#King of Emotion more like King of please god Shut the Fuck Up

[clancykisser]

Follow You

Ship: Hail To The King [Axel x Crowley] WC: 1,298 Rating: M CW: Alcoholism . Meltdown . Mentions of Snot and Tears . Angst DIVIDER @/bernardsbendystraws

Summary: After Amara and Chuck leave together, Axel feels abandoned once again. Instead of crying alone on the kitchen floor, however, a demon comes to assure him of something.

come sink into me and let me breathe you in

The bunker was silent. Dimmed lights barely giving a fluorescent glow overhead in the kitchen. In the background, Axel could hear the humming of the runes against the concrete of the walls. It was shrill and pitched, like a refrigerator engine he had become aware of. A migraine warned behind his temples, but it only lead him to press the cup of whiskey-cola to his lips and swallowing back the last sip in the glass. It burned his throat.

But his heart still hurt.

There was no reason to get up from the floor, he had brought the bottles of soda and whiskey with him to the tile. When he mixed the drinks and put the whiskey bottle back down, its glass echoed eerily through the silent space. A pain wormed its way up his throat. He held back a sob.

It played in his mind over and over again, a swirling and liquor tainted video tape looping with a skipping error on the end. It made the replay all the more jostling when the memory chewed on the inside of his eyeballs.

The one where his hands clung to Chuck's, eyes lighting up with tears as he stared. Stared right at the face of God and cried, begged, and hoped with a heavy heart:

"Please. Please don't go."

And he smiled that sad, little, pitying smile. Though his eyes couldn't hide the miniscule hint of emotion that wrinkled at the corner of his eyelids. It gave Axel hope. A hope enough for him to lean closer, to show just how much he wanted to stay with him. Wanted to be with him.

And God put his hand on Axel's cheek, wiping away the tears as his lips trembled.

"Stay here," He murmured, "Stay with Dean. And Sam...And Crowley."

The mention of the demon made Axel tense, his lips going dry as his tears slowed only for a moment before gushing back out again. There was a soft kiss on his head. One final blessing, before God and The Darkness dissipated in the saddest shades of blues and blacks he had ever seen.

His nose was running as he leaned forward over his half finished glass of alcohol. With flushed cheeks and tightly shut eyes, his let his chest heave and swallowed out the saddest cry he could manage. His tears dribbled into his cup, floating in globs with the snot that joined in.

That seemed to be the final straw. With another cry of something between sadness and rage, he chucked the glass at the nearest surface, sending his whiskey dribbling with a menacing shatter of glass.

"FUCK!" He yelled, the sound wet and desperate, "FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU CHUCK. FUCK YOU GOD!"

And he glared up at the ceiling, hoping. Praying. That wherever Chuck was he heard this. Axel hoped it hurt.

"You ruined EVERYTHING! If you hadn't just SWIPED ME UP. Before I met CROWLEY. Before-Before-Before-AUGH!"

This time he slammed his fist hard on the counter behind him, hearing the metal thud and his knuckles sting. The alcohol numbed it, though, and it only fueled his fit of drunken rage.

It was a while before he tired himself out, breaths coming heavy and his nose only wetter than before. Raising the back of his palm, he wiped at his face, smearing his long sleeve shirt with snot and tears. A few more pale, blubbering noises left his lips as he shut his eyes tightly, whispering angry words towards a God you didn't even know was still listening.

"You know, you always were an ugly crier."

Axel yelped, turning his head so fast that he made himself dizzy. After a second of clearing his blurry vision, he focused on the visage before him.

Crowley swirled his own whiskey glass in his hand, the clinking of the ice reminding Axel of how damn thirsty he was. He swallowed a dry heave, thick with saliva and sobs. Swiftly he looked away, flushing with shame as he let his head fall back against the counter, falling silent.

Crowley only stepped closer. Close enough to reach out and grabbed the half finished bottle of whiskey, fallen over and cracked at its edge. The wet feeling of liquor soaked Axel's pants, and he felt uneasy at the smell permeating his body. It only added to his self hatred.

"A waste of good liquor, if you ask me. Or-" He glanced quickly at the bottle "-bad liquor. How do you drink this?"

"Works faster." Axel croaked softly, "What are you here for, Crowley?"

To laugh, probably. To tell Axel that he had been right, and now he lost the only other thing he might have enjoyed in this life. What was the point? Maybe he wanted to take his soul for himself. A personal goodbye to the man he had almost said...

"Come on, up you go."

And then Crowley was pulling Axel up to his feet. He swayed, his stomach curdling at the sudden height. Then hands were on his hips, hoisting him up on the counter. The cold steel made the feeling of his whiskey pants even worse.

A hand touched his cheek, cradling it in its palm. Axel shut his eyes, reveling in the chill. It was the hand Crowley had been holding his whiskey in. The cup was somewhere else now. Another counter as a brush of a thumb finally got the drunken man to gaze forward at the demon before him.

To his surprise, Crowley almost looked...He wasn't sure of the word.

Caring? Adoring?

Loving?

"Wh-Wh..." Axel tried to get out words, but they stopped and he hiccupped again. Crowley chuffed, as if knowing the question he had wanted to ask. He answered it after a moment:

"You asked me if I didn't love you anymore, before....I have my answer now."

And then the kiss was flavored like double shot of whiskey and a soda chaser. It wasn't Crowley's rougher kisses. No playful nips. No laughter against Axel's whimpering mouth. This was...

Comforting.

So he melted into the advance for a few moments, hands resting on the other's shoulders as they held themselves there for a few moments longer. It felt like eternity until they finally parted, and Axel could only manage a shocked look on his face.

"I do," He finally stated, "I love you."

"How can you?" Axel snapped out with near immediacy, "How can you love me after everything! Af-after all-ll th-at! After what I did, I-."

Crowley's hands rested on Axel's, pulling them off of his shoulders to squeeze them softly between their bodies. His thumb brushed over Axel's knuckles, one still bright red and swelling from his earlier fit. With a gentle brush, the wound was healed in a near instant.

"Question is," He continued, "What are you going to do?"

"I don't know what to do."

"Do whatever you feel like."

Axel was surprised that he didn't stop himself. His eyes held Crowley's for a few moments before he leaned forward. He rested their foreheads together as he shakily sighed. The murmur of his response was a bare whisper. A secret for only them both.

"I never stopped loving you. Even through all of that...You were on my mind."

"Oh?" Crowley's tone was playful, "What kind of thoughts were on your mind?"

It made Axel laugh, his smile breaking on his chapped lips as he pressed himself closer to Crowley.

"Let's get you a shower, luv. You reek."

And it felt nice to be held again.

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

I've never seen Big Country's Eclectic performance in its entirety but since it's in much better quality now on Youtube I guess I'm going do that and then go to sleep. Trust that I will very much be skipping "King of Emotion", though. *gags*

[thatlotuscookie]

Hello! Hope you have a good day 😄 Could I request some nsfw headcanons or maybe even a scenario 🤭 for Woo Jinchul? I was thinking something soft, he seems like the type to take really good care of his S/O, very attentive. I think I'd melt :((

✧･ﾟ: a/n: thanks for your request i had sm fun writing this, sorry for the late posting guys!! working on a project for my engineering club ^_^ hope you enjoy and feel free to send more reqs if ever you want. wrote a scenario after the headcanons so if you wanna skip to that, just scroll :<

Woo Jin-Chul x !FemReader (soft love making hcs)

King of Praise Kink.

Jinchul worships your reactions. He gets off on watching you fall apart for him. Whether you’re whimpering under his tongue or moaning into the sheets while he’s deep inside, he’s got that low, reverent voice.

Loves slow, intense eye contact

He needs to look into your eyes when he’s inside you. That dead-serious, I’m-making-love-to-your-soul type stare that melts your spine. If you try to look away? He gently grabs your chin and brings your gaze back.

His fingers are god-tier

They’re thick, dexterous, and holy fucking hell does he know how to use them. Two fingers can leave you shaking if he curls them just right — and trust me, he always curls them just right. While kissing your neck. He might not even need his dick to ruin your life. But oh, when he does use it...

Morning sex is slow, lazy, and absolutely filthy

He wakes up half-hard, your body draped over him, and instead of rushing out of bed like some uptight workaholic, he kisses your shoulder, mumbles “stay with me a little longer,” and starts grinding into you under the sheets. It’s sleepy, messy, and intimate as fuck. His voice is extra deep in the morning and he stays inside you long after you both finish. Just… exists in that afterglow with his hand on your waist and his forehead against yours.

Slow grinding is his favorite

Sure, he can rail you. And when he finally snaps? Holy shit. Walls will rattle. But his favorite? The deep, slow grind with your legs wrapped around his waist, foreheads touching, and the sound of skin on skin filling the room like music. He holds your hand while fucking you. Kisses your knuckles, your jaw, your nose. Yeah, and now you’re crying during sex again. Congrats.

Mutual pleasure is non-negotiable.

You finish first. Always. If he has to edge himself raw while you come three times in a row? So be it. That man lives to see you satisfied. He gets off on it. Seeing you cum is his kink. He'll eat you out until your thighs shake and you're trying to push his head away, and he just grabs your hips tighter and growls about how you can give him one more. And you know it’s never just one more.

Dirty talk is gentle, but wrecking.

He’s not loud. He doesn’t bark orders. What he does is whisper filth like a lullaby in that smooth, gravel-soft voice that turns your brain into soup. It’s not just dirty. It’s emotionally compromising. He’ll fuck you stupid and make you feel like the love of his goddamn life all at once.

Touches you like he missed you, even if it’s only been an hour.

His hands linger everywhere. Thighs, hips, lower back. Constant touches, constant grounding. You’re not just getting dicked down — you’re getting held. Possessed, but not owned. And if you say “please” in the right tone? He’ll melt for you.

