#Like bro is that you Riv??
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Welcome to today where the biggest question is:
Is that just anxiety for no apparent reason,
is someone realising a Thing and real nervous about it,
Is this just due to the crippling levels of hypervigilance we've been cursed with for the past days,
Or are we just really, really unnerved for some reason or another and it's making the heartbeat pick up?
( Bonus: Is it trauma-related? Abandonment issues perhaps- or maybe even lack of closure or the terror of the future ahead? )
Oh boy! I sure do hope we find out soon â¨
( To clarify this man is being SILLY and this is ALL A JOKE ! )
#Noa Rambles#Random information for theeee#Not a vent#I'm genuinely so confused and curious at the same time#Like bro is that you Riv??#You're like a nervous trainwreck so you good???
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It actually is so insane to me how many doctors do not fight for their patients/advocate for them because what do you mean I have faxed you 8 times now to get your patient a PA for a medication they really desperately need and you canât take the time to do a little extra paperwork so they donât have to pay 1.3k real life human dollars out of pocket. Brother are you actually satan himself because if so please walk yourself straight to hell
#riv rambles#and I would like to understand I really would#I know healthcare workers are overworked and half the time underpaid for what they deal with but seriously bro#the least you could do is pick up the phone#I called his office TWELVE times myself#I donât even want to guess how many times the patient themselves called#and now tomorrow theyâre gonna have to drive up there and confront the office in person because what else is she supposed to do#and honestly. Iâve had large hospitals respond faster than this tiny ass private practice so#I think itâs safe to say you are an asshole and I hope you get a terrible ear infection or something#and I hope ur antibiotics are not covered#by your insurance
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Ok so I like this game
#anyone that's been here a second knows how i feel about the elven gods as an enemy concept#and everything the inquisition set up#but that being said#this game itself? this far? it's fun its cool it's good#treating it like an au really helps with my personal gripes fjdjdj#but the main thing is that you no longer have this overwhelming chantry bullshit to deal with#im just playing Rynn Thorne as a warden who's trained under my Mahariel for a bit and frankly nothing will ever scare him as much#so he's here he's chilling he's goofing off#not quite matching the tone but also not jarring#also i love bellara so much . so sorry to her for 100% inevitably being the dreaded third wheel#all this being said bro where is davrin don't leave me alone with a man with an accent im going to buckle and start romancing him đ#riv plays dav
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"i didn't want to talk in front of archie and the others .... as it turns out, peabody had a lot to say. the bounty on your pal Archie, it's not just on him. it's on anyone who's with him or is helping him. which means there is a target on your back now too jughead. it's the same if he goes back to riverdale. archie's dad, archie's friends, everyone is at risk. which is why you got to cut him loose."
"im not just gonna ditch archie, mom! he's my best friend."
here's how j/archie can still win
#no more gunshots you guys gotta hear me out on this nowđđ#im laughing so much but this is good scene . anyway !!!!!!!!!!!#archie tells veronica that hes not alone before he leaves (but doesn't mention jug đ§) he repeats that fact actually. and then#him and jughead walk and walk for days and archie tells jughead to go back#that he can handle himself and jughead is like nah bro... ur literally going to get yourself killed. ANNNDDD jughead saves his life again.#untying him in that farm. keeping him from making a big mistake like killing hiram. ough literally always looking out for him smh#shows up in toledo with his mom . hoping & expecting them to be safe and penny finds him and penny says no one is safe with archie#AND HE STILL DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HIM. as he should. W friend.#but fuck. Still. his own mom is telling him to get rid of archie and archie ALREADY FEELS FUCKING BAD that he got so many people involved#and that he's putting people in danger and causing them stress and grief and pain etc etc#also he's overhearing this conversation#literallt went on a road trip alone together subtracting the car. that's a fanfic trope right there ok sorry i had to say it#jughead didn't have to come with him. he could have given him supplies directions instructions and sent him on his merry way and stayed bac#in ri//verdale but he was worried ab him#it's true and real and i'm embarrassed that i typed all this about riv//er dale
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BONNIE REVEAL!!! YEAHH!!
Basically Rivâs Bonnie design is my personal Riv design but aged down to Bonnieâs age! Still deciding on finer details like their favorite foods, and stuff like that, if I mention anything else I might spoil someone!!
