#Leo: *war flashbacks*
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Chayanne including Foolish in the drama but not Philza while he’s standing right there is so funny. Also Foolish being like “Been there done that” made me howl,,,,,
#qsmp#live blogging#chayanne#foolish gamers#philza#leonarda#Foolish: lmao been there done that before aye Leo#Leo: *war flashbacks*#Chayanne: as long as my dad is happy I'm fine with it#which is so cute#i just know he has a popcorn bucket ot see his other dad fight with the almost naked man again
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Sharon Stone in A Different Loyalty (2004)
Dir.Marek Kanievska
Leo Cauffield, chief of British counterespionage, fails by a whisker to arrest two fellow Cambridge-graduated spies who just manage to defect to Moscow, resigns and becomes a journalist. In Beirut, home of his Islam-converted father, Leo seduces Sally Tyler to divorce her husband for him. Their happiness with children from both marriages is cut short a few years later, when Leo suddenly disappears; Sally learns soon he's suspected of having defected to Moscow too, which she refuses to believe, but will be forced to while Western secret services want Leo back or dead.
*Rupert Everett has previously played the lead in another film based on the story of the Cambridge Spies, Another Country (1984), in which his character was based on real life spy Guy Burgess.
#A Different Loyalty#2004#film#Sharon Stone#Marek Kanievska#Leo Cauffield#Rupert Everett#spies#British counterespionage#flashback#treason#double agent#undercover agent#KGB#cold war#Beirut#espionage#missing husband#soviet union#1960s#dysfunctional relationship#cambridge spies#husband wife reunion#dreama#romance#thriller#just watched#book#reading#reading a book
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i remember the day i told a boy he wanted to kiss me so much it made him look stupid. he immediately told me he didn't want me to flirt w him anymore. i took it hard, fellas (gender neutral).
#he told me that i could continue flirting w him a few weeks afterwards#but my pride#oh boy#never been more humbled#how to humble a leo in five seconds#now i can't read the phrase#wo war flashbacks
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' algo así... ' responde a medias porque esta vez no tenía ninguna excusa para estar allí. o quizá sí la tenía, pero no se escuchaba razonable. ' al menos aquí sé que habrá algo de paz. ' estúpido, estúpido, estúpido. todo lo que quería era hacer algo por el otro, no dejarlo solo, lo que sea (aunque su presencia no fuese de gran ayuda). ' ¿es la primera noche que vienes hasta acá? ' dobla su cuerpo hasta sentarse al lado del tremere, a sabiendas que se ensuciará la ropa de tierra pero decidiendo no prestarle demasiada atención.
no responde a aquello, no podía ni sentirse aliviado de no ser interrumpido, humor estaba por el piso. solo asiente de forma débil, por supuesto conoce la voz de quién lo acompaña. agridulce, piensa mientras alza su mirada hasta el rostro que dejó ir. ' no fue tu culpa, no tienes que decir lo siento ' musita suave, bajando su mirada hasta pequeña conmemoración hecha irónicamente en parque bajo dominio de la camarilla. ' puedes ' no se mueve de su posición, duda que quiera sentarse cercano a él en el piso. ' ¿aburrido de que te vigilen en todas partes? ' * @romaahn
#leo.#me meo ese gif siempre me dará war flashbacks de cuando khaotung le echó la bebida a force encima#peak cinema
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What in the World is Going on With Mydei's Backstory?

One thing I noticed while playing through the story is that there appears to be something very strange going on with Mydei's backstory. Namely: It's almost like he's got two different backstories going on at once.
And I wonder if that's on accident... or on purpose. On the one hand, Amphoreus's plot has my brain spinning wild conspiracy theories about time loops and multiple lives and even the whole world possibly being some sort of simulation, which would make "two simultaneous timelines" make perfect sense.
(On the other hand... Hoyo doesn't have the best track record for character timelines. Remember how Sunday and Robin's mother was killed when the stellaron fell on Penacony... the same stellaron that fell before the Astral Express crash landed... centuries ago... 😂)
But anyway, here's what I mean:
In 3.0, Mydei makes statements that suggest he lived in Castrum Kremnos:
Phainon also says that Mydei is "homesick" for Kremnos, implying this was his home at some point.
The Chryseus Leo in Castrum Kremnos recognizes him by the sound of his voice, and Mydei responds as if reuniting with a well-loved mentor:
This suggests Mydei spent long enough in Kremnos to be affectionate with Chryseus Leo (he even calls him just "Leo" like a nickname) and have learned from him as a teacher.
In 3.1, Mydei speaks about the Kremnoan royal library as if he has personal knowledge of what scrolls/slates are available there. He also calls it "my library" with a possessive but especially fond feeling, as if he's spent a decent amount of time there and loves it.
And, during Trailblazer and Castorice's visit to past Castrum Kremnos, which supposedly takes place before Eurypon's fall, an NPC on the street curses Mydei as a traitor and claims that all the Kremnoans who went with him to Okhema are "deserters."

Castorice and the Trailblazer even have a discussion about whether Mydei's choice to leave Castrum Kremnos was brave or cowardly. This indicates that Mydei's whereabouts were well-known to the people of Castrum Kremnos before the city met its downfall.
However... there's a big problem with all this: None of this actually make sense with the backstory Mydei himself states in 3.1.
According to the flashback we experience in 3.1, Mydei was thrown into the Sea of Souls as an infant.
This correlates with what we know from his leaked voicelines (skip the image below if you want to avoid the leak!)
His earliest memory is in the Sea of Souls. He himself states he has no memory of living in Kremnos before his father threw him into the sea. He lived nine years in the Sea of Souls before returning to land.
Then, he states that he met his five friends directly after returning from the Sea of Souls:
And he states that they lived together "in exile" for ten years.
But... uh... who exiled them?
It literally can't have been Eurypon, given that Eurypon doesn't recognize Mydei at all and explicitly had no idea Mydei was still alive the whole time:
A few lines later, Mydei also states:
"When we left Kremnos."
So Mydei... went back to Kremnos after leaving the Sea of Souls and meeting his friends...? And he lived in the inner city and had access to the royal library, apparently, but nobody loyal to the king ever noticed him? And then he was somehow exiled after that? For... some other crime entirely (since it wouldn't be for being the missing crown prince, given Eurypon didn't know he was back)? Or just decided to self-exile at some point, despite living presumably relatively peacefully in his home nation?
When could this even have fit in the timeline?
We're told that by "the fifth year" of Mydei returning from the Sea of Souls (Mydei would have been 14 years old) three of his five friends were already dead, and he'd already waged war with at least two different countries (Ladon and Aidonia).
We're never remotely given an indication here that there is room in the timeline for Mydei to have returned to Kremnos and just lived there as an undercover citizen. He instead specifically states that he and his friends lived in the wilds of Amphoreus, roaming the land for ten years.
He even notes that all of his friends died before he ever had a chance to bring the detachment to join up with Okhema:
There's also the entire aspect of Mydei's situation being paralleled to the children he meets in Okhema. When he asks them "How can you consider Kremnos your home when you never lived there?" we, as the players, are supposed to recognize that Mydei feels this way too: Castrum Kremnos was not his home--because theoretically the timeline is telling us he never actually lived here.
This is reinforced by the "As I've Written" chapter, where Okhema is once again posited as Mydei's only home:
So... Something is really not adding up here, especially if you think to the NPC in past Castrum Kremnos who describes Mydei word-for-word as both the "crown prince" and a "Chrysos Heir" who has already deserted for Okhema with his army before Eurypon's death.
In the Kremnos ruins, there's this memory fragment where Krateros confirms that Mydei and the detachment are already working with Okhema before Eurypon's death:
Except that this definitely conflicts with the timeline Mydei gives for his own joining up with Okhema. He says all of his friends died before the detachment went to Okhema, and explicitly that Hephaestion died after Eurypon:
So this is Schroedinger's detachment, both allied to Okhema and not at the same time. 😂
We also know that Mydei didn't live in Kremnos after killing his father, since he explicitly states:
Why would the people need to be led back into Kremnos... if they hadn't left yet...
Furthermore, some of Hepaestion's dialogue also makes it sound like Mydei already had the Kremnoan people with him at this time, and that the migrant Kremnoans were already waiting for Mydei to lead them back to Kremnos:
Theoretically, Mydei could have been traveling around Amphoreus just picking up random Kremnoan exiles and formed the detachment out of those random Kremnoans he picked up... maybe? I guess? Since it definitely doesn't make sense that he absconded from Castrum Kremnos with a whole army and his dad never even noticed!
And the icing on the cake even. During his confrontation with Eurypon, Mydei says:
He knew about Nikador's soul being split?! He knew about what had been done to make Nikador immortal way back then? And then he just... FORGOT before 3.0?! Whattttt is even happening herreeee?
The only way even part of this works as a single timeline is if the events are:
Mydei is thrown into the Sea of Souls as an infant.
Mydei lives 9 years as a feral siren child in the Sea of Souls.
Mydei finally returns to land, meets his five friends.
Mydei, despite knowing his father is out to kill him, sneaks back into Castrum Kremnos and somehow manages to find a place to live as an undercover citizen (under a fake name too, presumably?!) in the inner city even though he would theoretically be perceived as a penniless, nameless orphan at this point. Maybe he couch surfs at his five bros' houses, I don't know lol.
In some relatively short period of time (less than five years for sure), he manages to build an entire detachment army under his father's nose with no one giving away his identity to anyone loyal to the king (despite the fact that we see many Kremnoan citizens still loyal to Eurypon all the way to the end), then he exiles himself and his entire army from Kremnos, still without the king even noticing?
Mydei and his army pillage randomly for ten years, then Mydei returns and kills his father.
He leads the Kremnoan detachment to Okhema to join Aglaea's cause.
However, this still can't resolve the continuity error of the random people of Castrum Kremnos knowing he's 1) alive, 2) the crown prince, and 3) assisting Okhema all before Eurypon, the literal king, even learned Mydei was still alive, plus knowing about the plot to break Nikador's soul up and then somehow just flat out forgetting that lol.
Even Castrum Kremnos's timeline itself is confusing
There's also the weird stuff going on with Castrum Kremnos's timeline.
We know that Castrum Kremnos's last Kremnos Festival took place at the end of the Chrysos War. In 3.0, Phainon talks about this war and the tales of the Chrysos heirs involved with it as if it is something that took place long enough ago to have become the stuff of legends:
When being exposed to the present Kremnos, Gnaeus implies that a significant amount of time must have passed between Eurypon's death and the Trailblazer and Castorice's mission:
And Gnaeus also confirms that supposedly thousands of years have passed between Castrum Kremnos's last Kremnos Festival and the present:
Mydei implies that the people of Castrum Kremnos have been away from their homeland long enough for their traditions to have faded:
Aelius, who is a grown-ish looking NPC from the "Love in the Time of Black Tide" questline, notes that when he came with Mydei to Okhema, he was just a child:
All of this suggested that Castrum Kremnos's downfall actually happened years and years ago, some of it suggesting possibly decades or even centuries of lying in ruin.
The fact that an NPC aged to adulthood or near to it while Mydei didn't change at all definitely had people convinced in 3.0 that Mydei was literally "immortal" in that he did not age, suggesting he could be centuries old.
However, that... also doesn't make sense.
We have Damionis who managed to take a picture at the last Kremnos Festival, suggesting it wasn't very many years ago, given that he's clearly not an older NPC:
And Krateros, who clearly does age, is shown as an already grown man in the flashbacks with Eurypon and Gorgo.
To complicate matters even further, we have two Gorgos--one in the past and one who was Mydei's mother, but both of whom achieved the same feat. The devs even deliberately obfuscate on the original Gorgo's identity through the readables to further link the Gorgo of the past with the Gorgo of the present by refusing to state the gender of the Gorgo of the past:
It's not on accident. They want players to conflate the two Gorgos.
Andddd another edit, because I keep finding things that don't add up. When Phainon and the Trailblazer go to Kremnos to fight Flame Reaver, they run into a bunch of Kremnoans fighting the black tide. Phainon speculates that Aglaea must have rallied them, except...
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That guy definitely has no idea why Aglaea would be giving him any commands, and, more than that--he doesn't even know who Phainon is. Could there really be any of the Kremnoan detachment that don't at least know of Okhema's Chrysos Heirs? And why would he imply that their "king will deal with you" if Mydei is aligned with Okhema?
I don't think these Kremnoans came from the time period we think they did...
How can we reconcile this?
We could just handwave this and say "Classic Hoyo, not great with keeping track of their own writing." We have evidence they've made mistakes (and retcons) before.
But with timelines being so central to Amphoreus's plot... I'm suspicious, enough so to suggest that there may be enough conflicting information here that this could be on purpose.
In fact, if you separate out the events that don't make sense together, it almost appears as if there could be two completely different timelines, or as if events from two different timelines have become stitched together, trying to create one coherent story and yet, like mismatched puzzle pieces, not quite adding up.
In one timeline, the one that seems most prevalent, Mydei (who ages normally) was tossed into the Sea of Souls as an infant despite his mother's protests, lived (and died) in the sea nine years, then was discovered by a band of five Kremnoan exiles who became his friends, wandered with them for ten years, and eventually returned to Castrum Kremnos to kill his father at around 19 years old. From there, he led any Kremnoans who were willing to follow him to Okhema as refugees and as a detachment army, and they've served in Okhema for no more than a few years--enough that Aglaea still calls him a youth and Mydei hasn't noticeably aged since he killed his father, and enough that Damionis, who visited Castrum Kremnos during the last festival, is still a young man.
In the other timeline, we have a much more ancient Castrum Kremnos, one which had already fallen into ruin long enough ago for its final king to turn to dust and the Chrysos War to become the stuff of legends, according to Phainon. In this timeline, a version of Mydeimos who was much more familiar with the city, one who apparently had access to the royal library and lived in the inner city of Castrum Kremnos (which Phainon says matches him having the status of a prince), suddenly decides to betray his country, possibly due to seeing his father decline into madness. He becomes a "traitor of a crown prince" according to the regular Kremnoans, but manages to assemble an army of his own loyal followers, which becomes the Kremnoan detachment that lays waste to enemy countries for years. At some point, he is recognized as a Chrysos Heir during the Chrysos War era and allies himself with Okhema, and then only after that returns to kill his father.
And the biggest hint we have to support this "alternate timelines" theory?
The game itself.
When Mydei returns to Castrum Kremnos, we actually see two different scenarios weaving together--the "truth" as we know it, with a destroyed Castrum Kremnos, and the other where the nation is whole and happy.

