#LET ME AT HIM LET ME AT HINM

[lindenmori]

kind of a force of nature

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for letting out our* indoor cat?

i (24 they/them) live with my mother (51 she/her) and my sister (29 she/her), altho both of us have moved out and lived on our own, but moved back into our childhood home due to economic/health stuff, mostly caused by the pandemic

during the time living on her own, my sister has gotten a dog and two cats. while we all love them and take care of them, i would be lying if my mother and i didn't expect her to, and be annoyed when she isn't, be their primary caretaker

both my sister and myself are against outdoor cats. i dont think its safe for the cat or the local ecosystem, and she agrees. one cat however does not care for our opinons, and tries to escape by any means, having learned to open doors, both with normal handles, and the garden ones, and we had to start locking everything up even when people are at home. due to his tenacity, he is always wearing a collar now, has been microchipped, and is up to date on all outdoor cat vaccinations just in case he does slip away

before you say we should take him on walks — we tried but he starts thrashing so violently in his harness he breaks out of it and runs off. trying to tire him out at home hasn't really been working, cuz he just doesn't want to play with us in the limited space — he likes getting chased

the issue is. i have migraines that have gotten much worse over the past year. i finally started medication about two weeks ago, but apparently it will only start showing any results after 2-3 months

one of the ways the cat tries to get us to let him out is by screaming bloody murder. i think you can guess where this is going

i asked my sister to take him to her room, and she has, but 1) we share a wall so it was still painful, and 2) she works from home, and after about 20 minutes she threw him out and said that sorry, but she just cant have him there. her door locks. mine doesnt. so even if i close the door he will open them and stand by my bed meowing as loud as he can

i was having a bad one. i-have-broken-a-bone-and-this-is-worse bad one. extreme photosensitivity and double vision, sounds hurting, nausea. honestly looking back at it, i probably shouldve called emergency services it was that bad. but i obviously havent been thinking clearly, and all i wanted was for the sound to STOP. so i let him out and went back to being miserable in a dark room

usually when he slips out, we tell my sister immediately, but i didn't. i guess she assumed he gave up. she found out when he showed up at her window couple of hours later

my sister is obviously majorly pissed at me. mam grew up with barncats, so she thinks cats should be allowed to come and go, but since its my sisters cat, she respects him being indoors — but shes annoyed by the racket, and thinks that its on my sister to find a solution, and being mad at me for this is her own problem. i feel really bad bc i really do think that letting hinm out like this is dangerous for him, but i genuinely felt like my head was going to explode

What are these acronyms?

[whump-it]

The Bad Thing:  Rory’s Tape Gag

Ok.  Here it is!  The Bad Thing is happeneing and Rory is starting to get whumped!  CW here for victim blaming, self blame, self hatred, whumper playing whumpees off against one another, threatening to whump a woman and a tape gag of course!

Tag time!

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He was laughing.  It was muted by a hand to his mouth.  Knuckles against his teeth.  But he was laughing.  She didn't dare look at him.  Didn't dare make eye contact for fear that somewhere through the terror and dread, that somewhere in the horror of her emotions, the hated of him might be showing on her face.  Taking that kind of liberty would only lead to trouble. 

Beyond the basement door and blissfully, briefly unaware of the ridicule and hurt coming their way, Rory and Callum carried on talking.

***

"I miss Haz,"  Callum muttered, a slight slur to the words.  A slip at the edge.  He had shuffled over to Rory with an ease born of history despite the fact that his hands were bound behind his back.

"I know," Rory whispered.  He nearly always whispered.  Callum spoke out loud with an uninhibited volume that made Rory cringe away and want to yell at him to shut up.   To be quiet.  To tell him that their situation was precarious enough without him talking at a volume that might attract unwanted attention. 

"The last time I was in a basement I had him," Callum said, matter-of-fact.

"Alyaa had to take him back to her apartment," Rory winced as Callum tipped his head to rest his right temple against Rory's shoulder, which was still bruised from his most recent beating.  "We had to let him go so we wouldn't get hurt."

"Wouldn't get hurt," Callum muttered back, breathing in then exhaling a shaking sigh.  "I miss him.  He's soft."

"I wish I could bring him to you," Rory murmured the words with a tip of his head.  A tilt of his lips into Callum's hair right above where his brain was fighting against him.  "Cal.  We'll get back to him.  You're going to have him again I promise you.  I promise.  I know how important he is to you but if you can just hold on just... just..."  Rory breathed in shaky and unsteady and closed his eyes against the tears that always seemed to be there.  Always just on the edge of falling.  He pushed his face into Callum's curls and let them tickle at his skin.  Let them sweep across his forehead and cheek where he would feel their phantom touch long after they'd moved apart.  His bound hands unable to move the sensation. 

Next to him, Callum shifted.  He moved and tipped his head and carried on until their foreheads met. 

"Cal," Rory said, louder than he meant to, the volume unmodulated by the constriction of his throat against the fall of his tears.  "Cal I love you.  Haz is waiting for you.  He's safe.  He's safe and he's waiting for you." 

***

Ethan snorted and bent forward then breathed in and composed himself.

"Oh that's just precious," he said, his words sneered out over a laugh.  "They're going on about that stupid teddy aren't they?"  He looked at Alyaa, her head bowed and eyes fixed on the ground.  Her hair falling down past her cheek.  "I asked you a question."  The laughter had gone.  Dried up.  It hadn't been funny to begin with.

"Yes," she said quietly.  So very quietly.  "Haz is... Callum's... he's not well."

Ethan looked at her.  Looked and looked until she began to bend under the weight of his stare.  She jumped and flinched when he raised his hand, spinning a roll of heavy duty tape around his index finger.

"Hmm,"  Ethan spun the roll around and around.

"He's not..." Alyaa stopped speaking as soon as she had started.  Her throat cut off her words without her permission, the muscles tightening around the threat of tears.  Callum was ill and Rory was scared and Haz was too far away.

And Ethan had a roll of tape.

She flinched again at the sound of the bolt on the door slamming back, looking up just in time to catch the swift movement as Ethan reached out and gripped at her forearm hard enough to bruise. 

"Time to pay your favourite pair a little visit," Ethan said, pulling her arm to drag her closer.  "Well come on then.  Anyone would think you didn't want to see them."  Ethan smiled at her, cruel and cold, the twist of his lips utterly unmatched by the hatred in his eyes.

Ethan pulled her through the door and into the basement, and she was utterly unable to stop herself from looking straight at Rory.  Straight at Callum.  Glancing back and for between their faces until the weight of her guilt for not keeping them safe forced her shoulders to hunch.  Her gaze to lower. 

Callum looked shattered.  Completely and entirely worn out.  Yet despite that, when he saw her, when he saw Ethan, he had mouthed the word "master".  He had bowed his head.  Across his face, she saw the flash of emotions and memories that had taken only seconds but that she had enough knowledge of to recognise.  He wanted atonement.  He wanted perfection.  He was too ill to know if he was ashamed or not anymore.

Rory looked furious.  And scared.  And he looked at her and Ethan equally before tipping his head back down to touch temples with Callum.  The utter horror that he was protecting Callum from her felt like a shard of ice settling through her core.

