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Happy Hindi Diwas: By IAS, PCS Classes Margus Institute

On this special occasion of Hindi Diwas, we on behalf of IAS, PCS Classes Margus Institute send our heartfelt greetings to you. Let us know about the value and importance of this important day, and also get a little information about our institution.

The Significance of Hindi Diwas:

Hindi Diwas has immense importance for the Indian society. On this day, we dedicate our national language Hindi and remember its importance. It is a medium through which we promote our culture and language.

On this special occasion of Hindi Diwas, I wanted to extend my heartfelt wishes to you. Hindi, our national language, holds a unique place in our hearts and culture. It's a day to honour the richness of the Hindi language and its profound impact on our lives. May this day inspire us all to embrace and promote Hindi, not just as a language but as a means to connect with our heritage, express our thoughts, and foster unity among us.

IAS, PCS Classes Margus Institute:

Our institute is a best education institute for the preparation of IAS and PCS exams. We help students achieve their goals and provide them with the knowledge and stability they need to succeed in their exams.

Our Competent Faculty Team:

We have a team of qualified and experienced teachers in our institute who guide the students in exam preparation.

Our Educational Programs:

We have a variety of courses available, designed to prepare for IAS and PCS exams.

Our community:

There is a strong community among the members of our institute, who share knowledge and experiences with each other.

On this special occasion of your Hindi Diwas, we on behalf of IAS, PCS Classes Margus Institute send our best wishes to you. We are fully committed to your success.

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Stardust ✨— [94]

Kung mayroon mang pinagsisihan si Eron ngayon, iyon ay ang hindi niya paghabol kay Lily. If only he could go back in time, he would do anything to make her stay—she would probably be watching the fireflies with him every night for the past years until tonight.

Ngunit hindi na niya mababalikan ang nakaraan kaya ngayon wala siyang ibang magagawa kundi tanggapin ang parusa ng tadhana sa kanya.

But how great it would have been if he wasn't immature back then? He would probably live with Lily in their condo; being furent to Suka, his cat. It would be really great to sleep beside her, laugh with her, drink, study and even cry due to their exhausting courses. Lily would be a great student nurse—if only she was still here.

Mag-aapat na taon na nang mawala si Lily pero hanggang ngayon, wala paring balita ang mga pulis. They concluded that Lily might be dead—which almost crashed Eron in pieces. He closed all the doors and did not let anyone in. Tinalikuran niya ang pamilya niya, ang mga kaibigan niya, at ang buhay niya.

Halos talikuran niya ang mundo. Kinulong niya ang sarili sa kalungkutan kaya halos malaglag siya sa pag-aaral. Mabuti na 'lang ay kahit papaano, natutunan niyang bumangon. He started to study but his family and friends still thinks it's an unhealthy habit that he's using as his defense mechanism. Hindi na nga niya pinapabayaan ang pag-aaral niya pero halos doon naman tumatakbo ang mundo niya—at syempre, kay Lily.

Patuloy pa rin naghihintay si Eron.

Pero minsan hindi niya maiwasang isipin na... what if he's waiting for something that will never be back?

It pains him when he's thinking about it because it's Lily. Nangako siyang kahit na anong mangyari ay si Lily pa rin ang pipiliin niya; Nangako siyang maghihintay siya kahit gaano pa katagal; He promised everything to Lily... but how long can he still take it?

Masakit man aminin, pero ang minsan na pag-iisip niyang sumuko ay nangyayari nang madalas.

Dahil madalas... napapagod na siyang mag-isa sa mundong puno ng pasakit at pagdurusa. Mas masarap na may kasama.

Eron slowly opened his eyes when he realized he's been praying the wrong way.

Napailing-iling siya sa kawalan para iwaksi ang tumatakbo sa isipan pero sa pangalawang pagkakataon, mukhang natalo na naman siya ng tadhana. Mukhang huli na bago pa niya mabawi ang kahilingan.

A loud weeping echoed around the Arroceros Forest Park as if a wild animal has been disturbed. The fireflies scattered around the place were alarmed by the crying voice that made them fly away. Tila natatakot sa nakakagimbal na pagtangis ng kung sino man.

Napakurap-kurap si Eron na kahit medyo kinakabahan sa naririnig ay pinilit parin na sundan kung saan nanggagaling ang boses.

The weeping voice was mumbling something...It's like a name that wasn't audible enough for him to apprehend.

Eron continued walking through the dark forest track. His only light is the flashlight on his phone that's why he couldn't see the way clearly.

It took him a few minutes before he finally found stairs towards an elevated walkway that was just finished around last year.

The weeping voice was coming on top of it so he didn't hesitate to walk up the stairs with a heart beating so fast—probably because he was worried that coming here might be a bad idea.

Who knew that that thought would vanish as soon as he stepped up to the top floor?

Everything went faster as if his thoughts joined the fireflies flying around the air. His eyes drifted to the girl seating on the bench chair alone, crying with both palms on her face.

The young man couldn't gather his thoughts while looking at the helpless young girl. He didn't know that a person can see his reflection without even looking at the mirror. She's just like him.

