#Like I was on Shigs blog for like five years

[clown-demon]

((My hobby is getting people into BSD...

[theteapotofdoom]

No fr like. I've been feeling the same thing tbh

Like I don't feel bad about posting other stuff but it sort of feels like a betrayal of some kind? Just a little bit? Especially cuz my blog looks like a Shiggy-Izuku Stan shrine, so when I start spam reblogging from other fandoms or talking about other stuff, I look at my header and pfp like "I've abandoned my boy. I've abandoned my boy!"

I think it's because I feel more comfortable posting and saying stuff about bnha than other fandoms, it's just a series I've been following for a long time so I feel more "experienced" talking about it, if that makes sense

I like talking and reblogging about other stuff too, and I LOVE bnha, but it also feels like a "brand" that I'm betraying sometimes lol (especially cuz of my header and such)

ANYWAY ndsjfdsuifjkfsd it's not that big of a deal for me on my end but I totally get what you're saying. I'm a multifandom blog and I'll always stick to that but sometimes I look at my blog like "I must look like I'm lying"

Also girl!! I'm one of your favorite shigaraki mutuals? 🥺 that's so sweet to hear from you! If I may take a moment to say so, I've been a fan of your blog for YEARS (I've only had my blog for 1, but even before I actually joined the fandom, I was still looking at yours!) and when I finally joined the fandom and saw that you followed me I was like "!!!!!" cuz woooow teapot followed me!! I feel like I'm at the cool kids table lol

So like. bottom line is that I've seen you go through a bunch of fandoms already so your OFMD brainrot and other fandom brainrot is nothing new, I always enjoy looking through your blog either way. Especially cuz your tags are funny af haha

Also I just like to see people happy! So there's that too

I'm sorry half of this is like. ranting. which I didn't mean to do dfnsdjfn but here we are. anyway yeah I understand what you're feeling with the fandom thing and also I love your blog 🥺👉👈

Yeah, honestly I feel the exact same way, you put it into words so much better than I did! That's exactly it, the true "I've abandoned my boy" experience.

There was a time when I truly was all about Shig, and I know that a lot of people followed me for Shig content specifically, so I'm often a little worried that they will be upset if change the content of the blog too much. Like I was saying, at times it felt more like a brand than a fandom and it felt like I wasn't meeting my followers' expectations.

Which is DUMB AS HECK because I know for a fact that 1) most of my mutuals and followers are very cool people who ALSO have other interests than Shig and will be fine with me just talking about other things that I like and 2) the people who are only here for Shig content can just unfollow me of they feel like they don't vibe with my blog anymore ... that's literally the whole point of Tumblr.

So yeah, I think that I'm getting better at handling this weird feeling, but it's oddly comforting to know that I'm not the only one who experienced something like this! XD

And yeah of course you are one of my fave Shig mutuals! :D It's one of those things where we've just been mutuals for a while and I always loved your posts and your meta and gradually realised that all this good content that I adored was coming from the same person and it got me like "wow they are so cool!!! their mind!!!" It goes without saying that I love Shig, but I also really adore Izuku even if I don't talk about him as much. He is in my top five for sure and he literally was the reason I fell in love with MHA in the first place! So your posts about them are just *chef's kiss* but I love all your other posts about different fandoms as well!

I'm glad that you're enjoying the OFMD brainrot XD I know that I'm not the first person to say this, but this show has been a healing experience on so many levels ... it's unreal. Shigadabi is forever my heart and soul, but after spending four years just desperately holding onto narrative parallels and begging Horikoshi to let them interact more, it's just so relaxing and freeing to like a ship that's just ... canon. Like, I never expected shigadabi to ever be canon obviously (shonen industry do be like that) but at times it felt like I always had to fight to justify my interest in their relationsjip, so it's amazing to just look at Stede and Ed and be like "oh my god these bitches gay ... good for them"

But yeah, now I'm the one who's ranting! Don't apologize for the long message, I loved reading it and I agree with everything you and really like talking with you! And like I said, you brought me a lot of comforts! :D

[oh-its-souichi]

Arcade

Yo!

Shigaraki X Reader (kinda??) 

Daughter’s name is Shi... again! because typing D/N really upsets my flow if ya dig

Request:  kittenlordofdarkness said to oh-its-souichi:

Yooooo I just recently found your blog and let me say that your writing brings me LIFE!! Like omg it’s amazing! The way you write Shigaraki is so amazing and seeing him actually get a bit of fluff and normalcy in his hectic life is awesome. Could I please have anything with him, his S/O, and their kid? Like maybe he gets pestered into going to an amusement park with them but actually ends up kinda enjoying some of the stuff like the haunted houses or arcades

Warning: FLUFF a--n--g--s--t, Shig is a lil soft, I got so excited for this request that I overthought it and fudged it up :( :( Shite grammar 

It had been a long ass day. 