"Sounds like someone's missing his little teddy bear," Ethan said, smiling that smile again.  The one that never reached his eyes.  Alyaa could hear Rory's breathing pick up, his teeth clenched as he breathed heavily and just a little too fast through his nose.  She could see his jaw working and she had no idea whether she wanted him to speak or to stay silent.  Each option had the potential to harm all of them.  It was just a question of which of them would pay the highest price.

"Wow," Ethan said, cold sarcasm threading through the word.   "You look really cross.   Really cross."   He drew the words out, stretching them out on a rack of scorn and humiliation, deliberately designed to make Rory more and more furious.

Alyaa could see Rory's breathing speed up in the rise and fall of his chest.  In the flare of his nostrils.  Her mind overlapped on itself on two words.  Speak.  Hush. 

"Damn right I'm cross," Rory said.  Alyaa closed her eyes.  “Where do you get off thinking that any of what you’re doing here is ok?  What the fuck is the matter with you, you sick freak!?  Callum is not well.  He should’ve been in the hospital days ago.  He needs an operation.  You’re hurting him.  You’re going to hurt him.”

"I'm not going to hurt him," Ethan said with a cruel laugh.  "Have you seen him!?  I mean come on.  Look at him.  Why would I hurt that?"  Rory glared back.  "Oh I'm sorry.  Did I speak in a foreign language?  Are you too stupid to understand?"  Alyaa saw Callum's flinch at the word stupid.  He mouthed it silently, eyes downcast.

"I said "look at him"."

"I'm looking," Rory said slowly and quietly.  "At you.  And I don't like what I'm seeing."

Alyaa dared to open her eyes but kept her head down.  Her shoulders up.  She jumped when Ethan ripped a long strip of tape off the roll, biting it off with his teeth and holding it up in front of her face while he pointed at Rory with his free hand.

“That one needs to stop talking don’t you think?”

She held her breath.  The room seemed to buzz with the oppressive silence that followed the statement and the tearing of tape.  She couldn’t move.  She couldn’t make herself touch the tape.  She braved a quick look at Rory beyond the tape dangling in front of her and he looked terrified.  He didn’t have his hands to use, tied up behind him.  He was trapped in a basement and he was about to have his voice taken from him.  He looked like he was fighting to stay upright, fighting against his body that wanted to curl up, and fighting against crying. 

“Well my sweet little nightbird,” Ethan said.  “You have a choice.  Either you take this piece of tape and shut him up,” he jerked the piece of tape a couple of times in front of her. “Or I can shut you up.  You choose.”

“Me,” Alyaa said, quickly.  The need to protect pushed forward in her mind.  Rory and Callum should bein the hospital right now while Callum recovered from surgery.  They shouldn’t be tied up in a basement and she was all too aware that if they had stayed away from her then this would never have happened.  She should have kept them at arms length instead of pulling them down to be damaged along with her. “You...if you want...want...to shut someone up then shut me...shut me up Ethan.”

On the floor in front of her, a sob broke free from Rory, quickly followed by Callum looking over at him, horrified and shushing him in the presence of the person that he believed to be his Master.

“Don’t even, for one moment, think that you can tell me what I want,” Ethan spat the words at her, and she cowered under their weight, shaking.  Trembling.  “Tape his mouth and then, as you’re so keen, I’ll shut you up too.”

“No!  Please Ethan, please.”  Alyaa forced the words out even as they shook with the forced of her body’s shaking.  “Please just me...just...just me.  They didn’t...they...they’ll be quiet,  I promise.  Please Ethan.  Please!”

“Hmm...you see, as much as I enjoy listening to all of this?  It’s boring me now.  Taope his mouth shut.  Don’t argue with me.  Do.  It.”

Alyaa gasped out on the air that she didn’t realise she had been holding.  As she reached with a shaking hand to take the piece of tape she heard Rory starting to plead with her.  Small, whispered out, begging little no’s and pleases.  He was shaking his head.  Saying her name, interspersing it with his begging.  It felt like a physical attack upon her.  It hurt to hear it.  It made her want hinm to stop and she had the means to do that in her hand.  It made Ethan into the winner.  It made her into the villain. 

She wanted to be sick.

“I’m sorry Rory,” she whispered as she knelt in front of him.  “S...sorry.  I’ll be gentle  I’m so sorry.”  As she took the tape in both hands and raised it, she almost choked on the feeling in her gut when Rory mouthed “please don’t” at her, the words silent, the terror stripping him of his voice as much as the tape did when she pressed it to his lips.

His tears fell as she stood back up. 

[kyutown]

heyy, can I request a ship with enhypen, txt, nct dream and the boyz? dw take your time please :)

I’m 17 (04 liner), 176cm tall (I think that’s 5’9’’) and I’m an enfp. my “big six” are aries sun, taurus moon, gemini rising, aries mercury, taurus venus and gemini mars. I act different depending on who I’m with, so if I’m with people I don’t know at all I can be quite shy at first (but then again I talk to people I don’t know and try to make new friends lol I’m confusing), when I’m with my friends I’m usually on the louder side and I can be quite chaotic and weird ig haha, but I do need my alone time to charge my social battery (basically I’m more of an ambivert haha). I’m more of an optimist and I think I’m really open, empathetic, supportive and friendly. if you ask me for my opinion I will tell you the truth or what I think, but I will do it in a soft way, so yk I’m honest, but I don’t want to hurt people. oh and I have high morals. I’m always there for my friends and try to help them however I can. when it comes to my feelings though I don’t open up, because I had a bad experience once and I don’t want to experience that again so if it gets hard I rather push people away (I also find it hard to ask for help like in general). while we’re at it, I’m afraid I’ll disappoint anybody + that I’m not good enough + that everyone will leave me eventually (which doesn’t make sense because of my trust issues lol) probably because my parents almost got divorced when I was little and my grandmother unexpectedly died so I do need reassurance, but I rarely get it haha (when it comes to attention I do want it sometimes, but when I get it I feel uncomfortable). love language: I think it’s physical affection, but I do like buying little meaningful gifts for my s/o. now to my interests and hobbies: I’ve tried quite a few sports yet (tennis, horseback riding, track and field, swimming, dancing(multiple styles),...) and my parents have told me that I am built good for some sports, but idk I’m just ok at everything and ig that kind of bugs me. I love dancing and singing, but it just doesn’t look good and idk I can’t sing that high so yeah idk. in school it’s kind of the same, I’m ok/good in most subjects, but there’s nothing I have a talent for, meanwhile there’s my two bsfs who are perfect at everything. I am interested in politics and business so that’s why I’m thinking of studying international relations or business administration, but I’ve always dreamt of being an actor (my accent won’t let that happen though). I love music, mostly because it helps me express my feelings, and I also really like fashion. I also enjoy reading and love watching tv shows or movies. about my physical appearance: I have brown hair at shoulder-length (a bit wavy), hazel eyes and I do have glasses, but I’m thinking of changing to contacts. god this was so long and I kind of vented (sorry for that) anyway ty in advance!!

hi! thank you for responding!

for enhypen, i think jungwon would be a nice match! jungwon would be the one who would always make you feel good about yourself as he would compliment your singing skills, dancing, sports skill and would always love to do things like your hobbies! he would watch movies and tv shows with you and i think he would love to shop with you as he knows you like fashion! he would be very caring, dependable, understanding, respectful, and considerate towards you!

for txt, i think soobin would fit you well! soobin enjoys hugs and would love giving hugs and receiving them. he would be the type who would never make you feel like you are not enough and would always compliment you and i feel like you can depend on hinm/ and when you are ready, you can always trust him and i feel like he would really make you feel loved.

for nct dream, i think you would be nice with jisung! jisung would be the type who would play sports with you! he would run with you and i think since he is a active person, he would enjoy dancing and playing sports with you! he would also be the type who doesn't mind you wanted your alone time and would respect that.

for the boyz, i think hyunjae would pair well with you! hyunjae would be the type who would enjoy sports with you! he enjoys to play sports but prefers sports like tennis, ping pong, and etc. he would be the type who would give you lots of physical skinship and when you feel uncomfortable with something, he would never cross any line and would always keep you comfortable.