Also someone guessed it already but yeah SOS is the Head House Maiden lol
Heavy spoilers below!! Specifically in Act 3
If you recognize this scene then Iâm sorry for you bro đ I do not support Kingâs rights or wrongs I hate that mf
This was the first Bonnie design before I actually decided to make something more passable
#rain world#rw fanart#rain world downpour#rw downpour#lonerart#rain world art#rw designs#rain world rivulet#rw rivulet#rivulet fanart#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat fanart#isat#isat bonnie#bonnie isat
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How the Squad Found Out About that One Time Riven and Flora Kissed
First part of the chapter takes place during s4, second part is back in s2 ch28, right after the end of the chapter.
Iâd originally planned to have Flo and Riv kiss in that chapter but decided against it last minute cause I just wasnât sure how to make it clear that, while there couldâve been something there, and they both feel that, there are no actual romantic feelings between the two.
The possibility of them? Yes. the reality of them? No.
I feel like Riven and Flora have the most distinct platonic soulmate relationship, mainly because theyâre the main ones I really could see falling for each other if things had been different and if they hadnât meet Musa and Helia and I wanted to get that across in a poetic way but not a tragic way ya know? They didnât lose anything for not falling for each other in this universe and they are still a huge part of each otherâs lives if that makes sense?
Whatever, Iâll stop rambling, hope u enjoy this little drabble! I will be posting it on AO3 probably later on
***
Itâd been a slow week, no activity from the Wizards and Roxyâs classes progressing nicely.
The squad had decided to have a quiet game night, with some alcohol coming into the mixture at some point.
At the moment, they were playing Truth or Dare.
In all honesty, there was very little they didnât know about each other, but even after so long, there were still a few things that could surprise them from time to time.
Stella considered her turn, the bottle on the ground dictating that sheâd gotten Riven.
The coward had chosen truth.
There were few things she could ask him that could result in anything majorly interesting.
Unless⌠Stella glanced towards Flora, who was leaning against Helia, his arm wrapped around her shoulders.
Anyone who had eyes could tell Flora and Riven had adored each other since their first year. That was obvious. At this point it was also obvious that, while they didnât see each other as siblings, they didnât see each other in any kind of romantic light either.
âŚbut she would be lying if she said that she wasnât curious about whether or not they ever had, even for a fleeting moment. Especially since she did remember one particular evening during their second year in which theyâd both seemed⌠almost bashful with each other.
Should she?
Stella slowly leaned back against Brandonâs chest, meeting Rivenâs challenging look, âOkay, I know what I want to ask.â
Riven spread his hands, âGo on then buttercup.â
âHave you ever⌠kissed someone in this room-â she ignored the snorts, continuing, âwho wasnât Musa?â
Riven froze for a split second, clearly flabbergasted before casting a single quick glance towards Flora, who had sunk into Heliaâs arms, covering her face as she flushed.
âListen-â
âI FUCKING KNEW IT!â Stella shouted, slamming a hand against the ground.
Musa broke down into giggles as she turned to Riven, âWhat?â
âNo- it- it was before we were dating obviously. It was dumb we justâŚâ
âWe were fucking up a lot with you two so we got a little drunk and we kissed to seal our depressing marriage pact.â Flora explained.
Helia chuckled under his breath before turning to Riven with mock anger, âYou got a marriage pact with my girl? What happened to the bro code?â
âWe were drunk, depressed and hating on love. She was obsessed with you, I was obsessed with Musa but we were fully convinced weâd just fucked everything up for good- cut us some slack man!â
They all burst out laughing, clinging to each other as they Flora somehow sunk further into the floor and Riven hid his face in Musaâs neck.
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Flora was thinking, unable to focus on the book in her hand. She could feel the alcohol at the base of her skull, a dull thump, barely there but just present enough to make her think.
Sheâd freaked out on Helia.
Riven loved her. He was her person.
Did that mean something? Or did she just want a connection that her baggage didnât impede?
She turned to him, watching him as he tinkered on one of his projects, trying to think objectively.
He noticed after a moment, meeting her gaze, âSomething wrong?â
âNo, I was just⌠thinking.â
âAbout?â
Heâd freaked out on Musa.