He absolutely gets off on soft aftercare

Post-sex Woo Jinchul is a menace. He’ll hold you like he’s scared to let go, wrap you in his shirt, and stroke your hair while telling you how good you were, how much he loves you, how proud he is. And then he’ll make you water, run you a bath, and carry you there himself. No shame. He wants you to feel taken care of in every way. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually. Carnally.

You barely get the door shut before the exhaustion hits you like a freight train. The day’s been shit. No, worse than shit — a full-on mental gangbang of stress, overwork, and emotional whiplash. You feel hollow. Numb. Like you could collapse right here and let the floor swallow you whole.

But you don’t. Because Woo Jinchul is home.

The scent of him — that clean, cedarwood warmth — hits you before you even see him. He steps around the corner, already unbuttoning the cuffs of his dress shirt, tie hanging loose, and the second he lays eyes on you, everything in him sharpens. Not in alarm — in focus.

He doesn’t say “what’s wrong?” or “are you okay?” because he knows. He sees it in the slump of your shoulders, in the way your eyes won’t meet his.

“Come here.”

Two words. That’s all. And you go.

He wraps you in those broad, strong arms, your face pressed to his chest where you can hear the steady beat of his heart. He’s solid, warm, grounding — like if you let go, you might float the fuck away, and he knows it. One hand cradles the back of your head; the other smooths slow circles over your back.

“You don’t have to carry any of it right now,” he murmurs into your hair. “Let me carry you for a while.”

Fuck. That alone almost breaks you.

He leads you — slow, unhurried — to the bedroom. No sudden moves, no pressure. Just quiet care. He undresses you carefully, like you’re fragile, but not weak. Like you deserve to be cherished. Shirt first, then pants. His fingers trail your skin reverently, brushing every newly revealed patch like he’s memorizing it.

“You’ve been through enough today,” he says, voice low, rough with emotion. “Let me take care of you properly.”

He doesn’t get naked yet. No rush. This isn’t about him right now. He guides you to lie back on the bed and slips in beside you, fully clothed. His hand rests over your heart, warm and steady. His lips brush your temple.

“I’m right here, sweetheart. I’ve got you.”

You whisper his name, shaky and needy, and he finally moves — kissing down your neck, over your collarbone, his breath soft and warm.

“You’re so good for me,” he whispers, lips ghosting over your skin. “You give so much. Let me give it all back.”

And then he goes down. Slow. Deliberate. His tongue parts you like a prayer, and he fucking devours you with that lethal focus of his. No rushing. He builds you up like he’s composing a symphony with his mouth — steady rhythm, perfectly placed strokes, moaning against you when your thighs twitch.

“That’s it… fuck, baby, you taste so sweet…”

You’re shaking before he’s even started using his fingers. He slips one inside, slow, curling it just right while he keeps licking — coaxing you open with nothing but care and patience.

“You’re doing so good for me,” he groans, looking up at you from between your legs with pure fucking awe. “Taking my fingers so well. So damn perfect.”

And then, only after your body is already trembling from the edge, does he finally undress. Shirt off, muscles flexing as he peels it away. His eyes never leave yours.

“You sure?” he asks, even though your body’s fucking screaming yes. You nod, and he leans down to kiss you — deep, tongue slipping into your mouth like he owns it — and lines himself up.

When he pushes in, it’s slow. Agonizingly slow. He groans like he’s feeling heaven for the first time.

“Fuck… you’re so warm. So tight around me… You always take me so damn well.”

His forehead rests against yours, your fingers laced together beside your head as he starts to move. Not fast. Deep. Like he’s fucking you to anchor himself.

“You don’t have to do anything, baby,” he murmurs. “Just let me love you.”

His hand cradles your jaw, thumb brushing your cheek, and his other arm wraps around your waist, holding you like he needs to feel you everywhere. Every thrust is slow, dragging, calculated to make you feel every inch.

“That’s it… let go for me. I’ve got you. I’m not going anywhere.”

He kisses you again — messy this time, open-mouthed and gasping, like he needs your breath to survive. You moan into his mouth, your nails raking down his back, and he shudders.

“God, baby, you’re everything. You hear me?” His voice is rough, strained with emotion. “You don’t even know what you do to me.”

You’re damn near sobbing when you come, clinging to him like he’s the only solid thing in the world. He doesn’t stop — just rides you through it, holding you close, whispering praise in your ear.

“So beautiful… So good for me… You did so well, baby. So fucking well.”

He finishes with a broken groan, burying himself in deep and holding you tight. Not possessive. Not rough. Just there. His whole body wrapped around you like a promise.

And he doesn’t let go.

He cleans you up tenderly — not rushed, not clinical. Warm towel, gentle hands. Then he pulls you onto his chest, blankets wrapped tight, one hand stroking your hair.

“You don’t have to be strong all the time,” he whispers. “Not when you’re with me.”

And you fall asleep in his arms, safe, wrecked, loved beyond words — while Woo Jinchul holds you like you’re the most precious thing in the world.

[causeimcrayzeebee]

wow. chapter 3. that was a lot. spoilers down below as usual.

also before we start i just wanna say to all of you guys to PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!!!! ik that this week n last week were so much but please don’t forget to prioritize your health!

okay i was taking notes in my notes app while watching cause i wanted to have some reminders so i could write a coherent review on the trial but god. that fucked me up. i did genuinely really love the trial but it’s just a lot to process so i will be waiting till i write any analysis, so don’t expect any very soon LMAO um so yeah, my notes started off decently normal (lie but they were intended to be normal n serious) and then became more and more incoherent. here ya go, my notes copy pasted over here ☝️

chapter 3 yay

“exactly what it sounds like tamba” THIS BITCH CHANNELING KAMIMURA I CANTTTT 😭😭😭

HAMA TELLING WADA TO BREATHE I ALREADY TWARED UP WUAUE HAMA HELPING WADA W THE BATHROOM THATS SO SWEET

watari telling okazaki off hell yeah lets go but also IAGAH

DONT TALK ABOUT HIM GRRR

hiroaki is actually so smart n we don’t talk about that enough!!!!!! please can we talk about that more!!!!!!

OKAZAKI NOT SHUTTING UP BYE 😭

Hasegawa having to defend himself with evidence only 😭

OH MY GOD HASEGAWAS RAGE WHEN BEING SUSPECTED BC HE CARED THE MOST 😭 the va work was fantastic i got so fucking sad

watari getting itchy from the demon waves im CACKLING

HIROAKI POWERING THROUGH THE BODY DESCRIPTION LETS GO 🗣️🗣️💯💯💯💯

god i knew that was SH cuts but GOD I appreciate how much hasegawa tried to keep it private 😭

Hama being a king n bringing up the bop on the head like tambas poison theory bye

LAB SAFETY VIOLATION 😭 Okazaki label picture dropping when

FINALLY! IT WAS POISON!!!! lmfaooo she was so excited im so happy for her

hiroaki being truthful about trying to kill himself what the FUCK IM GONNA CRY

PLEASE KEEP YP WITH THE REST OF THE GROUP LMAO  STOP BULLYING HER SHES TRYING

hayashigeki divorce arc 

nah but fr what if i cried they’re both so valid but lowk yanagi got a point 😭

WHY DOES TAMBA NOT KNOW WHAT A 3D PRINTER IS I CANT KEEP DEFENDING YOU LIKE THIS 😭😭😭

they shared a bed let us REJOICE 🗣️🗣️

“when she came back from the void” “THE WHAT”

WADA RAGE WADA RAGE WADA RAGE

woodshop mention 🗣️🗣️🗣️

hiroaki being strategically logical and yanagi being more emotional god I LOVE HIRONAGI FOILS

“it seems as though we’re somewhat divided on this issue” SCRUM DEBATE 😜😜😜

yanagi using so much energy to argue with mfs 

the way hayashi gets it out of him,,, HE WAS TRYING TO OPEN THE DOOR AUAGSHS

Hama as a safety precaution in wataris room LMFAO I LOVE THIS DUO SO MUCH MORE THAN I EXPECTED

YANAGI STOP BEING SUSPICIOUS UAGAHEUE

it cannot be tamba absolutely not please that’s gotta be insane she does NOT have the motivation for that

tamba is lowk distressed :(

so technically can only be okazaki, yanagi, or tamba????? im gonna cry either way

OH I DIDNT EVEN THINK ABOUT THE SHIRT THING BEING MORE THAN THE COLD

guys pls don’t let it be yanagi

please no

guys no

god fucking no

oh right his hand isn’t working let’s go

NOT MY QUEEN HAYASHI

GIRL NOT THE TRACK RECORD MENTION 😭😭😭

nah wait why is hiroaki suddenly becoming the emotion n yanagi the logic

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

HASEGAWA HAVING A PISSED OFF WADA MOMENT AUAHSHS FUCKKK

NO NOT WATARI HIDING ON THE COAT BEING USED AS EVIDENCE EUEGEGG

sus ahh Okazaki….. with 20 minutes left……. how we feeling Okazaki nation…..

stop lying vro

wadas ribs has been added to your truth bullets

COAT REVEAL 🗣️🗣️🗣️

WATARI 😭😭😭😭😭

oh god i wasn’t expecting that

WATARII MY SWEET BABY OH MT GOD POBRECITO RUCK FUCK MT STUPJD BAKA LJFE

THE LAUGHING

WHAT

WHAT RHE FUCK

WHAT IS GOINNGGG ON

FACE REVEAL1?1?2?3?

BRO OHTTA THE FRAME

OH MT GOD

IM SCREAMING WHAT IS THIS

IM LOSING IT

WHA

IM CRYING WHATBIS THIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

this is not real

SODA AT THESE LINES UPPP LMFAOAOAO

OH MY GOD THEYRE NEMESES THATS KINDA AWESOME NGL

everyone being so done with her bye 😭😭😭

SHE WANTED TSUNO SO BAD???? TOXIC ONE SIDED YURI WTF????