[jesussavedevenme]

Can I get a snippet or idea of a WIP? Or just an idea of whatever amazing writing you are planning next?

Well I'm currently working on writing the After Effects but I had some give me prompt about what would happen if Bracken hadn't gone to fight Ronodin so I also started that!!!!

As far as snippets go Here's a super funny one I wrote not too long ago and have absolutely no idea where it came from😂:

Seth knew that he, unlike Kendra,  didn't have the best voice when it came to singing. He always ended up sounding like some kind of dying animal. Under normal circumstances there would be no way to get him to sing, however these were not normal circumstances. These were desperate times and you know what they say about those. Plus he was bored, so very very bored. He could only stare at the concrete walls for so long and the cage door was made of lumanistone, a material that shone so brightly it made it nearly impossible to do anything let alone focus on unlocking the complicated cage. So that left Him with two options wait for someone to rescue him or find a way to get the keys. The use of Lumanistone( completely made that up 😂) proved that whoever had originally captured him knew what they were doing. The goblins sent to guard him however, not so much. Something Seth had learned over the years with goblins and really all guards in general was that if you annoy them long enough with the right thing, they would eventually snap and come close enough for Seth to make a move. Not the safest of options, and he had definetly gotten his fair share of injuries through this approach, but it got the job done. Seth had tried several tactics already ranging from speaking in their own language which had been received with only soft scoffs meaning that had been warned about that,  to randomly rambling about stupid things earning him what he was pretty sure was a death threat. He had even settled for just making as much noise as he possibly could though that plan lasted the shortest amount of time due to the rocks they chucked at his head. So now he decided to go for one last try, one more desperate attempt to annoy them and thankfully he knew just the thing. Seth smirked getting up extremely close to the bars and squinting his eyes because of the brightness , preparing himself for what he was about the do. " Baby shark, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo. Baby shark, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo. Baby shark, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo. Baby shark! " He belted out at the top of his lungs taking a page out of his adorable little nephews book and it wasn't long before he heard what sounded like frustrated screaming and the stomping of feet head towards hinm. Yeah those goblins may be able to resit his normal tactics but nobody could resit getting annoyed after twenty verses of Baby Shark.

[midoriyaizukustan-inactive]

HOOOHH UFCKIGNG GGOD

c saw heroes rising and now has feelings lets go

spoiler warning

BROS OKAY WHERE THE FUCK DO I BEGIN HMM OH YES

OKAY BAKUGOU??? HEROES RISING BAKUGOU IS LITERALLY THE PERFECT CHARACTERIZATION OF HIM I HAVE EVER SEEN. HE WAS SNIPPY AND AN ASSHOLE BUT HE LOVED HIS FRIENDS SO FUCKING MUCH AND HE WASNT NEEDLESSLY CRUEL OR WHATEVER

BRO LOST HIS SHIT WHEN SERO GOT FUCKED!!! BRO HIS EXPRESSION WHEN HE REALIZED MIDORIYA WAS HANDING OVER OFA AND WITH IT HIS DREAMS,,,HE CARES ABT HIS FRIENDS SO MUCH UGH GOD

AND THE SCENE WHERE HE WAS LISTENING TO MIDORIYA TALK TO KATSUME??? UGH IDK MAN IJUST THINK IT WAS SO IMPORTANT HE HEARD THAT AND HE DIDNT GET MAD OR ANYTHING HE WAS JUST SUPER THOUGHTFUL UGH IM IN FUC KING HEAVEN. HEAVEN I TELL YOU!!!! THE PERFECT BAKUGOU UGH UGH UGH

OH MY GOD AND HIM AND MIDORIYA FIGHTING TOGETHER WAS JUST CHEF’S KISS

GOD I CANNOT GET FUCKING OVER IT. THEY HAD EACH OTHERS’ BACKS SO SEAMLESSLY BAKUGOU WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO RESPOND TO MAHORO’S CALL FOR HELP HE FUCKING YEETED OVER TO HELP MIDORIYA FUCK UGGH

IM LOSING IT FOLKS IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD UGHGH

AND WHEN THEY BOTH HAD OFA AND WERE DOING DETROIT SMASH TOGETHER FUCKING PLEASE IT WAS PERFECT

HEROES RISING GAVE ME MY BAKU AND MIDO DYNAMIC. THEY WERE SO FUCKING GOOD THEY TEASED EACH OTHER BUT BAKU TOLD MIDO HE WAS IMPROVING IN HIS OWN WAY (SAID SMTH LIKE YOURE GETTING BETTER W THE QUIRK BETTER KEEP AT THAT) AND MIDO OFC IS ALWAYS SUPPORTIVE OF HIM HHNGNG

WHAT I MEAN ABT THEIR DYNAMIC CAN BE SUMMARIZED BY THE SCENE WHERE MIDO AND BAKU WERE GONIG TO HELP MAHORO FROM THE “”VILLAIN”” AND WHEN IT TURNS OUT IT WAS FAKE, MDIORIYA FUCKING CLINGING TO BAKUGOU LIKE “STOP SCOLDING THE KIDS KACCHAN” AND BAKUGOU TRYING TO CRAWL AND CONTINUE GIVING SAID SCOLDING WAS SO FUCKING FUNNY IT WAS GOLD I LOVED IT SO MUCH

MY PLATONIC BKUDKU RIGHTS ARE FINALLY HERE,,,I AM REWATCHING THIS MOVIE FOREVER HOLY FUCK

UGH AND ALL OF THE KIDS GOT A PIECE OF SPOTLIGHT. ALL OF THEM. I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY OH MY GOD

PARTICULARLY I WAS RLLY HAPPY WITH THE MOMENTS OJIRO AND SHOJI GOT,,,,ALSO KOUDA!!!! MANS CAME IN CLUTCH AND SAVED MIDORIYA AND BAKUGOU’S LIVES UGH GUFUFKC FUKC

OH MY GOD AND IIDA,,,HE’S SO FUCKING CUTE. HE AND YAOMOMO HAD SOME ##CLASSREP MOMENTS AS WELL AND IM FUCKING ESCTATIC I ADORE THEM SO FUCKIGN MUCH IM C R Y I N G

UGHHHH I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY URARAKA WENT FUCKING FERAL!!!!! SHE FUCKING SNAPPED UGH WHEN SHE WAS WORKING WITH SERO TO STOP NINE AND KEPT GOING EVEN AFTER THROWING UP UGH UGH UGH SHE WAS SO FUCKING VICIOUS AND DETERMINED I LOVE HER SO FUCKING MUCH OH MY GOD!!! A LITERAL GODDESS I WANT HER TO STOMP ON MY FUCKING THROAT I LVOE HER