Flora loved him. She was his person.
But how did she love him? Was her mind playing tricks on her?
âHave you ever thought⌠that maybe⌠you and I should try?â
One of his eyebrows slowly rose up as he set down his tools and fully turned to face her, crossing his arms and leaning back, âI wonât lie⌠the thought did cross my mind once or twice⌠before I really started catching feelings for Musa. You?â
âSame. Before I fell for Helia⌠I donât know, maybe I thought about it in passing.â But she wouldâve never acted on it even back then because she knew Musa had a crush.
âItâs weird isnât it⌠if not just sad. That weâve had so little love in our lives that now weâre doubting what we have.â Riven muttered under his breath, letting his head fall back as he sighed.
âYeah⌠should we⌠do something about it?â
âLike what?â
âI donât know.â
Riven raised his head, inspecting her before going to join her on the small couch, sitting besides her.
âShould we kiss?â He asked, it sounded like he was asking himself just as much as he was asking her.
Flora considered, âI mean⌠could be like⌠sealing the marriage pact?â She took a deep breath, shaking off her nerves, this was her person, worst case scenario, it might be a bit gross, âOkay. Iâm in if youâre in.â
Riven nodded along, âOkay.â
He leaned down to meet her halfway. It was a hesitant, yet gentle kiss, soft and slow as they both tried to figure out how they felt about it.
Seconds passed and they pulled apart, both leaning against the couch, staring at the wall before them.
âI mean⌠it didnât feel⌠wrong.â She started hesitantly.
âBut it didnât feel right either.â
âExactly.â
They glanced at each other before laughing light-heartily. Blushing out of embarrassment and awkwardness.
âIf things were different⌠maybe then.â He said after a long minute.
She shrugged, bumping her shoulder against his, âMaybe in another life.â
He snorted, âYeah, maybe in another life.â
#veiled wings and shattered panoramas#winx riven#winx flora#flora and riven#riven and flora#winx club#winx rewrite#winx#winx headcannon#winx fanfic#winx headcanons
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me and @levzee hang out a bit and drew a bunch of stuff on wbf :33
some doodles by levzee!! EEEE there's gourmenot :3
2. sliver showing her weird cat to moon
3. levzee's oc ferry (and the apprentice! they look like twinsies with these colours)
4. alt+f4, levzee's iterator oc. he's surrounded.
5. ferry and alt+f4 lore?????
6. moon and riv!!!!
7. my iterator sona 6 stones hope u like him /j
8. no homo bro
9. levzee asked me if you can kill moon and this was what i told her (as a joke of course) but this made me think of rivulet so
10. my REAL iterator sona - good things happen (named after...a black dresses song...because i...love black dresses...) i decided that cringe is DEAD and iterators with cat ears and weird clothes are FINE (im very strict with myself on things like that)
their symbol is supposed to be a flower
11. real lore - gth has less braincells because ferry eated them
12. twenty curses, silver bells! or just bells! gth's 'weird dog' of a slugcat. you may or may not recognize them...(elaboration ahead)
13. i decided im upset about slugpups who weren't taken in from the whiteboard event i had with my friends back in june(link to those pups, the explanation is in part one)...so i adopted them into blooming terrarium, which is like gth's shelter for wild runaway scugs and different kinds of critters they took interest in!
and yes, lilypucks twins are either dead or taken in by someone, but definitely not by gth (since, you know...memory crypts...kind of hard to survive there and an iterator definitely can't just poof get them from here)
14. had to map out where eclipse of sunrise, celestial magnificence and good things happen are in relation to pebbles...the maps aren't finished but at least i quickly came up with the basic concepts!
15. weird iterators...(just thought of a random 'iterator that looks like a scavenger' idea and we doodled. they're friends)
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my opinions on random âa starless clanâ cats as i just finished river
thunderclan
-Nightheart: the angry mommy issues man himself. love him. this is probably the closest weâll get to a trans character in warriors. also surprised no one mentioned Bristlefrost when he failed his assessments as i remember Bristlefrost failing at least once. they couldâve made a good connection there.
-Honeyfur: pretty design i think, got salty at twigbranch once and havenât heard from her before or since.Â
-Bayshine: a sweetie, good brother-ish figure for Nightheart in my opinion.
