#Just covered in dirt
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Yup, exactly. I have a knee that just at random gives out and is too painful to walk on for days at a time.
It's been like this ever since a rusty swingset broke under me and my knee got fucked (tree root jammed directly into my knee, in the gap under the kneecap). My parents never listened (just walk it off), I never got to a doctor, and I limped painfully for a couple months.
At school I wasn't believed because I didn't have a Dr's note, so the gym leader made me "run laps" (i.e. drag my leg behind me at such a painfully slow pace that gym is over before I finish) because it was assumed I was faking to get out of class.
Honestly, even without a doctor, if I'd even been believed enough to be permitted to rest my injury I'd bet my knee wouldn't be so weird now.
Can we please for the love of god stop telling teenagers they’re too young to have aches and pains. Can we please stop being dismissive about these things. Fakeclaiming is disgusting period, but it is exponentially harmful to youth. Just because you didn’t start hurting until your 20s or 30s or 40s doesn’t mean every teenager complaining of chronic pain must be lying. I learned the hard way that if kids are invalidated enough about this, they will just learn to accept constant pain as a fact of life. And then they will need surgery they can’t afford in ten years bc it turns out constant pain is NOT a fact of life. At any age.
p.s. same goes for mental health
#I remember that pain like nothing else#It was so sudden and all I could do was scream out in pain#I was just in the yard outside my house#Both parents home#They didn't hear me scream#I couldn't walk on the leg at all that day#So I dragged myself back to the front door with my hands and working knee#Just covered in dirt#They didn't even help me up when they saw me#Just told me to walk it off and stop getting dirty “like a child.”#I was 11 years old lmao#We had crutches and canes in the closet from my grandparents#I was yelled at for asking to use one at school#I couldn't get to classes on time while limping so I was punished for that too lmao#I spent about 2 months limping around before it stopped hurting#Though it was still so stiff and I was stuck limping for another month or two#And I didn't really walk “normally” again that whole school year#I know this is a lot and it's messed up but like#Any time you ignore or belittle a teen for pain you're no better than everyone that ignored my obvious medical neglect
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u should think of tiny megu. To keep the stress at bay. You should draw him actually. Ooooo you wanna draw tiny megu getting the love he deserves so bad /j
he's with his 2 best friends
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#they r just BABIES#these 3 r the fiends of the playground . they make me SICK#thinks abt yuuji with his scuffed knees n the socks/crocs combo covered in dirt n mud still beaming at megumi with the force of 1000 suns#thinks about nobara making the two of them push her on the swingset :((((((#thinks about them climbing trees collecting cool rocks looking fr bugs being KIDS#i want to die actually. i shouldnt have drawn this#in other news! hina put yuuji in something Other than a plain white t shirt challenge clear!#u cant see all of it but th shirt says explore#N NOBARAS OUTFIT IS SO CUTE tbh i lowkey . want.#coordinated her bracelet n hairclip bc she Would. best dressed 8 year old#omg but speaking of best dressed 8 year olds#looking through kids fashion on pinterest fr ref and . WHO is dressing these kids children r not meant to look that put together#where r the obnoxious layers where r the clashing colours wtf is up with all this beige n cashmere n collars#i do not like this world we live in where toddlers can look more expensive than me#put those preschoolers in bright purple and orange as god intended >:(#anyway enjoy pls anon im miserable thinking abt the childhood none of them got to have <3
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Plant boi be planting. 🌱
#dietmimo doodles#trigun#trigun stampede#vash tristamp#vash the stampede#what is this a garder/farmer au? maaayyybee#honestly I just wanted to draw this nugget in overalls and a sweater#look this soft boi needs to be covered in soft things like soft sweaters#and dirt#dirt can be soft#He grew a donut tree by planting a half eaten donut and no one knows how it that even worked#What actually happened was what started off as a joke turned into mission dont break vash's heart#it started with someone putting a sprout in the pot#and then said sprought grew into an actually baby tree#and then they hung donuts#now they have to keep replacing the donuts or vash will cry#vash knows it's joke but free donuts are still free donuts LOL#oops I forgot to save a progress video
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As a former horse girl I love the Binghorses drawn by @meltedmush because every weird and cryptid suggestion and art of them just existing makes me stop and go: no wait horses will just do that. Horses are so weird. Horse behavior is so much
Horses will just stare at you through a window and if they're smart they can figure out certain doors. There is a specific kind of surreal of watching a horse walk into your house that is both very cute and cursed. SQQ could totally wake up to a Binghorse having broken into his house and staring at him
Horses also are weird and poorly designed biologically so if they sit for too long they can actually crush their organs and won't be able to stand up again. So I can see SQQ fretting over a bingfoal and asking if they're okay. Also they don't have the ability to sense being full. It is completely possible for a horse to eat too much and die. So again fretting mother hen SQQ planning special Binghorse diet only for Binghorse to come back and drop a dead bird in front of him.
