#Lily Eleanor Cromwell

[cryo-lily]

It's been ages since I post about her but-

It's amazing what I can do with proper character creation tools! Im never going back to vanilla Fallout 4 again lol

Without pc mods (on PS4 waay back when):

And now with PC mods:

My girl got one hell of a glow up and I'm so proud of it!

[hogibebeleri]

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- A -

Aaron Johnson - Leo Constantine

Aaron Tveit - Ezekiel Wymond

Abbey Lee Kershaw - S

Adam Brody - Cedric P. Powell

Adelaide Kane - Alana Windsor

Aidan Turner - Blaise Lynch

Alicia Vikander - Lily Marzia Lewis

Alona Tal - Claire Jenkins

Alycia Debnam Carey - Faith Franchot

Amber Heard - Edith Mori de Oliveira & Aureola Diana

Amy Poehler - Apple Corin

Ana de Armas - Riley Polanco

AnnaSophia Robb - Olivia Maeve

Andrew Garfield - Christen Austen

Andrew Lincoln - Desmond

Andy Samberg - Milo Dexter

Anna Christine Speckhart - Maria Sparrow

Anna Kendrick - June Lynwood

Ansel Elgort - Landon Scotty

Armie Hammer - Nikolai Fedosov

Ash Stymest - Wilford Grayson

Ashley Benson - Lexie Mallaith

Astrid Berges-Frisbey - Anthea Harrison

Aubrey Plaza - Zoya Everdene

- B -

Barbara Palvin - Annie Lancaster

Bella Heathcote - Fern Weinberg

Bill Skarsgård - Hermes Wolfhart

Boyd Holbrook - Hugo Montague

Bradley Cooper - Adonis Dard

Brett Dalton - Aldous Riordan

Brian J. Smith - Ä°.

