#Kind of as a “I’m a MANNNN” thing or something

[i-may-be-an-emu]

I love how Luke makes his voice deeper when playing male characters. Like his female voices are also crazy convincing but I love that he’s not afraid to make his voice very obviously deeper to play a man too, instead of using his regular voice

[gotham-daydreams]

i’ve been rereading your not [] series and WOWOWOWOWOW i love it sm. the writing? mwah chefs kiss 🤌🏽 the soul crushing loneliness is felt throughout the whole series and as the reader i can really feel every single emotion y/n goes through while reading it’s amazing. i’m excited for part three to see how it all goes down most importantly y/n’s reaction. i can only imagine the intense anger they’ll probably have after getting taken back to the manor. they’ll be angry cuz of the kidnapping thing but also it took them going missing for their family to acknowledge them. that’s a whole different type of anger and frustration. trying practically all your life to get your family’s attention, to them notice your there, all for it to be vain but the moment you’re gone and don’t exist, just like they’ve been treating your whole life, suddenly they notice. they felt guilty after realizing the damage they’ve done to you and just NOW they want to fix even though you’ll probably be carrying the trauma of the neglect for life so what’s the point of trying to fix it now? especially at this big age? the anger y/n must feel at this is insane. there’s also the fact that if y/n *does* want to give in to the sudden affection there’s that fear they’ll just leave again. they get kidnapped, imprison in what was their once home with high security, are being bomb with a bunch of love from their family they’ve never received before and then suddenly it’s gone, all their left with is just their freedom being taken away. y/n most likely feels intense anger, maybe even hatred, at their current actions but also fear of their future ones. it’s the perfect soup of angst and mannnn i’m eating it up.

sorry for the ramble i just wanted to let out my thoughts on your series but to sum it up i LOOVE your series and i’m patiently waiting for your next chapter to continue to see what of y/n’s fate becomes 🫶🏽

I'm so glad you're enjoying the series!!! And oh my god I love your interpretation as well!!!

As I've kind of stated/hinted at through various posts (I promise a masterlist will be made soon because there is a lot of things now that are piling up-), I don't really tend for Y/n in the "Not [ ]" series to get kidnapped just yet (not in part 3 anyways), but I think we all know that it's bound to happen considering things. And it will!

Honestly, I think a lot of people are kind of overestimating how 'loud' Y/n's anger, frustration, hurt, and pain will be in part 3, and it does make me a little worried about the reception of it. However, depending on one's interpretation, what the reader does instead can make the angst that much heavier. Because, well. They don't get that 'relief' that can sometimes come with shouting out your problems to the world- especially to the person that caused you such pain for such a long time, as it is also kind of acts like an unmistakable "hey!!! i'm fucked up and it's all your fault!!! i'll never forgive you for this and want nothing to do with you!!!" message. Though it is a mix within itself.

However, you are right, honestly!

Y/n in the start of the "Not [ ]" series is upset enough. Not only towards the family, but all the time they feel like they've wasted to try and just have a chance to just... get something they never had. All they wanted was a relationship, some kind of connection with anyone in the family besides Alfred, anything. Which is also mentioned in "Not Tonight" as there is that repeating theme/mention of Y/n doing too much but receiving so little, if not, nothing at all, for their efforts.

So just knowing that — as you've said — it basically took them essentially 'giving up' and being gone for months, for the Batfam to notice them? To try and even attempt to give not even half of what the reader had tried to before? Yet was rejected at every twist and turn? Up until this point?

Yeah, no. Y/n is plenty pissed, and incredibly hurt. Among other things as it's just... too little too late. Way too late.

Yet why I also say that I feel as if others overestimate how Y/n is going to express their anger, and how loud about it they're going to be, is because... well- this is a small kind of character spoiler, I guess, but they feel so detached from the family that the very thought of the Batfam even looking for them, is unfathomable. They don't realize at first how the Batfam is looking for them (despite the obvious signs), because it's never happened before, not even on accident.

They never got saved when they got into fights. They never got help when shit got tough. They were never heard, seen or even acknowledged in the house besides Alfred unless they initiated the 'conversation'. Why would they think that anyone who's acted to them like that, and wouldn't even let them exist in their space for a few minutes, go out searching for them? To put in even the smallest effort towards finding them — and because they were worried for Y/n's health no less — and not because they were the absolute last resort? They wouldn't. They don't.

It's a part of why part 3 goes the way it does, but again-its a part. The other pieces make it bad as well. Though that's all the spoilers I'm willing to give on that, which will go more indepth in part 3 itself (hopefully).

Basically, Y/n is a mess. Everyone is in a way, and that's what makes everything go to hell.

Y/n is angry, yes, but it starts quiet before it gets loud. Along with everything else.

So if and when Y/n does get kidnapped... hm.

I did say in a previous ask that depending on how it goes that Y/n would fight back if they're able to and such depending on how the kidnapping itself goes. And though I won't say much on Y/n's reaction in case it does go into future parts if more than 4 are made, I will say that you're right to assume that Y/n is incredibly pissed. You're also right on the whole idea with them being worried about the family basically neglecting them all over again, when everything is said and done. And that's great!

It's a mix. A whole push-and-pull deal where, yeah, even if more shit hits the fan- their own trauma will, in a way, protect them as well as make their life more miserable than it already is. Y/n'll probably never be able to naturally get close with the Batfam, not without 'help' anyway.

But these are yanderes. Their definition of 'help' is a little... twisted.

Though, yeah! And don't worry about rambling- I clearly do the same seeing as I think this whole post is almost just as long as what you wrote. So it's fine! If anything I really did enjoy reading it! Seeing all these different interpretations, and thoughts about the series and other things is incredibly interesting and I love it a lot! Especially with Part 3 on the rise.

[goldensunset]

would it be possible that on the destiny island islet somewhere that there's a headstone or cairn or some kind of marker for [Player]? body dissolving into light on death or not i *do* think youngster norty cared abt his caretaker/mentor to probably do something like that for them (tho in present era it's probably like. overgrown stardew grandpa shrine if not fallen apart)

anyway think about this. this whole situation is so fucking emo (loves dr soaur much)

OUGHOUGHOUHHGUGIHUGHOUGHVHGHHHHBH AUH. didn’t consider that. AUH. it has to be a Thing in the kh universe bc of what the wayfinders did for eraqus. and like scala’s entire graveyard. Gouhhhh. now i’m gonna die. you’re so right idc what the animators say in my mind i know xehanort grieved for the loss of his mentor

at bare minimum maybe like player’s keyblade is still lying around? we’ve got ample evidence (gestures at the entire kbg) that even long after a wielder’s death their keyblade remains so like. oh mannnn now i’m thinking about that….. rusted starlight planted in the ground deep within the forests of the island… a message written in old scalan or something… if the destiny island kids ever noticed it they didn’t know what to make of it… neither did their parents… etc

[eddiesghxst]

OKAY, SO, HERE'S A CONTEXT THAT YOU DIDN'T ASK FOR LMAOOOOO

I SAW HIM TWO YEARS AGO, DECEMBER 2022 AND THAT'S THE FIRST TIME THAT I SAW HIM IN PERSON AND BUT THE THING IS HE ATTENDED THE EVENT VERY LATE 💀 BUT HE REALLY CAUGHT MY ATTENTION BECAUSE GIRLLLLL HE DRESSES UP SO NICE AND HE HAS A VERY COOL STYLE AND THE ONLY THING THAT HE DID WAS TO SMILE AT ME AND OF COURSE I WAS SHY TO COME UP AT HIM SO I SMILED BACK LOL- BUT DEEP INSIDE I WANNA TALK TO HIM SO BAD BUT WE HAVE TO LEAVE ON THAT DAY BECAUSE IT WAS SO LATE TOO AND THAT'S IT LMAO

