hi Logan.” You said plainly and tried not to get his drink all over you since he was practically swinging it around. He didn’t seem to notice though as he continued talking about whatever the fuck had happened to him recently. It was honestly annoying, but you weren’t going to say anything. He was the golden star of the company, and if you did what you actually wanted to, you’d probably either get fired or be in prison.

“Soooo, how’s Dom been doing?” Logan asked as he looked down at you, not like the good way that Dom did, but in a way that was uncomfortable.

“He’s been good..just doing normal stuff.” You mumbled and he grinned. Of course he wouldn’t believe you. He was a creep.

Just then Dom came back and you breathed a sigh of relief, shrugging Logan’s hand off of your shoulders and smiling at how Dom wrapped an arm around your waist.

Dom scowled as Logan scrambled for a reply. “Eso no es my fault!” He exclaimed, and Dom just stared.

Even you didn’t know why Logan did spanglish.

“Spanglish? Eso es bajo, incluso para ti.” Dom said as he rolled his eyes and glared at Logan. “Shoo.” He added before turning to you and walking away, dragging you with him.

As you two were outside, he looked down at you. “Mi amor, why didn’t you say anything? You know I hate him.” He asked as his hands were on your hips, gently pulling you closer. As you rested your head on his chest, you sighed contently.

“I wanted to beat his ass.” You said with a shrug as he started to laugh, rolling his eyes. “Can we go home?” You asked and he sighed. “Yeah. This party’s boring as hell anyways.”

Goddamn, you loved when he was jealous.

[keepsmagnetoaway]

Origin 2 (December 2001)

Paul Jenkins, Bill Jemas & Joe Quesada/Andy Kubert

As I understand it, the writing and release of this comic was quite a big deal.

Wolverine's origins had, until this point, been left intentionally unexplored beyond the gory fantasia of the incredible "Weapon X" storyline, which in the end (and to its credit) left a lot more unexplained than explained.

That had been in 1991, after the 80s had seen Wolverine explode into mega-popularity. Ten years after that, with Wolverine only getting bigger and bigger, Marvel concluded they needed to go back for a second look, back right to the beginning: doing so in part because the X-Men movies had started taking off and discussions about doing some Wolverine backstory in those were being had, and the comics guys felt they needed to get there first.

You can tell how important this was all considered by the fact that Joe Quesada, Marvel's then-editor-in-chief, is one of the writers on this: it was felt that it needed top-level editorial input and planning.

All that planning basically comes to a head in this issue, only the second of the series, but the one with the essential revelation. Our trio - sickly posh boy James, Rose the servant girl and Dog the semi-feral son of the abusive father Logan - have bust up into teenage unhappiness and a brutal showdown in the mansion, where James' father is killed by Logan. We all know what's coming.

Until...

...we don't.

This is a genuinely great twist. Everything has been pointing us in one direction: in retrospect, all a bit too obviously, but as you're reading it, it works. And then we realise that the reason the tragic family in the big spooky house are so tragic is that there's a terrible genetic secret. The reason soft little posh boy James isn't allowed to go out and play isn't his allergies. It's that he's the fucking Wolverine.

[knightotoc]

ranking all the scary movies/shorts/TV I saw and the scary books/stories I read this spooky season (August - October)

Mr. Vampire (hilarious 80s kung fu-jiangshi-ghost bride movie from Hong Kong)

The Innocents (rewatched this beloved 60s British ghost movie about abandonment vs smothering, grief vs insanity)

Carrie (iconic 70s tragi-goofy sexploitation-turned-bloodbath movie)

The Beast in the Jungle (Henry James short story about the horror of missed opportunity, a la I Saw The TV Glow) (which would have been #1 but I saw it before my arbitrary cut off date)

Dracula + Spanish Dracula 1931 (rewatched beloved Dwight Frye vehicle + finally watched its filmed-by-night Spanish counterpart, and learned you gotta see them together)

The Curse of Frankenstein (finally watched some 50s Hammer horror with Peter Cushing as the nastiest Frankenstein ever and Christopher Lee as a pathetic wet cat)

Dracula (más Hammer with da boys)

The Way It Came (another Henry James that I especially liked for being strangely funny)

The Haunting of Bly Manor (rewatched beloved TV show and found more flaws in it this time, oops🙃 but it got me to read these Henry Jameses so 👏 and it still got me to cry 👏)

Boogeyman (free YouTube movie from 2005 that everyone thinks is terrible except for me, I thought it was absolutely fantastic, though that might have to do with all the parallels I was seeing to Attack of the Clones)

Personal Shopper (heartbreaking and beautiful Kristen Stewart vehicle)

American Psycho (the most disturbing book I've ever read, by far the most fucked thing here)

The Exorcist III (I never saw the first one but I skipped to part 3 for my man Brad Dourif and Blatty's always relatable spiritual torment)

Viy (super fun 60s Soviet man vs ghost lady movie)

Weeping Woman Way (I found a new Junji Ito at the library and this was my favorite story, as someone who used to cry all the fucking time)

The Romance of Certain Old Clothes (Henry James story about envy and repression, if you can believe it)

The Metamorphosis of Mr. Samsa (brilliant Canadian animation short from the 70s made by pushing sand around to give a swirling, wiggly feeling)

The Last Man on Earth (bleak and quite accurate Vincent Price adaptation of the Matheson novella)

Nightbreed (really fun Clive Barker "mean humans vs nice monsters" movie)

Dead Ringers (beautifully sad Cronenberg about the tragedy of utter codependence)

Scanners (an earlier Cronenberg about psychic connections, which is one of my favorite themes)

Society (fun rich people body horror cult movie with a fabulous finale; I thought the rest of it was quite touching too)

Butcher Baker Nightmare Maker (👏camp👏)

Where Are You Going, Where Have You Been? (terrifying short story from the 60s about a demon kidnapper by Joyce Carol Oates from Twitter)

The Spirit Flow of Aokigahara (another great one from the Junji Ito book which has an evil mlm makeout and a totally fucked Logan Paul reference)

Minnie the Moocher (very very good Betty Boop, featuring rotoscoped Cab Calloway)

The Lord of the Rings (speaking of rotoscoped, Bakshi's wacky 70s animation which PJ kind of ripped off, kind of improved, but has its own fabulous character that had me weeping the nerdiest tears I've shed since like 2017)

Uncle Boonmee Who Can Recall His Past Lives (weird and beautiful Thai movie from 2010 that definitely counts as existential horror)

We Have Always Lived in the Castle (people seem very critical of this 2018 adaptation of the Shirley Jackson novella, but I loved it, especially the way it so often keeps the camera on the fiercely protected ground)

Possession (weird European-y movie that is really good but I had a bit of a hard time getting into)

Isle of the Dead (slow 40s Boris Karloff movie with some fantastic agnostic angst)

The Curse of Dracular (very cute new claymation short a guy made for his dad)

Slumber (another Junji Ito, another on the theme of a psychic connection)

The Jolly Corner (really cool Henry James story, also about missed opportunity, specifically a dissolute ex-pat fighting his mean and greedy remained-in-America-sona)

Audition (nasty Japanese time-bendy anti-romance)

The Uninvited (40s movie with a very similar ghost effect to Personal Shopper; I watched it twice and enjoyed the second time more since there's a big twist that reframes everything; saddest ghost crying I've ever heard)

Rope (the gay Hitchcock one; makes me want to see a stage production where the Jimmy Stewart character is actually fruity)

Train to Busan (fun and emotional Korean zombie movie with a kinda stupid ending)

Blade (90s comic book vampire movie with the Volturi if they were Protestant)

Hellboy (romantic and transgender-ish comic book movie from 2004)

Perfect Blue (90s anime movie that predicted internet parasocial relationships; very good but I have some beef with it)

Never Open That Door (50s Argentine anthology movie that goes great with Black Sabbath and Shadow of a Doubt)

Dead of Night (40s British anthology movie with a brilliant framing device)

The Phantom of the Monastery (30s Mexican movie that really understands how horrifyingly effective Catholicism is at preserving stuff)

Eyes of Laura Mars (faboo 70s fashion slasher with another psychic connection)

Nosferatu (rewatched with the Radiohead soundtrack being shown at indie theaters, I thought it was awesome)

Madonna (Junji Ito vs Catholicism feat. pillars of salt)

An American Werewolf in London (very funny Landis movie with a really annoying romance)

The Alter of the Dead (Henry James anti-romance with a kinda weak ending)

The Ruins (silly plant horror movie that feels like the Hunger Games extended universe)

The Ruins (I preferred the movie because the plants just get too smart in the book)

Darth Plagueis (Star Wars at its coldest and meanest!)

Let the Right One In (creative Swedish vampire movie with some great ideas and some really stupid ones)

Hell Followed With Us (ig I'm too old for YA, but I appreciated the representation)

Don't Look Under the Bed (the scariest DCOM; pretty fun lore)

The Legend of Hell House (horny 70s movie that keeps turning me off then winning me back, feat. Peter Cushing's Van Helsing's boyfriend Michael Gough)

The Happening (the Shyamalan that's bad ... on purpose?)

Friday the 13th (fun to watch but man it is not good)

Practical Magic (frustrating cozy 90s witch movie)

Creature from the Haunted Sea (Corman parody with one or two good jokes: "Little did they know that I, Sparks Moran, was an American agent... My real name was XK150")

Carrie (the boring remake with Ansel Elgort, boo!)

Son of Dracula (dreadful 70s Ringo Starr thing with potentially interesting lore and a kinda iconic blood transfusion scene)

Hearts and Flowers (creepy 1930 stop motion that is pretty cool and imaginative but also racist af)

[ferahntics]

Hey guys, it's me my new account,

Today I will would like to apologize for mistake and hateful anything okay, here some story about Why send of Death Threat for not drawing dragon fire Kirby sleeping and not taking request,

Here some story

On June 2, 2023. I sent the Request dragon fire Kirby sleeping at inbox as anon to ferahntics.

