#Laon Fanfic

[exethunderwrites]

This is a character I’m creating for an upcoming fanfic. The dot on her head is actually meant to be on her shoulder lol. And this is AI because I can’t draw.

the prompt:

Pls make a realistic portrait of a girl I will describe. She has four shoulder length braids- two for the two temples, and two at the back of her head, wears black eyeliner, has brown eyes, wears black lipstick, is Indonesian, is very pretty, looks like the Nagini from the Fantastic Beasts franchise, has a black spot inbetween her neck and her left shoulder, has black hair.

Put her in a Gryffindor uniform. There shouldn’t be no logos on the picture. The Gryffindor symbol should be on the left side of her chest (her left, not our left) and it should match the colours of her uniform (red and yellow)

lol the AI only gave her two braids instead of four. I used ChatGPT by the way. And the black spot is meant to be on her left shoulder (but I didn’t realize it’d be hidden by the uniform, so the AI must’ve gone haywire on where to put it)

by the way I soon realized the actor for Nagini in Fantastic Beasts is Korean lol. So yeah she’s Korean now. I would’ve still gone with Indonesian but I don’t think they look like this. So yeah her birth name is either Lestari (Indonesian) or Laon (Korean)

Lloyd in the upcoming fanfic isn’t meant to become like Nagini in Fantastic Beasts. Her story is different.

her current name is Lloyd Nagini. And she’s a Snake Animagus. I feel if not Gryffindor she can be in Ravenclaw or Slytherin (she’s cunning and ambitious- but in a good way).

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ENOi When They’re Jealous (Hyung Line)

Summary: What would ENOi's Hyung Line be like as boyfriends in terms of jealousy? How easily jealous are they? How do they behave when they’re jealous? 《 Maknae Line 》

Word Count: 828 words

Pairing: Reader x Members / Characters: GenderNeutral!Reader; Shin Kyuhyun (Laon); Jeon Yongtae (Dojin); Jo Hamin (Hamin); Park Donghyuk (Avin);

Rated: E / Warnings: Jealousy / Genre: GenderNeutral!Reader; Fluff;

《ENOi Masterlist》

Shin Kyuhyun (Laon)

Kyuhyun has several different ways of getting jealous.

When you're getting comfortable with his members, he doesn't get too jealous.

Maybe a bit, but he usually doesn't realize it.

Usually he just gets extra clingy.

He doesn't worry too much or get too jealous when it comes to his members.

He's very carefree and trusting of you, so he wouldn't mind you being all giggly on the phone or anything.

If someone were to flirt with you in public, he'd get very upset.

He wouldn't be angry.

He'd watch and listen cautiously if someone was talking to you at the store and he was even a little suspicious.

He probably wouldn't want to tell you he was jealous unless it was really bad.

If it was just someone talking to you, he wouldn't tell you he was bothered. He'd just smile and listen.

But if the person was actually flirting with you, he'd step in.

Subtly, he'd try to distract you.

"Oh, Y/Nie, I just saw something that might interest you," he'd say, ushering you away. He'd barely spare the other person a glance.

He might take your hand or wrap his arms around you to show that you're taken.

He's a bit possessive. Only a bit.

It'd be in his mind all day.

He'd be cuddly and clingy for the rest of the day.

Jeon Yongtae (Dojin)

Dojin is a quieter type when he's jealous.

He's also a little bit easier to be made jealous than his fellow members.

He doesn't mind too much when you get all cozy with his members.

He might be a little, teeny-tiny bit jealous.

But he'd just watch from across the room, not looking away. Watching, observing until you get the hint that he wants you with him.

But if you and him are out in public, and some stranger dares to flirt with you, or even check you out . . .

He gets very, very jealous.

You can see, just by looking at him, that he's jealous.

But if you didn't notice, he'd butt in between you and the other person if they're checking you out.

He's pretty possessive, so he'll make it clear that you're taken and you're his.

He'd probably put his arm around you, or start kissing your shoulder or neck.

You'd probably be confused as to why he's being like this in public.

If the person was flirting with you, he'd be so much more jealous or upset.

He'd maybe step in and confront him, trying to be calm and composed. But you'd be able to tell he was upset.

At home, you'd be able to tell something is off.

He'd be trying to act all tough and unaffected.

But really he just wants hugs and kisses.

Jo Hamin (Hamin)

Hamin baby.

He gets jealous, but not too jealous.

He doesn't mind you being cozy with his members.

But if any of his members dare to playfully flirt with you, he'll interject.

Calmly. Seriously.

Please comfort him afterward.

With a stranger, he'd be a bit more jealous.

He wouldn't want to go confront the other person if they were just checking you out.

Maybe he'd try to catch their eye or glare at them.

But he wouldn't confront them.

But if the person was flirting with you, he would probably interject. 

He'd confront them politely, in front of you.

Well, he'd try to be polite.

Honestly, he's just trying to get the person away, and is too worried about that to worry about being polite.

He'd put his arm around you and smile as nicely as he can.

"Excuse me. Y/N is my S/O, so please stop."

If the person tries again to flirt with you, he will snap and forget to be polite.

"Please. Leave us alone."

You should probably ask the person to step back. For your sake and Hamin's.

Give him a lot of snuggles and kisses and reassurance.

Park Donghyuk (Avin)

Donghyuk would be the most calm outwardly when he's jealous.

And he gets jealous a bit easier than the rest of his members.

He might be feeling very upset when a stranger flirts with you, but he reacts very calmly.

He'd watch from a distance at first, if someone was talking to you..

He'd observe and analyze.

If he was feeling that things were going to far, he'd just try to calmly distract you and pull you away.