SOOOOO ONE YEAR LATER.....I ONLY SEE HIM IN HIS SOCIAL MEDIA LMAOOO

I WAS ATTRACTED TO HIM, I WAS VERY POSITIVE THAT I WAS ONLY "ATTRACTIVE" TO HIM AND YEAH THAT'S WHEN I THOUGHT UNTIL THIS MONTH SEPTEMBER 2024

THAT'S WHERE IT HIT ME LMAO I HAVE FULLY COME UP TO THE ACCEPTANCE THAT I REALLY DO HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM I JUST REALIZED THAT I AM ONLY LIVING IN DENIAL

I EVEN CONSULTED MY MOM FOR THIS AND SHE SAID "YEAH, YOU GOT IT REALLY HARD DON'T YOU?" SHE WAS SO GLAD THAT I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM LMAOOOO I CANNOT- IT'S BECAUSE MY PARENTS AND HIM HAD A COUPLE OF CONVERSATIONS SO I GUESS THAT'S A GOOD SIGN THAT THEY HE LIKED HIM TOO???? WE'RE IN A EVENT ON THAT DAY I WAS BUSY ENTERTAINING THE GUESTS LOL SOOO I WAS JUST ADMIRING HIM FROM AFAR I LITERALLY GET SO NERVOUS AROUND HIM FOR ABSOLUTELY NO FUCKING REASON WHY I SHOULD BE BUT YEAH I HATE IT THAT MY WEAKNESSES ARE GENUINE KIND MEN, SOFT SPOKEN AND VERY CULTURED IN MUSIC AND FILMS

BUT WE DO GET INTERACT FOR THE LAST MINUTE THOOOO BUT THE WHOLE THING WAS SO RANDOM BECAUSE HE WAS JUST THERE THE ENTIRE TIME AND I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE GUTS TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT WHEN THERE'S FREE TIME LMAO BUT THANK GOD I STILL DID IT ANYWAYS LOL

After the event, I checked on him, I messaged him LMAO HELP ME and it gave me a relief that he enjoyed the event and he said that it was okay that I didn't get the chance to talk to him properly and I KNOW THIS SOUNDS SO CASUAL BUT I AM OVER HERE GIGGLING LIKE AN IDIOT but he laughed yet again at my joke that I told him that he won't be late next time when there's an upcoming event lol

I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS BECAUSE WHEN I HAVE A CRUSH I JUST SAVOR THE MOMENT WHEN THEY DO GIVE ME THE ATTENTION BUT I WOULD NEVER DO ADMIT IT THAT I HAVE FEELINGS FOR THEM LMAOOOO if I was in highschool, I would be hurt from the rejection if ever lol but today???? I don't know I feel embarrassed AHAHAHAHAHAHA *sighs* THIS IS THE PROBLEMS OF ME HAVING A HOPELESS ROMANTIC THOUGHTS AND ALSO BELIEVE IT OR NOT I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND SINCE BIRTH AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE BNSMAMAKAAJAIAI this is why I am freaking out

The fact that he and my crush from 10 years ago also share the same trait : THEY'RE BOTH FUCKING SHY 😭😭😭😭

Rachael, I think this is my calling because he has ✨long hair✨ and dresses up like a damn rockstar AND GUESS WHERE THAT CAME FROM 💀💀💀💀

bonus part : we also share the same age BYE-

My apologies again, Rachael, but I trust sharing this silly glimpses of my life with you, I love you lots <3

OKAY IM GONNA ANSWER EVERYTHING IN THIS ASK SO HELLOOOOO

stink i hate to say it, and i’m gonna hold ur hand when i say this, but there’s no running. you, my love, are caught.

HEHE OKAY BUT SERIOUSLY IT SOUNDS LIKE HES A NICE GUY AND U SAID U HAVE THINGS IN COMMON SO I SAY BITE THE BULLET AND JIST TALK TO HIM U NEVER KNOW THIS COULD BE UR MANNNN HE COULD BE THE ONEEE

sometimes men need to be grabbed and tied down okay, sometimes they really won’t make the first move they’re just dumb BUT I SAY GO FOR IT BESTIE BOO

U MISS 100% OF THE SHOTS U DONT TAKE !!!

[mapsofnonexistentplaces]

question for you... top cc divorces?

GOD where do i begin. i think there’s more like divorce than actual maintained relationships throughout the whole thing LOL might as well run through all of them

the fucking. one that’s ruled my mind and heart for the past few months nonstop has been isel and olzhas specifically because their whole dynamic revolves around how much these two care about each other even in spite of like. the loose conceit of a breakup haunting them. they both have this thing about, despite mutually deciding on separation, making exceptions for one another in terms of aiding and even being outright affectionate with one another… they’re still being very tightknit whilst also refusing to let other people pry into these ‘transgressive’ acts that contradict the broadcasted external image of their relationship. they’ve got a very private kind of love between them and their whole divorce is basically just a charade built off a misunderstanding but it’s still this constraining force that just. guilts the both of them out of genuineness. it’s fucked up. it’s my favorite thing in the world. i’m glad everyone else just finds the whole ordeal gormless and i’m glad people like freya and dalisay exist to make fun of these guys for being soooo unbearably facetious

beatrix and marjolaine are also complicated…. with them it’s less a thing of them like. tugging at my heartstrings and more just being like the most twisted fascinating puzzle of codependency LOL. like the two of them met each other whilst they were very young and they were both kind of just like. superficially enthralled with one another. very artistically pretentious pair of wayward fiction writer/famous opera singer which like. slowly lost its spark over the years and like two decades later they’re basically both just tugging on one another. utterly refusing to break things off despite then both obviously only being captivated by the past veneer of their old young love. with beatrix in particular it’s fun because he’s got like. this whole complex about seeming well-put together and accomplished and classy and whatever and he’s basically holding onto marjolaine as a status symbol like “hah look at me i’m an accomplished woman who is MARRIED” and he basically views outright divorce as like. admitting to making a mistake in choosing to marry marjolaine. and him admitting to a mistake would basically like kill him so eh. in the dull relationship he must stay. like something i adore about the whole situation is that beatrix basically DID divorce him and quickly walked back on that for aforementioned prideful reasons which is like. yeah. he’s a bit of a disaster it’s fine. similarly i’m fond of the way marjolaine latches on to beatrix for a similar reason of like. “i already started this marriage and ever since my life’s gone down the drain (especially socially) so i need to keep this flame alive if nothing else” whilst also. only really being half-hearted in her interest of beatrix as an individual. they’re both just very devoted to. not really one another. but the period of time that their inversion represents.

