#Kim wears it sometimes but only when he knows Harrys gonna be there too

[whimlost]

The Kineema may not be a toy but this bad boy definitely isn't for business.

Which is better? Solid background or sketchy background?

[mydarlingfelix]

Get to know me tag(s)!

Tagged by: @hyunjinh  @felox-the-great @jaeffreyy @squishywoojin @welcometochanskitchen @dabkingfelix @mosquitofelix

Hi! I’m Summer btw (Ik it’s not in my bio), but I just go by Sum or other nicknames lol *I also just put multiple “get to know me” tags in 1 lol THIS IS A SUPER LONG POST IM SORRY However thank you for tagging me!! I Love you all soOoOo much!

Bold Thingy Tag

1ST RULE: tag 9 people you want to get to know better

I think everyone done this already fkjdjgb

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.

APPEARANCE: - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo -I have at least one piercing - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair (idk it’s growing) - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces

PERSONALITY: - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know - I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY: - I can sing well - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing maths in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month (Lucy wanted to be drawn for her bday and I did a watercolor portrait thing ig? for her) - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority- I do some form of Martial arts

EXPERIENCES: - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol- I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event- I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

MY LIFE: - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling (I have like 5)- I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smart phone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS: - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity (?) - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship (not a healthy one at least)- I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily (It’s disgusting, wtf is wrong with me. I don’t need feels) - I have had a crush for over a year (Umm kinda he’s just really really cute. I talked to Dain about this before) - I have been in a relationship for over a year (but not currently) - I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM: - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages - I have made a new friend in the past year

Alphabet Soup Tag

A: Age - “I’m 19, you fight me?” B: Birthplace - Cali C: Current time - As I’m during this 1:26pm D: Drink you had last - Water, but also Thai Tea Boba E: Easiest person to talk to - F: Favorite song - None G: Grossest memory - My cousin’s and I were doing a auntie and niece day and went theMall and I saw this girl throw up on the second floor in Forever 21. I felt sorry for the workers...  H: Hogwarts house - G I: in love? - nah, never gonna happen J: Jealous of people? - It’s only a human aspect, you’re only truly horrible if you do something nasty to others because of that feeling K: Killed someone? - Not yet lmfao L: Love at first sight or should I walk by again? - No thank you M: Middle name - Summer N: Number of siblings - 5 O: One wish - None P: Person you called last - My mom Q: Question you are always asked - Idk tbvh R: Reason to smile - Idk things make me happy S: Song you sang last - The Unit No way (I dont remember the unit colors)  T: Time you woke up - 6:43am  U: Underwear color - White  V: Vacation destination - South Korea, Japan, & idk the other one, but honestly my goal is to visit all my mutuals before I died lmfaooo W: Worst habit - Not caring, sleeping in, getting distracted easily, being anixious all the time.  X: X-rays - Teeth Y: Your favorite food - I have a lot... Z: Zodiac sign - Gemini

🥛 Colour(s) I’m currently wearing: Black... Just a lot of black (I need to stop wearing sm black omg)  🍥 Last band t-shirt I bought: I don’t ever buy clothes for myself, idk when was last time? Maybe during the Got7 concert?  🥛 Last band I saw live: Got7 (Fly In LA: Day 1) and Paradise (A Hmong Band)  🍥 Last song I listened to: Rn I’m listening to The Unit’s Cherry on Top  🥛 Lipstick or chapstick: Idk... I wear lip tints.  🍥 Last movie I watched: Ever Wonder? (idk it’s a true story about the creation of wonder women)  🥛 Last 3 TV shows I watched: Wanna One Go, Wanna One x Aimgo TV, and The Unit 🍥 Last 3 characters I identified with: Kora, Steven Universe, & Ken Kaneki (idk for this part, I never thought about this fkdfdkgd)  🥛 Book I’m currently reading: Books for my classes njfdkjd 

What’s my name? (Imma just put my initials) 

M. S. L.

What’s my nickname?

Sum, SumSum, SumShine, Summahh Girl, Tsumdere, Chee, 

How old am I?

“I’m 19, you fight me?”

What got me into Kpop?

SJ- Sorry Sorry, but Got7 made me offically stay and learning everything about the kpop fandom

What’s my favourite Kpop group?

Rn W1 (the most)

Who’s my ultimate bias?

Park Jihoon

What groups/artists do I stan?

Too many to count, you all can ask my personally if you want lol

What groups/artists do I casually listen to?

A lot, I try to be diverse, but what’s good music is good music to me. Feel free to suggest me some :D

What artists do I listen to that aren’t Kpop?

Ahh I’m lazy, but just good sounding music. Calvin Harris just popped up in my head. fknfkjskfnj 

Who’s my bias and bias wrecker from my ultimate group(s)?

Omfg

Wanna One: Park Jihoon & Kang Daniel

JBJ: Kim Donghan & ??? (They’re all messing me up rn)

SK: Felix & I think Hyunjin? Idk

What’s your favourite song(s) to sing/hum?

