#JeJe Matters
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satanisaware · 1 year ago
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Happy New Year!!
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January 1st, 2024.
I wish everyone a happy new year and hope your goals be fulfilled, your dreams come true, and your life be happier!
Focus on your health and well-being, be comfortable and positive, and know that you're loved!
Thank you!
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centellazul · 10 months ago
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"no… it is impossible"
Hc moment. Imagine waking up from a horrible torture and the guys you have to fight look like your childhood friends,,, a bad day girl,,, a day that really hurt, poor rat :(
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childrenofthesun77 · 1 year ago
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Speaking of the car accident that killed akira (supposedly) mahiru got almost hit by a car twice while in london (which judging by my own short trips to england is an accurate experience of british traffic even if there is nobody trying to murder you) and sure mahiru was a bit shocked by almost being hit (and in real life going through something horrible doesn't automatically mean you get ptsd from it), but most other characters in servamp kind of suffer through a meltdown when confronted with something that reminds them of their past trauma and mahiru isn't really triggered by this?
Sure, in that arc he had a meltdown because he feared his uncle might have died and he thought that would mean he's all alone again, but the almost car accidents don't seem to trigger much in mahiru aside from a pretty normal 'oh thank god that missed me/kuro saved me, if that hit me I would have been dead' reaction.
It's not a pleasant experience, but it doesn't trigger anything deeper in him. Which considering how servamp usually handles these things is odd. If akira really died in a car accident and mahiru saw it, shouldn't he have a stronger reaction to almost getting hit by cars twice?
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Back when mahiru thought his uncle might be dead he had a flashback to the accident that resulted in his mother's death, but one thing I noticed is that we don't actually see akira in this memory? It feels like either mahiru (or someone like lily or jeje) is supressing his memory here.
And if someone possibly killed akira on purpose, who was it and why?
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katzkinder · 15 days ago
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I love the Servamps and I know I talk about this a lot but their humanness despite everything is my favorite thing about them
Being an immortal means walking a fine line between being mature beyond your apparent years and being so incredibly dumb
Sometimes Lily gets his hair caught on a shirt button and he has to whine for Misono to come help him because he already has it half over his head and it’s stuuuck.
Hugh gets too excited about his after bath milk and it goes down the wrong way so Tetsu pats his back while his Servamp coughs and chokes and his face gets all gross and blotchy.
Licht has recordings of Lawless belting out Broadway songs in the shower that suddenly cut off into screaming and swearing because Licht flushed the toilet. You can hear him snickering as he runs away because Lawless has given Chase.
Freya’s cellphone screen is always cracked because she taps the screen hard enough to shatter it, and she gets depressed when little kids are scared of her face.
Kuro wants a hard boiled egg but doesn’t want to make the effort to wait to boil water so he puts it in the microwave. Mahiru doesn’t realize he’s done this until he hears a very loud, very scary BANG, accompanied by Kuro’s soft and forlorn “oh no. Oh nooo”
Jeje sighing because at some point in the day he dragged his sleeve through his food and didn’t notice and nobody told him. It’s already dried. He has to walk around like this until it’s fixed.
Tsubaki misreading the amount of something he’s ordering and when it’s delivered his face is in his hands because why. There’s so much. He doesn’t need this. What’re they gonna do with 100 kg of smoked salmon. Thats 220 pounds. He seriously didn’t look at the price. He’s never gonna hear the end of this.
Ildio doesn’t understand what a himbo is and Nicco will not be telling him, no matter how much he asks. Lawless, however, is delighted. Ildio ponders this then softly says “do you think I’m dumb?” Panik lol. It disgruntles him a lot. It’s one thing to think about himself that he doesn’t really have much brains, but… It kinda hurts when it comes from somebody else? Somebody he likes? Why is that. He’s still figuring out this whole “person” thing.
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misguidedasgardian · 5 months ago
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Wild Cats (Part XI)
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XI. Like animals
MASTERLIST
Summary: The journey was getting rough
Pairing: Daryl Dixon x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Zombie apocalypse AU, living dead, zombies, guts, blood, guns, injures, angst, confrontation, these are idiots in love and they don’t know it!, might miss some warnings 
+18, MINORS DNI
Notes: I feel like this is a filler chapter, but believe me, they have to be "up and running" by the time they get to Alexandria (Spoilers (?)). And things will get rougher later on jeje
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You could barely look at Daryl
He had seen a lot of you, and his reaction was… not good, so now you avoid him as much as you could, like he was the plague. And to make matters worse? he seemed to be avoiding you too.
It was sad, you had gotten accustomed to his presence near you, it had begun to soothe you, to have him around, but… not anymore… you were terrified. You had crossed a line and you didn’t know how to go back, you might as well just flashed him. And you didn’t know how to go back to where you were… perhaps if you saw him in a compromising position…
You shook your head, feeling your cheeks heated
That might not help… As you found him devastatingly handsome 
You believed you had lost your power, as he saw you in such a… vulnerable position.
And to make things worse? he looked away like he was horrified of the very sight
You were no beauty queen but you never thought of yourself so horrifying as to draw that reaction from him
Now you were feeling self-conscious in the damn apocalypse.
You looked at the women in the group… Maggie, Rosita, Sasha, Tara… they were stunning, model material. You got the luck to be in the same group as women that look like they just stoped rolling a fucking movie… And then there was you… that had Daryl turning away at your almost naked sight 
You drew a shaky breath
You felt so embarrassed you wanted to cry
You felt so ashamed, well it wasn’t your fault, you had been careless, and he saw you in that way, but he reacted so poorly, you found him so devastatingly handsome, and he looked away from you in horror…. 
So, to distract yourself, you watched them all walking ahead of you, Daryl had taken an alternative route, to hunt or to do who knows what. Lucky for you. So you tried to think about something else… anything else really
You could tell the group was a bit reluctant to leave the little paradise you had found, but you took everything that might serve you, marked it real good on a map, thinking you might come back, and then, you left after three days there.
Against all odds you were not more energetic, you were in fact more… tired… like you had ran out of hope this was going to get better than what you found there. Beth’s and Noah’s excitement was not as contagious as they believe it was, it wore off quite quickly. But they were leading the group on the way to Noah’s home
What if it was outrun by the dead?
