#Life update lol

[hotkim1]

ending my eight year relationship right as Aries season started was the right move

[jonquilyst]

My internship ended today 💖 It's amazing how nervous I was for it earlier this year (both interviewing and starting out). It was such a chill and casual job (not to mention a temporary one) that it's almost funny how anxious I was!

*Sigh...* In the end my anxiety blew everything out of proportion again 👍

But now it's time for me to return to college! I'm back to class on Monday for my FINAL semester!! I am so pumped to graduate this December

[akatsukicross]

Sins of a Unloving God || SAGAU

fandom | genshin impact, sagau

rating | mature

warning(s) | gn!reader, has wing-like ears (reference), implied torture, minor blood mentioned, implied multiple rounds of sexual intercourse

pairing | implied sexual relationship with dottore

word count | 700-800

summary | they were ethereal and majestic—a deity that would be the envy of all with just a glance of their benevolence. Yet that is far from the truth, they're a beast with beauty who cared little about their own creations.

You cannot remember when you began to create worlds, but all they knew was that they were all boorish and gave you no entertainment. The icy waters below flows in wavelets, two koi fishes circulating around before parting their ways—just like the destinies she tore for fleeting pleasure.

You touched the ends of your (h/c) hair that was much longer than in the past. The soaked silken strands of your hair made a sigh escape your lips. Your wing-like ears twitch in irritation as memory that is best to be forgotten resurfaces. Gritting at the thought, hands splatter against the rippling reflection. Your white robe wrapped her drenched body with water trickling down your lasciviously like vine rooting around for vitality.

The moonlight saw through its transparency and rises slightly from the cool pond filled with koi’s that lived in endless serenity.

Your lackluster (e/c)-colored eyes gleam in the false silver beams that nip your cheeks. You let out a breathy chuckle. “So how long do you intend to let your eyes linger?” You turns your head with a impish smile to the man that remained silent even when you advances closer.

Your hand brushed against his cheek with gentle kneads, which he leaned against with closed eyes. You let out a more endearing sigh at his stillness. Her fingers intertwine his locks in a manner that had the other submerged in your chest—not caring of how drenched the robe was. His larger hands wrap around your waist, rubbing them in a circular motion with his thumb, his lips had then made its way to the more exposed part of the robe. You don't stop him and allows the doctor to do his own thing with woeful whimpers for your to lead. And when he looks at you with pleading eyes…you couldn’t help but coo at his pathetic state.

“You're still so needy even after so many rounds.” Whispering softly to the man, not giving in to his pleading. You can feel his fingers digging through the fabric and skin, small spots of gold emerge.

It bleeds through the whiteness of your loose garment. Slits come to view and your grip against his skin strengthened; your (e/c) eyes swirl in a deep-seated depravity that one could evoke that the devil to wither in its scrutiny. Your eyes become like onyx stones of endless night while his gleam with gold-red specs that resemble incandescent bodies of celestials.

Your hand traces the man's face that desperately morphed into one of longing and impatience's. You let out a breathy chuckle once more before her soft lips overlaps his own. You acknowledged his desire to be relieved from the flaring warmth inside. The man topples over her which allowed the two to fall in the cool pond that housed koi’s. Upon their drop in the waters, the koi fishes scatter as if they were never there in the first place. Simple illusions to keep effect to koi's of this desolated chasm in this dimension.

“Please…” He begs for more of your touch that cools down the inferno mellowness that was bridled inside of him. His voice tremble between kisses as he drowns in your addictive nature that was simply too much.

However, you cannot comprehend why you can't fully enjoy this blissful moment of his embrace—just like those feeble other creations that can speak and express themselves.

You knows that you cannot express themselves like the cretins who relish their individual worlds.

Human's were given emotions and thoughts to cry, laugh, or smile whether it is meant for good and bad moments in their short lifetime. Perhaps it is because at the end of the day, you will never… and will never be human. They share nothing but desolation of creating and subjugating interesting individuals that you wish to mimic.

You understood each other the moment they met by pure coincidence—understanding each other’s obsessions and twisted views of what ‘love' was. You took interests by playing pretend ‘naïve god' to gather 'dolls' to cure your boredom; meanwhile, Dottore does the opposite by inflicting pain for his own amusement whether by ethical or non ethical ways.

If they were truly humans, you wonders what words they'd be described as other than monsters.

If they were nothing then in humanity’s vile diction would be that… they were no one's son, no one's child because they would be branded to be too cruel to possibly even have a beating heart.

a/n: it has been a long, long time since i posted on here. for that i am sorry, i had a very eventful 'break' where my family and some relatives had gotten themselves in a dangerous legal situation. although i wasn't directly involved, it did take a toll on me because prior to the legal situation, i was involved helping my eldest sister's wedding that took months upon months of preparation. it also didn't help that i was burnt out with certain stories since i lost nearly majority of my drafts from multiple glitches i've been experiencing. in a way with everything going on, it just burned me faster with the constant hussle and nonstop work.

i've almost given up on the sagau series i was writing here, i lost all of my progress with it so, i decided to post this one i had in my discord convo with my bestie. it might not be the story you all wanted but hopefully it will suffice for now. again, i am sorry for not posting the actual sagau story i promised during april or so.