The assumption the game leaves players with on the surface is that Mydei is simply imagining things, envisioning a "dream" scenario where he reunites with his lost friends and gets to live in a flourishing Castrum Kremnos with his people.
However... I feel the need to point out that every time the scene cuts between the "dream" and "reality"... We actually hear the exact same sound effect that plays whenever you activate Oronyx's miracles to travel between timelines.
For comparison, Mydei's "dream":
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And Oronyx's miracles sound effect:
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In fact, the visual effect of swapping timelines (darkening on the edges of the screen, a flash of blue geometric shapes) is actually also perfectly identical, and you can even hear Oronyx's voice as Mydei shifts between "reality" and his supposed "dream."
If it were just the repeated sound effect, it might be easy to say it's just Hoyo reusing resources. But... why play Oronyx's animation and voice over the scene if this isn't a time shift?
Unless... all the confusion is on purpose.
Is it possible that what we're seeing unfold in Amphoreus isn't the truth? That the stories we're hearing and seeing might not be whole stories and are instead just scattered pieces? Different timelines stitched together, like someone telling stories about the past but misremembering the details? With memories overlapping, or overwriting each other, or being altered by timelines or time loops collapsing in on themselves? (Something similar happens with Tribios's story, by the way--Tribbie insists that in the ancient timeline, Tribios was completely alone and that we as time travelers with Oronyx's power are in fact only witnessing a memory, and yet Phainon notes several times that it's not possible for Tribios to have made it through without outside assistance, suggesting the two timelines are in fact overlapping, and what Tribbie remembers in her memory isn't actually accurate.)
Is it possible that the events of Mydei's backstory don't quite add up because they're not supposed to?
Is Mydei really imagining things as he returns to Kremnos... or are we actually seeing entirely different timelines or lives "resonate" with each other, collapsing into each other to create a single jumbled story that not even Mydei realizes isn't true?
Or... Maybe Hoyo just goofed again. I guess we'll just have to wait and see! 😂
#honkai star rail#mydei#amphoreus#3.1 spoilers#amphoreus spoilers#Mydei's backstory is actually a mess#BUT MAYBE IT'S A MESS ON PURPOSE#*huffs copium*#I haven't engaged with all the leaks#so I may have missed the plot being spilled already#but my theory is that Amphoreus is actually a simulation like the Elysian Realm from HI3#and that what we're experiencing isn't the real story of a real place#but the fairytale imaginings of whoever is holding that simulation together#like one giant allegory of the cave meets lotus eaters analogy#just saying!!#Youtube
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Ich weiß nicht, wer von euch im Anne with an E fandom war, aber es gab da mal eine Theorie (oder war's canon?) über den Verlauf der dritten Staffel, die sich interessanter Weise auch auf Hörk anwenden lässt:
Er liebt mich, er liebt mich nicht.
An einem Punkt in AwaE hat Anne eine Blume in der Hand und macht den typischen "he loves me, he loves me not"-Trick und im Fandom ist aufgefallen, dass das auf die Folgen der 3. Staffel anwendbar war. Eine Folge he loves me, eine Folge he loves me not.
Ich habe festgestellt, dass dasselbe für Spatort gilt - wobei Leo der Blumenpflücker ist. Hier meine Erklärung:
1. Das fleißige Lieschen: Er liebt mich.

Adam kehrt nach Saarbrücken zurück, nach 15 Jahren Untertauchen und Funkstille, weil er durch ein Tauschgesuch die Gelegenheit gesehen hat, mit Leo zusammenzuarbeiten. Er sagt ihm, ich hab dich vermisst, und Leo, es ist alles gut, wir sehen einen seltenen Einblick in seinen Leo-zentrierten Beschützerinstinkt, der sofort rauskommt, wenn jemand (Esther, Pia) Leo kritisiert oder angreift, er stellt sich schützend vor, hinter und neben ihn, schaut ihn liebevoll an und macht seine Zuneigung deutlich.
2. Der Herr des Waldes: Er liebt mich nicht.

Adams Vater erwacht aus dem Koma und wird entlassen und Adam? Verschweigt es Leo. Obwohl der genauso in der Sache drinsteckt wie er selbst, obwohl er genau weiß, wie wichtig es für Leo wäre, das zu wissen, obwohl es theoretisch sogar Konsequenzen für ihn haben könnte. Er ist pampig und verschlossen und als er wieder in den Bunker zieht, leidet er still, ohne sich Leo auch nur einmal anzuvertrauen. Während Leo natürlich sofort merkt, dass etwas nicht stimmt, schweigt Adam und pöbelt stattdessen Esther an (Tischkickerszene). Und schließlich hält er Leo egoistischer Weise davon ab, zu schießen, ohne Lausch sofort erschießen zu müssen, obwohl er weiß, wie schwer Leo das alles seit der Spatensituation fällt.
3. Das Herz der Schlange: Er liebt mich.