Brit Marling - Euria Madlyn

- C -

Candice Accola - Evanora Eckhart

Carey Mulligan - Ophelia Delfino

Charlie Cox - Darcy Hemingway

Charlie Weber - Wardell Jon

Chloe Bennett - Miroslawa Waljewski

Chris Pine - Azure Welkin

Chris Pratt - Dux Stanton

Chris Wood - Atlas

Christian Bale - Mars Brant

Christian Cooke - Conor Lynton

Chyler Leigh - Cassandra Evans

Claire Holt - Karyna Gwen

Clark Gregg - Christopher Hart

Courtney Eaton - Night Haven

- D -

Daisy Ridley - Monica Myles

Dakota Johnson - Barbie Riley

Dan Stevens - Damien Delacroix

Daniel Radcliffe - Michael Genim

Daniel Sharman - Clementine Quinton

Danielle Campbell - Calista Apostolou

David Tennant - Hunter Chandra

Dianna Agron - Isis Chamberlain

Domhnall Gleeson - Jules E. Lincoln

Dominic Cooper - Quentin J. Lloyd

Dominic Sherwood - Dimitri Wolf

Douglas Booth - Vasco Delacour

Dylan O''brien - Nathaniel Hawkins

Dylan Sprayberry -Ove Stanford

- E -

Eddie Redmayne - S

Ebba Zingmark - Eloine Heaven

Eiza Gonzalez - Veronika Boleslava

Eleanor Tomlinson - Calleigh Gardenar

Elizabeth Debicki - Pippa Voughan

Elizabeth Henstridge - Gwendoline Cler

Elizabeth Olsen - Corinne Constantine

Eleanor Tomlinson - Calleigh Gardenar

Ella Purnell - Dolu

Elle Fanning - Rosie Van Laren

Ellen Page - Lydia Carrington

Elodie Yung - S

Emeraude Toubia - Elena Dimitriou

Emma Stone - Alexandra Zaleski

Emilia Clarke - Maya Davenport

Emilie De Ravin - Astrid Blanche

Emily Bett Rickards - Ocean Highmore

Emily Blunt - Lilla Arverne

Emily Browning - Ava Marlowe

Emily Deschanel - Hannah Montiel

Emily Didonato - Vera Isabel

Emmy Rossum - Vivian Gardner

Emily Rudd - Antje Griet

Erin Richards - Glory Constance

Eva Green - Verena Gray

Evan Peters - Viktor Chekov

Evangeline Lilly - Blue Marchand

Ewan McGregor - Acse Lemoine

Ezra Miller - Eugene Irwin

- F -

Felicity Jones - Macey Raphaelle

Felix Kjellberg - Silvestre César

Finn Jones - Buster

Freya Mavor - Olivia Fitzgerald

- G -

Gabriel Luna - José Espina

Gaia Weiss - Freya Kjellfrid

Gal Gadot - Cerys Ryan

Garrett Hedlund - Vitto Carlevaro

Gemma Arterton - Sabetha Belrossa

Georgina Haig - Calypso

Gigi Hadid - Mitchie Finnegan

Gina Rodriguez - Ida Castillo

Grace Phipps - Mia Kayleigh

Gustaf Skarsgård - Vincent Valente

- H -

Haley Bennett - Graciela de la Fuente

Hannah Simone - S

Harry Lloyd - Valentin Veaceslav

Hayden Christensen - Kristoff E. Petrov

Hayden Panettiere - Skyla Chavira

Hayley Atwell - Carmela di Chimici

Henry Cavill -Â Chester Norton

Hunter Parrish - Francis Rousseau

Hwang Jung Eum - Hana Godfrey

Ian De Caestecker - J.C. Murphy

Isabel Lucas - Helen Ambrosia

- J -

Jack O''Connell - Roy Whesker

Jai Courtney - Téo Teixeira

Jake Johson - Tony Thompson

James Franco - N/ash Carrington

James McAvoy - Sebastian Van Laren

Jamie Chung - Irene Weitz

Jane Levy -Â Elsie Rodgers

Jasmine Sanders -Â Liesje Lijsbeth

Jason Statham - Rafael Romero

Jay Baruchel - Cal J.W. Fox

Jeffrey Dean Morgan - Zed O''Callaghan

Jenna-Louise Coleman - Cecilia D. Chandler

Jennifer Morrison - Penny Black

Jensen Ackles - Florian W. Hoffman

Jeon Jeongguk - Jeon Jeongguk

Jeremy Renner - Dorian Dixon

Jesse Soffer - Grover Alen

Jessica De Gouw - Vera Guthrie

Ji Sung - Yong Jae Sun

JoAnna Garcia Swisher - Pacifica

Joe Gilgun - Desmond Gallagher

Johanna Braddy - Reva Keegan

John Krasinski - Jesse Wescott

Jon Kortajarena - Aaron Anderson

Josefine Frida Pettersen - Dolu

Jude Law - Andrei Pavlov

Julian Morris - Wesley Franklin

Julianne Hough - Madelyn Weaver

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Karen Fukuhara - Yuki Nakashima

Karen Gillan - Emma Fray (<33)

Kate Mara - Tuesday Beckett

Kate Mckinnon - Myrna Morgenstern

Katherine McNamara - Norene Harland

Kaya Scodelario - Quinn Jenae

Keira Knightley - Mystral Roux

Kevin Zegers - Damon Wallner

Kit Harington - Joel Paxton

Kristen Bell - Vivien Rouge

Krysten Ritter - Iris Thorne

- L-

Lauren Cohan - Wonder B.

Leighton Meester - Anastacia Bouvier

Leonardo diCaprio - Jerry Arlexa

Lily Collins - Frankie Chandra

Lily James - Anaïs V. Grimaldi

Lindy Booth - Camilla Weitz

Lindsey Morgan - Zenobia

Lizzy Caplan - Ramona Fade

Logan Lerman -Â Harley Langley

Luana Perez - Elizabeth Burton

Lucy Hale -Â Sheri Payne

Lyndsy Fonseca - Daisy de la Vina

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Mads Mikkelsen - Ä°

Maeve Dermody - Athena Zoega

Maia Mitchell -Â Lynda Stine

Margot Robbie - Josie Lesniewski

Maria Valverde - Valerija Roque

Marie Avgeropoulos - Ljubica Solvej

Marion Cotillard - Marika Lamora

Martin Wallström - Fabio Chepe

Mary Elizabeth Winstead - Amelie Steiner

Matt Hitt - Douglas Roswell

Matt McGorry - Corbin Renwick

Matthew Daddario - Diego Mendoza

Matthew Gray Gubler - Patrick Descoteaux

Max Irons - Marc Janko

Max Riemelt - Ziggy Hildebrand

Melanie Martinez - D

Melissa Benoist - Charlotte Evans

Melissa Fumero - Catherine Winters

Michael Fassbender - Franco Locatelli

Miguel Ángel Silvestre - Rico A. Moreno

Min Yoongi - Min Yoongi

Morena Baccarin - Tulip Talitha

- N -

Natalie Dormer - Gem Julep

Nick Blood - Isaac Wyatt

Nick Offerman - Alfred Castillo

Nico Mirallegro - Jack Daniels

Nikolaj Coster-Waldau - Theos Volantis

Nina Dobrev - Emmaline Winslow

Norman Reedus - Harley Harford

Noomi Rapace - Yulia Utkin

- O/Ö -

Olesya Rulin - Ceku Balım

Olga Kurylenko - Zelda Croft

Olivia Holt -Â Rylee Cantrell

Oscar Isaac - Aldo C. Ferreiro

- Q -

- P -

Paul Rudd - Marco Polo

Paula Patton - Winter Willford

Penelope Mitchell -Â Caitlyn Weatherly

- R -

Rachel McAdams - NavoÅŸ Lancaster

Rashida Jones - Jean Cardellini

Rebel Wilson -Â Lauren Dwyer

Reeve Carney - Dylan Breckendridge

Richard Madden - Tristan Windsor

Rinko Kikuchi - S

Rosario Dawson - Eve Blanchett

Rosamund Pike - Daniela Carlevaro

Rose McIver - Skyler Freestone

Rosie Huntington-Whiteley - Leona Lane

Ruth Negga - Lara Tailler

- S -

Sabrina Carpenter - Louise Linn

Sam Claflin - Mathias Clayton

Sarah Gadon - Nina Buchvarov

Sarah Hyland - Marceline Apostolou

Sebastian Stan - Maximillian di Chimici

Seychelle Gabriel - Leila Beaumont

Scarlett Johansson - Diamontina Dixon

Shailene Woodley - Joy Cappella

Shantel Vansanten - D

Shelley Hennig - Nora Simmons

Sophia Bush - D

Sophie Cookson - Rain Gisbourne

Summer Glau - Rhea Crisanta

- T -

Taron Egerton - Caleb Lysander

Tatiana Maslany - Margo Wiggins & Felicia Makovecz

Taylor Marie Hill - Milla Alexander

Taylor Swift - Melanie Phoenix

Teresa Palmer - Dora Desjardins

Theo James - Keiro Padmore

Tom Ellis - Hector A. Whittemore

Tom Felton - Alpha Rigorous

Tom Hardy - Dito Delfino

Tom Hiddleston - Newton F. Windsor

Tom Holland - Flynn Holdsworth

Tom Mison - Armitage Cromwell

Toni Garrn - Audrey Tyler

Torrey Devitto - D

Travis Fimmel - Forrest Dickson

Tuppence Middleton - Mia Santiago

- U/Ü -

- V -

Victoria Justice - Lotus van Boven & Selo

- X -

Xavier Samuel -Â August FridtjofÂ

- W -

Will Smith - Dante di Mercurio

Willa Holland - Ethea Middlesworth

- Y -

- Z -

Zendaya - Izzy McGowan

Zoe Kazan - D

Zoë Kravitz - Thalia Hardy

Zoe Saldana - Kiara Kingsley

Zooey Deschanel - Hailey Montiel

Zoey Deutch - Myra Blackbourne

[rossmccallsqueen]

BoRhap Boys Soap Opera AU characters Part 2!