Moment Hours later, Ferahntics didn't draw dragon fire Kirby sleeping and not taking request. Ferahntics said "I'm sorry anon, I will not taking request, if I do I will post on future"

Five Months Later On Nov 30, 2023. He was so angry for not drawing dragon fire Kirby and not taking request since five months ago, I used on phone and sent to death threat as anon,

Moments Later. Ferahntics is saw the death threat and hateful message for not drawing dragon fire Kirby sleeping and not taking request, and then ferahntics is posted said "What is Happening"

2 hours later. Ferahntics is Blocked me for sending death threat and Hateful Message.

And Later, I used on another account on Computer, I using Website and Pixlr E, then I Edit on profile picture, these are Photos like Michael de Santa from GTA V, and Unknown Hanging image, and I send to inbox and hateful message as anon,

And moment later Ferahntics is posted and said "To anons sending me death threats, and gore images and wishing I get killed or s'xually assaulted"

7 Hours Later Ferahntics are Posted and repost two times and then Hundreds of User are Blocking Me,

8 Hours Later on Dec 1, 2023.

I Tried to Apologize like a childish or Logan Paul like saint, or something? And I posted and tried to apologize three times,

5 hours later, Ferahntics has reposted said "I'd love to leave this post alone, but they had the guts to make another account and send me the most insincere, most childish, most ridiculous '''apologies''' that make Logan Paul look like a saint. New account is sleepinglovers293return so block that for ya'll safety too."

And then Hundred of User are Blocking me Again,

That's all of story.

Ferahntics must be proud and support

Thanks to all of support and I'm appreciated for Blocked by Hundred of User.

And I'm sorry for sending hateful message and death threat and g*re image.

I Promise I will not sending death threat, g*re image, and Hateful Message,

Hope you like some story

So I was gonna ignore this but this just pisses me off an unbelievable amount, so a lot of swearing incoming.

You sent me endless messages wishing I die, how you'll kill me, how you'll SA me, how you'll torture me all because I didn't want to draw your request because my requests were closed.

And you know what? If my requests would've been open, I PROBABLY would've done it! Cause I didn't think anything of it, I didn't know it was a fetish thing, I learned that later. And after all of this, absolutely won't do it.

And now you have the fucking audacity to spam me once again with the worst apologies with fucking gifs of Homer from Simpsons begging, still use the false identities as to apologize - as if that somehow undoes anything??

Do you think I'm just gonna ignore this and pretend like nothing happened and let bygones be bygones? After all of these disgusting messages about actual things that can impact people VERY badly and cause them spiral? Or go through a traumatic episode just because you got a little bit mad cause I didn't indulge in your fetish which I didn't even know about?

You wanna know what would be the best thing for you to do right now? Stop making new accounts, quit spamming me and anyone else, and take a long-ass pause and reevaluate yourself and how you go about it, because none of this should be thrown around so freely. I don't care 'its the internet, who cares' - because no matter how many times you say that, there will always be people who will get scarred very badly just because you can't handle your hissy fits.

And if there is anything I can do about it, I WILL make this shit known, because I'm lucky enough to not be mentally affected by your nonsense. Someone else, however, might take it extremely badly. That being said, I WILL mention all of your account names, because I REFUSE to let someone else have this shit spammed.

Until you can prove you've changed and matured, I will not accept any apologies - I don't owe it to you - and I WILL keep updating with your account names.

Sincerely, get the fuck off of my page.

[kendallroydefender]

Somewhere only we know- Chapter 3 (Kendall Roy x Reader)

Masterlist

Series summary: You met Kendall when you were six years old. You have spent every summer together and now years later you and him are still just as close.

This story follows Kendall and his best friend through their lives. Will they realize their feelings for each other before it’s too late?

Chapter three summary: Kendall and the reader make it through their college years but at their graduation Logan comes with a surprise that will ruin Kendall’s plan

Authors Notes: Chapter three is finally here! There’s allusions to smut in this chapter…. Thank you all for reading love you guys

Words: 5.3k

You knock on the door of the only person you want to see right now. You just hope he’s home. Stewy opens the door, a joke on his lips but he spots instantly that you’re not in the mood for this. ”Is he here?“ you ask and Stewy shakes his head ”He’s at the library but he should be here any moment, are you okay?“ the dark haired guy asks. ”Yeah… actually no, Liam and I broke up.“. It had happened an hour ago, you had met with Liam to hang out at his place before he told you that you couldn’t see each other anymore. You were hurt even though it wasn’t going well between the two of you. He had started to criticize you heavily. Nothing you did was right, your music taste was shit, the books you liked sucked and your friendship with Kendall was phony. You fought a lot with Liam because you wanted to stand your ground. Even though you weren’t a musician like Liam was, you loved listening to it. And your friendship with Kendall was far from shallow, you could always count on him and he had been in your live for such a long time. He was one of the most important people in your life and you loved him immensely.

He told you to stop meeting your friends, Stewy too, and you said you wouldn’t then he broke up with you. He called you some nasty things on your way out, he accused you of sleeping with Kendall and even with Stewy wich was ridiculous, your relationship had always been platonic.

You tell all of this Stewy while you sit with him in their living room. ”Well, he’s clearly an idiot.“ Stewy says and you can’t help the watery chuckle leaving you. ”Come on don’t be sad about that ass. He’s not worth it. I mean have you seen him? Fucking Kerouac wannabe.“ now you are actually laughing ”His writing wasn’t that bad.“ you feel the need to defend him ”Are you kidding? He is so bad.“ Stewy is now chuckling too.

Kendall and Leighton had broken off too a few months back. Leighton had called it quits because she talked with Kendall about their future after college and it turned out that they didn’t envisioned the same. She wanted to settle down in some mid sized town and get married. Kendall however wants to go back to New York, see places and not get married right away. It was the right decision and they both weren’t really heartbroken about it. They were still kind of friendly but haven’t had much contact anymore.

You sit on the couch with Stewy when the door opens ”Yo! You home?“ Kendall calls from the doorway and you feel your mood lifting. Just hearing his voice did something to your soul that made you feel better. It always did, but that’s just because he’s your best friend, right?

”In here.“ Stewy calls back and Kendall takes his Headphones off and lays his Walkman on the table. He sees you ”Hey! What are you doing here?“ Kendall smiles but Stewy shakes his head a little muttering a little ”Dude.“ Kendall’s brows furrow ”You okay?“ he asks and you take a breath ”Uhm… Liam- we broke up.“ you tell him. ”Oh, uh, I’m sorry.“ Kendall says and sits down next to you, a hand on your back rubbing it softly.

You spend the night with the two guys, you order food and they cheer you up in their own way.

Until Stewy has to leave. He’s seeing Paul a guy he’d recently met.

You still feel upset and Kendall can tell, he pulls you into him ”Hey, come on you will find someone better than Liam. I’ve not told you but he sucked.“ Kendall says and you chuckle a bit, having heard similar from Stewy earlier.

”He actually- he started to hate on you. Like a lot, wanted me to stop hanging out with you.“ you admit. Kendall feels a pang in his chest. The thought that someone could stop you two from being friends hurt. ”Of course I wouldn’t.“ you add and your eyes tell Kendall that you mean it.

Kendall and you watch a movie together and fall asleep cuddled into Kendall and half on top of him on the couch. His arms securely wrapped around you, he was rubbing your back before he fell asleep himself. Stewy comes back with Paul at some point. They see you on the couch and Stewy shakes his head with a smile. ”Are they a couple?“ Paul asks, he always wondered about that. Stewy chuckles a little ”No, no they’re just idiots.“. He knows how Kendall feels about you and he can tell how you feel about Kendall - he doesn’t even know why the two of you got with Leighton and Liam in the first place.

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”Come on let’s do something fun.“ Kendall says and you smile while shaking your head. You’re sitting in the empty office of the Havard Lampoon. Kendall had told you to meet him here, since he’s got an key to the office. He started to work on the business side of the Lampoon about a year ago. You had to finish a paper and Kendall is supposed do something here, that’s why you met in the office in the first place. Your time at college is coming to an end only two more months are left.

”I need to finish this and I bet you have to do something too.“

Kendall’s head comes to rest on your shoulder ”No, uh, I’m actually done.“ he says and you snicker. ”You’re a bad liar, Kenny.“ you tell him and he smiles to himself knowing he’s pretty good at lying, you just know him too well. ”Let’s go to a club.“ Kendal suggest and you shake you head at him while you laugh.

Since your breakup you and Kendall have gotten really close again. And you can’t deny that there are feelings coming back slowly, feelings you thought were gone. He gets up and sorts through the cassettes they had laying in a box. ”Ugh, where’s the good music.“ he complains. ”Well not everyone can be a music connoisseur like you.“ he puts something into the recorder before he gets an idea ”We should definitely make another mixtape, with all the songs we like. It will be perfect.“ he’s looking so enthusiastic and happy that you can’t deny him. And so you spend the night in the Lampoon office, your essay long forgotten as you and Kendall try to find the perfect order for your favorite songs.

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”Dude, really?“ Kendall scorns Stewy when he offers you one of the lines he just set up. You look at Kendall who just did one himself. ”What? Do you want all for yourself? Sharing is caring, Kenny.“ you giggle at your friend. Kendall rolls his eyes. ”I just don’t want you mixed up in this stuff.“ he tells you. ”Oh come on dad.“ Stewy chuckles and you giggle too. ”I’ll be fine, you’re with me.“ you tell him and take his hand. You know Kendall hates when you do coke with him, Laura and Stewy. Wich you always found a little hypocritical of him, since the two men did it more often then you did. To be honest you weren’t a big fan of the drug, you rather stick to alcohol while partying and sometimes you smoked with Kendall. And you weren’t a big fan of your friends use either. But tonight you and Laura had agreed to take a line with them. College was almost over and you wanted to have some fun tonight.