IM STILL PROCESSING

this is not happening

THE VOICE CHANGE

EVERYONE IS SO DONE WITH THEM IM SCREAMING

guys why do i kinda love this

tsuno didn’t gaf

WADA GET THEIR ASS 😭😭😭

there is nothing classy about whatever this is

no bc the rivalry is insane

POBRECITO WATARI

KAMIMURA DIED FOR NOTHING WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE HELL

WHAHWTWHWKE

loathing unadulterated loathing

get her ass what the fucking shit

NO CLOSING ARGUMENT??????

KAMIMURAS SHORT TOO

OH MY GODDDD

IM SCREAMING

THIS IS CRAzyyt 😭😭😭😭

WHAT IS THIS

this was villanous

GET THEIR ASS HASEGAWA PLSSS 😭😭😭😭

i am in such shock

FUCK YOU FOR MESSING WITH MY KING IM THROWING HANDS IMMEDIATELY

WATARI OH MY GODDDD AUSHSH 😭😭😭

“GO DIE ALREADY” LMFAOAO

the editing for this episode is crazy

wada so real

wada get their ass pls

END THIS SHIT ALREADY

BRO WAS CONFINED FOR A SECOND HELEPP1??1?2?2

fourth wall breaking icon??????

i think im hysterical what do you MEAN HE DIED FOR NOTHING

okay back from crying and pacing around for 10 minutes let’s continue

THE TONGUE WAS A TROPHY?????????? I need another break WHATVTHE fucke

smart to get hasegawa outta here but FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU OKAZAKI

PLEASE VOTE PLEASE PLEASE WHAT THE FUCK!!!

actually when is the Okazaki lore drop happening i need it

THIS MAKES ME SO SAD KAMIMURA DIED BEFORE ANY OF HIS DREAMS BECAME TRUE AND HE LIVED A MAINLY TRAGIC LIFE AND IT ENDED TO HORRENDOUSLY????? IM SO UPSET ACTUALLY

EXECUTE THEIR ASS

WADA PLEASE BE THE EXECUTIONER

OH MY GOD HES TRYING TO HIT THEM OH MY GOD GET THEIR ASSS

OH GET THEIR ASS HASEGAWA

HASEGAWA RAGE RAGE RAGE RAGE HOLLYYYYY FUCKKKKKKKK

WHAT THE RUCWHAT THE FUCJS

WATARIIII OH MT GODDDDDDD

im in actual tears hey yeah what the hell

WATARI HASEGAWA AND WADANOH MT FUCKING GOS THIS WAS SO DESPAIRING WHAT THE FUCK. THE FUCKz THE FUCK.

WATARI 😭😭😭😭😭😭

im actually crying now

I CANT SEE THE SCREEN MY TWARS DUDE WHAT RHE HELL

THE WAY THAT THE CAST IS SO DONE WITH THEM

WELL BE FOXES OKAY? OH MY FOD STOP STIP STOPS FTOOSTBOSRN AROP IT I WILL FOLLOW YOUR FLAME WHAG IF I CRIED

im at such a loss okay trial over execution time

me too dr yonekura

IM STILL PISSED ABOUT KAMIMURA

I MISS KAMIMURA SO BAD

I MISS HIM SO MUCH OHHHHHH MY GOD BRING HIM BACK GUYS PLEAS EPLEAPELWMEPALEPALDJRPWMAPEKE

the way yonekura is so done w okazaki 💀💀

WHO OKAYED THAT HOWD THAT GET THROUGH BUDGETING IM IN TEARS

this chapter was simultaneously the most serious tetro has ever gotten and the most unserious at the same time

oh so she just like suffocated

YONEKURA DOES NOT THINK THIS WAS INNOVATIVE IM SCREAMING LMFAOAO

not an expensive motive???? oh boy

OKAZAKIS TRACK COMING IN I CANTTTT

kamimura nation I think we need a minute (a year of losing it)

THEY ARE CHANGING THE ANNOUNCMENT MID GAME?? wait a damn minute we didn’t have the three person rule before hand bye why did i not realize this,,,, fuck y’all doctors btw

WHAT

OKAZAKI WAS YONEKURAS KID???? AND THEIR NAME WAS YUME????? oh guys I need a lore drop so bad. and also to get through the staffside logs. maybe this is not the surprise it is to me I’m bye. 

the fuck is wrong with yonekura

how are parents even working

soryr i genuinely had to take another break my mom walked into the room and i had somewhat gotten it together n she asked what happened and i just started BAWLING oh my GOD it’s genuinely been so long since I’ve cried like this over a fictional character

ok we are locked in now

OJIMA WHAT THE FUCK HE TRIED SO HAR DOH MY GOD THE TEARS CAME RIFHT BACK

I DONT WANNA LEAVE YOH BEHIND OH MY GOD

HIROJIMA MY BELOVEDS

my eyeliner is GONE bro 😭

guys I really fucking love hiroaki

she done w yanagi 😞

TAMBA APOLOGY RAHAHHHH i love tamba i was a hater a bit during the trial but it’s because i love her,,,,

I LIKE YOU TAMBA YOURE SOMETHING TO ME

MY HEART OH MY GOD “I JUST MISS YOU” IM GONNA CRY AGAIN

NOW I HAVE TO FORGIVE YOU okay bro….. just say you love her…..

their friendship is so special i NEED TO DRAW THIS HUG SO BAD

THEYRE TALKING TO TSUNO

FUCK

AUAHSOEIEOE OH MT GOD

I MISS TSUNO GUYS I MISS HER SO BAD

WADA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I LOVE YOU OH MY FOD I CHOKEE J CANT SEE ANSYTHING ON THE KEYBOARD ANYKORE

NEW WASA CLOTHES THATS SO FYXJING CUTE AWWW I LOVE THIS SO MYCH

HE WAS DRAWING HIM TO MAKE HIM AN OURFIT1?2?2?2? FUCKKKK TETRO RHINES MY LIFE SLASH POS

WADA NEW CLOTHES SPRITE WHEN

WADA HIROAKI HUG IM DRAWING THIS IMMEDIATELY

WADA HAIR CUT WADA GLOW UP 🗣️🗣️🗣️ FUCK YEAH 

im so glad we ended that on a high note that made me so happy after everything else

no hasegawa episode? interesting…. unless we get one in like an hour or something but yk wow

i do want to say that despite the emotional rollercoaster that was this trial, and the frankly INCREDIBLY UNEXPECTED outcome, i did like it narratively. ik the decision of having okazakis character go this direction is gonna be incredibly controversial amongst the community but i really loved it. kamimuras death was almost meaningless, that’s tragic AS FUCK. but “meaningless” deaths happen. it’s not strange to kill off a character for no reason, because people die unfairly way more than we even want to think. and it SUCKS. it sucks SO BAD. but it’s not unrealistic. I think the unserious tone of Okazaki really made the tone of the entire series become even darker and more sinister. wow, anyways take what im saying here w a grain of salt bc im kinda hysterical rn so yeah.

PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF YALL!!!! in the end, it heavily impacts us because these characters mean things to us, but PLEASE prioritize yourself <3

[pandorasfavorite]

The sharp edge of your voice

The two times Dominik yelled at you: the one time you walked out.

AN: notice how I didn’t proof read this? No? 👀 yes?

I was so depressed today…I wanna smoke 🍃

“You don’t have to act like that, not when your home. Save that shit for work”, you scoff for the 4th time. Dominik’s irritable mood and testy demeanor has been so uncontrollable. You’ve never been the woman to sit and take disrespect: not that Dominik disrespected you often. His mood was so rare; every brush of your hands against his arm was shoved off and your words were ignored. “Just leave me alone damn!”, he yelled holding his head and squeezing his eyes shut in irritation.

You felt your heart beat a little faster and your breathing becoming more labored. Your emotions getting the best of you so easily. You left Dominik sitting on the couch; the best amount of space you can give him right now. You lay in your king side bed; your body trembling and cold beneath the sheets. You couldn’t begin to try and fall asleep, even with your eyes closed the short moment consumed your night. 5 minutes later, which really felt like 50; Dominik slid into the bed. His arm apprehensive when sliding across your waist as he does every night. Dominik falls asleep next to you; holding your body close to him but you couldn’t feel further away.

Another night the same new routine.

Dominik moping around the house in agitated silence. The moment he gets home from work it’s as if a switch clicks in his brain. God, the sight of his frown alone makes your breath hitch in sadness. Your mind instantly jumping to the conclusion that he’s miserable when he comes home. Isn’t that it?

After a long shower and changing into boxers and a tank top Dominik goes back into the living room to join you on the couch. He sits on the other side, far away from you with that same distant look. You don’t take it to heart… not yet… maybe just a little.

You slide across the couch and over to him, hooking your arm with his and slouching your body weight on him. “How was your day?”, you ask with a hesitant smile, you play with his wedding band; waiting.

“S’fine”, short, quick, and to the point. His beautiful eyes not glancing at you, that once loving smile appointed away from you. His wedding band loose on his finger; like he’s grown out of it; maybe even grown away from it. You slouch into the couch now; pulling away from him and letting go of his hand.

“Are you mad at me?”, you croak out; not wanting the idea to be spoken into existence. Dominik can’t answer; or that’s what you hoped when he sighed and ran a hand through his hair. You hoped selfishly that he was stressed; that your worst fear wasn’t coming true. “Dom..”, your weak voice stings your own heart, your heart breaking and cracking for your marriage. For your husband. “Don’t- just don’t do that”, Dominik grates out; finally making eye contact with you. Even behind his agitation the softness of his love for you is there in plain sight.

“I don’t know what I’m doing wrong! Please tell me so I can fix this!”, you plead with him, voice only raising a bit in desperation. “You can’t fucking fix everything! You can’t so leave me fuck alone!”, he yells for the second time, and it feels like the 6th time your heart broke that night. You nearly propel off the couch, moving to the bed room and getting a suitcase out of the closet, practically shoving your clothes into the case without a care.