It’s recently been Chungha’s roller coaster lol and The Unit songs  

What are your favourite flower/tree/plant (all 3 or whatever you have an answer to)?

I really love plants and flowers in general, however Peonies are one of my many faves!! 

Favourite colour(s)?

Pink, blue, purple, black, white, and gray

What do you always doodle (if you ever do)?

Umm yeah I always doodling, but I try not to because I want to be able to focus in class haha. 

How do you take your coffee/tea? If you don’t like those what’s your fav warm drink?

It probably like 20% coffee and 80% french vanilla cream nfksjfgsbjg sometimes I add a lil milk too 

Favourite candle scent?

Anything flowery, but i really like sweet pea smell lol. I don’t any candles yet, so I don’t quite know which I like more yet. Soorrryy

Sunrise or Sunset?

Sunset! The colors are soo pretty and like it doesn’t require me to wake up from my sleep lmfao. The transitions of day and night it just so beautiful! and the stars that start peeking through the dark sky! 

What perfume do you wear if any?

I don’t wear perfume? I have them at home but in my opinion I feel like if you’ve showered and smell nice why try to mix more scents onto you?? and I don’t really need it? DONT WORRY I AM CLEAN NFJSNJF idk if I make any sense

What’s your go to dance move when you’re alone?

-

Favourite quote?

“The moon is friend for the lonesome to talk to.” ― Carl Sandburg 

&  “We ran as if to meet the moon.” ― Robert Frost  

& also 

“The moon and stars just for you my love” - Me lol 

Favourite self care thing(s) or routine(s)?

Umm... Drawing. Showering and putting a face mask afterwards. Painting my nails. It’s more like small things, especially like painting my nails and drawings are things I can’t do often because I try to focus on school, because ik I’m bad at focusing. Sleeping and reminding to just eat, when I get too busy and focused I tend to skip meals. njfkdsnfj s

Fuzzy socks or House slippers?

OMFG BOTH THAT’S LIKE THE BEST COMBO! I have these pinky and purple house slippers I got aND IT’S FUZZY KSFJ SK IT’S SOOO CUTE OMG!! I love. nfjdnfd 

What colour are your eyes? 

Dark Brown

What’s your favourite eye colour on others?

Hazel, black, and gray

Favourite season? why?

Autumn and Winter (Ik contradicts with my name) but I love the rain! and cloudy weather! The sound of rain is calming and being inside while hearing the rain is nice. I really love Spring too when the flowers begin to bloom and like it’s a fresh type of feeling when spring hits lol.

Cheek, neck or nose kisses?

SJFNKFS Honestly depends on my mood  (´•/// ω \\\•`) but I like cheek kisses because softtt

What does your happy place look like?

My room on a rainy day with my fairy lights flickering

Favourite breed of dog?

YO OKAY SO I SAW THIS FB POST ABOUT THIS DOG BEAR AND I WANT A DOG BEAR IDK WHAT THEY’RE CALLED JKFDFHKSF. My dad is a dog breeder as a side business, so I grew up with pitbulls, pocket pits, american bull dogs, frenches, and now ‘exotics’ are the trend atm. 

Do you ever want to be married? If so what colours would you pick for your wedding theme?

Umm yes and no? I’m not sure. If I have an American wedding I like to stick to a traditional white with maybe a peach and light pink here and there, but for sure I would love to do a traditional Hmong wedding. 

Silk or Lace?

Silk feels nice, but I like lace too :)

Favorite weather?

SF type of weather 

[2-fab2die]

Noona - Jungkook (High School AU)

Group: BTS Member/Pairing: Jungkook x Reader Genre: Fluff Word count: 2231 Summary: In which a certain junior has been leaving you the corniest pick up lines on a pink note.

Your POV

The hallways of our school was the same as per usual. It was noisy, sweaty, and crowded. I’m really thankful I only have to endure this for only a year. After a few ‘unintentional’ pushes and ‘excuse me’s here and there, I finally reached my locker. Thankfully, by the time I arrived in front of it, the hallway became more bearable since some students have now proceeded to the cafeteria. I opened my locker and saw the familiar pink note that would be occasionally there whenever lunch break comes.

Are you from Korea? Because I think I just found my seoulmate ;) It was cheesy right? I hope it brought a smile to your face noona! Don’t forget to smile always!! ^^

-K

I chuckled as I read the note. I carefully folded it and put it in the back pocket of my bag. During the past few weeks, I’ve been receiving notes from this person named K. I guessed that he was in his junior year since who the hell would be calling me noona other than the juniors? Well unless there were some weird students here in our school who has a mommy kink.

His notes were sweet. It never failed to brighten up my day. It was one of the things I always look forward to during lunch break. He would always write me sweet and cheesy pick up lines which I admit are pretty cringe worthy but somehow I thought that it was cute.