Continued from the last post!

Steph aka @twotitsdeacon as Eleanor Cunningham

The local journalist that everyone goes to when they hear a rumor, and She’s always Rex’s source. She knows the dirt on everyone, which makes people try hard to be on her good side. Some alliances are real and some she uses to get what she wants. Only she knows the truth.

Sam aka @punkgeekchic as Montana Cromwell

Joseph's younger sister who is a private investigator. She doesn't mind working alongside her brother and right now is secretly working into trying to get information on Geoffrey's dark past.

Mary aka @anotherhystericalqueen as Lily Drake

Lily plans all the best parties and galas, with Lydia and Rex as two of her biggest clients. She knows her job puts her in a powerful position with a lot of discretion involved. She may look like an honest open book, but in her line of work some things are better left in the dark.

Monica aka @deacytits as Veronica Arthur

Your sweet, down to earth, small town girl. She’s everyone’s friend, but that also means she knows a lot of secrets. Not the best idea to cross her. But Rex has something up his sleeve that could ruin her...

Emma aka @joemazzelloswigs as Melody Edwards

A badass detective who doesn’t play by the rules. Her new assignment is London, a hot spot for crime. Things go missing at the university, and now Geoffrey only has eyes for the new detective in the town.

Ana aka @thesevenseasofnublar as Mia Nolan

She is a young writer with writer's block that moves to the town after escaping from the countryside. Her past made her a cold woman who would do anything to keep her secret hidden...

Douglas Booth as Daniel Winters

From the countryside, Daniel moved to London as soon as he was old enough. He became a driver for the rich and elite, so he knows all there is to know. What they don’t know is they’re all characters in his book...

If anyone else wants a character pls feel free to send me their name, a description, and who you want to play you! Anyone can be apart of this 💕

I’ll probably write imagines, drabbles, blurbs, HC’s, and anything else y’all want! (Tagging everything as borhap soap opera au & soap opera au)

Send me asks and comments about story lines, anyone can make up anything for any storyline for any character! Lets see where this goes shall we?

[cryo-lily]

Who would Lilith be if she were a SWTOR character?

Thank you for the ask @swtorpadawan !

And Ohh that's a good question.

Honestly? Probably an advocate or attorney that would may or may-not be force sensitive. Trying to keep anyone in the republic senate held accountable for their actions and smack down any of the republic goverment that has the "Rules for thee, not for me" mentality.

Lilith would honestly have a field day with anyone that was responsible for the Belsavis shenanigans in swtor. She'd also be the first in line to put Saresh in her place.

Lilith at her core, if you take her out of fallout, is very much an intelligent, silver tongued character that is just plain stupid lucky. With my definition of lucky being not always being a lightning rod for good fortune but sometimes just surviving things she shouldn't have.

[cryo-lily]

Well after soo much shit going on the past couple years I finally managed to polish it enough to start posting "Scars" in parts.

It going to be LONG so thus the decision to break it up into chapters.

I've no excuses how long it took me to get this started let alone done and in sight of the finish line. To those who have waited this long for this, I am truly sorry.

Now THIS is where I shall start my series of fics around Lily's adventures through the Commonwealth.

In the future I hope to do Salem justice as it was so badly ignored in the game.

Hell I might even be able to explain in this how this OC Sole Survivor isn't a self insert despite the name! 😅

[cryo-lily]

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Split second decisions were not Lily’s strong suit in the beginning of her journey lol. But if anything stayed the same for her it’s “If anything happens to Piper I will kill everyone in this room whose responsible”.

We all have that fav companion we feel this with right? It’s not just me?

[cryo-lily]

With a face like that I don't blame Piper for falling head over heels for Lily lol.

Local reporter falls in love with pre-war Salem relic

[cryo-lily]

Headcanon: Piper was horrible with basic first aid beyond 'use a stimpak and go' at first. Till one day she met a reckless dumbass of a Vault Dweller who had no concept of the dangers in the Commonwealth. And after many close calls together, Piper is now an expert at getting people (mostly her new prewar girlfriend) patched up to survive long enough to see a doctor (by that I mean Curie of course).

And depending on the situation Piper will absolutely be backing Curie up on scolding the sole survivor for their reckless behavior that got them seriously injuried in the first place.

TLDR: Lily is a reckless dumbass who doesn't look before she leaps into danger. And when that happens her companions & friends have all the shared braincells.

[cryo-lily]

Scars (Part 1)

Well it took me over a year to finally start to post this, so no excuses just a meager hope that this is the start of more stories of Sole Survivor: Lily Cromwell.

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“Where did I put it…? Shit. I thought I-Ah! There you are!” Piper mumbled under her breath trying to find her key to Home plate that was somewhere in her coat pockets.

Lily had given her a spare key to Home plate a while ago but to Piper it was still a new feeling for her. Lily was always super protective of her, as she put it, “Scavver’s Paradise”. So it surprised Piper when Lily gave her the only spare key to her new house in Diamond city; Lily was there for about a week or two before she initially gave the key to Piper in case of an “emergency” and also because they were friends. But as time went by and when their relationship grew closer the excuse of emergency turned more into the truth, which was: Piper was one of the few people that Lily could trust with anything.

Piper finally fished out the key when her fingers felt the familiar metal of the key chain, even in the dim evening lights of Diamond City’s market the old key chain sparkled slightly. It couldn’t help but make her smile slightly every time she saw the half rusted witch key chain Lily found on one of their scavenging trips to her hometown of Salem. Lily wouldn’t out right admit it but Piper knew finding something so little from her past meant the world to Lily. That’s why it surprised Piper a bit when Lily gave it to her with the spare key; Piper tried to give it back knowing how much finding it meant to her. But Lily wouldn’t hear of it, she wanted her to have it.