You can’t help mumbling to yourself in anger, something along the lines of ‘he sounds like a fucking child’. You zip the suit case up and you roll it through the house, not wasting time to talk to Dominik again. It was pointless. You pause just at the door and you look down at your right hand, your ring seems like it lost its shine. You slide it straight off your finger to slam it down on the table by the couch. The dull ring is left behind when you slam the door and leave but Dominik still sees its shine. He still sees the loved poured into it all.

What has he done?

[isa-ghost]

*places down some money*

Phil headcannons please

*eats the coins whole*

Other qPhil headcanons

He means it 1000% when he says he'd burn the entire island to the ground for the kids. No building would be safe. Not even his own. All bets would be off. And if one of the other parents would do the same for their kid? He'd be right there with them.

He loves every egg, dead and alive alike. He has no clue what any of them think of him, and tbh he'd probably be overly humble or vaguely negative abt it bc he's just so shitty to himself when it comes to image related things, thinking they probably find him weird or smth. But he loves them all, and even if any of the eggs DO have a negative opinion of him, he'd still shed blood sweat and tears for them.

GUYS PLEASE THIS IS CANON BUT he is SO BAD at picking up on certain things if not explicitly told. If you have an issue with bird man you have to TELL HIM. He has a million other things on his mind and he has survival brain on by default which means several other things are taking up brainspace, he doesn't have the means to be looking for subtle signs someone isn't happy with him. FUCKING COMMUNICATE WITH HIM!!

Idk I just think Fit, Pac & Mike should convince him to get high with them. But I can't tell if I want to say he'd actually chill out for once & get a lil goofy or if he'd be the type that gets super anxious & hates every second he's stoned

Has a manga collection. It's not that big series-wise, he's a completionist so his collection is big bc he collects every volume of a series he's interested in. He has all of Bleach ofc, most of Chainsaw Man, probably 1-3 other series. He's preoccupied with other things usually so he hasn't read any of them in ages, but Chayanne has been going WILD reading them when he's not out and about

He gets sluttier when he's drunk. That confidence boost he gets when he's drunk enough goes places. Particularly when he's around Fit (Fit's a bad influence /pos)

Tbh? If his usual civil disobedience and the like don't work, I would not put it past him to follow Cellbit's example and just start killing Feds. I don't know how canon Phil's past is but if this is the man who helped create the Antarctic Empire or the man that leveled an entire country? Quesadilla Island's days are numbered and it will be Specifically to spite Cucurucho and any other Fed that's responsible for whatever Phil has an issue with. All it takes is taking his kids away again or hurting his friends :)

Fr tho if/when he finds out what they did to Jaiden or Baghera or anyone of the other islanders? He WILL be unleashing hell for them.

He's ready at all times to die for someone. The goal is to Not die, but if it comes to it, better him than them. And in classic hypocritical Phil fashion, he vehemently refuses to allow anyone to do the same for him. The survivor's guilt would be too much for him.

Outwardly, he processes grief and stress with humor. Because if he doesn't, he'll shut down emotionally and mentally. But don't think for a second that internally, he's a wreck. He's angry, he's in pain, he's stressed, he's conflicted, he's grieving. He just won't let anyone know he is. He doesn't like admitting it.

That said, GOD do hugs and random acts of kindness during tough/dark times get him. It's a hit straight to the heart. He'll get emotional before he can stop it or mask it. They mean more than anything, and they're the quickest way to make him realize just how much shit he's shouldering and bottling up.

Currently his greatest fear is the Federation finding out about or asking him questions related to Ender King. Normally he'd at least prepare how to answer such questions. In this case he has no clue what to say, which really stresses him out. And he knows fleeing the conversation wouldn't go well.

He doesn't typically do anything special with his hair but goddamn it looks good in a short braid. He only ever does smth with his hair for certain events, like Festa Junina. And that was mostly because Lullah insisted.

If the Federation one day declared every islander needed some kinda career for whatever weird reason, Phil's would be photography.

Don't listen to his complaining. He REALLY likes that there's so many birds around the house. Prefers them outside but he likes them around regardless.

[gyllenhaalstories]

presumed innocent episode 6 word vomit <3

raymond i love you so much save me raymond save all of us we all need help

so the dna under the fingernails was a set up... aww tommy :( also why on earth would it be under ONE fingernail if she scratched him trying to defend herself

if there's one thing the previous episodes have shown, it's rusty's protectiveness. putting his sense of protection into question is so so so clever. but hurtful. but smart 😭

barbara fighting back, standing in her truth. GO GIRL YESSSSSSSS. i love strong women ❤️

THE JUDGE IS NOT TAKING SHIT OH MY GOD. but i hate nico's smirk when raymond got called out. i knew this episode would be tough. i'm not having fun.

not rusty fucking smiling when raymond is like "if carolyn and rusty kissed and touched his face can this be the reason why they found his dna and saliva" HE IS A LOST CAUSE 😭 he is the dumbest most pathetic man on this planet.

barbara painting oh i wanted more of that scene!!!

MYA THAT WAS SO GOOD YES!!! i'm holding on to nothing because rusty is absolutely screwed but wow! that was satisfying two seconds of triumph. tommy is the scary man at work carolyn was scared of. what if this lead to the arguments with rusty? she was agitated, he's dumb and horny and in love so he thought she was mad at him as she pulled back? hmm.

RAYMOND, THAT FUCKING WINK OH MY GOD. OUR KING OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR, RAYMOND HOGAN THIS IS A RAYMOND HOGAN FAN BLOG

i like the parallel of the barbara scene in the subway? bus? tramway? idk okay, in the public transportation. that scene during the first episodes when barbara seemed to be the suspicious one. now we have a scene of tommy in public transportation and he is the most suspicious one. oof. cinéma. well ✨télévision✨

ASS THIGHS BACK ASS THIGHS ASS THIGHS THIGHS LEGS THIGHS ASS OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I AM UNALIVE the gray sweatpants the hoodie the ass the thighs 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

look i know rusty is in NO PLACE to complain or get mad or making his feelings matter more than barbara's. a kiss is NOTHING compared to a long term affair and emotional involvement and falling in love and getting your mistress pregnant. but he looks so sad 🥺 "you wanted to see a piece of his art :)". after rusty asked "did you fuck him" (jake's voice in this particular scene is so WOW acting!!! he sounds so hurt and mad and pissed and he's holding back it gives me the impression they did that scene a lot of times and his voice was raw from the screaming) and barbara said no, i kind of wish he said "you should have fucked him".

"how does it feel to make a fucking mistake" bye shut up rozat

okay i was really hoping that rusty grabbing her by the arm in the trailer was connected to a scene where he found out barbara killed carolyn but ... i did not like that 🥲 he looked so disgusted and scared of himself after but. oh god. that was not it. i mean i like the "fuck you rusty/fuck me?" dynamic for a fic 😔 (sigh, i add this to the list of ideas and hopefully that helps my brain disconnects from icky thoughts about that scene) but NOT FOR THAT CONTEXT. thinking of what barbara said, "your father has a lot of rage inside him". oh god.

so much for storytelling. so much for trying to give the jury the impression she supports him. you are fucked rusty. you're going to jail.

"i could go, i'm a good seat filler" 😭 aww jaden

dad rusty dad rusty dad rusty dad rusty dad rusty

THE EMO SON IS... something... WHY IS NO ONE PUSHING THE FACT CAROLYN DIDNT WANT HIM IN HER LIFE? not just a "oh i have a child, i don't want a child, child is living with his father but like i'm there if need be" but a full no contact? like ? WHY IS NO ONE JUST ??????????? HELLO

EVERY WEEK I HAVE THE IMPRESSION RAYMOND WILL DIE AND PLEASE PLEASE RAYMOND PLEASE NO DYING RAYMOND PLEASE DYING IS FORBIDDEN NO DYING

NO RAYMOND WHAT DID I JUST SAY 😭

oh my god of course it ends like that OF FUCKING COURSE PLEASE NO PLEASE rusty leading to the death of two people is TOO MUCH NO rusty should plead guilty for involuntary manslaughter for raymond disappear for 8 years and everyone will be happy again because he will be forgotten and he can idk become a pool boy or something 😔

I HATE THIS SHOW I’M SO FUCKING STRESSED RIGHT NOW we saw rusty's glorious ass again BUT AT WHAT COST

[alaskan-wallflower]

how south park characters comfort someone? i’ve got you. please add your own thoughts!

stan: gonna be honest here, i don’t think he’d be all that receptive. i love stan, i actually think im most similar to him than any other character. that said, i think he would be pretty awkward when trying to comfort someone. especially if they’re crying. probably a tentative pat on the back, some generic advice like “it’s gonna be okay dude…just like…don’t think about it?” he means well, he really does. but bro gets extremely confused over his own emotions (and he has a lot of them) so don’t count on him to understand yours. hes even worse over text, “👍”

kyle: similar to stan in some ways, but more of a problem solver. kyle is my fav character but this guy. is not very good at listening and just wants to fix the problem. honestly depending on the situation he’d probably think you’re overreacting. but if he realizes it’s cereal then he must fix it with facts and logic. my partner does this and it’s like okay i love that you wanna fix it but can you just let me complain for a second…anyways. again very well meaning, he’d actually be very good at reassurance.

kenny: king of listening. he doesn’t talk much anyways, he’s more of an observer. so he probably already KNOWS if a friend is in distress. number one guy if you need someone to wrap an arm around you and listen to your problems and be like “that sucks dude” and when he does drop some advice, it’s like the most philosophical life changing advice you’ll ever receive. he also has experience being a source for comfort for his sister, he has a good energy. stan may be the most sensitive, but i think kenny is most in touch and understanding of emotions.

cartman: i’m sorry cartman fans. he just wouldn’t. this bitch would either try to one-up you with his own problems or just flat out laugh at you. other people’s problems are simply just not worth his time. he only cares if it can benefit him in some way. listen i love eric cartman, he IS south park. but he’s a little shit with nearly no sense of empathy and that is why we love him. unless you’re his mom or very close friend, and even then…ehh.