cas and lanuola are like a complete nightmare to explain i’ll do it separately if anyone wants it but like MANNNN they’ve got a mixture of things that kick my ass which is like. a) born arose from very heavy performance-based careers and both never really had profound connections with other people nor managed to really effectively evade the public eye. got to do the latter on the train quite plainly and also got attached to one another quite quickly due to shared experiences. they’re both each other’s “first person to really understand me”. b) they both died trying to protect each other it’s all in vain and it fucked!!!! they turn into weird abstract ghosts and you think it’d be fine BUT c) divorce happens due to a convoluted domino fall of events basically boiling down to “cas is extremely bent on revenge for her early death and exerts it on someone completely unrelated by sending them vague scary visions meant to warn the living of the person who killed her and lanuola finds this completely uncouth and breaks things off for moral purposes. however cas is also conflicted about her actions and is incapable of admitting it. lanuola also misses cas but maintains his morality steadfastly. ahhhhhhhh!” to harken to an old sketch made by my good friend stanley:

there’s like some smaller divorces that don’t quite matter that much. like faris and volkan. latter of whom is literally an absolute speck of dust of a character he literally just exists to be faris’ ex boyfriend who barely even comes up. this dude’s job is to simply get a divorce. it’s not even that dramatic they just cut things off because faris wants to leave for the scary train that’s rumoured to probably just kill people once they get on there and it’s like. amicable enough. faris hardly ever gives him much thought afterward LOL

mazin’s divorce also like vaguely matters but it’s another more metaphorical thing. dude literally just disappears without a word to his wife because he’s just THAT ravenous to leave for the train and sabotage it from within. only ever brings her up to get pity from other people and was never really that attentive to her or anything. he sure is a really lovely guy

the brief rendezvous between olzhas and faris is also funny to me just because these guys have been like. good friends for years and like the first thing olzhas does upon breaking up with isel is go AW SHIT i feel useless and bad on my own are there any other beautiful bears on this train that i can tie myself to. and so e kind of just jumps into a relationship with eir old bestie only for faris to like. no more than a week later. go “yeah i do care for you and i want to see you get better but also i am Not isel and using me as a rebound is bad both for you AND me” and olzhas is kind of just like. “Shit yeah. sorry. let’s go break chairs over each others heads.” and they do. they’re still friends and this whole incident basically means nothing to either of them nowadays but it humors me. the woes of the gay italian man….

[sparkbugs]

Ep 105 of jrwi liveblog!! My thoughts and reactions under the cut :3

The psa is so real good on you jay

Skip to like 20 mins in cause I forgor to write-

The egg joke was great LMAO. Also BIRD BIRD :D also. They left the tortle to die???? Oopsie I fucking guess??

Underground town :o chip pls just follow bird bird mannnn

I’m still so worried about Early Drey and Finn on the boat oh my goddddddd (THANK GOD THE SHIP IS SAFE WAA)

NEW NPC WIRH ART OHGHDHHS I LOVE HER??? Whomst are you… pink smithy lady… OHGGGGGG TRICELLE ROLFAERA YOU ARE ALSO GORGEOUS

Bird bird my bestie… they better save everyone on this island man like I get it’s their home but they don’t need to be stuck here anymore

HOLYYY SHITTT 7’2… who is this… artists I kiss u /p you’re so fuckin talented and the art you’ve made is so so pretty

IGNEOUS!!! IVE SEEN ART OF THIS BOY OH HES RAINBOW HES SO COOOOL

LMAO GILLION THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU <3

This woman. I want to be her friend.. ZAMIA :D BE MY FRIEND PLS YOURE SO COOL

I love how they’re arguing in front of these people LMAOOO “you lot are crazy, man” yea igneous. They’re a bit insane but it’s ok!!

“We’re the weird kind of pirates that throw our money off the boat and save things” 💀 yea well.

Well they’re gonna go beat up bad pirates that are killing these people and something bars gonna happen cause when does it ever go right!!! Haha. Ha. (Referencing a Spoiler I know that happens but I have no idea When it happens)

Group huddle moment!! Bring all these people on the ship I don’t care :) save them all somehow

Gilly nugget of wisdom. He’s smart I agree with him

There’s a lot :( just. Aaaag

God taking out the corruption on their own is going to be. Terrible.

Yeaaa gillion you. Need to stop dying please <3

GILLION JUST LIKE ME FR brother you cannot save everyone I understand. I get it man but you cannot save everyone you have to look out for yourself

Hallow spell :o time to google what the spell means- aw hell yea protection spot

GOO DRAGON… chip praying? Never thought I’d see the day- oh he. Corrupted nvm

PRETZEL PLUSH ON THE FLOOR OF GRIZZ ROOM - SHE !!!!!! I think so anyway- SHE MOVED

Whomst was taken. They’re gonna get her back

Oh they have a boss that was taken :(

Just noticed puppy behind grizz :o they eepin

Zamia :( SO MANY SAPPHICS IN JRWI I love them all.

“We’re gonna help as best as we can but we also need help getting around here” seems like a reasonable request as they brought Knock back anyways.

Zamia I love you already :( you deserve the world, y’all gonna get out of here don’t worry

RABBIT! RABBIT!!!! And fox… ogghhdjs everyone on this island. They’re my favorites ever.

GIVE AWAY THE PANTS!!! QUEEN YEAHHH MAKE THEM NEW CLOTHES :D give them hope. This is so good I love this sm

Petlen!!! Trinket friend. MAGIC ROCK! Rock. Love rocks… OMG GIVE THEM FOODS FEED THEMSSS

HAJDJDISH switch blade.. AWEJDIS PETLEN :( I love them

ALICE? What how do you say her name. Smithy… “I saw you smithing from across the room” yeah I would’ve said that too tbh

CHIP FINALLY GETS STUDDED LEATHER GIVE HIM BETTER ARMOR HOLY SHIT!!!

This is we’re Knock gets the “yuh” from too-

DOES SHEBSAY ANYHING ELSE LMAOOOO I love her

Uh ohs. Jay. The map!!!! Huh hahdjgdja map??? What. Uh oh. Wuh oh

Corruptionnnb aaaaaa

LMAOOO “you see something bad? You RUN!”

17 ac finally jeez.. yay armor and upgrades

Spider webs… haha this is gonna go terribly

Ohhhh who fucked up- GRYFFON NOOOOOOO

Everything is fine everything is fine everything is fine the scuttling means nothing everything is fine everything is fineeeee

Queeeeeennn aaaaaaaahshsgaia

AAAAA spider that’s not a friend that’s not a friend uh ohssss ahahahaaa VORTEX WARP HELL YEA SMART MOVE- oh the web. RUNNNNNN A FUCK

This is fine :) I wanna be where the people areeeee I wanna seee wanna see em dancing.

Petrol.. patrol. Same thing…. (Also currently making burger while watching so I’m multitasking this is fun)

Gillion. You what. I mean yea but also haha that’s terrifying haha please be careful

Backstreets back ALRIGHT! Haha uh oh “what you don’t see” uh. Hehe there’s a heart or something.

“Like nuts” … Charlie please.

… haha! Uh oh!!!!! Hahahahdjdhgsja

This episode was great I’m so nervous. For what comes next! Hahaha!!!

[sweetfushi]

Hello! 💕 congrats on your followers and thank you for doing this! here's mine, if you’re able to do it. Can i request for a ship with someone from MHA?

i would characterize myself as a true gemini lol! i can be loud, outgoing, sociable, and i truly call people out on their shit lol! but also i have a soft side that i reserve for mainly people in need and pets. i love cheering people up and making them feel good! i’m also kinda a flirt (not always on purpose) but i do like to fluster someone!

my hobbies are literally anything creative !: i can sing & dance, and i love to crochet. but mainly i love having a good laugh

as for my appearance, i’m very short lol. i’m brown skin with small eyes (they’re my most complimented asset) ((people have said they’re mesmerizing and they get lost in them)) i wear glasses and i have medium-sized full lips and very clear skin; i am slim thick and pretty athletically built (thanks to dance)

although i do have a resting bitch face, if you talk to me i automatically smile! i think i light up any room i walk into, and i am very confident in myself and my looks.