Piper rubbed the old key chain between her fingers as she began to get lost in thought of recent memories, but shook her head quickly to snap her out of it. She was here for a reason. Nat was out at a friend’s house for the weekend to work on a project for school and Piper didn’t need a second invitation to use the opportunity to spend the weekend at Home plate with her girlfriend. So she decided to try and surprise Lily by quietly opening the far door of Home plate, easy enough assuming the coast was clear on that side of the house. Piper quickly and as quietly as she could unlocked the door with her half rusted key and let herself in. But not before quick poking her head to see if the coast was clear. No sign of Lily yet.

Upon closing the door Piper’s eyes adjusted to the even dimmer lights of the warehouse side of Home plate. Lily always was a Night owl and never really preferred too bright of lights on unless she needed to do something important, which Piper didn’t mind all too much. As Piper began to enter she noticed everything was mostly normal except all of the crafting stations and tools were noticeably used and strewn about a bit carelessly. Curiously besides most of the tools were some pieces of scrapped wood and some old half filled paint buckets with big black letters on them spelling “CHROME”. She wondered what new project Lily was up to this time as she passed by the small junk pile. This wouldn’t be the first time Lily found something along her travels that she wanted to fix up or tinker with, and it certainly wasn’t the last. With Lily though Piper knew it could be just about anything with her range of interests, and how easily she could be side tracked by the smallest things.

When walking out of the warehouse side of Home plate and toward the living area Piper dropped her backpack next to her desk Lily had given her in case she ever needed a quiet place to work on the paper away from Nat or whoever else. It was just as she left it, typewriter pushed to the back, various pencils, pens and paper strewn about everywhere, some of which were rough drafts for possible articles in the paper. Near the edge of then desk there was a half filled ash tray next to an opened pack of smokes lying on its side with one too many cigarettes to be considered empty and one lighter that desperately needed to be refilled.

“I really need to clean you one of these days...” Piper thought to herself as she sighed seeing her messy desk with some of her bad habits on full display.

Some of the more frustrating stories to write she worked on here where Piper had a bit more privacy than at home. She loved Nat with all her heart but Nat was still her little sister, and a nosy little sister at that; one that tended to take Piper’s personal journal far more than she’d ever like her to while she’s busy working. Which eventually led to Piper spent more and more time working there to focus on the paper when Nat was being a little too much for her to handle.

Carefully Piper crept up to the edge of the wooden floor where the living area began; she did not want to alert Lily just yet so it could be a little bit of a surprise. But before she rounded the corner Piper noticed Lily’s black jacket haphazardly thrown on the couch on top of a backpack with a Mintuemen patch that has seen better days. The entire house was unusually quiet and dim even by Lily’s standards, and something felt off Piper knew that much. Things around here were usually not this quiet, there was some music always playing weather it was from Diamond city radio or one of the many music holotapes that Lily had salvaged over time. But before Piper could round the corner to investigate further, a soft voice could be heard mumbling from the bedroom upstairs.

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               “Jesus H... Look at her. Looks like she lost a fight with a Deathclaw-“ A distant voice faintly echoed in the back of Lily’s mind. “Or several Mirelurks…” Another voice joked in response.

Echoes of conversations Lily overheard that didn’t bother her at the time but ones that she wishes she could forget. But that didn’t stop her mind from dwelling on things she has overheard others have said about her over the course of her journeys up to this point. This was nothing new in her life, pretending not to overhear such comments made about her one way or another. Though Lily has learned to deal with it in her own ways, albeit in some unhealthy ways, but in the moments of quiet where her mind can wander freely was far from peaceful in recent times.

               Taking a deep breath she closed her eyes as she tried to relax her mind. The last thing Lily needed right now was her inner critic using other’s words to fuel her own self doubt, she had enough problems with herself without more fuel added to that dumpster fire. Slowly her mind was quiet once more and she was left alone with her own thoughts once again. When she opened her eyes again she caught the gaze of her reflection again, the strange woman that she didn’t recognize looking back at her emotionlessly. The heavily scarred face staring back at her made Lily’s heart sank. Slowly her eyes began to wander down toward the floor away from the mirror the heavier Lily’s heart grew.

               “Maybe fixing you up wasn’t the best choice…” Lily lamented to herself quietly as her eyes drifted towards the floor halfheartedly before looking over the mirror she recently salvaged again.

On a recent solo scavenging trip she had run into an old Victorian-style standing mirror in desperate need of repairs, normally with things like this most decent scavengers would ignore it for something that they could turn a profit on. Almost no one would waste their time with some half ruined piece of prewar furniture. And normally Lily wouldn’t bother either, there were better things to fix up that were more worthwhile. At the time though, the then broken mirror she found seemed to tug at some deep within her, as if it was from a distant memory. So she took the parts of the mirror she could manage to save with her back to Home Plate to be repaired.

As Lily was repairing the mirror earlier her mind couldn’t help but wander back to simpler times of childhood; times when Lily and her childhood best friend would play hours of dress up when they were younger in front of similar mirrors. Her Grandmother, Agatha, always had antique Victorian furniture like this mirror around the family estate, as if an old Victorian manor in the woods wasn’t enough for the creepiness factor in Salem, but that was Grandma Agatha’s type of humor though doubling down on things to get a rise or a reaction out of people. Sometimes Lily missed Grandma Aggie’s sense of humor a lot nowadays more than ever. While lost in her memories it didn’t take Lily long to repair the old mirror she had found, and though it didn’t look brand new it still looked like the best damn mirror she’s seen since her prewar days.