"Hey Y/N, let's go," or "I need to show you something." Maybe followed by a polite nod and a cold "sorry if I interrupted anything" to the other person.

He would be calm, but he'd want to get you away from the other person as soon as possible.

If it was one of his members, getting all cozy or even flirty with you, he probably wouldn't do anything.

He'd just watch from the other side of the room until his member notices and toned it down a bit.

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Bad Day

🌧 Summary: After a bad day, you come home and want to do nothing but lie in bed. Thankfully, your boyfriend Shin Kyuhyun comes home to comfort you. 

🌧 Word Count: 870 words

🌧 Pairing: Reader x Shin Kyuhyun (Laon) / Characters: GenderNeutral!Reader; Shin Kyuhyun (Laon);

🌧 Rated: T for some swearing / Warnings: Swearing, Mentions of depression / Genre: GenderNeutral!Reader, Angst, Fluff 

🌧 A/N: I’m sorry this is so short! I really liked it and didn’t want to make it too busy of a fic, but I really like it and am happy with it! If you don’t know about ENOi, you should absolutely check them out! They’re so lovely! Feel free to ask me for ENOi song recommendations! They don’t have much, but what they do have is great!

You arrive at your apartment early from work, so, so emotionally exhausted. Your day was absolutely horrible.

When you woke up this morning, you could tell the day was gonna be bad. You could feel it. You went to work, as usual, and nothing went right. Or maybe everything was normal, but you just couldn't handle it today. At this point, it's hard to tell. There have been so many days where you've felt drained, exhausted or depressed recently that you can't tell anymore what's normal and what's not.

You forgot your packed lunch at home, as well as your key card into the work building, so you had to ask your coworker to let you in. You dropped your bag on the way home. Everything that could have gone wrong went wrong. And you feel like if it was on any other day, you wouldn't have minded as much. But there are some days, like today, where every bad thing that happens chips away at your energy.

You toss your coat and bag on the floor next to your bed, then you toss yourself onto the bed, too exhausted and drained--both emotionally and physically--to care about cleaning up properly.

All you want to do is call your boyfriend, Kyuhyun. But he's undoubtedly busy right now doing something important, what with being the leader and all. He often is busy.

Don't be mistaken. Kyuhyunnie is really a sweetheart. He's really kind and caring. But he's always busy when he's away at work. Which you did know when you started being with him. But it's still difficult. And because he's so busy, organizing everything the group does like schedules and planning, he often forgets to check his phone, so you rarely bother with texting or calling him while he's working. Which is sometimes great. You and him are very independent. But also that means you're alone when you're feeling shitty until he gets done with work.

You lie on your back in bed and curl up beneath the covers, trying desperately to distract yourself from the stress and emotional exhaustion. You look up at the ceiling. The white ceiling with speckles scattered across the surface. You wonder how many of those there are. Your eyes rake over the ceiling, making out shapes from the dots.

For some reason, you start crying to yourself, pulling the bed covers over your head to hide from the world. Now that you're alone, away from all of your coworkers, you're able to just cry away the stress and exhaustion.

"Y/Nie?"

You move the blankets and look over at the door, sitting up, and you see Kyuhyun standing in the doorway.

Oh.

You sit up quickly at the edge of the bed and wipe your tears away as fast as you can. You don't want to worry him. Every time you're feeling down, he worries so much for you. So you smile at him the widest smile you can muster.

"Hi Kyuhyunnie," you say through your fake smile. "How was work?" His face falls and he rushes over to kneel next to the bed and takes your face in his hands.

"Y/N, Baby, what's wrong?" he asks, pouting.

"Hm? Nothing's wrong," you lie. He shakes his head and takes both of your hands in one of his hands, while his other hand cups your cheek.

"You don't expect me to believe that when I just walked in on you crying in bed, do you?"

You shake your head and wipe your eyes. There are still tears falling, you notice.

"I understand if you don't want to tell me what's wrong. But at least tell me what I can do to cheer you up," he says, still speaking in pout as he takes your hands in his. "Do you want ice cream? Aegyo? Kisses? Anything."

You sniffle a bit, and nod. "Kisses sound nice. And maybe ice cream too, later."

"Yeah?" Kyuhyun smiles, taking your face in his hands, palms against your cheeks, and kisses your nose gently. "I noticed you've been a bit out of it the past few days, so I got you two tubs of your favorite ice cream."

You smile a bit. "Thanks, Kyuhyunnie. I love you."

"I love you too, Baby."

You hum, and then yawn, tired from crying and the rest of your day. "Can we snuggle? I'm tired . . ."

"Of course, Baby!" he says.

He crawls into bed and wraps his arms around you as you lie down next to him. He curls around you as a big spoon and kisses the back of your neck innocently, squeezing your hand gently.

"You know I love you, don't you?" he asks after a bit. His fingers are stroking the back of your hand gently. You nod. "Good. And I know that you struggle a lot. And today might have been a tough day, whether it was because something happened or because you were just emotionally having a good day. And that's all valid. But tomorrow will be better, okay? You always have me to talk to. Don't be afraid to talk to me, okay Baby?"

You hum, and he kisses your cheek.

"Thank you, Kyuhyunnie."

"I love you so much."

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8 Letters

“If all it is is eight letters Why is it so hard to say? If all it is is eight letters Why am I in my own way? Why do I pull you close And then ask you for space If all it is is eight letters Why is it so hard to say?”

-8 Letters by Why Don’t We

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The facts were undeniable. Kyuhyun was completely and totally in love with you.

He’d give everything for you. Career, friends, happiness. Just to see you happy, just to watch you smile.

Maybe that was why he had said no to you.

