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friendly reminder
Jesus loves you
2000 years ago He died for your sins
He has a plan for you
He created you for a reason
John 3:16-for God so loved the world He gave his only begotten son not to condem the world but save it
'Again Jesus spoke to them, saying, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”' - John 8:12
#jesus#the chosen#jesus christ#jesus loves you#jesussaves#christianity#holy spirit#faith in jesus#jesusislord#jesus is coming#faith#jesus saves#jesus loves all#lamb of god#Light over comes darkness#john 3:16#John 8:12#bible#king of kings#lord of lords#christ is king#Christ is our firm foundation
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and they were roommates
#danny phantom#danny fenton#sam manson#tucker foley#jack fenton#college au#i designed the house so here are some of my thoughts about it hahaha#the mansons bought the house really flippantly because it made financial sense not to rent for the next four years#and also they can probs make money renting it out after the trio graduates#they were not expecting how involved the foleys and the fentons would get lmao#the trio lives together really well#but sam hates how the boys take care of the bathroom on their floor#she forces them to clean it before people come over#danny is way more open about his powers in this house#he could have gotten away with that last one if he remembered that he can be invisible#but the boy is sleep deprived so who can blame him#sam colored her hair pink senior year of high school but light colors are too hard to maintain so she swapped to dark purple later
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Prompt 333
I once more believe Battinson Batman needs to be given a child. Or multiple. Multiple children. I am also once more rotating Ghosts Have Wings Au.
So Batman, still early in his whole vigilante career ends up busting a shipment, nothing too surprising there. Pretty usual honestly. Except for what was in one of the crates already open. Because it looks like some sort of gemstones but… perfectly spherical. Strange. Suspicious.
But it’s also late, er, early in the morning, and the GCPD is notoriously corrupt, so like, he’s not going to just leave the weird gemstones, each about the size of a plum or so. (Dear Gotham he’s apparently hungry, and might inwardly vow to never let anyone realize what his tired mind decided to use as measurement)
So he, unknowingly spurred on by more than just a slight bit of ecto contamination, takes the strange spheres back home. Just puts them in his pockets and heads back to the manor that they moved back into after the whole Riddler mess. (He even found a cool cave! With a bunch of terrifying bats, but they made a glass separator! For safety!)
But in Bruce’s defense of forgetting about them, he’s more than a little tired and hungry and just wants to sleep for a bit, y’know? So maybe he forgets about the gems as he falls asleep in the chair in the cave (Alfred was not pleased!) until he starts digging around for them. Erm. Did they fall out somewhere?? There’s no holes in his belt pockets…
And maybe these sort of things shouldn’t slip his mind, the spheres had felt Weird with a capital W, but he gets forced to a circus and there’s an… accident. So maybe he pushed it away as not important because there’s now an angry grieving eight-year old living with him and he’s panickedly reading any and all sort of parenting books he can get a hold of because he has no clue what he’s doing.
Yeah, maybe his back is itching like crazy no matter what he tries, and maybe he threw up the other day, but it’s fine. This is fine.
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Oh dear Gotham those are feathers, this is not fine- ALFREEED!