I remembered the first time he left a note in my locker and coincidentally I was with Hoseok that time.

“Oh? What’s this?” I said as I picked up a note from my locker.

“Noona, do you like Harry Potter? Because I think I adumbledore you… This is my first time leaving you a note.. I hope I made you smile today because you really look pretty when you smile… Have fun with your classes..” I read out loud.

My face suddenly felt warm. Hoseok immediately snatched the note from my hands and read it to himself. His eyes widened and suddenly he bursted out laughing.

“Yah! Who sent you this note? I swear he is so funny! You? Pretty? This boi better get his eyes checked!” He said still laughing his ass off.

“You bitch! I am pretty. You just can’t see it! I’m so pretty it hurts.” I told him while dramatically flipping my hair at him.

“So does this mean you have an admirer?! Oh my god this is such a miracle!! I’m going to show this to the guys!” Before I was even able to stop him, he ran away from me and into the cafeteria.

‘If Hoseok laughed at me, what would be the reaction of the other guys?’  I thought to myself.

“YAH! JUNG HOSEOK COME BACK HERE!” I ran after him. But of course I was too late. By the time I arrived at the cafeteria, Hoseok had already told the guys and they were already laughing their asses off. I slowly approached them giving them the deadliest death glare I could ever muster.

“Ohhhhh why didn’t you tell us you had an admirer? I bet he’s a junior because he just called you noona.” Namjoon said while wiggling his eyebrows.

“Okay so first of all, don’t wiggle your eyebrows like that. You look disgusting. Second of all, that’s the first one I received and as far as I know that’s probably just a prank so give that to me.” I told them with my hand on my waist.

“Aigooo! _____ you are very no fun! Well there’s actually a possibility that it’s just a prank because first of all you really are not pretty. But as much as I love pranking you that ain’t me.” Hoseok said.

One of the reasons why my confidence is non-existent, is because of my asshole friends. They would constantly tell me about my ugliness which is completely unnecessary because I, myself, already know about that. They probably mean no harm but sometimes their teasing can hurt quite a bit. But I don’t mind them that much, besides I call them ugly all the time.

Seokjin suddenly smacked Hoseok in the head.

“Yah! How can you say that. Of course our dear ______ is pretty. But not as pretty as me.” Seokjin suddenly did a hand kiss he usually does when he’s being cocky about his looks.

“I think that note is genuine. I’m pretty sure it isn’t a prank.” Yoongi suddenly butted in. All of the attention suddenly on him.

“How can you say so?” Namjoon asked him.

“Well for starters I’m sure no one would dare to mess with ______ because we’re always with her.” He said.

“And your point is?” Seokjin asked.

“Look there are only three types of people in this school, people who thinks we’re weird, people who are afraid of us, and Seokjin’s fans.” We all nodded in agreement.

“I swear if I dont get myself a boyfriend at the end of the year I’m gonna blame you four.” I sighed as I laid my head on the table.

“Why would you blame us? Blame yourself baby girl.” Namjoon suddenly said.

“Ew!! Don’t call me baby girl. Jesus Christ I think I might puke.” I said slapping his arm.

That day they never stopped teasing me about my 'admirer’. I love the boys so much but sometimes I just want to choke them to death.

“Ohhhh, still receiving notes from the mysterious K, are we _____?” Seokjin said, popping out of nowhere.

“Asshole. Don’t scare me like that. And yes I am still receiving notes from K? How about you Seokjin, still receiving confession letters from your fans?” I innocently smiled at him. Seokjin just rolled his eyes at me. As much as he liked the attention it still made Jin sad that he was hurting other people’s feelings by rejecting them. 

“You’re just jealous I have a ton fans unlike you, you only have one.” He scoffed

“Boi, you better watch your mouth.”

Hey noona, are you a princess? Because you’re cinderhella fine ;) When should I reveal myself to you? Hmmm~ How about tomorrow? Meet me at the front porch.

My eyes suddenly widened. I’ll finally know who he is. Why do I feel nervous?

“YAH! KIM NAMJOON!” I shouted at his ear.

“WHAT DO YOU WANT AND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SHOUT AT ME!?” He shouted back at me with the same tone as mine.

The people in the cafeteria glared at us. I mean I understand them, we probably looked like people who just escaped a mental asylum.

“K said he’ll reveal himself tomorrow.” I squealed. I couldn’t help but to punch his arm multiple times. Believe it or not, a salty and bitter person like me was excited about a person who’s been leaving me the sweetest notes.

“_____, why the hell are you punching me. You’re a girl, aren’t you supposed to be slapping my arm.” Namjoon said.

“Well hoe I’m sorry I didn’t know my pussy has its terms and conditions. I can’t believe your IQ is like 148. I swear you lack in common sense.” I rolled my eyes at him, completely done with his bullshit. The other three guys just laughed at our rather childish bickering.

“So _____, who do you think it is?” Yoongi asked, smirking at me.

