#Kpop spice

[chanxoxyeol]

Just came out to my mother who is visiting me from Utah because I fucking forgot to take down this goofy ass flag.

[the0p]

letters

based off of "to all the boys I loved before" cuse YES I AM A LOSER LIKE THAT FIGHT ME. mlm, fluff, and some spice?? very long story also a bit of a size thing going on cuse...yeah.

I sat on the floor of my bedroom writing yet another letter to a guy I had complications feeling towards.

it was a recurring patern in my life as the moment I shared something special with someone instead of telling them my feelings I'd write them down on a piece of paper and trow it in a box I kept under my bed.

it was a bit pathetic for sure, but can you blame me? love has never worked out for me before, so I much rather admire from a distance.

this letter was addressed to a guy in my school.

Jeong Yunho.

back in 6rd grade, me, him, and some other friends had a small party where we played spin the bottle. at the time a friend of mine had a crush on him that I knew about, so I begged for the bottle not to land on him, but of course it did. I was hesitant, but nonetheless, we shared a short, small kiss, which was my first. safe to say me and her are not on good terms even till this day.

the cringe letter was finished, and I folded it up nicely, putting it in an envelope and writing down his name on it before throwing it in the box and sliding it under my bed.

I didn't think much of it knowing they couldn't get out, so I chose to go to bed for the night.

in the morning, I rushed to the kitchen, my sister sitting on the sofa on her phone, ready to go as I ran around looking for my laptop.

"we'll be late, you know." she said, looking at me from the sofa standing up, trowing her bag over her shoulder.

"I'm sorry, okay, i just can't find my computer. can you go back to my room and look? maybe I missed it. please?" I asked her with a pleading look, hoping she'd go check, and thankfully, with an annoyed groan, she agreed.

she came back after a few minutes computer in hand. "it was by your bed, clothes trown over it."

"Thank you so much." I said, taking it from her and rushing out the door to my car, her following not too far behind me.

the school day passed by normally. the usual boring classes until lunch period hit.

I never ate in the cafeteria as it was way too crowded for me, so I always camped out in the bathroom eating and scrolling through my phone. sure it wasn't the most sanitary thing to do, but it was quiet.

as I was enjoying my lunch devouring a sandwich I made in a rush I heard the door open a familiar voice coming trough.

"y/n? you in here?" it was yunho. I was confused about why he was looking for me, but I didn't make a sound, wanting him to leave in all honesty. I brought my legs up so he couldn't see which stall I was in, but sadly, my phone fell out of my lap as I did so making a lot of noise.

I knew he heard as he knocked on the door. I didn't answer until he slid my letter under the door.

my heart dropped.

I quickly put my things in my bag, stuffing the sandwich in my mouth, and opened the door.

"how did you get that?" I asked my words a bit muffled thanks to the food.

he stumbled back as I opened the door, putting one hand into his jean pocket.

"I found it in my locker this morning. you didn't put it there?" he asked obviously a but confused.

I was panicking. the thought of him knowing how I felt about him was one of my biggest nightmares. I shook my head, no trying to figure out how he could have gotten it and if any of the other guys got it.

he must have picked up on the panic "your hand writing is nice. I'm actually quite flattered you think of me this way."

his words caught me off guard. was he playing, or was he for real?

"Look, you were never supposed to get it. just forget about it, okay?"

"What if I feel the same way? do I still forget about it?"

I stayed quiet, staring at him, not expecting anything like that to come out of his mouth. he sighed, putting the letter in his bag and turning his attention back to me.

"it's actually a bit funny how you never picked up on any of the signs. I don't just go around the school campus trying to strick up a conversation, give compliments, and try to hang out with random people, but you seem quite obvious."

the last sentence struck a bit of a nerve. "I'm not obviou-"

my words were cut off by a pair of soft lips on mine. I was shocked, eyes wide in surprise, tho slowly I calmed down and returned the kiss my hand making its way to his cheek.

he pulled away first, both of us silent as we registered what we (he) just did.

he opened his mouth to say someone, but the bell rang, signalling us that lunch was over.

I pulled away, clearing my throat, and my ears a bit red from embarrassment.

"Let's talk after school, okay? we can meet you back here...if you want, of course."

he nodded the sweet smile on his face that I always adored. "See you then"

...........time skip............

I stood in the bathroom waiting for him. I was a bit scared he would end up not showing up, but I tried to have a bit of hope. my sister decided to go hang out with her friends after school. I didn't really have anything to rush.