He had been drug around by a small fearless grey haired girl in the sweltering heat going from ride to ride, costumed character to costumed character and he was over it. 

It wasn’t supposed to be him bringing Shi to the amusement park, it was supposed to be you, but unfortunately you came down with a horrid flu that kept you bed ridden and barely conscious. 

He pictured your paling and hallowed face in his mind and felt his chest pull uncomfortably. He wished you would just get better so he didn’t have to waste time worrying about you. It was a pain in the ass. 

To lost in his own thoughts he didn’t realize Shi had stopped walking in front of him to gawk at a sign and he ran into her almost knocking her over. “What the hell” he cussed reaching out and grabbing her arm, with a pinky up, so she didn’t fall. “Sorry daddy” she said quietly dropping her gaze to the ground. He furrowed his eyebrows looking down at her. “What are you doing?” 

She pointed up at the sign she had been staring at and smiled shyly. “Can we play together?” 

‘Play together?’ he thought following where she was pointing until his eyes were met by a florescent orange sign that read “Arcade” A mischievous smile spread across his face. “You want to play video games?” He asked croaching down in front of her. She dug her shoe into the dirt and twisted her body around nervously, the skirt she wore swaying with her movements. “Yeah. Grand Theft Auto!” she exclaimed looking at him, her E/C eyes widened happily. 

He stood up "That games not going to be here" He said walking towards the building, two little footsteps trailing behind him. “Just don’t cry when I annihilate you like your mo-” his mouth froze and he felt his whole body cringe at the words that were going to leave his mouth. “Like Y/N does” he continued irritably. 

Shi listened intently fumbling to keep up with him. “You play with mommy?” she asked watching as Shigaraki opened the door pushing her lightly in. He nodded. “Yeah. Sometimes” he grumbled looking around. The arcade was surprisingly nice. The carpet was black with florescent rocket ships and stars printed on it. The only real light source in the room were the black lights on the ceiling and the screens. I wasn’t dark enough for him to drop his hood and avoid being recognized but being here was easier on his anxiety. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. He glanced down at Shi who was staring in complete awe at the scene around her. He smirked “What kind of game do you want to play anyway?”

She prodded her lower lip in thought her eyes still wandering around. “Oh I know!” she exclaimed jumping beside him. “Fighting game! No killing game. I want to kill, daddy! I will just pick okay? Am I allowed to?” she smiled tugging on his jeans. He patted her head as lovingly as he was capable of. “Whatever. I’ll get coins you pick out a game” he said trying to hide his happy face from her. She squealed and ran off into the rows of arcade machines pushing past the people that stood around them.

He scratched lightly at his neck before turning around and walking towards the back wall that was lined with coins dispensers. He pulled out  few crumpled bills out of his pocket and carefully straightened them out against the machine closest to him. After he got it in an acceptable state he entered it into the slot. To the left of him a group of kids ran in, all of them talking and loudly among themselves. 

“Did you hear they got that new game??” One of them said. 

“Theres a new game what’s it called??” 

“I don’t know. I just know its new!!” 

“You idiot”

Shigaraki smirked taking his coins. ‘At least Shi doesn't talk as much as them, how annoying.’ he thought about to discard another bill until a familiar scream met his ears. He whipped around and looked in Shi direction to see her being pushed, her head smacking off of one of the plastic chars as she fell. 

‘Who the hell?’ he thought scratching at his neck and walking in her direction. 

There was a boy who seemed to be a few years older towering over her a shit eating grin plastered on his face. “I’m playing this game little girl. Go find a different one.” Shi glared up at him tears falling from her eyes her mouth remaining shut. He sped up his pace but before he could reach Shi the little girl had lunged at her assailant and wrapped her little hands around his neck. “Don’t be rude!” she shouted tightening her grip. Due to the size difference the boy was hardly affected by her grasp. “Get off of me!” he said bringing his arms up to push her off but he stopped a gasp leaving his mouth. Shigaraki arriving just in time, stood above him seeing cracks begin to form on the boys skin under Shi’s hands. “No! Say your sorry!” she yelled her arms trembling. 

