#Kuya Wil

[pinaasang-umasa]

before, sobrang particular ko with holidays esp christmas and new year like ayokong may hindi ako mabati or may hindi ako mamessage na feel q mahalaga sakin. now, pagod lang nararamdaman ko and lungkot for bewwy and minsan sa life desicions din, pero it'll be better ig. tnx emily in paris, mej nalilibang aq with emotions and pagod in rl.

halos wala akong nireach out na tao ngayon to greet, enough na siguro yung binati ko sila sa isip ko. also, i've been wanting to lessen down connections with people na for show lang tas feel ko ang irrelevant ng relationship, ganon levels. ayon, okay, wala na akong energy guys sori.

merry christmas parin, i wish for everyone's peace of mind and betterment sa life choices!!!!! (araw araw pasko naman daw sabi ni kuya wil, so ok lang yan grrr) YAKAAAAAAP

[alicenowonderland]

𝓹𝓪(𝓰)𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓪

Two words, 𝓹𝓪𝓰-𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓪 and 𝓹𝓪𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓪. Breathe and rest.

For the past few months I could feel that my mental health status is declining. I could not acknowledge it at first for the reason that I think that it is a sign of a weakness and I cannot show weakness since I am a Mom, I am the first-born child, I am the eldest sister, I am a social worker, and I am a mental health professional worker. I cannot give up. I have a lot of responsibilities in ny shoulder and I have to fight.

But sometimes, the more I hold on, the more I push myself into believing that everything is fine it becomes worst up to the point where I became anxious and stressed over the things that I cannot control anymore.

I get tired. I cannot breathe. It feels like even the air that I am breathing is not for me anymore. I feel like giving up. But God is really good. I prayed and he send people to help me.

I always tell my parents my plans as an assurance that their daughter still has a plan on her life and they would always make me feel their support and love. They always tell me that I should wait and take my time. Really, it is just me who is putting pressure to myself since I saw people at my age or younger than me achieved greater things that I was so blinded by it that I cannot see how far I have reached. Thank you Mommy and Dadi Mey for always making me feel loved, secured and heard.

Myy brother, Karl, he may not give me advices but he is still there to listen and to comfort me. Also, to confront me when I did something off.

I felt suffocated until I got the urge to tell Ate JenyBeth how I really feel. People see me as a happy and jolly person but my thoughts are eating me. Thank you Ate Jen for saving me while I am drowning in my thoughts thinking I am not good enough and I am not worthy since I am always comparing myself to other people’s achievements. Thank you for reminding me that we are all uniquely good and that I am me.

I wanted to rest.

And God gave that to me.

Kim, Ate Ran and I really has a plan to go on a trip to breathe and to take a rest.

But the Lord is good. He knows what I need. He knows what to do. He has plans for me.

A week before our trip, my friends from work asked me to go with them at La Union. Nature healing really works for me. I can breathe and at the same time, I can rest. Even if it is just a day, I coul feel the serenity and the peaceful life I can have and I can choose.

The week after, our trip was pushed through despite of a lot of obstacles due to work schedule. Thank you everyone in the trip, our organizer and coordinator Macoy Adventure, the three couples who are our new friends now, Ate Julie and Kuya Noel, Kay and Ron, and Ate Sienna and Kuya Wil. Thank you so much to my friends who got really the best chemistry of each other, my high scool tropa John Robert, my college best friend Kim Aguilon, my college friend Allen Dela Cruz and my workmate Ate Ran Odango (sorry hindi ko kayo mahanap sa tags huhu).

My two weekends has been fun. A lot of realizations come in and I took my time to realize and acknowledge that: 1) This is just a phase, this will pass through. 2) Acknowledging that something is wrong with me is not a weakness, but a strong will to live and change myself for the better. 3) I have a support system. I am not alone not like what I used to believe. There are people who loves me, supports me and cares for me. ❤️

With all that, I am not ready again to face adulthood together with my role as a mother. I am now ready to breathe again and re-focus my mind towards my goals without looking or comparing myself to others. 💗 Self-love must really comes first in that I can also take care and love the people who is always there for me.

To God Be The Glory! ����🙏🏻

[nathencleto]

Kuya Wil on Wil To Win:

[commonplacesobriquet]

LIFE UPDATE

Hi!

It's 7th of November now. I am actually in the middle of work and I have so many things to do, but here I am... all of a sudden, I am writing here. You're probably wondering why here? Why not on my main blogsite (onwoolgathering.wordpress.com)? Well, I suddenly wanted to update this space. So yeah... I have so much to do. I have to check my students' outputs and exams, check the grammar of the submitted manuscripts (which are long overdue—since July!), make activity designs, and many more. Everything is piling up on my plate.