You believed this was a thought that was in all of their minds, but nobody dared to say it outloud.
You kept walking, since you couldn’t find any cars nearby, or anywhere
Your feet were bleeding, a couple of blisters torturing your steps. You always liked walking… but not like this.
And your hypoglycemic rage returned quicker than you thought.
A chain was only as strong as his weakest link, and you couldn’t be the weakest link, so you just kept your mouth shut and kept walking.
You couldn’t believe your boots were betraying you like this, you couldn’t believe you had abandoned those houses, after you found water and food and comfortable beds for everyone. You slept in a kid’s room, but still. With Daryl across the hallway, and Carol in the other room next to yours. You still managed to get a bit of sleep, even with such unlikely bedfellows 
In your road-daze, you began to detach from Daryl, from whatever it was it was forming between you, you started to “mourn” him, he did not show any intentions of pretending he didn’t see anything three days ago, and besides that, Carol was lurking about like a hawk, and she had shown clear signs of hating your guts, and he was completely devoted to her, so yeah… you would be better off getting away from Daryl as fast as you could
you didn’t even notice when Rick was walking right beside you
“Why don’t you go and find Daryl?”, he asked
“I don’t wanna”, you said quickly, without even thinking, Rick looked at you weirdly 
“You are the one that always seems to find Daryl the quickest”, he said simply. You did not want to seem like a spoiled child, but you couldn’t help but feel like one when Rick spoke to you sometimes, you didn’t understand it, the reason behind it.
“I’ll check the surroundings”, you said convinced, going into the forest
“He went the other way!”, you heard at your back.
It was colder in the woods, something you appreciated, you separated from the group not to find Daryl, but to see if you could find something interesting like he was doing
If you wanted to “separate” from the archer you started thinking that you must find a way to learn to hunt, you needed to get a hold of a bow or something, but again, one of the ones that could help you… was him
In your view, this wasn’t a good idea, you were going to need twice as fast if you wanted to take a lap and reach the group further on, and you were walking away from them almost in a straight line… You weren’t good at this, what if you got lost?
So you started walking in a parallel line as the road 
The softer terrain gave you a bit of a relief on your poor feet 
The woods were so beautiful like this, in this autumn light, and calm, with no walkers on sight, and just the soft sounds of the wind going through the trees, it was beautiful. 
Soon, you reached a clearing, when the sunlight passed uninterrupted 
It was like a fairy trap, the light wans the colors where breathtaking, soon, as your eyes adjusted and you took everything in with a deep breath… there he was… like a vision. The wings on his vest had seen better days, but he, in all his glory, was placed in that scenery like he had been painted there, a fallen angel, dropped to earth in the middle of the apocalypse. 
All the things you had thought about him just flew out of your mind, like they were carried away by the winds, you did not want to avoid him, you did not want to separate from him, you wanted him near you, like he had been the last weeks and since you met him.
“Why are you always lurking around?”, he asked when he heard your steps, he didn’t even need to look at you to see it was you. He broke the spell as soon as it was casted by you, and soon you came to the realization of what you were thinking about him before… the bubble burst.
“Rick send me, he wanted to make sure you were alright”, you said softly, he only mumbled something and kept walking
“I’m sorry”, you blurred out, you didn’t want him to walk out on you, you didn’t
“For what?”, he asked grumpily, turning towards you
“The other day, I didn’t check the room, and I as well flashed you…”, it made no sense, your apology
He turned away from you, annoyed, giving you a sense that you might be onto something for apologizing
“I feel like I ruined something”, you explained, walking towards him. You weren’t that close, but you liked the dynamic you had set in between the both of you
“Ya didn't”, he said, without even turning to face you
“You can’t even look me in the eye”, you said, trying to reach him, “I don’t want things to be awkward between us…”, You saw how his shoulders tense when he felt you behind him, and then as he took a long exasperated breath, they lowered. 
“Of all the remaining women in the world, why did it have to be you!?”, he asked
“Hey!”, you whined, “why the drive by?”, he grunted, he finally released you, grabbing his hair in exasperation
“Why can’t you understand it!?”, he asked, as he was frustrated with you, and apparently, with the situation at hand. He finally turned to you, eliminating the distance between you, you didn’t even move, he placed his hands on the side of your face, you believed he tried to cradle your cheeks but they were so big they covered the side of your face almost completely. As his blue eyed looked at you, he wasn’t angry, he seemed frustrated. You must have looked a bit scared, as he released you, lowering his hand down to your shoulders
“Explain me then”, you said softly, this is the second time he had said this to you
He couldn’t hold it any longer, he eliminated the distance between you, cradling your face on his big hands, he leaned in and trapped your mouth with his. He devoured you, consumed you, that is how it felt like….
“I wanna to fuck you so bad I became an asshole”, he mumbled against your lips.
“Fuck me then”, you answered back.
Daryl shook his head, wiping those dirty thoughts of you
You were standing there, waiting for hsi answer
“I…”, he had to say something, or you would walk away, he already realized you were avoiding him, as he was you.
He looked into your eyes, his stance relaxed, his gaze softened… 
“I….”, he sounded like an idiot, he thought, he couldn’t say a coherent word, “I don’ understand it maself”, he mumbled. You were going to walk away, he truly believed you would… But you stayed put, you were truly curious 
You shook your head
“I have done nothing but try to be as helpful and useful as I can”, you said angrily, “I don’t deserve to be treated like this, not by you, or by anyone!”, you demanded.
And there you were, walking away from him.
You didn’t have to listen to this madness, you didn’t need to. You didn’t understand this either, what was this about? Why would he say that to you?
But soon, you felt his big warm hand grabbing your forearm
“Don wanna make it weird”, he said, you looked back at him, he seemed truly concerned, maybe he didn’t know what he felt or thought, as did you… you felt something towards him, something more than finding him wildly handsome… something else…
“Me neither”, you offered, your body relaxing onto his hold, “I care for you Daryl”, you managed to admit, almost encouraging him, to ease him
“Yeah, me too”, he said finally, “I care about ya”, you both let out long breaths, “maybe that’s why I’m an asshole with ya”, he admitted then, “I don’t want ya getting hurt or bitten”
You smiled
“I’ll do better then”
“Ya, mee too”, when he released your arm, your fingers touched, it was a second, a single second, and it gave you goosebumps all over… a soft tingling remained in the tips.