Your cheeks were rosy red, and your eyes couldn’t even hold his gaze as you shuffled your feet and stammered over your words. God, you had looked so cute standing there in front of him, shaking ever so slightly as you tried desperately to calm your raging nerves.

“I… I was wondering.”

Each word that left your mouth was so hesitant- but have no doubt Kyuhyun knew it was deliberate. He could just imagine how long you had spent in your room, rehearsing what you were going to say, building up the confidence to come up to him and tell him that you liked him and that you wanted to date him.

And Kyuhyun wanted nothing more than to say yes to you. All he wanted was to take your shaking hands in his and smile at you. Tell you that he would be honored to go out with you. Cause he would. He could imagine how much fun it would be to take you in his arms at that very moment- maybe even literally sweep you off of your feet.

Tell you just how much he loved and cared for you and wanted you to be right there next to him.

He could imagine maybe taking you by surprise and kissing you right there. He wondered how you would react to that. Would your cheeks feel warm against his? Would you try to break it to tell him he didn’t have to pretend to like you- only for him to interrupt you with another kiss and a: “I want nothing more than this.”? Or maybe, just maybe you two wouldn’t kiss then at all.

Would you kiss after your first date? Him walking you home, his jacket draped over your shoulders because of course it had been much too cold for you to be wearing just that dress that you had gotten into just for him. He would pull you close by the jacket, pressing his lips firmly against yours, and you would murmur about how you had a great time and-

“Kyuhyun? It’s burning.”

Kyuhyun looked down at the egg on the skillet in front of him, holding back the overwhelming urge to curse under his breath.

He was getting too distracted recently by you.

He smiled nervously, and picked up the pan, sliding the egg into the trash.

“Never hurts to just start over,” he assured light-heartedly. Beside him, Yongtae was giving him a skeptical look and he gave him a small shrug. “What?”

“You’re just… Scattered today, that’s all,” Yongtae replied with a shrug. He went back to mixing the pancake batter he was working on. Kyuhyun snorted.

“It’s five in the morning. Today just started,” he replied pointedly. Yongtae looked over at him, raising an eyebrow.

“I know. But it would’ve been rude to tell you that you’ve been scattered for the last month or more,” he stated plainly. Kyuhyun just stared at him, not really sure what to say. He’d be lying if he said he didn’t know why he had been quote on quote scattered.

His eyes trailed over to where you were seated, your legs crossed as you flipped through the pages of a book.

You weren’t just anyone in this company. You were one of the people that had helped make ENOi possible. You went from being just a desk worker to standing there at Kyuhyun’s side, bar graphs and power point in place explaining all the pros to dipping into the Idol business.

You had watched Kyuhyun standing in front of Kithewhale a determined look on his face and you had asked him what was on his mind. When he told you his plan, you had immediately been in. You had immediately trusted him.

He knew he was forever indebted to you for helping him make his last second dream come true.

Yongtae seemed to notice Kyuhyun’s eyes, and he sighed.

“I don’t understand you,” he mumbled. “If you like her just tell her. She’s been trying to get you to go out with her for how long?”

When Kyuhyun turned you down the first time he had assumed you would give up your pursuits of him but only a week later you were confessing again, and a few days after that you were asking him out again.

“I know you like me Kyuhyun,” you said with an odd sense of determination and confidence, your eyes gleaming with mischief. Kyuhyun remembered the way he had laughed off the accusation.

“Sure, I like you as a friend, but nothing else y/n, I swear.”

You just wouldn’t listen to him, no matter how much he assured you that he didn’t like you in that way.

Maybe he wasn’t as good of a liar as he thought he was.

“I can’t date her, I mean we are idols now,” he mumbled. Yongtae rolled his eyes.

“Right, cause idols don’t date,” he grumbled. Kyuhyun opened his mouth to say more but Yongtae interrupted him before he could manage it. “And of course, Rays are terribly possessive of us. They aren’t always telling us that they just want our happiness or anything of the sort.”

Kyuhyun shot a glare at Kyuhyun and it made the other boy raise his hands in surrender.

“Look, I’m not telling you how to live your life, but you would be so happy with her. Don’t use the group as an excuse not to date her. You need to own up to the fact that you aren’t dating her because of something else,” he stated. Kyuhyun didn’t let his glare waver… But he also knew that Yongtae was right.

Rays didn’t care if he dated. No one at the Kithewhale would be mad. No one in ENOi either.

The only person who was keeping him from doing this was himself.

And why? Not because he didn’t like you.

“Hey, Kyuhyun!” You called as the group of boys set to clean their dishes from breakfast. He looked up at you, a confused expression on his face. You hesitated as you approached him, glancing down at his plate of food. A concerned expression riddled over your face. “Are you okay? You haven’t eaten.”

Kyuhyun followed your gaze down to his plate, and suddenly he understood why you were concerned. His plate was practically untouched, he hadn’t eaten a single thing he had been so distracted by his own thoughts… He knew what you thought it meant.

“I’m fine, I’m fine,” he assured softly. You were clearly not taking it, so he took you by the hands, smiling up at you. “Hey, don’t worry so much about me. I’m living the dream. Look how happy I am.”

You wouldn’t meet his eyes so Laon reached forward with one of his hands, placing his fingers tenderly beneath your chin and lifting your eyes to his. Once your gazes met, he let his head fall inquisitively to the side.

“I’m just thinking, really I am,” he assured.

Your grip tightened on his.

“Kyuhyun, I really love you,” you mumbled. It made his heart skip a beat at the words. He wasn’t sure what he could possibly say to those words, and it honestly concerned him the way that he clammed up. His appetite suddenly disappeared again, and he had to really fight to keep himself from tightening his grip on your hand.

