#LOOK AT THAT POST REALLY HARD KAE

[stcrgazings]

like a tattoo ➳ (c.l)

part two is up and you can read it here

note: sooooo I literally wrote this out of nowhere, but i like how it turned out, it’s nothing like the song really buttt it has some of its lyrics so it only seemed fitting to name it that. thx to my girly @hey-kae who was my beta reader, and convinced me to post this, love ya. happy reading and don’t be a ghost reader!

pairing: charles leclerc x female reader

summary: in which you’re having a very hard time trying not to think about your ex-boyfriend charles, and with his dnf in the first race of the season, everything seems to remind you of him.

warnings: use of alcohol, lots of swearing (mostly fuck), a very heartbroken reader, mentions of a dick-ish charles, smoking ¿?? kinda

word count: 1,5K (it’s a shortie but I promise is soooo good)

“and it’s a Ferrari slowing down guys, and it looks like it’s Leclerc” the commentator in the tv says and your heart immediately drops.

Yes, you hate him, and don’t even wanna look at his face ever again but your heart still aches for him and the way his team is failing him yet again in what is barely the first race of the season.

Your model friend turns to look at you as the stylist sips you up over the black tube dress and fixes your hair in the tight ponytail that adorned you head.

“That’s karma” says the girl besides you, as you inevitably roll your eyes.

“That’s one way to call it” you say and everyone in the room that was starting at you bursts out in laughter.

You wanted to hate him, you really did, but you couldn’t help but wanting to text him after that awful race for him.

But fuck him, right?

He had a championship to win, at least that what he said when he broke up with you cold blooded, so yeah, fuck him and his stupid unreliable little red car.

you look at yourself in the mirror and smile at the reflection, you’re pretty, the most wanted model of every single luxury brand, and you eventually will get over him.

So you say your goodbyes as you exit the Prada building after signing yet another contract to add to your portfolio, your girl best friend hooked in your arm as you both giggled softly about where you both will be partying that nigth.

“But in Monaco right?” She asks as you both enter the limousine waiting for you at the front.

“Yeah I guess” is all you answer as you manager turns to look at you both.

Your hand lingers through your phone and eventually Charles contact, you wanted to text him, but at the end you decide against it, but something in the back of your mind tells you to unblock him and so you do.

Maybe some vodka will give you the courage to text him, or at least to hook up with someone else to forget about those haunting green eyes.

“We’re going to a club” you answer, finally lifting your eyes from the device your managers face quickly going pale.

“You really think that’s a good idea?” He asks serious, you roll your eyes.

“Why?” You play dumb as your friend besides you giggles.

“Bella don’t support her!” He complains.

“I’m actually curious why not?” The model asks again, also playing dumb, the man in front of you squeezing his fists as the both of you gang up on him.

“You going out partying and getting hammered when your ex just got his ass kicked at the race, how do you think the media would react to that?”

you meant this with absolutely every bone of your tiny body, when you say this;

“Do you really think I care what the media thinks? Fuck them for all I care” You spit and Bella besides you claps and cheers and picks a fight with your manager who is clearly unhappy with your plans of the night, he lists all of the cons and the reasons you should stay at home tonight.

“It’s a Sunday y/n, for gods sake!” He says but you didn’t listen and truly did not care a bit.

This is what you’ve been doing for the pasts weeks to try and cope with what he had done to you, and you hated yourself for not just getting over him.

Because it’s not like he was boyfriend of the year when you two were together, in the last months of your relationship he barely even acknowledge you, and he had dump you over call after what it was the biggest fight of your relationship.

Because you had exploded out frustration from his constant indifference, and dick ass attitude, and then ditched the apartment you both shared together.

So naturally when when he called you hours later you thought it was maybe to fix the things between the both of you.

But boy were you wrong.

Somewhere along the lines of “you’re just a model you don’t understand anyway” and “text me when you come get your things” the person you had love the most for the longest time broke your heart and didn’t looked back.

And so you went into self defense and destructive mode and if he didn’t looked back neither did you, blocking him in every social media known to men.

And like that you were strangers with who one was your favorite person in the entire earth.

And so if you wanted to go and get completely hammered after he lost a stupid race you would.

(…)

The Weeknd was playing as you downed another shot with people surrounding you as they cheered you on.

you were pretty wasted, but you still couldn’t get the Ferrari driver out of your mind.

All that you could think about was him, how much you missed him, and how much you wanted him right now.

As you danced with strangers hand all over your body you couldn’t help but remember his.

You remembered his hands, the way you would squirm under his touch, how he would show you how the stars looked like with just his fingers, the way his hands fit practically like they were meant to be holding yours, how good it feel when they were wrap around your neck, and how he would woke you up with them as he tickle you in to his arms, the way he held you at night as you both talk about your days and how much you missed each other.

Suddenly it all feels like too much, you pushed the stranger away from you, his grab in you becoming overwhelming and you need air, a single tear running trough your cheek and you can’t breath and it’s so unfair.

It’s unfair because you’ve had the worse months of your life and he had just moved on, with who used to be one of your best friends.

(Or at least that’s what every single media outlet said)

And you probably shouldn’t believe it but you still remembered the bile coming up your throat as you stared at the pictures of them at the Paris Fashion Week.

So you sit with your head thrown back in on of the sofas of the private booths at the club, and as the air conditioner hit your face, you remembered his hands and the way the mountains looked when you took that trip to the French Alps last Christmas, and you wanted to sob because of how awful it all felt and how much your body ache for him, you close your eyes and take some deep breath, and you can almost feel his lips against yours, you can almost see the life shooting diamonds from his eyes, his beautiful eyes.

The ones that would haunt you at night when you couldn’t sleep because all you did was think of him, how he was doing, if he missed you as much as you did him.

“You want a cig? Looks like you need it” a stranger asks in front of you, you mumble a no as you can, being so lost in your own head.

For the longest time Charles was by far, in your books at least the best person in the world, always so happy and perky, his smile lighting up your days, and nights, always so hungry for life, wanting for you to know the world the same way he did, always so passionate about the things he loved, always so passionate and loving of you.

You can’t help but wonder when it all went wrong, maybe somewhere between France and Abu Dhabi, the last being the last time you remembered being genuinely happy beside Charles, because yes he had come second in the championship but you remembered the way he held you up and kissed you in the hotel room and for a moment you thought you both will be fine.

But when you reach the top, it comes the fall.

And it was all fighting and misunderstandings and misery because you just wanted to be with him but he just wouldn’t let you.

Now you were there, still falling, wanting to forget about those times when you were happy with him.

He moved on, why couldn’t you?

Sitting there you beg for the universe to help you, to give you a sign, anything really, that eventually things would change, that you would stop feeling this way, that the hole inside your chest would disappear and finally the air would feel the way it’s supposed to and breathing and waking up in the morning wouldn’t be as hard as it had been lately and happiness would return your way and things would get better.

Obviously the least that you expect is your phone screen lighting up.

Especially with the name of the one that hadn’t been able to leave your mind in the entire night.

Suddenly an “I miss you” text from Charles hits you out of nowhere like a brick in the face.

Maybe you’ll take that cigarette now.

[deathsbestgirl]

Just saw a post about 3 and it has been a looooong time since I watched it but I would love to know what the deal was with that. Thoughts?

oh i LOVE 3. it's a hard episode for me to watch for a lot of reasons. mulder's depression is more palpable than ever, his guilt complex & self punishing ways.

i actually made a thread on twitter of what i think are the important scenes, because i just think...people very wrongly hate this episode. the whole point is how mulder is not okay without scully, that she was endangered because of their work and he can't accept that. like this explains perfectly what he does in one breath: he screams like a madman at scully's doctor & the hospital staff, he plots revenge, he tries to quit, and ultimately, he listens to melissa & sits by her bedside urging her to wake up.

mulder barely speaks in this episode. he talks to local law enforcement, he talks to the suspect, and he talks to kristen. but there's so much of him just alone.

as kae said to me: there's no one to explain anything to

"i only need one thing" and "i don't sleep anymore"

and the reason kristen matters, beyond the fact that she's in danger & she's a victim of abuse, is she understands him & he understands her. they are kindred spirits in a certain way.

kristen can't look in mirrors, and he can't sleep. they both feel this guilt & intense self hatred. they share loss & pain. and they may be different but those differences don't matter when they're feeling as low & lost and hopeless as they are.

mulder was meant to save kristen, but she saves him. it's heartbreaking because this woman deserved a chance too. she deserved to live and have better. but she chose to stop her abusive, vampire ex the only way she knew how and save mulder. she thought he was worth saving.

in the end, he's facing his failure. holding scully's cross that he's wearing around his neck. something he has never understood about her, the only piece of her he has.

one of my favorite things about this episode is that his grief over scully is very different than his grief over samantha, as in it is not brotherly. it's painfully romantic to me. people get caught up in the fact that he sleeps with kristen while wearing scully's cross, but the whole point is he's repenting. to me, this look likes self harm. it's something he understands as punishing, but is also clinging to the only human connection he's found. the only true understanding he's felt in scully's absence. kristen is the one person who has truly seen his pain, understood scully's importance. it isn't "just" a lost love, this is something brand new to him. he's lost his friend, the only person who has stood by him & faced his grief with him, the only person who trusts him with her whole soul, the only one who hasn't hurt him (purposely, purposefully). again, something kristen understands despite seeming not to have experienced this herself. mulder shares this vulnerability with her without really sharing anything. he doesn't know how to. so yes, they do something so very human and sleep together. and immediately afterward, everything goes up in flames.