Zu Beginn von HdS sehen wir Hörk erstmal, gemeinsam mit Esther und Pia, eine gute Zeit haben, der Konflikt aus dem HdW-Ende scheint bereinigt. Dann stirbt Roland Schürk und was ist Adams erste Tat? Er ruft Leo an, verabredet sich mit ihm. Sucht am See die Nähe zu ihm, körperlich und emotional, vertraut sich ihm diesmal an (soweit, wie er eben kommt). Als die Polizei auftaucht, sieht man Adam für einen Moment überlegen, ob Leo ihn soeben verraten hat - ein schmerzhaftes Gefühl. Doch statt ihn zu beschuldigen oder sich zu verschließen, wie es sonst der Fall ist, ist ihm nur eine Sache wichtig, Leo wissen zu lassen: Leo, ich war das nicht. Gleichzeitig erkennt man in Adams Flashback zur Nacht von Rolands Tod wieder seinen Beschützerinstinkt an seiner Reaktion, als Roland ihn auf Leo anspricht. Als sie es endlich schaffen und Leo Adam von der JVA abholt, scheinen die beiden sich näher denn je.
4. Die Kälte der Erde: Er liebt mich nicht.

Was unbeschwert und harmonisch beginnt, wird bald zum größten hörkschen Konflikt. Adam hat das Geld gefunden und behalten und verheimlicht es. Er trägt es kackfrech in seiner Sporttasche mit sich herum, nachdem er sich überfallen lässt und Leo dann anlügt, er sei vom Rad gefallen. Selbst, nachdem Leo ihn dazu bringt, ihm von dem Überfall zu erzählen, erzählt er ihm nichts vom Geld, lässt Leo nur widerwillig bei sich schlafen und mosert schon in der zweiten Nacht herum, als wolle er ihn loswerden. Während Leo immer verzweifelter versucht, Adam festzuhalten und ihm nah zu sein, hält der ihn immer auf einer Armlänge Abstand. Bis Leo mit seiner Hingabe ein bisschen zu weit geht und Adam entgültig der Kragen zu platzen scheint. Auf Leos sarkastisches, Adam Schürk, der Mittelpunkt der Welt, erwidert er seinen vielleicht verletzendsten Satz: Deiner Welt vielleicht und lässt Leo stehen. Als der am Ende des Films das Geld findet, geschieht ein vorerst entgültiger Bruch.
5. Der Fluch des Geldes: Er liebt mich.

Auch, wenn der Film mit dem größten Streit der beiden beginnt, wendet sich das Blatt bald zu etwas, das wir bis dahin noch nicht gesehen haben: die Rollen werden vertauscht. Adam entschuldigt sich nicht ganz direkt, gesteht Leo aber zu, einen Fehler gemacht zu haben und zeigt Reue. Als Leo ihn stehen lässt (erstmalig nicht andersherum), ist Adam aufgewühlt und ein bisschen verzweifelt. Leo pöbelt am Unfallort die Spusi an, während Adam sofort zur Hilfe kommt, Leos Nähe sucht, sich sorgt. Am nächsten Morgen versucht er ebenfalls mehrfach, auf verschiedene Weisen mit Leo zu interagieren und wird dabei stur ignoriert. Und dann ist es an Leo, einen Alleingang zu machen und Scheiße zu bauen, und an Adam, besorgte Nachfragen zu stellen, ihm hinterzufahren und stetig in seiner Nähe zu bleiben, um auf ihn aufzupassen. Er geht endlich wieder auf Leo zu (nicht mehr umgekehrt), sein Beschützerinstinkt kommt wieder zum Vorschein: Leo, es reicht, du bist angefixt / Wenn irgendeiner auch nur laut hustet, komm ich da rein / Schüttel das ab, Leo! Blicke, Worte und Taten sprechen hier alle eine Sprache und die ist so ziemlich das Gegenteil von KdE. Leo denkt, er sei Adam vollkommen und absolut scheißegal. Und Adam? Beweist innerhalb eines Tages das Gegenteil.
6. Das Ende der Nacht: Er liebt mich nicht.

Ich weiß nicht, ob es nur mir so ging oder es lediglich an der ungewohnten Gruppenaufteilung (Leo/Esther, Adam/Pia) liegt, aber irgendwie ist da eine Distanz zwischen Leo und Adam, die bisher nie so da war – klar war in FdG erstmal Funkstille, aber die hatte zumindest einen triftigen Grund und folgte auf einen großen Konflikt. Diese hier ist irgendwie stiller und deshalb umso beunruhigender. Wo es bisher immer absolut selbstverständlich war, dass Leo und Adam ein Team bilden und Pia und Esther das andere, ist diesmal kontinuierlich, bis zu Pias Entführung, neu gewürfelt. Leo und Adam führen bis ziemlich weit in den Film nicht ein wirklich persönliches Gespräch. Das, was Adam eigentlich definitiv Leo erzählen sollte, vertraut er stattdessen Pia an - Meine Mutter sagt, ich sei wie mein Vater. Dann diese seltsame, ambivalente Spannung zwischen eben diesen beiden, und sie wachen zusammen im Präsidium auf, während wir Leo eine ganze Weile gar nicht zu Gesicht bekommen. Und hier wird es interessant. Leo fragt auf seine gewohnt misstrauische Art nach Adams Rucksack, Esther schlägt eine WG vor, und ausgerechnet Leo ist derjenige, der das aus einem ziemlich unsinnigen Grund (Adams Rauchen, obwohl er ja eigentlich aufgehört hat) ablehnt, während Adam aussieht, als hätte er den Gedanken tatsächlich in Betracht gezogen.
Hier frage ich mich, ob sich das Blatt vielleicht gewendet hat und es nicht mehr nur um Adams Liebe geht, sondern auch um Leos? Ist mit FdG eine neue, gleichberechtigtere Beziehung entstanden und nun muss nicht mehr nur Leo um Adams Liebe kämpfen, sondern auch umgekehrt? Nur eine Idee.
Wichtige Themen werden auch weiterhin zwischen den beiden kurz gehalten und nicht wirklich vertieft und sowohl körperlich als auch emotional scheint es noch immer eine freundliche Distanz zu geben.
Dann aber das Ende: Leo, der sich für Pia und den ganzen Bunker aufopfert, Adam, der einen bewusstlosen Leo von Pia wegzerrt, Leo in Adams Schoß, blutend und nicht ansprechbar, und dann die letzte Einstellung von Adam: Schock, Verzweiflung, pure Panik. Es sieht aus, als würde Adam genau in diesem Moment erkennen, was Leo ihm wirklich bedeutet. Was es bedeuten könnte, wenn Leo einfach nicht mehr da wäre. Und das wiederum, wenn der ÖRR sich ein klitzekleines bisschen Mühe gibt und etwas aus ebenjener Reaktion macht, könnte meine Theorie weiterführen und würde auf wunderschöne und emotionale Weise ins Konzept passen: Spatort 7: Er liebt mich.

#das ist so unnötig und viel zu lang erklärt#aber es geht mir nicht mehr aus dem kopf#so here you go#tatort saarbrücken#spatort#hörk#adam schürk#leo hölzer#edn spoiler
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i love you i'm sorry part 2, charles leclerc + jude bellingham.
summary : charles releases his debut album and fans go crazy, y/n and jude are the main talk over social media, and yet charles is adamant to get his girl back. faceclaim : cindy kimberly a/n : since you all asked here is part 2 <33 tysm sm for all the love ily all smmm also here is part 1. part 3.
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username_15 this song feels like a stab through the heart.
charlesleclerc life recently 🤍🫶🐶

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user11 stoppp this makes me so sad to see leo without his mum 😭😭
f1fan i rly hope that he's okay
username_ we love you charles <3
user516 stop charles is actually the nicest person ever he does not deserve this
f1lover_45 ik charles is okay because he has lando
landonorris damn right
user526 off topic but the fit is fire 🔥
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texts between jude and y/n
baby? jude
yeah? y/n
can i come with you to paris fashion week jude
what omg acc?! y/n
id love to come and support you sweetheart jude
stopp why are you so perfect 🤭💗 y/n
that's all you jude
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judebellingham angel face

》 omg waitt is jude coming to paris fashion week?!?!
》 wait they are acc so cute
》 charles is better
》 y/n is acc so pretty
y/nusername paris fashion week with @ miumiu

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user82 she is defo getting war flashbacks from being in paris rn
username672 serving face !!
f1fan ooooo body is tea
justanichident so jealous of her beauty 🫠
kikagomez gorgeous gorgeous girl
y/nusername mwah
miuiu love the fit 😉
user526 guys guys did u see jude cheering her on ughh so so cuteee
judebellingham that's my girl

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y/nusername love u smm thank you for supporting me 💋
judebellingham love u sm babygirl
user991 jude bagged a baddie fr
username both serving cunt
user_18 ultimate bi panic
f1fan oml the fits are actual perfection
ln4_67 y/n we need the skincare routine !!
username_99 my fav couple 💗
charlesleclerc album is finally out hope you enjoy!!

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user777 i'm in a puddle of tears
username51 i'm acc not okay LIKE SOME WARNING OF HOW HEARTBREAKING THIS IS WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE
f1fan okay kinda team charles rn because tf
justaninchident imagine your ex making a whole album about you, crazy stuff.
user33 LEWIS'S VERSE OMG THIS MAN I DIED
landonorris so proud of you man and so happy that not only me but everyone can hear this incredible record you made 🫶
user00 aww supportive bsf lando we love to see it
username11 so so good
f1lover oh charles

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user415 nope.
username11 i'm crying over this like it's my own breakup.
justaninchident my therapist has heard too much about this that she is acc fed up of me.
f1fan_333 best song on the album but the saddest
user00 omgg guys imagine if he went on tour and sang these songs
f1_5 y/n lost a good one
user44 we all know damn well that she would take him back in heartbeat
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texts between jude and y/n
why did you lie to me??? jude
i didn't exactly lie....i said i was meeting a friend y/n
A FRIEND AS IN YOUR EX WTF Y/N jude
i'm sorry i didn't think you'd y/n
well i sure as hell do mind jude
you know damn well he is still in love with you jude
yk what? jude
what? y/n
i think you are still in love with him too jude
jude baby what are you talking abou i love you y/n
bffr y/n jude
i acc can't with you rn jude
i knew that getting myself involved with you was a mistake everybody warned me saying that you'd go back to him, well ig they were right jude
but i love u y/n
well too bad jude
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judebellingham no caption.