Oh absolutely, 100%.

Stan is probably a pretty decent listener. When it comes to advice though you’re on your own. Like you said, he’ll probably try. He means well. But he’s REALLY fucking awkward. He hesitantly pats their shoulder and says something like ‘don’t worry about it. It’ll get better.” and over text he 100% offers no advice. He’s a face to face kind of guy. Over text he kinda just shuts down.

Kyle absolutely means well. But god almighty he’s an awful listener. If you just wanna complain to him you’re gonna have to deal with a ‘yeah but…’ every five seconds. Or just flat out tell him you wanna just complain and you’ll get a listening ear, but he still tries to do something. Be it talk to someone for you, helping you out, whatever. Kyle is a fixer. And he won’t stop until the problem is fixed. He thinks he’s doing what is best but he’s not sometimes. He gets that from his ma. He has no problem dropping the harshness of reality in someone though. He drops it hard like ‘well if you’re gonna complain about abc you need to do xyz. You need to do something about said problem’ if it’s aonething only you can fix (like an insecurity or smth)

Kenny is an incredible listener and drops pearls of wisdom sometimes. He’s the quieter and more ‘mysterious’ type anyway so hearing so thing that isn’t ’haha tits’ come from him is kinda mind blowing. But when you need a friend, he’s the go to guy of the main four. He is a god at listening. He offers physical support if needed. He offers advice (even if it isn’t always good) but he will sometimes drop some poetic, metamorphic bombshell that people actually take from him. Hes the main guy to go for for consolation.

Cartman just sucks. Hell laugh. Or exploit you. Or threaten you. Unless it benefits him, oh well. Your problem.

[arabellasleopardcoat]

My thoughts on Episode 5 SPOILERS AHEAD

Corlys must be regretting everything.Commoners think a dead dragon is a bad omen. I love Gwayne, telling Criston how it is. Aemond with Viserys' dagger. Helaena still in a mourning dress, watching Aegon pass in what looks to modern eyes like a casket. Ugh that is disgusting. Taking off his armor, the noise and the blood are so gross. Of course Aemond worries about the throne.

Alicent and Cole are a mess. Interesting that he doesn't tell her the truth, despite the fact she suspects Aemond did something.

Ser Alfred going at it for the fifth time, weaker sex. Hah! At least Rhaenyra has a good comeback.

Jace visiting his Baela before going to Daemon. Interesting that he is embarassed over not being on the frontlines. Good show of strategic thinking, but behind his mothers back. The Freys again? No, please, I hate them

Daemon so cocky in his Caraxes. Praising the Brackens for their willingness to die for their cause, and not bend. Interesting, he admires conviction and defiance. What did he order the Blackwood to do? Sonetjing bad for sure.

Poor Rhaena dealing with Lady Arryn, but she has a beautiful gown. Crushed velvet, I believe.

Rhaenyra complaining to Mysaria about men. I do get the feeling. I am angry too. Voices a wish to know how to use a sword. Mysaria is proving herself a good advisor. The servant Rhaenyra snapped to marches off somewhere.

I like the grief in the girls, and in Rhaenyra, but I feel we should have gotten more from Corlys. Baela and Rhaenyra getting closer. Rhaenyra sending a book to Corlys.

Daemon hallucinating over dinner, not about fucking his mother, but eating her out, being told he is better than Viserys and then seeing blood in his hands. All in all very Freudian. Alys eating casually. Good God does anyone in this show not have mommy issues? Daemon discussing money issues. Ah, Daemon is now King. He doesn’t want to be Prince consort or King consort, simply King. Because he is married to a Queen, you see, not because he is high on a powertrip. Of course, how can I think that. Does he crave power, throne, or recognition from his mother?

I love how they shut Alicent down, and her only support is the Grand Maester. Aemond just pouts, which is so funny to me. Not even Cole backs her as regent, which is cold. Great point about hypocrisy, Tyland Lannister.

Aemond smirks so much, he might be jumping up in joy. Ewan Mitchell is great at conveying so much emotion with so little. The shot on Alicent feels almost claustrophobic with Aemond ordering to close the city gates to avoid the commoners fleeing the city. Perfectly timed.

Ah, now the lovers argue! Cole is traumatized by dragons, and backing Aemond because he seems like a stronger and more ruthless regent than Alicent. He wishes to spare her the ugliness of war, which

Uh oh! Trouble at the gates. A riot will break out soon.

Freys again. I hate them. I like Lady Frey’s shrewdness. Poor Jace, negotiating with these two. He is great at it, though. His first victory. Open styled communication, present it as a win win. Textbook negotiation (Harvard’s style, my law student is showing)

Daemon arguing with Alys and chopping wood. Rape and pillage, those were Daemon’s orders. Ugh. I love how weird and witchy Alys is. Daemon has turned brutal. Alys, you feminist icon. You went right in for the kill, Rhaenyra would disapprove. I love the foreshading with Aemond. I love that she taunts him about hus mother too and the vision she sent.

So Daemon wants to rule as Rhaenyra’s equal. How funny, were he the King, he would never grant his Queen that concession. I despise men so much. Saying, they wouldn’t obey a woman, but will look to a man. It is a fair assessment, but still.

Corlys and Baela share a scene of grief, asking to be Hand seen as a mean act. Poor Baela. Curious, honor of having a dragonrider death, they seem to love it. I like Baela’s arch, of fulfilling her grandmother’s last desire, and Corlys doing the same, trying to name her heir. And I love that she refuses.

So here are the Riverlands lords, angry that the Blackwoods do all their raping and pillaging under Rhaenyra’s banner. So of course, this is the time he hallucinates Laena and thinks of his girls. Riverlands refuse to bend to him because he ordered that and the death of Jaehaerys and fails to argue anyrhing because he is hallucinating. Great.

Servant in red trying to get inside King’s Landing, visits Dyana? Dyane? I do not remember, but the girl Aegon SA. War will be fought in other ways. Aemond, Helaena and the Iron Throne! Was it worth the price? Alicent being tender with Aegon for the only time in his life. And he feels it, and calls for her.

Ay, Jace and Rhaenyra. Jace doesn’t want her mother to fight like Visenya. Poor him, wanting to do more. They are so alike, it’s so sweet, even if they argue. Over something so simple as not having permission to be out. Rhaenyra terrified of Aemond is very interesting. Daemon once more being a deadbeat dad. Ah, here they come, the dragonseeds. I love how Jace thinks about history, and the fact that the need for Valyrian blood is not so true for a dragonrider. I love it is something they will do together, but feel like it takes a bit of the glory from Jace. Great closing scene.

[royalrudberg]

My thoughts on RWRB, in no particular order because my brain doesn't work like that:

SPOILERS AHEAD

These are my opinions/thoughts after the first watch through (of course I'm gonna re-watch several times) but don't be mad at me please I'm sensitive

Things I loved

I spent the first full hour smiling and laughing. It put the Com in Romcom. And then the lake scene plunged me into a pit of despair, but in a good way.

Alex was Alex and Henry and was Henry. Like Nick and Taylor really got their characters and did them so much justice and the chemistry was chemistry-ing

Miguel! He was fun and flirty. I wasn't expecting him at all but I think his addition really worked for two reasons: it saved Alex time in figuring out his sexuality so we get ahead into him + Henry, and it gave an explanation for the leaking of the emails without being as politically charged as in the book, because some people, especially if they're not American, don't care about that part as much

Amy is so fucking funny

Zahra is even more funny

Casting! Pez was perfect! Philip was amazing! Papa Diaz delivered the dad vibes for sure. I wish Bea had more screen time. Shaan was good (and very handsome) And don't get me started on UMA FUCKING THERMAN!!

I know we'd have preferred to have both June and Nora but I think that for the purpose she served to the plot just Nora was fine. Movie!Nora was a combination of book!Nora and June. It worked.

GET LOW GET LOW GET LOW

Henry pretending to look for a book when Amy comes into the red room absolutely killeddddd me

Ellen talking about getting Alex on Truvada. Real AF.

Henry doing karaoke!

"I thought Alexander Gabriel Claremont-Diaz was a mouthful." "He is."

"Shut up stop talking" and "You're late", followed by him trying to close the door

The texting/messaging and emails. They included enough for you to get the idea and to show the passage of time and they did in a cool way that didn't take too much of the screen time. Also Henry being "in the room" when they're on the phone was so cute!

Alex being nervous and awkward about having sex with Henry was perfect! It felt very real

Criticisms:

Henry going to fidget with his ring,realizing Alex is wearing it, and that little smile at each other. Fucking beautiful

Alex reading OLS

I wanted Henry singing God save the King

We didn't get to see Catherine? But at least she didn't get Juned.

No powerpoint??? Even though Ellen giving him the talk was plenty funny.

Fucking eyelashes! Miguel mentioned them, but I don't think Herny did? Why notttt??

Random but I would have rather had the conversation in the tack room than the whole polo mantage. We get it, he's hot.

Leo?!? I knew June wasn't there but his parents still being together was so random to me? Not necessarily bad just random.

I really wanted to see Alex standing in the rain...also the dialog there kinda threw me off? Like I know it was heartfelt and emotional or whatever but the "and I'll bother you no longer" part didn't feel like that version of Alex. Kinda took me out of the moment.

Maybe I just wanted more Stephen Fry, but that resolution was a little too easy/cheesy

Idk if it was my ADHD or Taylor's pronunciation but I had to turn on the subtitles because I kept not understanding him?