You look up at Kendall with a little pout and he finds he can’t deny you anything if you look at him like that ”Fine, it’s whatever.“ you smile and press a kiss against his cheek.

You feel the drug take over your system, your heart starts beating faster and you just feel excited.

At some point of the night Stella, Stewys girlfriend, comes over and Laura takes home a guy she’s met. Slowly the party comes to an end, people start leaving and you feel yourself coming down from your high.

You find yourself walking down the night streets side by side with Kendall. Your hands are brushing from time to time and when they do you feel warm inside. ”This girl back in the club really was set on taking you home.“ you say and he shrugs. ”Uh-huh.“ Kendall wasn’t really into it tonight, he was doing one night stands from time to time but these past days he just wanted to spend his time with his friends. College was about to be over, he felt as if he had to use that time carefully, especially if he could be spending that time with you.

He remembers that Laura has taken this guy to your flat ”You wanna sleep at mine?“ you look at his profile, his features highlighted by the moonlight, he was beautiful. ”Yeah that’d be great, not really in the mood to hear them.“ he chuckles a little. You walk back to his place in comfortable silence. ”It’ll be so weird not seeing you like every day.“ you tell him what had been on your mind. He hums low ”Going back to only see each other in the summer, huh?“ he jokes but you look at him serious ”I really don’t think I could do that.“ his heart feels warm ”No, me neither.“ he admits, you hold your pinky out towards him ”We have to see each other regularly, okay?“ you ask and Kendall gives you a warm smile ”I promise.“ he tells you sincerely and hooks his pinky finger with yours. You look at each other for some time, smiling and eyes shining with admiration. You swallow before you break eye contact with him. Walking slowly towards his building. ”Does it ever scare you?“ You ask and Kendall frowns a bit ”What?“ his voice is soft

”Finishing college?“

He thinks for a moment before answering ”Sometimes, but its different for me I guess.“ And it is, Kendall already has a job at Waystar. It wasn’t even up to debate for Logan where his Son would work after college. He was already working there in the breaks from school. ”Yeah, true.“ You say ”But you will find something.“ Kendall states and follows up with ”You don’t need to worry. You are so smart and have good grades. Any company that would say no to you is stupid and can fuck off.“ You chuckle ”Kendall…“ but he’s having none of it ”What? Its the truth.“. He gets out a pack of cigarettes and lights one before admitting something to you, that he hasnt talked about to anyone. ”But I am worried sometimes.“ You look at him questiongly ”I will probably forever work with dad and sometimes the thought scares me.“ You get what he’s saying. ”Maybe you can create your own company one day.“ You say and he smiles, that would be great but he doesn’t think that is a option. Not with Logan. Not after he told Kendall that one day he is going to take over Waystar, it was promised to him when he was seven. ”Yeah, maybe.“ the two of you walk in silence for a few blocks. You reach up to him and snatch the cigarette out of his lips, taking a drag and exhaling the smoke before passing it back to Kendall.

”Do you remember the tree house?“ Kendall asks ”Of course I do.“ You almost scoff, because of course you remember the tree house in the Roy garden. You had spend countless hours in there playing with Kendall and when you got too old you were sharing joints in there from time to time. You also played with his siblings there when Kendall had to attend business deals with his dad.

”Yeah they’re tearing it down.“ Your head snaps towards him. ”Oh no, why?“ He shrugs ”Shiv’s too old to play in it now and Dad always hated it, I guess.“

”Wow childhoods really over, huh?“ You chuckle sadly. You link your arm with his but soonly after he shakes your arm off just to throw his arm over your shoulder, pulling you into him more.

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Kendall paces in his room. Tomorrow he will be done with college. He would get his degree. And he has something planned, wich is making him more nervous than the possibility of falling on stage. He wants to tell you about his feelings and maybe this time things would finally work out for the two of you. Stewy has encouraged him to confess.

”So are you ever going to tell her?“ he asked Kendall one night where they were watching some shitty movie. ”Tell who, what?“ Kendall asked but Stewy only gave him an 'you know what I’m talking about' look. ”No, no. Why would I it would ruin everything.“ he said while shrugging. ”Come on, you can’t not see the way she’s looking at you.“ Stewy says, not believing his friend doesn’t know you like him too. Everyone knows that the two of you have feelings for each other. ”She looks at me the same way she always did.“ Kendall tells his friend. ”Yeah? Well then she was always in love with you.“ his friend tells him. Kendall rolls his eyes, he knows that’s not true. Even if you had feelings for him now, you didn’t always had them. But something about what Stewy said lingered in his mind, he just had to tell you or he would regret it otherwise.

The next day while Kendall is getting ready you come over to his flat. You’re already wearing the dress you want to wear for the ceremony. Hair and makeup done. Stewy let’s you in. ”Stewyyyy congrats!“ you say as you hug the boy. ”Where’s my Kenny?“ you ask and Stewy points towards Kendall’s room. ”Kenny! Are you ready to step into the real world?“ you ask as you hug him, pressing a kiss onto his cheek that has him melting.

You spend the time before you all have to leave for the ceremony in their flat drinking champagne while laying on the soft expensive rugs in the living room. Stewys girlfriend, Stella, came over too. Kendall looks over at you talking to her. You look absolutely stunning, but than again you always do. He couldn’t believe you were his best friend. He prays to every god there is that you would reciprocate his feelings.

You tip your head back to drink the last bit of the drink before getting up. ”Shall we?“ You ask in a fake british accent. Stella giggles taking your hand and letting you pull her up. You grab your purses and look back at the boys ”You coming?“ you quip as you and Stella link your arms walking out of the flat.

The ceremony goes down smoothly. You spot your family next to the Roy’s. You cheer a little as Kendall receives his diploma and he shouts as you get yours. You throw him an air kiss and his smile grows at your antics. As you throw your hats into the air you lean your body into Kendall’s and he wraps an arm around your shoulder. He presses a kiss against your temple before you go to hug other people.

Your parents come over towards you. ”Congratulations, Honey.“ your dad says as he hugs you. ”We’re so proud of you!“ your mom says when it’s her turn to hug you. ”Congratulations to you to, son.“ your dad gives Kendall a hug as Logan shakes your hand.

”Hey Rome! Hey Shiv! How are you?“ you give his little siblings a side hug, eyes locking with Roman when you ask the last part. You knew he was sent away to military school, Kendall had said Logan had decided to do so because he thought the younger brother was 'too weak'. Your heart had broken when he told you, Roman seemed like such a sensitive child and you had loved him for it. He was a good kid. You couldn’t imagine him being happy at military school. That’s why you had written Roman on his birthday and for Christmas. Connor gives you a big hug and tells how little you were when he first met you in their garden in the Hamptons, playing with his brother.

It’s nice to see Kendall’s family again, well it’s nice to see his siblings again. Logan was still Logan. You knew how to behave around him, you would never make a scene or even let the man know that you didn’t like him. He was important for your parents and for your best friend and you didn’t want to get either in trouble.

Your parents take you to eat dinner in a fancy restaurant and afterwards you all will attend the party Logan is having for Kendall.

”Kendall come here for a moment.“ Logan says to him. You had arrived an hour ago and since then you and Kendall have been glued to each others sides.

”Yes dad?“ he asks ”I think it’s time for you, Son. You’re going to Shanghai. To learn the business." Kendall feels his heart fall. He knew this was a big opportunity but he had planned this day different. He had hoped to start this new chapter with you as something more than friends. Now this would be impossible. Long distance could be possible but this was a bit too far for it to work out. It also wasn’t what you deserve, you deserve to have someone near you. So he can do nothing but swallow his feelings once again. On the other hand he knows not to speak up against Logan and he appreciates that his father trusts him enough to become part of his legacy one day. He nods at his fathers words. ”When do I have- when do I leave?" He asks stumbling on his words. ”In two days.“ Logan tells him. Kendall feels numb. He wants to scream and cry. But he settles on just walking back over to where you are standing with the others. Taking one look at him you can see that something had happened. ”Hey, Ken everything’s okay?“ you ask in a low voice. He nods but you can see right through him so you take his hand and pull him towards an empty room. ”What happened?“ you spoke up after you close the door. ”Uhh my dad.“ he says and you give him an understanding look. ”I’ll have- I’ll have to go to China.“ your mouth is agape for a moment ”What?" You breath out voice almost a whisper. ”Yeah to learn the business.“ he tells you with an emotionless voice. ”Fuck, Ken, I’m going to miss you so bad.“ you hug him, your words bringing tears to his eyes. ”For how long?" You wants to know, he can tell in the way your voice sounds that you are close to crying too. He tells you, it’s only a year.

”Then let’s make the most of our last days, what do you say?“ you smile a teary smile at him. Together you exit the room, searching for Stewy and Stella to leave the Roy party and find some real goodbye party. On the way to Campus Kendall tells the others what had transpired an hour ago. Stewy let’s out an ”Shit“ while throwing Kendall a look you can’t read but Kendall knows what he means.

”What’s the plan now? Have you told her?“ Stewy asks as you dance with Stella, Laura and another friend. ”No, no there’s no use now." Kendall says deflated. ”You could get it off your chest this way, no?“ his friend tells him. Kendall shakes his head ”It’s okay, Stew. Really maybe it’s just not meant to be.“ he shrugs as if it’s no big deal.

You wave Kendall over after another song, a rap song just started on and you know he likes this particular song a lot. He smiles and shake his head, so you roll your head towards Stewy, throwing him a look that tells him to get him and his friend onto the dance floor.