It is completely plausible that SQQ can look up one day and see a binghorse sitting in a tree. Both cows and horses will climb trees. Goats too. I don't know why. They just will. The horse loose in a hospital bit is funny because horses on their own will just do that. They do just end up in places. It feels absurd but it's true. Getting jumped scared by a Binghorse totally believable.
Imagine that SQQ sees a Binghorse with a broken leg! The death knell of any normal horse. He can frett over those beautiful terribly designed legs as Binghorse is kept suspended in a swing thing.
And then the moment you combine omnivore snatch hunter it gets even funnier because I'm certain a real horse would if it could. The fact that people are in any way convinced horses are just cute and sweet and not weird terrifying little horrors of biology will never not be funny.
#svsss#binghorse#for the record i learned horseback riding from a poly couple who worked ren fair as a kid#and like it was so weird#SO WEIRD#like watching a 2 year old black clydsdale horse just walk into a horse on its own accord and just steal a coke can will never leave me#like imagine being 9 and seeing a juvenile horse that is still 3x your height squeezing through a screen door#i brought this up with my mom about the horse breaking into a house and she said he was actually a friesian#absolutely beautiful and a complete brat#also the willingness of horses to just be covered in dirt and dust#youll clean a horse ride for 2 hrs let em loose and come back to them covered in mud and grime#my mom and i went on a whole journey to remember this horses name#it was soujke. he was such an ass#im imaging sqq doing hoof cleanings for binghorse#and brushing his skin pelt before and after a ride#soujke was so much. he almost died of collick because he kept laying on his side#horses are so dumb
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oh another id not posted here.. porccubus!donqui. btw. i am not taking arguments at this time.
#iwas gonna clean this up but i have so much to do already soooo.#partially spurred on by my . personal pettiness abt limbi egos of ruinacorp abnos..#grisps and shakes. Stop Just Being Angela Again. Thats Not Yours. Put It Down. Put It Back.#pikart#projmoon#coughs. anyway.#i ummm. had thoughts about this narratively but i forgot.#grabbing onto something so tightly your nails draw blood from your palms. yes?#laughing as loudly as you can until you can feel the absence of air in your lungs; and then a little more for good measure.#to prove a point. because you should. because the alternative simply wont and Cannot do.#down the hill at full sprint until you trip and fall and roll and roll and roll and youre covered in dirt and grass and burrs and twigs.#dont worry about all that! to the top; again; faster this time! yes?#yes; yes; yes; yes!!!#it does run away with you a bit; does it not?
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the phenomenon of taking guy characters and turning them into women in mcyt and mcyt-adjacent fandoms due to a shortage/lack of well-written and engaging female characters needs to be studied i think. this isnt a gripe with transfem hcs i love transfem hcs but im just wondering. why go out of ur way to take a male character and slap she/her pronouns on him when you could instead read or watch something with good prevalent female characters that are very well written already? like. there's a fucking Pattern with the characters ppl hc as transfem. its always the kind and loving level-headed voices of reason that get the transfem beam. why do you think the soft and kind male character who's meek and mild and folds easily under pressure is the one who's a woman. why is that. huh. why. answer quick.
#if u want women...... find a media with women perhaps.......#and half the time when ppl make a character transfem *cough ctommy cough* they completely change their entire personality#if ctommy was a girl he would NOT be a cute soft flowery girl he would be covered in dirt and eating bugs#if ashe were a girl he would not be wearing perfect makeup and being pretty and girly he would still be a sulky antisocial gnc emo kid#if ur gonna make trans hcs DO IT RIGHT!!!#otherwise u should just make an oc at that point#sry. having a Moment#whiskey yelling into the void
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#guess who dumped my planter off the shelf and got dirt all over my room while I was in the bath it was my dumb little cat!#so that was frustrating.#at least there wasn't *that* much dirt on my bed and my partner has a little hand vacuum I could use to get most of it.#(then he vacuumed the floor with the big vacuum for me after work)#the only thing that didn't really get clean enough to keep using is the cover I made for my comforter#but it's removable and I'd been meaning to make a new one anyway#I even already got the fabric I just don't have desk space for my sewing machine with the sock machine in use.