“To be honest, I have no idea who it is. I mean I never thought someone would actually take a liking in me. You know me, I’m highkey trash.” I honestly told them. I’m still skeptical about all this admirer thing. As far as I know it could be just a prank. But if it was a prank somebody 'bout to catch these hands. They should know better than to mess with me.

“My bet is on little Jimin.” Jin said.

“You mean the one Yoongi has a crush on? Nahh, I doubt he’s straight.” Namjoon said. Yoongi tried hiding his now rosy cheeks by looking away but too bad I saw it.

“Heol!! Yoongi is blushing! What a miracle! Our dear min yoongi genius jjang jjang man bong bong is blushing!” I laughed in amusement while poking his sides teasingly.

“What’s taking you so long? Just ask the boy out. I’ve seen him steal glances at you during lunch break.” Hoseok said. Yoongi suddenly perked up.

“You really think so?” Yoongi asked. We all nodded at him in agreement. It was indeed true. I’ve seen Jimin steal glances at yoongi before but I never mentioned it to him. I really wanted to live longer and not die at an instant.

The day went by so quick and sooner or later it was already the next day. I was currently standing where K told me where he’ll meet me. I wonder who he is. Is he cute? Sexy? Handome? Smart? Ahhh my thoughts are killing me!

“When will he arrive? I mean we’ve been standing here for almost five minutes now.” Just as I was daydreaming about who K is, my asshole friends decided to interupt it. I huffed in annoyance and rolled my eyes.

It was supposed to be sweet and cute but these assholes decided that they’d come with me and meet K too. Stupid. I know. No matter how much I told them not to come with me they just wouldn’t listen.

“Can you three just leave me alone? K will come in any minute now and it’s supposed to be just the two of us.” I told them.

“No we won’t leave you alone. What if it’s a prank? Who would punch their asses? You can. But we’re sure you’ll need some backup.” Namjoon said showing off his non-existent biceps.

“Okay. Okay. Just don’t try to look very intimidating.” I said.

After a few minutes, I suddenly saw a figure approaching us. I squinted my eyes trying to see who the person is. The figure seemed to be holding something. Could this person be K?

Wait. Chill. I’m not ready. Then suddenly I heard the boys gasp. I looked back at them and saw that they were all wearing the same shocked expression.

“What? Who is it? I can’t see! I didn’t bring my glasses today.” I desperately asked them. Curse my poor eyesight.

“Is that who I think it is?” Jin asked, eyes wide.

“Oh. My. God.” Hoseok said.

I looked back at the figure but the bitch decided not to move any closer to me. 

Then suddenly the blurry figure was getting clearer.

Shit.

It was no other than Jeon Jungkook.

The boy looked at me with his signature bunny smile, a bouquet of flowers on his other hand. I didn’t understand anything. It was him. The boy who I always ranted on and on about to the guys. The boy who had the cutest bunny smile. The boy who was good at everything. The boy who made my heart beat so fast. And the boy who was the definition of perfection. They knew I liked Jungkook because once I started talking about him It would be a long time before I stopped. But not even once did I think K was Jungkook. 

My questions were answered. He was all of the above. He was cute, sexy, smart, and handsome all at the same time. He was a blessing.

“Hi noona. I’m Jeon Jungkook, also known as K, your secret admirer.” He sheepishly smiled at me and handed me the flowers, rubbing the nape of his neck out of nervousness.

Out of nowhere I suddenly heard the boys behind me squeal in excitement. Why did it seem like they were more excited than me though?

“Yah idiot! What are you doing? Accept his flowers!” Hoseok suddenly shouted at me. Jungkook blushed at Hoseok’s outburst. I took the bouquet out of his hands.

“Uh.. Thank you for this.” I smiled at him. But I looked away as quickly as possible. I mean who can handle looking at him while he’s bitting his lip? If I stared longer, I’d probably be in a coma for ten years or even dead.

“Noona, I’ve liked you for a long time now. I like your smile, your intelligence, your wittiness, your savageness, your whole personality. I like you. And I hope my notes made you happy. Would you go out on a date with me?” Jungkook asked.

Of course I knew he was gonna ask that question as soon as I saw him in front of me. It just seemed surreal. Why would someone like him be putting up with someone like me? I wasn’t anyone special. I’m just a student that liked to sleep and eat a lot with four assholes so called friends. I didn’t notice I was only staring at him until Namjoon suddenly shouted at me.

“You idiot! I thought you liked him?! SAY YES!!” I looked at him and gave him a glare.

I turned back to Jungkook and smiled shyly at him, seeing his cheeks turn into a pink tint. I stood on my toes and did something I never thought I would do.

I kissed his cheek.

“Of course I would go out with you.” Jungkook’s eyes suddenly widened not daring to look at me in the eyes. If it was me who couldn’t look at him earlier, it was now him who couldn’t. Then suddenly I thought of something.