The group of you dance together without a care, screaming the lyrics at each other at the top of your lungs and laughing a lot. A slow song comes on and Stewy and Stella step close to each other. You smile at them dancing before wrapping your arms around Kendall’s neck. His automatically going around your waist, pulling you closer. You look up at him and he could forever stay in this moment, just looking into your eyes. ”I will miss you, a lot.“ he tells you ”I will miss you too!“ you say back to him ”We have to call each other every day.“ you add and he smiles at you ”I will buy you a plane ticket for you to come see me.“ you nod at him exited biting your lip.

The thought crosses your mind then, how easy it would be to just lean up, kiss him. How easy it would be. But it isn’t, it could have been but now he was send away and you don’t know when you would see him again. Maybe it could wait, right? What was the thing people said? If two people are soulmates they will always find back to each other? You knew if something like soulmates was real yours would be Kendall.

At the end of the night all four of you go back home, passing out in the same king size bed of Stewy. You were all drunk and a little coke had been done too. It was just a blissful state and you felt happy squeezed between Ken and Stella. Still wearing your party dresses. You turn a little, slotting yourself against Kendall’s body, his arm around you, your head and head resting on his chest and your leg was raised slightly. You felt save and happy.

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”Kenny!“ You scream as you rush out of the airport. You have just landed in Shanghai. He turns his head towards your voice, immediately smiling. You hug him as soon as you reach him. Feeling him again, being able to smell his scent after so long feels like coming home. You catch up about everything that had happened in your lives, even though you regularly talk on the phone and you even send Kendall letters from time to time. He keeps all of them in a Box in his apartment. You also meet his new friend Nate Sofrelli, who you get along with really well. You’re staying in Shanghai for two weeks and Kendall is really looking forward to it.

Since your graduation you had found a job at a music label at the PR department and it’s been good so far. You still see Stewy and Laura a lot.

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”I need to show you this Club I’ve found a few weeks ago! Its insane!“ Kendall tells you through the bathroom door as you get ready for a night out with him. You arrived in Shanghai 10 days ago. It was easier for you to just take vacation from work than for Kendall to come visit you. Logan wouldn’t have been fond of these plans.

”Okay, im almost ready“ you say back before adding ”You can come in, im not naked.“ The door opens and you can see Kendall in the mirror, giving him a smile before you continue curling your hair. Kendall takes you in. You’re wearing a short black dress and a bracelet he hadn’t seen before but wich looks like art around your wrist. 'Fuck' he thinks, he was sure he had made progress in getting over his feeling for you but seeing you again had made them resurface instantly and you looking that gorgeous all dressed up wasnt helping his case at all. You notice Kendalls eyes following your body and it makes your whole body heat up. Feeling your cheeks heat up you quickly finish your hair and go to put your shoes on before your head runs wild with thoughts you shouldn’t be thinking.

You go to get dinner first, in a fancy restaurant and the food is amazing. Kendall pays and it feels an awful lot like a date even though you have gone to dinner with him before. Maybe it’s because you still have feelings for him. Earlier the waiter had addressed you as Kendalls girlfriend and neither of you had corrected him. Of course it wasn’t the first time someone had thought you were a couple, in college everyone had thought so. Even Stewy says he was convinced you two were lying when you had first met him. But in this moment it made your heartbeat increase.

He wasn’t lying about the club, it really is crazy. You look up when you enter the main area. There are hundred of lightbulbs hanging from the ceiling, in different shades of blue and pink causing them to turn the club purple. The lights are low and they

”Wow, this is beautiful.“ you say still looking up. Kendall smiles, happy that you like it and even happier to see your mesmerized look.

After he had seen you literally every day throughout college going back to not seeing you all the time was a big adjustment. He knew it was the same for you, you had talked about it a few nights ago.

”I.. uh i got us into VIP.“ Kendall says to you while scratching his neck. You go there for a moment ordering a drink and sipping it while sitting close to each other. He takes your hand ”Alright, let’s go 'mingle'" he says.

You have some shots with him at the bar before returning to the dancefloor. Grimacing at each other as the liquid burns your throat. ”Come on I wanna dance with you.“ you take his hand pulling him with you to the dancefloor.

Kendall loves to have you here, have you back around. And dancing felt like he was back at a college party.

He smiles at you when a slower song starts playing. It reminds him of the last time he had danced with you, at the party after your graduation. Over the course of the night you have had a little more to drink, the two of you now slightly tipsy.

He pulls you closer, slowly almost cautiously. Your hands rest on his shoulders, looking up into his eyes you feel your heart jump a little. He looks into your eyes as if he’s searching for something, and he is. He wants to know if he would ruin something if he just leaned in. It feels like an invisible string pulling you towards each other.

You tip your head up in the same moment Kendall leans down. Your lips meet his in a soft kiss. Lips moving with each other in perfect synchronicity.

His hands on your hips, go around your body to pull you closer against his body. Electricity is rushing to your body. Fingers threading through his hair, pulling slightly. When you pull away there’s lust in his eyes and you’re pretty positive that your eyes look similar. There’s a mutal understanding and the two of you leave the club together.

You wake up the next morning cuddled into Kendall’s side. A headache is hammering in your head and you feel like you haven’t had a drop of water in years. A slight panic is settling in your stomach. You had slept with Kendall, again. You were both a bit drunk but there was no way he wouldn’t remember. You look over at your friend who is still in deep sleep. You smile reaching up fixing his hair a little before making your way out of the bed.

You go into your room to freshen up a little. Brushing your teeth, removing your make up and jumping into the shower. After you dry off you slip back into Kendall’s shirt that you slept in.

Before Kendall opens his eyes he reaches out across the bed, a smile on his lips as he’s searching for the warmth of your body. When he doesn’t find you he opens his eyes, seeing the empty bed makes his heart sink a little.

He gets up and puts on some shirt and sweatpants before he walks out of the room to look for you.

You sit in on the kitchen counter with a coffee in your hands when Kendall enters the room. "Hey Kenny.“ you smile at him wich eases his heart after not knowing how you felt about last night.

In reality you didn’t know how to feel about last night. It was good and you feel your insides melting just thinking about it. You had wanted to sleep with him since last year again. But you can’t start anything with him while he is so far away and you also don’t know if you want to because the last time you two were hooking up it was a big mess. You also ask yourself if he sees last night as a mistake. You don’t want to risk your friendship like this again. ”Hey, uhm good morning.“ he says coming a hand through his hair. ”Wanna order breakfast?“ you ask him and so you ordered a big breakfast lounging on his bed while watching movies.

The rest of your time together goes by too quickly for your liking. Kendall had to attend work on the weekdays so you’ve spend some time alone in the City, sometimes Nate went out with you, showing you some places that he and Kendall thought you would like. Kendall called in sick on two occasions even though you told him you were fine by yourself and even if you only saw him in the evenings you were happy to spend some time with him.

You didn’t talk about what had happened after the club at all, but strangely its not weird between you. Theres more cuddling and lingering touches than before and you didn’t sleep in the guest room afterwards at all.

To Nobodys surprise Logan wasn’t too fond when he found out you had been in Shanghai but he respected your parents and you were never a bad influence on his son so he accepted it.

But today your time was over. Kendall and you sit in the backseat of his car on the way back to the airport.

Your head resting on his shoulder, not wanting to leave each other. You also had sneaked one of his sweatshirts into your suitcase and Kendall had noticed that it wasn’t on his couch anymore after he stepped into his living room when he went put it on. But he didn’t mind at all. You could take all his clothes if you wanted to.

You hug Kendall tight ”Call me when you land, okay?“ he asks you and you nod into his shoulder "If I’m not sick of you’re voice after this week.“ you joke and you hear him chuckle ”Dickhead.“ he says back ”I love you Kenny. Take care of yourself.“ you tell him when you lean back a little to catch his eye. He mhm‘s and you kiss his cheek. ”Goodbye y/n.“ he kisses you head and you walk a few steps towards the plane before he calls your name again ”I- Uh, I love you too.“ he says and gives you one nod of his head. You give him a big smile as a response and throw him an exaggerated air kiss which has him chuckling.

[lovethatmakingcoffee]

Part 2

Forever

I have seen amazing artists and content creators come and go, and some get taken out by cancellation. Whether it was true or not, I’ve seen the fellow painter and aspiring film maker be chased off respective platforms or generally scared away because of the negative effects of cancellation. They will be canceled over stupid things they did in the past close to a decade ago or over something that isn't true. And honestly, I'm sick of it. I don’t care who you cancellers are, I want to rip you apart with fangs and claws. And I'm sick all of you trolls getting what you want. 

There was one artist I knew who made the most beautiful pieces and one random asshole one day called them out for being a pedo. Were they? No, and how would they even know anyway? But everyone just jumped up and dogpiled her. I tried my hardest to intervene and tell her not to listen to what they had to say, but the damage had been done, they succeeded and chased her off. And I will never forgive them for that. Such a talented person chased off and for what? To stroke someone's ego? Because they were jealous? It doesn’t matter. This terrible rage in my stomach has been building up with every artist running away with the fear of being cancelled and I can’t take it. 

When it first began, the cancellation movement, some foresaw how bad it would be and realized that they didn’t want to face it. For example, my beloved Jenna Marbles. Who knows, maybe she was tired of the whole YouTube scene to begin with, she had been doing it for ten years after all, but she decided to do her own cancellation to free herself from someone bringing it up instead. Maybe she realized how dangerous this was and that she should just leave before it was too late, cause with 2020 and that cancelling movement on the horizon, I don’t think my girl had the strength to keep up. She did her own cancellation suicide and fucked off, escaping criticism by criticizing herself. And I was heartbroken. Still am. That it had gotten so bad that a content creator would freely air out her own dirty laundry to feed the rabid wolves and make her escape. And there were those who relished off of it. Happy she was gone. Making me sick and fueling my anger even more. 