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user432 no y/n.....
footballfan_67 my goat 🐐
username55 he deserves better than y/n honestly and anyone who says otherwise is dumb asf
f1fan he's so real for the no caption
username_411 yesss no y/n finally she was such a bitch
user11 bro acc finally looks happy
f1lover wait do we all acc think they broke up??
y/nusername

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user445 i'm so in love.
username67 serving face
f1fan i hope she's okay she looks a bit sad :,(
f1lover omggg charles in the likess
user900 my fav ever actually
username526 petition for y/n to become a victoria secret model 🪽🫧
y/nusername

》 omg
》 y/n defo cheated i don't believe this crap
》 it defo wasn't mutual literally jude is with another girl, he either cheated or y/n did
》 oh she is soooo going back to charles
y/nusername

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user516 SHE'S BACKKK
username_67 omfgggg
f1fan ARE THEY BACK TOGETHER WHAT WHAT
justaninchident guess she finally realized that charles is just better
anon girl just broke up with jude and is now back with charles bffr omg like
user19 i need a moment BECAUSE WHAT
f1lover this is so y/n coded
user890 it girl before it girl now
username_56 i've never been happier 😫😫
user_53 guys guys hold up they could just be friends
anon shush let us dream
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Sleepless in Cabin 3
Percy Jackson x reader
Warnings: Blood of Olympus spoilers, mentions of insomnia, flashbacks, a makeout session, I think that’s it.
Authors note: This is my first time writing so let me know how I did :)
Summary: reader is having flashbacks to the battle against Gaia and hasn’t been sleeping. Goes to best friend Percy’s cabin for comfort.
Tossing and turning. That’s all I could do for the past 3 hours. Lights out was at 10 pm. It was now 1 o clock in the morning and I have not slept a wink. Every time I closed my eyes I saw the same things. Leo bursting into flames. Octavian being launched into the massive ball of fire in the air.
Now I didn’t care all that much for Octavian, but Leo was my best friend. I knew about his plan all along. He told me he was going to find Calypso, and he would be back. It was just so hard to believe after what I saw last week. I haven’t been able to sleep for days now.
After the battle I had collapsed in exhaustion, and I think that was the last time I really got any rest since then.
Camp was still being cleaned up and there was evidence of the battle everywhere. Reyna, who had become like my sister, left to go back to Camp Jupiter with Hazel and Frank. My whole life felt like it had been turned upside down in the matter of 7 days.
I was restless. Chiron had me meet up with some of the Apollo campers daily for “mental health reasons”, but it wasn’t helping in the way that he had hoped. The only thing that helped was being around my best friends, Percy and Annabeth.
They had been my best friends since I was 13. I first went on a quest with them to recover the Golden Fleece from a huge cyclops. Times have changed since then. The war against Kronos almost felt like child’s play compared to everything we’ve dealt with since then.
Percy’s disappearance alone was enough to send me into a crazed state for weeks. That was the first time I dealt with insomnia. He and I always had a special connection. One that nobody else understood. Percy could calm me down in a way that nobody else ever was capable of. If Annabeth wasn’t by my side in that time I think I really would’ve lost it.
Even when he and Annabeth fell into Tartarus I didn’t break down like this. I had Reyna and Leo to get me through it.
As I rolled over in my empty cabin for the millionth time, I had a flashback to that day that they fell into the pit of Tartarus.
If Percy hadn’t jumped in after her, I would’ve. He pushed me back before he jumped in. I stood there with my brother, Nico, looking down hopelessly and trying to figure out what to do.
The boy, who my brother and I both had adored, was begging us to meet him at the other side of Tartarus. He promised us that he would be there, that he would get out. I could feel my heart being ripped out as I looked at them, but Nico and I swore to it.
I so badly wanted to jump in after them, but I couldn’t do it. I knew that I had to help the others.
After that, I was in a crazed state. Completely and hopelessly hyperfixated on getting them out.
The thought alone made me nauseous, and I considered running to throw up in the bathroom.
It’s not like I would be bothering anyone. Every night after I fall asleep, or in this case, pretend to fall asleep, Nico sneaks off to go see his boyfriend, Will.
I’m not angry at him for it. I purposely pretend to sleep so that he doesn’t feel bad about going. I know he’s struggling as much as I am.
I take a deep breath, hoping that I can settle my mind. Spoiler alert: it doesn’t work. I lay there for another fifteen minutes, staring at my ceiling, before I decide to take action.
I stood up, put on my slippers, and quietly escaped my cabin- trying my best not to wake any other campers- or the harpies.
I knew exactly where I was going, though I wasn’t sure what would happen.
I hadn’t gone to his cabin this late at night since my nightmares after we’d escaped the Labyrinth. He used to really help me get through my feelings- that is, until Rachel came along.
The next summer, I found out that Rachel and Percy had been kissing, and after that I backed off. I know that now there isn’t anything between them, but Percy is my best friend, and I knew that I needed to keep it that way.
I quietly approached his door, knocking softly. I hoped that he was awake, but I knew the odds were slim. After no answer, I knocked again, slightly more desperate.
If he doesn’t answer this time, I’ll go. I thought.
After a minute, there was still no response so I turned around to head back to my cabin and brave the night ahead.
The door creaked slowly behind me, and I whipped around. Percy was standing there, looking like I had just woken him up from the best dream of his life.
“Hey.” I whispered, approaching hesitantly.
Without another word, he nods his head, gesturing for me to come into his cabin. Tyson wasn’t there. He had temporarily gone back to Camp Jupiter with Ella.
We both enter his silent cabin, and he shuts the door quietly behind us. The seasalt smell immediately hits me and all of my senses relax.
He sits on his bed and looks up at me, standing awkwardly. The idea seemed great, but now that I was standing in his room I wasn’t really sure what my plan was.
“What’s going on?” Percy asked, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.
I looked down, suddenly feeling bad for waking him up. “I haven’t been sleeping.” I whispered.
“What?” He asks.
I repeat myself, “I haven’t been-“
“You haven’t been sleeping?” He asks, sounding slightly upset. He rests his elbows on his knees and puts his head in his hands.
I shake my head, feeling a blush over my face. I could feel my delirious brain and heavy eyes a little bit more now.
“And you’re just telling me now?” He asks, looking disappointed.
“I didn’t want to stress anyone out.” I say, smiling bashfully.
He rolls his eyes, patting the spot next to him.
“Think Chiron will give us a free pass if he finds us both in here?” He asks, obviously trying to make light of the situation.
I chuckle, nodding, but knowing that Chiron would do just about anything to help the campers right now. The thought reminded me even more about the battle.
Percy turns to lay back under his blankets, leaving an open space for me. This is exactly how we used to do it when I was having my nightmares.
I laid down in my spot, trying to get comfortable. I stared at the ceiling, immediately feeling more drowsy than I did in my room.
We both lay there in silence for a few minutes, before l hear the blankets rustle and turn my head to see Percy facing me.
I turn to face him too.
He purses his lips and furrows his eyebrows, scanning my face, before asking, “Why did you ever stop coming in here?”
I look at him nervously, realizing that we were finally going to have this conversation. “You and Rachel…” I trail off, not knowing what else to say.
His eyes instantly widen, “me and Rachel?” He asks.
I nod. “I didn’t want to get in the way of anything if you guys…” I pause, choosing my words, “if you guys were like, together or anything.”
He scans my face, as if trying to determine if I’m joking. He lets out a small laugh, “Rachel and I were never together. I thought you knew that.”
I shake my head, eyes focusing on anything but his face.
He chuckles again, and I tuck my head into his chest, attempting to end the conversation there, but he decided to continue, “You know,” he paused, wrapping an arm around me to play with my hair, “when Beckendorf came to get me for our mission? Remember that?”
I nod, unsure of where this was going.
“Well, he saw Rachel kiss me.”
I tensed, uncomfortable with this conversation.
“Then after we left her, to go to the ship,” he continued, “do you know what he said to me?”
I shook my head.
“He said, ‘I’m assuming you don’t want me to tell Y/N about that, right?’” Percy said, continuing to play with my hair.
“Really?” I asked, confused, “Why?”
He was silent for long enough for me to wonder if he even heard me before he spoke up again. “Because I didn’t want you to know.”
I pulled away, looking up at his face. I scrunched my eyebrows together out of confusion. “Why not? We tell each other everything.”
He raises his eyebrows, shaking his head, “Really?”
“What?” I asked.
He opened his mouth as if to say something, then closed it again. His eyes scanned my face again before wrapping an arm around me and pulling me back into his chest.
I finally start to doze off, feeling my body relax. Before I am completely asleep I can feel a soft kiss being placed on the top of my head. Before I can even feel the butterflies that come from it, I fall sound asleep.
I wake up before the sun is up, unsurprisingly. I’m happy to have gotten even a few hours of sleep.
I turn on my side to see Percy snoring softly with a line of drool coming down from his mouth. I giggle quietly before moving away a little bit.
I debate going back to my cabin, so that I don’t get caught in here. The last thing any of us needed right now was to deal with rumors about us sleeping in the same cabin together.
I sit up, my eyes scanning for my slippers in the dark room. Just as I find them I hear stirring behind me.
“What are you doing?” Percy asks groggily.
I turn to see him rubbing his eyes again and suddenly feel guilty for waking him up two times now.
“I was just going to sneak out before I get caught in here.” I whisper, reaching down to put my slippers on.
“Stay,” he whispered, eyes closed.
I smiled, looking at how peaceful he looked in that moment.
I shake my head, but rest a hand on his arm. “I shouldn’t.” I whisper.
He groans, turning closer to me and opens his eyes. He looks up at me, slowly reaching up as he brushes a strand of my hair out of my face.
“I’ll cover for you in the morning.” He whispers softly, looking at me hopefully.
I smile but shake my head, “If anyone finds out I stayed here…” I whisper, “you know how they all talk.”
He looks at me for a moment, and then another moment, eyes scanning my face, before responding, “You know everyone already thinks we’re together, right?”
My eyes widen in shock, completely taken aback and unsure if I heard him right. “Us? Like- you and me? Together?”
He nods, looking straight into my eyes, eyebrows furrowed.
“Why?” I ask, incredibly confused. I had never heard this before and I had never told anyone how I really felt. Not even Annabeth.
He stared incredulously at me for another moment, before whispering, “Are you kidding? I really can’t tell.”
I shook my head and shrugged.
“Well… we’re together all the time. You used to sleep here. When I went missing and got amnesia you were the only person I could remember. I almost lost it when you got hurt in the battle in manhattan…” he searched my face for my reaction, “I can keep going if you want.”
I shook my head, understanding. “I guess that kind of makes sense.”
He nodded, looking at me as if he was waiting for me to say something else.
I stared at him for a moment, before my delirium allowed me to ask a rather bold question.
“What do you think about that?” I whispered, looking into his eyes.
His gaze felt heavy. He stared straight into my eyes, coughing, before saying, “Uhhh… what do you mean?”
I shook my head, “Nevermind.” I whispered.
He grabbed my hand, looking directly into my eyes, before saying, “About what everyone says? Or about us being together?”
“Both.” I whisper, staring straight back at him.
He pauses for a moment, looking down at our hands, then back into my eyes. “I think they have a point. And I think that they’re right. That we are basically together. Unless you’re thinking something different?”
I nodded slowly, thinking about all of the years that I’ve brushed off other boys because I didn’t have eyes for them like I do for him. I thought about all the time that we spent apart, and how it felt like a piece of me was missing. I thought about the battle of manhattan, when I saw him fighting and I had never felt such pride in my heart before. I knew it all along, I just didn’t know how to show it.
“It’s not that easy though, seaweed brain. We’re not basically together until you ask me out.” I chuckle, looking back down at him and realizing how intently he’s looking at me.
I slowly kick off my shoes and lay back down next to him. He still is looking at me intently and hasn’t said a word.
“What’s wrong?” I whisper, after another moment of silence.
He shakes his head, looking deeply into my eyes, and I see his gaze flicker to my lips for a millisecond.
Suddenly I can feel my heartbeat pick up. I’m now aware of every centimeter of my body that is close to his. It’s like all of my senses are dialed to 11.
Before I can even think twice I lean forward just slightly and he immediately grabs my face and his lips are on mine.
The kiss is soft, slow, and everything I could’ve ever imagined.
I can feel his hesitation, almost like he’s afraid I’ll pull away if he makes the wrong move.
I reach my hand around the back of his head and run my hand through his hair, bringing him closer to me. The kiss slowly becomes more passionate, my heart rate accelerating.
I don’t think either of us can hold back anymore. I tilt my head slightly, it’s like something inside me snaps. The kiss is intense, full of years of love and yearning toward one another. His hand moves slowly under the hem of my sleep shirt, shakey fingers trailing up my back, and I gasp into his mouth, enjoying the new sensation.
We had been close before, but never like this.
I hear Percy groan quietly, the sound beautiful but desperate, and my body is suddenly on fire. His other hand reaches to the back of my next to pull me even closer, deepening the kiss so that our tongues are dancing with each other. I can feel him breathing heavily as his hands explore my skin, fingers digging in in a way I never knew I needed.
My hands run through his hair, one leaving to clutch his shoulder, pulling him even closer to me. Percy’s mouth moves to my jaw, trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down my neck, and I bite my lip to keep from making a sound, but it’s impossible. I let out a soft gasp, pressing even further into him.
“Gods,” Percy groans against my neck, continuing to bury his face into my neck and collarbone, definitely leaving marks that he knows he shouldn’t be. Especially not if I’m walking out of his cabin in the morning. His lips find mine again, but this time it feels more frantic, like we’re both on the verge of losing control. His hands are fully under my shirt now, his touch insistent, and I can’t help the small groan that escapes me.
I can’t stand it anymore as I tug at his shirt, pulling it up, desperate to feel more. He helps me, urgently pulling it over his head before desperately crashing his mouth back onto mine. His skin feels incredibly warm, his muscles tensing beneath my touch as I slowly run my nails down his chest. He groans into the kiss, kicking my legs with his own so that he can move to hover over me.
I can feel my back press into the mattress as Percy hovers over me, the weight of it making me shiver. His hands roam lower, gripping my hips roughly, and his mouth never stops—kissing, biting, trailing heat down my neck and back up again to capture my lips. Every move, every touch, is more desperate, more intense, and I can feel the years of pent-up tension between us boiling over.
We continue like this for longer than we should, desperately grabbing onto each others skin, mouths all over eachothers faces and necks, before we finally allow the kiss to slow down. The kiss fades to a soft, gentle one, and we slowly pull away.
I stare into his eyes, feeling a blush cover my face when I realize that this is real, and that just happened. He has the same look on his face as me, breathing heavy. His hair is all out of place and part of me wants to continue where we left off and mess up his hair a little more.
I bite my lip, holding back the smile that is trying to take over my face. He grins at me, his eyes sparkling.
“We’re definitely doing that again.” He smirks at me playfully.
“What took you so long?” I ask, nudging his arm and letting him lay back down beside me.
He shrugged, “Was never the right time. Can’t say I haven’t thought about it though. Maybe a little too much…” he trailed off.
I rolled my eyes, smacking his arm playfully before realizing how exhausted I had become.
“Can we go back to sleep?” I whisper, tucking my head into his chest again.
He nods, pressing a kiss on my head, and this time I feel the whole swarm of butterflies invade my stomach. I smile, and doze off.
#percy jackson#pjo hoo toa#pjo#percy jackson x reader#blood of olympus#percy jackon and the olympians#percy pjo#percy series#percy jackson imagine#hoo#rrverse#percy jackson masterlist
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Charles, CHARLES, no man’s dick is that good😭get up, GET UP!
I got war flashbacks of those hilarious tweets that dog in Max has died and now the only dog he wishes to be is Leo Leclerc…
@parxferme gets it