“Hey jungkook,” I said a playful smile on my face. His warm eyes were suddenly on me.

“Since you call me noona and all, I think it’s pretty fair if I call you baby boy right?” Jungkook stiffened in surprise slowly nodding his head, cheeks redder than ever.

And with that the four idiots behind me screamed and squealed in happiness.

[anonymous-wolf22]

bold what applies to you

I can’t sleep if my hair isn’t up.

When I go to the bathroom at other people’s houses, I always lock the door.

Girl Scout cookies are my favorite.

I wish Subway had a delivery service.

I get offended really easily about certain things.

It’s hard to make me feel guilty.

I always need to be reassured.

If I care about someone, I’ll basically forgive them for anything.

I probably change my handwriting once a year.

I’m really worried about something.

I’m afraid I’m gonna get a horrible score on the ACT.

I’m afraid I’m gonna get a horrible score on the SAT.

I overreact about everything.

I let people walk all over me. I’m so bad at standing up for myself.

I don’t like being sick in general, but the part I hate most is having a sore throat.

I’m one of those annoying people who blows their nose ALL THE TIME.

If I’m outside I’d rather be hot than cold.

If I’m inside, I’d rather be cold than hot.

I have lots of clothes that don’t fit me, but I’m keeping them for some reason.

There’s a couple stores that I LOVE but I don’t have the money to shop there.

I barely ever go to the mall unless I have money to spend.

I secretly hate getting close to people because I know that they can hurt me.

I like All Time Low’s older music, I don’t like a lot of their new stuff.

I’ve never been to a real concert.

I’ve been to lots of local shows.

I’m not someone who likes a ton of attention, but there’s a certain person who I wish would pay more attention to me.

I’m thinking about changing my hair color.

I haven’t been under the influence of anything this month so far.

I’m very interested in psychology.

I don’t want to go to college, but I’m more than likely going to go.

I have NO IDEA where I’m going in life, and if I actually take time to think about it, it scares me.

I wanna see Alice In Wonderland!

Lately I’ve had a “Whatever happens, happens” kind of attitude and I feel a lot better.

I hate those days where EVERYTHING reminds me of someone.

I’m starting to not care about something that I used to care a lot about.

I haven’t had a birthday party in a really long time.

My parents are divorced.

I can’t stand it when people think they’re “more important” than someone or something.

I listen to the biggest variety of music.

I want an unusual pet.

I’ve always kinda wanted to dye my hair where it’s a different color underneath.

I’m too overemotional for my own good. 

I cry about everything.

I never check my e-mail any more.

I’m supposed to be doing something else right now.

When I was younger, I definitely had a favorite parent.

Now, I don’t have a favorite parent.

I love certain members of my family, and then there are certain members of my family I can’t stand.

I love it when I make a negative judgement about someone and I find out I was completely wrong.

I can’t decide how I want to get my hair cut.

I’m HORRIBLE at making up my mind. I’m probably the most indecisive person you’ll ever meet.

I only like Red Bull with Vodka.

I hate those flavored Smirnoff coolers.

I hate it when people put me on the spot about something that makes me uncomfortable.

I’m very self-conscious, and it’s pretty obvious.

I love talking to someone who I haven’t talked to in a long time and I find out that they’re exactly the same.

I’m kinda worried that I’ll never get my license.

I can’t drive a stick-shift car, no matter how hard I try.

I’m an impatient person, but I don’t like people who are impatient with me. I guess I’m a hypocrite.

The only time I feel good about myself is when I’m skinny.

I absolutely love pickles.

I don’t care about spelling and grammar as long as isn’t TOO bad.

I wouldn’t go so far as to say I’d DIE without music, but I’d be miserable without it.

Growing up, my dad was always the “cooler” parent.

I love little kids!

I really need to work up the motivation to go on a diet and lose weight.

I don’t approve of abortion at all, but I still think it should be legal.

I don’t think bright yellow looks good on anyone.

If it snows more this year, I’m gonna go crazy.

I haven’t been on a real vacation in more than 7 years.

I say the words “like” a lot without even realizing it.

I remember exactly what I was doing a year ago today, and I miss it.

I feel so much better about myself when I’m tan.

I’ve always hated eating in front of other people.

I’ve dated someone more than 5 years older than me.

My cat always decides to sleep on my black clothes and She gets hair all over them.

I have this one article of clothing that I loved so much I bought a bunch of them in different colors.

I am a perfectionist.

I am an only child.

I am Catholic.

I am currently in my PJs.

I am currently pregnant.

I am currently suffering from a broken heart.

I am left handed.

I am married.

I am addicted to Facebook.

I’m shy around the opposite sex.

I bite my nails.

I currently regret something I have done.

When I get mad I curse.

I don’t like anyone.

I enjoy country music.

I enjoy jazz music.

I have a car.

I have a cellphone.

I have a pet.

I have at least one brother or sister.

I have been to another country.

I have been told that I’m smart.