-Shellfur: never knew much of anything about him but yay heâs got a gf now. happy for him.Â
-Bramblestar: just step down already man. (i know he does, i canât wait till i get to it).
-Squirrelflight: canât wait till i get to Squirrelstar!!
-Bumblestripe: a jerk as always.
-Finchlight: a lil too over enthusiastic about the âgreatnessâ of thunderclan. really shows how arrogant they can be tbh.
-Ivypool: wish i heard more from her.
-Fernsong: i wish we saw more of Fernsong with Ivypool. or any Fernsong at all tbh.
-Sparkpelt: iâm not really sure how to feel about her and her relationship with Nightheart. itâs definitely interesting though and something new.
-Cloudtail: him as an elder is amazing.
shadowclanÂ
-Berryheart: Spireclawâs relationship with her hits too close to home. all i gotta say. also (proceeds to say more anyway) totally Mother Gothel-coded, thereâs a pmv of her with âMother Knows Bestâ that fits so well. âiâm your mother, and i know you better than you know yourselfâ (226).
-Sparrowtail: i kinda like how he sorta initially was on Berryheartâs side but now heâs really uncertain about her beliefs. interesting in seeing more about this relationship.
-Spireclaw: love him!! a sweetie! wanna see more of him and Fringewhisker. also interested in the tension with him and Berryheart over this. lowkey kin him.
-Dovewing: sheâs not deputy, but i see her as sort of like a clan âprincessâ, yâknow?
-Sunbeam: relate to her a lil, also i think she has the cutest name ever. at first i thought her unrequited crush on Blazefire felt like a repeat of Bristlefrost and Stemleaf but at least Stemleaf was nice. Blazefire was straight up gaslighting her about being concerning about Lightleap âpffft sheâs fine bro youâre not the clan leaderâ aughhh
-Blazefire: this is why you donât do friends with benefits guys.
-Lightleap: augh sheâs so terrible but i love her at the same time. i love how a protagonistâs sibling can finally be explored upon with how the previous events from the broken code affect her psychologically. doing a psychoanalysis on her hehe.
-Gullswoop: haha just a gal who loves gossip. glad a she-cat background character can actually have a personality now.Â
-Pouncestep: wish we heard more from her tbh. thereâs shadowsight obviously and now the whole lightleap thing but we donât know much about Pouncestep or how things have affected her. sheâs just kinda.. there.
skyclanÂ
-Leafstar: please just let her rest. iâm begging.Â
-Hawkwing: i want him to be leader already, i feel like he would be a good leader with all the character development heâs had in his super edition.
-Fidgetflake: his name is so cute i love him. donât hear from him at all though really, i just like his name.
-Uhhhh thatâs about all the skyclan cats we hear from.
windclanÂ
-Hootwhisker: bro really just yeeted himself over a stream into thunderclan territory for a vole. Â
-Whistlepaw: sheâs so sweet i love her. please Erins let Whistlepaw and Frostpaw be together. please. please. iâll give you all my warriors plushies.
-Crouchfoot: i know absolutely nothing about him but i just thought thatâs a kinda funny name.Â
-Songleap: what.. is a.. song ..leap..?? how do songsâŚ. you know what, nevermind.Â
-Fernstripe: with her and Fringewhisker, and also Dovewing from before, iâm really noticing a trend with typically she-cats leaving their clans for toms. not sure how i feel about that.Â
riverclanÂ
-Splashtail: a nefarious lil guy from what iâve heard? very interested to see more of him, he reminds me a lot of Hawkfrost. i also have a suspicion that he faked the curled feather sign on page 215. i mean, Frostpaw went with just Splashtail and she heard someone walking around above the moonpool then finds the feather on the path. is it a fake sign did bro just pull a Hawkfrost. âor what if the sign was real but meant for Icewing, as it was a white feather, and that night Frostpaw dreamed about the feathers turning into âbirds, whirling around her head like a blizzardâ (219).
-Owlnose: just a silly lil guy.