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[Headcanon]
One of the most things that I'm obsessed with is the fact that Nico is italian,he is from Venice,Northern Italy. And Italy (and the rest of Europe) in HoO is seen as this mysterious and dangerous land,and any demigods that will try to go there will either break the ancient laws,travelling in the Mare Nostrum,or die in a very horrible way because of the monsters that live there. Italy is this extremely dangerous place for demigods,and then you have Nico di Angelo. Nico di Angelo that lived there. Who lived in the same city of the god Triptolemus,the same city that is full of katobleps,and probably some sea monsters or deities too since Venice is city on the water. And I will always be mad about the fact that no one ever pointed it out.
Like,what do you mean the most dangerous place for their existence is the homeland of the son of Hades? What do you mean he grew up in the same town that Frank plowed,full of monsters,with no problem? What do you mean he lived where no other demigods couldn't? Like,what?? I can totally see some of the Seven (especially Leo and Jason) freaking out about this. And the fact that Riordan never expanded it. I don't know if there are other european demigods in the books,but you can't just say that those lands are forbidden for them,and then have the children of Hades live there without a care in the world.
Also Maria's family was also quite well off since her parents were politicians (she was probably also a noble woman at the time) and she and Hades met for that very job. I just know that she took her children,when she could (before the war and the holocaust),traveling around in and out of Italy. So,I can totally see Nico watching the cities under them,while they were traveling in the air,and having random flashbacks about some holidays he had there with his family.
Rome,Bologna,Venice: they are all points of tourist interest in Italy,every years both italians and foreign people come to see them. So,like,imagine that when he get out of the jar,in the Colosseum,he is just like :"I didn't remember this being part of the tour last time I went here." Or in Venice,looking at the monsters he is like: "Now,when I was little,there weren't so many of you. Where the hell you all came from? I've been gone only for 73 years." Can't remember if he stayed in the Argo II during their stop to Bologna,but I can just picture him looking around the city (either walking in the streets or up in the ship) and talking shit about it because of some old city rivalry (Italy has a lot of those-).
Forever mad that we couldn't expand this part of Nico's backstory. Travelling in Italy and going to Venice could have been the perfect plot point to make him recall his lost memories (also the angst and trauma would go>>>>>),but Rick didn't do shit about it.
Forever pissed about this wasted opportunity.
#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus#heroes of olympus#nico di angelo#italian nico di angelo#he is from venice#maria di angelo#bianca di angelo#hades#wasted plot point#wdym nico lived in the forbidden land#and no one ever asked about it#how#why#it was a good opportunity for flashing out his backstory and memory loss little by litte#but not#because we can't have good things#someone in the Argo II needs to acknowledge that nico is from Italy#the same place they were terrified to travel off#rich nico di angelo#nico di angelo headcanon#nico di angelo childhood
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Zeit für SPATORT EdN thoughts (ik ich bin spät dran aber here we go) (in no particular order)
die Heteronormativität war so ein jumpscare wtf
like
ich habe keine großen Hoffnungen dass hörk jemals mehr als queerbaiting sein wird leider - aber was war das bitte?? warum müssen wir die character dynamics mit straight people shit zerstören????
I mean tbf es war ja gerade so noch "nur impliziert"
I choose to see this as wlw/mlm solidarity thank you very much
denial is fun actually
warum ist Adams stealth im minus Bereich?
Esther don't flirt with every single female character you meet challenge - failed lmao
"ich hasse euch" war mein Highlight tbh
der cliffhanger kommt anders böse
low-key die Adam Heide Szene hat iwie gehitted, hatte ich nicht erwartet
natürlich geht Leo um halb fünf am morgen joggen
endlich ist Adam aus dem Bunker raus jfc
der Leo Esther hug war 10/10
PIA BACKSTORY!!!!!! THEY GAVE US CRUMBS AND I'VE BEEN FED
Moritz Leimer comeback des jahres
jede Spatort folge braucht mindestens eine Szene in der Adam mit einem Kind aus schwierigen Familienverhältnissen interagiert und seine Kollegen ihn anschaue und dramatische Gesichter machen
jede Spatort folge braucht mindestens eine instance of Adam being A Fucking Terrible Cop TM
jede Spatort folge braucht mindestens eine reference zu Roland Schürk (Rest in Piss)
ich vermisse die Spaten flashbacks
das Ende though
Adam hat den fettesten reality check bekommen
nächste Folge bitte pining Adam und bitchy Leo for a change lmao
ich liebe diese silly little German copaganda show
feel free to add your highlights/thoughts
#tatort saarbrücken#spatort#adam schürk#leo hölzer#hörk#das ende der nacht#thoughts#pia heinrich#esther baumann#tatort#these bitches gay#ich kann das alles nicht mehr#tortan saarbruccan
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Anon from before who asked about the request! So happy to hear you’re interested I’m so excited!! I can’t remember if there is a word limit to asks so I may have to send this in two parts. I’ll refer to future Leo as F!Leo and regular Leo as just Leo
So the request is inspired by that one shot you did were Future Leo (rip-) ends up in the past and sees his younger s/o, yelling at his younger self to cherish them before they’re gone
That request? *chefs kiss* mwah, le magnifique~
So a what if idea for a bittersweet contention!
So F!Leo is stuck at the lair while the bros are out patrolling, it’s been a while since F!Leo ran into his s/o’s younger self, and he’s adamant on not letting it happen again. It’s easier for everyone that way…but then his s/o shows up at the lair, looking for younger him. He’s panicked, naturally, but eventually his younger s/o stumbles into him (it’s not like F!Leo had anywhere else to hide aside from the lair anyway). F!Leo speaks in short sentences to his younger s/o as they try to make small talk while making some tea, saying they can just wait for the boys to get back (to F!Leo’s slight, very mild annoyance)
F!Leo is trying to be polite, but the lasting sting is still there
The sting that tells him yes, this is his darling, but it’s not HIS darling. His darling died to the Kraang, he let them down. This alternate version of her wasn’t his. His s/o was gone, nothing was going to bring her back.
While Leo is showing off at nothing, his younger s/o ends up burning themselves with the hot water, having been distracted. Instantly, F!Leo is up out of his chair and making a beeline to them. He’s carefully inspecting their hand, assuring that it’s not a serious burn, and careful getting them a wet flannel
There’s a beat of awkward silence as F!Leo focuses intently on his younger s/o’s hand to avoid looking at their face, meanwhile, his s/o shifts uncomfortably….but F!Leo has his attention on them when they nervously speak up “Do you…not like me, or something?”
Before F!Leo can even say anything, in a desperate, nervous tone, his s/o could reply with soemthing along the lines of
“I mean- it’s just, ever since we met it..it just feels like you’ve been avoiding me? Whenever I come round you’re always so quite, a-and whenever I talk to you it’s like, I dunno, you always try to use as few words as possible? Yet when you talk with the others, you seem fine”
His s/o would then go on to ask if they did something to upset him, or if in in his timeline she did something bad. All the while F!Leo is just sat there, stunned, because he made his younger s/o feel like they where doing something *wrong?*
Maybe for a fluffy/happy ending it could be wrapped up with F!Leo admitting that - in his timeline - he messed up the lives of so many people (due to the Kraang war). I doubt he’d admit his s/o died in his timeline, but he still has a sad, broken expression on his face as he recalls the day he lost them, HIS s/o.
But then, before he can start crying, his younger s/o places her hand on his arm and says something reassuring? Maybe how no matter how messy things might have been, if she got to spend a messy future with Leo, they’d be happy
Anywho sorry this is SUPER long plz take your time and no worries if you don’t wanna do this one since I know the FUture Leo post was a while ago!
一∑Timeline。・゜・