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Ghosts Have Wings#The difference between ecto contaminated & Liminal is liminals form Cores#Bruce (forming a core thanks to literally carrying cores) is now sprouting his own wings#Dick is ecstatic really because Holy Guacamole! Wings! Will he get wings?!#(He does indeed get wings from all the ecto Bruce begins to give off)#Does this count as mpreg? Bruce isn’t even aware poor dude lol#Bruce’s wings are practically Black 4.0 and trail flickers of shadow & flecks of metal like Gotham’s darkness has come alive#Dick’s start like a normal robin bird’s but shift into something akin to the night sky & a burst of glitter at the back#As his core develops from a baby to a proper storm core#His wings light up if hit with electricity & he adores the extra intimidation it gives him#Fuck it let Bruce get Jason early (catches the tire iron without fully registering because Liminal instincts are Screaming#To take this tiny ass ecto-contaminated orphan back home & bundle them up in feathers & blankets#The dad instincts are hitting this early twenty-something year old Hard#He might’ve nearly stolen tiny child Tim at one point (Tim came over because the power was out & nanny was late from an attack)#Leslie (tired): Congrats it’s quadruplets#Bruce: Wut#cryptid batman#cryptid batfam#they deserve it#as a treat#Tumblr don't delete my tags challenge
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Jeff Buckley / Lover, You Should've Come Over
#jeff buckley#lover you should've come over#lyrics#lyric posting#lyric edit#lyric quotes#typography#love quotes#love#words#fragments#frases#poetry#writing#web weaving#dark academia#light academia
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240712 NeverNever Fanmeeting - Taemin Guilty ♥︎
#shinee#taemin#lee taemin#shinee taemin#kpop#dailyshinee#kpopccc#malegroupsnet#ksoloists#dailybg#smsource#kpopstages#the stage lighting for this performance was so stunningly well done. It's such a cinematic song and GOSH does the lighting reflect that wel#especially the beginning and ending (1st + last gifs)... damn.. they looked like paintings almost and i just had to gif this video#and then look at that part of the stage where the lights go dark blue and you can barely see him through the dim!!! gorgeous! GORGEOUS!#tho of course it's taemin himself that makes it all so artistic. but i betrayed him a little this time and picked moments to gif based on#the pretty stage lighting and not him/his dance 🤭🤭 sorry taem~♡ (doesnt matter cause he'll look good in every clip anyway 😉)#it's cool to see when he has control over the stages (like.. not a festival or con perf where he's guesting) there's and extra#flare of artistry added to the mix (like the lighting). it's 100% on purpose and u can tell 💛💛💛 little artist guy~♡#(i'm also about to post this and Guilty comes on. she's come. it's fate <3)
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I see Arcane's marketing is thrusting a lot of blue on Jinx's persona, which is fine, but also a misdirection! I argue that the use of blue on Jinx represents THE IDEA that others have of Jinx rather than representing who Jinx really is. Jinx's true color, the one she paints over those closest to her, the one that represents her is PINK. Jinx is pink!
When we see Jinx in pieces either in or out of show where blue is the predominant color in the palette it's signaling to us the audience that this the Jinx that is perceived by the world around her, which includes Piltover AND Zaun. In this essay I will---
#arcane#arcane meta#jinx arcane#it feels wrong that the she's defined by blue in the teaser and marketting and even the murals#sure it's an eye-catching color but that's not jinx#it feels almost like the same mistake vi made with the whole jinx-powder dichotomy#jinx once defined by bright blue but over time that color has gradually receded from her outfit where it's more dominated by dark hues#and purple and pink#but now this misunderstanding is on a larger scale because now jinx is a symbol and is up for interpretation#like it's very interestingbthat for all the art done of jinx none has been the right shade of blue it's either light and natural in zaun#but unnaturally cold in piltover#it's what either one wants out of jinx#but the art where jinx is truly a part of it and alive is where dark palette and bright pink take over#idk it just feels like adding more blue just washes out the depth of jinx's design#it'll probably be super annoying when jinx's bday comes and people are giving her blue colored gifts#and she'd be thinking “goodgoodgreat... my favorite color is pink”#but she won't say anything bcuz a lot of the gifts are from children or something
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pspspspsps hello kanamafu nation
#pjsk#kanade yoisaki#mafuyu asahina#kanamafu#n25#my art ^^#I LOVE THEMMMM IAAAAAAHGHGHGHHGHGHHHHHHH#NO ONE TALKS ABT HOW MIRAGE OF LIGHT IS THE ONLY TIME EVER THAT WE SEE KANADE’S ROOM W THE LIGHTS ON AND THE SHEET MUSIC NOT ON THE BED#GIRLIE DIDN’T TURN THE LIGHT ON WHEN ICHIKA AND HONAMI CAME OVER LIKE DAMN OK GO WORK ON UR OWN IN THE DARK LIKE ME LOL#but when it comes to mafuyu she’s like anythin for u princess#gREAAAAAHHHHH KANAMAFUUUUUU#💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#ALSO ALSO. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME WE SEE KANADE GET A PROPER NIGHT’S REST INSTEAD OF HER USUAL PASSING OUT ROUTINE
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The relationship Aerin wants with his mother is not the one he had, despite all the smiling and hugs in this chapter.
So let's do a chronological deep dive of what we learn about Aerin's mother and their relationship.