“I know,” he murmured. “But you don’t need to worry. I’m okay.”

You didn’t seem convinced by that but you relented after seeing the sincerity in his eyes. You dropped his hand and took the seat in front of him, resting your cheek on your hand as you began to talk.

He knew that he should be focusing on the task at hand… But god was it hard to focus when you were so close to him. He couldn’t help but watch you for your every quirk and nervous tick. The way that your eyes trailed away from his when you got self-conscious by the amount of eye contact you two were sharing.

Your eyes would get wide as you spoke excitedly, trailing through the activity list that Kyuhyun had given you to review. He liked how passionate you were about ENOi. He knew that you would give anything for the group and it touched him to know that you cared about the same sort of things that he did.

He knew that in the future- if you two were to share one together, you would care about the same sort of things. He knew that you would always be devoted to him. You never let him down after all. You always did what he asked no matter how extravagant the request. He was lucky to have you in his corner.

He honestly couldn’t believe that you had ever fallen for someone like him.

“Kyuhyun, are you even listening to me?”

The way that you said his name… It always made him smile just a little bit more, his expression brightening as soon as he looked at you. Clambering over himself to recall what you had said.

“Of course, I am. No idol show unless they invite us. Email the company for the photos and run the album track list with the company,” he replied softly. “I always listen to you love. How could I not?”

He leaned towards you across the table, watching in adoration as your cheeks reddened and you scoffed at his words.

“I know you weren’t listening… I mean, I don’t know how you did that, but I know you weren’t listening,” you mumbled uncertainly. He smiled at you and poked his fork into his food.

“You’re so defensive,” he mumbled teasingly, before raising the food to his lips. He noticed how carefully you watched the action, your apprehension was undeniable, and all it was about was making sure he ate food.

He sort of felt bad for making you worry so much about something so small. After all, his health should hardly be of your concern.

“Since you’re so obsessed with my eating habits. What have yours been like?” He asked between bites of food. In response, your cheeks pinked a little and you looked away from him shyly. His eyebrows raised in surprise.

That wasn’t the reaction he had been expecting.

“I mean… I haven’t had anything to eat today-”

“You’re such a hypocrite!” He exclaimed. He slid his plate of food towards you pointedly and jerked his head towards some spare silverware on the table. “Eat.”

“Kyuhyun I can’t eat-” You interrupted yourself with a sigh and picked up the fork when you saw the unwavering glare that was on Kyuhyun’s face. “Look I may be a hypocrite but at least I’m not as stubborn as you are.”

You took a bit of the food off his plate and plucked it into your mouth. He shrugged.

“Well, I got what I wanted didn’t I?” He asked pointedly.

“Yeah,” you agreed. “I spoil you.”

Kyuhyun chuckled under his breath and settled back a little. Content in just watching you eat the food that he had prepared. He realized with a start that he wasn’t really sure what kind of food you tended to eat. He had never gone to get food with you before, or seen you eat anything at all.

He suddenly became antsy, wondering if you even liked the food he had prepared.

Would he be the one cooking for you in the future? If you two were to get married would he need to learn to cook you food different than what he already knew how to make? He wasn’t really sure how he would fare learning new recipes. Sure, he would do it for you but that would be hours he would spend learning to do things he didn’t already know how to do. Did he even have time for that? A-

“Gotta say, I’m jealous of the other guys. They get to eat your cooking all the time. This food is incredible,” you mumbled interrupting Kyuhyun’s train of thought. You weren’t looking at him, just staring at the food with large eyes. It was a good thing too, because it meant that you didn’t see the color that rose to his cheeks at the compliment.

“You really like it that much? They’re just eggs.”

“The best eggs I’ve ever eaten in my life,” you replied pointedly. “Seriously, I had no clue you cooked this well. I could live on this food.”

Kyuhyun rolled his eyes at your dramatic display of gratitude.

“Yeah, yeah, well if you like it that much then maybe I’ll make some more for you sometime,” he stated.

You made things so simple for him. He was so quick to assume he was a burden in your life. Like somehow his status or his ambition or something would somehow inhibit him from having a relationship with you.

Yet everyday you proved in every way that his frets were all for nothing. You would making dating such an easy thing for him, he just knew you would. Somedays he didn’t understand where his anxieties came from other days he thought those unnecessary anxieties were the reasons that he shouldn’t tell you how much he loved you.

Yet no matter what no matter how many times he turned you down and told you that he didn’t like you as much as you wanted to think- everytime he felt like he was falling, you appeared and made it feel like he was standing on solid ground.

“Hey y/n?” You looked up at him, your eyes full of innocence. He reached forward and took your hand in his. “I love you too.”

You smiled at him.

“I know Kyuhyun.”

And just like that Kyuhyun knew that everything would be okay.

[feelingsobloom]

Need You

Summary:

You’re stressed out, and you don’t know why.

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“Hey, what are you up to?”

Kyuhyun walked up behind you, placing a hand beneath your chin, his thumb brushing your neck and tilting your head so that he could press his lips lightly to yours. You smiled into the kiss, and leaned in, trying to get more, but as you did Kyuhyun pulled away and smiled at you.

“You never answered my question,” he mumbled. You shrugged and gestured to your laptop screen

“Just some homework,” you replied softly. “I’ve been at it for what feels like hours.”

Kyuhyun laughed.

“More like twenty minutes.”

You looked down at the clock on your computer screen and groaned when you realized that he was right. How had you been only at this for twenty minutes.

“I need a break,” you decided, closing your laptop after a moment. You turned to Kyuhyun and let a pout cross your lips, trying to make him feel bad for you.