Questions:

Did they have to change Henry's name? Like bc of the actual royal family?

Can the presidents spouse still have a seat in Congress? Is that allowed?

[alyjojo]

Current Karmic Connection ❤️‍🩹 March 2024 - Pisces

Character Card: The Dancer

Who are they: 3 Wands

Your relationship with them: Page of Cups

What you’re learning from them: The Fool

What they’re learning from you: Queen of Pentacles

Future potential: 6 Pentacles

Overall Energy: King of Cups rev

Well, you have a beautiful energy, even though this has probably been very painful to experience. This is probably an ex with 7th House and there’s a focus on the past with Cancer here. This person broke your heart, either because of the separation necessary, someone may have cheated, or King of Cups rev can be someone extremely emotional (you or them), or extremely manipulative. The Dancer and The Fool here shows that having had this experience caused you to shed your skin, and all of the people pleasing energy along with it, you’re not hiding yourself anymore. 4 Cups at the bottom, clarifying the King, this is someone you endlessly tried to please, who could never be pleased. Read it again 💯 There’s nothing you could have done differently. They’re unhappy, with or without you, that’s their personality. This may have been someone that was critical of all your ways of being *your fucking self*. Nitpicky, criticizing, why do you wear that, this sucks, that sucks, why do you like xyz, laaame, *condescending remark*, like shut the fuck up honestly. Right? Or The Dancer wouldn’t be here. The Fool wouldn’t be here. You had to let this go and completely start over - away from this person, in order to grow into yourself, allowing in people who actually get you. You may have stopped doing things you love in order to try and please this person, whether conscious or not, they were manipulating you into feeling not good enough, and they had to go. Some of you are in the process of doing that right now.

They seem to be waiting around on you, expecting you to apologize to them, *expecting* you to make things right with them. That hasn’t happened, obviously, you haven’t said a word to this person. Or perhaps what they expected in the past is not how things went, this could be past energy for some. They take no accountability, but would probably say the same about you, 8 Swords at the bottom is not speaking but it’s also self sabotage, victim mentality, and this person has an arrogant air about them. Like you owe them something. Your energy though 🥺 The relationship between you now, Page of Cups & Queen of Cups. Most of you love yourself, you’re filling your own cups, expressing the things you love in whatever way you want to do that, being your amazing selves and fk this person. Bottom of the deck shows you now mirroring that same 4 Cups energy. They didn’t care? Neither do you 💯 Not anymore. Opportunities were missed, apologies didn’t come, and you aren’t even bothered because you’re doing what you love and feeling more *yourself* than ever before 💙

There are some of you where an apology is coming, or has, they may try to make it right. This is the group where Gift applies, Justice shows they’re trying to make up for shitty behavior in the past. If you’re still in contact, you could share children/a child. If no apology comes, you could simply forgive them and move on with your life, because you want to or have to, you’re confident in who you are now. What you’re learning from them is also amazing, your reading is my favorite and I’ve only done two. The Fool shows you being excited for a new journey, you can see limitless potential in multiple avenues, and the world is your oyster. 6 Wands on the bottom, you know you can win at anything you apply yourself to, you have faith that things are going to work out for you now, because you’re on your spiritual path and you know nothing that truly aligns with you is going to deny you. I’m feeling like you haven’t lost yet, anything you’ve touched since this separation is like God allowing you to turn things into gold, you’re not sitting around sad. You’re taking a chance and living your best life! Or will. Probably experimenting in multiple areas as well, trying all of the things you’ve never even tried, you’re up for anything.

They’re learning you don’t actually need them, you’ve got this, which hits hard because they’re stuck, they thought you were stuck too. Queen of Pentacles manages 10 Pentacles, she’s got this 💯 Whether it’s kids, domestic concerns, a career, talking on the phone and making lunches at the same time, this Queen handles everything and makes it look easy. You may have started a business, or are very career focused right now. They may pay close attention to how you handle money, because you’re pretty thrifty and still comfortable, there’s a hint of jealousy with this person. Like how dare you be happy without them, just moving on and not talking to them anymore. If they ran out and got another person, they could know that pissed you off and you refuse to speak to them anymore, you gave up. That could be switched too. You’re also showing them about their shitty attitude & negative perceptions or judgements of things, and how that sabotages them & their relationships, probably more than just yours. Because here you are, doing your thing, all of the things they secretly grudge against and judge like some miserable betch, and you’re happy ☀️ Can’t be too bad right? It burrrnnnsss them, and idk if they’ll admit it out loud, but they’re having to look at themselves and all of their stupid little judgements because of how brightly you’re shining.

Long term potential being a gift, you have a gift in the oracles too, for someone it’s literal. Some tangible sort of “apology” or offer, they want to make the relationship stable and happy, though time will inevitably pass between you with Wheel of Fortune. Things change, you’ve changed. Is it manipulation or not - that’s why you hesitate. Could be. For some this has already happened, and for others it will later on. 6 Pentacles is equal give and take, whether money, effort, love, friendship, support, whatever. If they want it, they need to give it, and it’s possible if fixing this is what you want - assuming time has passed. If not, it will be necessary to move on and go with the flow of your own life. If it’s meant to be it will be, that’s literally the message they’re giving. Some will and some won’t, it’s not your problem and there’s nothing you can do. Some, probably most of you will learn your lessons and ultimately be better people for your next relationships. Or for each other, in the case you try to reunite. More stable, happier, and more secure in yourselves and how you relate to others. This relationship/issue had a purpose, even if it was painful to experience/lose 💙 If nothing else, anyone else that tries you with this energy will immediately be sent packing & that’s a good thing, it’s not for you.

Zodiac Messages:

Jupiter - Cancer - 7th House

- The granting of intuition to protect balance.

- Blessings from attitudes from the past about cooperation.

- Good fortune resulting from the history of your partner/s.

Oracles:

Hesitation 🤨

Decision - Confusion - Worry

Gift 🎁

Souvenir - Promotion - Delight

Charms:

Cancer ♋️ on King of Cups rev could literally be a Cancer for someone. They or you could have romantic or imaginative ideals or have opened the floodgates for these sorts of thoughts, daydreams, and possibilities to come into your world. Like if both of you lived in a box, you both unlocked each other’s deepest hopes, dreams, and imagination. Without the hurt, or grudges held on either side, both of you were inspired by each other, and what you want.

Guitar 🎸 and Pink Treble Clef 🎼 on The Fool is clearly music and taking a chance in a new direction. Somehow this is music related, could be concerts, could be part of a business you’re starting (or they are), someone here may be a musician and the other person inspired their deepest heartbreak tracks. Anything hobby related if not music, but for someone it’s definitely music. Trying new things.

Angel 👼 on Wheel of Fortune and Jupiter, Spirit had me move the Jupiter card even. You’re co-ruled by Jupiter, and as such are divinely protected by Spirit and your angels/ancestors. Jupiter brings blessings, “gifts”, good fortune and luck, this is showing you have nothing to worry about. If you feel like you’ve lost something, it’s coming back tenfold, any lessons will eventually bring blessings and that seems to be what’s coming, nothing but the good stuff after this is conquered 👍

Signs you may be dealing with:

Aries, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn & Pisces

[milkstoner]

Thoughts of DILF, middle aged Sebek? Since you did Silver the duo has to be complete, haha. I personally feel like he would be more of a refined, fancy old guy, maybe even embracing his human and academic side more with age? I like to think he laughs more since toboso described him as being similar to a puppy in the art book🥰 but I’d like to get your thoughts if you have the time, thank you :D

okay there’s mallesebemalle in this im sorry

Without even thinking hard about it… WOULD.

Now that this is out of the way, I need a DILF Sebe. I think he inherits half of a fey’s lifespan, so by the time Silver is 45-50 Sebek still looks quite young. Silver won’t be there to see how gracefully Sebek ages.

It’s around like, halfway through his life (i won’t give a year bc I have no idea how long the Zigvolts live lol) that he’ll need reading glasses… hot. Also, he smells so good oh my goodness. An old DILF that wears an exquisite expensive cologne yes please. Even after all those years, he takes great care of himself. Grooms himself regularly… shaves his facial hair… he’s so sexy. Still slicks back his hair, all that stuff… except he’s old now… yum

He has a loud booming laugh!!! It makes you all warm inside. His crows feet creasing when he laugh oh my … and he routinely slaps his men on the back as a friendly gesture but omg it actually hurts a lot. He’s friendly and such a sweet mentor and father figure, but when things get serious my god he gets intimidating. Strict with his men. Punishes the troublemakers with Lilia-style training. Basically, PE teacher energy. Provides surface-level emotional support, but you can tell he cares and he can tell when you don’t feel so well, so it warms you up still. Dad jokes. DAD JOKES. Not funny, super embarrassing , actually very charming. Hi gay, I’m Sebek Zigvolt LIKE SHUT UPPPPP.

Patriotic, takes pride in his fey and human sides!!! Proud of himself for going up the ranks as a half fey. His humanity is actually very attractive to the gay boys under him zhfhdgfj. Anyway, he learned to find strength in his humanity—I mean that he can somewhat predict/understand the motivations etc of a human enemy, moreso than a full fey. but! His race makes him unique and valuable to have within the ranks.