Thank you again!!💕

your match is . . . keigo takami.

this mannnn, he will make you crack a smile. he doesn't care that you look mean at first, he will approach you and introduce himself. the moment you crack a big smile and introduce yourself too, his eyes widen and his wings flutter adorably. that's something you question him on, to which he says, "hah, don't worry 'bout it." hawks loves that you can match his enthusiasm for things, whether that's hero work or just hanging out. he also loves that you're not afraid to call things as you see them and that sometimes catches him off guard because it reminds him of endeavor. keigo will go toe to toe with you if you flirt with him, he will not let you get the pleasure of seeing him flustered no matter how much your words get to him (he'll cover his face with his wings before you see him blush). in fact, you don't even need to talk to fluster him. sometimes, all you need to do is bat your lashes at him and his heart will be racing.

one time he surprised you by getting you a pair of custom-made glasses that looked similar to his. they were a functional pair so you could wear them daily, but they had feather-detailing on the triangle tips and a yellow/gold tint to the lenses. i think keigo has an emotional connection with animals so he'd appreciate your kindness towards them. it would make him feel safe around you too. he's respectful, especially to women, but don't hate him if you catch him checking you out. your figure might just be enough to knock him dead. when he catches you singing, he flutters over to grab a chair and take a seat, before resting his chin on his palm and admiring you. and??? don't you dare dance without him, this man wants in on everything to do with you.

[mangoposts]

Long ass rant about a boy

So there’s this boy that i’ve liked since 7th grade but i’ve known him since kindergarten. We became really close friends in middle school because he was in most of my classes but then covid hit and i kind of branched away from him. He would always check up on me but for some reason i would constantly give him absolutely nothing. 8th grade year i just stopped talking to him until january i actually realized that i liked him and i told my friend and she ended up telling him. We ended up texting a lot that year but one day he told me i was beautiful and i got scared and i stopped talking to him. 9th grade year I went completely mute, i don’t think i spoke a single word to him that whole year. He also started to become “cute” to all the other girls. 10th grade year he ended up being in one of my classes and we sat at a table together. We played roblox together in class lmfao (Like we use to in middle school) but of course nothing ever happened. There would be some days where he would show some signs but i am so scared of getting a boyfriend i didn’t react to them. Now it’s 11th grade year and this year i decided that i wasn’t going to wait anymore!! So legit after the first football game he scored a touchdown, (keep in mind we haven’t texted since 8th grade) I texted him good job and he responded within seconds and we started talking. In my mind i was sure i finally had him in the bag and that this would be the year we finally get together (Ppl would randomly tell me we would look good together??). Lmfao then i got left on delivered for 2 days and i was so confused ?? Like i thought this would be my year ?? Well no he started talking to one of my best friends friend (we were mutuals and would hang here and then but that same girl also had a massive crush on my brother a year prior) It was weird. She would talk about him everytime he we were in a hang out together and i would try not to flinch everytime i heard his name bc mannnn he was suspose to me mine i thought!! They broke up not long ago (Oh yeah he never stopped snapping me even when they were still dating and i would leave him on delivered for weeks) And i took that as a chance and just started snapping him more and he did too. In class we play roblox together still Lmfao. but nothing else really. He talks to me here and there but like bro i am shy. I am not talking to you first. He looks at me alot idk. I don’t know i was hoping he would maybe ask me to prom or something but he’s taking someone else ??

I’m just so bored and annoyed at myself for how long i waited for him bc now it seems like i am never gonna get him back ever and I just realized it’s all my fault

I fear you missed your shot 😭😭😭 I’ve been through the same thing before tho and i regret it all the time LMAO the only way you could fix things up is if you bite the bullet and talk to him yourself, waiting around won’t fix it

[koipalm]

NobaMai? Or NobaMaki?

For me it’s NobaMai. And totally isn’t because I’m the same Mai from before. Nooo totally not that.

Okay, but for reals though. I like NobaMai more because of the potential they are learn and grow from each other. Because both are essential just normal girls.

Okay. So Nobara is present to us as a girl who’s self confidence and is strong-willed. However, she is also pretty naive and have a very black-and-white worldview. She believes she can overcome anything with just her strength alone.

This have it’s downside because when Momo was defending Mai and trying to explain Nobara what Mai have to face within the Zenin Clan. Nobara is essentially saying to “Shut Up”. She essentially being self righteous. Nobara has already deemed Mai as the “bad one” without understanding her at all. Now it does make sense why Nobara to do this, Mai was of course being bitchy towards her during their first interaction. However, Nobara is sort of being a hypocrite too. Nobara says that the Kyoto kids shouldn’t deem Yuji as a curse without getting to know him. And yet she deemed Mai as the Bad one without knowing who she is nor her struggles.

This isn’t to say that Nobara isn’t empathetic, she can, but only to people within her circle. She doesn’t really allow people in it too, especially if she already judged them as “bad”. But that’s the problem, she is essentially being just as judgmental as the people within her village did towards Saori. Despite Nobara saying she hated that.

So Nobara needed to learn to expand her limited worldview, and learn to be more empathetic and understanding. And Mai is the perfect candidate for that. Because Mai, despite her bitchy and prickly attitude, is actually very loving and believe or not kind too due to her actions within her short chapter story in the jjk light novel. I can send you the link if you’re interested since it’s a very good read and exploration of Mai.

Continuing one… And for Mai. Mai obviously needs someone who can empathize and love her too for she grew up devoid of that. She had Maki, but she abandoned her, which resulted with Mai believing that she is essentially a burden. Hence her low self confidence. Nobara can be someone who can help Mai gain that self confidence. And it’s also show Mai that… essentially Mai isn’t the “bad one”, since Mai’s coping was essentially her telling herself that she’s a bad one, she’s worthless, useless, and that nobody would love her for her. But with Nobara, who at first hated Mai, but once gets to know her, fell in love. It would show Mai that she is deserving of love, and that she isn’t the bad one, but is essentially just a normal human.

It’s just… so much potential! And I will be forever saddened that it will never happen. I mean NobaMaki is cute and all, but there isn’t really much they can learn from each other. If anything I think they might enable each other of their worst tendencies, due to their beliefs of “Might is Right”. Which would resulted in them forever pushing people away from a distance. Something we both know is a bad.

But… what’s your opinion? NobaMai? Or NobaMaki.

OH MANNNN EASILY NOBAMAI....

i used to like nobamaki before i knew more about jjk, but i cant help but love nobamai so much because i think that in different circumstances, they could have been best friends. and i think that with enough time spent acclimating to each other and understanding each other it could still happen!!! to me they feel like the kind of couple that needle each other all the time but band together at the drop of a coin. i also think that they could have a lot of fun together, especially because nobara seems to enjoy a lot of the more worldly things that mai is reaching for

that, and im SUPER interested in their interactions and how they would gradually become friends. i can imagine them meeting up just to fight and cuss each other out, and eventually their fights come to a point where they stop for a quick meal break and then go back to it 😭😭😭😭

theyre both incredibly stubborn and opinionated people, so i think it might take a while for them to reach an equilibrium. maybe from outright fighting to verbal arguments to dissing each other over crepes.... i had this whole comic planned out for them where they kept meeting up in secret to fight, and then eventually kept meeting up because it was so mentally stimulating to interact with each other, to gradually becoming close friends without their respective schools learning, and them having a dramatic and heartfelt reunion after the shibuya arc where their relationship comes out

[faye-tale]

Now your turn! 🩵

14: Top 3 romantic dates

15: Top 3 kinds of flower

17: Top 3 OTPs

32: Top 3 aesthetics

49: Top 3 favorite literary devices

Hi lovely!! 🧡🧡

Aww TY! 🫶 wow what a list! Okay let’s dive in!!