GOD I WAS SO HAPPY SHE GOT TO LET LOOSE AGAIN LIKE SHE DID AT THE SPORTS FESTIVAL IM FUCKING BRIMMING WITH HAPPINESS AND SATISFACTION

OHHH GOD SPEAKING OF FERAL TODOROKI

THE FIGHT BETWEEN HIM, IIDA, TODO, KIRI, TSU AND CHIMERA WAS FUCKING INSANE  I CANT FUCKING GET OVER IT BRO FUCKING SNAPPED UGH

FREEZING HIM FROM THE INSIDE OUT??? FUCKING ICNREDIBLE!!!!! BRO AND IIDA SUPPORTING HIM,,,MMM THE TODOIIDA MOMENTS WERE V GOOD THIS MOVIE V SUBTLE BUT V SOFT

MM SPEAKING OF SHIPS TODOROKI THINKIKING OR MIDORIYA RIGHT BEFORE PASSING OUT,,,,EYES EMOJI

ALSO PLEASE CONSIDER FOR YOUR HEALTH AND HAPPINESS;;; OJIRO/SHOJI(/TOKOYAMI)

BAKUSERO RIGHTS THIS MOVIE!!!!! BAKUGOU LOSING HIS SHIT WHEN SERO GOT HIT AND THAT BEING PARALLELED TO MIDO LOSING HIS SHIT WHEN URARAKA GOT HIT,,,MM EYES EMOJI

ALSO PLENTY OF SPRINKLED IIMOMO MOMENTS,,,IM SOFT

COUGHS ANYWAY

UGHHH HUH HUH IT WAS SO GOOD I CANONT STRESS THIS ENOUGH

OH MAN AND NINE,,,,I HONESTLY DID NOT CARE FOR THIS FUCKER OR HIS CRONIES ONE BIT GOING IN BUT MMMMM THE SCREENTIME THEY HAD WAS SO GOOD,,,THE MOMENTS W EACH OTHER AND DURING THEIR FIGHTS WERE V GOOD,,,THEY WERE ALL GREAT VILLAINS IT WAS SO FUN SEEING THEM I RLLY LIKED THEM AS ANTAGONISTS UGH

ALSO THEIR MOTIVES FOR TRYING TO STEAL KATSUME’S QUIRK WERE RLLY INTERESTING I LIKED HOW THAT WORKED OUT

THE ANIMATION!!!!! FUCK

IT WAS SO SMOOTH AND PRETTY AND THE DIFFERENT KIND OF TECHNIQUES THEY USED AND THE FLUIDITY OF IT ALL AND JUST. OH MY GOD I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH HOW GORGEOUS ITWAS LIKE THE COLORS, THE MOVEMENT, THE CAMERA ANGLES AND POSITIONING, OH MY GOD IT WAS INCREDIBLE IT WAS SO FUCKIGNGNJGKJN GOOD GOOD GOOD FUCK

UGH GOD AND TOSHINORI AT THE END CRYING OVER HIS BOYS AND JUST WANTING THEM SAFE,,,,MIDORIYA CRYING BITCH IM CRYING TOO SOLELY BC HE CRIED MY BABY FUCK

OH GOD SPEAKING OF I DONT REALLY CARE FOR THE CONCEPT OF BAKU WITH OFA BUT THE WAY IT WAS HANDLED IN THE MOVIE,,,V GOOD UGH

I LIKE THAT HE WAS HESITANT, NOT BC HE DIDNT WANT TO ACCEPT HELP FROM MIDORIYA, BUT BC THIS WOULD THEORETICALLY TEAR APART MIDORIYA’S DREAM,,,BAKUGOU DIDNT WANT HIM TO HURT LIKE THAT UGH IM SOFT

UGH AND IT’S JUST SO IN CHARACTER FOR MIDORIYA TO DO THAT. LIKE HE WANTS TO BE A HERO AND SAVE PEOPLE WITH A SMILE BUT THE IMPORTANT PART OF THAT IS SAVING PEOPLE. HE HAS HIS OWN INTERESTS YES BUT HE CARES ABT OTHERS ABOVE HIMSELF AND HE WAS NOT GOING TO LET KATSUME AND MAHORO SUFFER SO HE GAVE UP OFA,,HE WOULD SUFFER INSTEAD,,JUST HOW REPRESENTATIVE OF MIDORIYA’S SELFLESSNESS. UGH FUCK IDK MAN IT FUCKED WITH ME

AND FUCKING,,,IT’S SO FUCKING FUNNY THE OFA PREDECESSORS WERE LIKE “ew we’re not staying with sweaty man magee over here” AND YEETED BACK TO MIDORIYA IM FUCKING S C RE A MING THATS SO FUNNY AND ALSO IM,,SOFT,,THEY LOVE HIM SO MUCH THEYRE GONNA STAY WITH HINM

ALSO I THINK THIS PROVES THAT OFA’S POWER AND ALL THAT IS TIED W THE USERS’ WISHES?? WHICH HM,,I LIKE THAT V MUCH,,,GHH

OH GOD AND MIDORIYA TELLING KATSUME THAT BEING A HERO IS GOOD AND ALL AND HE SHOULD TRY HIS BEST BUT ALSO NOT WORRY HIS FAMILY??? MMMMMMMM THAT WAS SOME GOOD SHIT GOOD SHIT MMMMMMMMMM

BROS IDK I JUST,,,I RLLY LOVED THIS MOVIE IT WAS SO GOOD. PLS WATCH IT IF U CAN. I AM SOBBING

HTNAK YOU BONES,,,THANK YOU HORI,,,THANK YOU,,,

[pandaisalwaysinlove]

BTS reaction - the first kiss part two

Summary: you are just about to have the first kiss with the guy you just had the first date. How will he react?

(Y/N) = your name

Warnings : fluff

Genre: reader’s point of view, fanfiction, bts x reader

Rating: /

A/N: What to say - I like reactions myself and I wondered if I could write one myself. Open to requests :) 

the first part here

KIM NAMJOON

“Can you pass me the popcorn?” you whispered somewhere you presumed his ear would be. 

“Wait, I can’t...oh shit..” 

You laughed, as you heard him searching for the it and next sound of the box falling and pieces of popcorn spilling all over the floor .He sat back and face palmed. 

You fondled his back and managed to keep the laugh inside, while other people were looking at you and shuhsing. 

“Sorry, I forgott I put it on the ground..” he said and interweaved his fingers with yours. You looked at him and smiled “It’s okay, I can live without it.” .

His lips formed into smile and his eyes glowed. His hand squeezed yours and you both looked back on the screen. 

The movie was quite good, but the ending was just terrible. You both agreed on that it spoiled the whole plot. People started to get up and left the hall, but ayou two were still sitting and talking about it. 

“Yeah, you’re right!” he nodded and suddenly got down, kneeled and started to pick up the popcorn. He looked at you and shook his shoulders “I just can’t leave it here like this..” he laughed and you agreed, following him and putting the crumbs in the box. 