I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.

I have had a broken bone.

I have caller ID on my phone.

I have changed a lot over the past year.

I have had surgery.

I have killed another person.

I have had my hair cut within the last week.

I have had the cops called on me.

I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.

I have mood swings.

I have rejected someone before.

I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.

I have watched Sex In The City.

I like Shakespeare.

I love to cook.

I love Michael Jackson.

I love sleeping.

I love to shop.

I miss someone right now.

I own over 100 CDs.

I own over 100 DVDs.

I own and use a library card.

I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.

I read books for pleasure in my spare time.

I sleep a lot during the day.

I strongly dislike math.

I think Britney Spears was pretty.

I will try ALMOST anything once.

I work at a job that I enjoy.

I would classify myself as ghetto.

I can name all seven dwarfs in Snow White.

I am currently wearing socks.

I am tired.

I am currently waiting for someone.

I lost contact with someone.

I hate Miley Cyrus.

I think Party In The USA is catchy.

I’d date Harry Potter.

I can name all the past presidents of the United States.

I know who was president before George Bush.

I need the internet to live.

I prefer vanilla over chocolate.

I watched Star Trek.

I watched all six movies of Star Wars.

I only watched a couple.

I own an Xbox.

I think music is life.

I’m texting a member of the opposite sex right now.

I’m listening to Jaaaason Derulooooo atm.

I usually don’t take these bolding surveys.

But anything to keep me from doing my homework.

I had a really good weekend.

I saw many wonderful faces.

I’ve gotten Starbucks within the past week.

I hate when a parent uses the whole ‘just because all your friends are doing it doesn’t mean you have to…’

I already went to prom.

I had/have a date for prom.

We’re going as friends.

My prom group is/was pretty big.

I have to listen to Matt & Kim atleast once a day.

I’ve had a all-you-can-listen-to-is-country phase before.

I’ve listened to Red Hot Chili Peppers within the past week.

Last thing I spent my money on was food.

Last thing I spent my money on was clothes.

My occupation is babysitting.

Ultimate frisbee is a sport.

I’m on a high school sports team.

I don’t have just one best friend.

I think a boy and a girl can be JUST friends without having benefits or falling for each other.

Sometimes I look at people and wonder what they were on when they got dressed in the morning.

I’d consider myself a city girl.

Jersey Shore is my guilty pleasure.

I had no idea there were even volcanoes in Iceland.

I’m closer to my mom.

I’m taller than my mom.

I really like being on Facebook.

I should get some homework done for tomorrow.

I’ve signed up for a boring field trip just to get out of school.

My best friend still has their V card.

I’ve used awkwardly cheesy pick up lines.

I’m usually stuck drunk sitting at parties.

I can be selfish at times.

I’m saving up for a car.

I’ve seen episodes of Skins.

I have not smoked anything in a while.

I’d say I’m somewhat liberal.

I’m still not ready to do my homework.

I need to go use the bathroom right about now.

[zolganif]

I can’t sleep if my hair isn’t up.

When I go to the bathroom at other people’s houses, I always lock the door.

Girl Scout cookies are my favorite.

I wish Subway had a delivery service.

I get offended really easily about certain things.

It’s hard to make me feel guilty.

I always need to be reassured.

If I care about someone, I’ll basically forgive them for anything.

I probably change my handwriting once a year.

I’m really worried about something.

I’m afraid I’m gonna get a horrible score on the ACT.

I’m afraid I’m gonna get a horrible score on the SAT.

I overreact about everything.

I let people walk all over me. I’m so bad at standing up for myself.

I don’t like being sick in general, but the part I hate most is having a sore throat.

I’m one of those annoying people who blows their nose ALL THE TIME.

If I’m outside I’d rather be hot than cold.

If I’m inside, I’d rather be cold than hot.

I have lots of clothes that don’t fit me, but I’m keeping them for some reason.

There’s a couple stores that I LOVE but I don’t have the money to shop there.

I barely ever go to the mall unless I have money to spend.

I secretly hate getting close to people because I know that they can hurt me.

I like All Time Low’s older music, I don’t like a lot of their new stuff.

I’ve never been to a real concert.

I’ve been to lots of local shows.

I’m not someone who likes a ton of attention, but there’s a certain person who I wish would pay more attention to me.

I’m thinking about changing my hair color.

I haven’t been under the influence of anything this month so far.

I’m very interested in psychology.

I don’t want to go to college, but I’m more than likely going to go.

I have NO IDEA where I’m going in life, and if I actually take time to think about it, it scares me.

I wanna see Alice In Wonderland!

Lately I’ve had a “Whatever happens, happens” kind of attitude and I feel a lot better.

I hate those days where EVERYTHING reminds me of someone.

I’m starting to not care about something that I used to care a lot about.

I haven’t had a birthday party in a really long time.

My parents are divorced.

I can’t stand it when people think they’re “more important” than someone or something.