“Let’s go back to the group”, you suggested softly 
Rick was actually surprised when you showed up with the archer, as you too thought he wasn’t going to return with you. You were conflicted now, you as much wanted to jump the ship, but one simple word from him made you want to stick around him even more.
And you kept walking… and walking, and walking
Hours turn to days, threatening to turn to weeks, you couldn’t find anything good enough like the ones you found, only runned down stores and almost destroyed houses… and no working cars
You didn’t know if this was a good omen or bad.
You were sitting around a fire at night, youw ere speaking to Tara and Rosita, when Daryl returned from his small hunting expedition
He catches you staring, so you only smile at him. He took it as a sign, and sat by your side
“How was your lap?”, you asked him, smiling widely at him, he stared at you, with his serious face, nad nodded
“Good”, it’s the only thing he said, but he seemed relaxed, so you felt happy. “Found somethin”
“What is it?”, you asked
“A big warehouse”, he said simply.
“Why didn’t you take us?”, you asked. You looked all over the group, you had found a run down cabin, but big enough for the whole set of you. 
“We are all tired”, he said simply, “Don’t know what in there”
“Good point”, you whispered. 
His presence by your side gave you warmth, against the cool autumn evening, 
After that pseudo confession of yours, your relationship, or whatever it was… was better, he didn’t snap at you anymore, he was kinder, and in turn, that made you more relaxed, more focused, you didn’t go around tripping and making mistakes. 
He seemed… happy and content, you often catched yourself watching him, taking care of all the group, he was always vigilant, of everybody, or at least, his old group
He seemed to be the one that was always constant on his mood, and quiet optimism.
The rest of the group? not so much
Rick was only holding on for his kids, but you could tell he was hanging by a thread, the fear of being adrift in the middle of the rise of the dead, with nowhere to go, not knowing what will appear before you. 
Adn Carl… snapped often at his father, but remained close to the thick of the group, always.
And the tensions amongst the group where growing thick
Abraham was a ticking time bomb, the deceit had hit him HARD, as he had made this his life mission and apparently, they had lost a bunch of people on their trip, so he was taking it hard. Rosita tried to cool him down and as far from Eugene as possible,  even though it was strange, you kept seeing them as a unit.
Sasha was taking the loss of Bob pretty hard, and you understood her, to find someone in the end of the world to have him taken from you. But she had Tyresse, her brother, he was still here, and he, was proven to be the heart of the group
He tried to keep it together, and his calmness was washing over the rest of you. He called himself a pacifist who hasn’t killed anyone and didn't want to, he hardly killed walkers too.
Beth and Noah where as good as teenagers, they drifted off occasionally, wide-eyed and being optimists… weirdly… so was Maggie and Glenn, who believed themselves to be lucky, as they found one another again, against all odds, in this sick world we live in, they tried to keep it together, as if they were in their own bubble.
Carol and MIchone… where Carol and Michonne… very vigilant, nothing ever scaped them, always on guard for possible dangers…
Tara, as well as you, didn’t quite got where you fit into all of these, in fact, you often wondered 
Gabriel was being�� odd, as he used to be. You didn’t  have anything against priests, but this one… you did not like at all, you didn’t trust him, and it seemed like he didn’t even want to be here in the first place, so you didn’t understand what he was doing here. He seemed to believe you were the worst kind of people alive, he looked at you like you were… devils walking the earth or something. 
You were a colorful bunch.
“What do you think is in DC?”, you asked Daryl quietly, for nobody to hear but himself
“Dunno”, he answered back, “Somethin better”, he said, with a bit of hopefulness in his voice. You looked at him, his face lit up by the flames of the small bonfire you had set, his sharp eyes almost hidden by his hair.
You were all tired of fighting, of walking, of not knowing what was going to happen the next day, if you were going to find food or not… iif Daryl could hunt enough squirrels to feed you all.
Even you, even if you had the archer by your side, were a bit scared… of not knowing… What if DC was a huge hole after someone nuked it? What if it was gone? What if the only ones left were the dead and that is where you were heading? A huge trap.
The road had let you fall into your own head, thing you had tried to avoid in the damn apocalypse, when to had to kill things that used to be humans to survive… but now it was inevitable, you were retracing your own steps in your mind, even going as far as to start thinking about your family… in a whole another continent… You were starting to regret… and that could not be. 
You shook where you stood. Daryl seemed to notice
“Ya alrigh?”, he asked 
“Yeah”, you muttered, but the only thing you could think of was your family. If they made it, if they are alright… some of them need meds for living…
You sat there, in a comfortable silence, until it was your time to catch a bit of sleep
The next day… you found two cars in that warehouse… 
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PCN: Sorry if I'm dragging this along... but like I said.... were are laying the base for them 🤍 For someone to knock them down HAHAHA
taglist 🤍 @crazyunsexycool
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pinkestlittlebutterfly · 9 days ago
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“Jeje,” Mikuni calls from the living room. “Come here right now. It’s an urgent matter.” 
Of course, just because Mikuni says something is urgent, that does not necessarily mean it actually is. He takes joy in being an enigma, and part of that – annoyingly, endearingly – is staunchly refusing to differentiate between an emergency and a need to bask in his Servamp’s attention. Jeje, in turn, staunchly refuses to learn from such behaviour, and thus he dutifully abandons the can of soup he just found at the back of their pantry, and rushes right on over. 
Mikuni must have just gotten home. He has discarded his winter jacket but not turned on the living room light yet, despite the early winter darkness outside their windows. Snowflakes are still caught in his hair, glittering in the twilight cast by the fire flickering on their TV screen, and the Christmas lights Lily decked the room in a few days ago, when neither of them were home to stop him. He looks beautiful like this, even with his back turned to Jeje, perched on the couch, staring intently at something on their living room table. 
He raises a hand over his shoulder while Jeje is still watching, palm turned up and fingers fanned expectantly. Jeje closes the last few steps separating them, letting his hand settle in the other; and Mikuni’s fingers curl, linking them together, tugging him even closer. 