And then there were more. Mostly men, cancelled here and there. I won't name names, but we know them. Know who they are if you followed any cancellation ever. And chased off usually over some stupid shit they said in their twenties or being accused of grooming. Which the former most of the time seems easier to bounce back from then the later. Being called a racist, homophobic, etc., can be subjective. Especially during this day and age when the internet is so unbelievably sensitive to everything because they read every word with malicious intent towards themselves specifically. But so many content creators get targeted at the height of popularity or just because they were extremely popular. It’s obvious. So well known, and the bigger they are, the harder they fall. And some if not many, y'know, don’t deserve it. Some if not many don’t deserve cancellation and I will bite with so much rage in my being on their part. I know they can probably take care of themselves, but there are so many who can’t. They can’t hold on in these seas of accusations.

And then there are those who bounce back. Many will argue that they shouldn’t, but after time many seem to have forgiven what they were canceled about or just simply don’t care. Like Mr. Logan Paul for example. The man had such a lack of sense that he filmed a dead body and posted that on Youtube. And now he is doing interviews for Mr Beast. I just find that one... Interesting? Now, I don’t know much about Logan Paul except for all his drama. I don’t care too much for him cause he’s pretty loud and that hurts my ears. Nor is his content for me. I don’t know much about him as a person at all and can’t speak on behalf of his character. I don't know if Logan Paul grew up or gained some common sense, but what I do know is that he held out. He washed off all the judgment and accusations, drama or whatever and held on. Which seems to be the only cure for cancel culture on the internet. Is to endure.

And I don't want these trolls to feel more empowered than they already do. Cause I hate these trolls and want to cave their teeth in. Or maybe expose them too. Show your face, cowards behind the screen. You accuse those who are wide out in the open of the most terrible things, at least have the balls to say it to their faces instead of hiding in your monitors.

And frankly, when has cancellation ever helped anyone? I find it very useless and it just hurts people. Maybe if it was directed at large corporations or films making ugly versions of sonic, then I could see that as impactful. But no, it usually goes after the individual which is just so stupid. Hounding them about the past and past shit they said. So idiotic, it baffles me that people still allow it. To let the trolls say they have moral superiority over you and what they say goes. Gross. And you just know that these bastards on the other side of the screen have done shit too. They’ve said the wrong thing to the wrong person. Probably worse. Made the nastiest of jokes and comments. And are just being hypocritical and immature. I know I am also not above people and stupid dark jokes and these trolls should quickly learn this too if they know what’s good for them.

And these cancellers certainly have a lot of time on their hands. They might be young. Maybe. Might be a stupid kid which if so I could expand the notion, that if it is a stupid kid, then yeah, they could be forgiven for what they've done one day as I would expect these content creators to be forgiven for the stupid shit they said in their youth one day too. But also, what they did was horrible. I would respect Forever if he actually went about suing someone, but I don’t think he can sue a child. But still, what a horrible child. If only their parents knew. That they are dismantling lives just because they find someone annoying.

But to be for real and realistic, I think this person is some sad boring unemployed troll who resents him for whatever reason and this is their way of retaliation. And with that... Forever get their ass. He is upending your life and attempted to do the same to some of your friends. Get em.

And lastly, if Forever really was a creep, which no he is not, I want to ask Quackity if he did background checks on any of these content creators? Or did he just invite them in which I could see as a major oversight. Because these creators, I feel like when inviting them into something like a Minecraft server, it’s akin to a sponsorship. It supports your project but you have to do a thorough background check to see if they are safe for stream. Which is just why I found that it doesn't make sense at all that at least Quackity wouldn't know about Forever’s past! With how rife and pungent cancel culture is now, if I was him, I'd be so on edge. Especially if it’s my passion project was on the line. And he should know what it's like, even at his young age, he should know from what he's seen. And maybe the QSMP was seen as something small at first so he didn’t make the precautions, but once QSMP was getting bigger, wouldn’t he have checked? He should have been able to as well. Some rando online found these tweets thanks to pure spite, I'm sure Quackity and co could have done some digging sooner, months earlier and have made a decision. So this, this here, makes the least sense to me out of this entire nonsensical situation. 

But hey, if Forever somehow is a freak which I can tell he’s not, then I will eat my words. But that is not today.

(Same with part 1. I will block you if I find you too annoying. My temper is short and my block button is sincerely right there.)

(But I have said what I wanted to say. There is probably more. But Goodbye for now.)

[sneakingsybilus]

Monday Night Raw "Live" Netflix Reactions

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THERES ALSO A LIV MORGAN V. IYO SKY

LIV AND DOM’S CHICKEN NUGGET PLUSHIES!!!

Royal Rumble Recap Time

Jey Uso YEET SESSION

Damn it took like 10 minutes for him to finally start talking

"I don't know what to say" "YEET" "Besides that"

Awwww heartfelt speech

GUNTHER!!!!! THE RING GENERAL!!!!

GUNTHER fit slaying tho Hes always cunty

“you can't even lace my boots" - GUNTHER

DAMN GUNTHERS REFUSING TO FIGHT HIM AGAIN

"BEATING YOU AT WRESTLMANIA DOESNT ADD ANYTHING TO MY LEGACY" - GUNTHER

Jeys going to choose who's he's going to fight at WrestleMania on Friday Night SmackDown

OoOoO PENTA V. LUDWIG KAISER

Really Kaiser? Only 6 seconds in the Royal Rumble?

Kaisers so cunty

PENTA WIN!!!

that match went better then I expected

I wonder who PENTA is finally gonna lose too when the time finally comes

PETE DUNNE????? HE WAS DISTRACTION!!!!

KAISER AMBUSH!!!

The sexual tension between Pete Dunne and Ludwig Kaiser stare down

Judgment Day segment

EUGHHHHHHHHHHH DADDY DOM?????

FIEN AGAIN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH RELEASE ME

CHARLOTTE FLAIR!!!!!!

RIA RIPLEY?

"WELL QUEEN? MOMMY HAS ARRIVED" - Pat Mcafee frfr

Not the "Riptide me Mami" sign

"Please Pick me So I can beat the respect into you" - Ria Ripley

SAMI ZAYN SEGMENT

SAMI ZAYN AND JEY USO

THEYRE HUGGING!!!!! THEIR HANDSHAKE!!! :)

KARRION KROSS FUCK OFF

EUGHHHHHHH NEW DAY (INTROS ACTUALLY KINDA GOOD)

oh New Day V. Rey Mysterio and Dragon Lee

RIA RIPLEY AND IYO SKY SEGMENT

OH SHIT THEY WERE JUMPED BY LIV AND RAQUEL

NEXT WEEKS RAW ITLL BE LOGAN PAUL V REY MYSTERIO!!!!!!

NVFM LOGAN PAUL HAS ARRIVED TONIGHT Wtf whys he here??

Is Logan Paul beefing with a kid in audience?

LOGAN PAUL SHOVED YEAAAAAAAA

KOFI SLAMMED INTO THE POST

LOGAN PAUL INTERFERENCE FUCK

Sigh NEW DAY WIN

Roman Reigns ROYAL RUMBLE Recap

NOT THE DOUBLE STOMP BY SETH ROLLINS

Cm punk segment

AHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS GLITCHY NETFLIX

ROYAL RUMBLE ISHOWSPEED CLIP

I'm shocked that mf isn't dead after that spear and being slammed on the table

THE CLIP GOT 300 MILLION VIEWS IN LESS THEN 24HRS!!!!

IYO SKY V LIV MORGAN

Liv showing up with the Dom Jacket

GOD LIV WAS BODIED WITH THAT KICK

RIA RIPLEY RUNNING TO BEAT LIV AND RAQUEL

IYO SKY WAS DISQUALIFIED CUZ OF RIA RIPLEY

SIGH LIV MORGON WIN

iyo sky and ria ripley tension

WAR RAIDERS SEGMENT

EUGHHHHH CHAD GABLE AND HIS GOONS

Gables going on a quest? Hes going to be whimsical ig

SETH FREAKIN ROLLINS TIME OHHHH WHOOAAAA OHHHHH

Aj styles return in the Royal Rumble

AJ STYLES IS PART OF RAW YEAAAAAAAA

Bron Breakker spawns in

Seth Rollins fit is how MuskRat thought he looked when he was "Dark MAGA"

GLITCHY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OoOoOoOoO Seth Rollin v Finn Balor Qualifying Match soon

SAMI ZAYN ENTERS

YEAAA BUST IT DOWN WHITE BOY SETH ROLLINS

Seth Rollins hyping Sami up

CM PUNK entrance

THE GIRLS [SETH ROLLINS AND CMPUNK] ARE FIGHTING

MATCH BEGINS

It's such a good match

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GLITCHY

God they're getting close

CM PUNK WIN

Eughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh when's Sami gonna get a win

AHHHHHHHHHHH GLITCHY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

John Cena and CM PUNK are in the Elimination Chamber

It's just a glitchy nightmare

at least CM Punk and Sami had a mutual handshake ig

OH SHIT KEVIN OWENS JUMPS SAMI ZAYN

[axolotlclown]

this is my makeshift ask box now.

ok so. tommyinnit told a story about mizkif being awkward. (tommyinnit has a podcast with jack manifold btw). mizkif took this personally (??? probably just wanted views tbh) (not to be a bitch at mizkif, but i saw the podcast and bros mad about nothing) and like talked shit about tommy for 30 minutes on his own stream. tommyinnit finds himself in one sided beef with random pathetic men on the internet. fork found in kitchen.

xqc comes to defend mizkif. tommy mocks xqc for being a trump supporter (and worse than that, being cringe about it). if you dont know who any of these people are, thats fine. at this point the plot has wondered so far away from the original beef that its irrelevant.