I listen to the biggest variety of music.

I want an unusual pet.

I’ve always kinda wanted to dye my hair where it’s a different color underneath.

I’m too overemotional for my own good. I cry about everything.

I never check my e-mail any more.

I’m supposed to be doing something else right now.

When I was younger, I definitely had a favorite parent.

Now, I don’t have a favorite parent.

I love certain members of my family, and then there are certain members of my family I can’t stand.

I love it when I make a negative judgement about someone and I find out I was completely wrong.<-----I try not to do that most of the time. Only if they have done something that makes me think negative of them at first, but then prove me wrong. But yeah, I try to the good in everyone when first meeting them. 

I can’t decide how I want to get my hair cut.

I’m HORRIBLE at making up my mind. I’m probably the most indecisive person you’ll ever meet.

I only like Red Bull with Vodka.

I hate those flavored Smirnoff coolers.

I hate it when people put me on the spot about something that makes me uncomfortable.

I’m very self-conscious, and it’s pretty obvious.

I love talking to someone who I haven’t talked to in a long time and I find out that they’re exactly the same.

I’m kinda worried that I’ll never get my license.

I can’t drive a stick-shift car, no matter how hard I try.

I’m an impatient person, but I don’t like people who are impatient with me. I guess I’m a hypocrite.

The only time I feel good about myself is when I’m skinny.

I absolutely love pickles.

I don’t care about spelling and grammar as long as isn’t TOO bad.

I wouldn’t go so far as to say I’d DIE without music, but I’d be miserable without it.

Growing up, my dad was always the “cooler” parent.

I love little kids!

I really need to work up the motivation to go on a diet and lose weight.

I don’t approve of abortion at all, but I still think it should be legal.

I don’t think bright yellow looks good on anyone.

If it snows more this year, I’m gonna go crazy.

I haven’t been on a real vacation in more than 7 years.

I say the words “like” a lot without even realizing it.

I remember exactly what I was doing a year ago today, and I miss it.

I feel so much better about myself when I’m tan.

I’ve always hated eating in front of other people.

I’ve dated someone more than 5 years older than me.

My cat always decides to sleep on my black clothes and he gets hair all over them.

I have this one article of clothing that I loved so much I bought a bunch of them in different colors.

I am a perfectionist.

I am an only child.

I am Catholic.

I am currently in my PJs.

I am currently pregnant.

I am currently suffering from a broken heart.

I am left handed.

I am married.

I am addicted to Facebook.

I’m shy around the opposite sex.

I bite my nails.

I currently regret something I have done.

When I get mad I curse.

I don’t like anyone.

I enjoy country music.

I enjoy jazz music.

I have a car.

I have a cellphone.

I have a pet.

I have at least one brother or sister.

I have been to another country.

I have been told that I’m smart.

I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.

I have had a broken bone.

I have caller ID on my phone.

I have changed a lot over the past year.

I have had surgery.

I have killed another person.

I have had my hair cut within the last week.

I have had the cops called on me.

I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.

I have mood swings.

I have rejected someone before.

I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.

I have watched Sex In The City.

I like Shakespeare.

I love to cook.

I love Michael Jackson.

I love sleeping.

I love to shop.

I miss someone right now.

I own over 100 CDs.

I own over 100 DVDs.

I own and use a library card.

I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.

I read books for pleasure in my spare time.

I sleep a lot during the day.

I strongly dislike math.

I think Britney Spears was pretty.

I will try ALMOST anything once.

I work at a job that I enjoy.

I would classify myself as ghetto.

I can name all seven dwarfs in Snow White.

I am currently wearing socks.

I am tired.

I am currently waiting for someone.

I lost contact with someone.

I hate Miley Cyrus.

I think Party In The USA is catchy.

I’d date Harry Potter.

I can name all the past presidents of the United States.

I know who was president before George Bush.

I need the internet to live.

I prefer vanilla over chocolate.

I watched Star Trek.

I watched all six movies of Star Wars.

I only watched a couple.

I own an Xbox.

I think music is life.

I’m texting a member of the opposite sex right now.

I’m listening to Jaaaason Derulooooo atm.

I usually don’t take these bolding surveys.

But anything to keep me from doing my homework.

I had a really good weekend.

I saw many wonderful faces.

I’ve gotten Starbucks within the past week.

I hate when a parent uses the whole ‘just because all your friends are doing it doesn’t mean you have to…’

I already went to prom.

I had/have a date for prom.

We’re going as friends.

My prom group is/was pretty big.

I have to listen to Matt & Kim atleast once a day.

I’ve had a all-you-can-listen-to-is-country phase before.

I’ve listened to Red Hot Chili Peppers within the past week.

Last thing I spent my money on was food.

Last thing I spent my money on was clothes.

My occupation is babysitting.

Ultimate frisbee is a sport.

I’m on a high school sports team.

I don’t have just one best friend.

I think a boy and a girl can be JUST friends without having benefits or falling for each other.