“Y/N..” he said with sudden tenderness in his voice. His eyes were still searching on the ground, but you looked at him.

“This evening was just so nice. I wanted to tell you that I enjoyed it so much.. thanks to you.” and his cheeks got all red. 

His hand found yours and took it. 

“I enjoyed it too..” you gave him soft smile and he finally glared at you.

You felt his hand  pulling you up and you both stood facing each other. 

“Just one more thing I wanted to do...” he mummed quietly and gently put your babyhair behind your ear. You felt your stomach is going crazy when he slowly got closer and his hand run through your hair.

For the shortest second you thought he’ll end up kissing your forhead, but he changed the direction quickly and kissed you. 

His lips were soft and warm and you found your arms around his neck. When he finally broke the kiss and held you for wour waist, you said “You could have done that long ago..” 

He grinned “Worth waiting..”

KIM TAEHYUNG

You two were strolling over the hall, while Tae was telling you all the behind stories of the paintings, biographies of the painters and also asking you what you think of his favourite ones. 

He showed you his most hidden side - the artistic one. 

He was so passionate over arts. He knew practically everything about the conection between each painters, he remembered not just the data, but also subtext and hidden message of  the creations. 

You loved to look at him while he was pointing on each important part of the picture, telling you what is best to notice. 

“You can actually see here this little thingy, ...” his finger went almost inch above the canvas and security guy near you shook his head. Tae looked at you and grinned. You laughed and he snapped back “Hey! I am trying to give you some artistic experience!” 

“I know!” you bursted into laughter again “But you almost touched the painting worth 50,000 bucks!” 

He got back to you and catched your hand “As long as I can amuse you.” 

Then he lead the way to the last hall, where was barely five people. They sat on the sofa in the corner with heads feld down to phones. 

“Close your eyes.” ordered Tae out of blue. 

“Wha..what?” but he was already hiding your eyes with his hands and pushing you towards some painting. 

“You must look at this from certain angle..just a step.. that’s it..don’t open them!” he rebuked and uncovered your eyes. You didn’t open them. 

“Are you watching?” 

“No.” 

Before you could notice you felt his lips on yours, his fingers holding your chin.

“Nothing can be compared to you.” he whispered afterwards and you opened your eyes.

PARK JIMIN

“You’re too fast for me!” you cached your breath while he easily strolled inc circles around you. 

He was pretty good at in line skating and for the first date it was ideal activity. He had a topic to tease you and you had the reason to catch his hand whenever you needed. 

The date already lasted for two hours and you both didn’t seem to be bored. You took the way along the river and beacuse the sun was going down, it all had the nice rose/orange tinge. 

He was very shy, but you somehow managed to make him talk, when you felt he was insecure. The easiest way was to make him feel you can’t do in line skating the way he could. Teaching was something he was really good at. With his calm attitude and shoreless patience it was fun to pretend you suck at inline skating. 

He drew his hand towards you and smiled “Just take my hand.” 

And you tried to reach it. That was a mistake.

“AAAAAUCH!” 

“Watch out!”

“Sorry!”

As you run to catch him, you rammed into his chest and you both fell down. 

He laughed so hard he could hardly catch his breath and you sat next to him, touching his head where he hit the ground. 

“Are you okay?” you assured, but he didn’r reply. He still laughed and nodded. 

“I am so sorry, honestly!” 

He raised and sat up and smiled at you “I am really okay!”

When the sunlight illuminated his face, you could see how happy and beautiful he looked like. You couldn’t help it. Just do it to sooth the desire. 

He blinked a few times after you pulled away after the kiss and shily looked down. 

“If this is the regular method then I’ll fall more often.” his shinning eyes found yours. 

JEON JUNGKOOK

“Still can see you!”

Beep. 

“Y/N, you really suck at this game!” 

Beep.

“Shut up, I never did this!” 

Beep.

“You’re dead again!” he laughed “Dead can’t talk!” 

“Oh dead my ass!” you screamde  and run to find the bastard. 

It was known Jungkook is good at everything he does. Maybe it was your own fault to let him decide the place of first date. Maybe you shouldn’t have agreed on what he proposed. 

And yet here yoou are - running through a maze in complete darkness, seeing only small rays of colourfull light around you. Laser game was something you hated already. Not just because he killed you like zillion times. 

But because you could barely know where the f*ck he is.

“I know you are pretty, but Y/N, beauty isn’t everything!” he laughed from somewhere behind “You must put some effort in this!” 

“I put some effort when I find you!” you yelled back. 

Beep beep. 

Your vest and gun were active again. You quickly ran behind one wall and you heard him. He quietly sneaked on the other side of the wall. You took step by step to the corner. You could barely breath. 

And then you quickly pointed your gun and shot. 

“wha....what?!” he gasped and his vest went from bright red to black. He was dead. 

“You’re dead.” you informed him and winked. 

He laughed. 

And then you pointed with your gun at hinm again “And you will be again.” 

He looked around - he was in the corner. He had no way to run. 

“Are you open to negotiating?” he asked with his bunny smile and raised his hands. 

“Depends.” 

“On what?” 

“What will I get in return?” 

He looked in the ground and took a step to you. 

You grinned as he took step by step with his hands still raised. When he was just the size of your gun away, you turned your cheek to him. 

Without any hesistation he quickly kissed sou on your cheek. 

But when you looked in his eyes, he got serious. His hands slowly reached your hips. The gun between you went down.

And then his lips were gently stealing yours.

[aliwept]

ok so !! rn i’m thinking based on the results (you can still vote im just.. sharing what i think rn and kinda what you guys might expect in case u wanna change ur minds):

zuko will be added as the top voter in the first section but . probably won’t do him as much as the other characters cause i’m bad at character arcs :’) well. ones i dont create myself (ex: aria sacturi luca tokoyami the list goes on) tbh i’ll let u guys kno now i have a soft spot for zukaang but i dont tolerate gay fetishing i just genuinely think they’d work well

i rly need to rewatch SMDGFKD but im probably not going to it’s ok tho .. i can hear like. their voices in specific quotes so i think i’ll be ok .. maybe watch the beach episode that was wild

suki as second to top .. Good. Good. im glad my mini tag ted talk bumped her up.. she’s bi and what an icon. actuallly. i might make .. xe/xyr for suki. yea ok

ty lee .. the lesbian .. good. ok. also ik i said this before but she’s trans. and so im not . gonna ship her w any guys and im def not going to accept any transphobia thanks !  i mean not that i wld anyway but yk

sokka i might add as like .. again a side muse like zuko but .. since figs is picking him up i might not? debating whether to make him bigender sDGDS so .. i might make him but if i do he’ll be a side muse

i really need to update my mobile rules list

yue i might add just cause i’m so soft for my moon lesbian. also cause like ive said before .....  i had the Biggest crush on her for . literal years

jet’s an asshole we all kno but if he gets bumped up i might .. make some threads abt his past and kinda .. before he meets his Squad tm and .. yea jet does some Direct Fucking Action and it goes too far but .. i do like how he must’ve been before he got that power rush / etc. also .. im not gonna do anything related to ba sing se w him cause that freaked me tf out and i.. kinda dont wanna rewatch that