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Eldritch Batman who finds Jason's corpse and uses his own blood to put his son back together and bring him back to life.
bruce who gets his power from gotham, and the farther he is the weaker the connection is. he holds jason's body in his arms, still and quiet and bloody and bruised. he's never done this before. never had to bring somebody back. never thought he could. but he looks at jason's body, looks at jason, and something inside of him screams that he can. that he should. he doesn't quite know how he knows what to do, but he does it anyway. he grabs the first thing he finds in his belt, doesn't pay attention to what it is beyond the fact that it's sharp, and he slices his arm. his blood is different to most humans, because he is different to most humans. it's deep and dark, almost black, but there's also something bright about it, something hard to explain, something hard to see unless you're looking for it.
the deep, dark, bright blood pools on his arm, sliding slowly down until it drips drips drips into the wound on jason's chest, right above his heart. bruce can feel the blood leaving his body but it doesn't feel like a loss. it feels desperate and right and like it's working, like jason is about to open his eyes any minute and he'll be fine and they'll be okay and--
nothing happens. the feeling fades. he tries to chase after it but how do you reach for something that you were never meant to grasp?
his boy is gone. he couldn't save him. all he has left is a bloody batarang and the body that used to be his son's. what else is there to care about?
it doesn't matter what he does next. he doesn't like to think about it.
later there's a man in a red helmet. he's got these skills and this knowledge that jason never had but always had the potential for. he's got a smirk that's just a little too bitter, like a smile that's been burned, that's been scarred. but it's still his smile. it's still jason's.
and bruce doesn't know how. he goes to everyone he knows has been resurrected, tries to find out what brought his son back when he couldn't do it, when he failed.
and then his other son might be dead, blown up just like jason was, and if bruce couldn't save one then he has no hope of saving the other. bruce doesn't know what to do and then suddenly jason is holding a gun to the clown's head and suddenly he's counting down and suddenly bruce's arm is raising and suddenly there's a batarang soaring through the air and ricocheting off a pipe and--
and jason bleeds.
bruce has seen jason bleed before. hazard of the job, he tells himself. he's seen jason bleed, but never like this. never quite so deep and dark, almost black, but with something bright about it. something so very bright.
all he has left is a bloody batarang and a body that might still be his son's.
he doesn't know what to do next.
#sorryyy this went on so long.#tried to make it short enough that i wouldn't have to use a readmore#hope it makes sense that jason didn't come back to life until they'd return to gotham and he was covered in her dirt#but bruce did save him. he did bring him back to life.#he just didn't realise until he made his son bleed.#bruce wayne#batman#jason todd#red hood#sentient gotham au#<- i'm counting it
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Not to get too personal on main but
This season does something for my gender queer afab brain cause between Ally being very gender as always and Brennan looking hot in those outfits I am in a panic
Also BleeM has a similar body type as mine that I often can't find hot in a masculine way but if he is so I am maybe ? Goals
#never stop blowing up#maybe I just need to cover myself in dirt#and have top surgery#dimension 20#brennan lee mulligan#Bleem#ally beardsley#gender envy
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yeah make the disabled girl do unpaid manual labour for you outside in the cold when shes been awake for 20 hours whats the worst that could happen haha
#i dont talk about my living situation much because why would i#but out of guilt for existing in a place without paying money im forced to accept whatever is asked of me#for someone whos supposed to love me unconditionally that fucker sure does force me to act against my best interests#just at a fucking whim because “the garden doesnt look nice like this”#bitch knows i had to quit my job due to physical burnout and the fact that i havent recovered in the last 8 months is very concerning#AND YET that doesnt stop anything. im still assumed to be physically capable of fucking digging dirt to fill a hole#at ten in the fucking morning#3 degrees (about 38 fahrenheit) outside the ground was fkn solid#like i bought a fucking cane because i struggle with mobility#and you already know ive probably done myself in pretty bad because i feel too fucking guilty living here 'without paying rent'#i cover my own food bills and always end up giving money im trying to save because bills need paying#my self worth is through the fucking floor as it is#im just so so scared of being a burden to those around me that i actively harm myself bending over backwards for people who wont love me#god some of you followed me for my hornyposting im so sorry u have to read this shit#for those of u that care about me im literally crying rn even just thinking abt the knowledge that there r people out there who care#especially yall who care enough to support me#i promise your money isnt being handed out needlessly to my pseudo-abusive parent. i am trying my best to save the money im given#at least that which isnt spent on feeding myself#thank you all for supporting me#and sorry for being such a fucking trainwreck im just so overwhelmed and hurting and ugh#:(
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YES BEAU IS BACK!!!!
yeah loL i said i was gonna draw her more and then forgot .
she's always having... A time.