Top 3 romantic dates

Oh mannnn I’m not really into romance tbh, errr I’m already struggling haha… it’s also been more than a decade since I went on a date 🫣

1. A meal at a nice restaurant

2. But I’d love theatre, as long as it’s a comedy/something lighthearted OR standup

3. A walk in nature/big park maybe…?

Jeez I have no clue, do I? 🤣

Top 3 flowers

1. Lily (but I can’t ever have them in the house cos I have cats)

2. Daffodils (I think they are just so pretty in spring)

3. Bluebells (I love blue flowers and grew up surrounded by fields of these in Kent)

Top 3 OTPs

Oh maaaan again this is so tough as over the years i fandom hop. First 3 that come to mind…

1. Nick & Jess, New Girl

2. Niles & Daphne, Frazier

3. Anthony & Kate, Bridgerton TV (I had to right?)

Top 3 aesthetics

Errr I’m still not clear what this really is tbh. I hope I got this right

1. Scandinavian hugge

2. Art deco

3. Minimalism

Top 3 favorite literary devices

Hmm this is tough as what I like to read is sometimes different to what I like to write if I’m doing my silly throwaway nonsense lolol. I wonder if here they really meant tropes instead of literary devices in the technical sense? Anyway let’s go narrative/conceptual devices:

1. Exposition- good for shorter stories to give an immediate sense of where things are. When writing I like to try to do this as economically as possible lol.

2. Colloquialism - I love to put in narrative that is of it’s time period, so I write very different speaking patterns in modern vs historical pieces.

3. Dramatic irony - I’m not great at writing this, but who doesn’t love the tension this provides in a story?

If we are talking fic tropes:

1. Trapped together - especially if it includes only 1 bed lol

2. Enemies to lovers - who doesn’t love sparring before it boils over into passion? Or if longer story enemies to friends to lovers

3. Fake dating - perfect tropey shit ‘oh no we have to kiss to make this believeable.. oh god this feels so good’ etc etc

Thanks for your ask lovely 😁🧡🧡

[membermentmania]

August 3rd

He leaned back, tilting his head slightly to look at her. “Enhanced senses. They’re more intense when I’m…” He made a face. “Hungry. But even when I’m not, y’know. I still get a lot more input.” 

“Is Stan like you? Or Kyle?” 

“No. He doesn’t know anything.” Bebe felt a small pang of relief. “None of us would ever hurt Wendy.” 

“Thank you,” she muttered, happy to put that line of questioning to rest. “How’d you even become like this?” 

Leo deflated a bit. “I got hit by a truck. My parents buried me in a pet semetary. Y’know. Literally got Stephen King’d.” 

“I’m sorry,” she murmured. 

He shrugged lazily, little dimple making itself known. “Could be worse, I guess.” 

Bebe frowned slightly. “Do you feel guilty? Y’know. About… that?” 

A quiet sigh escaped him. “If you asked me in passing, I’d say no. I do what I have to to survive and I don’t think people should feel guilty for keeping themselves alive.”

Bebe leaned forward a little. “And if I were asking you on a deeper level?” she asked softly. 

“It creeps up on me,” he murmured, eyes trailing up towards the stars. “It’s not some all consuming, ever present thing, but little waves crash in, y’know. Usually when I’m just doing something benign. Like, one minute I’ll be doing laundry or homework. The next I’ll be wiping my tears and trying to breathe through the fact that I can’t wish away the sins of my parents.” An awkward laugh escaped him. “Sorry. That was so much.” 

“No!” Bebe rushed out. “No,” she said, much quieter. “That was… I understand that.” 

He looked over with a sad smile. “I’m so sorry that you do, Bebe.” 

She offered him a shrug. “Sins of the mother,” she responded with a quiet laugh. A small wave of silence crashed over them. “So how does it work?” she asked hesitantly. 

“Kind of a cycle. I eat. I get hungry. I push it as long as I can. Then I eat, rinse, repeat.” 

“What happens if you don’t?” 

“I get dumber. Meaner. My senses go into overdrive. All of the little changes my body goes through as hunger kicks in start to exacerbate. Then I start to decompose. If I go long enough, I go feral completely.” 

She paused, taking it in. Processing. “And then?” she finally asked.

“Kenny or Kyle kill me and bring me back. Not ideal.” 

“Fuck. I’m so sorry.” 

“‘S okay. I would just run through the cycle without eating but at that point… Y’know. Life wouldn’t be worth living. And I don’t want to die yet.” He paused, looking down at the grass. “I’m not ready,” he murmured. “They forced me back and now I don’t want to let go.”

She glanced down at his hand resting on the bench before taking it, giving it a small squeeze. “That’s okay.” 

-

“Leooooo, my mannnn,” Kenny drawled as he came up behind Leo, dropping an arm over his shoulder. 

A quiet laugh bubbled out of the blonde as he leaned forward against the lunch table, slinking the arm off him. “What’s up?” 

“Nothing, nothing. What’re you doing tonight?” 

“Hanging out with Bebe.” 

“Again?” Kyle chimed in as he took Leo’s other side. Leo jumped slightly, surprised that he actually didn’t hear Kyle at all. Kyle was incredibly hard to pick up on, compared to everyone else, but still. The cafeteria was still empty, there were maybe ten other people in there. 

He laughed quietly. “Yes, again.” 

“You guys have been hanging out a lot,” Kyle noted, not exactly accusatory. 

“Is there something going on?” Kenny asked, extremely accusatory. 

“No,” Leo responded with a chuckle. “I just like hanging out with her.” 

“And she really likes hanging out with you,” Kenny responded playfully. 

Leo’s stomach twisted slightly. “Did she say something?” 

“No, but your face is giving you away,” Kyle chimed in with a small smirk. 

“Oooo are we talking about Leo’s crush on Bebe?” Stan asked as he walked up. 

“I don’t have a crush on her,” he responded flatly. 

“So you’ve been hanging out with her over us and it’s not even a romantic thing?” Kenny pouted. “Do you like her more than us or something?” He batted his lashes, puppy dog eyes on full display. 

Leo shrugged lazily, biting back a laugh. “Well, y’know, I figured I’d give you and Kyle some time to recover from your divorce.” 

“Hey!” Kenny shouted. Kyle smacked the side of Leo’s head. Laughs started to bubble out of him and Stan as Kyle started to blush, grumbling about there being no divorce to recover from. Stan shot Leo a small smirk, looking about as proud of him as he felt proud of himself. Kyle and Kenny were in a much better place now and he couldn’t help but be happy about that. They deserved that. 

The cacophony of noise continued to grow as Leo tuned it all out. He lost himself in the conversation as Cartman walked up, droning on about the historical ramifications of art school simply existing. But just like every day, his eyes trailed over the second he smelled a very specific combination of cinnamon and shea. 

She wore a simple red tank top and a pair of denim jeans. Long blonde coils were pulled up into a ponytail with a matching red scrunchie. “You’re staring,” Kenny teased quietly. 