-Mistystar: was arguing and literally fell and died. best death ever. rip the queen.Â
-Duskfur: still mad at her over Mistystarâs death tbh.Â
-Reedwhisker: poor man. all i gotta say.Â
-Havenpelt: i just like her name.Â
-Mothwing: if anything happens to her, Blixemi is gonna lose it.Â
-Icewing: haha Wings of Fire name.Â
-Curlfeather: such a pretty name tbh. she seemed so sweet but i heard sheâs actually evil? interested to learn more in the next books. it may make sense, she seemed a little overbearing at times, maybe a cover? also Curlfeather suggesting Frostpaw goes to her den and Frostpaw immediately finding the 5-pointed dock leaf sign there (124-125) is kinda suspicious, i feel like she mightâve faked a sign.
-Jayclaw: died of âunknown causesâ is a lil suspicious. right after Curlfeather mentions his death, the book says âa heartbeat later Curlfeather went on more briskly-â (18) and she changes the topic. iâm wondering if Curlfeather killed him after maybe he disagreed with her evil plans? couldâve pulled a Hollyleaf and killed him to keep him mute.
-Frostpaw: poor lil fluffy kid is traumatized, i just wanna give her a big hug.
-overall, this book was amazing and so far i might like this arc even better than the broken code, weâll have to see
#warrior cats#warriorcats#a starless clan#frostpaw#nightheart#sunbeam#curlfeather#berryheart#asc#asc river#warrior cats river#mistystar#spireclaw#warrior cats asc#PLEASE ERINS pleAsE let Frostpaw and Whistlepaw be together
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I know that pe!reader woke up every 5 seconds after river got his shots to make sure he was okay or he didnât had a fever
I love pe!reader as a mom sm bro, like mostly we read he pregnant in the fics, but seeing her as a mom in these little blurbs are everything to me���
âyou were so brave today, werenât you?â she said softly and quietly to river as he lied on her, peacefully sleeping. she caressed his forehead, checking his temperature, âyouâre okay.â
âare you?â chris asked her teasingly, yet still meaning it as he rested his hand on her calf.
âdonât laugh at me,â she smiled slightly, gently rubbing riverâs back.
âiâm not,â chris said, âyou just checked his temperature for the 100th time today.â
âi just-i donât want him getting a fever,â she said.
chris stayed quiet, though he rubbed her calf before talking, âheâs okay, honey.â
this time, she didnât reply as she ran her knuckle very softly on riverâs cheek, âi love you, riv,â she whispered.
chris smiled, being quick as always to snap a picture.
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!!! ME AND MY KIDS!!!!! This is me in my riv campaign I made an OC out of the skin I use also I have a some slugpup mods so. I just kinda gained them when I slept in a shelter.
idk what to name them all but some info under the cut
big lookin riv thang: The parent of these three kids! Also NB and aroace. Doesn't know where these kids came from but WILL fight for them. Also is pebbles loyal guard cat. Maybe gonna meet with arti if arti is still around (cause echo stuff). The guard cats who have or used to have kids. They will kill you if you look at their momdad or babies wrong.
Small lookin riv thang: Aggressive!!! Is going to kill you!!! Wants to harm things. uhh probably a male or female or something idk bro. Oldest child.
grape saint child: No hind legs, lost them somehow, also blind. Who hurt you baby :(. Most likely a male. Very sympathetic, middle child but NOT forgotten abt dont worry.
Tiny moth baby: !!! brave and energetic lil child!!! Still a very young baby tho so parent is holding them close most times. Probably a girl. I say probably cause idk.
also I tried out a new eye thing with this!!! My artstyle is developing and im very happy :333
#rainworld#rainworld downpour#rain world#rain world downpour#uhhhhhhh guys how do I OC tag this if Idk the names of these oc's?????????#ehh once i find names I'll update this with them#rw ocs#rainworld ocs#slugcat ocs#rw spoilers#<- bc in the info section I talk a bitt about arti stuff so. Yeah
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i may be rivulet. and not really like rivulet ships besides my own since bro is SO far from canon
do you know how tempted i am to make my inv and riv plushies gay with a tamed lizard when they arrive.
i already got the blue lizard crawfish. gay ass fuckers dude
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Im ready to talk about what happened on sunday. Long post under cut, and to save time, its mostly copy pasted from a convo with a friend, so the tone is a lot more upset than i am now. i added extra thoughts in italics, and fixed typos.