But there was no denying how haunted by the past she secretly was, as much as she tried to hide it. This led to a number of times where Lily became enamored with some seemingly random prewar relic. Ask any of her closest companions and even they couldn’t tell you the answer why. Lily never explained why to them because she thinks most of them wouldn’t understand, as much as she loves her closest friends. Perhaps Nick would understand in a way, but Lily tended to suffer in silence about how the echoes of her own past haunted her. Though only a small few of her friends got her to even admit she’s haunted by flashbacks of her prewar life which was one of the reasons why she became randomly attached to some prewar objects or relics, this mirror was no different.

Looking over the mirror again Lily began to wonder if restoring the thing to as it was even a good idea at this point. It was only amplifying her self-doubts that have been festering quietly under the surface for a long time now. Closing her eyes again, Lily took another deep breath to try and keep her more negative thoughts about herself at bay. The silence in Home plate was almost comforting until a voice coming from seemingly nowhere broke through the somber atmosphere. Lily’s eyes shot open at the sound of the voice that only breaks her heart hearing it again. The surroundings of Home plate seemed to fade away into the dark around her as the mirror itself began to look like it almost brand new or antique even, and the reflections of memories past now staring back at her in the mirror, almost taunting her with how real they felt.

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Lily stepped closer to the mirror checking to make sure she had her outfit in order, fixing her hair, making sure she didn’t have too much make-up on just yet. Lest her parents begin to wonder where she could possibly be going dressed up in such a way even on ‘All Hallows Eve’. Her parents were always too strict for their own good, wanting their ‘delinquent’ daughter not to ruin the family name in the town; despite the irony in their words. A voice began to call out from her bed across the room behind her.

“You can’t fuss in front of the mirror all day; it’s not like your parents will care either way if they catch us sneaking out again” the familiar voice echoed.

“Yea but if I keep up appearances they’ll be less likely to catch us, if you can keep your hands to yourself for more than five minutes-.” Lily smirked back at the brunette girl now leaning over Lily’s shoulder watching her fix her school uniform. The brunette smiled playfully in response as she began to slowly undo Lily’s shirt buttons from behind, which couldn’t help but make Lily laugh as she tried to playfully slap her girlfriend’s hands away. “Beatrice! Would you stop?! My parents could walk in and see us!”

“Then hurry up! We need pick up the others so we can get ready for our Halloween concert. Besides we both know we’ll need to change again away.” Beatrice responded a bit impatiently. “I already have the stuff we need packed and hidden in your car. We could make our grand escape right now! Your parents won’t even notice us leave… they’re too busy getting ready for the mayor’s Halloween fundraiser remember? You don’t need to over think this, we’ll be fine. We always are!”

Lily smiled even more as her girlfriend’s embrace turned from playful to more gentle and soft. Her impatience to break Lily away from her prison of a home life as often as she could was almost infectious. The two girls started to laugh once again after their eyes meet again in the mirror several times without either of them saying a word for what seemed like an eternity to them, before Lily gained the courage to break the silence between them after the laughter had died down.

“What would I do without you?” Lily leaned her head against the brunette’s, her smile melting away relaxed and contented.

“Lose sight of what’s important?” Beatrice coyly replied in return, playfully nudging her head against Lily’s.

“How can I when you’re stand right here?”Lily smiled back again warmly meeting her love’s gaze again before giving her a small peck on the cheek.

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“Oh hey! You fixed up that mirror you found, it looks like you did a good job!” Piper suddenly chimed in as she wrapped her arms around Lily’s waist from behind.

Lily’s heart nearly leapt out of her chest as she was startled out of her flashback and her surroundings of Home Plate quickly faded back into view. The reflections of her past fading quickly away into the darkness again as her own reflection started to change slowly back to her present day self. Piper looked over her lover’s shoulder and noticed the solemn look on her Blue’s face as Lily tried to hide quickly wiping away some tears.

“What’s wrong?” Piper tried asking her in a comforting tone. Lily didn’t quite meet Piper’s eyes in the mirror. “You know you can tell me anything Blue.”

“It’s nothing…” Lily tried to evade the question, trying to avoid meeting the reporter’s eyes in the mirror. But she made the mistake of meeting Piper’s soft gaze for less than a second after she opened her mouth, which then turned the reporter’s soft gaze into more of a glare.

“What’s wrong?” Piper asked again firmly, letting go of her lover’s waist as she began to glare at Lily in the mirror. Piper hated it when Blue kept her emotions bottled up from her. She knew too well the toll that it takes on Lily’s mental wellbeing. Lily sighed heavily in response; the reporter always seemed to see right through her in times like these.

“It just-“ Lily began before seeing her reflection again and her heart grew heavy once more. Slowly she turned around and walked away from the mirror to lean against the nearby dresser, keeping her gaze locked on the floor. She didn’t have the heart to meet Piper’s eyes at the moment. “It’s just… The reflection has changed since I last remember.”

Hearing those words come from her Blue made the reporter’s heart ache. Surely there was more of an explanation behind this, and Piper intended to find out. Before walking over to Lily’s side Piper made sure to flip the mirror around so no more reflections could be seen. It seemed like the last thing Lily needed right now. Piper has helped Lily through some tough times before but she’s never seen her like this. Carefully the reporter walked in front of her lover to be face to face again.

“It seemed fine to me.” she causally said trying to lighten the mood, but received no response from the woman. Silence began to fill the air again the longer Lily didn’t reply. Looking over the woman who refused to meet her gaze Piper began to put the clues together. “Is this because of your scars?”

Lily closed her eyes tight trying to hold back more tears and avoid meeting Piper’s now concerned looking face. Her chest began to tighten the longer the silence went on and the harder it was becoming to stay silent around the reporter. Part of Lily still believing that she could handle this on her own while the other part also knowing she couldn’t handle this alone for long before it really started to effect herself, as if it hadn’t already. After what seemed like an eternity Lily finally gained the courage to meet her lover’s gaze.