“Look at this, Jeje,” He says; and Jeje, momentarily lost in the warmth of their touch, remembers there was some urgent matter to discuss. Peering over his Eve’s shoulder he finds a small package sitting on their living room table, inconspicuous and orange. He thinks it might say “Stollen” on the side.
“Your favourite,” He mutters. 
“Is it?” Mikuni asks, and Jeje’s shock at the distress in his voice fades into a familiar sense of fond exasperation much more quickly than he would have liked. 
“Why would it not be?” He asks, against better judgement. This, too, is something he refuses to learn.
“It has cranberries,” Mikuni tells him, tearing his eyes from the cranberry Stollen to cast Jeje a wide-eyed look of sorrow. “And apricot.” 
Jeje experimentally tugs at the hand wrapped by Mikuni’s. His Eve's grip on him is unyielding. 
“Stollen,” Mikuni continues, unbothered, “is made with raisins. And the candied peels of oranges and lemons.”
“Your point being?” Jeje mutters, because Mikuni wants him to. 
“Is this even still Stollen?” His Eve asks, still with the same urgency with which he’d also announce a hostile invasion of their apartment. “That’s what I’m hoping to find out today. Sit, Jeje.” 
Jeje sits. 
In the low light of their TV fire and Lily’s Christmas lights, he can see the corners of Mikuni’s mouth twitching in what surely would be a satisfied smirk in a person with less self control. In the comfort of their living room, he has discarded the veil he usually wears, and surely Mikuni can see the curl to his lips as well. 
How nice, he thinks despite himself, that this is all their urgency is about these days.
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michoodles · 9 months ago
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Just another nightmare
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So Headcanon time, after all that Link has been through after his second adventure the nightmares that he used to had after the calamity starded again, but now Zelda isn't beside him on nights, just Tauro.
But this time the nightmares aren't just about his adventures, old memories that he never recoverd at all and memories from Hero's forgotten in time upset him.
And every night, Tauro is on his side, taking care of him no matter how he scream or cry for name's that he never hear before in the middle of his dreams, he will always be there to comfort him.
Based on @belladonnakimdracula fic on Ao3 about this two, it made me daydreaming about this and i needed to draw them.
The mark of the triforce of courage definitely shines in the middle of his nightmares jeje
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mahi-does-some-art · 10 months ago
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Any headcanons for how different Servamp characters prefer their smores
These may be the most important headcanons I'll ever write ever, anon.
Mahiru: Simple is best! Usually won't get too fancy with it-- Likes his marshmallow with that perfect golden-brown crust. Before he would be confused why some people would burn the marshmallow so much it caught on fire but Sakuya convinced him to try it once and was surprised that it wasn't horrible.
Kuro: Would either toast his marshmallow golden-brown or where there's be some black char spots but not where the whole thing is burnt. He had the idea to put ice cream on top of his smore once and started doing that without fail.
Sakuya: He burns the fucking thing like no tomorrow and swears its one of the best ways to do it. Other than that, also normally makes a standard smore with the gram crackers and candy bar chocolate. He'll also always have sticky hands no matter how careful he is. This boy cannot make a smore that doesnt ooze onto his fingers.
Tetsu: Is very skilled at getting the marshmallow perfectly cooked. Likes his marshmallow golden brown.
Hugh: He condems under roasted marshmallows like he won't eat a whole family pack of uncooked marshmallows straight out the bag. Something about the integrity of a s'more. He has a habit of roasting the thing, sliding the crust off and eating it and repeat till there's nothing left.
Mikuni: This pretentious asshole likes to use the expensive bar chocolate on his s'mores and will swear its better. He'd probably try to make his own marshmallows to roast and after that he's even more snobbish about it. He'll still eat the normal s'more he's offered. Likes his marshmallow with a couple small charred bits.
Jeje: Will fully burn the marsh. Mikuni thinks he's a psychopath for it and God Forbid he burns one of his Eve's homemade ones.
Licht: Will eat the marshmallow no matter as long is its not fully burnt. He has tried it burnt and he rambled on angrily about how it was a slight to such a deliciously holy treat. Using the normal candy bar chocolate and store-bought gram crackers are very special to him and he prefers it that way.
Hyde: Unintentionally scorched his marshy ONCE and got kicked out of his chair for it. Perfers his the perfect golden-brown. He'll get a little bowl of hot fudge to dip his in and it's perfection.
Freya: Doesn't like anything burnt when it comes to it. Will shake up a can of whipped cream and put some on the top of her s'more. It always gets on the tip of her nose and she can't eat a smore cleanly at all wwwww
Iduna: Golden-brown to somewhat charred. Her mess is even worse than Freya's and she always gets goopy hands. She says it's part of the experience.
Niccolo: Likes his with a few char spots and a side of ice cream. Doesn't mix them but likes to eat them both as a pair.
Ildio: It literally doesn't matter, he'll eat it. Even after he starts slowing down and is able to actually taste it, he likes all forms of marshymallow so he's not picky on this front.
Misono: Ate a burnt s'more once and swore never again. Likes his marshy golden brown or a little undercooked. The high quality ingredients the Alicein get makes for an extra yummy s'more. Guess that's where Mikuni gets it from.
Lily: Actually likes his marshy golden to burnt. He likes the flavor of it. Actually perfers it being in the form of a s'more's flavored macaron with toasty marshmallow fluff filling. He likes the texture of the macaron cookies paired with a bit of the crunch of the gram crackers.
I'm not gonna do the rest of Team M bc its 2am and I'm drawing lol. Plz add onto this if you have any opinions!
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I'm rewatching Death in Heaven because of Jeje and oh my god I am going to *scream*.
I'm actually not sure I've ever rewatched the episode all the way through, since the first time? If I have it's only been once.
The story of the Doctor and Clara is *defined* by their codependency and how dangerous it is that they're both willing to go to extremes for the people they love. It's the same thing shown at the start of Dark Water, where they will each do anything for those they love, no matter the pain, and it builds up to the absolute insanity of Hell Bent and Heaven Sent. And eventually we see how they have to give it up because there's nothing they won't do for each other, when it really comes down to it. And here we see... The one way they can let go of each other. They both do that impossible thing, when they're trying to take care of the other. They give each other up, and their lowest moment, when they need the friendship most of all, they give it up because they each think the other has a happy life to escape to.
They do that impossible thing, for each other.