“I know,” Leo murmured, not taking his eyes off her as she sat down. Deep green eyes immediately met his. She put a hand over her mouth, covering up a laugh, before smiling at him.

Are we still hanging out tonight? she mouthed. 

He responded with a nod, his own smile appearing when she smiled again. His smile wouldn’t fade as he turned back to the conversation unfolding in front of him. He really liked hanging out with Bebe. They easily navigated past the initial weirdness of their friendship and now everytime he got to hang out with her, he couldn’t help but be happy. 

-

Leo was upside down, hanging off the side of Bebe’s bed. Her legs were draped across his. He glanced over to see her tapping on her phone before tossing it to the side. She glanced over, small smile pulling at her lips. “What do you want to go to school for, if you get to? Y’know. Or just do in the future?” 

He let out a quiet hum. He liked doing this with Bebe. Instead of letting things unfold, they’d resorted to asking each other any and all questions they could think of as they came. “Economics, probably. But in the same breath, if I get a future, I just wanna be happy. Don’t really care what I do, y’know?” She nodded. “What about you?”

“Doctor or NASCAR, no in between.” 

A laugh bubbled out of him. Neither of those fit, but somehow, they fit perfectly. “Do you even have a license?” 

“Hey, now. Not having a license and not being able to drive are two totally different things,” she scolded playfully. 

A quiet laugh escaped him. “Fair. How do you cope?” 

“Ooo. That’s a big one.” He nodded, the action throwing him off slightly considering he was still upside down. She gave him a sad smile. “I don’t think I do, really. Just kinda accepted it as a part of my life ‘til I can get out of here. And when it gets bad, I just try to ignore it, I guess. You?” 

“I try to be kind,” he said quietly. 

“You don’t have to.” His eyes left her ceiling, traveling back over to her. He squinted at her slightly. She mirrored the action, prompting him to sit back up.

“What do you mean?” 

“I just don’t want you to feel like you have to hide anything from me, I guess. Y’know, I like sharing everything with you. Maybe it’s different, cause no one else really knows about me. But, like, you can share the ugly stuff with me too. I’ll still think you’re kind.”

“Thank you.” A small smile crossed his face. He liked being close to someone like this. Kyle and Kenny were his best friends, but this was different. He didn’t tell them everything because he couldn’t. But he actually felt like he could tell Bebe everything. She made him feel secure. “I like sharing everything with you too.” 

“What was your relationship like with your parents? Before everything.” 

“Worse than it is now,” he responded flippantly. 

Bebe frowned. “How could it-” He gave her a sad smile. “Oh.” She reached out, giving his hand a small squeeze. “I’m sorry.” 

“It’s alright. I kinda like being alone, all things considered.” 

“Do you like being alone or is it just safe?” 

“Think it’s a little early for a big question like that,” he teased. A laugh bubbled out of her before she shot him a look. He shrugged. “To be determined, I guess. What was yours like? Before everything.” 

Bebe offered him a lazy shrug. “She didn’t really pay much attention to me unless she had to. Hasn’t really changed much.” He placed his free hand over the one holding onto his and squeezed it before letting himself fall backwards. 

“You deserve better.” 

“Could say the same about you.” Leo let out a small hum of acknowledgement. “How’d Kyle wind up the way he is?” 

Leo frowned slightly. “He had a bit of a breakdown. When we were younger. He’s good at hiding it. And managing. But I think he lost a piece of himself he didn’t even get to know yet.” 

“That fucking sucks,” she muttered. “He is good at hiding it though. Is he, like, okay?” 

“Most days, yeah. But the bads are bad, y’know.” 

“I get that,” she murmured. “You love them a lot, don’t you?” 

He could feel her heart rate pick up just the tiniest bit. “Course I do. I wouldn’t have made it without them. What aren’t you asking me?”  

She lifted up one of her legs, lazily smacking it back down. “Not fair,” she noted. 

Leo laughed quietly. “Not my fault. You’re too easy to read.” He glanced over when he felt it. Little spurts of rose danced across her cheeks. 

“It’s a stupid question.” 

He hummed. “I don’t think stupid questions exist.” 

There was a pause. Bebe was generally confident. He’d never seen her have to actually talk herself up to things. But every now and then with him, she really seemed on the fence about asking him certain things. It was something Leo found really endearing about her. “Do you have, like– still have, human emotions? Like, all of them or whatever?”

He looked back at her. They plunged into a tiny bout of silence, prompting her to look at him. His lips quirked up into a small smile. “I’d like to think so, yeah. Do you?”

“I think…” She looked down at her hands. “I think so. But I also think I’m bit more emotionally constipated than I’d like to admit, if I’m being honest.” 

“Wanna delve into that?” 

“Not really.” 

“That’s okay too.” 

“Do you believe in the soul?” 

“Thought it was my turn.”

“We’re kinda shit at keeping track,” she responded with a laugh. 

“I know we have souls.” 

“Yeah?” 

“Kenny dies a lot on account of his curse. I’ve kicked it a few times. We go somewhere.” 

A hand wrapped around his. “What’s it like?” 

“Do you think science and religion coexist?” 

“I thought follow up questions were allowed,” she defended. 

“Fine. But then I have one.” He looked over to catch a glimpse of a smile. “You sure you won’t get scared?” 

“Is it worse than here?” 

“Sometimes. But y’know. We have personal connections to what goes on above and below. So we’re spoiled, in a way.” 

“We?” 

“Well, me ‘n Ken, course. But also most of South Park. The rulers of the afterlives seem to have a bit of a soft spot for this place.”

Bebe let out a quiet hum. “What about where you go?” 

“Most all of us go to hell. But again. We’re spoiled. Down there’s kinda the same as up here.”

She barked out a laugh. “So that’s what waits for us after all of this shit?” 

“Yeah.” “And still, you try to be kind.” Her face softened. “Nothing changes and there’s no reason to be guilty, but you still feel guilty.” He looked at her absolutely gobsmacked. “That’s so very human of you,” she whispered. 

His stomach fluttered and his gaze darted back up to the ceiling. “But I’m not.” 

“Maybe. But you’re a person.”

He ran a hand through his hair. He didn’t deserve to be seen the way Bebe seemed to see him. “Tell me about Tweek,” he murmured. 

“What about Tweek?” 

He shot her a small smirk. “If I recall correctly, you said he’s the boy version of you?” he asked playfully. 

“Off limits.” 

“Figured I'd try,” he drawled.

She laughed. “Tweek has secrets that aren’t mine to share. And you’re going to know if I’m lying to you.” She made a face. “And I don’t want to lie to you,” she said much lower. 

He swung himself back up, nudging her side. “What was that?” 

“Nothing,” she got out with a laugh. 

“You sure?” he teased. 

“Not a thing.” She sat up, now very close. “Wanna go get ice cream?” 

“What time is it?” 

She lazily checked her phone. “They close in an hour.” He picked up her legs, laughs bubbling out when she started laughing, dropping them on his side. 

“Whatever you want.” 

-

“I don’t have a crush on him!” 

“Whatever you say.” 

-

“I don’t have a crush on him.” 

“Uhuh. Right.” 

-

“Wendy, I swear, I don’t have a crush on him.” 

Wendy shot her a small smirk in response. “Okay.” 

-

“I don’t like him like that.” 

“I didn’t even say anything this time!”

She was making a face. 

-

“I-”

-

“-don’t-” 

-

“-like-”

-

“-him!” 