Dahil sa malakas na hangin, maingay na kaluskos ng mga dahon na nalalaglag mula sa mga puno sa paligid ay nagising ang diwa ng dalaga. Her red eyes soaked of tears gazed at the young man.

Their lifeless eyes finally met each other.

At that moment, no one knew—fate has decided.

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Bakit litong lito nako sa buhay? so here's my story..

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"Tanga"

"bobo"

"walang kaalam alam"

"palpak"

yan ang lagi kong naririnig everytime na nagkakamali ako at nagfefailed ako sa isang bagay

"di ka naman maalam nan"

"paalisin mo yan jan"

"umalis ka jan"

"impulsive"

"bumili ka na naman ng kung ano, mamaya nakatambak lang yan jan"

yan ang naririnig ko everytime na nageexplore ako at tinatry ang mga bagay bagay.

"cheap"

yan naman ang naririnig ko everytime na nagmamahal ako ng taong di pasok sa standard nila.

Naging biktima rin ako ng pambabastos, nung bata ako nabastos ako (i will not say what exactly kabastusan ang ginawa sakin, but its not rape.) nasa memory ko pa yun 'till now, pinabayaan ko lang yun bcos im still a kid nun wala akong kaalam alam i think 7-9 yrs old palang ako nun. Nawala yun sa memorya ko habang nadadagdagan edad ko, then suddenly when i reach my teeanage life di ako aware sa mga kabastusan na ginagawa niya lagi kong iniisip baka wala lang yun guni guni ko lang. Sabihan ko kayo ng isang senaryo ng mga pambabastos niya, solo ako sa isang kwarto at pag natutulog ako lagi akong naka bistida kase komportable ako dun minsan maluluwag pang bistida at dahil nakabistida ako syempre tumataas yung palda ko. Kada umaga bigla nalang akong napapamulat dahil ramdam ko na parang may nakatingen sa may pintuan, ee ang pinto ko walang door knob at wala ring lock minsan nilalapat ko lang, minsan nakabukas naman. Minsan napapagising rin ako na para may nagbubukas ng pinto at sumisilip. Dinedma ko lang yun iniisip ko minumulto lang ako. Ilang beses yun nangyare pero dinedma ko lang dahil ayokong mag isip ng kung ano at matapang ako di ako takot sa multo Hahahaha.

One time naman natutulog ako minsan tanghali na ko nagigising, feeling ko may nagtataas ng bistida ko. Syempre dinedma ko ulit yun, nakapikit pako nun ee pero gising diwa ko. So iniisip ko minumulto na naman ako at ayoko talagang mag bintang at mag isip ng kung ano ano. Pero lumipas ang marameng panahon, may naeexperience padin ako ng mga kabastusan. Pero dinedma ko lang lahat yun. Why? because i love him, he's part of my family and since i was born yr 1999 'till now yr 2022 im still living with him. Ayoko ng gulo dinedma ko lang lahat ng pambabastos niya, kase sabe ko d naman ako nirerape ee bahala sya mananahimik lang ako dito basta pag ako nirape dun ako lalaban.

Hindi lang ako yung babae dito sa loob ng bahay na tinitirahan ko, pero ngayon ko lang naisip na di lang pala ako ang pwedeng mabiktima. Syaka ko lang narealise nung time na nakawitness ako na binastos rin yung isang babaeng kasama ko sa bahay. Pero nanahimik parin ako ha, baka nagtataka kayo bakit ako lang ang may alam, yes ako lang nakakaalam ng mga ginagawa niya sakin. Alam ni mother ko na may kabastusang taglay yung kasama namin sa bahay hindi ko lang maintindihan bakit wala syang magawa iniisip ko lang na kaugali ko sya too soft, and too loving kaya she always stay quiet, pero di niya alam kung anong exactly na ginagawa niya tlga. At ako? I know exactly, bcos im a victim and im a witness too but i stay quite not until kung ano ano masamang sinasabe niya about sakin na parang binabaliktad niya na ako yung masama (siguro ginagawa nya yun para matakot ako sa kanya, para d ako makalaban sa kanya) at dun ako natrigger. Dun ko sinimulang sigawan siya. "Makapagsalita ka ah! kala mo di ko alam mga ginagawa mong pambabastos ha?!? pati *** nasisilipan mo?!?" yung isang kapatid na lalaki ko lang ang nakarinig nun. Simula nan, ramdam ko na yung takot niya sakin na parang takot syang may masabe ako. Hindi na kame naguusap o nagiimikin pati yung kapatid kong lalakeng yun di rin sya kinakausap o nagkikibuan (actually mas nauna silang di nagkibuan kesa sakin, kase ayaw din ng kapatid ko sa ugali niya matagal na) kasama ko parin siya sa loob ng bahay, I just act that he doesn't exist at walang nangyare. And why? because I love him, at di ko alam dapat kong gawen.

Lahat ng yan nasa isip ko hanggang ngayon, sobrang toxic ng mundo ko. Ang dami kong iniisip na di ko makwento sa iba.

Pero one day may isang taong dumating sa buhay ko. Nung umpisa ng relasyon namin sobrang saya pa, pero unti unti nagbabago at nagiging toxic na.