20 minutes had passed, and he was still not here. it was upsetting, but somehow, I wasn't too surprised, so I just chose to leave. I got home relatively late as I had stopped at the store to get some food since our fridge was very empty.

my sister was already home sprawled out on the sofa watching a movie as I placed the bags on the kitchen counter.

"How was school?" I asked, glancing at her. for some reason, she was avoiding all eye contact and seemed a bit on edge.

"it was okay. how about you...?"

"it was...interesting, to say the least." I responded, putting the food away as she nodded and stayed quiet.

Once everything was done, I went into my room and instantly checked the box that I kept my letters in. the rest where there but the one yunho got. I instantly knew my sister must have done it in the morning. I wasn't mad, tho since maybe she even did some good?

I sighed and changed, choosing to put my homework off for a bit and relax for a bit to decompose everything that happened today.

it was calm for a while. silent even. until my sister barged in practically braking my door down as I quickly sat up from my bed worried that something had happened. i looked her way, a mischievous smile on her face as she pushed yunho inside my room.

wait, yunho!?

he stood there an awkward smile on his face as he looked around and back at my sister, who closed the door quickly.

"use protection!!" were her last words before she left us there.

I got up quickly and started picking up my clothes, throwing them in my closet to make the place some what clean.

"Hi yunho, I wasn't really expecting anyone, so it's a bit messy"

he laughed and took off his coat, placing it on my dresser that was by the door looking around the room. "it's okay. I did show up without a warning."

I hummed fixing myself up as well to not look too much of a mess.

"I'm sorry that I didn't show up today. I got held back in class. I promise I didn't do it on purpose."

his words seemed honest, and his face had regret written all over it. he walked closer to me, towering over me thanks to his height.

"I couldn't have even texted you a heads up cuse I don't have your number, and I'm so sorry"

I let him finish staying quiet. I had figured as much cuse he didn't seem like the type of person to do something like that. Once he was done, I just kissed him.

I didn't know I had the guts to do something like that but I was glad I did as he returned the kiss immediately his hands finding their way to my waist as mine wrapped around his neck pulling him down slightly.

it got a bit heated surprisingly enough, which I wasn't expecting.

we had moved to my bed making out. it was obvious to both of us that we've been wanting each other for a very long time as things wouldn't be going this far otherwise.

his hands moved up, and my legs, as I pulled away, taking his shirt off, pulling him back into the kiss, we were both getting desperate, but sadly, we got interrupted by my sister.

she came in, completely ignoring the sight in front of her, and sat down on my bed, throwing her homework next to us.

"help me." is all she said.

me and yunho were both very embarrassed, but nonetheless, we stopped what we were doing and both ended up helping her.

[ardentlydekkaone]

jake’s gaze is a mess of jealousy, rage, and, beneath all of that, worry.

“your ex was a prick.” jake’s eyes flash as he says those words, tugging off his jacket. he’s wearing a tank top, and you swallow as his arms come to rest around your waist.

“jake…” you whisper.

“i bet he only fucking cared about himself. couldn’t even make you come,” he says. you don’t deny it; your heart jumps, and he sighs softly. “baby, you deserve so much better.” his fingers tug at the waistband of your sweatpants.

“then show me what better is,” you respond, and he smiles when he kisses you.

[dollistive]

I need to merge souls with him. I need us to become one.

[francisorcoccinella]

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[lewisossokoh]

PINK CLOTHES IN MUSIC VIDEOS PT. 1

[ningfly]

─🎀.˙•🩰★ ˙ ̟🎀 !!

[sabrinitas]

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[dreamofmetoday]

QUICK READING RECAP

23rd to 25th of june 2023

💐💝🌸how does twice momo feel about the misamo unit debuting?

↳ PoP, 3oW

she is happy about it, and likely feels she has waited a long time for it to finally come to fruition and thinks it’s a good idea - sees it as a good beginning.

🤍💻🎧how does twice mina feel about the misamo unit debuting?

↳ the world, 10oP

she’s really happy about it, she feels really comfortable with momo, sana and the overall concept as a whole. she thinks it came at the perfect time but also is thinking, “finally”. however, she thinks something about the styling or song itself was poorly handled in some aspects (but still mostly genuinely content).

🧁🥧🍪how does twice sana feel about the misamo unit debuting?

↳ 7oS, strength, PoS

so she didn’t hate it but she there were other things she’d rather be doing. she found it kind of burdensome, that her time and energy was being unnecessarily taken from her.

🍿🍫🍰how does aespa karina feel about her plastic surgery rumours being so talked about?