[cursed-elo-images]

Hi so I’m having really intense mood swings due to ✨hormones✨ and it’s so bizarre.

I was really anxious earlier and I even cried a little bit so I decided to listen to some music to help myself and I honestly feel better now.

Also earlier this morning I felt really angry and irritated but once again I don’t feel that way anymore today.

Also I am very safe and I’m not in danger. And I also don’t want to scare anyone as well, I just felt bad earlier but my mood is more elevated.

One of the songs in question was “10538 Overture”, lol there really is an ELO song for every mood

[tanukipaws]

life update. Once again!! me and my fiance moved out into an apartment about 3 weeks ago so we're been busy unpacking and working, but tonight the species dysphoria has been hitting so i wanted to check up on the community over here. desperately craving for going on a hike with my tail on or something when we're less busy

[flaminghotjareau]

i’m finally done with uni which means i’m gonna have time to work on my long fanfics yayyy and also take the time to answer the ask that’s been in my inbox for a couple days now sorry for the delay bxkdjd if you have other asks/headcanons/other things you want to send me please don’t hesitate it’s always a pleasure to answer!!! (especially if anyone wants to talk about jelle coz i never see anything about them and it’s my second favorite ship)

[supercoolsuperqueer]

ok so if any of you have seen my previous posts abt my t4t crush I have a BIG announcement!!!

WE'RE DATING!!!!!!!

[hesitantdream]

Haven't been on Tumblr much cause I'm kinda busy with school, but I wanted to let you folks know I'm still alive lmao. One of the goals I set for new years back in January was to get back into writing interactive fiction, and I am still dedicated to this goal. The only obstacle is school, really, because it really burns me out :')

Right now I think I should just take baby steps. Maybe set a goal to write a bit once a week? Brain storm ideas, work on some scenes. I still very much like the idea I had with Poketwich, and I want to see it through. So! Wish me luck!

[camthewitchyyoutuber]

athiest witch to hellenic polythiest

it’s been a while since i posted to this blog, but i’m happy to inform the lot of you that i’m still very into paganism + witchcraft after all these years & found a faith  i’m comfortable residing in!!

so far i’m really connected to aphrodite & made an altar for her, but really want to make altars for dionysus, persephone, & hecate soon!! here’s my altar for those interested!! also, if you’re an aphrodite/dionysus devotee (bonus points if also filipino/SEA/EA) & i’d love to connect with more of you <33

[royaltea000]

hey guys I’m blue and work at a pet supply shop now

[theheroichydrangea]

I’m getting over Covid and started my period and have terrible vertigo and am supposed to be at training for my summer job and prepping for a leave of absence from school and I am SUFFERING TODAY

[scrillpy]

sorry for the lack of posts, been having some irl things happen and have also been using my therian blog a lot!

me and my fiance will be vending at a local arts and crafts event this weekend so my etsy shop is on vacation mode for a bit! i'm super excited that we were able to secure a booth!

[ticklishcicada]

hey I havnt been posting much cause:

1. I figured out my sleeping issue turns out its cause my nose is mad fucked up lol so Ive been screwing around with various quick fixes to help with that and Im gunna get surgeries for it in june yipe!!!!!!! 2. its spring so Ive been doing a buttload of waterfowl and pigeon rescue stuff (like savin the babies in the vid up there ^^^^)((like literally I just got home from helping a goose that got fishing line wrapped around its neck its a constant struggle lol))

so yeah ima try to draw more inbetween nose stuff and bird stuff lol

[matthewliberatore]

sorry i've not been daily stl cards or been an tumblr like at all lately school sucks and the cardinals suck so i don't rly just want to say "the cardinals are awful" every post

[theboltcutters]

i went and saw skinamarink last night with the bestie but i only saw the first like 45 mins because i thought i was going to end up in a mass shooting situation anyway i nearly fell asleep in the first 20 mins and it’s not the movie’s fault, i’ve just conditioned myself to fall asleep to white noise

[sadtrash-masculine]

officially going to take a break between highschool and college woop woop

who expected that (except everyone lmao)

its officially mother approved so that's great, she does want me to make like an actual plan of what im going to, cuz currently its kind of like:

1. work, 2. travel around europe and 3. do volunteer work (hopefully abroad)

but hey, at least i dont have to make a rushed choice of where to study anymore and my mom thinks its smart considering my transition and stuff (currently like a month and a bit on T, my voice is going crazy rn like it was actually so terrible today, but oh so very exciting)