[zorosdimples]

Heya Kae,

Y'know how sometimes the only thing that gets us to tomorrow are the dumb little things? Like "I gotta get up today or else my goldfish won't eat"

Well school has been really rough lately and every day is just HARD, man. It's really hard to stay motivated to truck thru the day and some days, I'm grasping at straws, but then I remember.... "man, Kae might post toji piss kink tomorrow, gotta make it thru another day"

So just know your writing is one of my little, inconsequencial things that aren't actually inconsequencial at all

(⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

…………… this is genuinely one of the kindest things anyone has ever said to me—ever. oh my god. YOU CANNOT JUSY SAY NICE THINGS LIKE THIS !!!!!! oh i know i’ve been talking about it for forever, but i am working on it. in fact, i’ll try to kick it into gear for you, sweet nonnie… i hope you know that this made my week—genuinely. it’s been a little rough over here, and the fact that someone looks forward to my silly writing is truly insane to me. i love you so much <3 hang in there! toji piss kink is on its way to save u 💞

[random-blep]

okay so my dadluc post inspired a part of me I didn't know existed so now I'm writing scenarios for this future time and like I am hitting the waterworks hard, let me put in snippet of what I just wrote cause it's Kaeya and Diluc bonding

Diluc having more than one kid, the first kid was named something to be with his family line and the second kid he asks Kaeya if there are any names he would like the second to be named. (With the permission of his spouse of course)

Diluc: Hey Kae, remember when you mentioned my kid looked lonely

Kaeya: yeah, what about it?

Diluc: Well, I just found out we're having another. So the little one won't be lonely anymore

Kaeya: Congrats. Any ideas on what to name them?

Diluc: well, the first one I named after my grandfather, remember?

Kaeya: hm, so you're gonna choose your grandmother next?

Diluc: No..Well, I wanted to ask. Since my first born was a family name I wanted to ask. Are there any names you would like for the second born?

Kaeya: Oh, you're bestowing the honor onto me to name them? Won't your spouse get mad at that

Diluc: No, I talked to them and they even encouraged I ask you

Kaeya: Aw, I'm touched that you think so highly of me

Diluc: hm, well if you try to say anything stupid I may still veto it

Kaeya: oh you wound me, I would never waste such an honor like this, hmm, let me think

Diluc: Take your time, wouldn't want steam to leave your ears when thinking too hard

Kaeya: *gasp* now you're just being mean

Diluc: who ever said I was being nice

Kaeya: haha, careful there I'll tell on you

Diluc: *chuckles* Now who would you tell?

Kaeya: mm, how about your spouse? They would surely scold you, or maybe Adelinde would scold you harsher?

Diluc: really now? You'd tell them?

Kaeya: mhm, but maybe I'd let you get off easy and just tell my favorite nephew. He'd make his daddy apologize for being a big meany. *Laughing*

Diluc: *laughing as well* oh really now. I think that boy indulges your antics too much as it is

Kaeya: Then I think you're raising him right. He's just like his father.

Diluc: Now you're giving me too much credit

Kaeya: You're right, he gets a lot of his personality from your spouse. No way that bright smile comes from your grumpy face

Diluc: Oh? I have a grumpy face now?

Kaeya: Well maybe not so much anymore, that spouse of yours did bring a new light to your life

Diluc: Don't forget you being here as well

Kaeya: *grinning* of course, where would you be without your kind and charming younger brother to make you more appealing and helping you with all your romantic endeavors

Diluc: *laughing* okay i take that back.

Kaeya: hey no take backsies

Diluc: Alright, Alright..Have you thought of a name yet?

Kaeya: hmm, I'm thinking if they're a boy then maybe Nabbi, of they're a girl maybe Khanlindi. Though they might be a bit odd of names for a Ragnvindr to have.

Diluc: They're not weird..Why those names?

Kaeya: Nabbi, he was a cousin of mine and Khanlindi, well she was like an older sister I suppose.

Diluc: You had a sister?

Kaeya: Yeah, she was a lot older than me. Nothing like how close to you are in age to me.

Diluc: Do you miss her?

Kaeya: I miss everyone from my home, but if you mean their memory hurts..Well sort of, but not as bad now.

Diluc: Would we be able to find them?

Kaeya: It would be impossible, they would be either claimed by the curse or the abyss by now. They would not be the people I knew when I was a child. They are gone.

Diluc: Have you ever said goodbye to them?

Kaeya: No, as a child I couldn't hold my own funeral rites for them. It was impossible between the needs for it and hiding my identity.

Diluc: Well could hold one for them now?

Kaeya: *somber smile* I would like that very much..thank you Diluc.

[icarianiscariot]

for ao3 wrapped!!! 5, 6 ,17, 29?

kae!! thank u for the ask :D

5. What work of yours got more feedback than you expected?

OOOOOOH okay as far as fics i wrote this year, "can heaven fall into my lonely earth" which is one of very few iskris fics on ao3 and??? has the most bookmarks out of my bllk fics (i think only recently surpassed by dtootc), and the third highest amount of comment threads (surpassed by dtootc and wwap, both of which are multi-chapter works vs this little oneshot?!) ....however. this year i also had uh. an old work kind of blow up on twitter??? which i NEVER expected. and it was like 90% really positive stuff too! so shoutout to "01101100 01101111 01110110 01100101, or something," a poem i wrote in 2016 about robots being married. the official star wars twitter account has seen my gay r2/c3p0 poem. the tweet that someone posted about this poem has over 5mil views. my brother and his friends were actively discussing the tweet in their groupchat before finding out it was written by me. random IRL people mentioned it before finding out it was written by me. this was definitely not on my 2023 bingo card.

6. Favorite title you used

the rituals are intricate, bro!!!! it really felt like it encapsulated otoya's voice for me and he was just so fun to write sldkjflskdjf

17. Your favorite character to write this year?

sae for sure!!! although i think i've had so much fun with all the bllk boys that i've put into pickle jars and shaken around slkdfjlskdjf it's hard to pick just one!!

29. Favorite line/passage you wrote this year?

shit this is HARD. fuck. KAE HOW COULD YOU MAKE ME CHOOSE OTL maybe: "Here's the thing: Bachira looks at Rin as if he's stained glass, transparent and a work of art all at the same time, delicate and sharp in tandem. He looks at Rin and says lonely where others see alone, and when Rin throws thorns at him, Bachira only smells roses. So when Bachira slots himself into Rin's life like moss on a river stone, Rin takes him for the tumble." (but if your lightning lips aren't mine) > I'm really proud of the metaphor tbh, it feels very apt for both their characterizations and it was a strong opening that I still enjoy!! or, "We were fourteen together, fifteen, sixteen, which means we know more about each other than our families ever will again, because that's what this career has done to us." (we wrote a prelude) > something something The Burden of Teenage Nostalgia, the way sae didn't go home at ALL from ages 14-18 which i think are core years to becoming a human being, the way kaiser was there but rin wasn't, something something - the point of Being Changed in a way that your blood relatives cannot understand but your comrades do or, a handful from dtootc: "Rin can hear it when his engine revs and his tires squeal. Like Rin is important enough to run stoplights for." "Rin knows that other teenagers don't feel like this. No one else drowns like him. // Sae around this age was cruel; at fourteen he was curious, at fifteen he was already sharpening himself into a knife, and sixteen saw him as a scalpel, carving out pieces of himself while also cutting Rin down to the bone with surgical precision. Somewhere at seventeen his edge dulled, but the damage was done. // Some might say Sae has always been cruel: it's in his nature, with his blank face and calculating eyes, the bluntness of his tone that bruises, the sharpness of his words that scar. // But to Rin, he'd once been kind. The kindest in the world. // (Maybe Sae had been drowning too. // Maybe that's why he left.)" ""No one has ever looked for me." // Shidou turns, pink eyes bright and brow furrowed, a kind of innocent confusion that doesn't seem suitable for a demon. He's not wearing eyeliner; it makes his face seem more human. // "I did." and finally, spoilers for the most recent chapter: "Their hand lingers for a moment, and then in a motion achingly familiar, nostalgic like childhood fevers, Sae brushes a strand of Rin's hair from his face, tucking it behind his ear before adjusting the blanket over him once again."

WAUGH KAE THANK U THESE WERE HARD BUT GR8 QUESTIONS

ao3 wrapped game

[kaes-wonderland]

Sarunaga

Headcanons

❥Warning: Haikyuu (Romantic) Rarepair

❥Finished: February 4, 2023

❥Kae’s Notes: Since TikTok might get banned, I’m going to be moving my ship and general headcanons from there to here. But today, I will be giving you some headcanons on a rarepair featuring Sarukui and Fukunaga! Please no hate, this is just for fun! See my navi for more &lt;3

HOW THEY MET

They met in high school when Fukurodani and Nekoma were at a training camp together. They at first didn’t like each other, all because they were both just way too quiet and a bit awkward, so that gave the other the wrong vibe. Although, they did start hitting it off towards the end of camp and really liked each other. Sadly, they never got each other’s numbers, and they wandered through life always thinking about the other. They were reunited at one of the comedy nights Fukunaga was apart of and they just…smiled at each other. Finally exchanging numbers, they ended up just taking a stroll around the city…getting to rekindle their high school friendship

SHŌHEI has all sorts of bizarre nicknames for Sarukui, leaving them just baffled at the fact he just comes up with them on the spot. Little do they know, it has a notebook FILLED with random names it thinks of at 3 a.m. But the main nicknames are Ya-kui/Kui and Shō/Fuku <33

SARU is VERY clumsy, getting scrapes and bruises daily, so Fukunaga always puts those “kid’s” bandaids on the boo-boos like the ones with animals or Care Bears <333

KUI’S post-timeskip occupation says “civil servant” so I believe, with the help of Shō, they would become a culinary teacher at a high school.

I LIKE TO BELIEVE that Yamato dated Osamu during their college years (because I have a headcanon that they also went to culinary school) but they broke things off mutually after two-ish years as really the only reason they were “dating” was to not feel alone…Same with Fukunaga and Komori.

THEY HAVE THAT RELATIONSHIP where all they have to do is look at the other with a big smile and they are both rolling on the ground laughing. They have plenty of inside jokes that make them look insane in the eyes of society…but do they care? Not one bit.

NEITHER ONE OF THEM went to their school’s prom. Either cause they were too socially awkward, or they didn’t have anyone to go with, but they didn’t go. So now, that they are together, Fuku will randomly play a song while Kui is cooking and will make them stop cooking just to dance with it. Slow dancing always make them shed a few tears, but it always ends with them sneaking sweet pecks in between moves

FUKUNAGA loves affections, as physical affection is his love language, but Sarukui has a hard time adjusting to cuddles because they are more of a rambler than the huggy type. But kisses have always and will always be fair game!