↳ the world, juniper rx

she sees it as a side effect of fame and does her best not to dwell on the topic but it can be really difficult. on bad days, it’s on her mind especially during in person interactions - she wonders what they’re thinking and if they’re judging her or not.

🏠⛰️🏰how does aespa winter feel about her plastic surgery rumours being so talked about?

↳ 8oP, AoW

she’s kind of shocked because she didn’t expect it but she thinks it will pass (people will get bored and move on). she thinks there’s nothing she can do about it now.

🥨⛲️🍊how does le sserafim sakura feel about having such a big age gap with eunchae?

↳ QoS, QoP

she sees it as just how the job works (she is used to this sort of dynamic). while sakura is protective over eunchae, she also definitely keeps eunchae at arms length.

⭐️☁️☀️how does nicki minaj see ice spice?

↳ AoP, KnoS

she feels mostly indifferent to her but thinks she is a good money opportunity (can acknowledge ice spice is successful), she wants to be on ice spice’s good side. nicki doesn’t have much of on an opinion on her personality.

🍦🍫🍯how does nicki minaj see doja cat?

↳ 5oP, the hermit

nicki thinks doja takes care of her appearance well but that she is too into herself and doesn’t really have real substance. she thinks doja is really focused on money.

🍲🥘🥙how does loona yves feel about the criticism on her new style?

↳ 6oW rx, emperor

it honestly pisses her of a lot, every time she gets comfortable with fans or with being herself she feels quickly reminded of why she hates being famous (or simply being just authentic). she’s basically thinking: may as well not try to have anything nice or expect anything positive. she thinks her look is good overall though.

🍨🍰🍫how do itzy feel about their upcoming comeback?

↳ hanged man, 7oW

they’re worried and apprehensive about it as a whole. they genuinely want to prove themselves and want to still be popular, they’re hoping they can impress people but they’re unsure (though mostly hopeful).

🍁🍂🪵what would the ideal date for stray kids felix be?

↳ 10oS, QoS, the lovers

something very relaxed and lowkey, where communication and basic chemistry if the main focus (over lots extravagance). he enjoys when conversation is witty but not TOO deep, he wants the mood to seem mainly happy. he also enjoys going to second or third base on the first date and is happy when people feel the same way, and feel the mutual chemistry.

🌺🌸🌼what does twice sana want in a partner?

↳ earth dragon, 5oP, strength

someone who’s mature, can be good guidance and manage things. someone who values the material, working hard and being proactively positive. a good problem solver who’s intelligent and practical.

🍀🪹🌿what does nct mark enjoy talking about?

↳ AoS, the sun, KnoW

he mostly enjoys witty, fast-paced and light hearted conversations. isn’t always keen to go super deep, doesn’t really enjoy long winded explanations on things. he enjoys engaging in gossip. he also doesn’t want to think before he speaks so prefers when people don’t get offended easily and conversation can be blunt and straightforward. lastly, he enjoys flirting and loves when conversations have this tone set.

🎮♟️🎳what is the ideal date for gidle minnie?

↳ 4oP, PoP

she wants someone who shows they’re not afraid to splurge on her and spend money. so she enjoys expensive dates where it’s clear the other person wants to impress her - showing up smelling good and well dressed is also a part of this. she also wants them to make it obvious they only have eyes for her. she wants to feel taken care of and appreciated she sees this as ways that can prove it, showing she is really valued.

[444lluvrr]

NOT MY AFFS

i got these from a sub on yt and i forgot the creator :(

“yeah she’s a girls girl”

I'm so pretty and feminine.

I love embracing my feminine energy.

I am the embodiment of femininity.

I don't chase, I attract.

I am immune to feeding of male validation.

I let go of things that no longer value me.

I'm so soft hearted and humble.

I am a listener.

I always think before I speak.

I have my ideal personality.

I never say too much, I always say just enough.

I never over share.

I am a private person.

Everyone craves my attention.

I attract positive attention.

I am known for my gracious nature.

I am known for my attractive, magnetic appearance.

Everyone is attracted to me as a person and physically.

I am graceful.

I have pretty, feminine mannerisms.

My life is aesthetically pleasing.

I am a lovable person.

I am confident.

I am irresistible.

Iam charming.

I have a perfect personality.

I always get what I want.

I am living in my ideal reality.

I have my ideal relationships.

I always uplift the mood.

My heart chakra is open.

I have healed from all past traumas.

I am healed and ready to move on with my life.

I radiate pleasant, loving energy.