Piper could now see Lily’s watery eyes trying to fight back tears as she finally looked up from the floor to meet her gaze. It almost broke her heart seeing Lily silently trying to deal with her emotional pain alone again. She wanted to say something, but before the reporter could do so her body instinctively embraced her Blue in a tight comforting hug. In the back of her mind Piper knew Lily would never outright ask for a hug, but at this point in their relationship she knew when Blue desperately needed one even if she didn’t say anything. Lily could feel the warmth from the reporter’s comforting embrace the longer it went on, and it wasn’t long before her heart finally gave in and meekly returned Piper’s hug.

Lily didn’t need to say anything in response; Piper knew the answer to her own question from Blue’s body language alone. This wasn’t the first time Lily had self-doubts grow from her ever changing appearance since entering the wasteland of the Commonwealth. But this was the first time Piper had seen it affect Blue so badly. Lily has always had a few scars since the day they met, Piper had on some level correctly assumed that said scars were something Blue had gotten in her prewar days, but the reporter didn’t press her lover on the subject. She knew Lily would tell her when the time was right. After what seemed like a long while, Piper was finally the first to break their embrace to say something.

“Did you want to talk about it?” The reporter pulled away from her to try and fill the silence between them; Lily not quite meeting her eyes again but nodded softly in response. “Okay, well how about you find a place to sit and I’ll get us something to drink. How’s that sound?”

“Okay…” Lily quietly replied as she moved away from the dresser to sit down on her nearby bed. “Maybe get some of the good rum from the fridge?”

“Of course, I’ll be right back.” Piper couldn’t help but smile at Blue’s sheepish request. Leaning over she gently placed both hands on either side of the woman’s face and gave her a long passionate kiss before breaking away to get their refreshments for the evening. The reporter smiled even more when she saw the slightest positive change in Lily’s glum expression.

Lily couldn’t help but smile a little herself after the kiss as Piper disappeared downstairs to procure their liquor for the evening. She wouldn’t lie, a nice cold bottle of rum sounded really good right about now after the depressing evening of doubting herself so far. As she waited Lily brought her legs up onto the bed so she could sit with her legs crossed, hands neatly folded while absent mindedly looking down at the hard wooden floor that made up part of Home plate’s upper level not really knowing what to do with her depressed self as she waited for Piper to return. But it wasn’t long before Piper came back upstairs with two large bottles of rum in one hand and a small plate of some Quantum Crunch doughnuts Lily had made not too long ago in the other hand.

“What no Fancy lads?” Lily couldn’t help but joke as the reporter handed her a bottle of rum.

“No, but I figured that these were more fitting for a relaxing night. Unless you don’t want them I can just throw them away.” Piper teased starting to slowly walk back down the stairs.

“What? No! I was just- Mmhm-“ Suddenly Lily was cut off by a doughnut being shoved partly in her mouth. Lily coughed slightly as she took a bite so she could respond again as the reporter laughed setting down the plate of doughnuts on the dresser before taking off her jacket to join Lily on the bed.

“At least you’re feeling a little better right?” Piper eyed Blue as she sat down to uncork her bottle of rum to take a sip.

“I’m getting there…” Lily followed suit opening her own bottle but taking a much larger chug from her bottle than the reporter. “You being here helps a bit… Helps keep my mind off of more depressing thoughts.”

“So, why is the mirror making you upset?” Damned if Piper wasn’t very perceptive of Blue’s emotions by now and very quick to the point when talking about them. “If this about your scars I don’t-“

“Why does it matter? I’m just a relic of the past… Relics get damaged all the time. It happens.” Lily said very dismissively, trying to avoid the reporter’s inquisitive gaze but to no avail. So she took another long nervous sip from her bottle of rum. But Piper saw right through her, she was avoiding the topic again.

“You do know it doesn’t matter to me, who cares what others might say? I like your scars. They tell so many stories. And I know every one of them.” Piper took another swig of rum herself without breaking eye contact with the woman sitting across the bed from her.

“Really… You know every one of the stories these fucking scars tell?” Lily looked at the reporter suspiciously not quite believing her. “There’s no way you know every single one of them. There- are too many…”

“It’s the truth; there are some things you don’t forget. And I know every single story your scars tell, even the ones not worth putting in the paper.” Piper very clearly meant every word she had just said.

“Even my prewar scars?” Lily asked raised an eyebrow half skeptically thinking she had finally stumped the reporter.

“Alright maybe I don’t know the story behind them yet but my point still stands.” Piper reached across Lily to grab a doughnut of her own, knowing exactly what she was doing. Out of the corner of her eye, Piper could see Lily blushing slightly while trying very hard, and failing, not to stare at the reporter’s cleavage showing from her tank top that she wore today; which couldn’t help but make Piper smirk as she sat back down after retrieving her sweet treat. “But I know how clearly painful it is for you to dwell on it so I have faith you’ll tell me that story in time when you’re ready.”

Piper was so patient with her, for all that Lily still kept hidden from her and she never pushed her to tell anything she wasn’t ready to. But as their relationship grew more intimate Piper knew she had to push a bit more sometimes just to get Blue to open up at all about her thoughts and feelings that she tended to keep bottled up far too often that was even healthy. And Lily didn’t mind all too much because she knew Piper meant well trying to help her cope with all the negative thoughts and feelings that have been building up for the longest time now. Stuff that she’d still refuse to acknowledge was a problem without Piper around. Lily was great at helping others manage their emotions, but horrible at handling her own; she’s been called cold-hearted and emotionless on more than one occasion because of it. Even then this was a very bad habit of Lily’s that on some level they were trying to overcome together.  

“Okay then prove it Ms.Wright, what are some of the stories behind these fucking things?” Lily gestured to herself, still not quite believing her lover.

“You still don’t believe me do you? Fine. How about this, do even you remember how you got this one?” Piper responded by half lifting Lily’s t-shirt to reveal her toned abs, and numerous other scars. But Piper gestured to one scar in particular near Lily’s left hip, along with a few other nasty deep scars that was ever so slightly darker in color compared to Lily’s pale skin.