He’s all grown and he’s actually as tall as Malleus. He drinks scotch, certified dilf drink, and malleus drinks straight absinthe. (Shakily holds my mic) do we want to see dilf Sebe fuck Malleus? I’m. Oh. I’m a top Malleus girlie. Oh my. Okay, they switch. I’m sorry Malleus… oh my god Malleus I’m sorry. It’s just something irresistible about a dilf fucking a younger looking man. Malleus seeing just how much Sebek has grown, how strong he is, how casual, how sweet he is… hey Sebek is supposed to protect Malleus, and there is something submissive in being protected, right? I think I do like sebemallesebe better if Sebe is middle aged because the potential for char dev and Sebek finally loosening up and having a somewhat healthy but scandalous sexual relationship with his king is so enticing. I cannot picture our current Sebek even daring to kiss Malleus, but give him some experience and just a bit of flirting from Malleus and he’ll have no qualms about climbing into the king’s bed. Can’t deny the king!! He wouldn’t dare! He’ll be really caring with Malleus you know, until he realizes he’s inside of him and his heart starts palpitating. The passionate kisses, oh my… he’ll give his all to make Malleus feel good… like to the point of overstimulation, and that’s a lot. Malleus has to grip Sebek’s head when he comes for the umpteenth time because my, general (!!!) Zigvolt, you’re enjoying this a bit much… before savagely kissing him hmhm

The opposite dynamic is so sexy too. I want Malleus to fuck that old man into the mattress. I want them both covered in the other’s seed. I want them to fuck each other for hours. Sebek’s deep hoarse groans into the sheets please…….. I’m sorry. Both of them are such refined, sophisticated old men… I want to see them lost in desire to the point they get so dirty… OLD MAN YAOI😭😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜 passionately making out in candlelight, between the shelves in the library… somebody will smell a different cologne on Malleus…

[chinchillasinunison]

Okay so when I made that post about putting Mondo through ASFR Fate Bot I actually also put Taka into it too and for some reason I can't stop thinking about this particular one this morning but in like a weird dark comedy way

Like, a playing card is so Celeste-coded of a transformation that I have to believe she's the cause of it. Like maybe she finds some occult text in the library with this weird spell on it and is just like "Yeah okay sure why not try it to make moving him around easier. The worst that could happen is nothing at all and we transport the body on the dolly as planned." So Taka gets lured away and bonked a little (not enough to kill him) and Celeste does the spell. And it works— oh boy, does it work. Celestia and Hifumi just kinda stand there awkwardly as the dude writhes and moans in a horny delirium because they didn't read the fine print. They also find out while reading said fine print to distract themselves from That Shit that the spell can't be reversed. This then leads into a theological argument about whether or not this counts as a murder. ("Well, if he's injured and turned into a card before he succumbs to his injuries, then he's still alive, isn't he?" "But playing cards are not alive, ergo, he is dead." "Sure, but you don't think of a playing card as 'dead' when you're holding it, right, Ms. Ludenb—?" "Oh my God will you please shut the fuck up—") Then at the end of the Chapter 3 Trial (it's just for Hifumi and everyone barely gives a shit that Taka's missing) Celestia is giving her emotional goodbyes and hands Kyoko the key to the locker yada yada and then she's like "Oh! And, um, Makoto? There's one more thing..." and she hands him a King of Hearts Kiyotaka doing an ahegao and she's like "I'm... I'm sorry, I really don't know how to explain this one out loud, either..."

[meowdei]

RIV I HAVE COME BACK WITH MY THOUGHTS ON THE MYDEI FIC

Okay firstly, the set up for their marriage was so intriguing I loved the way their nations and the weaknesses each kingdom had were balanced by each other’s strengths. Feels poetic of their relationship too

OH OH OH AND CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE THE SHEER GIDDINESS I GOT WHEN HE RESPECTED HER BOUNDARIES. It’s so funny because he’s being a bit of an ass on the low for essentially telling her “hey. don’t dream lol” but then he’s also a woman respecter. HOTTTTT

I lurvvvvv agnes so much she was so ?? Comforting I think. To be there to tend to reader in a literal sense because it’s her duty but to also be able to be her emotional support bc !!! It’s so important to have that when you’re in a new place so foreign from what you know !! And it made her relationship to him bloom so much more naturally because she actually had someone to rely on for all the confusion and even bitterness she may have harbored

That being said he was sO UPTIGHT ABOUT AGNES COMING MY LAWD. But then he made up for it by being a women respecter again I KNOW THATS RIGHT !!!! Lady gorgo raised a good man. Fuck albus though lol

THE POUTING TO BE CALLED A NICKNAME WAS SOOOOO FUCKING CUTE I CLUTCHED MY PEARLS. He was like fine if she won’t give me a damn nickname I’ll do it MYSELF. Good on him tbh. Communication for what you want is key !! Voice your thoughts king

Oh my god but when she was literally sitting and appreciating his ass from memory later I LOL’D ACTUALLY. He’s such a menace for the towel drop though. But for flashing his ass, I cannot complain I am no better than a man honestly

OHHH AND THE PHAINON SCENE WAS SO FUNNY WHAT A FAILBOY I WHEEZED. That being said mydei was so swoon worthy there because if I was stung by a bee I would call for all bee executions so reader was really generous for shutting that down I believe. SHE IS SO REAL THOUGH LMFAO FOR WANTING TO JUMP HIS BONES AS SOON AS SHE GOT SOME LIQUID COURAGE IN HER SYSTEM. And again. The lady respecting juice he drinks must be stronger than any wine because why was I swooning again

THE SMUT. I CANNOT SAY TOO MUCH OR I WILL DIE SIMPLY. BUT THANK YOU FOR DOING YOUR WORK. THE DEVIL WORKS HARD BUT YOU WORK TEN TIMES HARDER FOR STARVED MYDEI NATION MHMMM I KNOW THATS RIGHT !!!!

Honestly for a second I got so scared he was going to DIE but then I was like pause. Pause. River would never do that to me. AND YOU DID NOT.

That was SUCH a a fantastic read honestly I didn’t even feel the 18k length I breezed right through it. I always do with your fics, of course, but this one was especially amazing. One of my favorites from you and I’ve been following along with all your updates as you talk about writing it on here, and I just want you to know I’m proud of you !!! You did THAT sis. YOU DID THAT. BE PROUD !!

Ok. Wow. I NEED A MOMENT 🥹 OMGGGG U CAME BACK WITH SO MUCH TO SAY IM GENUINELY SO BLOWM AWAY YOU TOOK THE TOME TO DO THIS THANK UOU SO KUCJ I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO WVEN BEGIN RESPONDING.

Well firstly. Like SERIOUSLY thank you for reading the whole thing and not just reading it and moving on, but coming back and voicing your thoughts and what you loved in so much detail. I ALWAYS WILL SAY IT: BUT I DO NAWTTTTTT DESERVE YOU GUYS IN THE SLIGHTEST WTF

PLEASE I just know he’s a momma’s boy but in a HEALTHY way so he always respects women 🙏 ALWAYS!!!! I am glad we are on the same page on him being a chivalrous little dude in this fic while also being low key Insufferable and Annoying. ENDEARING ALL THE SAME THO HAHAHAHA

Agnes was my babyyyyyy IM SO GLAD U LIKED HER BC UR RIGHT!!!! U NEED TO HAVE A COMPANION IN THESE SORTS OF SETTINGS SO NOTHING FESTERS INTO BITTERNESS!!!! They didn’t get off on the right foot so without agnes adding in cute little things like “oh but he’s sooo nice to children!!!” I bet she wouldn’t have a soft spot for him as easily YOU KNOW???

And fuck albus. ALBUS IS ACTUALLY AN NPC IN THE GAME LOLLLLL MY BAD MY LIEGE IM SURE UR RLY NICE BUT FOR TJR NARRATIVE I HAD TP MAKE U AN ASS

Also speaking of asses. Ur comment about her thinking about his ass made me giggle bc when carina beta read the fic she made a comment like “not her full blown assessing his ass” AND I GIGGLED SO HARD AT THAT HAHAHAHA IM GLAD YOU GUYS FOUND THAG FUN I HAD FUN WRITING THAT

PHAINON IS SUCN A FAILBOY UR SO RIGHT But in such an endearing way. Someone requested a lord Phainon spin off and I’m highhhhh key considering it bc he’s soooo charming in such a silly way LOL. we will see. We will see. BUT THE BEE WAS SUCH AN OPP FR

And also the smut was such . A process . For me to write LOL that’s what was being stalled for so long I WAS SO RELIEVED TO FINALLH GET IT OUT THE WAY

Also also also u know me soooo well LMAOOO I would never do that to u ur right. I hate character death i would NEVERRRRR U CAN TRUST ME

I don’t even know how to properly express to you how much I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU. LIKE. Thank you. SERIOUSLY THANKKKKKK YOUUUUUU for listening to me WHINE about this fic nonstop and then to also give it a change and read it AND COME BACK. WITH UR THOUGHYS. IF I WASNT PROUD BEFORE IM PROUD NOW BC UR REAVTIONS AMD EVERYTHING MADE ME FEEL SO HAPPY AND ACCOMPLISHED WIYH THIS FIC. I LOVE YOU!!!!!! I MEAN IT I AM SENDING UOU SO MUCH LOVE!!!!