“You need to do your work,” Kyuhyun said with a slight roll of his eyes. He grabbed a chair and pulled it up next to yours, taking a seat beside you. “You’ve been putting it off all day. You’ll have to do it at some point.”

“In a few hours?” You offered up. “After spending some time with my dotting, loving boyfriend?”

Kyuhyun rose his eyebrows at you, clearly not finding your procrastination very amusing. He reopened your laptop and gestured to the screen.

“Come on, it’s a really simple assignment,” he encouraged. “All you have to do is finish this survey.”

“But the questions are so hard!” You whined. You pointed at one of the questions on the screen and regretted doing so immediately.

“That’s just asking for your name.”

You smiled sheepishly and scratched the back of your neck shyly.

“Okay, so maybe it isn’t that hard,” you admitted.

Kyuhyun sighed and looked at you, placing his hand comfortingly on your lap.

“Hey, what’s really wrong? Are you okay?” He asked you. “Normally you aren’t like this.”

Kyuhyun was right. It wasn’t like you to procrastinate this hard on an assignment this simple. It was a ten-minute survey that was as simple as writing your name, answering a few “least likely” to “most likely” questions, and then answering a short response question and turning the assignment in.

Usually, you would have finished this the day it was assigned. You wouldn’t even be worrying about it now. You would have spent all day with Kyuhyun in his studio, helping him compose his music by listening to what he had already written, or giving him advice on which lyrics were better.

But instead, you were here. Stressed because you had no earthly clue why you were feeling so stressed out. Your whole body felt like it was on fire. You were buzzing from head to toe. And to make things worse, your heart was beating so hard in your chest you felt like you were going to throw up.

You normally got stressed like this when you had a lot of assignments due, or a test coming up, but at that moment none of that was true. Hell, school hadn’t even started yet. You were stressed out over nothing. You just had this one singular survey left to complete. That was all. After that you were scotch free to do whatever you wanted to.

You didn’t want Kyuhyun to know that you were upset, so instead of answering him you just turned your attention back to your computer and forced yourself to type your name. You were only halfway through your last name, when Kyuhyun reached forward, his hand landing over yours.

Kyuhyun’s hands were large, at least, compared to yours they were. His hand covered yours forcing you to stop typing. You turned to him to ask why he had done that when you saw the look on his face. It shut you right up.

“Tell me what’s wrong,” he whispered.

“I don’t know,” you admitted softly. You looked away from him, unwilling to look him in the eyes when admitting to being so weak. “I’m just... Anxious for no reason that I can figure out.”

You splayed your fingers under Kyuhyun’s and looked at him shyly.

“It’s like I can’t think about anything but all the things I have to do, but when I think about them, there’s nothing,” you tried to explain. Kyuhyun nodded, his fingers intertwining with yours. It felt warm to be this close to him. So nice to hold his hand after a day of being away from him.

“Maybe you do need a break,” Kyuhyun agreed softly. “You and I can just... Watch some television or something.”

You smiled.

“That would be nice.”

And luckily for you after only ten short minutes of being squished on a couch with Kyuhyun you felt your heart slow down.

You were pretty lucky to have Kyuhyun there for you.

[feelingsobloom]

Biggest Fan

Dating an idol was like a dream come true that you had never imagined you would see come to fruition. 

Sure it was one thing to learn Korean, another thing to move to Korea, and then a whole other thing on its own to just make Korean friends, but to meet Laon in itself was a miracle.

It started off when you just ran into him while on the streets. His papers had gone everywhere, scattering through the wind from the simple force of how quickly you had been rushing.

Your urgency forgotten, you were immediately apologizing, trying your best to try and help him gather all the papers. The sorrow however was quickly replaced by giddiness as the two of you began chasing the papers being torn through the wind like leaves. You both laughed as you jumped for the sheets, and when you guys had finally grabbed the last one- three blocks away from where you started you two were so tired from laughing and running that you both collapsed into the grass, breathing heavily.

“I’m Kyuhyun,” Laon introduced breathlessly, his head turning to look at you, splaying his blonde hair in the grass. You smiled at him and told him your name.

“It’s nice to meet you,” you said softly. He returned the smile.

“And hopefully this isn’t the last time that I get to hear that name,” he mumbled. He sat up in the grass, hovering over your body. That made your face turn red, an action that you luckily could blame on the running. “I know this is a little unorthodox but... I want to see you again. Can I have your number?”

You knew it was a little unorthodox, but you gave it to him anyway.

You didn’t find out for about a month that Laon was an idol.

Sure you met all his friends, and knew he lived in a dorm, and knew a lot of people, but when girls stopped him on the streets, faces red and shy as they spoke to him calling him Laon, and he just brushed it off saying they were childhood friends, you had believed him.

Until you came across the Mnet performance of Bloom of course.

“I didn’t want you to think less of me,” Laon had admitted softly.

“I would never think less of you,” you replied with a roll of your eyes.

“It would be different if we were under a bigger company, or even had a better debut-”

“You’re following your dreams,” you interrupted him, placing your hand comfortingly on his shoulder. “You’re doing what so many people dream of doing, and you’re my boyfriend. I’d support you no matter what.”

Laon had smiled at that, meeting your eyes again. He pressed a small kiss to the corner of your lips and sighed happily. 

“I was lucky to bump into you.”

“I could argue the same.”

But it was hard to date an idol. Not that Laon was too busy for you or anything of the sort. He always made time for you, going out of his way to make sure that you felt included in all the events he did.

You had never realized just how overwhelming it could be to know that Laon was around all sorts of beautiful idols all the time. Especially since you knew that he was an extremely pretty idol. He definitely stood out in a crowd, especially since he was always pushing himself so hard to make sure that he was noticed by others so that his group could stand out and leave their mark.