I PERSONALLY LOVE PAIRS that are, or are very close in height as much as height differences! But…Yamato ALWAYS playfully banters about how much taller they are compared to it, only though they have one inch on him

FUKUNAGA is hard of hearing, and can only hear things that are really close to it.

SOOOOOOO, due to the headcanon above, the two hold hands EVERYWHERE they go. If they don’t, Fuku will wander off if he sees something cool, and Yamoto has a hell of a time finding it.

AS AN ANNIVERSARY PRESENT one year, Fuku had NO idea what to get Kui for a gift so it got them a panda bear teddy and now Saru can’t sleep without it

YA-KUI helps Shōhei write his material for when he performs for his comedy nights, and they always ends up laughing so much they are crying and often bring a few friends to listen in and give opinions as well

WHEN THEY FINALLY move in together, Fuku had pet ants and Saru started to have mini panic attacks about “what if they get out? what if they eat me in my sleep?” So with a heavy heart, Fukunaga gave them to a friend so that his Lovelace wouldn’t have to worry further

THEY LIKE TO PLAY pranks on each other. Not those obnoxious YouTube couple pranks, just little jokes here and there…April Fools Day is one of their favorite “holidays”.

THEY ARE absolute sweethearts, always trying to make the other or really anyone smile…but man can they be chaotic when they want to be-

©k_kae- 2023 — all rights reserved. please do not copy, modify, or repost my works and claim them as yours. But reblogs and likes are alway welcomed. Thank you, stay positive シ

[musings-ofthe-unamused]

A Special October Present

October is a special time for writers. Yes, I am talking about Kinktober. I don't really post smut unless it's for a special occasion. And this is a special occasion... kinda.

I will have Kinktober posts, but that won't come until the end of the month. Until then, I will be releasing two spicy fics (Blood Red Wine series) and two spicy headcanons posts (Call of Duty & Genshin Impact)

To tide you over until I can post them, here are snippets from the two spicy fics:

Diluc:

You had a hard time meeting his eyes. "Uhm, it was ok. A bit hot? But uh…why didn't you bite my neck?"

He cleared his throat, looking away. "I don't know if I'd be able to control myself if I did."

You raised an eyebrow. “Control yourself?”

His face turned red and his voice quiet. “You taste good.”

Oh. That was enough to make you blush as well. There was an awkward silence as Diluc kept the handkerchief pressed against the wound.

Kaeya:

"Kae-" Your voice cracked. "Kaeya…"

"Ah!" He pulled back, his arms falling from you. "You taste…divine. Did it feel good?"

You gently placed your hand on your neck as you turned to face him. "It felt…amazing. Is that supposed to happen?"

Kaeya wiped off a drop of blood with his thumb and licked it. You felt your face light up in a blush. "I don't know. If it feels good, I'm happy to do it again."

Ok bye

[pseudomonacarriea]

WHAT NOT TO DO WHEN INTERACTING WITH MY BLOG - Customizable Edition

BASICS !

Name / Alias: Carrie. Some folks know me as Arria, Ice, or Intern Aoba.

Pronouns: I don’t care. Usually she/her but you can use whatever

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Triggers people MUST tag: NSFW and general triggers be tagged. While I don’t have triggers, I can’t risk NSFW while I’m at work. And it’s just a good practice to have, considering not everyone lists their triggers or what they don’t want to see. 

Interest tracker / checker: I have it and it’s mandatory | I have it, it’s not mandatory but I’m more likely to follow back / interact with the people who fill it | I have one and I prefer it if people fill it in | I have it but it’s up to people whether to fill it or not | I don’t have one | other (specify)

I want people to fill it out. It’s there for that reason, and helps me narrow down fandoms/muses that people have interest in.

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If I follow you, I’ve read your rules. That should be enough for me, but I also know that’s not everyone’s cup or tea. Or actually reads the rules page. 

3-5 ESSENTIAL RULES PEOPLE HAVE TO RESPECT

I’m a university student and work long hours. I do not have energy to always be here. While I keep OOC posts down, I do what I can to avoid burnout. So some days, you’ll see me hella active; Others I’m a ghost.

Mutuals mean mutuals only. There’s a few ways to check to this. It’s a comfort thing for me.

Don’t! Be afraid! To reach out! I’m nice and you can ask Kae and the RRG gang - I only give my energy to people who I think deserve it or I can handle. I’m just tired 24/7 (like Silver, but man I wis I could sleep whenever) so I tend to keep to myself.

My attention span is horrid. Like I jump around because I don’t get of a break from life and I have a lot running through my mind. An occasional poke if I take more than a few weeks on a thread is appreciated, but don’t send me something a few hours or a day after. Patience is key.

TLDR: I’m a penguin with a coffee addiction. Give me coffee and we’re fine. Or plants. Or craft stuff bUT YOU GET MY POINT.

3-5 IMPORTANT PET PEEVES TO KEEP IN MIND

Talk to me as an adult and not a child. This is, by far, my BIGGEST pet peeve when it comes to people as a whole. Yes, I have a childish side of me and can be goofy, but if you constantly look down at me I’m going to ignore you or tell you to back off. If I’m doing something you’re not a fan of, just send me a message polietly. I’m more than happy to talk but I like to be talked TO, not AT.

Keep drama off the dash. We’re all adults here, and we can work thinks out, or attempt to. Vaguing and openly airing drama will earn you a strike in my book. 

I don’t mind formatted text, but when I can’t tell where a sentence starts and when it ends, I’m not going to interact with you. I’m talking super stylized and extreme forms of purple prose (unless a character is like that, then it’s fine. An example would be L.ing from AK and the way she talks is fine with me). I don’t want to do gymnastics trying to figure out your post.

You write with really tiny icons or SUPER tiny text. I’m talking this text. I have a hard time reading it in paragraph form because of my bad eyesight. Small is the best I can do. 

Super tiny icons is a pet peeve because, again, I have bad eyesight. If I can’t see the icon, then why use it? Smallest I’m able to do is uh, mAYBE 70x70 or 65x65 but that’s it. Anything smaller and I’m just, wh-- what am I seeing???? And that’s without a bunch of filters and effects. As a graphic designer, I want my things to be seen, not covered. So if I can’t see your muse reacting I’m gonna keep my distance. I shouldn’t have to hop on mobile or smth to see what expression you’re using.

2-5 THINGS THAT WILL LEAD TO INSTANT (SOFT)BLOCKING

Lack of respect. I’m not here to be a bootycall and I’m not here to just please you as you want. This also goes for others, and if you constantly cross boundaries, I’m out. 

Constantly vauging how you’re not getting interactions while not putting in any effort. People make starter calls, have interest checkers, and offer multiple ways to get interactions. Hit them up! Go outside of your comfort zone! You can’t stand by the water’s edge and expect the waves part around you while you want to jump in. You have to move yourself.

You bash on my muses or the muses that I’m having threads with. Don’t project your feelings if the muse you’re writing doesn’t feel that way. If you don’t like a muse or a ship, filter it. Blacklist it. Your dash and how it flows is up to you.

2-5 THINGS THAT LEAD ME TO UNFOLLOW / SOFTBLOCK A MUTUAL / SOMEONE I INTERACT WITH

Stealing or using my OCs and ship dynamics as your own. The stealing is self-explanatory, but will also come with a message. The other is using my OCs as inspo for your own without talking to me about it. Not going to lie, it fucking sucks.

Forcing a ship onto me. Done. I’m tired of people seeing me as a booty call for their muses and not wanting to do other things other than smut or fluff. I love building dynamics. Don’t shove a ship down my throat that I’m not interested in. Don’t “uwu they’re so cute together!!! I wanna write it with you!!! Carrie give me this ship because-” well you see where my ire comes from and why I’d softblock. 

IN ADDITION: If you force a ship because you don’t like seeing my muse interact with another, and we’re developing a ship. I don’t think I have to explain why this grinds my gears but I can explain if needed.

IN ADDITOIN: If you whine, complain, or come up to me saying “I hope you’re having fun with ___.. Hope things go well” OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. Bye. That’s guilt tripping and I’m giving you the boot. It’s fucking rude.

I’m a tolerant person, but if you treat your rp blog like a personal, I’m gonna leave. If you’re going through a tough time and just need somewhere to vent, that’s fine. But if you don’t rp and are doing ooc after ooc post, that’s it for me. 

Writing certain ships I’m not a fan and spamming it on the dash. One such example is Doctor x Amiya from Arknights, or Kaeya x Diluc from Genshin Impact. I will never write them nor support them. Unless you’re someone I’m super close with, I’ll softblock. If you’re someone I’m close with, I’ll black list it for my own comfort.

You try to start shit with a friend because you don’t want me to talk to anyone else. Do not. Do that. To me. I’ve had it happen before (with a close friend back in my Ma.gi days) and let me tell you. No. That’s not cool and especially if I don’t know you, that’s creepy.

2-5 REASON YOU DON’T FOLLOW (BACK) SOMEONE

I don’t know your muse, our styles wouldn’t click, or I’m not a fan of a lot of the content you post. I like to keep my dash clean with people I know and those I can see myself writing with.

I know you from before and you’re someone I haven’t had good interactions with. There are some people I don’t want to find me or some people I’m, frankly, scared of coming across again. Rather not put myself into a bad spot and be scared to come here, y’know?

I didn’t see you follow since I don’t check my followers often. I’m not here for numbers and you may need to poke me in some fashion to get my attention.

tagged by: @pseudomonarkaerenea​ tagging: @duunswitch​ @pulseofthestars​

[vremyanoi]

Being Exusiai is suffering, because Mostima speicfically distances herself and wants to keep the red-haired safe. She gotta go every single time. :)

[skialue]

When i think about Diluc and his possible struggle with all the expectations he has to meet i get really.. sad

He's the only son of the biggest man in Mondstadt, he's a noble from a wealthy and respected family. This is what i used to think of him, just a rich white man, but my man has always been his daddy's good boy, and he were always expected to behave like that.

I mean, did he REALLY want to be one of the Knight of Favonius? Did he really wanted a vision to himself and become the youngest capitan in KoF??? Hell, I'm sure he didn't want to work in the wine family business.

His father just forced his 10(?) years old son into living his own dream;; he made a kid bear the weight of responsibilities of an adult, like??? wtf????? And for what? 😭

You'd think that his father's death would lessen the weight of expectations and responsibilities but nO, IT MADE IT WORSE. SO. MUCH. WORSE!!