author’s notes: anon lemme just say, you are most definitely a writer, likeeee i hope you have a writer blog 🙌 phenomenal!! this may be a tad more sad than u wanted 😅
warnings: angst, fluff, unedited, flashbacks, mentions of death?
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This was uncharted territory. Which of course shouldn’t be a big deal to Leo. Not after dealing with Yokai or the Hidden City. Weird shit happens down there all the time. Mysticism is something that no one really understands. (Which drove Donnie crazy) And let’s not forget about the organized crime, like the Foot Clan. Or literal aliens escaping from a prison dimension.
No Man’s Land should be right up Leo’s alley with a track record like that. He should be used to the weird, to the abnormal.
But even with the world’s fate suddenly thrust into his hands, Leo may pick that over getting thrown back into the past. Or a different timeline. Whatever. See! It’s already getting confusing.
Alas fate doesn’t give two shits as to what Leo would rather choose. So here he is, six months later after being dropped 40 years back in time. Back before he royally screwed everything up for everyone. It was heavy at first. The burden of not repeating the same mistake twice. With that out of the way, Kraang imprisoned once again, Leo felt like his purpose was complete.
That was why he got sent back wasn’t it? To right his wrongs. Shouldn’t he have gone up in a cloud of dust? Or a portal should’ve opened up for him to waltz into?! Needless to say none of that happened. So he’s still here, with a bunch of teenagers and his dad and April. All alive and healthy and happy.
Talk about a culture shock. Leo could eat good food again. Go to sleep with both eyes closed. Or well, try to. Old habits die hard. He tries to keep to himself for the most part. There is this weird sense of déjà vu that happens when he runs into anyone from this timeline. Over time the feeling has faded, especially to those who he can’t really avoid. All the brothers check in on him regularly. Leon, (his younger self) begrudgingly does so.
Ever since they had that little spat Leon maintains a certain distance which is perfectly fine with Leo. Boundaries are good. Leo feels safe for the most part in the lair.
That is until you come in. Leo would’ve heard you coming if he hadn’t had headphones on. A luxury that he lost in his own timeline. He missed music. Reading comics. So he thoroughly enjoys all of those things now.
His hearing is a bit impaired due to y’know a war lifestyle. Gunshots and laser canons and all the other weapons Donnie could piece together took their toll overtime. So when he listens to music he has to turn it up pretty high. (Which he would’ve done anyhow).
Leo sits motionless in Dad’s recliner, eyes wide as he watches you shake your umbrella. It’s obviously raining topside. Little water droplets hit the cement floor. Like your umbrella, you aren’t exactly dry either.
You haven’t noticed him yet. Leo hasn’t seen you since the very first time. Back on the rooftops when he used to patrol with the boys. You haven’t changed a bit, and that nostalgic feeling takes over. He sees you and your future self. The way you move, the way you groan in dismay at the tears in your umbrella. How you run your fingers through your damp hair. It’s all so achingly familiar.
Maybe he can make a quick portal getaway. Maybe you’ll never have to know he was here. Maybe if he doesn’t move, doesn’t breathe, you won’t see him.
But as you sigh and place the umbrella propped up to dry, you finally check your surroundings. Your own eyes widening before a smile graces your face. It’s more than he deserves. He wishes he could smile back. But his mouth doesn’t move, in fact it feels like he ate sand. It’s dry and uncomfortable. He’s uncomfortable.
He watches on as you begin to speak. The older version of yourself still right beside you, doing the same thing. Mimicking. Leo swallows as he schools his features and tugs the headphones down to hang around his neck.
“W-what was that?” He asks, clearing his throat after the words come out a bit stilted.
“I hadn’t realized anyone was home! It sure is pouring down and I happened to be nearby when the wind suddenly ramped up and—“ You point over to your damaged umbrella.
“The darn thing couldn’t handle the weather! So I decided to come take refuge here until it dies down.” You pause for a moment. Then continue.
“I called Donnie after getting past the manhole cover. Something about a day in the Hidden City..?”
Leo nods.
You shift your weight. Still standing by the entrance. A bead of rainwater slowly making its way from your hairline, down your cheek, to your jaw. “So I guess they won’t be back til later!” You add on.
“Yeah,” is all Leo can think to say.
He doesn’t want to talk to you. Well he does. But he knows he shouldn’t. He really really shouldn’t. It’s a bad idea for multiple reasons. Even if you already know he’s from the future and all that drama. The less you know the better.
And yet, he can’t help but notice how you’re starting to shiver. His tongue clicks inside his mouth. He’ll just get you a blanket. That’s it! After that he’ll go off to his own subway car.
Leo stands, grabbing a throw blanket off the back of the old couch and walks over to you. He offers the blanket, his eyes firmly planted on the ground. You’re wearing converse, socks that go up to what he would guess is your mid-shin.
Your hand grazes his as you take the blanket. “Thank you,” and that’s all it takes for his eyes to be magnetically drawn upwards. He doesn’t deserve those words. “It’s nothing. You should go sit… or whatever! I’ll get out of here-“ Leo is moving as he talks. Already tearing his gaze away, turning his shell towards you. Making for the exit. To go to his room and hide.
“Don’t go!” You call out to stop him. And he does. Immediately he stills. His shoulders tense as he closes his eyes. Déjà vu. You’ve said that before. In the future...in his timeline. So many times.
“Leo don’t go, we can last a little while longer on the supplies we have.”
“The longer we wait the more dire of a situation it’ll be later on, don’t worry I’ll be back, I’ll be safe,”
“Please don’t go! This mission is impossible!”
“It’s not impossible Donnie ran the numbers and our chances aren’t zero, not trying at all makes it impossible hermosa, don’t worry I’ll be back, I’ll be safe,”
“Y/N?! Nononono. C’mon not like this. You can’t leave me. You’re the one always saying don’t go. So you can’t go either! Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go, please don’t go!
“Leo?” You say softly. He must’ve missed the sound of your footfalls. Because your voice is right behind him. Next to him once more. “Okay,” he sighs after a moment. He turns to see you bundled up in the blanket and squashes down the complicated feelings that try to bubble to the surface.
“Let’s go to the kitchen, Splinter has tea right? Or should I try for the hot chocolate stash?” Leo wonders if these questions are purposefully asked to get him to answer. Thankfully you just keep on talking. You grab onto one of his fingers, and gently pull for him to follow.
So he does, into the kitchen you both go. You tug him towards a stool, where he sits as you get busy. Chatting away about different kinds of tea. How it isn’t your preferred drink but it’s sure to warm you up. Asking what his own favorite is to which he shrugs. Leo’s decided nonverbal is the hill he wants to die on.
You keep on talking. Wondering aloud how the trip to the Hidden City is for everyone. Leo has a feeling that if everyone split up like last time, it’s probably just as hectic as before. Nothing ever goes as planned down in that city.
“The future must’ve been rough…”
Leo blinks, as looks over at you. You’re leaning your back against the countertop. Next to the stove where a kettle has been placed on the nearest burner. Your arms are crossed and you meet his gaze, you don’t say anything else.
“Yeah? What gave it away?” Leo can only let out a dry chuckle. Attempting at humor and failing miserably. His eyes can’t handle staring at you for too long. So his gaze wanders away, finding the silhouette of your future self once more. He looks away from future you as well. He can’t handle that either.
“I don’t know. Maybe your eyes? Like you’ve seen stuff… bad stuff and it haunts you.” And Leo can’t help but think how perceptive you are. He always felt seen when it came to you. He couldn’t hide for long with you in the room. His good hand squeezes into a fist.
“Yeah..?” His voice is weak in his own ears. Cracking. Fragile. And he smells you. The scent of rainwater and lingering tones from your perfume. They get closer. And he closes his eyes. Because they are filling with tears. He breathes in, and out. Then opens to see you standing before him. Even with his sitting down in the stool he’s just a tad bit taller. But he feels so small under your gaze.
“It’s okay,” you whisper. As if you could possibly know. If the boys told you all they knew, that Leo had failed the world, that Kraang had invaded not just New York. That the resistance he led had slowly but surely been picked apart until it was only him left standing. You don’t know what you’re talking about. He knows this, and yet he finds so much comfort in those words.
Maybe because they are coming from you. He doesn’t say anything as his eyes fill with tears once more. And he can’t help but be annoyed at that fact. That all he wants to do is cry around you. He looks up at the overhead light hoping to burn his retinas into submission. That he won’t cry.
Then he feels you touch his good arm. And he doesn’t flinch. But he stills. Not moving at all. As you slowly get closer, coming to stand in between his legs. And your arms go up around his neck. And you hug him.
Leo is frozen. The light above going a bit fuzzy. A second passes. Two. Three. And Leo thaws as you continue to hold him. His own hands going around your sides, pulling you in impossible closer. His chest starting to heave, tears starting to fall, so he squeezes his eyes shuts and buries his snout into the warmth of your neck.
It’s not exactly the same. Your scent is just slightly different from the you in the future. But he can almost imagine it is you from his timeline. That you’re okay. Telling him that all the things he did, tried to do—
“It’s okay Leo,” your hand is soft as it goes up and down the top part of his shell. Maybe you do know. Maybe his eyes did give it all away. And despite his eyes being shut so tightly, tears still manage to leak out.
“Thanks” he croaks into your skin. Allowing himself this one reprieve. Or maybe he just can’t help himself now that you’re here in his arms. He nuzzles his snout into your skin. Just once. His hands tighten around your sides, just once. Before he goes slack and the sound of the kettle is piercing as it squeals. His hands fall away from you, and he leans back in his stool letting you go.
You have tears in your eyes too. Now that he can see your face again. So he gives you a grin, shaking his head. “Like you said, it’s okay.” And he stands, offering you the stool, passing you by to go to the kettle. To finish making your tea.