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seysei · 1 year ago
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To think that Mikado developed a habit of never finishing a simple chess game with his youngest son after having the little confidence he ever had in himself completely and entirely destroyed by his eldest, who was just five years old at that time.
To think that just like his daddy, (point and laugh yall) Mikuni also pushed misono around while playing chess when they were younger and ended the game very similarly to how his father did with misono, telling misono it's late and that he should go to bed.
To think that Mikuni quite literally planted a false and traumatic memory in Misono's head, the fact that misono was never there and witnessed what happened, the fact that it was such a cruel thing to do to your little brother who was just a child back then, yet somehow you knew that it was essential in order for him to find out the truth about his life that you knew your family was going to keep away from him. No matter how much they lied, that lie you planted was much stronger than theirs. (everytime misono was made to forget, told off or had his memories manipulated by lily, it would always be that one memory Mikuni planted in his mind that doesn't fully disappear, the one reason he needed to visit the east wing for, trying to fully remember, and its always because of that image that he once again tries to make it into the east wing regardless of how many times lily has stopped him)
To think that shuuhei resented the vampire that killed his father, while Mikuni willingly spends day and night with the vampire that killed his mother right in front of him.
To think that Jeje is accepting of Mikuni using him for his own benefit. To think that Jeje is accepting of Mikuni throwing him away once "he no longer has any use of him". (I will literally cry, and I almost did when Jeje thought of it and said "all that's left for me is to see things through, once I lose this name-" LIKE WDYM)
To think that Jeje has gone through many eves and continuesly had to see them lose themselves, become insane and engulf him & he had no control over it. ( and yet.. He still made a couple more contracts in hopes of that "maybe this time it will be different") (it never was)
To think that Jeje volunteered to be sealed away by C3 without even knowing when he will ever wake up again, "hopefully not" is what he most likely wished for, considering his character and how he was looking for a way to die to begin with. (yet something deep inside of him couldn't help but be a little.. Perhaps happy..? grateful? When Kiriko broke the seal on him)
To think that Mikado thought of and gave a sincere gift to the woman whom he was having an affair with, while neglecting his own wife who was one of the sweetest and greatest supports to him and his lack of abilities.
To think that abel is just that 'coincidence' of a gift that Mikado's wife (Kiriko) received from him, yet Mikuni still holds it dear to him as keepsake that once belonged to his mother, regardless of him knowing the disappointing truth behind it.
To think that you thought this post was going to end soon.
To think that Mikuni knew of his father's affair far before his mother even figured it out, (you do the math on how young he was then) Yet of course kept quiet, lived with it, decided to be mature about it, understanding that no good would come out of telling her, understanding that you cannot change what's already happened and that his mother was bound to find out soon enough anyway-..Because, according to him, his father wasn't that good at keeping it a secret. (even so, I feel like deep down mikuni felt very guilty, like he was betraying his mother by feigning ignorance to it and was no different from the others in the house who tuned a blind eye to his mother's heart & feelings)
To think that Mikuni grew up too fast & Misono grew up too slow due to one knowing too much for his own good (although he probably thinks that knowing too much is better than knowing too little, and perhaps he's right about that) while the other was kept in the dark so he doesn't meet the same fate as the one who knew too much.
To think that Mikuni wanted people to perceive him in a bad way/as the perpetrator/as a bad person, and according to himself & Jeje it will be for his own benefit... (perhaps because its easier to control or fool others when you know how they perceive you? Who knows. Furthermore, to be fair, he isn't far from a bad person if not one, undeniably a criminal with a variety of different crimes, makes Jeje do the dirty work so his own hands remain clean and pure)
To think that Mikuni burned down the east wing, the place that holds both good & bad memories for him. His diary, his books, his secrets and feelings, things that he never told, feelings that he left behind, equipment from his childhood such as the violin that his mother gave him for one of his birthdays along with the many music sheets spread all over the floor. The place where his mother died before him, the place where he first made his contract with Jeje, the place that holds so much importance to his story. It All burned to ashes, all possible pieces and traces of himself that remained in that place, for seven years after he left- its gone. Turned into dust.
To think that some still hold hope for the alicein family to become one piece once again after allat? I won't even blame Mikuni if he suddenly decided to burn the rest of the house. (/hj) (I'm not) (jk lol)
(I'm really not)
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theanothersherlockian · 1 year ago
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Me nace del corazón || Frankie Morales x Latinx!Reader
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Just a quick drabble. I wanted to make Frankie embrace his Latin side jeje.
Reader is gender neutral, no physical description. She understans spanish and speaks it.
The translation of the song at the very end.
just 500 words
this might or not might be self indulgent (it is c: )
Music was always in the scene, no matter how the mood was. It could always lift him up if Frankie had a bad day at work, or keep the good energy on a good day.
You hadn’t gotten him to admit it verbally but he loves to dance, especially if it's with you. Well, he only likes to dance if it's with you. Swirling you around, humming along to the song, not minding where you were, not worrying about prying eyes, being with you was enough to take him out of his comfort zone.
You had a stressful day. Things at work didn't work out how you wanted, making a domino effect on everything else. It just wasn't your day. You just wanted to get home and de-inflate, laying on the couch with Frankie, maybe even starting a movie that you probably sleep through.
Once at home, you started making dinner, something small for the two of you. You put your playlist on your phone, something with a fun tempo to make you feel better, and in no time you started singing and dancing along too.
Frankie didn’t make a sound when he unlocked the door, he had made it sure to be that way when he heard you through the walls, your voice and laughter making him soft every time he heard it. He opened the door and made his way in with light feet. He stood there watching you, he couldn’t believe this was his life now, after everything he's been through at the military, he now can be at ease. If only young Frankie could see how his life would do a total 180.
You turned around, and saw Frankie there.
“You’re early” you say laughing
“Hey baby,” he said, walking closer to you, pulling and hugging your waist. He started to swing you slowly to the tempo of the music. Until it changes to a different song.
He grinned knowing the song. He would always sing that to you. The trumpets making the entrance.
“Frankiee!” you said playfully laughing into his neck.
“Me nace del corazón” he started singing along the song “Decirle que usted es mi vida, que no se vivir sin usted disculpe que se lo diga.”