As such he got a lot of attention from female fans and fellow female idols, and it was enough to make you hug your arms as you waited for him after a fan event or a stage.

You tried not to make it noticeable. You smiled brightly at the girls he introduced you to or pointed out when a fan maybe wanted his attention, but it drove you absolutely crazy on the inside.

They were prettier than you, and more compatible then you, and everything you knew that you could never be for him and you couldn’t help it. You were jealous of the smiles he gave them, and the attention and the tweets and everything.

You wished that you had known about his group before you came to Korea. You wished you were one of the people planning his fan events and coming to every single live no matter what time it was. You wished that you were one of the people starting the twitter group chats, and facebook groups. You wanted to be one of the people that was starting hashtag trends and translating videos because as Laon’s girlfriend you thought that you should be his number one fan.

And the fact was that you were barely a fan as it was.

You tried not to let the thoughts consume you but it was hard to not think about. For crying out loud, Enoi was his everything. The group was his dream, his life goals. If something went wrong with them, his entire world came crashing down. They were his job, his passion, and everything in-between.

And you just weren’t enough.

So when Laon caught you, staring at a fan page with a mournful expression on your face, you tried your best to cover it. But, there wasn’t much you could do in the end.

He took one look at you and knew something was wrong.

“Hey is everything okay?” He mumbled. You didn’t look up at him or respond to him, so he scrunched his nose and sat down beside you. “Come on, babe. Talk to me.”

“Nothing’s wrong,” you mumbled softly. He chuckled a little.

“Yeah? That’s why you won’t look at me huh?”

You didn’t respond to him again, which seemed to be the wrong answer because he took you gently by the waist and lifted you into his lap, pressing his lips gently to yours.

“What’s wrong, love,” he mumbled softly. He kissed you a second time, but still, you tried to ignore him. He did it a third time and caressed your head with his hand. This time it made you giggle a little, and you shamelessly chased his lips, kissing him this time.

“Nothing’s wrong,” you murmured back shyly. “I guess I just missed you.”

“Tell me what’s going on,” he asked again, rubbing his thumb over your cheekbone. “You know, if you don’t tell me these sorts of things our relationship will crumble. Who is always talking about communication?”

You pouted. You hated that he was right.

“It’s just... I’m... I’m not a very good fan,” you admitted. “All these other people are supporting Enoi at every turn, and have been there since... Well, forever, and I didn’t even recognize you the first time that we ran into each other.”

“That’s what’s been bothering you?” He asked, his eyebrows rising in surprise. You didn’t answer. You just looked away from him- honestly a bit embarrassed that this was the reason that you were so wrecked.

“Well...”

“You don’t need to run a blog, or post pictures or write fanfiction, or any of that stuff to be a good fan of Enoi. You are already the biggest fan of Enoi out there- and you know why?”

You kept your pout and didn’t look at him. You just scrunched your nose and hid your face in his chest. He didn’t allow it however, he took your chin between his fingers and lifted your eyes back up to his.

“Because you’re dating me.”

He teasingly closed the distance between the two of you, brushing his lips against yours.

“And I love you.”

Your breath hitched in your throat at the intimacy of the moment.

“I love you too,” you mumbled. “I’m sorry I got jealous.”

“It’s okay, sometimes I get jealous too,” he admitted. He ran his fingers through your hair. “But it’s okay, 'cause you’re all mine right?”

Your cheeks were red, but you nodded anyways.

“Yeah,” you said breathlessly.

Maybe you weren’t the best fan of Enoi, but being by Laon’s side for as long as you two stayed together would certainly make up for that, and you supposed that was enough.

[emeraldbabygirl]

Masterlist

I will be adding to this when I complete something, if I complete something and I’ve decided it’s gonna have my fanfics, reactions, a few lists that I’ve made and I’m putting my fake snaps in. I’ll definitely be editing it a lot because I can guarantee I won’t like the way it turns out. Also if there’s no link yet that just means I either haven’t finished it, because it booked a 5 year stay in my drafts or I have the idea but it hasn’t been written yet. Especially with Vanner and Great Guys, I wanna write for them but it’ll take some time uwu. Also also, most of my fanfics do not have titles because although my three brain cells are working hard 25/8 thinking of titles for fanfics is not something that’s in their job description

Note: some of the links are there when I go to edit the masterlist and then when I save it doesn’t show up and some links show up when I go to edit them and not when I save them. I’ve attempted to fix this problem multiple times and it’s too frustrating so I’m not bothering with it anymore.