A  sad smile formed on Shigaraki’s face and he scooped his daughter easily up, cautious of her hands. Quickly he walked to the door and exited the building before the boys parents could find them. “Daddy he needs to say sorry. He needs to!” Shi cried wiping tears off of her face. He looked curiously at her from the corner of his eye, she seemed pretty oblivious to the whole situation. ‘Does she even realize she developed her quirk?’ he thought ducking back behind one of the buildings and setting her down on the sidewalk.  “Will you shut up for a minute.” he hissed casually checking to see if anyone had followed. His crimson eyes scanned the street. Out of the arcade came the boy who was crying and holding his neck. His mother was dragging him with a panicked look on her face. Shigaraki smirked before turning his attention back to Shi who was silently crying, heeding to his request. 

“Hows your head” he mumbled feeling his gut twist at her sad face. Shi nodded slowly. “It’s okay” 

He sighed and looked down at her. “You can’t kill people in public like that idiot.” he said patting her head. A shy smile crept onto her face and she looked up at him. “Thanks for saving me daddy” She said. He grunted shoving his hands in the pocket of his sweater and toying with father who rested inside. “I didn’t save you” he said stubbornly looking away from her gaze. 

“Yeah you did”

“No”

“Yeah! I can’t wait to tell mommy!” She exclaimed jumping and grabbing onto his leg. He pulled way from her quickly seeing all five of her fingers grab onto the fabric of his jeans. “Watch your hands! You can’t act stupid anymore now that your quirk has developed.” Shocked she pulled away and looked down. “My quirk?” she said seeming to think on the subject. 

The topic of Shi developing her quirk came up once between you and him. He secretly hoped that she would develop your quirk and not his. 

It was pretty inconvenient.  

Plus he is already worried about accidentally about touching you wrong and now he has to worry about Shi, a clueless child, doing it.

“Now I’m like you!” she said as if it was the greatest thing in the world. His chest began to swell. “Yeah. Whatever.” he said grabbing lightly onto her wrist and walking her back behind the building towards the street. “It’s game over let’s go. We can play something at base”

Shi squealed “Really?? Thank you daddy!” 

He smiled secretly to himself. 

Today wasn’t so bad after all. 

...

When the two of them got home you were passed out on his bed a wet cloth resting over your forehead. Shi walked quietly into the room and climbed up on the bed being overly careful with her hands. “Mommy” she whispered in your ear nudging your shoulder with her fist. Shigaraki stood out in the hallway secretly listening in on your interaction.  

You opened your eyes and smiled tiredly at her. “Hey sweetheart” you said your voice rough. “How was it?”  Shi gently pushed a few strands of hair out of your face and smiled. “it was fun! Daddy sa-” she paused, looked around the room to see if the coast was clear and began to talk again only this time must quieter. “Daddy saved me from a boy in an arcade but don’t tell him I said that okay? Also I went on rides and oh! I got a quirk like daddies!” 

You closed your eyes feeling a migraine form. ‘This is going to be a disaster’ you thought imagining the difficult months ahead of you. “That’s great sweetie. I’m glad you had fun.” 

Shigaraki came in the room from out in the hallway hearing the stress in your voice. “It’s your fault you have weak genes.” he spit standing at the end of the bed staring at you. “My genes?” you said slightly sitting up. Shi twisted her head in confusion. “Jeans?” she lifted up the blanket and looked at you legs. “Daddy mommy is in pajamas.” she stated plainly. You both looked at her dumbfounded until a laugh escaped your lips. “No Shi we can talk about it later. Go play with Kurogiri while me and daddy talk okay?” 

Shi looked between the both of you hesitantly before nodding her head and slipping off of the bed and out of the room. 

“What happened?” you asked readjusting the cloth on your head. Shigaraki stared at you for a moment before turning his back to you and sitting on the edge of the bed. “Some brat pushed her and she tried to kill him basically.” He lifted up his leg and began to slip off his shoes. There had been a ache in his legs and feet he hadn’t noticed before sitting down. 

You nodded pursing your lips. ‘Well that’s one way to spend your birthday’ you thought picturing what happened. “Did she?” you asked looking him over. He looked tired, all of his extremities sagged a bit more then usual and his hair was disheveled. “No” he grunted slipping off his other shoe. Careful not to rock the bed to much he crawled next to you and slipped underneath the blankets and rested his head on your shoulder, wrapping his arms around you. “-that would have been funny though” he said. 

You rolled your eyes and opened your mouth to say something snarky but was distracted. “Daddy?” Shi said shyly, standing in the doorway. “Hm” he huffed. 

“Can we play a game now?” she asked. A deep sigh left his mouth and you watched him as he got sluggishly up from his side of the bed. “I guess” he said walking towards his computer. “Come on” 

Shi jumped happily and ran to his side, jumping on his lap once he sat down. “Just don’t ruin my mouse got it?” 

“Got it!”