so dream comes out of LITERALLY FUCKING NOWHERE. no one even breathed in his direction. this beef was silly and funny but it was just kinda irrelevant streamers that fell off trying to scrape views off of bigger streamers. happens every day. who cares. anyway, dream tweets this:

and im showing this here because he has since deleted it. CRAZY WORK.

he defended this with "guys im autistic i can reclaim that slur" which uhhhhh. anyway.

streamers start hopping on to talk shit. because important context here: dream smp had some minors on the server who dream manipulated and abused throughout the duration. but now they are adults who are in therapy and are capable of telling their stories. honestly, theres 5 years of random bullshit that dream has done that he himself has unfortunately made relevant.

anyway, notably tubbo (tommys best friend) decides to do a stream recapping all the tweets that had been made at that point. and he talked shit about dream for a bit. as is his right. and now its a whole thing because dream called like 15 million people a slur. crazy.

jack manifold does a stream. hes promoting the podcast. as is his right. now, jack manifold has always hated dream and this was a whole thing in the past. anyway, for some fucking reason mizkif comes on and apologizes to jack (?????) even though his beef is with tommy???? and jack isnt having it but whatever. i assume mizkif apologized to tommy privately, but at this point, who the fuck cares.

so then tommy tweets something sarcastic in response to dream. so we thought it was mostly over. this is how his beef with logan paul and ksi went down. which btw tommyinnit told logan paul to kill himself on twitter a few months ago. hes my fucking hero.

were not done. i did not realize shit was just getting started. dream starts a stream at 2/3 am his time, and he streamed for FOUR HOURS. what the hell could he be talking about in those four hours? literally fucking anything but the slur he said. "i didnt mean to offend anyone guys 😭 now lets talk about the real problem at hand. tommyinnit ruined my friendship with quackity." which, btw, quackity split ways with him because hes extremely racist against hispanics and latinos. honestly, thats a whole other story. also, for the record ☝️😁 tommyinnit didnt cause punz to stop being friends with dream. actually dream slept with punz's girlfriend, and he wasnt too happy about that. source: the girlfriend. dont feel bad for punz he was a piece of shit, but that is also a whole other story. just wanted to correct the records.

anyway so it was a whole lot of that for four hours. the europeans wake up. tommy uploads a video on youtube addressing it. shit has escalated. here it is. its five minutes if you wanted to give it a watch. tubbo goes live and responds to dreams stream. he might still be live actually. he is as of me typing this out. on tubbos first stream, he offered to call dream and talk things out. dream did not respond. on this stream, tubbo had set up to call dream. dream bailed halfway through tubbos stream.

now dream is claiming that he is going to make a response video to tommys video.

honestly, dream has been a piece of shit to not only these people when they were children, but also the audience that both supported him or casually watched him. so it is very vindicating watching dream so desperately try to control the narrative and paint himself out into a victim and fail.

and also tommyinnit should be allowed to kill whoever he wants. send post.

( @fandom-ed tagging you so that you see it)

[clickoly]

Starboys, part vi

Characters belong to @lumosinlove. Read it on Ao3 here 🏎️

•••

All the small things you do

There were only five laps to go before the end of what could have been the perfect race weekend—capping off an even more perfect week. Great practices, an amazing qualifying session, and an electric, flawless race. Logan had been on fire—unbeatable, flying in his Silver Arrow and making it look like a space rocket ship. Still, Leo remained more than alert, ready for any eventuality that might arise on such an unpredictable track. 

"Oops," Logan's voice burst out in Leo’s ears. "Fuck, I almost touched the wall."

Leo's frantic slap to his forehead made Sirius and the other strategists in the pitwall laugh. Such a casual reaction for someone who almost smashed the car into a wall at 200 kph. Oops.

"I would ask you to be considerate enough to bring the car home in one piece, please and thank you," Leo said, and released the radio button.

Logan's panting breaths came back immediately. "I said I almost crashed! I am being considerate."

Leo shook his head in defeat. "Try to do it within the white lines, thank you."

"Car okay?" Logan checked.

"Everything's fine on our end."

Ha! That was our race leader having a little chat with his engineer Knut. And also a very close call for him with the barriers.

Indeed, Mike. These corners are merciless. There's no margin for error here in Singapore. And we know how perfectly Tremblay can master a street circuit.

Could it be a little bit of pressure? O'Hara is looking relentless today, with Winter and Potter close behind. He's really going all out for that first place. The gap is now down to seven tenths, and we know that the chances of overtaking on this track are slim, but– ooh! There's a yellow flag in sector 3!

Two marshals appeared from behind the safety barriers, raising and waving the warning flags. Then the trackside lights began flashing bright yellow and Logan switched the engine mode just as Leo's voice echoed in his ears, "Yellow flag right behind you."

"What happened?" Logan rasped, risking a quick glance in his rearview mirror. There was only one red car behind him and he couldn't make out the number. Finn.

"Logan, the safety car is going to–"

"What happened?"

"Logan," Leo's tone grew more urgent. "The safety car is being deployed. Listen to me, okay? I need you to focus."

Logan hit the small SC button on the steering wheel and began to slow down. "Leo..." he tried again.

"It's Kasey," Leo said calmly. "He crashed into the wall, but he's okay, he's already out." 

O'Hara has a good chance out there. Race control has instructed the lapped cars to overtake the safety car, and now he's closing the gap to just a few hundredths of a second.

We're in for some exciting racing, Paul. I expect Potter and Kuznetsov to push hard during their final stints from third and fourth place, but the real battle will be up front between these two unstoppable champions.

Winter is being taken to his box by the medical car. It looks like there could be an issue with his left hand, though we’re still waiting on official word from the team. 

Fingers crossed we get some positive news soon. Meanwhile, his car is being cleared from the track, and the safety car is coming in with just two laps to go.

Logan had practiced this move plenty of times over the years. Distract. As simple as it came. He waited for the green flag and set the pace—slow, nerve-wracking. The start line, the short pit straight, full braking into Turn 1, then a slight left-hand kink.

Don't let them know your next move.

He braked into Turn 3, a tight left-hander, crucial to get the right exit speed for the next straight. There, mid-corner, Logan accelerated, using the sharp angle to gain an advantage over the others.

Or so he thought. 

What a tricky move by Tremblay!

Even better, Mike, it looks like O'Hara didn't buy it at all!

"Now or never, Harz," was Remus' radio message to Finn. "Come on man, you can do this."

Here they come out of Turn 5, almost wheel to wheel! O'Hara tries to dive down the inside, but there's no room for him! Now he has the best chance to overtake—onto the main straight, full speed, using all of Tremblay's slipstream and—oh my!! He’s done it! O'Hara takes the lead!

"You got this, Lo," Leo's voice encouraged him. "One more lap. Push to the end."

The crowd is going wild! Everyone in the stands is on their feet for this exciting final lap!

Tremblay makes one last attempt. Down to Sector 2, the DRS is open, and he's moving to the outside, but O'Hara is not giving up, and closes the way into Turn 14. They only have one straight left.

Knut is telling Tremblay not to take any unnecessary risks in these last few corners. Let's see what he can do.

What a race! What. A. Race. O'Hara's team is buzzing behind the barriers! And here it comes, the car number Seventeen, with Tremblay on his tail—one last push to the checkered flag! Finn O'Hara wins the Singapore Grand Prix!! 

Fireworks lit up the night sky. Logan could hear the loud bangs between the chants roaring from the stands. It took him a long moment to slow down, move to one side of the track and blink away the built-up tension. He almost missed Leo's voice in his ears, thin, forcedly upbeat. "That was a hell of a fight, Logan. Not the outcome we were hoping for, but still an incredible race."

"I'm sorry," Logan said, because he couldn't think of anything else right then. He drove to the pit lane where Finn and James' cars were already parked. He shut off the engine, unbuckled the seatbelts and slid through the halo to jump out of the car. Once he removed the helmet and balaclava, Logan took a deep breath and felt the tightness in his chest ease. He saw his team waiting for him with open arms and threw himself at them, letting Sirius' words soothe the ache, the fear of having lost control.

A hand on his shoulder brought him back to the loud cheers and madness of a post-race celebration. He found those eyes, filled with pride, exhaustion, and bitter happiness. Finn managed an apologetic grin before he was shoved away to the press. Logan was left to watch his lean figure walk away, the dark red suit swallowed by too many people and cameras at once.

"Go up there and enjoy this," Leo's voice sounded real this time, not a static echo from somewhere too far away. Logan wheeled around to see his confident smile, brighter than any of the dazzling lights surrounding them. "I want a podium ceremony in full Tremblay-O'Hara style. Nothing less."

The American anthem was played to celebrate the winner, the Italian to honor his team. Logan had taken a sip from Finn's bottle of champagne, their eyes locking in an unspoken acknowledgment—to the winner, until the next one—a long-standing tradition that was just theirs.

Finn's hands around him, the tight grip on his back—holding him close as the crowd chanted their names—were resonances of a warming sensation, a contrast to the biting, ice-cold water Logan was about to plunge into.

The room was all too quiet now, compared to the bustle of people walking around the Silver hospitality. Logan wished he had someone to distract himself with, to keep his mind from wandering too much. But the mess around him was a clear hint that James had already been there—a towel left on the handlebars of the bike, the half-empty bottle of blue Gatorade, the foam mat on the floor.

As if summoned by his thoughts alone, Leo soon appeared from the doorframe, carrying a bottle of Logan's favorite electrolyte water—red berries flavored, sweet and refreshing.

"Just for your information," Leo handed him the drink and Logan immediately took a big gulp, "I'm not getting paid enough."

"You mean to babysit me?" 

"Yep," Leo confirmed. He accepted the plastic bottle back and screwed the cap on.

"You got that right," Logan smirked, splashing him with cold water and throwing in a bunch of ice cubes for good measure.

"Tremblay."

"Ooops," Logan playfully teased him.

