#KILLLL MEEEEE
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I’m glad we got to kiss (even if it was only in my dreams)
#ryan.txt#Ryan is emoposting what’s new#I’m so cooked it’s not even funny#I can’t even begin to tell you the last time I had a dream kissing ANYONE#even ppl I was down bad for#so ofc now it happens to be the friend I’ve been in love with on and off for almost two years#KILLLL MEEEEE
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And even after falling completely and the worst of all, massacring the entire temple obiwan still loved him and wanted to forgive him😭😭😭, straight up told yoda like 2 seconds after they both watched the holo recordings “im not gonna kill him, nope, wont do it.” LIKE ANAKIN YOU HAVE NO IDEA YOU HAVE NO FCKING IDEA HOW MUCH HE LOVES YOU ARRRGGHEHHEHEHHH HE WOULD HAVE FORGIVEN YOU PLEASEEE
Thinking a lot about how by the time TCW comes about Anakin has already committed a grievous sin, already committed a massacre, already chosen his side in some ways. The man Ahsoka knows, the only version of him she ever gets to know, is built on an assumption of purity he has already lost.
He has already begun to fall, and this slip contributes in so many ways to his inability to pull himself back. Because the only person other than Padmé he tells his crime to is Palpatine, because he's the only person who won't judge him (and that in and of itself is a measure of his immaturity–– because he deserved to be judged).
And this contributes so much to Palpatine's control because he has this piece of the puzzle, this ability to go "Oh, but what about this?" any time Anakin tries to pull back from Palpatine's confidence. Because they both know if he ever admitted it to the Order he'd forever lose their approval, and that's what matters most. So Palpatine has this advantage, because he knows more about Anakin than anyone else and Anakin doesn't feel he can confide in anyone else.
But the thing is: for so long, Anakin wants to be better, wants to amend himself for this sin and more than once wants to confess to Obi-Wan, but every single time Palpatine is able to go "Oh but he thinks he's so much better than you, he would never understand you, he would judge you and tell the Order and they'd cast you out" but... Obi-Wan would have forgiven him anything.
I think a lot about Obi-Wan being such a Perfect Jedi (in the eyes of everyone else if nothing else) and how much that hurts Anakin. Because every time he tries to pull himself back from the ledge this epitome of what it means to be a Jedi is just there in his face reminding him of his own failure
#anakin skywalker#obi wan#these two are the bane of my migranes#Anakin please talk about your feelings the one moment it counts#also thinking abt that one post that described obiwan’s forgiveness and love as too soon bc by then anakin was too gone & had chosen a side#KILLLL MEEEEE
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I'm so sleepy but for yuta I will prevail 🙏🙏🙏
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Okay but frrr I have been drawing blind (blurry eyed) the past week so like if the colours and everything is off…um…oops
#I wonder how much better everything will seem when I see again skdjdb#but the sensory issues of wearing glasses will killll meeeee
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Im so fucking in love with my friend im going to stab myself in my chest
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"how come I've never heard this song before!! it's so good!" it's because you're always on that
im always sitting here like "oh damn. i should listen to new kinds of music" as im looping the same albums over and over again. man you do this to yourself
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“i’ve heard your name”
“most people have. it’s also a noun.”
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oh fuck, i've done it again, im literally just shipping an other version of a ship i already like KILLLL MEEEEE
Attractive slick back hair charismatic guy who wants to take over the world x burly recluse who cant socially interact but is also probably even more dangerous than the other??? i'll take it double
#i've spent the last week. obsessing over jonah magnus x mordechai lukas#the og lonelyeyes#just to open twitter. and be bombarded with RUSAME fanart.#i am doomed.#tma#lonelyeyes#rusame#hetalia#rex talks
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THE EDITING ON THE NEW PIT BABE PREVIEW CLIP IS KILLLLING MEEEEE DFOIGDFGDF THE WAY HE JUST WALKS OUT THE DOOR LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED 😂😂😂
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nvm had the tag blocked . updated the app for nothing
hey is tag search not working for anyone else?
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missed ONE TEST in history and my grade went from a 99 to 79 KILL MEEE KILLLL MEEEEE
#oh my gishhhhhh now I’ll have to make up the test like next monday frick this stupid baka life#brah I don’t want to study for this test im going to have to study alll weekend noww KILL MEEEE KILLLMEEEEE MY TEACHER SHOULDVE CANCELLED IT#ITS A HALF DAY AND NO ONE IS AT ScHOOL 2DAY AND SHE STILL DID THE TEST
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Vent vent vent vent
ts literally been like 2 weeks of non stop hell for me i think actually. Am i even gonna get better at this rate . Ive been cutting myself like almost daily this week bc i cant handle how fat i feel i want to scrape the fat layer from the inside of my skin so fuckign baddd i cant handle it AT ALL my stomach is huge my legs are huge my arms are huge my fingers are fat (??????) My tits keep getting larger i need to kill myself im like inflating from all tje food im having m i know im probably delusional but jesus christ kill me . I feel disgusting i feel so disgusting i want to strip my skin off and scrub myself from the inside i feel so dirty and gross i wish i had self control to not eat i need to get my self control back i did so good in summer hhggggghhhh im gonna die. I need a redbull but moms home so i cant go get one bc she doesnt like if i have energy drinks. Hhhggg killll meeeee
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seeing one of the kids i babysat for like 8 years be recommended to me as someone i may know ON LINKEDIN KILLLL MEEEEE
#i was informed last week her brother now works in A BAR#JLAW WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNN#need to find a web weaving post about the passage of time or some shit
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IM JUZT SAYING
ID SOMEONE
TOOK ME TF OUT WITH AC CAR OR WEAPON
I WOULDN'T BE MAD AT ALL
KILLLL MEEEEE
DO IT I WON'T BE MAD AT ALL
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presentation today presentation tomorrow someone killll meeeee
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Killll meeeee
#death tw#maybe like don’t actually#but this is so fucking embarrassing whyyyy#I sent a video while still high on anesthesia to my friendddd and it’s so bad#‘‘Olivia fucking (last name) open your fucking phone or I’m gonna throw rocks through your skull you dumb fucking whore’’#what possessed me to say this????#I have no recollection of this at all#why do I have a feeling this was her brother’s doing ljfkdmshd
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