Lily couldn’t help but blush slightly as Piper just nonchalantly lifted up her shirt to start poking various scars she was referring to on her lower abdomen. At this point in their relationship Piper and Lily were well past knowing every inch of each others’ bodies. But Lily was still caught off guard by Piper’s sudden gesture to prove her point. And it took a good portion of the reporter’s will not to stare at Lily’s abs more than necessary, she had a point to make to this woman and she was going to fucking prove it. Lily had become too self conscious about herself in recent months and Piper wanted to change that.

“I…” Lily couldn’t find the words to respond to Piper as she almost seemed to stare straight through Lily waiting for a response. “It’s from… that one time we were the only ones to respond to a settlement’s call for help.”

“So you do remember. And here I thought you had gotten so reckless at the time that you perhaps forgot when you even got it.” Piper let go of Lily’s shirt as she smiled at the woman.

“That… Doesn’t happen all the time...” Lily blushed a bit more as she tried to fix her shirt as the reporter smiled at her with an almost shit-eating grin.

“Then please, do tell what you remember. And I’ll tell you if you even remember it properly” Piper laughed slightly before taking a long smug sip from her bottle of rum.

“Well for starters it was back during my vault suit days-“ Lily started to reminisce ignoring the reporter’s sly smirk at the mere mention of that damned vault suit.

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Headcanon: The first real thing Lily and Cait bonded over that wasn't fighting, drinking or chems was having shitty parents. Cait's parents never seemed to want her. While Lily's parents did want her, but for all the wrong reasons.

Cait's parents sold her for a handful of caps. Lily's parents wanted a puppet to ensure they could control the family's fortunes that they were denied. Neither side ever truly wanted a daughter; they were means to an end in some form anyway.

Lily's mother was almost straight up evil. She was a black widow, she had secretly killed 4 other husbands for their riches because Agatha (Lily's maternal grandmother) had refused to make her only daughter the heir to family fortune due to her actions. Lily's father was almost the perfect match for her mother, he was just as evil and ambitious. They thought they could have a child to control the Cromwell fortune through. Boy were they wrong.

(I can go on for days about the Cromwell family drama in the town of Salem but then this post would be too long lol)

So natrually Lily and Cait became close as sisters, learning to over come their traumas from their abusive parents together and become stronger for it. With each of the women coming from different ends of that spectrum they tend to meet in the middle on most things.

That doesn't mean they aren't at eachother's throats from time to time when arguing. Like one time Danse had to put on his power armor just to break up a heated fight between the two when they drank alittle too much one evening and got to talking about their shitty parents.

I eventually want to expand on this dynamic of their relationship in the future.

[cryo-lily]

Alrighty and finally how about 4, 18 and 21? For Lily as well! That'll be all LOL

*cracks knuckles* Lets do this!

4. Best places to kiss on their body:

Oh oh oh! This one is easy. Lily's neck, hands down. Both before and after she had her throat slit. Before it was am easy way to melt her heart. After tho... it became a much more intimate area. After she had her throat slit (and nearly died in Piper's arms) Lily became very protective around that area of her body. And one of the only times she doesn't instinctivly tense up is when Piper starts to move her kisses down Lily's neck. Part of her body always wants to tense up and recoil at any touch sensation on her neck, but after everything they've been through together, Piper is the only one Lily trusts to touch that area anymore (not even herself). And Piper knows this, without any words being said, it all in Lily's body language. And now after all that it's one of the quickest ways to Lily's heart and desires that Piper knows of.

18. Things they'll never admit:

Lily will never admit to her feeling haunted by flashbacks of prewar life, or the feeling of Deju vu she gets alot. Stuff like this hasn't happened before to Lily, at least not to this degree after she got thawed out. Part of it even scares her to death, seeing places and people she's never been to or saw before as they were in normal prewar life. It makes her feel like a ghost out of time. Lily isn't even sure what triggers it anymore as much as she trys to hide it all. And Piper knows this, she is very perceptive after all. She sees right through Lily's calm & collected facade that she maintains. Piper also knows Lily will never deal with this on her own, and she'll never ask for help with it lest it makes her seem more broken than she already is. So Piper trys to be supportive and be there whenever Lily does need to talk about any of it. Or makes Lily talk about it when she clearly needs to vent but wont because Lily is stubborn lol

21. Turning points in their life:

This is an easy top two.

First, Lily's parents running her out of town when they were finally fed-up with their daughter's stubborn-ness about her being left as Grandma Aggie's heir to the Cromwell estate. They deserved it more, Lily's mother felt cheated that she was passed over as the family heir. And she hated that she couldn't control her daughter and in turn the family fortunes. And if Lily's mother couldn't have it then neither will her daughter. Lily was run out of Salem shortly after she graduated High school, when her parents sent some of their hired goons to take care of her.. permanently. She was hanging out in an old warehouse (where Lily and her old friends would hang out or set up performances for their band) when it all went down. Only Beatrice & Lily made it out alive to escape town, the rest of her friends... weren't as lucky.

Then number two is Beatrice's death a few years later. I won't ramble forever on this one but I'll try to keep ot short. After being convinced by Beatrice to take on cases against Eddie Winter (which Lily almost always won by the by) so it could help Beatrice write a huge exposé on Winter's hold on most of the criminal underground in boston. Winter wanted them both gone, but he settled for one gone and the other broken beyond repair. Lily completely gave up on "fighting the good fight" after Beatrice died in her arms. And Lily just shutdown after losing her childhood best friend and soulmate. Lily lost the will to live and was just on autopilot for the next couple of years, up until world ended anyway. But by then she was trapped in her mistakes with an abusive man she didn't love and had a child she didn't really want. And honestly only the end of the world or death could free her from it. She still feels haunted by failing to save Beatrice though. And her last words still echo in her mind every day and bring nothing but pain at the memory of her loss.