Di sya nakapagtapos ng pagaaral, yun na nga yung sinasabe ko na nagmahal ako ng d pasok sa standard nila kaya nasabihan ako ng cheap.

Nadamay siya sa toxic na mundo ko, naging toxic ako. During our relationship di lang mga naexperience ko yung inooverthink ko inooverthink ko rin lahat ng mga nanyayare sa relasyon namin, "what if ganto ganan.." ilang beses syang lumayo sakin dahil napapagod sya sa puro away na binibigay ko, kada layo niya lalo lang din lumalala yung mga iniisip ko. "Bakit niya kaya nagagawa akong ignorin ng ganto" "bakit niya kaya ako dinededma" "bakit kaya ganto ganan.." Everytime na lumalayo sya sakin sobrang dame lalo ng tumtakbo sa isip ko.

Pero one day nagbago lahat, he changed. Naging focus siya sakin, lagi niya ko kinakausap, lagi niya kong pinapaalalahanan na mahal niya ko, lagi syang nagbibigay ng assurance at siga lagi yung gumagawa ng paraan para magkaayos kame.

Pero dumating na naman yung time na natrigger na naman yung thoughts ko. I have part time during this time, at etong si partner wala parin ilang buwan na pero naghahanap sya online kase pandemic nga. Lagi kong sinasabe sa kanya na papahiramin ko sya ng pera at lumabas mismo, mahirap kase pag online lang pero tinanggihan niya. Pinipilit ko sya kase mahirap din sitwasyon nya at wala syang pera, dun naman pumasok sa isip ko yung ugali ng papa ko. My parents are seperated dahil sa katamaran at irresponsible kong ama. At kung nag ayos din sya di mahirap sitwasyon namin ngayon. Lagi ako nagooverthink na baka mamaya pareho sila ng tatay ko, marame pa namang nagsasabe na wag daw sya ang piliin ko.

At sa unang pagkakataon iniwan ko siya at marame akong panget at nakakasakit na mga salita na nasabe sa kaniya para tanggapin niya rin yung pakikipaghiwalay ko. I am sure I still love him during that time gulong gulo lang isip ko at napapayag ko rin naman siya.

Pero di siya sumuko nakipag ayos siya at ilang araw naging okay rin kame nagkabalikan kame. Isinantabe ko yung pagooverthink ko about sa mga nasasabe ng mga tao sakin. Mahirap kase gabe gabe iniisip ko parin lahat lahat, pero pinili ko paring magkaayos kame. Marami parin kameng pagaaway at hindi natatapos, ang toxic ko parin. Bigla rin siyang nagbago, di na siya yung dating minahal ko. Lalo niya ng kinakaya na tiisin ako kada away namin, hindi na siya nagsosorry agad pag nagaaway kame. Lalo na siyang lumalayo sakin, hindi na sya sweet, at hindi ko na ramdam yung pagmamahal niya. Ako ang unang nagbago inaamin ko at kasalanan ko bakit humantong kame sa ganto.

Kaya iyuun Dec. 2021 magbabagong taon di kame nag uusap, binati naman niya ko pero hanggang dun lang. January 2022 dun na kame nagkausap ng ayos. Tinanong ko siya kung tapusin na namin, sabe niiya oo. Nakiusap ako na lumaban pa. Sagot niya sakin "ewan ko", "Pagod nako", "Kada away natin nawawalan ako ng gana", at hindi na daw siya sure kung mahal pa ba niya ko dahil sa mga masasaket na salitang nasabe ko. That time sobra akong naiyak. Sobrang sakit. At nagdesisyon kame na pagkagraduate ko dun kame magdedesisyon kung ipagpapatuloy pa namin yung pagmamahalan namin.

Lumayo na naman siya sakin, lumayo siya dahil sa katoxican ko.

Lalo nakong naguluhan, lalo akong nawalan ng gana sa lahat.

Ang dameng tumatakbo sa isip ko. Hindi ko na alam kung anong gusto kong gawen. I tried everything para tumigil ang takbo ng utak ko. Nawawalan na naman ako ng gana sa lahat.

I read books and talk to God, and it's kindda help. Habang naghihintay ako I focus to myself, marame akong narerealise na mga bagay bagay. Naiisip ko na pag dumating yung graduation, parang ayoko na munang magpatuloy ulit sa isang relasyon. Nasanay nakong mag isa, at gusto kong ifigure out kung ano ba tlga mga gusto kong gawen. Gusto kong ifocus sarili ko sa pageexplore, gusto ko munang makalaya sa bahay na tuh at buuin ang sarili ko bago ako magmahal ulit para buo narin yung pagmamahal na inibigay ko sa kanya.

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September festivals and holidays in 2021 to keep up the joyful spirit.

In our hectic routines festivals come as bearers of delight. Be it the days of school or going to work the anticipation of upcoming festivals fills you with excitement and we even enjoy counting the days till the holiday arrives. So let’s get counting, here’s a list of festivals in September that are going to make wait eagerly for the fun to commence.