The main reason why I am suddenly writing here is because I have so much in my headspace. I hate the fact that I get lazier each day and I can't keep a journal anymore. There were numerous important events that have passed and were left unrecorded. I feel bad that I have nothing to look back on because I kept no records of them. Photos? Videos? My phone's camera isn't that good, so I can't even use it for documentation. Everything is fleeting now. I can't immortalize a moment.

I'll try to write some recent memories here.

Last October 31, Jet and I moved into a new place. It was a spur-of-a-moment decision, but our desire to move out of our previous place was already there. That's why when our College President said there was a vacancy in the boarding house he lived in before, we immediately grabbed the opportunity. It is a better place for us because we finally have our privacy. We also have our own kitchen and toilet, which was common in our previous place. For me, as a sentimental person, it was bittersweet, because I was letting go of my usual route for more than a year of residency here in Pantukan. I got attached to the place, especially because Ate Lovely and Kuya Ryan have been such good landlady/lord. They've been very accommodating and considerate. When I was still alone in my first few months here, they have been a constant guide to me. I am filled with gratitude to them and I hope they will be blessed more. I could say that I wasn't fully ready to move out, but it had to happen.

In our new place, it's like Jet and I are starting. In the words of my Mama, "Tinud-anay na ni inyo." We are in the process of embellishing the home that we're trying to build en route to our wedding next year. There are still many appliances and stuff that we have to buy. It's a good practice for the both of us.

We also recently celebrated our 1st anniversary on the same day of his 25th birthday. I remember last year when his first proposal happened. We were facing the sea under the moonlight. We had food and drinks that we purchased in Tagum to celebrate his birthday. At the simple picnic, he proposed to me, in vernacular, to be his girlfriend. I must say, that "yes" to him changed my life for good. I have nothing but gratitude.

Anyway, yeah we celebrated our 1st anniversary and his 25th birthday at Jienos Garden Beach Resort with his family, mine, and our dearest friends. We chose that place because that was where we had our dates when he was still courting me and before we got officially together. I remember how I sneaked out at 9PMs and he would wait for me outside. We would first stop at the 7/11 to buy our food for the night, then go to Jienos. We would pay 300 pesos for our entrance fee and cottage. Those dates happened once or twice a week. It was our memorable place and it feels good to share it with our loved ones.

It's a shame that we did not have many photos to keep for that event. It was very special and rare. Despite the lack of mementos, I will always remember how happy we are. Jet and I are both very blessed that we have the best families that we could ask for. That special event was a testament to their love and support for us. I thank God for making everything possible for us.

I guess this is it for now. I have to go back to work.

I will be writing about my Comprehensive Exam journey soon when the results are out. Right now, I am still anxiously waiting for Thursday.

Also, I will buy a new notebook na. Hopefully, I can start journaling again.

[kwockxpressions]

Jane Kim

1. Name, Year, Major & Hometown

Name: Jane Kim, Year and Major: 4th year, Human Biology Major with Public Health Minor Hometown: San Francisco, CA 

2. What are you most proud of?

As corny as it might sound, I am most proud of my resilience and ability to overcome many challenges in life. Life is tough but I believe that I learned and grew a lot from them. Ultimately, it shaped me into the person I am today and I am growing to love myself hehe 

3. If you could choose a Sanrio character as a pet, which one would it be and why?

Hands down, it would be my LITTLE TWIN STARS! Last term (Keene term), I picked up twins and when I made their pillows, I instantly thought of the Little Twin Stars: James as Kiki and Kacie as Lala. In every lifetime, every world, every universe, and every version of reality, I will always find them and choose them ♡ 

4. What is the biggest green flag in someone?

I think the biggest green flag in people is respecting other people’s boundaries. To maintain a healthy relationship, it is important to understand that people have different levels of comfortableness and values and respect their personal space and decisions. 

5. What’s your biggest ick?

KENT BATOON (jk love you kuya) Personally, I can never look past being rude, inconsiderate, and impertinent. 