"No, no, don't even get me started on that one," Leo said, shooting Logan a stern, ridiculous look that made both of them laugh. He sat cross-legged on the floor—blue eyes still glaring threateningly at him with a barely suppressed grin—and Logan felt guilt gnawing at his stomach all over again.

"Knutty..." he forced his ashamed eyes to stay on him. "I'm so sorry." 

Leo didn't look surprised, as if he had somehow expected it. "Wanna talk about it?" He asked in a gentle voice.

"I don't know. I..." Logan ducked his head to watch his fingers draw tiny circles in the water. "I shouldn't have snapped like that. I thought... for a moment I was..." He broke off, swallowing that mental image again.

"You thought it was Finn. I get it," Leo nodded understandingly.

"But I fucked up the race," Logan admitted.

Leo promptly nodded in disagreement. "That's not true," he said just as the timer went off. Logan reached out to stop it, but didn't move further.

"I did," he met Leo's careful eyes again. "I shouldn't be scared of things like that. We're athletes, we know the risks. My job is to focus on my race and my team's success." 

Logan took a moment to get out of the tub. The chilly air made him shiver, and Leo reached up to hand him the clean towel he had thrown on the floor earlier. Once he was wrapped in the soft cotton warmth, Logan sat down next to him. 

"Okay, first of all," Leo began, turning just enough to face him, "you didn't do anything wrong. Strategically speaking, that is. The restart was good, and your reaction time was impeccable."

"But then..."

"But so was Finn's," Leo pointed out. "And his strategy and his car. We're talking milliseconds here, Tremz."

"I know…"

"Besides," Leo continued, holding Logan's gaze firmly, "you can't blame yourself for being scared. Just because y’all are... used to this," he gestured vaguely around, "to dashing along at unthinkable speeds every other day... doesn't mean you're not allowed to be worried about it. About people who are important to you."

Logan let Leo's fierce voice sink in. Every time an incident happened on track, it was only natural to ask if the driver was okay. They were all aware of the risks, and hard training and safety measures never seemed to be enough. Racing was as dangerous as it was thrilling, an intoxicating feeling. 

"I bet Finn feels the same way about you," Leo said quietly. "This is what everyone wants to see, what racing should always be. Talent, action, dedication. And respect." He was so unbearably calm, so gentle." People out there support you because they see more than just a brave driver," Leo tilted his head a little and smiled. "They see the person behind the wheel. And I'm sure we don't even know the half of what's behind that hard shell you carry around." 

Logan thought he had overreacted, but he knew Leo was right. There wasn't a single version of his life in which he wouldn't care about Finn. 

"Thanks, Peanut," he murmured, grinning at Leo's annoyed look. "Aw, shut up. I know you like it."

Leo's dimpled smile betrayed whatever menacing expression he was trying to force. 

"I really, really needed this. Thank you," Logan said again, not willing to look away.

"Come on, Tremblay," Leo stood up and held out his hand, steady and surprisingly comforting. "It's debrief time."

Logan took it and pulled himself up. "It's fucking midnight," he groaned loudly.

"Yeah, like you're not planning on hitting the after party," Leo shot him a pointed look that Logan ignored with a roll of his eyes. 

"Ouais." He halted on his way to the door to look back at Leo. "And you're coming with me.”

—

Two days later, Logan and Finn landed on an overcast, somber coast. It was one of those late September days that typically heralded the coming fall season—the first glimpse of its timeless combination of colors and scents.

The flight from Singapore had lasted ages, and Logan was feeling tired and a little edgy. He let Finn drive them from the airport to his place, trying to push aside the insistent buzzing in his head and let the view of a rough, dull sea lull his weary mind. He had a week off to spend at home in Monaco, and then he would fly to Silverstone for the next two weeks before leaving for the States. And yet, all he wanted right now was to snuggle into Finn's safe arms and never move again.

"Here we are," Finn broke the silence with a long sigh as they pulled the car into the garage.

Logan flashed him a tired half-smile and reached out to cradle his cheek. "Let's get home."

It felt different now—after a week of hiding, pretending, and carefully sneaking from one hotel room to the other—walking past the front door of Finn's attic with their hands clasped tightly together.

Logan had always loved spending time here. The apartment was warm, lovingly lived in, if not a little chaotic—with Finn's shoes carelessly tossed by the door, always a book or two on the coffee table, and dozens more spread out on the wooden shelves around the living room, among a few nicely framed family pictures. There were certain small details that Logan associated only with Finn, like the unbelievable number of dorky bookmarks strewn all over the place, the always-empty kitchen cupboard—except for a jar of coffee beans and a box of Logan's favorite mint tea—and the cozy, soft blanket draped untidily over one side of the couch, no matter the season. Logan had fallen asleep in it so many times with Finn by his side. And now they could have so much more.

When the door finally clicked shut behind them, Logan threw his backpack onto the nearest surface and sank straight into Finn's chest, bathed in the scent of home.

"Hi, baby," Finn whispered in his ear. His hands smoothed soothingly over Logan's back and he laughed at his contented hum. "You happy?"

Logan pulled back with a quick nod. "Shower?" he asked between bursts of soft kisses.

"Got to call Alex first," Finn murmured, pressing his gentle lips to Logan's forehead—a featherlight touch. "Go ahead, hm? Then I'm all yours.”

When Logan re-emerged from the steaming shower, his mind felt clearer. Leo's words from Sunday night had chased him ever since, then washed over him with the hot water. 

You're allowed to be worried about people you care about.

There was still something Logan couldn't let go of, a strange knot in his stomach that wouldn't loosen—and only one person who could easily untie those tight, pressing cords. 

I bet Finn feels the same way about you.

Finn was in his bedroom. Logan had left the bathroom door open and could hear his voice, softer now, humming slightly, adorably off-key over the notes of a slow song playing in the background…

When we're done

Making love

And you look up

And give me those eyes

Logan tried in vain to bite back his embarrassing, lovesick grin. He caught a glimpse of his burning blush in the misty mirror and shook his head. It was Finn. It had always been Finn. And Logan was free to tell him anything.

With a towel draped around his waist, he leaned against the doorframe between the two rooms to admire Finn's distracted face, gorgeous—barely illuminated by the phone’s screen lights and the glow of a cloudy sky filtering through the half-drawn curtains.

"Feeling sappy?" Logan called from the doorway. 

Finn pushed himself up on his elbows from where he was slumped between too many pillows on his bed. The music stopped, and he tossed his phone over the nightstand with a questioning look. "What?" 

"You were singing."

"Oh." Finn smiled Logan's favorite smile. "That's because that song reminds me of you," he said almost shyly. "Always kinda did." 

Logan had to surrender to the battle with his flushing cheeks. With Finn's eyes on him, he padded silently to the walk-in closet. Once his back was turned, he slowly slid the towel from his bare hips and rubbed it over his damp hair before disappearing into the small room. 

"And you are a menace," Finn said too loudly. Logan could picture the smirk curling his lips. He grabbed a pair of Finn's underwear and a t-shirt from the nearest drawer, slipped them on quickly, and casually walked out of the closet, barefoot on the warm hardwood floor. 

Finn had settled into a sitting position, his back against a pile of plush pillows. "C'mere," he said, holding out a hand to Logan. He had this mesmerized look on his face that Logan could barely stand, as if he couldn’t quite believe that this was all real and not just a longed for, fading dream. Logan was there in the flash of an instant, straddling Finn's lap and leaving a small peck on his chapped lips. "How's Alex?" he asked. 

"He's fine," Finn wrapped his arms around Logan's waist. "He's flying in with Kasey, at least for a couple of days..." he sighed. "Kasey's wrist needs surgery."

Logan cursed. "Is it that bad?"

"Nothing permanent," Finn explained what Alex had told him over the phone. "But he'll be out for a while and... He didn't take it well."

You thought it was Finn, I get it.

Outside, the wind had begun to whistle almost hauntingly, hiding the first drops of rain that Logan saw hitting the window. In the distance, caught in the storm, the palm trees swayed dissonantly with the high waves of a raging sea. 

"Lo," Finn said softly, drawing his attention back. "Are you okay? You've been all quiet since we left Singapore." 

Logan didn't want to hesitate. He needed the right words to untangle the mess that was his mind and let Finn in, as he always did. He closed his eyes and focused on the pattering of the rain against the glass, then on Finn's even breathing.  

"The race..." he paused only to take Finn's hands in his. "After the podium, I was... upset, I guess." Logan laced their fingers together and finally met his brown eyes. "So I talked to Leo," he said, letting out a deep breath that faded into a disbelieving laugh. "Well, to be fair, he did most of the talking."

Finn's smile slowly dimmed. Logan saw a shadow of worry cross his face.

“It's not because you won," he hurried to explain. "I just... I got really scared." Logan ran a hand through Finn's soft hair. He was there, real and safe. "When the flag came out and I couldn't see you behind me..."

"Lo..." Finn squeezed his hands tightly.

“And I know I've been told that I lost because apparently my archnemesis is almost as good as me," Logan kissed the wry smirk forming on Finn's lips. “But I'm not sure how to... make those two things work together."

Finn was quiet for a long minute. He kept his eyes on him, biting his own lips absentmindedly. The intense ticking of the rain matched Logan's racing pulse, but he didn't need Finn to react or to put an answer into so many words. Whatever truth Logan was looking for, he could always find it in those wonder-full golden eyes.

"I know," Finn nodded. "Trust me." He looked down at their joined hands. "I keep telling myself it's just our job, but... it sounds so unfair." Logan brushed his thumbs over Finn’s knuckles. "Waking up next to you in the morning, kissing you good luck before a race... but then I have to actually fight you for... a fucking lifetime achievement." Finn laughed, a humorless huff of breath. "For something one of us will end up taking from the other."