Imfact

Gimmie Kithes Jeup Ples uwu

Imfact scenario 1

Imfact scenario 2

Jeup boyfriend AU

Jeup fluff

Ungjae soft blurb

VAV

VAV smut blurb uwu

Competition Part 1

Competition Part 2

Competition Part 3

Competition Part 4

Jacob smut Part 1

ACE smut

Lou Shower Sex smut

Leathers and Lace: a Lou birthday/holiday smut

Cursed: VAV horror fic Part 1

Cursed: VAV horror fic Part 2

St.Van Birthday/Holiday fluff

St.Van car wash smut

St.Van pool party smut

Field Mouse part 1

Field Mouse part 2

Please Don’t Give up on Me

Delicate: A St.Van smut

VAV reaction to you in bodystockings

VAV reaction to you calling them a bottom bitch

VAV reaction to finding you asleep in the shower standing up

VAV reaction to you shivering because you’re cold

VAV reaction you being upset

VAV reaction to you being in little space and scared of a thunder storm

VAV reaction to catching you masterbating

St.Van Sugar Daddy AU

Lou Sugar Daddy AU

Ziu Sugar Daddy AU

Jacob, ACE, Baron Sugar Daddy AU

Ayno Sugar Daddy AU

VAV: the full Daddy Analysis

VAV as videos on pornhub uwu

Dream Ayno

Great Guys

Dongin blurb

Horyeong oneshot

Great Guys and their kinks

Victon

Hanse smut

Victon reaction to food falling into your cleavage

ATEEZ

ATEEZ reaction 1

Seonghwa Holiday fluff

Seonghwa smut

Seonghwa soft blurb

Hongjoong au

San - Innocent smut

Bigstar

Come Here Flower

Monsta-X

Shownu Holiday fluff

Shownu fluff

Vanner

Vanner reaction to you moaning/liking it when they spank you as a punishment

Argon

Kain smut

M.I.B

5Zic smut

Noir

Seunghoon blurb

A.C.E

Brat: A Kim Sehyoon smut part 1

Brat: A Kim Sehyoon smut part 2

Brat: A Kim Sehyoon smut part 3

G-Most

Jin blurb

ENOi

Cheeky: Dojin smut

Angel: Laon smut

CLC

2NE1

IZ

Don’t Get Caught: A Hyunjun smut

Hyunjun smut 2

Incubus Hyunjun

N.Flying

Chahun & Seunghyub 1 teaser

Chahun & Seunghyub 1

Chahun & Seunghyub 2

Expensive: Seunghyub smut

N.Flying reaction: you take them to a Pow-Wow

UNVS

Shy: Eunho smut

UNVS reaction: you grab their shirt

UNVS reaction: you beg them to touch you

2Z

2Z reaction:

N.Tic

Close Up: Model Sangwook smut

DKB

Harry June fluff

B1A4

CNU smut

Trusty

Chance & Haru 

Pentagon

A Rock and a Soft Place: Tree line fluff

SF9

Are You Jealous - Zuho smut

OnlyoneOf

Underwater: Mill Mafia AU

E’LAST

Emperor Wonhyuk smut

Moodboard fics:

The Rose: Jaehyeong smut

ATEEZ: Yeosang The Heathers AU

Oneus: Leedo smut

24K: Daeil (Bigone) smut

SF9: Rowoon fluff

Fake Snaps:

Target 1 2

ATEEZ 1

Imfact 1

VAV 1

Bigstar 1

Great Guys 1

B.A.P 1

Vanner 1

B.I.G 1

Noir 1

Black6ix 1

UNIQ 1

My Daddies:

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Part 9

Part 10

Part 11

Part 12

Part 13

Part 14

Part 15

Part 16

My Moms:

Part 1

Part 2

Shitty Snapchat Memes: I’m still making these but not adding them to my masterlist so if you want to see my recent memes you can search the tags; ‘shitty snapchat memes’ or ‘homemade memes’

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Part 9

Part 10

Part 11

Part 12

Part 13

Part 14

Part 15

Part 16

Part 17

Part 18

Part 19

Part 20

Part 21

VAV x Kirby x Spongebob memes

Actually Part 1

Part 2

Part 3 ft. Kirby

[emeraldbabygirl]

Things I been thinking bout

Avin is a literal baby and he reminds me so much of A.O and now I miss LC9 even more

Laon is perfect boyfriend material. That’s it

Jinwoo is actually so smol I’m gonna cry. Literally hims tiny babie :((

Twister is ATTACKING ME

This picture of Dojin

These three pics. It must be their thing huh?

This funny set up I found on Pinterest

THE FACT THAT THIS IS LEE MOTHERFUCKIN GEUMHYUK’S WHOLE ASS ARM

I want his whole arm in me. That’s it thanks

Just thinkin about how much I miss disbanded groups but especially Halo rn

Those lethal photos of Hanse

That dream I had with Uiyeon

How I’m gonna make that Dojin fanfic good

Why Mr. Park Seonghwa is so handsome?

Why I’m bout’ta thot out for DXB or whatever their group name is

If Junji, BC and Hanse were all in the same room with the same piercings, same tats, same hair color and hair style

My Demon Daddies, mostly WD40 and Dojin..been thinking bout them A LOT

My fake gamer bf Jeup and how much I love him

Baby Boy Yoonho :(

How large Jinwoo’s mouth actually is

Sehyoon but also A.C.E in general :(

[emeraldbabygirl]

Also, I’m literally an attention whore. And an affection whore. I feel bad for whoever ends up being my partner. If that happens. Ima annoy the shit out of them. It’s gonna be that Laon fanfic except I won’t have Hamin to tease. Unless I become that Laon fanfic then I could tease Hamin and Dojin all I want uwu

[emeraldbabygirl]

I’m sorry but if my man can’t get me as wet as the Laon fanfic or the St.Van impromptu smut with his words then I don’t want him.

[emeraldbabygirl]

Me: I need to finish my Dojin fanfic

Me instead: wow look at this Laon fanfic I totally just made instead of finishing the Dojin one uwu

[emeraldbabygirl]

THIS IS SO CUTE AND IM TRYING TO WRITE A DOJIN THING BUT MY MIND DOESNT WORK WHEN IT COMES TO THAT DADDY IM SORRY ILL TRY SOMETHING

Biggest Fan

Dating an idol was like a dream come true that you had never imagined you would see come to fruition. 

Sure it was one thing to learn Korean, another thing to move to Korea, and then a whole other thing on its own to just make Korean friends, but to meet Laon in itself was a miracle.

It started off when you just ran into him while on the streets. His papers had gone everywhere, scattering through the wind from the simple force of how quickly you had been rushing.