September 1st to 4th, Ladakh Festival

The Ladakh Festival, organized by the Tourism Department with the help of locals, aims to promote tourism and the region’s unique culture. Folk dances, traditional music, Ladakhi food, artisan products, archery competitions, and polo matches are among the cultural events held. Mask dances are one of the festival’s highlights. This event provides an excellent opportunity for travelers to learn about the culture and way of life of the Ladakhi people.

September 2nd, Pang Lhabsol.

Pang Lhabsol is celebrated in Sikkim, commemorating Mount Kanchenjunga, who is deemed as a guardian deity. The people believe that the mountain deity is responsible for introducing Buddhism to the state and that he has been safeguarding the state from difficult times. To enable their worship, Dzonga, Gonpo, and Dragpo Deshi are created as representations of the festival’s three principal pillars.

September 2nd-11th, Chakradhar Samaroh.

Chakradhar Samaroh is a week-long classical dance and music event held in Raigarh. This event, named after Chhattisgarh’s King Chakradhar Singh, gathers rare skills of Indian classical dance and music for enthusiasts. Music, dance, and songs are prominent events of Chakradhar Samaroh.

September 5th, Teacher’s day.

As we all know it’s a day to celebrate our Teachers, Mentors, and people who’ve had a huge influence on our life decisions. Teacher’s day is originally celebrated on the birthday of Dr. Sarvepalli Radhakrishnan who was a strong supporter of education and the second president of India. On this day people contribute and show gratitude to their teachers through various activities and gifts.

September 7th, Neelamperoor Padayani.

The annual Neelamperoor Padayani Festival, hosted at the Neelamperoor Palli Bhagavathy Temple, is one of the most vivid spectacles in the entire Alappuzha region. It takes place in the Malayalam month of Chingam and is one of the rarest Padayani presentations in the entire country. Colorful processions are carried, massive effigies of swans and other legendary figures are built, and the air is filled with culture during the festival.

September 8th, Parkash Utsav Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji.

The Guru Granth Sahib Parkash Utsav is a regional holiday celebrated in Punjab every year on the 15th day of Bhadon, and the Traditional Punjabi calendar’s sixth month. On this day people celebrate the Guru Granth Sahib which is the holy scripture of Sikhs and contains words spoken by the worshiped Sikh Gurus. The day commemorates the opening ceremony of Guru Granth Sahib at the Golden Temple in Amritsar.

September 10th- September 19th, Ganesh Chaturthi and Ganesh Visarjan.

Ganesh Chaturthi is a festival where the people in India celebrate the god of luck and good fortune Shri Ganesh. On the day of the festival, a statue of Ganesh is brought home and prayers are sung followed by distributing of prashad. The festival usually lasts 9 or 10 days and then the statute is immersed in the sea, indicating Shri Ganesh's return to his home. This ritual is also called Ganesh Visarjan. A large number of people gather in rallies singing and dancing on their way to send off Shri Ganesh.

September 11th, Nuakhai.

Nuakhai is majorly celebrated in Odisha and nearby places where Odia culture is predominant. The festival is celebrated to welcome the new rice of the season. On this day people make a food called ‘arsaa pithaa’ and gather to celebrate on a specific hour called lagan. The day is to honor agriculture and farmers.

September 11th, Rishi Panchami.

Rishi Panchami is celebrated on the fifth day of the Bhadrapad month of the Lunar calendar. The day is celebrated to remember the seven sages also called Sapta Rishi, who contributed to the improvement of society. On this day women fast and take baths in holy rivers to honor and worship the sages.

September 14th, Hindi Diwas.

Hindi Day is celebrated to mark the declaration of the Hindi language as the official language of India in 1949. The day is also celebrated to remember the efforts of Beohar Rajendra Simha along with his companions in the adoption of Hindi in the Devanagri script as one of the official languages of India.

September 15th, Engineer’s day.

Engineer’s day is celebrated on the birthday of Mokshagundam Visvesvaraya, a noted engineer in India and made various contributions to better the nation. He was awarded as ‘Knight’ in 1915 as a commander of the British Indian Empire by King George V. He studied Bachelor of Arts and pursued Civil Engineering and later made contributions in the field regarding the same.

September 16th, Ramdev Jayanti.

The holiday is to celebrate the birthday of Ramdev, a Hindu folk deity of Rajasthan. He was believed to be a reincarnation of Lord Krishna and has devoted his life to the upliftment of the poor. On this day, devotees offer to prepare wooden horse toys, dress them in new clothes, offer special meals, and sing prayers to worship him.

September 21st, Sree Narayana Guru Jayanti.

Sree Narayana Guru Jayanti is an important public holiday in the state of Kerala. On this day, shrines, as well as roads, are decorated with flowers and dried coconuts as tribute. Prayers are sung to remember the contributions of Narayana Guru to the empowerment of people in Kerala and communal feasts are arranged with special emphasis on the poor and downtrodden to honor his teachings.

September 23rd, Haryana Heroes’ Martyrdom Day

The day is celebrated to respect the heroes who made ultimate sacrifices to defend the state of Haryana. Heroes’ Martyrdom Day is a regional government holiday in Haryana, India on September 23rd each year. This holiday is observed on the death anniversary of Rao Tula Ram, a freedom fighter during India’s first war of independence in 1857.