Tldr, i fell into a boat, sustaining minor (but worrying) injuries, and had a big argument with my brother. Everything's fine now.
My brother has a boat, we know friends of the family who has access to a river we can boat on. Hes my brother, i like spending time with him, and he enjoys fishing. Hes super excited about this boat, man. He doesn't have anyone else to hang out with but me, so regardless im kinda pressured to go with him. I want him to be happy, ya know?
And today, we went out, second time ive ever been in a boat, and the truck gets stuck getting the boat in. Not a big deal, we can call my dad later. I have a hard time getting in, but i get in and we have a fun time.
I have severe psoriasis, and the patches on my arms started getting sunburned, so i say we should head back.
Tides low. Man.
He wanted me to get out of the boat. Im fat, man, im short, im not strong. He kept saying i can do it, that i can get out of the boat myself, and that there wasn't any other way, but when i tried, i fell back into the boat, scratching my back and leg enough to draw blood. I landed on my brother, i feel guilty about that cause we were both pinned and i hurt him because of the fall. I barely manage to roll around and get up.
Editing me coming in: i only had his foot pinned. He made it clear when we talked about it that night i didn't hurt him. He was tense at that moment cause we almost capsized, and he was focused on holding the paddle in the water to keep the boat in place, and because of me he couldn't move.
We loose the paddles we needed to push the boat to shore, he uses a fishing rod to reel us towards the paddle, we make it back to a place we could get out, but he still insists i get out first.
I cant, man. Im tired, im still not strong enough, and im scared now, and pissed, and sad, cause falling is one of my biggest fears and it already happened once.
We were actually close to the ramp with the trailer for the boat, so since i couldn't climp up and balance to get on land the hard way, i decided to wade through near waist high water to get to the slope, cause it was easier for me to get out.
Hes pissed. I learned later he heard a gater was in the area, he didn't tell me this info before i jumped in, cause he didn't want me to panic (it would have liked to know that, bro)
Editing again: unrelated but apparently discord has a word limit. Ive never reached it before this point.
I get out, im tired, were both pissed at each other. He wont let me get in the truck to sit down ( i decided to respect this, actually. I coulda said screw you and got in anyways, but i know that woulda been too far)
I sit on the bench, he calls dad to come get me (dad later called me, i gave him more info, and told him the truck was stuck and we needed help) im cold, wet, lost one of my crocs (i have both back, they're fine. Crocs can float, apparently)
We wait for about half an hour or so getting eat up by bugs in the sun and Florida heat.
Dad comes, i get in his truck, dad pulls the truck (and boat, by this point my brother got the boat onto the trailer) out of the water. My brother hands me my stuff, and dad and i leave.
I feel guilty leaving my brother to himself to wrap all that up, but he wasn't too far behind us, i guess, cause he was home by the time i had finished a shower.
Edit: he told me later he needed the time alone, and i shouldn't feel bad.
I washed the scratches as best i could, and put antiseptic on them, but im still worried about whether its gonna be ok. I don't have insurance, actually, and us healthcare is notoriously expensive, so if i get sick from this, i might be screwed. Dad seems to think its fine, i wanna trust him, but i was sitting in wet pants filled with who knows what kinda river germs for almost an hour so. Ya know.
Edit: im probably fine. Nothing looks infected, its been a couple days and i feel alright, and im being careful to make sure i know if anything develops. I have anxiety, so im always gonna worry about it, but i think ill be fine. Also, my favorite pair of pants is kinda ruined. Bummer.
Its been hours since we've all been home, we've ate dinner, ive calmed down, aside from worries about my health, and i know my brothers tired and still a bit upset about it. I think hes calmed down enough that it'll be ok, but im still anxious to really address it. He doesn't like talking about arguments and stuff after they happen, so its hard for me to get closure from events, and it leaves me feeling guilty for a long time. I have issues letting go.
Im tired, im anxious, im sad, im worried about my brother, and i think i don't ever wanna get on a boat again, but im gonna have to, i just know it, if i want him to be happy.
At this point i had a message from my brother, asking me to get him something. Didn't make a bit deal about it, (didn't even mention to my friend what the message was about) but man, im actually a bit miffed, even now. Like,??? He knew what i went through, i was tired sore, and hashtag done?? We talked about everything later, and we're ok now, i vented and we're putting this behind us, but man, he can be annoying. My friend said some reassuring stuff, mentioned it sounded like my brother was pretty rude, and i added this next part on.