Your urgency forgotten, you were immediately apologizing, trying your best to try and help him gather all the papers. The sorrow however was quickly replaced by giddiness as the two of you began chasing the papers being torn through the wind like leaves. You both laughed as you jumped for the sheets, and when you guys had finally grabbed the last one- three blocks away from where you started you two were so tired from laughing and running that you both collapsed into the grass, breathing heavily.

“I’m Kyuhyun,” Laon introduced breathlessly, his head turning to look at you, splaying his blonde hair in the grass. You smiled at him and told him your name.

“It’s nice to meet you,” you said softly. He returned the smile.

“And hopefully this isn’t the last time that I get to hear that name,” he mumbled. He sat up in the grass, hovering over your body. That made your face turn red, an action that you luckily could blame on the running. “I know this is a little unorthodox but… I want to see you again. Can I have your number?”

You knew it was a little unorthodox, but you gave it to him anyway.

You didn’t find out for about a month that Laon was an idol.

Sure you met all his friends, and knew he lived in a dorm, and knew a lot of people, but when girls stopped him on the streets, faces red and shy as they spoke to him calling him Laon, and he just brushed it off saying they were childhood friends, you had believed him.

Until you came across the Mnet performance of Bloom of course.

“I didn’t want you to think less of me,” Laon had admitted softly.

“I would never think less of you,” you replied with a roll of your eyes.

“It would be different if we were under a bigger company, or even had a better debut-”

“You’re following your dreams,” you interrupted him, placing your hand comfortingly on his shoulder. “You’re doing what so many people dream of doing, and you’re my boyfriend. I’d support you no matter what.”

Laon had smiled at that, meeting your eyes again. He pressed a small kiss to the corner of your lips and sighed happily. 

“I was lucky to bump into you.”

“I could argue the same.”

But it was hard to date an idol. Not that Laon was too busy for you or anything of the sort. He always made time for you, going out of his way to make sure that you felt included in all the events he did.

You had never realized just how overwhelming it could be to know that Laon was around all sorts of beautiful idols all the time. Especially since you knew that he was an extremely pretty idol. He definitely stood out in a crowd, especially since he was always pushing himself so hard to make sure that he was noticed by others so that his group could stand out and leave their mark.

As such he got a lot of attention from female fans and fellow female idols, and it was enough to make you hug your arms as you waited for him after a fan event or a stage.

You tried not to make it noticeable. You smiled brightly at the girls he introduced you to or pointed out when a fan maybe wanted his attention, but it drove you absolutely crazy on the inside.

They were prettier than you, and more compatible then you, and everything you knew that you could never be for him and you couldn’t help it. You were jealous of the smiles he gave them, and the attention and the tweets and everything.

You wished that you had known about his group before you came to Korea. You wished you were one of the people planning his fan events and coming to every single live no matter what time it was. You wished that you were one of the people starting the twitter group chats, and facebook groups. You wanted to be one of the people that was starting hashtag trends and translating videos because as Laon’s girlfriend you thought that you should be his number one fan.

And the fact was that you were barely a fan as it was.

You tried not to let the thoughts consume you but it was hard to not think about. For crying out loud, Enoi was his everything. The group was his dream, his life goals. If something went wrong with them, his entire world came crashing down. They were his job, his passion, and everything in-between.

And you just weren’t enough.

So when Laon caught you, staring at a fan page with a mournful expression on your face, you tried your best to cover it. But, there wasn’t much you could do in the end.

He took one look at you and knew something was wrong.

“Hey is everything okay?” He mumbled. You didn’t look up at him or respond to him, so he scrunched his nose and sat down beside you. “Come on, babe. Talk to me.”

“Nothing’s wrong,” you mumbled softly. He chuckled a little.

“Yeah? That’s why you won’t look at me huh?”

You didn’t respond to him again, which seemed to be the wrong answer because he took you gently by the waist and lifted you into his lap, pressing his lips gently to yours.

“What’s wrong, love,” he mumbled softly. He kissed you a second time, but still, you tried to ignore him. He did it a third time and caressed your head with his hand. This time it made you giggle a little, and you shamelessly chased his lips, kissing him this time.

“Nothing’s wrong,” you murmured back shyly. “I guess I just missed you.”

“Tell me what’s going on,” he asked again, rubbing his thumb over your cheekbone. “You know, if you don’t tell me these sorts of things our relationship will crumble. Who is always talking about communication?”

You pouted. You hated that he was right.

“It’s just… I’m… I’m not a very good fan,” you admitted. “All these other people are supporting Enoi at every turn, and have been there since… Well, forever, and I didn’t even recognize you the first time that we ran into each other.”

“That’s what’s been bothering you?” He asked, his eyebrows rising in surprise. You didn’t answer. You just looked away from him- honestly a bit embarrassed that this was the reason that you were so wrecked.

“Well…”

“You don’t need to run a blog, or post pictures or write fanfiction, or any of that stuff to be a good fan of Enoi. You are already the biggest fan of Enoi out there- and you know why?”

You kept your pout and didn’t look at him. You just scrunched your nose and hid your face in his chest. He didn’t allow it however, he took your chin between his fingers and lifted your eyes back up to his.

“Because you’re dating me.”

He teasingly closed the distance between the two of you, brushing his lips against yours.

“And I love you.”

Your breath hitched in your throat at the intimacy of the moment.

“I love you too,” you mumbled. “I’m sorry I got jealous.”

“It’s okay, sometimes I get jealous too,” he admitted. He ran his fingers through your hair. “But it’s okay, ‘cause you’re all mine right?”

Your cheeks were red, but you nodded anyways.

“Yeah,” you said breathlessly.

Maybe you weren’t the best fan of Enoi, but being by Laon’s side for as long as you two stayed together would certainly make up for that, and you supposed that was enough.