This only covers up to Book 3, Chapter 9 because I'm playing general release. We still have interactions between these two ahead (I assume), so I'll update if we get anything major! The snippet we see in the divination scene has me very nervous (and excited) this is going to go one of two very angsty ways. NO SPOILERS PLEASE VIP PLAYERS Unless you're reading this in the future and the general release is already done. Then go for it.
Book 1, Chapter 8:
Our first mention of Aerin's mother (technically) happens in Book 1, Chapter 8 during Aerin's diamond scene.
As @the-unconquered-queen pointed out, parents is very much plural. Aerin has the father we can learn about in a Lore Tablet earlier and (presumably) a mother. And neither seemed to give him much attention at all, to the point that to his child self magic seemed like the only solution. That was how invisible Aerin felt to them. So we know neither of Aerin's parents went out of their way to spend time with or appreciate him.
TTRPG (Released toward the end of Book 2):
Aerin's mother gets a name and confirmation that she is dead in the Aerin's inventory list.
I've always found this ambiguity about the signet ring fascinating. It's not, "Signet Ring given by his deceased mother, Queen Aurinae," but, "from his deceased mother."
We don't know how Aerin got it from her. Did she specifically make it known before her death that she wanted Aerin to have her signet ring? Or did she die and King Arlan went, "Well, I guess the boy is technically a Valleros. Give him my dead wife's signet ring, she's not using it anymore." Signet rings were often passed down in real-world history, so that's not unlikely.
Especially because Aerin never brings this up. If it was sentimental because of the connection to his mother, why give it away so easily? When he gives it to MC, it could be a way to protect them, both for their own sake and to make sure they can get all the Onyx Shards. But it really seems like he could have just given them a letter with his seal to cover that.
And why not say it belonged to his mother? Wouldn't that be endearing and make it more valuable to MC? Maybe Aerin realized it was given to him as a practical thing, not a genuine expression of connection.
Book 3, Chapter 1:
It all goes silent on the Aurinae front until the floodgates open in Book 3. In the first chapter, you get this discussion (if you choose the non-romance option for Aerin's diamond scene).
Aurinae was very into alchemy, like Aerin is now. It made her popular in court, which is probably part of why it appealed to Aerin. He couldn't be a strong warrior like his brother, but maybe he could get some positive attention for making useful potions like his mother.
Crucially, based on what Aerin says here, she did not teach him. Not to say that she necessarily wouldn't have- I'm willing to bet she died pre-Dreadlord, so when Aerin was 9 or younger. But still, alchemy was something he picked up in earnest after she was already gone. He wanted to feel closer to her, to feel like he had that connection with her, something in common with his mother, and was doing something she could be proud of.
Book 3, Chapter 3:
This reads to me very much like Aerin's mother was the only member of his immediate family not lashing out at him. Which is good! But the bar is so incredibly low, this just tells us she wasn't the worst.
This is before the party learns that anyone dead can look in on the living. So to Aerin, it seemed like Aurinae may or may not have been hearing from newly dead people that Aerin summoned the Dreadlord, killed his brother, got disinherited and thrown in prison, then died from wandering off like an idiot (according to the offical story).
Aerin's nervousness here is completely understandable. He knows his father hates him. He knows his brother hates him. But he doesn't know how his mother feels. She wasn't violent toward him and there is a chance she might actually love him.
Book 3, Chapter 9:
The woman herself appears!
Aurinae makes a pretty good first impression. Aerin has absolutely had it rough and it's good that she acknowledges that. Though thanking the group for "looking after" him shows that same mentality the rest of the family has that Aerin is weak and needs to be taken care of to survive.
This is where it gets extremely interesting. Aerin sounds almost concerned for Baldur. Like he feels bad that he's at the river. Which we know he very much does not. I'd be willing to bet Aerin wishes Baldur was somewhere much worse (seriously, does anyone go to the Hells? Does he get pity points for being murdered?) Something about speaking with his mother makes Aerin show concern for his abusive brother.
Aerin also doesn't confess or ask forgiveness for killing Baldur. Maybe he doesn't want to bring that part up?
As for Aurinae... this is not an apology. This is not an acknowledgment of any negligence or regret on her part. In fact, it's phrased in a way that makes it clear she has absolutely no blame for what happened. She had hoped Baldur would act one way, and he did not. Oh well.