September 27th, World Tourism Day.

World Tourism Day is observed each year on September 27th to raise awareness about the significance of tourism and its effect on our society. The day is also celebrated to spread awareness about global challenges outlined in the 2030 Agenda for Sustainable Development and to mark the efforts the tourism industry can make to achieve sustainable development goals.

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Feel ko talaga ineechos lang ako ng mundo lagi. Ayoko na sumugal uli, kakainis, kakayamot. Pero solid naman mga friends ko. Inom inom lang with kwentuhan about zodiac signs. I don't know where to get the strength again mamaya. Sa sobrang bait ko, puro iba na lang iniintindi ko. Without thinking about myself. Pero mamaya mananahimik lang ako sa dorm, magpapatugtog, mag memeditate about my mistakes and my decisions in life. Di ko na kase talaga alam ano pa pwede ko gawin para matigil na yung endless thoughts ko at night. Nakapikit lang ako pero ginigising ako ng diwa ko. Napapagod na ko di makatulog, magkape ng magkape para kumalma. Mag send ng kung anu anong memes sa friends ko. Nakakapagod maging empty inside. Hindi ka mapakali, no one knows your monsters inside you. No one seems to care to understand. I'm tired physically, emptionally, mentally. Pero baka gutom lang to.

[knowyourkaldereta]

Orange Marmalade

Alas kwarto ng umaga- pupungas pungas pa rin ang diwa ko dala ng isang baso ng kape kaninang alas otso. Hindi na naman ako makatulog dahil kumakarera na naman ang puso ko- ayaw tumigil, ayaw magpahinga. 

Siguro mabuti na rin at nang makapag-isip isip ako nang mabuti - sa dami ng dapat kong pag-isipan. Sa totoo lang, alam ko naman na darating sa ganitong punto, pero siguro bilang kilala ko ang sarili ko- I’ll try to stall as much as possible. Dahil siguro natatakot ako, or kinakain na naman ako ng konsensya ko. 

I remember I wrote myself a letter later last year after a failed ‘relationship’ (hindi pa rin dumarating yung sulat baka next year lol). I questioned what it is that I am really looking for, what kind of love do I deserve and I even asked what is wrong with me bakit after that relationship with yellow - olats na lahat. 

Then sadness kicked in- I tried to look for validation from other people. Blue came-in the picture with one random phone call > then it became a date > then I just saw myself wanting to commit to him. And I did. Fast forward, it messed-up. 2 months ago- I broke-up with him because I realised that I was being unfair. When I talked to Nathan about this, according to him, silver lining na siguro that somehow I matured on gauging things and how I handle them. Blue and I didn’t had a bad fight we were a good pair, no grand gestures pero tahimik lang-- at one point, I just became unsure of our relationship, I just started failing to see where the relationship is leading us. How will we move forward. 

I gave it some thinking and talked to some friends-- then I realised, I’m actually not the type of person who’s uncertain on things. I’m a routine guy, I stick to schedules and make sure that things are on track.  Ever since I was a kid, I am certain of the things that I want to achieve. Then it hit me, the break-up wasn’t because I got unsure- but it was because I became certain of the relationship that I want, what I think I deserve- and that I already want it at this moment. I didn’t wanna waste time and hurt other people further.  This is where orange comes in. 

You see, I used to think before that orange was just another random guy who greets me every year on my birthday, who likes my IG posts and tweets every now and then. Maybe a potential mistake waiting to made. 

But thinking about it- he was there all along. He was there before blue, he’s a wallflower at the back of my head. I was in his consciousness years before- I ray of sunshine that motivates him (charot). Our paths may have crossed several times but it was a matter of timing. 

Yes, I have concluded that time is indeed the most valuable thing in this world. It is even more valuable than money-- remember the times when you plan things around your salary cutoffs. It is timing we are running after- the right love at the right time. 

Orange was the love that I have been waiting for- but it wasn’t our time before. It wasn’t really our time and I believe if we happen to push our talks before, we are doomed to fall apart back in 2018. On the other hand, one thing I admire about him is that he was brave. He was brave enough to bend time to his favor- it was a big mistake but I have the opportunity to make things right. 

It took me time- but I am making the decision now. He fought and waited long enough, this time I’ll fight for whatever we have and fight for whatever we can be. Orange is more than a pretty face, a beautiful mind and a good soul. But he’s the heart that understands, that supports, that cares. He’s the love that’s the willing to take the extra mile, the heart that is willing to take the risk. And now, with certainty, I’m taking the risk of whatever the future holds for us. 

I had days where it was hard for me to understand what my heart truly desires- but I am taking a stand now to choose him on the days that Im happy, Im nervous and uncertain, Im scared and giving-up. It is his face I want to caress, his forehead kisses to be my comfort, his arms to be my refuge and his voice I want to hear every morning (ayan ha). I never felt safer when he holds my hand and then smiles at me - I knew then, this is the person who’s willing to bend hell and heaven for me. 