Logan cupped Finn's chin to tilt his head up. He didn't want to look anywhere else but into his kind, sparkling eyes—a guiding light in the darkest of hours.

"If you were in danger," Finn's voice was determined, his eyes solemn, "I wouldn't think twice. Remember last year in Belgium?" 

Logan's worst memory, the only time he had completely lost control of the car on a wet—most likely flooded—track. Qualifying had been canceled after his crash. 

"It took me every single bit of willpower to stay in the car when I saw you in the barriers." He watched Finn tense at the memory. "And I only did it because Remus told me you were fine, because you could talk on the radio." 

Logan had to lean down and kiss him, a healing attempt for the past hurt. 

"Lo," Finn took Logan's face between his firm hands. They were burning and so was the fire inside him. "Every fucking life dream would be meaningless if I couldn't share it with you," Finn's voice wavered between slow breaths. "I'm fighting for something I've wanted all my life and you know I won't give up until the end." And of course, Logan did know. "But fuck anyone who thinks I'd be stone cold if something happened to you."

Logan couldn't hold back the tearful, rising smile on his lips. Finn's hands slid down to his chest, over his thundering heart. "This is our job and it is hard. Fuck, sometimes I even feel sorry for Leo... Like, how incredible would it be for him to start his career with a world title?"

Logan kissed him again, and again. The freckles on his nose, his cheeks, then his lips—hard and lingering. Was he even real?

"But I will never, ever put any of this before your safety," Finn said, and then he deflated, frowning, eyes going sad all of a sudden. Logan reached out to smooth the deep lines between his eyebrows. "And I..." Finn tried. He looked almost terrified. "I'd understand if you wanted to... you know. Take a step back—"

"Non," Logan fired back. 

"You deserve—" Finn pressed on, but Logan cut him off without a second thought. 

"Non, non, no." Finn needed to know. Logan slid closer and cupped the back of his neck with a shaky hand. "Please," he whispered. "That's not what I meant. It's not what I want. Finn..." he took a slow breath. Everything. "D'accord, listen. Do I like this... situation? No, no, I don't,” he blurted out. “I don't want people to even think we could hurt each other. Hate each other."

There it was, a life in the hands of public opinion, strangers weighing down his shoulders with unsustainable pressure.

"And I hate that I get to have you only behind closed doors." Finn's pupils were blown, his dark eyes widened. "You deserve better than that. We both do." 

Finn looked stunned, just holding on to Logan's touch. "But I want you with me in this. I... maybe we can win and lose this together... Mon amour," he said against Finn's lips, "I want you to have everything you've ever dreamed of." 

Just like that, the light was back in Finn's filling eyes. "I guess I already do," Finn said, the corners of his mouth lifting. Logan's next breath caught in his chest. “It is right here in front of me." 

Logan knew it would be tough. It already was. Facing two realities that, like magnets, attracted and repelled each other relentlessly. But together, they could be opponents and enjoy the journey, every emotion that came with it. They could push each other to their highest limits and be there to heal the bruises left behind. They could keep this secret until the end of the season, until the dust would have settled and there would be no room for slanderous rumors and spiteful speculation. They had a goal, a dream, and time—a future Logan couldn't imagine not sharing with Finn.

The words spilled out before he could stop them. "I love you," he said in a hurried breath—the purest of truths. Logan loved him, he had for a long time. So he said it again, "I love you, mon cœur."

Never in a thousand years would Logan forget the way Finn's hopeful, glowing eyes lit up the entire room, the tear that slipped down his freckled cheek. Nor the soft, incredulous I love you that Finn whispered in the sweetest, most tender voice Logan had ever heard.

They met in a sealing, magnetic kiss, the very one Logan had wished for countless times. One, two, three hundred shooting stars on those endless August nights—I want to be his, I wish he could be mine. And now here they were, on this random, gloomy afternoon, warming each other with just the touch of their bodies. 

Finn's kisses quickly became needy, biting, leaving goosebumps on Logan's skin as his lips trailed from Logan's mouth to his jaw, down to his bare throat—marked. Logan clung to him, feeling not close enough, hands running all over Finn's back, his broad shoulders, the wild red hair, holding on like a lifeline. He wanted more, he yearned to feel Finn all over him, the scent of his cologne on his bare skin—to take him apart until they couldn't breathe, until they were sated with love. 

Logan urged that closeness with a slow roll of his hips, teasing, sparking a wave of pleasure that made Finn moan his name. 

"Have I told you you're a menace?" Finn panted for breath. 

"Hm," Logan bit his rough jaw and pushed him onto the mattress. "How about..."

"What?" Finn grinned wildly and pulled him down until he fell on top of his chest. 

Logan brushed their lips together, lingering on the way Finn's breath hitched, the way his hand tangled in Logan's still damp hair, tugging not so gently at the roots. "I think you should make up for that last lap overtake," Logan said in a poor attempt at nonchalance.

Finn choked back a laugh. "You want a runner-up prize, baby? Silver trophy wasn't enough?" 

"Ouais." Logan slipped a hand under the fabric of Finn's shirt, and let his restless fingers skim the curves of his marbled abs. "I also might have a request or two."

"I see," Finn's laughter was breathless and delightful—beautiful, just like him. "I'm very open to suggestions," he said, and rolled them over until he could fully wrap Logan in his arms. 

Logan let it all go. The tight knot, the pressure, the worry. Everything that wasn't Finn's panting breath on his skin, his bruising, maddening touch, and the melody of I love yous that he kept whispering in his ears.

[iamnathannah]

The hate for Logan is so funny because he was Rory’s best boyfriend. So, what’s the reason for the hate?

Anon, he wasn't even the best BOY she ever knew. Even Paul for how much he was an AYITL punchline was better for her, and even coming into season five I shipped Rory with Tristan and he was a far better man for her than Logan ever was because although he came in hot and kind of drove Rory nuts, he never got to the point of causing her physical and emotional harm (unless you count the car in the dining hall possibly coming down but she wasn't there). His teasing was relatively harmless and if the worst he did was complicate her friendship with Paris for a bit then it's definitely a no harm/no foul situation.

From DAY ONE though, Logan introducd himself by turning a sober wake for her friend into a fucking kegger that disrespected Paris, who was grieving for losing someone, and then Rory gets to the paper and immediately has to deal with sexual harassment from him through the internal IM system and Doyle turned a blind eye to it because 'boys will be boys', wedged his way into a party her grandparents were holding and instead of departing, they pissed off Dean enough for him to break up with Rory and then plied her with alcohol and brought her home and we're fucking lucky this was The WB and not MTV because in MTV's hands there WOULD have been sexual assault happening. Rory was not in her right mind that evening.

Then we get to the LDB weekend, Logan disrespecting her role as a journalist, and then forcing her into a situation in jumping off a platform with a parasol that could have easily killed her (and which I've set a fic around the danger). From then on he was possessive, refused to leave her alone, and despite whatever that crap about FWB occurred, he never wanted to be just a friend benefitting from her and was possessive from then on. I can just recite three seasons of canon here, but I'm just going to turn this into pinpoints to keep it simple; •No actual focus ever on his studies •He took zero responsibility for anything involving the yacht and left Rory in the lurch with a felony record and no fucking help at all on his end, nor did he EVER confront his father about how Rory was treated in her internship performance review with an absentee owner that should have been done by her direct editor. •Treatment of Paris. Every single day he knew her. Fuck him to hell and back for what he did to her when she had her editorship nervous breakdown and just taking credit for saving the paper when instead he convinced Rory to let her rot and take credit for printing the paper along with not getting an adult in the room to make sure Paris was okay. I know my bias for her is so strong it's on my license plate, but a woman in duress and already flailing should be getting mental health support rather than being pushed out by a loser who had done literally not a thing since he had his daddy get him on the paper. •No he's not Rory's Christopher. At least that bum realized he had to get a job. Logan was just a daddy's boy who never worked hard for anything he ever did. •Costa Rica. He fucking used his injuries and brush with death to get Rory's sympathy. Loser behavior. •Without his sister he'd be a regular at Club Fed and would've ended up in a Brokedown Palace situation or caned in Singapore. Honor not only has the patience of a saint with her shitty brother, but is on par with Joan of Arc in tolerating him. •His treatment of Shira as an absentee drunk mom is the most obvious example of an unreliable narrator we've ever seen. All we see is him denigrating her constantly along with Mitchum, and then Emily reducing what seems to be a solid story of a small-town girl in college somehow landing a great guy instead trashed down to 'sl•tty cocktail waitress got knocked up and now they're all stuck with each other'. Emily was in the wrong, Logan was in the wrong and Mitchum was in the wrong, and Shira had a story all her own that was pushed aside to uplift him. •There's no doubt that his story was inspired in every way by Mark Zuckerberg as he moved from Harvard to being a tech billionaire, with his pointless business ventures and such. Considering where that guy is in 2024 and now being an absolute chud for 45? Please don't tell me he had a sudden ephiphany and became very far left. His dad was a conservative and likely was buddy-buddy with Bush and I don't doubt in GG canon that Logan wasn't being a hornball about the Bush sisters. And I have zero doubt that Logan would be complete friends with a certain social media owner/failed comic/billionaire, and would probably be in a certain club in Broward County, Florida being an absolute kiss-ass with him. •The Dynastic Plan didn't even have to be a thing if Logan had just followed everything or treated Rory properly. •And treating Odette like utter shit didn't help. •He was a THIRTY-FIVE year old man treating the love of his life like she was a fucking side-piece to be ashamed of and still pulling LDB shit. That isn't just arrested development, but prison development with how much of a little boy he still thinks he is to this day. I could go on, but yeah, I don't like Logan and he was a horrible boyfriend to Rory. And you're talking to someone who ships Gellmore and only became more so through his entire existence.

I hope this answers your question, and you have a great day.