-

Wendy walked up to their lunch table, offering Bebe a playful smile. “So, are we still in denial today? What does this make…” She looked down at her watch, shooting Bebe a teasing smirk. “Day forty five of being in denial?”  

Bebe braced her arms on the table before dropping her head on top of them, relenting. “I like him,” she breathed out with defeat. 

“WHAT?!” 

Bebe looked up, making a face. “Voice lower,” she pleaded. 

“It’s packed in here,” Wendy defended. “No one’s paying attention.”

[aria-allium]

mannnn i’m obsessed with this one panel. nightow is so fucking good at conveying emotion by adding detail to the art rather than through dialogue and this is my absolute favorite example of that. wolfwood is the one looking at vash here, and internally he’s. at war with himself, almost. on the one hand, he’s been alongside vash for long enough now to understand that he is entrenched in his ideals. a lot of his reasoning for not wanting to kill comes from the guilt of knowing what he did to july, but it’s first and foremost something that he learned from rem. wolfwood knows that vash is determined to believe in the inherent kindness of humanity, and it’s reflected in his desire to not kill anyone.

but wolfwood, after witnessing just how destructive a power vash contains beneath the surface, equally understands that this man is dangerous. that he holds the power to decimate entire cities without remorse. wolfwood knows vash would never turn that power against anyone purposefully, but. as long as knives is out there, that power can and will be unleashed again.

so the easiest way to ensure the safety of, potentially, hundreds of thousands of people, would logically be to kill vash. killing knives would also be a way out, but. vash wouldn’t fight back. wolfwood knows that, if he were to turn his gun onto vash, vash would let wolfwood walk out of it alive. would let himself be killed if it meant that the safety of others would be guaranteed.

and all in this one panel, you can clearly see that. on the one hand, you have vash, smiling as he’s sitting on the rooftop. but on the other hand, there���s the crater in the moon directly behind him, that he caused. once again against his will, but it was still his own power that was unleased.

one last thing as well. in this shot, you also have it so that the perspective is vash looking down at wolfwood. and i think it’s an interesting choice because, figuratively speaking, vash doesn’t look down on wolfwood - doesn’t really look down on anyone, for that matter. but in this moment, wolfwood is interpreting it that way, out of fear. for possibly the first time since he started trailing vash, he is afraid of this man. not for what he’s done, but for the destruction his existence represents.

[preyofolympus]

Yesssssssss

Mannnn, the thing is Valkyrie could be annoying and arrogant, even on purpose at points (like waltzing up to Melancholia who is minding her business, purely to irritate her 😭), but I swear this is super interesting to think about.

Because she is arrogant, that is one of her attributes, but if anything it’s kind of justified/ reasonable. I think the main thing is that it’s how she is arrogant is what makes it so interesting.

I just reread DB, and when she states her reasoning for not wanting to dance with geraint mizzle, she says he’ll fall in love with her, and then “I don’t mean to be cocky […] but it’s inevitable isn’t it?”

Like, her arrogance mostly is really just her recognising and stating her abilities and better attributes- something most people don’t like for some reason (cough cough especially with girls and women.) She knows she’s attractive, knows she’s skilled, knows she’s accomplished a lot- literally saved the fucking world - and she doesn’t pretend to be modest or tone it down to fake humility.

Some people see that as arrogance, and may see differently if that’s a good or bad thing, or they may say it can’t be arrogance and is instead confidence, because it is justified. I personally think it is arrogance, but that arrogance isn’t necessarily a bad trait to have when you aren’t overly arrogant. I’d say it is arrogance rather than being just confidence, because sometimes her arrogance I think does go a bit too far and can screw her over (my brain is broken so I’m sorry I have no example) . But, with little bits like with Mizzle, you can see that she tries to temper her arrogance, and she recognises her positive traits while trying to not be cocky about it.

Also tbh I try to extend some grace to Never’s mother seeing Val that way, because damn that family fucks me up. I wonder if maybe she saw Valkyries personality differently upon her first impression, maybe she was charmed like other people we saw at times, and her view has just been twisted by hate fuelled by her sons death. I know I’ve begun to hate people for traits I initially liked after they screwed me over, and losing a child to someone else’s evil self dropping a building on said child is certainly a reason to see them differently haha. If she saw Val that way the entire time since that encounter, I wouldn’t really be on her side, but after that? I can get it then. Shame we didn’t get a bit more of them, may be interesting to see. Also I know some people disagree but I could never hate Never for hating Val.

I am so sorry for hijacking this post but you activated my brain so I will now stop rambling. I have no clue if this even makes sense but. Yeah op I do think about it now.

You know how upon meeting Valkyrie Never immediately tells her that his mum met her once when she was sixteen and always described her as incredibly arrogant? I'm just thinking about that situation. Val was sixteen. Sixteen. She was a teenager who'd recently been thrown through a bunch of traumatic experiences again, as was usual throughout the past several years. She literally showed up to the Requiem Ball still injured from her latest altercation. Everyone knew about this. Never's mother knew about this. And she looked at this kid, this sixteen year old teenager with entirely too many responsibilities having her first nice night out in literal ages and having fun and being a bit edgy as teenagers are, and all she could think about was how arrogant this kid seemed to her. Do you ever think about that.

[folieisdope]

Alright… I’m really feeling it now…I’m fucking exhausted of repeating the same fucking behavior ngl… still smoking, still doing other shit that i shouldn’t be doing, or atleast trying something different. Tired of being BROKE! Like fuck mannnn I’m 27 why am i still going thru this?? It’s gotta be like some kind of chemical imbalance going on with me cause why am instill like this… no bullshit i got into this cycle at age 21 or 22 i should not still be feeling / doing the same things. I’ve sat back and watched others live their life for so long and I’m just doing the same things, that’s not a life, that’s a prison sentence. I gotta get out there and live life, I’m gonna regret it i know am.

[elysianslove]

oh boy idk if you’ve ever talked about this before (i’m new to the blog, and you’re so very talented!!! you make my dumb horny heart just 🦋🦋) BUT what are your thoughts on which of the haikyuu boys are best/worst at being edged? like who’s begging and crying after 20 minutes and who’s able to hold out for hoouurrs before getting just a touch whiny. i. need to know. for science 🤲🏼

thank you so much!!! welcome to the blog my love 🥺 but omg. thoughts. so many. 

HAIKYUU BOYS THAT CAN HANDLE EDGING 

matsukawa issei; he’s purely holding out this long out of spite. as if he has something to prove, which he very much does. he’s barely bucking up into you, trying his best to hold his pants and his hisses from how borderline painful this is, but you can see how tense he is. his abs keep spasming, his biceps flexing as he fists the sheets. he keeps his legs spread for you though, lets you suck at his cock, fondle his balls, stroke at the base and squeeze at the tip with your much smaller hand. he lasts a good an hour and 10 minutes. honestly, genuinely impressive. he won’t let you get off easy though, good luck with that. 