Frankie started swinging at you jumping on his feet at the new fast tempo. His right hand held you tighter to the waist while the left hand intertwined your right hand, making it go up and down.
His voice was playful but at the same time his low voice made you feel something. He swirled you around on your feet. his right hand always knows its way to your hip. You both were dancing through the kitchen.
Your laughs impregnated the room. You were always happy to be with him, he made your days brighter no matter how bad they were.
“Y quiero sentir sus besos, su manos que me acaricien” you started singing with him as well “quiero comprobar que vivo, no quiero morir de amor”
You both were breathing fast, giggling into each other when the song was over. Your head resting on each other, lips bruising.
“I love you” you whispered to him, the breathing slowing as a sense of welcoming washed over you.
“I love you too baby” he whispered back to you. His soft eyes linger on your face
*~*
the name of the song is “Me nace del corazón” and it’s specifically Juan Gabriel’s version.
ME NACE DEL CORAZÓN DECIRLE QUE USTED ES MI VIDA: It is born from my heart to tell you that you are my life.
QUE NO SE VIVIR SIN USTED DISCULPA QUE SE LO DIGA: that i don’t know how to live without you, i’m sorry for telling you.
Y QUIERO SENTIR SUS BESOS, SUS MANOS QUE ME ACARICIEN: And I want to feel your kisses, your hands that caress me.
QUIERO COMPROBAR QUE VIVO NO QUIERO MORIR DE AMOR: I want to check that i’m alive, i don’t want to die of love.
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aclickbaittitle · 7 months ago
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Live blogging of the Podcast Jam's Pilots (Part 1):
First of all, I want to say congratulations to everyone who participated. Making a podcast is hard, making one with a time limit, through the internet, improbable but somehow possible.
1° The Ichorus Rot
I was so excited for this project and it did not dissapoint but went above. I was expecting something like the first few episodes of TMA, where Theodorus would read their findings and that would be it, but the team went ahead and produced a full-on radio play with 4 (?) voiced characters. That's incredible. I felt like I got a great introduction to each characters, and if you asked me to describe the personality of each I could. The sound design is gorgeous (i have so many questions of how they made that happened) and with the incredible soundtrack it puts you right in the setting and most importantly the mood.
It reminded me a bit of Sherlock Holmes, but with the great twist of making the detective a doctor.
There's just this one bit, I do understand the distortion as Theodore is talking into the recorder but it is a bit hard to understand (especially if you don't have headphones). This is just to say, I am asking for a transcript.
2° Beyond Repair
Oh no, doctor AIs. I really like the time they take to describe the ship, the camera/monitor details. Again I am astonished at the fact that this is again like an (radio) audio play.
What used to be canada? (What happened to canada!? Did it fell along with western civilazation, but then why is Italy still kicking?).
Oh shit, the AI has turned against them. Poor AI, I bet it is over worked.
I also really like the concept of a wellness cruiseship, because it allows a nice excuse to really get inside the characters mind.
3° The Garden of Baffling Beats
The audio is a bit low.
Uuu. Recent management change? Interesting.
Hey, give the Baseliks their own article piece, love the detail that they are shy.
Carnivorous cats!? That checks out. The journalist wants to pet them, jeje.
Also, werewolves? I love werewolves!
Really liked all the work that came in building the garden.
Aww, thanks for the shoutout.
4° World Fuse
Dont remember the name of the MC, but I too, repeat my order in my mind and then messed it up.
Aarush, thats their name. Also, Harlequeen August? (That is a statement name).
Yeah Aarush, no one trust the goverment for a good reason. So funny Queen and Aarush just started fliriting (?).
Is Queen an independent detective?
Idk if I like Indigo, but I am very intrigued by her. Aaa, candy is a lawyer. That explains things.
Wow, Queen, Aarush, stop fliritng, it is too funny.
Wait, queen is the fuse? I didnt really payed attention to the first exposition lines.
Aww, this very creepy voice is very protective, that is sweet.
I really like that most of the episode took place in a coffee/flower shop.
5° The Block
I really like the music.
Not gonna light the eq/reverb effects make it a bit difficult to understand.
Also, space, aliens, Tamareans!? Podcasting. I really like how podcasting is taboo in their culture, thats so funny.
Hey princess, stop being so harsh. You are alive arent you, dont matter if it is cartoonish.
Velma, he of the four trails and well known peneaut allergy. That is such a title, love it.
Humanoid form? They have humans!?
I really like the radio/cable format, is great to be able to jump between stories of very different moods.
I like the bear. I will watch the movie.
Ahg, re-runs. Donovan, you are the mentors of mentors.
I do hope they stick around. I did not understood half of it, but I loved it. Did i mention how good is the sound desing and the music. Amazing.
6° Schrödinger's Pledge
Oh good, water desing, its so cool. The sound design is so coool.
Better question, what is a sororety and a fraternity, and do I have those at my college? (I really hope not).
Uuu, they are childhood friends (?) Acuantainces (however you spell that word).
Love that Helen will jump in a pool just because.
Jared is like a good jock ?? Idk, but I like him.
Mentaly disturbed, such a weird way to say it. Oh shit, the ableism.
Her mom was a part of this sororety, thats so interesting.
Uuuuu, its through a line-phone that you contact the dead? So cool.
Also I really like how you could feel the Sority (?) lider walking around the room.
I am curious about how Helen's mom died. Uh, she died in the river and Helen jumps into a pool.
Oh no, poor Helen.
Oh, not her mom, ohhhh. Shes not dead...yet.
Okay, props to whoever desing this. So much water, its amazing.
Ohhh, and back to the begining, really nice circle.
Oh, toxic female friendships! Toxic female friendships!
Whoever sound-design this, please tell me your secrets.
Pagan Dupount, thats such a name. *A legacy must be paid*.
Wait, isnt Dupount also the name of the evil queen in miraculous? (Sorry).
Is Helen now going to be the Queen Bee? Jared is like "I have contacts".
As someone who loves the dark side of academia, I am in love with this. (Even if I still dont understand how fraternities work, like really, does anyone?).
7° Gavin's Window: Lost and Found
Right into the *ambience*.
"Is there a gift shop in the train station?" Asking the good question.
I really like how the sound design pulls you into the rttpg, like normally I dont listen to actual play or d&d stuff, but I think that this is a good getaway for me.