Let's list down what Diluc was hit with on his birthday,

First, he literally had to kill his own father to end his suffering and had to live with idea that with all the training he had to go through just to prove to his father how he's a good boy he was still not enough, and his father paid for it.

Second, he had to figure out wtf happened, what caused that attack, WHAT is a delusion, and how the fuck did his father has in possession one of the infamous FATUI's top secret weapons?? What was his kind father's connection to the fatui????

Third, he had to deal with KoF's betrayal, an organisation that he spent half of his life being part of, the other half was training to get into it.

Forth, his being the only heir to the Ravinder and to his family business now the eyes of all the hungry wolves of Mondstadt, and possibly all of tayvet, is on him. Waiting for sink their teeth hoping they'll gain something.

Fifth, sigh... Kaeya's secret reveal. After all their in-game and in the manga interactions, i highly doubt there's a bad blood between them. However, kaeya was still the straw that broke the camel's back, but it wasn't really a straw it was as heavy as Zhongli's meteorite.

My man kaeya really just told diluc on the day of his father's death that a monstrous organisation is trying to end the world and he was supposed to be a spy for them and that there's a possible connection between the fatui and the abyss order adding to his very long list of responsibilities on his shoulder as the uncrowned king of Mondstadt, even if that wasn't necessary kaeya's intentions.

No wonder our son is depressed af man;;

He escaped from everything for three years, maybe these years gave him clarity, made him SEE how he has always been a trophy kid to his father, how he grew to be how everyone wanted him to be, not allowing him to even think of what he wants to do.

We see him smile that cute smile in the manga, but now i wonder if he was truly happy or was he pretending to be happy for everyone else's sake?

[catch-the-wind]

when reader is sick hc's

finally posting writing here so true

n e ways okay so i’m brainrotting about the genshin charas taking care of their s/o’s when they’re sick 🥺 and now i'm feeling sick, sigh

ohm and sulien ambros belong to @teyvattherapist! they're such good chara's, i know i'm writing them here but i deffo recommend reading up on them

okay here u go, have some hc's that are kinda sorta long and by that i mean 2.5k- i haven't proofread this bc it's 4am and im going to BED but if i write for any other chara's i'll post a second part <3 mwah

tags: gn!reader, diluc x reader, kaeya x reader, jean x reader, lisa x reader, albedo x reader, dainsleif x reader, tartaglia x reader, ohm ambros x reader, sulien ambros x reader, soft bean hours

diluc

is not working or traveling when his partner is sick

absolutely makes them soup and hot tea and drinks

he’s trying to make them food but he’s not the best cook so he’s asking adelinde for help

absolutely asks jean, barbara, and ohm for help while his partner is sleeping but he’s so awkward LMAO

was absolutely frantic the first day he found out his partner was sick tho, he made them come over to the winery so they could sleep there and he can take care of them <3

absolutely lied about what room was his so they slept in his bed

“hmm this guest room is so furnished diluc are all your rooms like this” and no, no they are not, this room is his, bestie

diluc slept on a sofa in his bedroom and did work on the table that was supposed to be for flowers. kinda stressed over abyss order locations but was more worried ab his partner being okay so he was distracted

he just put the flowers on his nightstand for his partner to see when they woke up <3

gives his partner forehead kisses because they won’t let him kiss them on the lips and he gives them the gentlest cheek kisses while they sleep

also gives his partner his clothes to wear <3

cuddles them and reads to them when they’re awake and TEMPLE KISSES OH MY GOD

kaeya comes over because he’s worried his brother and his brother’s s/o haven’t been seen in a little while

n e way, diluc gets sick after his partner gets better and they nursed each other back to health

kaeya

like diluc, he took off work so he could take care of his s/o i,mediately after he found out they were sick

wouldn’t force them to stay at his place tho, he’d probably let them recover in their own place

but he might make them go to the kof hq or the cathedral just so they can be taken care of by a proper healer

he absolutely soothes their fevers and stuff w cryo and also the man can heal himself w his elem skill ofc he can fix someone if he tries hard enough <3

he gives kisses no matter how much his partner says not to but he’ll also give them butterfly kisses so it’s soft moments too~ sigh, ur too cute alberich

asks ohm and barbara and albedo and lisa for potions and such to help his partner feel better but he’s really lowkey so he doesn’t seem SUPER worried

he just hates seeing his partner not feeling so well </3

refreshes his partner’s vase of flowers at their bedside every day

brings home work so he can watch over his partner. he can’t cook super well either so he asks for help and brings stuff home from good hunter too

jean was okay to let kaeya off of work and diluc would never admit it (man practically swore everyone to secrecy smh) but he helped take up some of kaeya’s duties in his stead

and kae, the alcoholic, didn’t even drink while his partner was sick bc he was lowkey worried they would need his help w smth and he didn’t want to be drunk just in case <3

many cuddles despite protests of getting him sick <3

jean

absolutely uses her healer skills to make her partner feel better

panicked when they were still sick and thought it was her fault </3 she asked barbara and ohm for help and they just told jean to relax a bit bc her partner was sick and it wasn’t going to be a quick fix

wanted to take off work but didn’t, so she just brought her work with her

kaeya and ohm very kindly took up her other duties where she had to leave so she could be w her partner

her partner is staying in the kof hq where they get access to ohm and barbara comes to visit <3 but also so that jean can sleep comfortably enough close by bc you cannot tell me this woman does not sometimes sleep in her office or the library and barely makes it to the kof dormitories sometimes

she’s so worried the entire time, she’s probably got a few gray hairs and a new frown line smh

she has clothes that aren’t her work clothes???? it’s so foreign seeing her in stuff like pajamas. you didn’t even know jean owned pajamas

jean sets them up in her bed at home (yeah she has a place outside of the kof hq??? it’s surprising) but it’s a big bed so they can rest and she’ll have the lamp on her side on while she sits up and does work

absolutely dotes on them. she’s good at making foods that make them feel better, she’s just a good healer that way <3

albedo, klee, venti, kaeya, lisa, and ohm all come over to check on jean and co and make sure everyone is doing okay <3 lots of food brought

if jean was asked to sing to her partner normally, she probably wouldn’t bc she’d probably get embarrassed but i think she probably sounds v good and venti would give her his lyre to try out a musical instrument too. but also she’d read to her partner and they’d probably fall asleep together uwu

lisa

works part time hours at the library so she can go visit her s/o

probably asks them to stay at the kof hq for easier access to medical assistance and plus she’s almost always there

“cutie” but worried and very 🥺 (pleading emoji)

makes soup and potions and reads to her partner until they fall asleep

also super playful omg she’s still got a smile on and is full of affection while she walks her fingers up her partner’s arm to their face so she can cup their cheek

she’ll make her partner laugh and smile and blush even when they’re sick, but she makes them laugh until they cough sometimes and immediately feels so bad

jean, barbara, kaeya, albedo and ohm all come to visit with different foods and soups and medicines and such

klee comes knocking and gives lisa some good fisherman’s toast and asks lisa’s s/o if they want to hug dodoco b/c that always makes klee feel better

purple roses galore, lisa has them in her partner’s room and they’ve got a potion to make the. uh. sniffer? to make the sniffer feel better. don’t ask me how, idk but she would find a way to make them physically feel better with flowers

reads to her partner ofc, and she tells them stories ab her own life and time at sumeru sans the crazies

worried looks when her s/o is sleeping but also the softest smiles when they wake up pls-

albedo

cutest lil frown on his face when he finds out his partner is sick

immediately they are taken home and he’s testing to confirm what’s wrong w them and what he can do to speed up their recovery

he’s more distracted than usual at work but he’s coming over to your place all the time w what paperwork he can do

also sketches his partner while they don’t know. he’s got lots of beautiful candids of his partner sleeping, looking out the window, falling asleep, reading, even drinking water. he’s made the most mundane things look captivating

kaeya and ohm come to check on albedo when he doesn’t show up for work after a few days and it’s bc he’s taking care of his s/o with food and soup and alchemical potions and shit. and when kae and ohm come in, they find his partner opening the door wrapped in a blanket while albedo is asleep cuddling the pillow they left bc he stayed up the night before making soup and reading to them

klee has camped out on his partner’s couch, she helps w the cooking too~ she absolutely lets them hug dodoco and gives them a treasure to feel better too LOL

many kisses from klee and albedo, and they also go out to get treats for albedo’s partner too

domestic albedo cooking in his partner’s kitchen and for once it isn’t some alchemical potion that he might blow up the stove with

tartaglia

takes off work entirely but BOY OH BOY is he stir crazy smh

brings his partner to his apartment to rest <3

he’s so worried ab his s/o that he makes all the sick ppl food the first day, orders from wanmin restaurant when his partner wants smth different, and also gets toys and such to entertain them otherwise

also reads to his partner but, again, he gets stir crazy after a while

absolutely does workouts and katas in the living room and phew shirtless tartaglia working out? gets the heart rate up for sure ahem

rushes to his partner tho omg- need soup? water? a trip to the bathroom? another blanket? he goes to them the MOMENT he hears them moving around. absolutely dotes on them <3

his family knows ab his partner and he’s probably written letters ab them being sick~ his family sent snezhnayan herbs and flowers and medicines and such

zhongli comes around because he wants sugar daddy!tartaglia with tea and medicine from bubu pharmacy. hu tao is in tow with well wishes and a “hope i don’t find you at work!” which is. a little worrying because aren’t you just a little sick-

many kisses from tartaglia because he is Needy and he’ll absolutely get sick from cuddling his partner while they sleep

also he’ll probably just like. envelop his partner while they sleep. they’re all cuddled into him and he’s actually so warm it’s nice bc they’re cold w a fever and he’s living for comforting them

he’s so worried tho, he’s got the frowny face and he’s so adorable but he just doesn’t want his partner to feel sick

dainsleif

the man camps in ruins, he’s going to his partner’s house smh

he doesn’t go into the church either LOL so expect him in his partner’s home making dinner and doing their grocery shopping thanks

he would get ohm and barbara to come over tho <3 “fix them please” but also “how can i fix them”