I am a natural healer.

People are naturally drawn to me.

I am everyone's dream girl.

I am unforgettable.

I am immune to stressing over people.

People cant help but run back to me craving for more.

Everyone craves my attention and love.

I'm ethereal.

I release all that holds my femininity back.

I am immune to negativity.

I have a self-concept perfect for manifesting.

Manifesting is effortlessly easy for me.

I always leave people delusional for me.

Everyone cant help but think about how perfect I am.

Everyone wishes I was their girl.

I love myself.

I respect myself.

I radiate goddess energy.

I am divine. I become more prettier every second.

I am a pretty girl with a pretty soul.

[facundoms]

pinkpantheress by me

[the0p]

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mlm, non idol au, alcohol mentioned, fluff, and spice, relatively long, sorry for mistakes I didn't read through it and it's 2am so this may be very shit

the silence between the both of us was comfortable as we walked around the city the warm air around us, making the experience much more enjoyable. the noise of passers filling our ears.

beomgyu, and I have been friends for years. we both knew we liked each other, but we were too scared to actually admit it out loud. I know. a bit stupid, isn't it?

I didn't have any plans of going out tonight originally wanting to be a couch potato, but he dragged me out of the house with the promise of drinks and live music, which I obviously agreed on.

what I didn't know or except was just how long it was taking for us to actually get to that part. I knew he wanted to walk around and take some photos for his portfolio for work, but shit this was taking ages. Of course, as the good friend I was, I didn't complain. yet.

"y/n, look at that. Isn't that so cool?" his voice coming trough braking the silence between us as he pointed to a new building that seemed to have recently been built. his gaze switching between me and the building with a smile on his face waiting for a reaction.

I chuckled and nodded, putting my hands in my jacket pockets. "It's beautiful beomgyu." In all honesty, I didn't see much in it. it looked like every other building on the streets, but there was nothing wrong with a white lie to make him happy, which it obviously did thanks to the smile that grew on his face once I answered.

he took a photo of it, making sure to get a good angle that he liked.

I checked my phone as we contacted the walk, noticing the fact that if we didn't move it along, we wouldn't have time to enjoy proper drinks without missing the last train back to the city.

I was about to warn him once I heard the click of his camera and the bright flash in my direction. I was a bit taken it back as he never took photos of me or to my knowledge, at least.

"You could have warned me, you know? I could have posed or something." I said, putting my phone away and looking at him with an unplesed look.

"Shut up it looks great. you're very photogenic. plus, that was my last photo as the camera is about to die." he turned the camera off, putting it in its case before slipping it in my bag.

"Come on, let's get you those drinks I promised." he said, picking up the pace a bit as I followed right behind him.

surprisingly enough, it didn't take us that long to get there. only around 10 minutes. he opened the door as I stepped inside. the place had a nice vibe to it with bot many people around and great music playing. beomgyu talked to the lady at the front, being able to get us a nice table in a corner as she led us over to it, placing two menus down with plenty of food options.

"This is actually very nice." I said, taking my bag off the same with my jacket, trowing it over the backrest of the chair before sitting down

"Did you not have faith in me? wow okay rude" his words laced with obvious fake offence as he rolled his eyes, taking a seat as well.

i kicked his leg under the table lightly, "Don't be dramatic." before taking the menu and scanning over it. I wasn't too hungry, only craving something sweet.

beomgyu didn't say anything, just pouted and scanned over the menu as well. neither of us was hungry, so we both settled on ice cream for now and drinks. I got beer same with him.

the ice creams and beer came at the same time as he got chocolate, and I got vanilla. we talked and gossiped about old drama that neither of us was over of getting progressively more tipsy as the night dragged on. I wasn't a lightweight by any means, but since I was drinking with beomgyu, getting drunk seemed easier than ever as he already had red rosy cheeks his words were a bit slured and movements very sloppy.

I ordered some cold watter for the both of us as I checked my phone shocked at the time. "beomgyu we fucking missed the last train"

he blinked at me a few times, the words registering in his head. "deadass?"

I nodded, running a hand through my hair, trying to figure out what to do as the waiter brought us the water. I scrolled through my phone, Googling the area, checking for any cheap hotels that weren't too far away, and to my luck, I found one.

"Our only option is a hotel for the night. they don't seem to be busy from what I can tell, so we are in luck, but let's move it, okay?"

he nodded, chugging his watter as I did the same going to pay for the both of us as he somewhat cleaned up the table. I came back taking my jacket and placing it in my bag before putting it over my shoulder. beomgyu stood up as we both left following the directions on my phone.

beomgyu was still relatively out of it as he talked my ear off his arm, wrapped around my shoulder, most of his body weight laying on me as I tried to support him.