So Gavin is the GM. That is interesting.
Awww, I really like this candle story.
Uuuu, I want to know what Gavin saw. Are they human?
WAIT! POST CREDIT SCENE, POST CREDIT SCENE!!!
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selenemoonlite · 1 year ago
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jeloo I would like to ask for cute reactions or headcanons for hajun, yuto, shiki and kanata, with a very tender mc who always as a routine the first thing she does when she wakes up is give them a hug and a sleepy good morning kiss on their lips (let's say they usually sleep together because they are a couple uub ).. jeje its all thank you and take care \^^/
┈➤ hello there anon! I can do that, however, I can't do Yuto atm as he is not part of the requested list for me to write as of now. I'll be doing, hajun, shiki, and Kanata respectively :3
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┈➤ Hajun Yeon
As you know, this man has his routine every single day. But you wouldn't miss a chance to kiss him when he approaches you to check if you're still sleeping.
He is an early bird after all.
There are times when he is cooking breakfast for the both of you much as he already prepared Anne and Allen's meals. You scooped your arms behind him as you simply greeted a groggy "Good Morning" to him.
Hajun flinched he didn't expect this. But he welcomes you to keep hugging him as he cooks with replying to the same greeting back.
Subtle as it looks, Hajun appreciates every bit of your sweetness. He loves how you always greet him every morning waking up and even saying thank you for appreciating his efforts to prepare you a meal.
Hajun would eventually kiss you back after he settles the meal on the table, it's time to eat.
Luckily, Anne and Allen aren't awake cause he is the one doing so. Waking them up for later just for how private his affections were when it came to you.
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┈➤ Kanata Yatonokami
Mere tsundere he is easily disses his in denial that he blushes when you do that to him.
Kanata isn't the affectionate type of person so he feels rather unease but yet willing to reciprocate the same affection you poured. He adores how much you understand his situation and that's how he stayed with you.
He would murmur his gushy reactions of you to stop kissing him every time you two woke same in the bed as him. Of course, that wouldn't stop you from showering lots and lots of kisses towards Kanata.
He deserves all the kisses and love you could ever have. Leaving a flustered mess and tsundere Kanata.
The other way around would be Kanata doing the back hug when you're trying to cook breakfast or any meals you could prefer to serve. As long as it's your cooking.
Stubborn as it seems, there are times when Kanata doesn't wanna leave you in bed with him and wants to stay like this forever.
The heaven felt in his eyes, the security and safety when he is with you.
Kanata would shrug if you attempted to hug him back. Cause you're too sweet for him.
Has the guts to carry you in bed to cuddle with him whenever he needs you.
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┈➤ Ando Shiki
Is too flustered that's for sure. He cannot resist those pretty and ticklish kisses.
Might be overwhelming at first, but it's your kisses that surprise him. It caught him off guard when you're the one who wakes up early than him.
Shiki wants to return the cute favor because he thinks it's unfair if he doesn't kiss you back. You didn't mind, but a quick peck on the forehead since he feels a bit awkward to take the initiative of kissing your lips.
The poor boy always gets his face red as a tomato when you shower your attention on him.
You would say your morning greetings, and a simple "I love you" is such a heart-pounding response to Shiki that he couldn't get enough of it.
His smiles are the brightest when he sees you cooking for him a sign of love, you don't mind giving him a lovely service to cook a meal for Shiki
When eating, his face would be flushed trying your attempts to feed him. His reactions are so priceless that you couldn't help but tease him more.
He loves you just as you love him and what matters the most to him.
Stuttering whenever he tries to say those three words back, you giggle at his cute reactions as always.
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katzkinder · 9 days ago
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Doing some Christmas rereading and I’m at chapter 123, Winner, and wow I love that Jeje fires at Misono just enough to chase him outside of the AOE of Pygmalion and how the subchant is almost certainly about his feelings regarding Mikuni’s self blame over the death of his mother. “The original false murder accusation” ugh ugh uuuugh he’s so in love, he’s SO in love with Mikuni and Kiriko both, he will do anything for the sake of his new god up to and including committing the most heinous acts that fly in the face of any noble and loving god. Even the priests Pygmalion summons are in prayer as they hang the guilty and the symbolism is soooo good.
And the panel of lawless reaching for Licht while they’re being hanged hello??? It’s just so. It’s so small and so quick but it’s so pertinent to his character as Greed, because even while choking he can’t help but reach for what he wants the most and what he wants the most is to save Licht.
Also??? Nicco is so fucking cool and he has so much guts, pulling off a trick like that using his own blood to give it legitimacy.
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This is a fight that really shows the difference between Mikuni and Nicco as tacticians. Shuuhei mentions that Mikuni isn’t the type to leave the most important parts to other people, while Nicco left the most important shot to Sigurd, trusting that Jeje would be too distracted by the rest of them to notice Sigurd getting into position AND misleading him on the number of shots they had left
And then Nicco correcting Il to “our victory” 😭 I love him so much he loves his family so much!!
Servamp has a very consistent and obvious through line that man is not an island. That in order to accomplish things, you have to rely on others and connect with them.
That there is nothing you can do all on your own, and that if you rely solely on yourself, you will lose against those who go with both conviction and faith in others. Mahiru starts the story trying to do everything by himself, taking over the jobs no one else wants to do. He’s also initially very selfish in his relationship with Kuro, and ultimately it leads to losing the ability to speak with his partner. Lust Arc resolves with Misono’s declaration that because he is no longer alone, he has nothing to be afraid of. Greed arc ends with Lawlicht coming to an understanding with one another and Lawless and Kuro no longer wallowing alone in their grief, instead sharing their burdens and taking the hands offered to them. Tsubaki loses himself when he is no longer relying on his subclass, instead abusing his body and his power all by his lonesome.
Mikuni loses control of his mirror world every time Mahiru and Kuro make contact with each other and team up. No matter how good he is at using his pieces, he cannot win by himself.
He will always be thwarted by the little prince who tamed a fox.