I know I asked him several ridiculous questions before - educational background, financial stability, goals etc. haha , I even jotted down some notes about him, told him the things that I wanted - which he happily agreed to comply haha! But I guess the determining factor was when I realised that I stumbled upon a prince who is willing to accept me with all of my flaws. He looks at me like I have the most beautiful face in this world but at the same time understands that I am not perfect person -- but still decides to stay and comfort me. If that is not love, I don’t what is. 

He does not walk out- he tries to understand and be there. I can be very hard to handle but it seem so easy for him- plus he’s a natural charmer. I’ll try to be more than someone that he wants - but someone that he deserves. 

Mula ngayon at sa mga darating na araw, pipiliin ng puso ko ay laging ikaw. Sa mga araw na mahirap, sa mga araw na masaya- sa mga araw na malilito ang utak,  Pipiliin pa rin ng puso ay ikaw, tanging ikaw. 

- see you later :) 

[hannaaahty]

Sobrang mainstream kung magpopost ako ng ganto on the night of the 31st, so ngayon ko na gagawin. Besides, ayokong ipublicize lahat ng struggles ko sa FB, Twitter and IG...dahil ayokong magmukhang fragelita. char.ahaha. Himala na lang kung matunton to ng pamilya ko, close friends, or other people close to me. Hahaha.

Trigger warning.

This time last year, I was so close to ending my life because of too many things. Pero sa lahat ng yon, ang pakikipag tunggalian sa sarili kong thoughts ang battle na pinaka nahirapan akong harapin. Para sa akin, making decisions should not be a conscious effort, dahil natotorture ko ang sarili ko tuwing naiisip kong kelangan ko mag decide. I am very indecisive and impulsive. I rely on random energy spikes everyday. Pero hindi ko alam na ang ugali kong ganun ang magdadala sa akin sa despair.

Alam kong maling binabalikan ang nakaraan dahil masakit lang.. Pero I always try to look back kasi those struggles made me who I am now. My birthday last year was a horrible day. Halos wala akong kinausap, maski boyfriend ko nun. I was forced by my family to get out of the room..but I just can’t. I felt like a total piece of shit. Hahahaha. A few weeks after, I was molested and raped. Alam ko na sa sarili kong depressed ako at may anxiety, pero that night was the first night that I felt my whole being giving up. I deactivated my FB, said goodbye to my closest friends and told my boyfriend that “I’m just gonna go to sleep.” I was ready. Honestly ready... until after a few minutes, I saw a beam of light out of nowhere. Hindi ko alam kung totoo ang miracles o kung totoo ang Diyos dahil para sa akin, everything is just a social construct. Pero after seeing that light, bumalik ang diwa ko,  I cried so much and put my airplane mode off out of nowhere. At ang unang nag appear sa notifs ko was Niko (a close friend). He simply told me, “Bumalik ka ng elbi. Magusap tayo.” And  that was it. I apologized to myself and I kept crying and crying lang. When my heart was finally ready to go back to elbi, Niko was just there. And I cried to him. Inipon ko lahat ng guts para makwento sa kanya lahat ng nangyari. After talking to him, hinatid niya ako sa dorm ko at pagkauwi ko, nagset siya ng rules kung paano ako makakarecover. #1 was, wag ako mag airplane mode. Hahahahaha. Tangina nun. Then, we promised to let go of our toxic attitudes at magbabago kami sa 2018. Niko was there until kinaya ko nang makarecover mag isa. He’s the friend everyone wishes for. He’s an angel.

And then 2018 came. I met Kassi. Seatmates kami sa  SFI 100 at groupmates sa lab. We instantly got close when one day, I told her I can’t go to our fieldwork because inaatake ako ng anxiety. Out of nowhere, she appeared in my dorm and talked to me about it. We talked and talked until hindi na namin napapansing umiiyak kami. Hahahaha. After that, we cooked food and slept and talked again until matapos yung araw. That was the start of our friendship. Just like Niko, Kassi was just there. She held me until I was ready to get back up again.

On the early months of 2018, nagkaproblema kami ng boyfriend ko. On-off kami. One day, okay. The next day, parang hindi kami magjowa. That went on and on until one day, nagising na lang ako sa katotohanang tama na. Di na dapat pinipilit ang wala na kahit last year pa dapat kami naghiwalay. Wala nang may  willing mag effort sa amin. Wala na ring willing mangausap. We weren’t strong enough...the both of us. Although I tried working it out, pero one day, he cheated on me. He slept with a person who likes him, while flirting with another girl. Pinilit kong intindihin pero wala na talaga eh. Haha. We ended in good terms because hindi ko idedeny na isa siya sa mga dahilan kung bakit andito pa rin ako today. He has such a good heart and I hope one day, he finally finds the answers he’s been looking for since he lost his parents.