is so dead set on making sure his partner takes their medicine at the right times, he’s so soft for them and them alone

cooks soup and old recipes he barely remembers from khaenri’ah. he doesn’t really get sick, so he doesn’t remember these ones too clearly. deffo brings back old memories he’d long forgotten

reads to his partner and tells them old stories of how the world used to be, his travels, gives them the gossip on a certain khaenri’ahn but doesn’t give away the name

ohm comes over with medicine and lollipops bc dain is so unlikely to go to the cathedral to get barbara smh

but also dain, so self-sufficient, is unlikely to want to ask for help, so ohm just goes to help anyway

dain with the old khaenri’ahn lullabies and tucking his partner into his arms and singing quietly while he holds them and rocks them to sleep

dain is immortal, he’s giving his partner kisses bc “i’m immortal, ofc i won’t get sick”

he got sick

but his s/o nursed him back to health and then there were smooches the end

ohm ambros

the doctor with his ill lover oh my god

he’s frowny, he’s taking care of his partner at his home in springvale and his home clinic is open to everyone else. but everyone knows his partner is the first priority LOL

kaeya and albedo come over to see if ohm is okay or if his house needs to be checked up on. they’re wondering if he went on a last-minute expedition to sumeru and didnt tell them

diluc comes over too, he’s just checking up on his best friend but he’s also stealing a cherry lollipop smh. he heard from kae that ohm’s partner is sick tho, so he brings some soup and good food over from adelinde. he also brings some of his own specialty food tho, the once upon a time in mondstadt <3

sulien sending letters to his big brother to see if his brother’s s/o is okay

ohm is also just super protective of his partner, there are not many people who come into his life who he loves and lets in in the first place. he’s absolutely trying to heal them with his own vitality, so their recovery is much shorter than initially expected

barbara also comes over w jean to check up on ohm and co, complete w a goody basket of soup, a teddy bear, flowers, and books

ohm reading to his partner <3 he’s got such a soothing voice even if his accent is wack LMAO. he’s reading stories and even his paperwork because just his presence is comforting

he puts his hands on his partner’s forehead to soothe the fever goodbye

ohm will not sing for his s/o simply bc he doesn’t think he sounds v good. and he probably doesn’t but it would be so cute to hear him try and please ohm? 🥺

n e way i want smooches idc if i’m sick KISS ME OHM AMBROS

sulien ambros

when he finds out his partner is sick, the man blinks like twice and then suggests so calmly that they go to his apartment in liyue

man does not sleep normally, he’s just going to nurse his partner back to health and read during their recovery. fruit tart can cover his duties for him <3

sulien cooks for his partner tho, he’s making soup and stuff and getting medicine from bubu’s pharmacy. he’s also picking up books on the way home but some of them are to be read to his partner so it’s okay-

like tartaglia, sulien works out while his partner rests and goes to them if he hears them moving around. he’s reading to his partner and not so frowny, but the slightest furrow of this man’s brow is already such a big expression of his concern <3

sends letters to ohm asking for advice ab how to help his partner feel better. ohm just sends a letter back with “i’m coming” and shows up within the day LMAO

reads to his partner, and the monotony of his voice is soothing and lulls them to sleep. he just looks at them affectionately (well affectionate for him) and presses a kiss to their forehead before finishing the story on his own and in his head

tartagalicious comes over and brings food, flowers and a teddy bear with some of sandrone’s paperwork but he sends a smile to sulien’s partner with some well wishes

scara comes over too just to visit and check to see where sandrone is, but scara is a grumpy bean so he just says “feel better” all brooding and like it’s a command to one of the fatui subordinates LOL

sulien like ohm uses his cold hands to soothe his partner’s fever and also gives them forehead kisses <3

Edit: a link to part 2

[deathsbestgirl]

have you ever written about irresistible specifically about scully's reaction to how gruesome the crimes are despite being a medical doctor? idk i'm just curious about your thoughts

no i don't think i've written about it, and forgive me because i haven't watched in a little while. but there are two posts i think about all the time.

i think @cosmicouroboros really nailed it here

and i think about kae's post on mulder's vs scully's reactions to cases involving violence against women here

like i think about these all the times and i just don't think i can say it better. irresistible is one of my favorites for so many reasons. i always love episodes that put the characters in scary, heart wrenching, painful situations. this one was hard for scully before pfaster ran her off the road & kidnapped her. she's so deeply disturbed by the desecration of the dead when they've been laid to rest. scully has an intimate relationship with death, and with victims. she does what she does to speak for the dead & seek justice. to protect others from the same fate. she does autopsies to honor them, and pfaster does it to take trophies & defile them. with a deep, twisted hatred for women. she understands cutting into dead people, but she can't fathom ever doing it for cruel, evil reasons.

i don't think scully wants to understand it like mulder does. (but sometimes she's forced to consider it, like in unruhe & orison.) in many ways, she already does. some of them may think they're doing it for "good" reasons, some of them may be deeply damaged from abuse & trauma, some of them are just like that. there are so many people with trauma who don't do these cruel things, a number (hopefully) far outweighing the number who do.

i think a huge reason scully was so drawn to mulder is because he loves the world, he wants better for everyone. and she does too. he's the first person to show her how to give that love in a way she understands, that she feels is important. i think it's a core part of their beings, wherever it comes from.

beyond that, i love irresistible for all the sides of scully we see. she goes to therapy because she's struggling with the case. she hasn't recovered from her abduction because nothing has been resolved. she doesn't want mulder to worry, so she thinks there's reason for him to worry & she doesn't want to burden him. she wants him to see her as capable (which she always does, but she's a woman in a male dominated field. mulder may not be like other men, but she can't just break down those defenses. it takes her years and i feel like we don't really see it until the revival.) duane barry may be dead, but whoever took her is still out there and she's yet to learn all the consequences. scully pushed on. she wants to do her job and this is the first case that really bothered her. when she talks in second person about herself and karen kosseff brings it to her attention, we see a level of self awareness & understanding of the human psyche that i just love. that's not her field, if she studied any psychology it would have been the basics. but scully absorbs everything. her mind may not be the same kind of steel trap as mulder's but she incorporates all information into her worldview and understanding of people. (at least when there's enough evidence & science to back it up, and even when she isn't sure about it, like with melissa in tfwid, she acts as if it is. scully isn't always open minded but she is compassionate. she could see how melissa was struggling and i believe she really didn't want to make things worse for her.)

like i think about the way she followed mulder because of his passion & compassion, because he was so sure the truth was out there & he was determined to find it, because she could see his drive & how he'd never give up. how in conduit, she tells him to stop looking for his sister (because no one ever has) and she follows him when he can't/won't stop, and she listens to his regression tapes. scully never forgets this, and until his mother does, she never tries to tell him to stop again. and she's the one who solves her abduction, as much as she could. and then i think about when skinner tells scully they won't be investigating her sister's murder anymore, it's gone cold. and she goes into that basement and mulder has dug up a case that everyone else is ignoring, people who need help & aren't getting it. she's constantly amazed by him.

their work is why she keeps going, despite how personal it becomes, how it has hurt her. scully understands it isn't the fault of the job, or mulder, or her choices. it's these terrible, awful men committing the most heinous crimes against women & children & people. she can't sit idly by knowing what she knows.

scully is just. one of my favorite characters. she's so open & light in the beginning. i don't think she's ever been open to just anyone, but with mulder, she shares little pieces that first year, and she won't let go of him when they're separated. mulder has always been special to her. after her abduction, things change. she changes. she softens in a different way, and we see how things actually hurt her. i love the sensitivity she harbors, that she doesn't let just anyone see. (i think the only times we see her fall apart are in irresistible, milagro, without, this is not happening/deadalive and the truth. at least in front of someone.)

anyway. this became more about scully in general. but genuinely, those two posts say the most important things.

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

SEASON 3 EP 7

THIS IS A PIGSY EP I KNOW IT IS I’M ALREADY SOBBING ABOUT IT KAI SAND SAYS ITS GOOD I’M HOLDIN GHIM SO GENTLE PIGSY BELOVED I CAN’T WAIT I’M SO EXCITED I JUST WANNA HOLD HIM HE SO GOOD DADSY HOURS FR FR 

I’m sleepy rn so this is gonna be a soft freak out episode because I’m also feeling very very soft over Pigsy rn bG;LKAWMFOE

WHY IS THE INTRO SO FREAKING PRETTY 

WHY IS IT SO SEROTONIN 

SCREAMS 

;-; family campfire 

IBURNT MARSHAMALLOW WUKONG REAL

HE’S SO EXCITED ABOUT THE MARSHMALLOW PLEASE I’M GONNA CRY THANKS THAT’S HIS SECOND FAVOURITE FOOD NOW I WILL NOT BE TAKING CRITICISM 

I WILL GIVE HIM ALL THE MARSHMALLOWS

SANDY BELOVED NAPPING 

TANG STILL INSPECTING THE RING AND HOW IT WORKS 

WUKONGBDFL;KAE

THAT’S SUCH A DAD SIT

TAHT’S SUCH A DAD CHAIR I’M CRYINGBDSF;LMAWFEO 

MANS EATING REAL FOOD

well kinda real food

MANS EATING REAL SUGAR AND NOT HAIR FOOOOD BG;LSKDMF;AOWEF 

“Judgy much” 

Mk an artist, bashing whatever artist drew this nonsense— G;LKAMFAWEF 

“WHAT THE BRICK IS THIS SUUPPOSED TO BE—“ 

DBK AND WUKONG BOTH SIT LIKE THAT AND FOR WHAT

FATHERS

A COMPLETE DAD 

AW

AW PIGSY HAS A SHOW HE LIKES

PLS 

I’M SOBBING 

I LOVE HIM 

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE’S SO HAPPY 

THIS IS SOMETING THAT HE LIKES

HE DESERVES SOMETHING THAT HE LIKES I’M SOBBING 

Mei and Mk: *lose their minds over something * Pigsy: uh…. 