Leo tells you all his guesses as to what is happening to everyone in the Hidden City. Laughs are shared, and the conversation flows pretty smoothly from then on. April, Dad, and the boys get back not too much later and they regal all of their adventures to you. Every time Leo's guesses are confirmed you can't help but look over at him. A big smile on your face. Tears no more.
That's how you should be, Leo thinks. You should get to be happy in this life. In this timeline. And for the first time ever since he was able to defeat the Kraang. Leo feels hopeful that you will be.
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joa ist halt bisschen scheiße
finally watched edn and i need to share some thoughts I had during:
-Pia was soll denn das? (I had Adam Raczek flashbacks and we all know how that turned out)
- wie sind die denn bitte immer noch Kriminalbeamte?
- absolutely loved the Adam&Pia / Leo&Esther ermittler duo combo
- anfangs fand ich die Sätze von einzelnen Charakteren irgendwie unpassend? Ich kann nicht wirklich erklären wieso, vielleicht hat die Folge jemand anderes geschrieben/produziert als sonst. Auf jeden Fall hatte ich manchmal das Gefühl von "sowas hätten die nicht gesagt" (Oder ich habe ts einfach lange nicht mehr geschaut)
- Adam: " Ich weiß überhaupt nicht, warum ich wieder gekommen bin"
Heike: "Wenn man etwas sehr liebt dann kommt man zurück"
Adam: *als ich das Tauschgesuch deines Kollegen gesehen habe, hab ich sofort zugesagt*
Me: 👀
(The parallel ist crazy)
- "und trotzdem bist du wie er" - bitte was? Seit wann ist denn Adam so wie sein Vater? (*Example 1.) Den Dialog hab ich nicht verstanden, falls es was zu verstehen gegeben hätte, darf mir das gerne jemand erklären.
- *Adam und Pia im Brunnen tanzend, unerwartet aber süß!
- "gibt es eigentlich irgendwas das man gegen 's Arschloch sein tun kann" (das haben sich die Produzenten dieser Folge nicht gefragt) aber Adam and that is Charakter growth !!
- Je länger ich Esther zuhöre desto mehr versteh ich sie. Wenn ich so lange wie sie, mit Polizisten zusammen arbeiten müsste, die so grauenhaft mit Vorschriften und Regeln umgehen. Da hätte ich schon viel früher ein disziplinar Verfahren angemeldet.
- Esther & die französische Kommissarin 👈🏻 thats gay
- Esther & die Idee mit der WG: zuerst hatte ich ja den Gedanken, dass Adam und Pia coole WG Mitbewohner sein könnten. Ganz schnell weggeworfen, denn die Schlafstörungen und ungesunde Essverhalten würde ganz Saarbrücken nicht gut tun. So I think Esther should grab her babes Pia to make sure she eats a Croissant every morning. Und Leo kann mit Adam unter der Tiger-Decke über das Rauchen diskutieren.
- the Esther & Leo hug 🥰
- Moritz "aber zieh eine Strumpfhose drunter" Leimer
- die Schauspielerischen Leistungen von den weiblichen Tätern (in Tatort Saarbrücken) war immer und auch in dieser Folge. P-e-r-f-e-c-t!
- skip to the scene, I thankfully knew was coming. Persönlich würde ich ja sagen das Leo nicht tot ist. Ob wir das jemals herausfinden who knows.
thank you for reading and feel free to share your thoughts <3
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It's the end of 2024, and man what a wild time this year has been for me. A whole host of things changed in my life but I knew I always had this space to fall back on. I came back to RP in October 2023, so this time last year I was still somewhat finding my feet but this year things really took off, and I have made some real friends that I absolutely treasure. Anyone who's followed me for a bit knows that I love surprising u all w a follow forever because I love to shout out the people who have made being here so fun and so special.
Much love to you all and I hope 2025 brings you everything you've ever wanted ♡.
@92328 / @laidbear
Every time I see you pop up in my notifications, I know I’m in for a treat. Your creativity is unmatched, and I love how real all your characters thoughts and motivations are even if it’s unconventional. I’m always so excited for whatever you have planned next.
@defloweir
We also haven’t written together a heap yet but I think your characters are really interesting and I’m really enjoying what we’re starting to do together with Callie and Colt. I’m excited to start digging into some of the others.
@demonstigma
Kage is so well-crafted, and I’m always wanting more every time we write together. You have such an incredible way of balancing chaos and heart, and I’m obsessed with our nonsense.
@epistrefei / @kinlochs
I know Artemis is a little quiet right now, but even though they were the one that sparked us off first, I love every single character you make. Every plot feels so rich and alive, and I’m so excited for whatever we cook up next.
@exquisitexagony / @cursedvessels / @distantsongsofjoy
Moss, the way you explore Sami's happiness and pain (as Arthur) and growth is so compelling. No matter what blog you’re on, I’m always excited for what we’ll create next together. You’re a star.
@filthystill
We also haven't been writing very long but even already it seems like your brand of nonsense matches my brand of nonsense. Your characters seem so interesting and I can't wait to see what else we cook up.
@freekzout / @hungryyheart
The most chaotic yet well-crafted duo I’ve ever seen. Not only that, but the rag-tag team on the multi, and Conrad (getting war flashbacks from that one time I called him Conan w my whole chest)? You bring so much life to every plot, and I love seeing the wild ideas we come up with take shape. Truly iconic.
@fvzzyelf
You are such a light on my dash. The creativity and care you bring to Kurt (and all your other characters) is so inspiring, and every time we write together, it’s something truly special. I’m so lucky to get to collaborate with you.
@gingerspiice
The way you craft Frenchie is so detailed and compelling to me. Every thread we’ve started is so fun, and even when you’re not writing with me I love seeing what shenanigans Frenchie is up to with everyone else.
@gollldrush
I know we’ve only really just started writing but I’ve seen you writing with other people on the dash and I’m already in love with Leo and Billie’s antics. I can’t wait to see what else we can throw together.
@idnull
The layers you bring to your characters is so inspiring. You’ve created some of the most complex and intriguing characters I’ve ever seen, and it’s always such a joy to explore their dynamics with mine no matter what pair or context we throw together.
@inrovina / @holyrots
There’s no character of yours that doesn’t feel alive and captivating. The way you build worlds and relationships is nothing short of masterful, and I’m so excited to play in this huge interconnected network we’ve built.
@interxstitial
I love seeing how Jiwon interacts with anyone I throw at him, and every dynamic we’ve explored has been so fun and meaningful. He and Flynn especially are so special to me, and I can’t wait to see what else we can throw together.
@kurjaks
Every time I see your writing, I’m blown away by Kurjak. Full stop. I’ve said it before but the choices you make for him, be it what he says or how he acts are so interesting and it makes for such compelling interactions.
@narrativedemanded / @narrativeanomaly / @narrativeobsession
The way you write your characters is so rich and full of life—I’m always captivated by the way you bring them to the forefront. The threads we’ve had by just throwing muses together have been some of the most fun I’ve had in ages.
@recitedemise / @mageister
Dean, your writing is like poetry, and I’m constantly in awe of the way you bring Gale and Dorian to life. Every thread feels so rich, and I can’t wait to see what more we can create together. You’re truly amazing.
@sorrowsick
Elliot, your creativity knows no bounds. Every time we come up with something, it feels fresh and exciting and just a little insane. I love the relationships we’ve built, and I’m so excited for whatever wild ideas we dream up next.
@starlyht
You bring so much creativity and heart to everything you do. Every character you write feels so real and captivating, and as much as I love our interactions with Sol’rys and Fox, I’m so excited to explore this new stuff with Kyran and Sszefryn too.
@strszyga
Klava is so interesting to me. I love that she’s not easy to talk to in the first instance, because it makes me think of how my own characters interact differently. I can’t wait to see what else we do.
@soulmissed
The way you write August’s emotions is so beautiful and raw. Every interaction feels so meaningful, and I’m always excited to see where our threads will go. You’re such a talent.
@tewwor
You’re a master of chaos, and I love every second of it. Your characters and concepts are so vibrant and full of life, and I’m always so excited to see what we come up with together - or what you’re coming up with with other people.
@unpossession
Willow is such an incredibly rich and captivating character, and I love how we've started exploring her dynamics with Bella and Flynn. I'm so looking forward to what else we can throw together.
@vitalphenomena
I am in awe of your mind. The world building and depth you bring to your characters is so inspiring, and I’m so glad we get to write together. Every thread we put together is so much fun.
@whileurmine
Every thread we’ve done has been an absolute joy. Your characters feel so real and layered, and I’m always so excited to see what we come up with next - particularly when it comes to the Roosevelt men and what grief my characters are giving them.
Also special shoutout to my darlings who were/are on hiatus but who I still think about lots:
@abysswarden @bloodykneestm @cigarettesandcoffee / @whiskeyneat @draconisa / @fairytaletold @fangmother / @luxbrumalix @pohlepen @solrites @womanlives @yxkanna / @cxldblxxded
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Day 25: Unspoken
There are quite a few things I associate with Unspoken and Spatort.
One of the most obvious is Leo and Adam’s inability to express what they mean to each other and what they want from one another. (I have my very own personal Roman Empire when it comes to that... I've missed that boat, the ship has sailed away, she has a girlfriend now, but damn, it hunts me to this day.)
So much between them remains unsaid. It feels like there’s a well of things to explore and write about - so many gaps in their story that beg to be filled.
Has Leo ever asked Adam what he did during all those years away, traveling the world? It takes courage to ask a question when you might not be able to bear the answer - that Adam lived and roamed the world freely while Leo stayed behind, hurting and missing him. Did Adam ever tell himself? I doubt it. Adam seems focused on the present and what lies ahead. But can it really be so easy for Leo to set all of that aside? Is it even possible for either of them to just move forward without addressing the past?
However, instead of writing about one of these questions, I decided to focus on a scene that struck me as particularly interesting the first time I watched it. It’s from Episode 3: Das Herz der Schlange - the moment when Esther questions Leo about how long he’s known Adam and what really happened fifteen years ago.