"I forgot how much of a hand full you are." I mumbled under my breath, finally reaching the hotel, putting my phone away as I held beomgyu up, walking inside and talking to the lady at the front table. she was nice enough to give us a room for a discount since we came very late at night.

we took the elevator reaching the third floor as I tried to find our room in the painfully long hallways. After a bit, I spotted it and quickly went to open it, walking inside, sitting beomgyu down on the bed.

"y/nnnnnn I'm thirty" beomgyus words rang through the whole room as I took mine and his shoes off, placing them next to the door.

I sighed, going to check the mini fridge for cold water, thankfully finding some and handing it to him.

"Drink it." he did exactly that. I sat down next to him on the bed, taking the bag off and gently, putting it on the floor, my eyes glued to him.

it didn't seem like he was still drunk. the red was gone from his cheeks, and he seemed okay.

"How long were you pretending??"

"Halfway, I sobered up, but you were being too nice to ruin it"

I punched his shoulder not happy with his answer "dude what the fuck!! carrying almost all your body weight for 20 minutes is not easy regardless of how light you may be!!"

he laughed, covering his shoulder and turning to look at me "oh come on! it wasn't that bad!"

I didn't comment on it just collapsed back on the bed and closed my eyes, taking a deep breath before exhaling.

"You know, for someone who is an asshole your very handsome"

beomgyus sudden words surprised me. I opened my eyes, looking at him with a raised eyebrow.

"Thank you...?" it was obvious I didn't know how to take what he said as it was both an insult and a compliment.

"No, seriously. you have this whole emo mysterious thing going on, which makes you attractive even tho you're a complete awkward dork." he continued moving closer to me, laying down next to me, his face turned to me.

"Dude, your compliments are so confusing." I turned on my side as well, looking into his eyes.

beomgyu always said things exactly how they were in his mind regardless of how stupid or confusing they may be. he always spoke his mind, trowing compliments at me, which, of course, I appreciated a lot, but I could never be so blunt about something like that.

it was hard for me to tell him how beautiful he was in my eyes as well. how when he talked my head off I secretly enjoyed the sound of his smooth voice, how he fixed his bleach dead hair that looked too good on him, how his beautiful eyes stared into my soul when he was planning something batshit crazy.

the silence between us grew, and the distance between us lessened without my notice too lost in thought. I snapped back only when I felt his breath on my lips.

"I'm going to kiss you, okay y/n?" beomgyus words came out as a whisper, his eyes searching mine for any signs of discomfort.

I didn't give him an answer before kissing him first, our lips meeting together like two puzzle peaces. the kiss was sweet, soft. he tasted exactly like chocolate and alcohol which was a great mix.

he pulled away first, catching his breath from the long kiss we shared. we didn't say anything, just stared at each other for a bit, both of us thinking.

this time, he made the first move kissing me again. I was a bit surprised not expecting another one but returned it nonetheless.

the kiss quickly got heated as he licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance, which I gave. he moved on top of me, not braking the kiss, his hands finding their way under my shirt as mine went to his hips and back running along the fabric.

I pulled away after a bit, both our lips red and slightly swollen from the intensity of the make out.

"I don't wanna have sex with you tonight. it's a bit too early for that.." I did feel bad about what I said, but I didn't wanna feel guilt about it if we went further.

he smiled, understanding his left hand moving to my cheek. "we don't have to have sex dumbass. I just got tired of knowing I like you and not doing something about it"

he got off me as he moved to the top of the bed, getting under the blanket, patting the spot next to him.

"Come on, let's get to bed so we don't miss tomorrow's train"

I stood up going over to the door locking it for safety purposes and turning off the lights getting under the blanket with him pulling him closer to me my arms wrapping around him comfortably his perfume still as strong as ever my head falling into the crock of his neck.

"Good night y/n" he said quietly as I just hummed in response, pulling him a bit closer, both of us drifting off to sleep.

[ardentlydekkaone]

shower sex with san…he takes you against the wall, your hands pressed against the glass, his arms wrapped securely around your waist, teeth on the back of your neck

[kogalsocks]

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Ice Spice

[black-arcana]

aespa 에스파 'Spicy' MV Teaser

aespa 에스파 The 3rd Mini Album 〖MY WORLD〗 ➫ 2023.05.08 6PM KST