OK LOK NOW

asami: good . bicon. i rmmr i had her on my muses list before but took her off cause no one seemed interested but :”) at least ppl like her now SDFKJ and korrasami is .. probably the only ship id do with her .. her thing w mako .. idk i just wasnt a fan of how they portrayed her in it like the sterotypical jealous gf .. tho maybe that was during her bi awakening tm... also icb im writing both sides of this ship .. who needs rp ill just write w myself SDFK

prince wu: ok that’s some . that’s som egood shit. idk how well i’ll do him since we have’nt seen him much but .. he’s . he’s good also i only ship him w mako atm thanks cause i feel like they’d. balance each other out well and can rly learn from each other and also just. wld get along

FUCK I FORGOT TO ADD KUVIRA TO THE LIST IM DOING IT NOW ... ok so with her like.. i’d probably not do much related to her rise to power cause that was all sorts of weird . but def post-canon completely!

mako: i have mixed feelings abt him but i feel like i cld make him. actually likeable instead of how he appeared in the series and more of a. brother guy and u kno. respectful of people’s feelings but also not making him too . canon div like .. again ‘id probably postly write post-canon or pre-canon or .. aus DSGKDS .. like he’s still a bit of an asshole / control freak and i rly dont think mako n korra or asami bc of their love of freedom would’ve worked out regardless .. so while im not like making him canon divergent i will .. mostly write him out post- and pre- mako arc

bolin .. son .. sun .. you deserve the world.  i love you. thank you. also he’s trans bi . ok . thank you for my life that’s all i have to say. you all know how muc h i love hinm. actualyl i do have more to say he’s such an underappreciated character and .. he was so respectful to korra and did’nt take it out on her even tho his heart was broken (see: mako) and his lavabending he was so excited and im just .. soft

tahno ...... asshole. rat. im probably only gonna write him . Again. post-arc (amon) cauase .. that’s the part of him th’ats most interesting to me? and i can’t really.. connect with him pre-amon cause .. while i can vaguely understand him based on the info they give to us as creators i don’t feel .. comfortable writing him out ?

kya: ok tha’ts fair she’s kinda old. just saying she’s a lesbian and i love her so fucking much and she’s a wonderful mentor and strong and i really wld love to flesh her out

(also what about that cousin huan with theggreen streak art boy like .. just a sec imma add him just in case he’s tokoyami but . Not quite as sensitive and just .. SMGDKJ mostly for jokes but he was a rly fun chara)

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Strip away my conscience was definitely the sexiest number they've ever done, like wow was that great. What I really love is just how ready Rebecca is to be evil but it shows she can't ("strip away my Jew-guilt" and a Harry Potter reference? I get that he gets the reference but like it's so nerdy). Nathaniel was also great here too, he's so into her it's great to see, especially after all that pining he did in the last ep (sorry this was so long). Anyway so what are your thoughts on it?

dear, sweet megan you don’t ever have to apologize for sending me long messages about this show – and especially not about this ship.

my thoughts you ask? buckle up!

it’s so much more effective at being a seduction song than let’s have intercourse, though both songs make me equally starry-eyed. 

and, speaking of let’s have intercourse, can we talk about how nathaniel ‘i’m so removed, i had sex with someone else this morning’ plimption sings a soft, acoustic-guitar-heavy number while rebecca ‘i never cared for the chase’ bunch gets a bold and brassy song that is drenched in sexiness? i love love love how the story has inverted what these two initially said they’d want out of the relationship.

onto the actual number - who else chuckled at how, like, baffled nathaniel was at the dancers suddenly creeping out of his walls?

“my whole life, i’ve wanted to be bad” makes me emotional about rebecca. i mean, her whole life she’s been searching for all different kinds of personas to mimic, so i’m sure a part of her has always wanted to be bad. but which part? i think the desire was probably a reaction to parental stuff and people always calling her crazy. like, if there’s some actual part of her that’s bad, then that could somehow make the way people treat her make more sense? you know what i’m saying? did i take this single line in a song so obviously not about rebecca’s childhood trauma and turn it into that? YOU BET I DID

“so sad. so pathetic, weak, and sad” - not nearly as deep as my previous comment, but this makes me laugh. i really like it for some reason.

whew boy, the way rebecca looks nathaniel up and down when she sings “a certain beau”

“THAT’S YOU” “yeah, i got that” - more hilarious than it has any right to be

THE WAY NATHANIEL KINDA GULPS WHEN REBECCA ASKS HIM TO RIP AWAY HER COMPASSION WITH HIS TEETH (@halfincubus knows what’s up)

when she’s upside down, he’s totally transfixed on her and the way he automatically leans in whenever she’s close gives me heart palpitations tbh

the dancers drop rebecca in nathaniel’s lap and at first he’s like “oof” but then his expression quickly morphs into kind of an “oooh” and sdklvadnaflbskdg KILL ME

just…the entire time she’s on his lap and he is transfixed by the boobs. right there with you, buddy.

“stop hitting yourself” THAT SHOULDN’T BE AS FUNNY AS IT IS

and speaking of physical bits that both make me feel kind of bad for nathaniel and want to cackle in his face - THE THROWING OF THE SHOES WHILE THEY’RE INSULTING HINM IN SONG IS! SO! GOOD!

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gotta love how ceg never romanticizes women’s clothing…or, like, women’s appearance when it doesn’t need to be romanticized. the thong bits aren’t my favorite part of the song, but they’re so real and so important.

obviously i love nathaniel’s ‘i get it!’ face when rebecca makes a hp reference, but also?? i would kill a man to see his face when she full-on straddles him.

let’s talk about “somehow you don’t have that sucky thing called emotions” REBECCA!! JUST LAST EPISODE YOU CALLED HIM OUT ON DEVELOPING TWINKLY HEART SPARKLY FEELINGS FOR YOU! so either she doesn’t actually believe that his interest in her is grounded in real emotion. or she’s decided to revert into some willful ignorance to get what she wants. either way, i’m not ready for the paaaaaiiiin of rebecca insisting that nathaniel is an ‘amoral sociopath’ while he’s there trying to show her how much he cares with baskets of soothing bath salts and artisanal pears (jk i’m ready for the angst. bring it, i’ll cry for weeks idc)

again, same @ nathaniel when rebecca’s stripping off the last of her clothes. he is shocked and aroused and i love the things he can do with his face.

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Mitsuru x reader fluff because it's rare

yknow whats even rarer mitsuru x reader angst hohoho but yes mitsu fluff is good

 "Ah, there it is!"

  You turn to look over at what your boyfriend is pointing at oh so excitedly, and have to catch your breath. "O-oh God, is that?"

  "Uh huh! That's what you were telling me about, weren't you, _____-chan?" Mitsuru bubbles with laughter. "That's the new figure of your favourite character in that one anime. What was his name again? Hi... Hika..?"

  "Hikari-kun!" you remind hinm with a nudge. "Yes, Hikari-kun! Ah, I can't believe it's only going to be a UFO figure; look at the painting, the colours, the expression! He looks so good there!"

  Mitsuru scrunches up his nose in thought. "Hm, I don't really know what _____-chan likes so much about a figurine, but if you like it that much, I'm gonna get it for you!"

  "Eh? M-Mitsuru, you don't have to!"

  "Ahaha, that's nonsense! We walked around in the Sega Arcade so long, it'd be a waste not to get it for you!"