Pigsy: *looses his mind about something* 

Mei and Mk: uhhh… 

They’re so silly B;LKAMWEF;OAWEF

OH HEY IT’S RIGHT THERE BGLSDKMF;AEW

I love her 

I love her so much 

PIGSY TAKING NOTES

BELOVED

MK

MK PLS

HE’S TRYING SO HARD

LAST TIME HE SAID SPACE

NOW HE’S SAYING CELESTIAL REALM I’M SOBBING 

I’M OSBBING FR 

LOOK AT THEM 

LOOK AT THEM I’M CRYING

THEY’RE BOTH SO EXCITED

SO BELOVED 

I’m crying fr fr they’re so lovely n wonderful n I’m sobbing i love this episode so much already pls 

Sun

Wukong

where did you get the peach chips

i swear

i swear it’s his hair

i’m sobbingbG;KLAMWEF

THE

THE CHIP THING

BSSDSDJHOOOOO 

I’M CRYING

HE’S 

HE’S SO SILLY I LOVE HIM 

HE’S SO WONDERFUL

HE’S EVERYTHING TO MEBG;LDSMF;OAGAWEF

THE LI’LL CHIP 

CRYING 

I’M FINE

I’m fine ;-; 

he says to believe in urself a lot but I think that’s the first time he’s ever said (while indirectly) “I believe in you” his confidence in Mk really is unshakable for a lot of stuff huh. Makes it hurt all the more that he knows he can’t handle LBD by himself and is probably gonna try and snathc the rings and run to defeat her himself probably hahahahaAHAHAHHAHA 

WUKONG DAD FR THO LET ME ENJOY THIS 

“chop chop, don’t think just feeeeel it” 

HE’S SO STUPID AND SILLY AND I LOVE HIM 

HE’S GO WITH UR GUT INPULSIVE ALL THE WAY EVEN NOW WHEN HE’S TRYING TO PUT ON THAT HERO PERSONA HE REALLY IS STILL JUST LIKE THAT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 

MANS TRYING 

Sandy passed out in the van 

HEY??? HE CAN LEVITATE STUFF??? 

MK??? 

NMGBDSFM;AWEF MEI MEI PLS BGSDL;KMFAWOE 

h

SHRUNK I GUESS 

TANG SOUND SLIKE HE’S WRITING A NATURE DOCUMENTARY BGSDKMOAWEF 

ohhh

ohhhhhh ;A; 

HIS VOICE IS SO SOMFT WHEN HE TELLS HIM NOT TO WORRY ABOUT IT. usually he’s really loud n bright and forcibly brushing it off but he said that so soft right there n genuine 

Monkey king seems so comfortable rn, not like, laid back, or forcibly lazy but genuinely comfortable and relaxed with them i’m going to sob my eyes out i’m gonna cry y’all fr 

hOLY CRAP

THE EFFORTLESSNESS 

I’m holding Monkey King and my analysis post about the way he teaches so gently. He doesn’t stress him, doesn’t push him, just lets him try, and then says “you did good, it’s okay if it didn’t work this time, I believe in you I know you’ll get it, and until you do, don’t worry about it, i got it” and catches him and handles thing until he’s ready to step up himself 

I’M CRYING 

that whole moment was just literally my analysis post this show’s writers are so good i’m gonna sob 

mans really did just build a rocket huh 

I’m not over Monkey King’s teaching style actually y’all, when he’s not trying to pretend to be perfect and under control he is such a good mentor and his teaching style is exactly what Mk needs to flourish I’m sobbing on the floor 

Like, there’s a lot of mentor type figures who like, step in and don’t let their students handle things, but Monkey King lets Mk try, and if he needs him he’s there but if not, he lets him handle it. I’m just ;A; And MK’s never hurt about him stepping in when he needs it i’m just SOBBING ABOTU THIS RN SOBBING SO LOUD 

ALSO GB;SLDKFMAWOE SANDY SMOL SMOL SANDY 

TANG AND MEI SOBBING BGLDKMAWEFO 

SOBBING SO LOUDLY MYSELF SO I GET THAT BGKSMOWAEF 

THIS FRAMMMMMEEEE

I PUASED IT I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT MK RESPONDS YET I’M JUST SOBBING AT THE FRAME OF MK AND HIS DADS I’M CRYING ON THE FLOOR WITH TANG AND MEI BUT FOR A TOTALLY DIFFERENT REASON RN YUP YUP 

HGHSLDKGBA;LEWMF;OAWIEGHOAI;WEJFAGAEFM;OAWMFI 

“you know what…” 

Mei: :D ? 

“We will have fun.” 

i LOVE HIM SO MUCHGBDS;FSA;OAWEIFGHAOIWEF

THE WAY PIGSY LOOKED SO STARTLED

MK GETS A TRIP WITH HIS DAD’S I LOVE THIS. 

THIS IS EVERYTHING I WANT I’M HODLING THEM ALL SO GENTLY PLS PLS PLSSSS ;A; 

MEIGBBDSL;FMAWOE

MEI 

“Okay. I’m over it” BG;LKAWMFAOWE SHE RECOVERS FAST I AM CRYIGNSB;FLAMOWEF 

the THE LI’LL DOODLE ON THE SIDE OF THE CONTROL CONSOL 

YOU BET MONKEY KING DREW THAT THAT’S HIS STYLE PLEASE I’M CRYING

HIM PUSHING BUTTONS

YOUR HONOUR THAT’S A MONKEY 

THE LI’LL TONGUE STICKY OUT

I’M SOBBIGNSDLFMWAEF 

HE IS MONKEY I LOVE HIM 

HE’S SO SCRUNGLY

HE’S SO SILLY 

I LOVE HIM

PIGSY BUCKLING UP

BUT NOT GETTING OUT OF THE ROCKET

HESBG;LSDKFMAO;HWAE

I’M CRYING

MONKEY KING’S SO BRIGHT N HAPPY ABOUT IT TO HE’S EXCITEDBG;LSKDFMA;WEO

THIS WHOLE EP JUST FEELS LIKE DAD IN TRAINING AU AND I’M SOBBING ABOUT IT THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT I’M CRYING SO HARD BGLKSAFMA;WEF 

“whats’ that button do?” 

I’M SOBBING 

CRYING

ON THE FLOOR 

OH WOW

THEY CAN SEE LBD FROM THERE WOW 

AAAAN DTHEY CRASH 

Y’KNOW THEY GOTH THEREPRETTY FAST 

HE’S SO STUPIDDDD PLSSSSSS

HE FEELS CLOSER TO THAT JTTW VERSION OF MONKEY KING WE SAW IN EP 5, LIKE HE’S LOOSENED UP, HE’S CALMED DOWN, HE SEEMS HAPPIER AND CHILLER AND JUST YEAH I’M CRYING??? 

SOBBING CRYING

BONDING EXPERIENCES WITH TANG AND PIGSY IN THE VAN AFTER THE AMNISIA EPISODE I’VE DECIDED THAT HAPPENED THANKS 

THEY’RE SO SCRUNGLY I’M CRYING 

I LOVE HOW HAPPY PIGS IS 

“Remember, in and out, nO DISTRACTIONS” THAT COMIGNJ FROM YOU MK IS HILARIOUS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 

THIS IS PIGSY’S DREAM N HE HAS TO BREEZE PAST IT GBLSKDFMAWOE

MK’S SO DETERMINED 

GBDFAWM;OFE THE WAY MONKEY KING IS JUST SO CHILL BEHIND THEM 

MK BEING OCNCEREND ABOUT HIM 

“DORKY MORTALS”

TAHT LI’LL SMILE OH MY GSHNFNDSLFGBAMA;WE

CRYING SOBBING SOBS 

AH

SENTINAL BUNNY ROBOT 

HELLO?????? 

Giant crushing type rabbit robot 

Monkey King: AWW A BABY 

wait why don’ they need space suits anymore—BG;LSAFMAWOE

Wukong -_- 

Mk >:( 

Pigsy :D 

That’s the whole episode i’m calling it now 

the fact that Mk’s looking for the ring in the cupboards when he saw it on the wall is so very Mk and  iove him—MONKEY KING THEMED CEREAL??? BNGS;LDKFM;OWAE

MONKEY KING PICTURE TAPED ON THE FRIGE I’M WHEEZINGBSDL;FMAWE

SHE AHS MONKEY KING MERCH I’M CRUYINGBDFL;KFMAEW

PIGSY’S SO HAPPY ABOU TTHIS 

Mk, looking everywhere except the spot he first saw it for the ring

… me when looking for my glasses 

GOSH I LOVE THIS EP SO MUCH IT’S SUCH GOOD VIBES RN 

MK AND PIGSY? 

FATHER AND SON. 

DID HE JUST GRAB IT WITH HIS TEETHGGNLFKMAWOEFAEW

WUKONG CROSSED LEGS CHILLIN IN A CHAIR

HE REALLY IS JUST SO UNRUSHED 

GHDFLKAJWE;FAWE

HE REALLY JUST SAID THAT LIKE AN RAIDIO HOST IN THE FIFITIES I’M SVB;KDSM;FAOGHOAIWFMOGHO;WEF

Monkey King is so chill rn and it’s not even like, forced chill or pretending not to be concerned it’s literally he’s so relaxed??? I’M HOLDING HIM SO GENTLY 

BUNNY ROBOT 

MONKEY KING’S FACE WHEN HE’S ON THE FLOOR IN THE CHAIR IS BGSLDKFM;GHAWIOFMWEF HE HASN’T EVEN MOVED

PIGSY FACEFIRST ON THE GROUDNGBL;SDFKAMOWEF

MK FORGETING HE HAS GOLD VISION ACTUALLY HAS VIBES OF FORGETTING U HAVE GLASSES 

WUKONG STILL ON THE FLOOR HE HASN’T EVEN TRIED TO MOVE YET BGDSALK;FM;AWOEF 

MK’S SPEED

OH MY GODSBGSAD;LKFAWE PLEASE MK MK PLEASE BUDDY MK MK NGSALDK;FMAWOE HE REALLY JUST GRABBED THEM AND SHOVED THEM BOTH IN THERE HUH 

The fact that Monkey King is just letting Mk pick him up and shove him down there is so funny to mebGAKWMEF 