Ya know, the worst part?
My brother mainly kept insisting i get out cause he thought i was only holding back because of fear. I kept telling him i couldn't, i physically cant, cause im weak and i have bad balance. He kept giving me the "believe in yourself, you can do it" advice. He didn't believe me when i said it wasn't psychological.
He was rude, but its cause he really loves me, ya know? He cares about me a lot, and he had a lot of faith in me. He's there for me when it counts. He's also just. A bit bossy, and doesn't explain things well, and he thinks he knows best all the time, and gets mad when people don't listen to him.
Im not much better, im kinda a bit of a bitch when im angry, too, but he was clearly a lot more stressed than i was, but he absolutely thought i was panicking when i wasn't.
My brother can be a bit hard to reason with, especially in stressful moments. He kinda gets locked in a mindset, and its usually easier to just let him go through his own motions and let him make mistakes. It usually means i get bossed around. Ive been trying to make it clear to everyone i don't like being treated like a child, but its still something i keep experiencing. When it bothers me a lot, i go and talk about it when everything settles.
He tries to be respectful of me and listen, which is why i tolerate it. We have a good relationship, i swear, its just. Difficult. When hes good, hes great, hes a good person, but hes also got some genuine problems, and so do i, and we need to communicate.
I was really rattled yesterday, basic stuff was thrown off, and i had minor difficulty focusing, and i was really sore. I found a bruise i didn't know i had, and i don't bruise easily. Ive been keeping the antiseptic on everything that needs it, and they're healing well.
He says it'll be a while before we go in that boat again. He does still want to go fishing, but hes gonna take me to various ponds and stuff instead. I just wanna go to the beach. He joked about how we can fish on the beach too. He laughed at the dirty look i gave him. I know hes not that serious.
Also, we saw manatees! I have some video, but it doesn't show em well. Its sad how that was by far not the highlight of the day.
#espy talks#kinda annoying you cant insert a read more on mobile#they should add that#but editing on desktop meant i fixed a lot more typos lol
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Rivulet Ending spoilers
VIDEO CULT WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO MEEEE
Moon's messages to Pebbles GOT ME. Rain World is now added to the list of the games that made me cry. Even after what happened they both loved each other like bro and sis. The game set you up to dislike him, only to make your heart wrench for him.
I'm a lil disappointed that...
----(Ascension spoilers)----
There wasn't anything special in the Riv's ascension? I was hoping it would show his origin at least. Now we're left wondering who made him?
----(End ascension spoilers)----
But otherwise the Riv's story was heartbreaking when I he would just be a goofball. Bless you Ruffles.
Rain World Rivulet Spoilers!
I'm not crying, YOU'RE CRYING
I know technically 5P deserves but holy shit. I don't know I guess it caught me off guard to see how defeated he is with his situation. It's genuinely heartbreaking after laughing at some of his dialogue in other campaigns.
I just got to Moon with the cell thingy, I didn't think I'd like Riv's campaign but I'm so excited to see what happens next.
#tequito.txt#rain world#rainworld#rain world downpour#rw spoilers#rw downpour#rain world spoilers#rw downpour spoilers#downpour spoilers
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dad!rafe reacting to his baby saying their first word
a/n: love dad rafe!! in my blurbs I do have names for rafes children so I will do his reaction to both of his kids!! enjoy<3 did not proof read. enjoy.
river was rafes first child, a beautiful little boy with bright blue eyes and blonde hair. rafe changed completely for the better obviously when he found out you were pregnant.
him and river would do everything together, so one day he took river out with him to head over toppers house while they watched some college football game. river was almost 12 months old and he had been a little worried he didn't say a first word yet, not even a mumble of a word. but the doctors assured you both it was nothing to worry about.
so when river blabbed out his first word rafe was utterly shocked.
rafe just high fives top when their team made a touchdown and both screamed out a happy "hell yes!!" and he heard river laughing he glanced over smiling at the little boy and he was waving a toy around in his hand from the blanket on the floor he sat on.