  "Hm?" You think back a little. "Is this why Mitsuru wanted to come to the Sega Arcade so badly?"

  Mitsuru squeaks, and looks away from you sheepishly; the tips of his ears are red. "I don't know what're you talking about, _____-chan..."

  He slots in the 100-yen coin into the machine, and the game lights up. "Thanks, Mitsuru," you say, leaning against him.

  "It's nothing, it's nothing! Now just watch me get your favourite character Hikaru-chan for you!"

  "It's actually... never mind."

  You watch him fiddle with the controls, angling the crane over to the figure's box with hyper-fixation. The little pink tip of his tongue sticks out of his mouth, and Mitsuru lets go of the joystick, allowing the crane to dip down in an attempt to nab the box. It grabs it cleanly, and Mitsuru's eyes light up, his mouth already wide open to cry out in triumph, yet you await with knowing trepidation; true enough, as the crane moves back up, the claws glide past the box and return to its original position, without claiming the coveted prize.

  "Wha-what the heck!" yells Mitsuru, punching the air in frustration. "I almost got it too! Grr!"

  "Mm, yeah, you did really well for a first-timer!" you console him.

  "Hmph, I'm not going to lose, and let you walk away without Hikoko-chan! One more time!"

  And thus ensues a flurry of attempts on Mitsuru's part, and you wondering how on Earth he has so many 100-yen coins. Although he is able to move the box ever so slightly, inching it to the drop, the box never obeys by his demands, and remains teetering in the safety of the machine.

  Mitsuru falls to the floor after his tenth or so attempt, wiped out. "Why, why, why, why, why! Why is it so hard? I wanted to look in front of _____-chan too..."  "Aw, Mitsuru," you go, touched. "You're already super cool to me! Here, let me have a go; maybe I'll have better luck."

  Years of toying around with UFO machines scattered across the arcades of Japan with the dogged determination of a soldier has shaped those hands of yours to be precise, and your brain to mentally calculate the exact distance and exact angle needed for a successful drop. You watch as the crane flatters over - one, two, three - and there! You release the joystick, and the crane latches onto the box and drags it down, right into your hands.

  "Oh, I got it!"

  You reach down to get it, and turn to Mitsuru with a great smile. He, however, doesn't reciprocate it.

  "M-Mitsuru?"

  "Not fair!" bawls Mitsuru, stamping his foot on the ground. "I really wanted to win Hiroki-chan for you! I feel so lame..."

  "That's not true! Mitsuru did his best, and looked really cool as he did it! I'm really proud of him!"

  Mitsuru pouts a little, but looks at you with hopeful eyes. "R-really? Do you really think I'm cool?"

  You nod. "Of course!"

  "Yay! B-but, I still wanna win something for _____-chan..."

  "Hmm..." Your eyes scan the arcade, and catch something. "How about that teddy bear? It looks quite cute, and it's an easier claw machine to win!"

  "Really?" Mitsuru's eyes shine again. "Okay, I'm gonna win it for you! Dash, dash!"

  He hurtles right off, beaming again. You follow him, clutching your new figure without the heart to tell him that you've already won it before.

[bloojayoolie]