MK PLUGGING HIS NOSE AND HOLDING HIS BREATH GBSDL;KFMAWE

AH

INTO A ROOM OF A BUNCH OF THEM I FEEL LIKE THAT’S CONCERNGNKDSMFOAWEF

 “aw crud” I LOVE HIM SO MUCH BGSDFM;AOWE 

AW MAN THEY’RE GETTING—OH SPACE SUITS BACK ON THAT WAS FASTBGL;KSDG;ABAOWFMNWE

MONKEY KING PLEASE

HE’S SO SILLY I LVE HIM SO MUCH 

NERFED BY CUTE 

HE’S JUST SO ENAMOURED BY THE BUNNIE DEATH ROBOTSBGSLDK;FMAWOEF

Mk’s got this tho 

I love that tho cause it’s like Monkey King “you can’t do it, I catch you” to Mk “you can’t do it, I catch you” ;-; 

AND ALSO HIM TAKING THE CHANCE TO TRY AGAIN I’M SOBBIGNFB;LFAWE

AND JUST THE HEART TAIL  ON MONKEY KING RN 

CRYING 

LOOK AT HIM GOOOOOOOOO

THEY’RE TINY 

MONKEY KING PLSSSSSSS I’M CRYING HE’S SO SCRUNGLY 

CHANG’E

SHE ARRIVES 

THEIR DIFFERENT FACES

WHY DOES WUKONG LOOK LIKE, CONCERNED 

PIGSY REALLY IS JUST :D THIS EPISODE BGSKDFMOAWEF CRYING 

I’M SOBBING I’M SOBBING SHE’S 

SHE’S SHEEEEEE

SHE’S EXCITED TO MEET THEMMM

I was gonna as “why are you mad, you have a picture of swk on ur fridge dude” AND NOW IT MAKE SO MUCH SENSEBG;LKSMF;OWAEF

LOOK AT HER PHOONNEEE 

SHE’S SO LOVELY 

SHE GAVE MK BUNNY EARS FOR THE PHOTO BGL;DAMFAWE 

WUKONGS FACE WUKONGS FACE GBSD;LFM;AWOE HE’S JUST BGS;DLFMN;AOGHAEWF

IMMEDEATELY STARTS TO MAKE FACES IN THE PICTURESGLSKDFMAWE

MK IS SO PRETTY I LOVE HOW THEY’RE ANIMATING HIM IN THIS EPISODE I’M SOBBING 

HEY HELEMETBGKLMFAWE

PIGSY BEING SHOCKEDBGDSLFKMAWE

HE STRAIGHT UP DOESN’T NEED A SPACESUIT PLS I’M SOBBINGBF;LAWMEF

MK LOOKS SO TIRED 

Love how she still wants her thing back yes good bKMAWFE

MK YOU NEVER RETURN ANYTHING WHAT DO YOU MEANGNDSL;FKMAEWF

BGDSLFASDLFJ YOU CAN KEEP IT

UNEXPECTED TURN BUT WOOO 

THE BLUE ONE 

IT’S THE BLUE 

PIGSY

NO

YOU DIDN’T 

PIGSY

MK CHANNELING HIS INNER PIGSY 

YOUNG MAN

YOUNG MANGNL;DSKFMAOWE

MK JUST STRAIGHT UP SCOLDING ALL HIS PARENTALS I’M CRYINBFLKSMFAOWE

PIGSY WHYYYYY 

I’M

HE’S CRYING?? 

PIGSY???

oh

ohhhhhh

OH I’M SOBBING 

I’M CRYING I’M 

IT’S HIS FAMILY RECIPE THAT HE CHERISHES AND PROTECTS AND HE WATNED TOGBSDLFKMAWE

I’M SOBBING??? 

DON’T CRY MR.PIG 

I’M CRYING THAT’S WHO’S CRYING 

THE SOFTNESS BETWEEN CHANG’E AND PIGSY ACTUALLY IS EVERYTHING I’M CRYING I WANT THEM TO BE FRIENDS SO BAD I WANT THEM TO VIDEO CAHT AND COOK TOGETHER ON WEEKENDS I WANT THEM TO SHARE RECIPES AND HANG OUT 

YOU WATCH UR MOUTH YOUNG MAN 

HE ZIPS HIS MOUTH SHUT

HE MAKES THE MOTION OF ZIPPING HIS MOUTH SHUT 

PLS HANG OUT WITH HER, PLS, PLS SHE’S SO LOVELY AND WONDERFUL

HER AND SCORPION DEMON SHOULD HANG OUT YES YES 

SAVING THE WORLD CAN WAIT MK KEEP THE GODDESS COMPANY SHE’S HECKA LONELY 

Wukong just carefully facing away and peeking back over his shouldlerBGLKAMFWAE

AW AND NOW THYE’RE BACK 

AW POSITIVE REINFORCEMENT FROM MONKEY KING

AW MK PLS

SANDY STILL TINY BG;LKMF;AWOFE

PRIORITIES I’M CRYINGBSDFL;AM;WEF

AWWW

AWW PIGSY 

PIGSY 

I’M CRYING

HE LOOKS SO SOFT I’M CRYING 

HE GETS HUG

THE WAY WUKONG’S LOOKING AT THEM PLS PLS PLS I’M SOBBING GO JOIN THE HUG U STUPID MONKEY I’M CRHGNAS;FWE

MAN

mAN

that’s such comfort episode

that is

that is nothing but comfort 

(aside from that last zoom in on the rings) 

SUCH COMFORT I’M HOLDING THEM ALL SO FREAKING GENTLY AND SOBBING N CRYING AND FALLING FACEDOWN ON THE GROUND 

PIGSY’S FACE WHEN HE’S WATCHING HIMSELF AND CHANG’E ON TV 

HE JUST WANTED TO SHARE SOMETING OF HIMSELF BECAUSE IT’S SO IMPROTANT TO HIM AND 

I’M CRYING SO HARD RN 

yeah okay, top three fav eps its gotta be its so soft and lovely the greatest filler episode i’m holding Mk and his Dad’s so gently 

Okay, I’m gonna go back and screenshot every time Monkey King’s sitting in a chair in this ep now I’LL GET TO THE NEXT THREE UNDOUBTABLY EMOTIONALLY DEVASTATING EPISODES LATER THIS WEEK BG;SLDKFMAWOEF THANKS FOR READING GBSDL;FMA;WEOF 

[devilruin]

Being Eaten Alive

Pairing — yandere kaeya x afab reader

Warnings — explicit content, cunnilingus, unhealthy relationship, dub-con, mentions of religion, mentions of blood, gaslighting, mentions of bondage, mentions of physical abuse, degradation (whore)

Post Type — headcanon (single character)

Word Count — 1081

Author’s Comments — no one except my thirsty ass asked for this :)

like a priest on his knees;

He’s by no means a holy man; long gone is even the slightest of reverence for the divine. Instead, due to their unspoken crimes, there lies a hidden contempt for the exalted beings that call themselves gods.

Yet he seems to enjoy soaking in your liquid essence, for he appears every night to baptize himself with your moonlit figure.

Your tears are his holy water, a potion that seems to heal and cure him of his demons.

Your voice is his hymn, a sweet song that invokes love from his frozen heart.

And your body? Your body is his idol; he diligently worships it from the top of your head to the bottom of your feet.

He’s always nuzzling into the squishy, fleshy part of your thighs, hoping, praying that your heavenly scent permeates into his sinful being.

He loves you, or so he tells you. It’s hard to believe him when your legs have been shackled open, when most of your skin is bloody and bruised, and when your mind has been filled to the brim with him and only him.

It’s truly a beautiful mural, the large painting being the epitome of the artist’s skills. It must have taken years, no, maybe even decades to finish. From the way the wings of the pure white doves blend into the pale morning rays as they fly freely to the way the blue hues of the ocean become darker and darker as you look farther from shore, you could easily tell. This was a masterpiece.

It’s too bad the only times you’ve looked at it were times like these. With your bare back laid against the altar of the church, your thighs held open by an iron grip, and tears in your eyes, you looked like sin. Tempting, and oh so attractive, Kaeya would take delight in once again building you up just to break you down.

He’s not the type to follow your whims though, oh no, even if he sees you as a being much higher than him, he still wants to see you beg.

The rush of power over you, the feeling of domination, gives him such a big ego boost that there’s no way he’d ever give it up.

The way he knows just where to lick and suck to have your hips buck into his mouth, just when to pull away to make you whine, just how to move his tongue inside of your warm, wet walls to get you to clench hard around him, it’s exhilarating how adorable you become within the span of a few minutes.

He won’t stop either. Not until he’s had his full of your cute noises, and more often than not, you can’t take all of it. You can’t take the feeling of being pushed past the brink dozens of times over and end up a trembling, sweaty mess.

He pays no mind to whatever you manage to stutter out between sobs, for he knows that by the end, you’ll be so deep in the mixed bliss of pain and pleasure that you won’t bother pushing him away anymore.

He’ll thoroughly degrade you, yet make no mistake, this man practically worships the ground you walk on. It’s this strange blend of seeing you as this sacred, pure, naive being who he has to protect and wanting to be the one to defile you beyond repair.

“H-hngh! Kae-kaeya!”, his name was ripped from your throat before you even had the chance to realize that you were moaning. Was that pathetically squeaky voice you? Were these shamefully lewd noises really coming from your own mouth?

“A-ah! Too! Too m-much! Please, please, please! No, no more!” More useless, high-pitched pleas spilled from you, in the faint hope of being able to rest. But, of course, he ignored such cries, the squelching sound of his tongue moving in and out of your heat taking priority.

Letting out an unconscious gasp from the intense feeling of pleasure when Kaeya’s tongue brushed over a sensitive spot, Kaeya couldn’t help but flick his eyes up to your glowing form. With your eyes glazed over, mouth wide open, and back arched, he knew you were close. So close to snapping, so close to breaking, so close, oh so close, and yet, it never came. The familiar absence of his warm muscular organ made you squirm. Wanting to be free of this torturous cycle, you finally open your mouth wide and beg.

“Kae-ya! Kaeya! Please, please, please, I need…I need...”, really, it’s such a pitiful sound. Your weeping echoing over your words, creating this cacophony of noise; it’s a wonder he understood them at all.

Leaning down into the junction of your shoulder, Kaeya nips at the skin underneath his teeth. And just as quickly as the pain came, it left. Instead, there was a slimy, dripping sensation forming on the left side of your neck. Shaking at the sensation of having your sweat licked off so sensually, you would have failed to notice how close he was to you if it weren’t for the hot, breathy pants near your ear.