Kasabay ng breakup namin ni Lawrence, nanalo ako sa student council...again. Masaya, syempre. Because bagong mukha ang mga nakikita ko. At hindi ko inaasahang magiging ganun ang takbo ng eleksyon. From #1 last year, I became #3. Pero it was fine. Natuto akong tumayo sa sarili kong mga paa habang nagtuturo sa iba. For the first time, I felt the burden sa  eleksyon. Hahaha. I had to train my slatemates while training myself at the same time. Isama mo pa yung acads, yung problema sa jowa, yung anxiety at yung lagi akong nagkakasakit physically. I was almost diagnosed with pneumonia that semester. I met people who broke my heart. I met people who healed it. The early part of 2018 was such a roller coaster ride. Pero I knew and I was certain that this year.... I am going to change. And I was right.

August. I resigned in my position sa student council. Napakabigat na desisyon, pero I had to do it for the greater good. I realized na maybe this sem should be a sem full of pahinga. Full of recovery. Dahil alam ko sa sarili kong kapag tinuloy tuloy ko pa, baka mawala na naman ako sa sarili ko. Baka maulit yung nakaraang taon. Dito ko naramdamang I should be mature enough to recognize my mistakes and be able to get back up without Kassi, Lawrence, or Niko.I went back to zero. Literally zero. I was lost, but this time, I knew where to start. I started with the question “What would Hannah do?” and bam. The only answer that I got was “She listens to her heart.” and there. I looked back to the things that I loved doing...na ang tagal ko nang hindi ginagawa dahil sa depression ko. I was ready to embrace them again. Siguro kaya malungkot ang mundo dahil tinatalikuran natin ang mga bagay na mahal natin para sa conformity. And that moment, I bent that rule. Because I wanted my heart to be completely happy. I got rid of my daily college routine. I went back to digital design, drawing, typography, photography and performing arts. I shared my passion to the world. I taught kids how to do public speaking, I created my portfolio, and I became open to freelance work.

On the same month, I met Spiro. No words. Just pure love. Our relationship for three months gave me strength and courage to be mature not only for the both of us, but for my life as a whole. He’s the best work of art I have ever seen and I don’t think anyone can ever measure the love and happiness I felt the moment I first knew that someone like him exists. Love. Just love. Always.

My birthday was simple lang this year. Tahimik. Pero masaya. I was with Spiro in the morning, I ate my favorite Spaghetti with Papa and Ate in the afternoon, and did some paperworks lang in the night. It was simple, but it was very meaningful.

After a few weeks, I decided to stop my freelance work and settle for a corporate job. I applied in several famous brands as Graphic Designer, and I was called for several interviews, but did not pursue them because 1) lagi kaming late nagigising ni Spiro (hahaha) and 2) one of my mantras is: if the universe gave you a sign, that’s it. Pursue it. And after how many days of indecisiveness, an online bag brand contacted me for an interview in BGC. I remember I was too lazy to go, since wala kaming tulog ni Spiro (haha) pero naging sign siguro yung pinipilit ako ng Papa ko sumama sa kanya sa Makati, so I decided to give it a try. And a few days after, I was called for a final interview. I still remember the feeling. Yung ang saya saya na bigla akong nagka breakdown sa CR. Nakakahiya. Hahahahahaha. Kasi alam mo yon. I was so close to death last year, at kung ginawa ko yon, hindi ko mamimeet si Spiro. Hindi ko makukuha ang trabahong to. Hindi ako matututong magpatawad, magsurrender at mag let go. Hindi ko marerealize na ang sarap pala mabuhay kahit systemic ang probolema ng mundo (charararat). At higit sa lahat, hindi ko matututunang sumubok ulit. Grabe ka, Hannah Ty. Dami mong pinagdaanan. Charz.

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko pa rin alam ginagawa ko. Hahahaha. Ngayong December, fucked up person pa rin ako at hindi ko itatanggi yan. Hahahahaha. May masakit pa rin somewhere deep inside me. Andyan pa rin ang fears ko. Nandyan pa rin yung confusion minsan. Andyan pa rin yung uncertainty sa future ko. Marami pang kailangang harapin, pero ang layo na ng narating natin, self. The simple fact na you were able to get out of your room on the day na you were supposed to kill yourself, that’s a big step for you na. Look where it brought you. To recovery. To Spiro’s arms. To Fetch Bella.

If there’s one thing that I could tell everybody, that is sometimes, we have to listen to what our heart speaks when all else fails to do so. Maski sa simpleng desisyon na “I don’t feel like doing it pa.” Then don’t. Do not torture yourself too much. If your heart wants to rest, rest. Pero don’t let it stay that way. Get up when you’re ready. Decide when you’re all good. Reach out when you’re finally ready to speak. Sometimes, we don’t have to decide impulsively. Sometimes, it’s okay to not know yourself yet. You will be fine. You will be okay. That’s for sure.

Now these are the memories I had for this year. Believe me, I tried my best to save the pictures and not cry. Hahahahahaha. At so far, wala pa namang luhang tumutulo. Lol.

To everyone na nasa photos, mahal ko kayo. Sobra. You have my admiration, always.Thanks for letting me be part of your 2018, and please remember that you made my year so memorable. I am always grateful for all of you.

Self, this is it. You’re getting older na... and getting more emotional. Hahahahaha. Buhay single ka na naman puta ka. Char. Hahahaha. I love you! Always and always and always and forever! You are so loved! Here’s to more kakulitan with you!