„Wie lange kennst du Adam schon, hm?!“
- Esther, Das Herz der Schlange
When Esther asks what was going on between Adam and Leo, it reveals something significant: Leo had kept this unspoken the entire time. Since Adam’s return, Leo never mentioned to his colleagues that they knew each other from school - and neither did Adam. Neither Esther nor Pia had any idea.
What I find even more intriguing is considering how Leo’s explanation - what exactly he tells them - must sound from his colleagues’ perspective, and also how it sound to the audience (just as @leo-woods did for the Caro-Scene from Ep. 01).
Here's Leo's answer:

„Ich hatte ein Baumhaus damals. Von da konnte ich mit dem Fernglas bei denen reinsehen. Und an diesem einen Tag da... da hat sein Vater uns im Wald gefunden... er war so wütend... er war immer so wütend. Und diesmal wusste ich einfach, der... der schlägt ihn tot – und Adam wusste es auch. Also bin ich denen hinterher. In die Garage. Adam lag auf dem Boden, er hat sich nicht gewehrt. Und sein Vater hat wie besessen auf ihn eingedroschen.“
- Leo, Das Herz der Schlange
There’s a moment where Esther and Pia exchange glances at the line "da hat sein Vater uns im Wald gefunden" - and honestly, it doesn’t surprise me. You can’t help but wonder: your father found you in the forest... doing what? Was Adam simply hanging out at the treehouse with another kid from school enough to make Roland beat him half to death? You’d assume he must have seen something that upset him deeply, something that enraged him so much that he wanted to punish it out of his son. Because it couldn’t just be, 'boys don’t play with treehouses,' right?
This is what the story sounds like to someone hearing it for the first time. So, it’s very interesting to think about how people would naturally fill the gaps in Leo’s story - what assumptions they’d make.
What also strikes me is that Leo doesn’t tell them about how Adam defended him from bullies as a kid. That could have easily changed how they saw Adam, showing him in a different light. Was Leo too ashamed to mention it? Ashamed of being bullied in school?
I can’t help but feel there’s more to it. The flashback doesn’t explain why Leo was bullied, but from a queer person's perspective, it’s easy to imagine it was because Leo was seen as queer, weird, or ‘a sissy.’ We know he liked reading - and I think some people around here can relate to being picked on for being the queer, weird bookworm.
But maybe it went even deeper. Maybe Leo was bullied because people suspected he had a crush on Adam. Maybe that’s why they beat him up. In my headcanon, the bullies’ attack on Leo had a homophobic background.
But then, Adam came to his rescue.
Maybe, all of this happened on the same day. They’re wearing the same clothes, after all. They already were best friends - but then Adam heard the bullies taunting Leo, ridiculing him for being gay, for having a crush on Adam. Of course, Adam stepped in. Later, Leo led Adam to the treehouse, his safe space where he could show him that he cared, that he knew because he saw what was going on, and that he was there for him, even if he didn’t know how to handle it. Leo was watching over Adam. Showing rather than telling him, that he would never abandon Adam, because he meant so much to him.
It was at the treehouse that they kissed for the first time.
And then, Roland showed up.
Maybe Roland didn’t see the whole picture. But he saw enough to piece it together. And you know he’s the kind of toxic father who’d go like, ‘no son of mine is going to grow up to be a—’
...but all of that is left unsaid. Words unspoken.
Both - so far - by the series itself and by Leo in that scene.
Just listening to what Leo says in the scene, though... it’s hard not to feel that he and Adam were on the verge of something more when they were teenagers. It’s something that feels strongly implied, something - at least I, as the queer kid in school with a crush on my best friend - can’t help but read into his words.
#spatort#tatort saarbrücken#adam schürk#leo hölzer#30dtsc#hörk#leo x adam#30 day tatort saarbrücken challenge#30 days to spatort challenge#Sorry this turned into a thesis on comparative hörk studies#it just happened I guess#reposting this because the earlier post didn't show up in tags for me :(
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Hello!
To celebrate the beginning of the Family Reunion Summer Camp, we (cabin 8) decided to offer every other participant and cabin a little something!
(Art and Mind’ O Wave AU by @liya4kar
EMD AU by @evenmoreofadisaster
Big Mama’s Favorite by @usernameneon)
I wasted so much time on this and now there are other asks and events and-
(In case you can't tell, this is how mini-tello is envisioning this. The panic from the 'bomb' made him feel like he was back in the Kraang war.)
(Sorry. It getting everywhere made sense.)
So.
Rundown of the crew's reactions.
Mikey: plotting revenge.
Casey and Mini-tello: Kraang flashbacks. Casey blocked the slime with his cloak. That's why he's dry. Once they calm down, they'll pretend nothing happened, but Mini-tello will be doing everything he can to keep from lecturing you guys.
Raphael: Shocked, slightly betrayed, and he'll be embarrassed later.
Leo: impressed! He's still plotting revenge though.
Donnie: Grossed out and struggling with sensory issues. :( He will plot revenge when he's okay again.
@tmnt-fandom-family-reunion
#Also#my skills in animation are almost entirely self taught#with the help of a little bit of advice from youtubers#(but not a whole bunch of tutorials).#Sharing this information because I am personally proud of my accomplishment here.#:D#✨Progress had been made.✨#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt leo#au interaction#tmnt au interaction#old soul au#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt raphael#rottmnt casey jr#old soul au noncanon#tmnt fandom family reunion
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