"Don't cry Lil'... we'll see eachother again... in another life... I promise..."

Lily still doesn't quite believe Beatrice's last words, but that hasn't stopped her from keeping them close to her heart, because Beatrice believed and that was enough for her.

Lily now refuses to lose the ones she loves most again. And she will protect them with everything she has... even if it costs her her life. She's been through so much pain in her life and doesn't know how to carry on... but she refuses to let history repeat it's self before her eyes again.

[cryo-lily]

What are some of Lily's fave places to be around in the Commonwealth and even outside of it? Also have you played any of the other fallout games? If you have just curious on what would Lily's thoughts be on stories she's heard of like say a scorchbeast for example XD

Ohh I've never really thought about this one!

Hmm well I'd have to say Lily has a few places she can easily list as her fave to be. Her houses at Sanctuary and Home Plate are easily near the top of her list if she wants to get away from everything.

The Memory Den is also near if not at the top of that list. She's one of Irma's best clients, at some points Lily has even floated some ideas past Dr.Amari on how to make the Memory loungers better.

Post-Institute destruction though, Her Hometown of Salem can also be added to that list. Truly going back after being run out of town by her parents ages ago would be like pouring salt on some old, unhealed wounds. But after dealing with some of the traumas of her past I think part of her would want to recapture some happy memories there like when she was younger.

And yes! I've played fallout 3 (somewhat before I lost my save to the void lol) I've been meaning to try some of the others.

So yea though Lily never ventured to some of those areas prewar, she'd be more than curious to vist them postwar and see how things have changed across the country.

Like She'd be curious about the stories about the Lone Wanderer, wanting to maybe meet her if she's alive to maybe understand how the Brotherhood went off it's rocker in such a short time lmao.

As for the tales of say the scorchbeast, if you asked Lily when she just got out vault She'd probably just be like "Pardon me? It's how big and does what? No fucking thank you."

But if you ask a post-institute destruction Lily, she'd down for fighting 10 before breakfast. 🤣

[cryo-lily]

Lily is totally the kind of person to make stupid jokes when she's bored while out scavenging.

Lily: Hey, Hey Piper!

Piper: Hmm?

Lily: *Holds up pool rack* Nice Rack 😂

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For the ask how about 5, 10, 13, and 22 for Lily? I know a lot lol

I am all about this! Let's go!!

5. Guilty Pleasures:

Lily totally collects preserved Prewar artifacts. Completely useless clean or practically brand new ash tray? She has it in a safe place. You name it Lily probably found a perfectly preserved prewar relic.

Her friends & companions are either totally confused by her hoarding of prewar relics, or sometimes shame or make jokes about it. But those closest to her understand at least a little why she collects such relics.

With Lily suffering from flashbacks & visions of Prewar life (either familar or unfamilar) it's part of the driving force behind this guilty pleasure of hers. Maybe on some level its also a coping mechanism I suppose?

10. Fears/Phobias:

Ohh this one is fun! Well first off bugs are a big phobia for Lily. But not like normal tiny bugs, she's lowkey afraid of an bug like creature bigger than her shins. Soo... the wasteland is one big nightmare for her. But to be fair Lily would be like internally screaming as she faces off against such creatures, then when they're all dead (she's confident she's mostly alone or safe) she then outwardly freaks out lol.

As for fears though... explosions. Lily is SUPER jumpy around explosions, but she won't admit it. Specfically the vehicle explosions from like the derelict cars around the Commonwealth. Not to rant forever as to why, but it all comes back to how she lost the first love of her life. On some level I don't think Lily will ever shake that fear.

That and the fear of losing the ones she loves and the ones closest to her... again.

13. What gets them flustered:

Oh this one is easy!

Either Piper or Lily's closest friends breaking down her hubris or emotionless facade that she always mantains in public or around strangers.

Lily is most of the time confident, stern, or even cocky in her outward facade that she presents. But the moment those closest to her find the crack in these emotional defenses it all comes crumbing down to reveal the real Lily that she hides to protect herself from more pain.

Like a perfect example is: Lily is totally a top most of the time. But Piper easily matches Lily step for step, so when the reporter sees another crack in Lily's facade that is the walls she has up to protect herself; Piper 100% knows how to break down those walls and is able to reduce this seemingly confident woman into a flustered mess that's she's able to handcuff to the bed that night if she so desires lmao.

22. People who've influenced them greatly:

Lily's Grandmother (Agatha) was a major driving force in Lily's life. Any good that's in Lily began with her Grandmother. Her passion to help others, to fight the good fight even if she doesn't know how. Grandma Aggie was more or less the real mother figure in her life, and taught her so much. Agatha was the woman that stood between Lily's horrible mother and a freightened young girl hiding in a closet pleading with her mother to leave her alone because she wouldn't follow her mother's evil schemes. And Lily will never be able to repay all of her grandmother kindness, for being the light that shielded her against the darkness of the world she was born in.

And for better or worst Lily's mother (Victoria) also was a major influence in her life. Hell Lily was literally born with the "Black Widow" perk because her mother was one. Almost every worst aspect of Lily's self that she hates about herself has some roots leading back to her mother.

Lily honestly still struggles with the duality she inherited from the women in her life that she grew up around.

[cryo-lily]

Whelp. I'm back with my Fallout 4 oc on survival mode bs again.... lol

But still... LOOK AT HOW HAPPY SHE LOOKS!! Meeting Piper for the first time (again) lmao

[cryo-lily]

Jesus H. I woke up this morning and I finally remember:

Oh.My.God. I fucking completely forgot about MITTENS!!!!! It's been forever since I had him in a playthrough for Lily!! (Mostly because I had no proper settlement to store him at)

MY POOR BABY BOY!! MAMA'S GUNNA FIND YA!! I PROMISE!!!

TLDR: Mittens is Lily's pet tamed Alpha Deathclaw. And he is a mama's boy.