#ask#the other girl's name is Amari <3#my art#oc#cw blood#original#original character#shes kinda just always covered in dirt or blood or both#this is just what ur life is like when u leave high school and have no sense of direction or self
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little wipppppp hehe :) idk if ill get around to coloring it ..but very fun
#his date isnt important so i made the outline of a cat person lmao#if i never color this just picture joy and mad covered in dirt and dried up blood ok#daniel#joy#madeline#ocs#my art#doodles
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no supernatural au where cas and jack go to the yarn store 2 times a week to get more craft supplies and they walk cause cas can’t drive and on the way between the yarn store and their house is a park and every day cas is so transfixed by the father and daughter duo he sees violently trying to learn to play softball
#dean and emma are COVERED in dirt and both of them are very bad at softball but having fun about it#and cas is just holding a million balls of yarn staring at them
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“I was meant for the purpose of betraying the High Court. Never to survive past that. If I am the cause of Lady Nore's fall, it will give me all the more pleasure for her never having anticipated it.”
#suren#wren tfota#suren tfota#the folk of the air#the stolen heir#holly black#WREN BBYGIRL I LUV UUUUUUU#okay so . i know she talks about the scars on her cheeks. but to me. the way everyone else draws them looks as if there would be a bit in-#-her mouth. assuming im not dumb and the bridle is like a horse bridle bcz what else would it be like#but seeing as hyacinthe and oak can simply talk Just Fine with it . it would make more sense TO ME#for it to go across her cheeks yes but then over her nose and under her chin#does that make sense#this is wren obvs at the beginning of TSH like. in her ragged dress and living in the woods#to me . to me she is covered in grass stains and mud and dirt and blood . to me .#i luv her <3#im not very far into The Prisoner's Throne im where she's putting oak Back into the dungeon after he escaped and broke into her room#but. teehee!! enjoying it so far :)#she is SCARRED she is BLOODY she is DIRTY she is LIVING in the WOODS. as a woman should be tbh .
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ooooh can u tell something abt the western au :3c
Me and Jay ( @darkfire1177 ) work on ideas for Western AU together! :]
Soooo, many have been around long enough to know I've drawn Faith and Max in gothic cowboy inspired outfits in the past. All my Cowboy Max ideas stem from banter in Murder on Eridanos where Max gets a bit enthusiastic talking about Free Range Fixer and then immediately trying to change the subject. This also makes so many of my Max and Spencer dynamics so much more interesting and hilarious to me. Also, don't you think he'd just look so dashing as a cowboy 💖😩💖
ANYWAY
One of my favorite ideas Jay and I have formulated, has to do a bit later in the story after Faith and Max are already close and they become good friends with Jasper!
Jasper's family is still alive and they own a ranch! At some point, Faith and Max are invited to visit, stay for dinner, meet the family, all that good stuff. And we thought it would be really special, since neither Faith or Max have any family and hardly have any friends, if they were to be invited to be a part of Jasper's family 🥺
We have some other ideas abt who all appears in this au and what everyone's roles in town would be.. but I love love love us talking about Max still having a complicated relationship with his religion and if Jasper's family essentially offers him an opportunity out of the priesthood by inviting him to become a ranch hand, if that were a path he'd be willing to go down. He'd have to take off the collar and commit to that kind of work, but hey, it's an AU for funsies, it's for us to enjoy.
I've got SO many ideas and interactions cookin' in my head, I can't wait to talk to Jay more about them and actually draw out some things this year!!
Anyway everyone go give my bestie @darkfire1177 some love 💖💕💖💕
#I'm so fr I need a sweaty dirt covered cowboy max smoochin on faith immediately#also need to draw faith and phineas dancing in the saloon together. iykyk#and.. if I decide to keep where I have hiram at.. ough.. faith and hiram working together <3#sorry I prommy we have lots of ideas I just like talking abt faith and max ✌😔#desperately need to redraw it weren't the whiskey what he were tryna savor............#faith and max#okay I'm going to bed lmao
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okay but bakugou can’t wear his wedding ring during patrols because sometimes his hands get too hot and it messes with the metals in the ring so he gets your wedding date tattooed around his ring finger instead.
like he’ll kiss it and put his fist in the air whenever he takes down a big villain and it’s being live streamed because he knows you’re watching.
“this is for you, baby.”
#bakugou x reader#like bakugou katsuki blood dripping from his forehead#chest heaving covered in dirt#looking right into the camera and sending a wink to you at home#swoons and sighs#i need him so bad#✧ ₊˚💭੭ — aali just posted
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