Being Alone, Apparently, and Best Friend: 2 Mercutio Found tied in a basement to a pipe, a confused, broken boy wonders if he will ever find a family to love hinm I have been returned :( INTAKE DATE – 4/14/2019 Mercutio thought he had found his forever home back in October of 2018, only to be returned last week to the very place he had hoped never to see again. And not by his parents. By the police. He was found tied in a basement to a pipe. Can you imagine? This poor dog. Abandoned to the basement, alone, lonely and wondering if this was all that life would ever be for him. You can see the confusion and sadness in his face, as he sits in his kennel waiting to die. He has been nothing but a peach at the shelter too, playful with girl pups in playgroup, and though initially shy with new people, he warms quickly. So we have to wonder what his parent did to him. The way Mercutio responded to his “parent” when he saw him at the Care Center is NOT the normal behavior of a much loved dog. It is the behavior of a scared, abused dog. It’s imperative that Mercutio find a home with an experienced foster or adopter who will help heal the wounds of his past, whether emotionally, physically or both. If you can give him a place to land, Message our page or email us at MustLoveDogsNYC@gmail.com for assistance. He must go to an adult only home. A Staff Member Writes: “(Pronounce in a French accent). They named me after Mercutio from Romeo and Juliet. Just like in the play, I will be the Mercutio to your Romeo. What do I mean by that? I'll be your best friend! I'll be a little shy at first, but give me a little time and watch me warm up to you. I'll be your happy-go-lucky puppy! Bring me home!” MERCUTIO, ID# 60075, 3 yrs old, 52 lbs, Neutered Male Manhattan ACC, Large Mixed Breed, Black / White Owner Surrender Reason: Returned 4/14/2019 Shelter Assessment Rating: NEW HOPE ONLY No children (under 13) Medical Behavior Rating: 2. Blue OWNER SURRENDER NOTES – BASIC INFORMATION: Mercutio is reported to growl and snap if his food or bones are approached. Bite history: Yes, Mercutio's owner was playing ball with him. Mercutio was no where near the ball. Mercutio then jumped at his owner, growling. The owner shielded his face with his hand and Mercutio bit his hand, breaking skin. Owner stated that Mercutio can be "intermittently aggressive". SHELTER ASSESSMENT SUMMARIES - Date of assessment: 15-Apr-2019 Leash Walking Strength and pulling: None Reactivity to humans: None Reactivity to dogs: None Leash walking comments: None Sociability Loose in room (15-20 seconds): Moderately social Call over: Approaches with coaxing Sociability comments: Body soft, sniffing room Handling Soft handling: Seeks contact Exuberant handling: Seeks contact Comments: Body soft, leans into pets Arousal Jog: Follows (loose) Arousal comments: None Knock: Approaches (loose) Knock Comments: None Toy: No response Toy comments: None PLAYGROUP NOTES - DOG TO DOG SUMMARIES: Due to arrival as a stray, history around dogs is unknown. He has so far demonstrated most compatibility with playful female dogs. 4/15: When introduced off leash to the female greeter dog, Mercutio greets politely. He remains calm and does not display much interest in play. 4/17: Mercutio engages in some vocal play with a female dog. MEDICAL BEHAVIOR - Date of initial: 15-Apr-2019 Summary: Timid, allowed handling. ENERGY LEVEL: Mercutio displays a high level of activity. We recommend long-lasting chews, food puzzles, and hide-and-seek games, in additional to physical exercise, to positively direct his energy and enthusiasm. BEHAVIOR DETERMINATION: New Hope Only Behavior Asilomar TM - Treatable-Manageable Recommendations: No children (under 13), Place with a New Hope partner Recommendations comments: No children: Due to Mercutio's bite history, we recommend an adult only home. Place with a New Hope partner: Due to the severity of Mercutio's bite history (lunging towards his owner's face and biting the owner's hand when he shielded his face), we recommend he be placed with a New Hope placement partner who is able to provide an experienced adult-only foster home. A period of decompression is recommended to allow Mercutio to acclimate comfortably to his new environment; force-free, reward based training only is advised when introducing Mercutio to new and unfamiliar situations. Consultation with a professional trainer/behaviorist is highly recommended for guidance to safely manage/modify any behavior Mercutio presents with outside of the care centers. Potential challenges: Resource guarding, Fearful/potential for defensive aggression, Bite history (human) Potential challenges comments: Resource guarding: Mercutio is reported to growl and snap when his food and toys are approached. He lunged towards his owner's face, biting the owner's hand when he shielded his face with it, possibly in an attempt to guard a ball. Please see handout on Resource Guarding. Bite history: Mercutio bit his owner's hand when the owner shielded his face with it as Mercutio lunged towards his face. This bite is concerning as the owner's face was hos target. Please see handout on Bite History. Fearful/potential for defensive aggression: When Mercutio saw his owner at the care center, he lunged forward, barking and growling, and did not let his owner approach him. We do not know the direct cause of this behavior or if it will appear in other contexts. Please see handout on Fearful/potential for defensive aggression. MEDICAL EXAM NOTES 15-Apr-2019 DVM Intake. Vet Notes: 3:19 PM. [DVM Intake] DVM Intake Exam. Estimated age: 3 years. Microchip noted on Intake? Yes, placed at MACC back in 10/2018 Microchip Number (If Applicable): 985113002219144. History : Brought in by agency. Reported to be left in basement and tied up to pipe. After scanning his microchip it was noted this dog had been at MACC before, back in October 2018. Subjective: BAR. Observed Behavior -Timid but allowed all handling. Vigilant but no biting, lunging or growling. Took Vienna sausages well. Evidence of Cruelty seen -No. Evidence of Trauma seen -No. Objective: T = , P =112 bpm, R =eup, BCS 6/9. EENT: Eyes clear, ears clean, no nasal or ocular discharge noted. Oral Exam: nsf. PLN: No enlargements noted. H/L: NSR, NMA, CRT < 2, Lungs clear, eupnic, no c/s. ABD: Non painful, no masses palpated. U/G: M/N, MSI: Ambulatory x 4, skin free of parasites, no masses noted, healthy hair coat. CNS: Mentation appropriate - no signs of neurologic abnormalities. Rectal: Clean externally. Assessment: Apparently healthy. Prognosis: Good. Plan: No tx needed at this time. SURGERY: Already neutered --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- FIRST STAY IN MANHATTAN ACC WAS IN OCTOBER 2018 *** TO FOSTER OR ADOPT *** MERCUTIO IS RATED NEW HOPE RESCUE ONLY. To foster or adopt him you must fill out applications with New Hope Partners. You cannot direct adopt him at the shelter. Please Message our page or email us at MustLoveDogsNYC@gmail.com for assistance. If you would like to adopt a NYC ACC dog, and can get to the shelter in person to complete the adoption process, you can contact the shelter directly. We have provided the Brooklyn, Staten Island and Manhattan information below. Adoption hours at these facilities is Noon – 8:00 p.m. (6:30 on weekends) If you CANNOT get to the shelter in person and you want to FOSTER OR ADOPT a NYC ACC Dog, you can PRIVATE MESSAGE our Must Love Dogs page for assistance. PLEASE NOTE: You MUST live in NY, NJ, PA, CT, RI, DE, MD, MA, NH, VT, ME or Northern VA. You will need to fill out applications with a New Hope Rescue Partner to foster or adopt a NYC ACC dog. Transport is available if you live within the prescribed range of states. Shelter contact information: Phone number (212) 788-4000 Email adopt@nycacc.org Shelter Addresses: Brooklyn Shelter: 2336 Linden Boulevard Brooklyn, NY 11208 Manhattan Shelter: 326 East 110 St. New York, NY 10029 Staten Island Shelter: 3139 Veterans Road West Staten Island, NY 10309 *** NEW NYC ACC RATING SYSTEM *** Level 1 Dogs with Level 1 determinations are suitable for the majority of homes. These dogs are not displaying concerning behaviors in shelter, and the owner surrender profile (where available) is positive. Some dogs with Level 1 determinations may still have potential challenges, but these are challenges that the behavior team believe can be handled by the majority of adopters. The potential challenges could include no young children, prefers to be the only dog, no dog parks, no cats, kennel presence, basic manners, low level fear and mild anxiety. Level 2 Dogs with Level 2 determinations will be suitable for adopters with some previous dog experience. They will have displayed behavior in the shelter (or have owner reported behavior) that requires some training, or is simply not suitable for an adopter with minimal experience. Dogs with a Level 2 determination may have multiple potential challenges and these may be presenting at differing levels of intensity, so careful consideration of the behavior notes will be required for counselling. Potential challenges at Level 2 include no young children, single pet home, resource guarding, on-leash reactivity, mouthiness, fear with potential for escalation, impulse control/arousal, anxiety and separation anxiety. Level 3 Dogs with Level 3 determinations will need to go to homes with experienced adopters, and the ACC strongly suggest that the adopter have prior experience with the challenges described and/or an understanding of the challenge and how to manage it safely in a home environment. In many cases, a trainer will be needed to manage and work on the behaviors safely in a home environment. It is likely that every dog with a Level 3 determination will have a behavior modification or training plan available to them from the behavior department that will go home with the adopters and be made available to the New Hope Partners for their fosters and adopters. Some of the challenges seen at Level 3 are also seen at Level 1 and Level 2, but when seen alongside a Level 3 determination can be assumed to be more severe. The potential challenges for Level 3 determinations include adult only home (no children under the age of 13), single pet home, resource guarding, on-leash reactivity with potential for redirection, mouthiness with pressure, potential escalation to threatening behavior, impulse control, arousal, anxiety, separation anxiety, bite history (human), bite history (dog) and bite history (other).

[deppressed-indie-kid]

Flashback

In the January of my fourth year (last year) I started seeing this guy called Jack. And when I say seeing I mean that very loosely. I didn’t really want a relationship with hinm and he was okay with that. We juist kind of hooked up at parties and sometimes I’d come over and chill at his house (my mother didn’t like him so we didn’t spend much time at mine). Everything was going pretty well, I was getting with other people, he was getting with other people and we were getting with eachother.

But soon enough, just before my year went on the ski trip in February he started getting annoyed at me for unapparent reasons. He would never straight up say it but everyone knew it was because he didn’t like it when I was getting with other people. Eventually, months later, in the beginings of summer, one morning after a party we had an argument and he let slip that he loved me and wanted a real relationship. I did not share this desire and being hungover and grumpy, I left without saying more.

The next couple of weeks was starined, we were kind of on and kind of off and no real conclusion had been reached about what we were. I didn’t want to be in a relationship and I made that quite clear, while he made it clear that he wanted more, and wasn’t willing to settle. Then his birthday started coming up. I was then when one of his friends (who he’d told I was his boyfriend despite me explicitly him I didn’t want a boyfriend) invited me to his 19th. Realising then how close hois birthday was I was faced with a moral dilemma: I could stay with him, leading him on until after his birthday or I could be ‘that guy’ who broke up with him right before his birthday. To make things worse, if I broke up with him after his birthday, it would only be about three weeks before his Leaving Cert, I mean I know one weeks difference doesn’t sound like a lot but in the moment sooner rather than later seemed better. So, following that philosophy, and after careful analysis of the situation, I ended things with him three days before his birthday.

Was it the right choice? I don’t know but at least it was over and I didn’t have that pressure hanging on me anymore.