Sometimes I look at people and wonder what they were on when they got dressed in the morning.

I’d consider myself a city girl.

Jersey Shore is my guilty pleasure.

I had no idea there were even volcanoes in Iceland.

I’m closer to my mom.

I’m taller than my mom.

I really like being on Facebook.

I should get some homework done for tomorrow.

I’ve signed up for a boring field trip just to get out of school.

My best friend still has their V card.

I’ve used awkwardly cheesy pick up lines.

I’m usually stuck drunk sitting at parties.

I can be selfish at times.

I’m saving up for a car.

I’ve seen episodes of Skins.

I have not smoked anything in a while.

I’d say I’m somewhat liberal.

I’m still not ready to do my homework.

I need to go use the bathroom right about now.

[naysmusings-blog]

Yes, absolutely, baby. *he says quickly, reaching over to cup your cheek and run his thumb over it as he speaks. The thought of you at one of his concerts actually makes his stomach turn but only because the last time you came to one, he thought you were leaving and going to sleep with Zayn. Even so, he puts a smile on his face and tries to think of it in the same terms as the apartment. He was happy to replace that old memory of you at his concert with dozens of happier memories* I would love to perform every night, see you right there in the front row. *he leans over and kisses you sweetly before grinning at you* You’d look really hot in our merch, too. Cut some holes into some the shirts, wear it with some daisy dukes. *he lets out a wistful sigh for dramatic effect then kisses your nose with a quiet laugh* You’re gonna make a really hot groupie, baby. *he says, tickled and a little turned on by the fact that you wanted to be one of his groupies, the idea of having sneaky quickies in the tour bus after the shows making his heart race a little* -Joel

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*I feel my heart skip a little when Harry pulls Harvey aside, my mind going rampant with what the two of them could possibly be speaking about privately. For my sake, I pretend it was about Kimberly or something of the like as I play with the girls in the living room, trying to keep my hearing from wandering passed their giggles and excited squealing to yours and Harvey’s conversation. Despite the fact that I was laughing with the girls, I could feel myself start to panic, wondering if Harry really would risk his job to tell Harvey about the kiss and our arguments, trying to come up with explanations for what had happened in my head, though nothing felt as though it would prepare me enough for the aftermath of the conversation* -Annaliese

*He lets Harry pull him aside, giving him a concerned look when he asks to share some of his complaints* Sure. What is it, Harry? *he questions, Harry having always been a valuable part of his life and he didn’t want to jeopardize that* Was this too much? I can give you a raise if you want it. Whatever you need… *he offers* -Harvey

The front row? Oh no! *I giggle cutely* From the last time I saw your show, that crowd was crazy. Way too crazy for me to be in the crowd. But maybe backstage? Side stage?! *I look up at him happily before the memory of the last time I went to his show dawns on me. Zayn, April, the first time he ever said such hurtful degrading things to me. That was not a happy memory. That was a time where I was certain I’d never end up with him. A time where I willingly chose to be with someone else. A time when I actually loved somebody else. I The same feelings from that night rush over me as I think about them, my heart hurting and my stomach dropping. I’ve never seen him perform or even heard him sing besides on that night. I clear my throat and sit up, starting to cough to be my cover up for my sudden change of mood* Fuck, I need water. *I quickly get off the bed and grab a shirt off the ground, feeling too vulnerable to be naked right now, scurrying into the bathroom and closing the door. Was I stupid for being with someone who treated me like that? Was I stupid for dating a guy who told me point blank -- to my face -- that he didn’t care about me at all? I know that was the ‘old Joel’, but what if he comes back one day? I take a deep breath and quickly splash my face with water, wanting the memories and feelings to go away. That night at his show was the beginning of the end of whatever the fuck we were doing back then and I didn’t think it’d still hurt this deep after so much time*

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Oh, no, nothing like that. It’s just... when I was working with you when you were married to Kim, I didn’t need to be around constantly. Kim is their mother, I know, so she did her part and I went to school and what not and still was able to watch the girls when you and Kim needed me... but, with Anna around... it’s a bit hard to do my job. *he knew he was being spiteful, but he genuinely couldn’t keep spending so much time with you. You made him feel weird - he wasn’t sure if it was a good or bad feeling just yet and he honestly didn’t want to stick around to find out anymore. He didn’t want to be there through your mood swings and your “I love my husband/I hate my husband” phases and kissing him and then hating him. He wasn’t paid enough for that crap* She’s a stay at home step-mom and I respect that, but she and I... butt head sometimes on how to take care of the girls. I don’t want to disrespect you, so I do everything the way you’ve told me and the way I’ve been doing since Maddie was just a baby. I don’t want to over step any boundaries here, but it’s just a bit hard for me to do my job perfectly with her here. If she’s going to be around, I’d like my hours lessened. I don’t mind picking up the slack and being there when you need me, but it’s just causing me some... distress, I guess you could say.