This is also an incredibly tame reaction. Like he embarrassed her at a party, not ruthlessly beat and intimidated her child. I would think most people would be devastated and/or enraged, maybe so relieved that despite all that Aerin is okay. The most generous possible reading is that she still has that noble desire not to show her emotions in public and she doesn't want to upset Aerin by getting into it here.
First of all, I want to shake this man. Second, Aerin doesn't usually devalue himself like this. When alone with MC or as a quip while fighting unkillable monsters, sure. But not with a genuine smile. This feels like Aerin making the point that he'll try really hard but he might still be weak and useless.
And this is the end of the interaction. No reassurance from Aurinae. And for the record, Tyril's mother is far more complimentary toward Aerin than his own mother is.
During the diamond scene, this is part of the conversation if you ask for a story about Aerin.
It seems like Aurinae doesn't necessarily connect Aerin's interest in alchemy to her own. But it sounds like she did at least take some interest in his studies. So that's something!
But you get something else if you ask for a story about the mothers. They talk about an extremely spicy tea Aurinae makes. Apparently Aerin tried it as a child and...
Oh wow. If this isn't a metaphor for pre-Onyx Shards Aerin, I don't know what is. Literally in pain trying to please someone else, insisting everything is great.
If you choose to pull Aerin aside later, he admits that he's been acting differently with Aurinae around, describing it as "falling into old patterns."
One of the main reasons Aerin wanted to be close to his mother as a child was hoping that she would rescue him. Again, I think it's helpful to recognize what this isn't. This isn't Aerin saying being around his mother made him happy, or feel safe. It's him saying he hoped that if he could be "good enough" she would protect him. Because she had no innate desire or reason to do that. And at least she wasn't actively scaring him like his father and brother.
Aerin's reason it was a "foolish dream" is also very telling. Not because protocol wouldn't allow it, but because Aurinae saw no reason to leave. They didn't treat her poorly, so why would she want to leave? Certainly not to protect her younger son.
If she really had "no trouble putting her foot down," why no intervention between Aerin and Baldur? It sounds like she wasn't scared of the rest of the family. So did she not notice? Or did she not care?
What we've seen so far has not convinced me that Aerin and Aurinae actually had a loving relationship. Just that Aerin wanted one so badly he can almost see it that way. Because Aurinae is better than the rest of his family, but still far from a good mom with genuine affection for her child.
I will be keeping my headcanon that Aerin was desperate to connect with his mother, but she never particularly cared about him.
Screenshots are a combination of my own and ones from Neckrone Shen's playthroughs on youtube. I feel like I owe them a drink for all the time they've saved me looking for stuff.
#I feel a little bit like a detective with one of those red string boards over here but I'm not mad about it.#For the record- herbology is a Harry Potter word not one that has been used more broadly#This game keep breaking my heart into smaller and smaller pieces for Aerin#At least we're getting to meet everyone's hot moms!#'The Valleros family has a temper' thing really reminds me of the Plantagenets. They ruled England for 300ish years and had a famous temper#Like- to the point that they were rumored to come from a bloodline with dark magic/the Devil#But if you're gonna research them start with Eleanor of Aquitaine. She married into it and is rad as hell.#choices bolas#blades of light and shadow#blades of light and shadow 3#aerin valleros#aurinae valleros#cw physical abuse#cw abuse#Had to go back and fix a freudian slip typo- I like to think Baldur would hate me but that's not what I meant
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and these colors fade for you only hold me, carry me slowly, my sunlight
absolutely can't thank @hanseelie enough for this stunning commission of sidalia <3
#tysm friend i'm still screaming over this!!!!!!! you made magic with the pose and gradient and the everything#seeing them come to life in your style has been everything#forever enamored with the expressions and lighting too. alia's hair?? sid's scales?? and his horns?? their tails?? AUGH#also. can we all take a moment to appreciate size difference. bless.#i could yell forever about all the details but instead i'm going to throw this at everyone#game: ffxiv#art: ffxiv#oc: d'alia liveq#ch: sidurgu orl#alia/sid#art for dani#alia art#ffxiv#ffxiv art#wolsid#sidwol#ffxiv dark knight#ffxiv sidurgu#sidurgu orl