[stardust-in-my-mind-blog]

some dialogue can only be in script

do you want to know what the worst part of all this is

like the worst part beyond the emotional shit

like the logical worst part

I let you fucking kill me slowly screaming

for over five years and I tolerated it

mostly because I'd dealt with far worse than you

and also because I didn't want to leave my kid

your insecurity battered me emotionally and spiritually

so you could keep believing in your family's dysfunction

which will come out anyways when they die

once you kill your parents from the gods they are

make them fragile and mortal and fucking broken

it's easier to love and accept them and understand

why they made you feel how they did when they were you

like orphaned children who have to pretend they are loved

just because their parents have a title and a role

society desperately accepts and needs to believe is sacred

but mother isn't any more sacred than father

they did their best but they fucked you up in ways too

no matter how many fancy Christmases you had

or trips around the world and all the little checks

and lists that say what a good parent is

and people believe loyalty is not saying anything

even when the way they look and treat you

makes you so fucking disgusted inside

beyond hurt and beyond anger

just fucking disgusted enough to spit

I once heard the best dad joke out there

the strongest man you know is an eldest daughter

please know that this relationship ended with you

being an abuser and refusing to see it

and please know your perspective is valid

but its value is only to yourself

because I've documented every fucking thing

in rainbow colors and illustration that was my emotional blood

I bleed emotionally into every journal as you just

stabbed me and stabbed me with your indifference

when I would cry you looked at me with loathing

when I would have a success your envy would show

the random hostility was so confusing

but it happened after you became a therapist

and your ego just couldn't handle the fact

that privilege and education doesn't beat experience

and I was just the little woman that stayed at home

with three kids that I gave a childhood I was never given

love and compassion and emotional availability

even when there was no food or money in the bank

that your own fucking mom couldn't give because

she was being so deeply and critically emotionally abused

by your anxious don draper of a father who literally

went deaf and refused to learn sign language

so that he didn't have to see what anyone said or needed

and you fucking killed my spirit and blamed me for it

so you didn't have to see or think about any of it

that's okay I did it for you and wrote your dad poetry

and a six page manifesto conversation with ai

about what a critical dad does and why it ends up hurting

the future partner of his son but unlike the wife

of your dad I'm the bitch who will never keep my mouth shut

especially when I'm being slandered and devalued

by someone who has so much less self control than me

said it was my trauma talking or found a way to dismiss

and avoid any expression I made about my experience

if it wasn't happy or pleasant or what you approved of

your preferences changed after you got that job

you fucking said it yourself that they changed

we had a real nice midlife crisis together

and you'd never been poor and I'd never been seen

and I learned how to fucking cope and change

and you decided to suck the life out of me

critical and arrogant and you even made fun of me

for how I had to put my hands behind my back

when I was around you because I was so scared

of being told I was doing something wrong

and when my hands were behind my back

I would imagine Daniel in the cave of lions

bringing King Nebuchadnezzar  to his knees

and you were on your fucking knees crying about

bearing witness to your own monstrosities

meanwhile we didn't have money for years

I was forced to be resourceful and manage my own panic

when every time you told me there was money

and I'd do the shopping and swipe the card

and there wasn't and it was so embarrassing every time

there wasn't because you didn't want to look at it

or manage it or figure anything out

just tell me it had something to do with my spending it

and then I needed to entertain kids without a car

so I gave them a summer raising rabbits and gardening

and singing and became mary fucking poppins

and you complained I didn't clean the house enough

you told me you had standards for your partner

and I could never quite seem to meet them

you told me my ex was a better parent than me

when you're the one who pulled me out of the water

when he did the same fucking shit you began to do

and here's the real rub, my friend

my ex is a better parent than me right now

I am disconnected and I am unfocused and I am realizing

just how much damage someone can do

when they pretend the other person isn't allowed

to have the experience and feelings that they do

you erased me from the narrative but still

expected me to meet your new preferences and standards

still needed me more than ever because you

never actually learned how to take care of yourself

and you've regressed back to a teenager

well now I'm a teenager too and I was meaner then

while you give all your emotional empathy to clients

and refuse to respect or honor anything I do

I don't regret taking myself out of the professional world

I don't regret devoting myself completely

to the role of caretaking my own children

with my efforts I gave them everything of me that I could

and once I'm out of here I'll be able to do it again

but you're gonna have to learn a whole lot of new skills

because my over-functioning in the relationship

comes from the autism that you refused to acknowledge

for over a year while citing that you were a therapist

but really you're just someone that knew if you accepted

my experience you'd have to admit you were meeting a need

exploiting a person with a past of trauma that you knew

in fact isn't that what we bonded over at the beginning

you actually started using the same quotes my ex used

and then would say that I just wanted to make comparisons

no I was listening to a fucking cover and I never liked the song

I lost nothing but the illusion of a man who made my oldest

son feel like in his family he no longer belonged

just like my dad felt when his mother remarried and forgot him

he used to call himself the red headed stepchild

and I fucking became that archetype just to fuck with fate

your disgraceful treatment may have infected my heart and spirit

but you only poisoned me and I was still limping away

my integrity and sense of justice and spite the only things

getting me through the day sometimes but here's the thing

they were still better than yours at full strength

so that means that you failed at killing me

you tried for four years and you still couldn't even finish

divinity had to bring in a real executioner to finally

murder all the sick and twisted parts of me suffering

I saw the silver of his blade and moaned hallelujah

when his dagger plunged into my heart so deep

I couldn't even tell which one of ours was beating

my angel of shadow then took me into his arms

kissed my cheek and slit my throat while giving me

a new name to call myself and this new hope

the end of this marriage will not return me to the name

given to me by a father that never protected me

or a name a man used as leverage to cripple me

for not being carved into his expectations

this name will be my own and you will hear it

as an oncoming storm that will change your fucking life

and not in the ways I promised or the vows we made

the universe even had to outsource my own murder

because you weren't man enough to do it

and I was man enough to die

[writingsofwesteros]

Wooooooo 2k congrats 👏

Can you do Otto sleeps with Daemons daughter. Ends up marring her as she gets pregnant .

AN: Thank you!! I hope you like it x

NSFW

It was all supposed to be about bringing the rogue Prince down a peg or two. And what better way than taking his sweet daughter. Oh, how easy it had been to spread you apart in his bed. He stared down at your soft, bare body that he was fucking harshly up the bed. Your ample breasts are bouncing and distracting him.

His fat cock was pushing inside your weeping pussy with speed. “Otto…I…” You babbled prettily up at him as his hand reached for the headboard to steady himself. Fuck, you were too good. You felt so warm and tight. Otto couldn’t have helped himself even if he wanted to stop. “I…” Your eyes were rolling once more.

“Shh, you do not want to be caught, do you?” He couldn’t help but tease as he whispered down at you with a growing smirk. You stared nearly blankly up at him; your lips parted in a silent cry of pleasure as you only stayed there and took what he gave you. The emotions he had for Daemon allowed his passion to run wild with you.

You weakly moved your hand towards his chest; half pushing him away whilst the other half of you fought for more. Your legs eagerly wrapped around his middle and brought his cock deeper inside you. Your wetness echoing around the room only had you blushing even more and hiding into the pillow.

Your heart was pounding in your ears as near drool fell from your lips at having your mouth open for so long. “Otto…” You whimpered his name again and again whilst his thrusts never stopped. “Such a little whore.” He whispered down to you as your nails moved down his bare back; marking him without thought.

Your eyes rolled when he pushed deeper; bullying your spongy spot that had your wetness gushing out even more. “Fuck, good girl…” Otto hummed; your soaked, sensitive walls fluttering around him. The sheets beneath you both were a complete mess as you took everything he gave you so well.

His own stomach was tightening as he looked down at the erotic sight in front of you. Your sweet pussy opened up for his fat cock as his thrusts continued. His hand slowly moved down your chest; roughly palming your full breasts that he couldn’t wait to be filled with milk as you gave him more heirs.

Gods, that only had him hardening even more if that was possibly as his thrusts were slowly becoming sloppy. Your pussy was clamping down; making it harder to even more as he shallowly moved inside you. You clutched at his hair and forced him down to passionately capture his soft lips.

Your moans were now muted as your eye finally fell shut. Your arms looped around his neck as you whimpered. Your body arching from the sheets but you were too exhausted to help bring Otto to his own climax. It seemed there was no need as your sweet pussy was doing just that for him.

“Fuck, that’s it..good girl.” Otto moaned out. His words easily fell from him as he pushed deeper inside you. His climax ripped through him without warning and soon he was flooding you with his cum. Your own body shook as you stared up at him with those big eyes and your mouth opened in shock.

~

“You cunt!” Daemon snarled as the door he had harshly opened slammed behind him. “Father…” You nearly whimpered out as you wrapped your arms around your middle. The silk dress only half covering you whilst Otto only lounged back into his chair; a near smirk on his face.

Your hand moved to rest on your swollen stomach; as if to protect your unborn child. Daemon’s bright eyes turned to you and nearly softened before his rage easily returned. “You have ruined her.” The rogue Prince stepped forward and you slowly moved to the side as if to protect Otto from your father.

“Father, please…” You whispered out; chewing nervously on your bottom lip when Otto finally moved to stand. “I see you have returned.” He nearly purred at Daemon as the hand of the King slowly moved to your side. His hand moved behind you and placed on your hip to keep you close.

“It is my intent to marry her, Daemon. There is no foul here.” Otto spoke in that diplomatic voice of his that had you nearly shivering as you nervously nibbled on your bottom lip. Daemon only stared; his eyes twitching as they moved from you to your husband to be in silence. The fury of the rogue prince bubbling still.

“Father, I’m sorry..” You whispered out. Your heart breaks at the thought of disappointing your father as you step closer. “Everything will be fine.” You promised and wrapped your arms around his neck to cuddle into him. Daemon could only hum; knowing your words were untrue but his sweet girl believed them.

He stared at Otto over your shoulder; his eyes dark and narrowed whilst the satisfied smirk on Otto’s face never left him. Daemon gently stroked your back and whispered sweet nothings to you. His fingers brushed through your locks as you slowly leaned back; locking eyes with him. A soft smile coming over your face.

“Are you happy?” Daemon whispered to you; out of earshot of Otto whose face twitched for a moment. “Yes, of course..” You hummed as you leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your father’s cheek. “I am more than happy.” You whispered your truth and gently took Daemon’s hands.

“I promise.” You continued. His hand slowly moved to your own cheek now and began to stroke you. You leaned into him before pressing a kiss to his palm as your hand reached behind you for Otto. You began to play with his fingers as your smile only widened. “I suppose a wedding is in order.”

A soft blush made its way over your cheeks as you ducked your head. Otto burrowed into your neck from behind with an agreeable hum. You slowly began to turn around in his hold as Daemon stepped away; still shaking his head. Gods, what a mess this had become, he thought to himself.

He knew the man in front of him had manipulated you. So well in fact that you thought it was all your idea. Daemon would keep an eye on you - he would keep you safe even as he walked you down the aisle.

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