oikawa tōru; originally, i’d think he’d be so bad at this, but honestly, oikawa’s orgasm control is so impressive? even when he’s fucking you, he’s lowkey edging himself because he always holds off until you cum. so letting you edge him isn’t too much of a problem. he definitely cries and begs like a bitch, but he lasts, oh he lasts. approximately 35 ish minutes. definitely cums without warning and without permission, and you can’t decide whether he did it on purpose to piss you off or because he genuinely couldn’t continue. it’s okay, just overstimulate him till he’s crying all over again. tōru’s a very pretty crier, after all <3

kita shinsuke; oh my god, the best boy. he’d last days if you asked him to. he’ll be quietly, as quietly as he can, panting and whining and groaning, silent tears streaming down his face every time you pull away from his cock. every time he bucks his hips up, it’s followed by a trail of “sorry, sorry, m’sorry,” that it’s just so adorable. has you cooing at him, soothingly rubbing at his thigh and murmuring that it’s okay, that he’s doing so good. he lasts around 45 minutes, but when he cums, he promises to do better next time, to last longer. anything for you <3 

sugawara kōshi; this fucking masochist. he likes it. he likes the pain. probably was the one to suggest it to you. he sits between your spread legs, back pressed to your chest with your hand stroking his dick from behind. you stroke at him until he’s so close and pull away, watching as his cock bobs desperately, and he moans for it. he’s so vocal about it, begging and pleading, but when you go to ask him if he wants to cum yet, he tells you, “no, no, i can— more, more.” he lasts 2 whole hours. it’s like, kind of scary. he does pass out after and actually scare, but he gets up a minute later with a cheeky smile like, “again?”

miya atsumu; like oikawa, he will cry and sob so fucking much, and he’ll make such a mess, but god, does he last. atsumu thrives off of praise, and having you tell him how good he’s doing for you, such a good boy, atsumu, all for me? has him drooling for it. both him, and his cock. he’ll get a little dumb halfway, almost just letting you use him, but he does whine a lot, crying and pleading for you to let him cum, but it’s all bark and no bite. it barely has anything to it. i firmly believe he’d be one of top, lasting around an hour and 30 minutes, just because atsumu gets so lost in everything, including giving up control. 

kuroo tetsurō; another one to last mainly out of spite. he wants to prove to you it’s not much, it’s not that bad, it’s easy work. you quickly make him eat his words by the third time you pull away, and it just dawns on him that he’s the one that put himself in this position in the first place. it’s no one’s fault but his own, and because he doesn’t wanna seem like a coward, backing out so quick, he lasts at least 30 minutes, and gets through it without begging, only spitting out curses and panting and groaning deeply. 

akaashi keiji; sweet boy keiji definitely lasts, all for you. he’s not too vocal either, just light curses to himself, muffled moans, broken, bitten down sobs. he genuinely does love to let you have your fun with him, because submitting to you is just so satisfying. and i can see akaashi loving edging so much because of how good the orgasm that eventually comes is. like the moment you give him permission to, he’s seeing stars, and it’s why he lasts as long as he does, why he tries to push for longer. he lasts a good 45 minutes, and he’s been trying to beat that record for a while now. don’t worry, he will. 

sakusa kiyoomi; is so fucked out, so far gone, to the point that you don’t even think he’s in control of his own body anymore. even if you told him to cum, he wouldn’t. he’s so deep in this headspace of being under your control it’s incredible. it’s mesmerizing. he looks so pretty, cock so red and wet and hard as ever, painfully so, against his pale skin, twitching and bobbing and begging for attention. he lasts 40 minutes. it’s the most gorgeous 40 minutes of both your lives. 

asahi azumane; so good! such a good boy!!! doesn’t last so long, but definitely tries his best for you. it’s some 20 or so minutes in that he cums, but he immediately starts chanting out apologies, begging for you to forgive him, to give him another chance. he continues to try until he can last so long, but it’s the fact that he’s willing to that has your heart soaring and your body heating up. 

HAIKYUU BOYS THAT CANNOT, WHATSOEVER, HANDLE EDGING

bokuto kōtarō; baby boy is crying 10 minutes in. he can’t handle it. if you tie him up, he’ll rip through them, flip you over, and fuck into you till he’s filling you up. he won’t even try. he watched a porn video where a person lasted an hour and thought, oh must be worth it, and asked you to try it on him. just. it’s just not for him. he prefers the pain of overstimulation over edging, forever. 

iwaizumi hajime; please he lasts like 2 minutes. he just hates it so much. on him, at least. he can edge you for hours, and he’d the most satisfied man on earth. but sit between his legs and tease him by sucking at his cock, only to pull away just as he’s about to cum? somebody clearly has a death wish <3 but do bring it up and ask to try it! he still won’t last lol. but make him last. watch him cry. make iwaizumi hajime cry. make him. it’s beautiful. 

kageyama tobio; mannnn kageyama can cum untouched, hands free, if you really tried. grind down against him for a minute and he’s cumming in his pants for you. he has no concept of orgasm control whatsoever, and if you tried it on him he’d just get angry at you??? like fine no sex for u tf. he lasts a good 5 minutes, so good for him or whatever. 

kozume kenma; he wants to last. he wants to. but you have him crying, sobbing, 20 minutes in, and he just unintentionally spills down your throat without warning. of course, you’d felt the twitch of his cock, but you’d wanted to see where his head was at exactly. after he came, he felt so humiliated, but he still forced eye contact with you and went, “do it again. i’ll last an hour this time.” like ok no problem for me :) 

ushijima wakatoshi; doesn’t realize he’s being edged, and when you pull away just as he’s about to cum he sits up and stares at you with a deadpan face like, “that was not very nice of you.” he just. finds it boring honestly. he doesn’t want to drag something out like that for so long. he indulges you, sure, but for like 3 minutes, before he’s like alright time to fuck you. 

hinata shōyō; hinata’s just way too overexcited. he really does put his mind to it, but i think he gets too in his head about it that he just ends up cumming right away. but it’s a ruined orgasm, cause you pull away just as he’s cumming, so it’s so not satisfying, but for some reason, hinata loved it? so yeah, lasts 0 seconds, but discovers new kink! 

HAIKYUU BOYS THAT CAN, BUT JUST DON’T WANT TO

suna rintarō; oh he most definitely can. you cannot convince me he wouldn’t be able to. as much as suna is lazy, he’s just as impatient, and he can barely handle how foreplay seems to drag on forever. he wants to be inside you, and he wants to be inside you now. it’s ridiculous. if he could though, he’d last a good hour probably. he just really doesn’t want to. 

daichi sawamura; could 100% do it if he really put his mind to it, but just. why? what’s the point of not orgasming? he just doesn’t get it </3 you can try to convince him by making him do it on you, but chances are he’s gonna realize how much he loves to do it to you only. daichi’s so possessive it’s crazy, and he gets this mischievous glint in his eye whenever he realizes how good something makes you feel, especially if it’s pain. he is a dangerous man. 

miya osamu; most definitely would be able to last hours, but again, he just doesn’t want to. it’s also not one of those situations where he prefers overstimulation either. like osamu’s plenty kinky, sure, but those two aren’t what cross his mind when you say, “let’s change things up a bit.” it’s not that he gets bored of it either. he just. doesn’t wanna do it. like he can spend time making you feel good, and vice versa, with way more different things. and he seems like a very in the moment guy, like choking you in the moment or making you squirt. yk :) 

satori tendō; oh tendō loves edging, just on you. he never really gives you a chance to ever try to with him, honestly. he just loves, loves, loves to edge you, but not because he wants to purposefully hurt you, but rather to praise you, to tell you how good you are for him, to make you feel so good when he finally lets you cum. if you were to edge him, he’d honestly probably last over two hours. like not even exaggerating, he probably would. but no, you’re more fun! 

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MILO GREER HBS 2022

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i’m r, morgan is m:

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Yeah that's sweetheart

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I'm just

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DOES

BUT YOU DO EVEN WITHOUT THE

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i bet you like nice and slow-

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r-cause i sure fucking am"

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don’t be late!

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