[sunshinelittlethings]

November 12, 2022 - Saturday

Hello Tumblr~!

Midterm exam is finally done! Yey! I did my best and all my efforts paid off! Especially today's exam! Inabot ako 1AM kanina magreview ng last subject which is Biochem lec, hinuli ko yung Biochem kahit alam kong second exam ko siya ngayong araw. Hindi ko alam lagi akong walang gana magreview sa Biochem but buti na lang nakasagot ako! T^T salamat sa mga quiz questionnaires na meron ako sa biochem lec quizzes namin huhu. Sobrang helpful and thank goodness yun din lumabas!! Wala akong kalahati sa inaral ko sa powerpoints na meron ako sa Biochem kaya kabado talaga ako sa exam.

Cytogenetics never failed me to feel frustrated HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA yung short quiz namin about Pedigree Analysis muntik ko na iyakan kanina kasi wala ako magets at wala ako masagot T^T its either Autosomal Dominant or X-Linked Dominant lang naiisasagot ko, shuta talaga. Gets ko yung pictures pero grrrr yung sagot di ko gets TT^TT. Nakakalito. Sa mismong exam naman sa Cytogenetics, well, nakasagot naman ako pero madami pa rin akong mga hindi sure sa mga sagot at madami din akong hinulaan pero kahit papaano may mga nasasagot ako unlike last prelim exam wala talaga ako maisagot. Jusq.

I think I aced my ANAPHY lec exam! Almost half of the questions I answered it correctly---sana! Pero huhu ang astig kasi wala din akong ayos na review don though I created handwritten flashcards for Nervous System both CNS and Senses pero nakukulangan pa ako pero HAHAHA tbh, medyo nagsawa ako kay CNS and Senses kaya somehow kabisado ko na din siya. Kay Endocrine and Cardiovascular (Blood, Heart, & Blood Vessels) talaga ako kabado kasi hindi ko pa kabisado gaano yung mga hormones and yung functions nila pati yung target tissues sa Endocrine, sa Cardiovascular naman, nagets ko na yung sa Heart part pero yung Blood and Blood Vessels, hindi ko masyadong gamay pa. Nakakalito yung sa blood kasi madami ka pang need alalahanin. Pero all in all I did well sa ANAPHY ko hehe.

Sa ibang subjects ko before kami mag f2f exam ngayong araw, yung mga online exams ko, well, I did my best, I know it pero syempre kinda sad sa mga results kasi medyo mababa ako ng slight sa ibang mga subjects, medyo mababa ako sa biochem lab ko, sa Rizal ko and medyo sa PSTMLS ko. Hindi naman na ako aasa na mataas score ko sa Bioepi both lab and lec kasi mahirap talaga siya. Yung Filipino ko mataas siya-----sya yung pinakamataas na exam ko HAHAHAHHAA.

All in all, I did well! I am so proud of myself, and I will do my best also in Finals! Last hurrah and I will enjoy my Christmas break! Ahhhhhhh!!

Well, dahil proud ako sa aking sarili, I treat myself of coffee, cookie, and a large peach mango pie of Jollibee!! Yes, nagreview ako ng exams ko na hindi umiinom ng kape sa buong isang linggo, nagawa ko yon para maging worth it ang pagbili ko ng kape HAHAHAHHA. Legit to ginawa ko talaga to, tsaka drinking coffee in the middle of the night is not really good for our health kasi gising na gising ang diwa natin and yung melatonin natin (Melatonin is a hormone that that is releases in pineal gland controls our sleeping patterns and it is especially increasing at night that making us sleepy!) ay nababawasan, so, as a coffee lover, I am not drinking coffee every night na----gawain ko kasi yun dati kasi ang thinking ko gigising ang diwa ko at makakapagreview ako pero hindi pala ganon yun, if you want to stay awake in the night DRINK A LOT OF WATER!!! Mas better to kesa sa kape, promise! Tsaka drinking too much coffee ay nagiging mataas yung tolerance mo sa caffiene, good thing, nabawasan na ako sa kakakape at medyo bumaba na tolerance ko sa kape.

Also, I am happy that I met again my friends! Katuwa kasi namimiss ko sila and huhu finally nagkita ulit kami at naging mas close ako sa iba ko pang classmate! Nakakatuwa sila and nakakamotivate din talaga mag aral kapag lahat sa klase niyo nag-aaral talaga----syempre may iba na alam mo na HAHAHAHAHHAA. Basta yon. Pero sooooooo happy! <3

To all of my friends, you did great! I am so proud of you; grades will not define who you are! It's okay to feel sad and it's valid. I know you did your best and will do better for Finals! Kaya natin to! Para sa pangarap, para sa mga taong pagagalingin natin! Padayon! <3

And ayon! Done na ang chika ko for tudei's video! Yey! Pahinga time----bukas hindi na :< back to work ulet HAHAHAHHAHAA. Shet.

Goodnight and enjoy reading my blog! My little trivia pa ako about sa melatonin o dibaaaa! So ayon! Next blog ulit!

Luv y'all! <3

Song of the day: Closer - Girls' Generation

a little treat to myself! <3