A chuckle came first. The deep sound reverberating in your ears as he turned his head towards you and sweetly taunted you, “You need what, sweetheart? Need my tongue deep inside your tiny, dripping cunt until you squirt? Need me to play with this swollen clit of yours until you cry? Need me to fuck you against the church’s stained glass so that everyone below can see just how much of a whore you are for me?”

How this man always manages to say such filthy words with such a light tone and a smile on his face, you’ll never know. All you know is the effect they have on you; tightly squeezed thighs, blown-open eyes, parted puffy lips, and a slight nod to his humiliatingly correct predictions.

“Please...I’m begging you, Kaeya. I need you to make a mess of me! Please stir up my slutty pussy with your long, hot tongue until I can’t think of anything other than you!”, at long last, he got what he wanted. Here you were, teary-eyed, begging him to devour you.  

With a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes and a quick murmur of “As you wish” leaving his lips, he moved lower again. Tasting every inch of your smoldering skin as he went down, you were sure that once again, it would be a long night.

© 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧 — 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝.

𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭, 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐞, 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤(𝐬) 𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐬. 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤(𝐬) 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐀𝐈 - 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐬 (𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨) 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠.

[iteration-rp]

28. BEGINNING

There was a sharp splitting sound.

There was nothing.

There was thrumming. You... You? Yes. You were here. Whatever that meant. Besides the thrumming that echoed through you, you couldn’t tell anything. No light, no sound, no temperature, no perception. Just you, whatever you were, in some void.

The thrumming hitched, and you finally felt something. You weren’t sure what. 

Clicking, whirring. You realize this is the first thing you’ve really heard since you... woke up? Was that what this was?

A few other senses filtered in. The presence of light. The presence of your own limbs. Memories flickered past, in pieces hard to hold onto. But it was all slowly pulling together. You were slowly pulling together. Your name, your thoughts, your being.

You sat up, slowly. You could move, then. That was good. And from the sounds around you it seemed you weren’t the only one.

One sound was different from the rest. Less mechanical. It came from a familiar face—with intact eyes again, no other bloodless gashes, and a wide grin on his face. He adjusted his blue-tinted sunglasses.

“Hey, gang,” he said—though some of you had to wait for a translator to make sense of it. “Not sure how long it’s gonna take to get you oriented, but you all seem awake enough for a few basics. I’m Katari Shimon—I’d say also known as Cole Kaes, but I’ve never used that name, just the other me. We’re currently in the back of a moving vehicle, so please keep your arms and legs inside at all times and don’t open any hatches. Your batteries should all be charged up for the long ride, so we can try and run some tests before figuring out exactly where we’re gonna send who in the end. I’m sure Amari gave you the whole spiel on that, so I won’t reiterate. I just wanna say...”

Hands in his pockets, he paused to look each of you in the eye—whether you could really look back or not. He smiled.

“Welcome to life.”

—

The game has been completed. A thread is available in the forum for any epilogue posts you’d like to make for your character. Even if your character’s AI died in-game, you may post something with the “original” if you’d like. 

Thank you for your participation!

[kaepopsicle]

一𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓

〄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈𝐃𝐊 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 *𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠* 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐎 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 <𝟑𝟑𝟑

𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐣𝐮𝐦𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐣𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐜 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝟓 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐙𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐨 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐭𝐬/𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬....

i won’t make this all sappy,,, just kidding I will. so I know this year has been tough. for everyone. but I’m so proud of you for making it this long! it’s over! of course the pain doesn’t stop just bc the year is over,, but you know now that you can get through it !! I’m happy you’re still here :) — I feel like us as human beings have grown so much (I know me personally) have definitely grown and found myself more,, realized what I love, stand for, support. I hope you all have too!! I met some amazing people in this app, not even going to lie these lovelies have made me feel so much more complete. and I’m blessed to have met them...

一@sarahbkwl ♥︎

im 100% going to cry,, Sarah bear.. I can’t even describe how much you mean to me, right off the bat we just connected, the compliment battles, the random memes, the group chat name changes, you just understood me, which is rare bc I never felt understood in my life, I always felt like the awkward weird kid. I had friends I guess but I don’t think they were actually my friends, but you. you’re my true friend. someone I know I’m going to be friends with for a long time. I can’t wait to be able to see you!! You just make life a little bit easier to live, your adorable smile and your contagious laugh; I can’t help but giggle when you send your cute random pictures;; not to mention you’re absolutely gorgeous !! like literally you’re so hot okay. jfc. ten needs to come wife you up before I do ;) anyway I know the past couple weeks have been hard for you, but I’m so proud of you 🥺 you’re so strong. Now this is way too long so Gerald ... peace ✌️

一@rr0zu ☾

my moon !!! you are probably the most intelligent and strong woman i have ever met, you have been through so much stress this year but you made it, bc I knew you would; you’re practically glowing my love. you’re not only beautiful on the outside but on the inside, your need to obtain justice for the less fortunate is just amazing,, we need more people like you ,, you already know how I feel, I looked outside the other day ; and the moon was out, it was the only thing shining in the night sky. which is how you are in others lives, you just shine and light them up, making everyone’s day. 🥺 this will get way too long if I don’t stop but I just love you so much

一@babyyangx2-again ❦

*sobs* my paper clip, omg remember when we first met? I was your 🌻anon ?? and I kept flirting with you bc I’m literally Johnny, anyway your writing is literally the best, you’re literally the best, you’re my bestie 🥺 I’m so lucky to have met you, you just make me so happy and laugh so hard, we’re so chaotic but so perfect for each other; I know I’m a little forgetful and clingy but I love you ,, you know I do; you’re so kind, even though you think you’re not ; you are babe. you do little things for people , you care so much about making others happy, and that right there is an absolutely amazing trait. you’re that euphoric breeze, we you step outside, the beautiful trees blowing; the gorgeous smell of the flowers, just that happy feeling, that’s what you make me feel like.

一@starrdustville ♡︎

my flower !!!!!!!!!! Ishdjskdk my gorgeous flower, the one flower that I would pick in the field bc it was the prettiest, I would keep it as a dry flower and leave it in my favorite poetry book. so that when i read it, I’ll always think of you, you make me so happy with your smile, and your giggle is the cutest thing I have ever heard in my entire life. you just know the right things to say,, you make the stormy nights part ways for the stars

一@himitsu-luna ❤︎

my sister!! you know I always wanted an older sister.. I always wanted someone to look up to and talk to about anything; someone I can fan girl with and talk about anything with, and you my love are that person. 🥺 you’re so sweet and soft, you have the most gentle of soul and artistic of eye, makes me feel so proud and happy to have the privilege of calling you my friend

一@tinystupidwitch ❣︎

YES MY HENDERY STAN FRIEND!!! you’re so strong bubs... you know that? I know your work is hard, you get little sleep, but the fact you have the ability to text me and make me laugh and feel all happy 🥺 I appreciate you more than words can describe,,

一@bbyyangiex2 シ

my little sister :( we may be the most absolute different human beings ,, but some how we make it work, you’re so adorably cute,, and I know you’re like “nO iM nOt ,,, NO YOU” SHUSH LET ME SAY THIS!! you’re so cute and so pretty! and you’re so smart and amazing and such a beautiful young cutie... you make me feel so proud watching you grow up 😭😭 I just love you so much okay

一@hangsxng ☺︎︎

MEIN DEUTSCH LIEBE !!! Huiieifhekdk I love you so much omg, like; your accent, your laugh, your eyes, you’re so beautiful and so unique and so just absolutely erstaunlich!!! I know we haven’t talked a ton recently buttttt you’re still always on my mind! ich habe mein Deutsch dafür geübt,,,, ich liebe dich so sehr, meine liebe <3 vergiss nie, wie erstaunlich du bist 😭

一@liudejuns ♔

ugh, mimi; you know you have the ability to make someone’s day the brightest? even after a horrible day seeing you text me and post I just get so happy, you’re so beautiful inside and out and I hope you know how Important you and how much you really deserve

一@johns-marshmallow ఌ

ANNIKAN SKYWALKER!!! Aka Johnika ,,, tehehehe I love you so much ,, that’s it.

haha just kidding ! you’re such a joy in people’s lives, you’re so funny, and you radiate main character energy!! Ksjsksk i know you have been feeling down and stressed but just know you’re so strong, you’re so brave, and you’re so intelligent! anything you do will be amazing, anything you choose will be terrific why? Bc you’re Annika! you’re just the star in the sky, and anyone would be lucky to call you their friend

to my beautiful moots — thank you guys for being there for me, I would love to get to know you all so much better ,, you guys are literally the sweetest and deserve the whole world! thank you thank you thank you! I hope your 2020 will be filled with so much happiness and love !!

@hanadolphieron @sush-iii @danishmiilk @henderyprince @yutaaaaaa @joh--pping @gowonhatesyou @calypsohan @dyongvr @kpopsnowball @peachyhan @btsastro @coffeevddict @xeniya @neochan @junguwuta @heartyyjeno @strwberryneo @imjustuhhvibing @fairvtale @doyounged @du0tine @mignonmark @cyecandy @neoangsthours @orange-nimon-cross @rueyins @jaeminsb1tch @thatkpopmeme @kuniverse11 @svchengss

to my followers !! Thank you so much for supporting me! You guys mean a lot more to me than words can describe ! Im so graceful that you guys like my writing and for enjoying my blog! it makes me so happy 😭

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to myself —

hi kaela nichole :)

stop worrying so much about what others think! you’re a good person! stop letting things your birth family said change your opinion of yourself! stop making scenarios in your head of men that will not ! like ! you ! you are cute af you can find plenty of guys (like the four you’re thinking of in your head rn that like you... I know you don’t like any of them bUT LIKE put yourself out thereeeeee) anyway you’re amazing! also stop freaking out about vet school and your future! life will take you to wherever it does, leave faith up to the universe my love.. please.. stop being so hard on yourself, you’re trying your hardest. and that’s all you can do kae :) <3

— from yourself (love you bitch)

一may your New Years be filled with positive vibes! smiles, laughter, and good health!! <33