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Anakin as Persephone will always be real to me... Some of her epithets include Executor of Justice and Mistress of Furies, like people don't realize that she in her role as Queen of the Underworld predates the abduction myth, that the false dichotomy of babygirl in a flower crown and broody death king is misogynistic and inaccurate to say the least... ANYWAYS point being Shmi as Demeter, Qui-Gon as Zeus, Obi-Wan or Padme as Hades, OR Obi-Wan as Demeter, Sheev as Zeus, and Padme as Hades, I am correct
#he literally is the chosen one who restores balance to the force.... balance = life and death and rebirth = chthonic cycle#literally my brain hat is on#people get so caught up in the aesthetics they skip right over.... the actual story and themes lol#anyways. persephone is the same kind of brondette as anakin thank you for coming to my ted talk#also anakin's story is literally the FALL from light to dark..... he is TAKEN from the light....#okay okay enough enough ill stop#star wars#anakin skywalker#darth vader#persephone#mine
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#twisted wonderland#twst#ortho shroud#drawings#doodles#took a (probundeservedunwarranted) break to doodle something really fast n since cerberus ortho was always just gonna be a doodle i did him#god his cards are so fucking pretty n so good wat the fuck man so unfair#first his fairy gala now cerberus n just the light n dark contrast duo im just hhHHHHFNFGNG#going so feral over his cerberus card goDDDDDD yANA SENSEI WHYYYYYYYY#ALSO hoping ortho comes home with this tribute pls i want your card but i also have to save for the def jade ssr forever looming over me#pls dont make me hit pity pls leave me with something im already like almost halfway in pulls sobs#on an unrelated note *how do you even ortho omg jksfk shroud artists are insane teach me your ways sdhfksd*
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OC-tober Day 4: Under Appreciated OC
Out of my Core OC's I feel like enthusiasm for Red could ALWAYS be higher! Especially since he gets to star in a stop motion film in a one man show! These are from our most recent shoot. Camera wrangler @eeveefreshstudioz, assistance from @geneer-gebubu
#bweirdoctober#my ocs#red#stop motion#stop motion puppet#body horror#ig. hes missing half his face lol#also WOW rare normal eyed red!#ive been so happy w how shots are coming out#and this is like my favorite shot so far#wanna eat#i knew the second i wanted red for this prompt i had to show these#fun thing. that light was part of a rechargeable laser pointer i got for my cat that had 3 modes. laser. flashlight. uv light#and i went craaaaazy going over everything w the uv#and wouldnt ya know. i used a glow in the dark paint for some parts of reds face#serendipity#happy little accidents
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ㅤThen I heard your heart beating.ㅤ You were in the darkness too.ㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ... So I stayed in the darkness with you.
#;m.octezuma ii#;musing#musing#/i saw this quote by random chance and-#IUGUUHUGHGGHGHGHGHUGHGUHG#/master-servant vibes for whoever his master is and i.zcally/mocte#its like; u know how in the game f.ate extra ccc; g.il can hear and see h.akuno's downfall; he can hear her thoughts; feel her feelings#and decide to lend a hand; bc 'why not? your speech has moved me for now'#in this case it would be#if a reactive master could feel his aura from afar; a gloomy energy; the type of vengeful spirits that if ur not careful#they would latch on you#but in reality; its a distant lonely heart; pumping fresh blood over and over on the ground in darkness alone#i come closer and to ur surprise#the heart is beating;; albeit slowly#even while having nothing to attach itself too; not light to see; it still pumps up blood#like wound that never heals#and thats when u have to decide to ignore or approach and carefully pick the heart#if u pick option b; he'll be ur servant until time disposses of him; and once u wake up#u will see him shining brightly under the moonlight; the name is m.octezuma Xocoyotzin and he was the last aztec emperor#the trope of you did not ignore my suffering so i will not ignore your pleas. even if death spreads us thin; I will come find you#such acts would not go unnoticed by him#i hope i kinda make sense bc im kinda falling asleep but#the gist is#u find an angry defeated ashamed full of guilt emperor; the desire for vengeance trails from his lips through thin lines of blood#he's alone and naturally forgotten; but not to u; u find him and to that; u decide to hug him#his spirit feels something he hasnt felt before.... compassion#now u have a grumpy emperor on ur team!