6. If you were Kirby, who/what would you swallow and become?

YEONJUN! YEONJUN! YEONJUN! FEEL LIKE CINDERELLA NAEGA BYEONAE! I JUST WANNA BE YOUR DOG! 🗣🗣🗣

7. What’s the most embarrassing moment in your life?

I’ve definitely had moments that were “embarrassing” for other people but me personally… I am not embarrassed about anything HAHA 

8. When’s the last time you cried?

I was cleaning my room and found the letters that my littos wrote me during the BBLB workshop. So… the last time I cried was actually a couple of hours ago HAHAHA 

9. What’s your most used emoji?

👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹

10. What do you value in a friendship and tell me about your best friend.

One thing I value in a friendship is empathy. I am an emotionally sensitive person so sometimes, it can be hard to manage and cope with my emotions. Therefore, I would like my friends to be empathetic and support me rather than to invalidate my feelings. Also, in a friendship, I believe that they should be there to support me through everything. I would appreciate if my friends wil celebrate my good days while support me during my bad days. Another thing I value is trust. I believe that trust is the basis of a strong friendship. I rely on my friends a lot and can tell them mostly anything. Whenever I am opening up about something and want them to keep it confidential, I know that I can trust them to keep it a secret. Being able to trust my friends brings security to that friendship. I also value acceptance. I have been told that I am a “character” which I guess is true. Sometimes, I can be a lot. I appreciate that my friends accept me for who I am without judgment. They stick by me whenever I do something “embarassing” and embrace my strengths and weaknesses. It makes me feel like I am loved and valued in the friendship once I know that I am accepted by them. Even though it might sound cliché, my best friends would be my siblings. I can tell them ANYTHING and EVERYTHING and no matter what, I know that they will listen to me and support me through any circumstances. Also, they definitely accept me for who I am. In fact, they bring out the “wilder” side of me. I am able to truly be myself whenever I am with them. Additionally, we can do absolutely nothing but the idea of being in each other’s company is more than enough. I can never get tired or bored from them. I actually miss them so much HAHAHA

[sebcalaguas]

Evil Willie Revillame be like...

[chickynn]

when we,, when we...when we. 👉👈

[tetsvhoe]

HI HI HIIIII MAY STORIE AKO SO LAST WEEK AT NIGHT TIME, I WAS ON MY BED BA MINDING MY OWN THING SCROLLING THROUGH MY PHONE TAPOS I WAS RANDOMLY SWALLOWING KASI I SAW THIS THING NGA U CANT SWALLOW DAW MORE THAN 5 TIMES THING AND AS I SWALLOWED I LITERALLY TASTED BLOOD AND I DIDNT MIND IT TAPOS I TRIED IT ULET TAPOS I WAS QUESTIONING IT NA THEN I LIED THERE FOR 15 MINUTES UNTIL I GOT UP AND WENT TO GET A MIRROR HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH UNG THROATH KO LIKE THE INSIDE NAG BLEED LIKE YUNG DUGO NASA THROAT KO TALAGA THEN I TOLD MY MAMA BA "ming may period yung throat ko" AND I WENT TO THE DOCTORS SABI GALING DAW SA NOSE AND THEN I REALIZED NA GALING TO KASI MY BROTHER NA 3 IS A MENACE HE SHOVED A WHOLE ASS CRAYON ON MY NOSE WHILE I WAS SLEEPING 😭😭😭😭 ne way ang boring na ng life ko gusto ko ng 5k HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHA

-anon na may condom sa bag

HAHSHAHAHAHAH HOY I TRIED THAT SWALLOWING THING TOO AND I COULDNT GET PAST 2 WITHOUT CHOKING 😭 pero ang funny nung sinuksukan ng crayons pls bat dika nagising naPA DOKTOR PA TULOY

[applepienation]

I am gooood!! How bout you? - Tendo

OOOH how was practice? :>

i think im good,, was a bit grumpy earlier bc i just woke up yet ppl were already bothering me HAHSHSHAHA but i ate and now im ok 😌

[chickynn]

SANIC 😳😳😳😳

DID YOU GET ME SUM CHICKEN NUGGETS AND FRIES??? I HOPE YOU DID CUS I AINT EATIN THIS SHIT IF THEY WERENT-

HERES YOU MCYDEES BITCH

[nathencleto]

WIL TO WIN SA TV5, ABANGAN!

WILLIE REVILLAME (KUYA WIL)

[whooolaanmo]

May Papansit, Puto at Lumpia Gulay.

Salamat Ma sa pa merienda tanghalian na pagkain mo na pinadeliver mo dito sa Bukid Team 🌴🌱🌾🌿

Happy Birthday nga pala sa naka fling/mu o naging kami ata 6 months dati lakas maka contractual 🤣😁😄😅

Angela Salvatiera Alpay 🎉🎂

tska kay Kuya Wil Revillame penge paybtawsan 🤣🤣🤣

Jan. 27, 2022 11:00 am

[kvlljoys]

omg bat kamukha nung papa ni onjo si kuya wil bye iiyak na ako

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God has heard my prayer! :)

[chickynn]

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ACCEPT THY RING POP PLS PSPSSPSPSPSP

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Putangina patulog na ko eh tas naimagine ko si kuya wil nakapink na suit tas naghehephep hooray 😭