"hey little buddy you having fun?" river she kept giggling at his dad. then all of sudden he gurgled out the word that sounded like "yes"
toppers jaw dropped, "bro he just said yes!" rafe laughed and picked up baby river, holding him up. "did you just say your first word!! fuck yeah! you are so awesome little man" rafe kissed all over rivers chubby cheeks and river just giggled in his arms.
it wasn't a huge word but it was progress and it made rafe overly joyed, "damn lets get him to say it again and video it for y/n" he smiled.
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now loulou is rafes babygirl, he adores her. she has him wrapped around her tiny finger.
so he was not surprised when "dada" was her first word. he was sitting on the porch swing. loulou placed in his arms, bundled up in a blanket. you sat next to him with river placed on your lap, trying to get his little sister to laugh.
loulou was just about eleven months, and after your first child you knew not to expect many words until after 12 months or so, that is normal time frame to pick up simple words.
so river just sat on your lap, poking her chubby belly, and laughing. "sissy and river" he pointed to her than himself. "mommy and daddy" he then pointed to rafe and you. your son was now two years old so words came easier for him, it was adorable hearing his little voice.
"I bet her first word will be mama" you smiled, as she smiled at her brother. "oh no no, it will be dada. right princess?" he kissed baby lulus forehead.
"sissy say dada" river spoke to her, giving his sister a wiggle other belly. "see even riv thinks she will say dada" the baby in his arms began to babble and stick her tongue out making nosies. "come on baby, say dada" you finally spoke up, even if it the first word is not mama it would just as amazing to hear her say anything.
"dada" river spoke, to help his sister hear it again.
"dadada" rafe looked at you wide eyed, "that counts!" you laugh and river claps, "sissy can talk"
"dada.. da..da" the baby keep mumbling the word and you smile at rafe and how excited he was.
"dada's girl forever" he rocked her a bit in his arms. "say river sissy!" your little boy spoke sternly. you and rafe just let out a laugh.
#rafe cameron blurb#rafe cameron x reader#rafe cameron fic#rafe#rafe cameron smut#rafe cameron imagine#rafe obx#rafe cameron#dad!rafe#drew starkey#drew starkey smut#drew starkey imagine#drew starkey fic#drew starkey blurb
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i hate HATE how i write fics in the middle of the night . BITCH I DONT REMEMBER WHAT I WROTE.
#i posted a fic recently (riv Err dale) AND THEYRE COMPLIMENTING HOW MY STYLE FITS THEM PERFECTLY AND IM LIKE BRO#THANK YOU. BUT WHAT EVEN IS IT AB#it was 1am . i couldnt sleep. i had brainrot#now i gotta reread it n shit
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hello hi i would like to kindly ask your thoughts on the current state of c!karlnapity because you are an expert
Shit sorry I am so bad at answering asks but hello! I think the current state of the fiances are: rip things are bad.
Though on a more optimistic note I do think that ultimately they'll end up reconciling. (or leave off in a situation that leans heavily toward reconciliation) This isn't even copium it's just what I feel like is gonna happen based on lore events and where I think the cc's are doing with their characters.
Hmmm currently though? Let's seeeeee Karl is Going Through It, remembers Sapnap favorably and Quackity less than favorably so to say, Sapnap is confused but still cares about Karl and would very much like Q back, Quackity is mad at Karl but did say Sapnap could visit. lmao riv sapnap bro ur a real one being in the middle of this.
they also have different plots rn! karl is doing tales stuff and losing all his memory of his loved ones, sapnap's trying to kill dream and protect kinoko, and q opened his casino so that's on his plate. there's points where their goals do align though. not all three of them together
basically they need to Talk About It but are in a situation where the only way they do so it by actively seeking out each other. maybe that will be good? idk.
god im trying to wring a productive thought from this so bad. uhhh. all parties not currently being FUCKED UP BY SOME WEIRD GODDAMN TIME SHIT do want their relationship back and karl i think does too! he's just. forgor. some things.
#my thoughts on the current state of karlnapity: love loses but oh the divorce jokes are funny#sorry this didn't feel like i got anywhere interesting. im not sure where to start? also i'm bad at lore predictions#for all i know sapnap goes to las nevadas every tuesday and thursday to make out or whatever.#thank you for the ask though!#asks
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