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Jeff Buckley / Lover, You Should've Come Over
#jeff buckley#lover you should've come over#love quotes#love#words#fragments#frases#poetry#writing#web weaving#dark academia#light academia#lyrics#lyric posting#lyric edit#lyric quotes#typography
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i am genuinely baffled by believers reblogging that "secular Christmas carol" that pleads with us to leave Christ out of Christmas. are people just really not reading the lyrics or have they allowed their faith to be so disillusioned that they would forget that the weary world rejoices. we chose a time of year to rejoice. there is no "magic of the season" that is missing now because of age or capitalism or what have you. there never was magic. it was Christ. it was divinity. holidays are a celebration of something important, and the feast (in the sense of "an annual religious celebration") is about the people, not the things. don't partake of common modern traditions if you so choose (the gift giving or the turkey or the lights or what have you), but do not conflate these things to be what a holy day is about.
holy days are built into annual or regular occurrences as an effort to remember and be reverent, which we are admonished to do and to do often.
"Christmas is all about the songs and the lights and the turkey and the carols and bloated gift-giving" is not reverent, and isn't the enlightened take you think it is.
#mir posting#probably going to get blasted for this but whatever i said it.#my prayer is#that after that u would stop suffering with irritation bc i promise. this isn't about u. or me. or anyone else physically on this earth#every year this time of year when i want to sink into the despair over some tragic gross part of the way the holiday is celebrated or done#i have to remember that what it is for is not the family. or the gifts. or anything else.#what it is for is reverence and a heart that stops to remember that into a weary world -a world much like this one-#a thrill of hope and a light did come. that 2000 years ago a baby was born (it's about the EVENT not the exact date!!) to save us#the scandal of the death of God is preceded by the wondrous birth into a dark world and defeated by the miraculous resurrection#when the old world started dying and the new world started coming on.#do not grow weary saints!#do not own the despair that says there is nothing of divine import to celebrate!#the ribbons and the carols and the gifts and the trees and the lights and the warring families ARE NOT THE CELEBRATION#the celebration is Salvation came to set us free from those filthy rags#filthy rags that are all we have as an offering for His sacrifice
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EVERYBODY SHUT UP!!!!!! PAT SIELOFF IS PREGNANT!!!!!
1. Birthday cake from Sierra and Kelly; 2. Gritty soft serve ice cream cup; 3. Sign for Erik Johnson's 1k celebration; 4. Jersey Devil Christmas tree ornament.
#just got taken very off guard by a big room remix of mozart's lacrimosa and the experience did NOT spark joy#horrible. i keep going back to the playlist it was on and listening to 30 seconds and getting mad all over again#not bc i believe in the sanctity of lacrimosa but bc i don't like it#ko and sierra aren't responding to my messages probably because they are spending quality time with family!!#but EYE do not have quality time with family. and my brain is swiss cheese from too much church#please god let him be a girl dad do not let him have a boy to put into hockey#i mean you can put the girl in hockey but we do NOT need pat sieloff jr (boy) into hockey#pat sieloff continuing proof that every single bone in your body can be broken and you have like negative muscle ligaments#but you can still be so so so so cute and happy with your wife in pictures announcing baby sieloff 🥰🥰#the weather is making me UNWELL. like physically i was not built for this weather i was built for heat not cold#BUT mentally also. please explain to me why i outlined an entire advent liturgy -- all four sundays -- based around hockey#LIKE NOBODY NEEDS A PRAYER OF CONFESSION AROUND HOCKEY#and it fucking WHIPS is the worst part. it was only an outline but if i spent more than 3 hours on it. well someone should a do wellness ch#ck is what should happen. we don't need hockey liturgy no one needs that#the thing is i am so fucking burnt out and just exhausted by all of it (<- what christmas/advent will do to a mfer) but i love#writing liturgy. it's so fun. it's like creative nonfiction#so then i was like well what if i did lent and baseball. which tracks much better yk ending the darkness and the coming light#and then i was like. interesting. what urgent tasks am i avoiding by doing all this. what medication am i not taking#white knuckling it ONE DAY LEFT OF CHURCH NONSENSE AND THEN I CAN ROT IN MY LIVING ROOM FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR#oh my god is it past midnight already i've been working on this post for like two hours and keep getting distracted#if the classical music station played ''mozart's final rave (lacrimosa)'' by oliver heldens at 7am i would certainly get out of bed :/#fresno oilers.txt
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