He will always be defeated by love
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misguidedasgardian · 1 year ago
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Blurred Lines / Prologue
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MASTERLIST
Summary: Your separation with Harwin wasn’t easy, specially with his oldest son hanging around your home 
Warnings: Cursing, cheating, adultery, talks about body shaming, talks about postpartum depression, therapy, Harwin is a c*nt, for reals, like, sorry, I love him, sorry sorry, misogynistic beliefs, body shaming, again, Harwin is not a good person on this… 
Wordcount: X K
Notes: Uff this is a tough one, I never thought I’d write something like this, it quite evolved from Jace’s darkish spicy one shot with Alicent, so it wasn’t really a surprise that it evolved into this actually, jeje well, have fun, and i think that in the future I’ll write the other one too, “the boy next door” muahaha
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“She is 21 Harwin! what the fuck is wrong with you!?”
“It just happened!”, Jace looked up, almost rolling his eyes at the back of his skull
“She is the same age as your oldest child!”, you whined
 “I never meant for it to get this far..”
“It’s been happening for three months, Harwin!”, your broken voice made him shiver as he played with a rubber ball against the wall of his room
“We haven’t had sex in forever”, he heard his father said
“Because you…”, he raised his head off of his pillow, wanting to heard what she was supposed to say, but he didn’t hear anything else, “I can’t do this”, Jace smiled wickedly
He knew it was a matter of time before his father screwed up the best thing that ever happened to him, well, after he and his brothers
“What do you mean?”, he asked
“I think you should leave”, you whined
“The boys are sleeping in here”, he said
“Tomorrow they go back to Rhaenyra’s, sleep on the couch”, your voice sounded so broken, the only thing he wanted to do was hug you tightly against his chest 
“We can work through this”, he said, so faintly Jace almost missed it
“No we can’t”
“Think of Aerea, she is only two”
“I wish you had thought of her when you were having an affair with your secretary, of all people Harwin, like, really? that cliché?”
“She was there, when you wouldn’t…”, you said nothing, and Jace, even through the wall of his room, could feel the tension rising in the living room, just next door
You were discussing in shushes, but he could still hear you clearly, and smiled about it 
“Say something”
“What would you like me to say?”
“Yell at me, throw something at my head… something…”, he said
“Your sons and our daughter are sleeping under this roof”, you sounded devastated, but he couldn’t hear tears and sobs, and that made it worse
“We can work through this”, he repeated
“No we can’t”, you said back
“We can go to therapy”, he continued
“Harwin, when I was diagnosed with postpartum depression, you wouldn’t go with me”, Jace opened his eyes widely, “In my worst days, you weren’t there in that sofa with me, but now you are willing to go to fix your own fuck up?”
“Please, it will be different this time”, he whispered 
“Don’t touch me”, and then is when Jace got ready to pounce, if his father didn’t relent, he didn't know what was happening, but if he heard you asking him to release you one more time, he was going to jump his own father
“Please, my love”
“You disgust me Harwin, even thinking about touching you makes my skin crawl”
“I’m still me, I’m the same person you married”, he said
“That man died when you told me you didn’t want to touch me five months after Aerea was born, when you confessed, while drunk, that you couldn’t stand looking at my stretch marks, that my postpartum body disgusted you” 
“I didn’t mean any of those things”
“But you did Harwin, you never fucked me again, not for the lack of trying, it was humiliating”... there was an awful silence, in which, Jace couldn’t believe how the fucking planets were aligning for him, “so exactly what is it that you want to salvage? your second failed marriage? too much humiliation for you?”
“No… I love you”, he heard him say, “I realize now I need help, professional help, let’s get therapy…”
“I don’t want to fight anymore Harwin”, you whispered, Jace had to stuck his head to the wall
“Good, me neither”, he said, relieved
“No, I don’t want to fight anymore, for us”
“You don’t want to fight for us?”, he asked back
“No”, Jace could laugh in relief, as his hopes and dreams were suddenly materializing
While your world was crashing down around you
The worst part? as you admitted you didn’t want to forgive him, that you didn’t want to “work” in fixing something you didn't even break yourself, you saw in your soon to be x-husband, the pain and heartbreak
Harwin had always been so easy to read, his eyes said it all, not that his mouth didn’t. If he was happy you could tell, in the way he talked, and moved, if he had a rough day at work (which he hadn't in the last couple of months), you would have known before he even opened the door, only the slam on his own car door would tell you in what mood he was in, even as he opened the door and stepped in to the house.
And now? he looked completely devastated, as you told him you didn’t want to forgive him, that you didn't want to “work things out”
“You are going to throw it all away?”, he asked
“You did Harwin, when you started to fuck your 21 year-old secretary, of all people”, you whined, “like, really? she could be your daughter”
“I did it because… I was stressed, she was there, we haven’t been… intimate, since a long time”, you where whispering now, your temper had subsided, and it was true, you had your daughter, and Harwin’s kids from his first marriage sleeping in your home, you couldn’t wake them 
“How do you expect me to be intimate with you Harwin?”, you asked, eyes filling with tears of anger and humiliation, “after what you said to me that night?”
“I was drunk”
“Even if you were, actions speak louder than words don’t they? you were the one who rejected me at every turn for the past year, only started fucking me again when you started doing your secretary, its disgusting” 
Your eyes traveled to the papers you had printed, that harlot had the audacity of emailing you texts and conversations between them.
The fact is, that you had grown apart from your husband after Aerea was born, you got into a deep postpartum depression, you didn’t want to leave the house, you had to admit, you let yourself go, and Harwin wasn’t there, he didn’t even believed in therapy, and wouldn’t go with you as much as you had implored him to.
But you found comfort in your daughter, and when she started growing into a beautiful, kind, smart, calm little girl, you wanted to think you flourish again, you began cooking for yourself and Harwin, no more takeout, you stopped wearing sweats, you started moving move, your body slowly coming back to where it was, but it hasn't yet, you had made your peace, he hadn't
Aerea was the perfect little girl, and that did wonders for your deep doubts and PPD.
“Please”, he whispered, grabbing your upper arms, “I can change… I would do anything for you”
“Then give me time”, you begged him, “please, move out, I can’t even dared to look at you right now”, you whispered, releasing myself from his grasp
“I have the kids a week on and off, where am I going to go?”, he said then
“Well, I’ll go, I’ll take Aerea and go to my godmother’s”, you offered, and now he looked panicked
“No, is alright, the kids leave tomorrow, how a week to start sounds?”, he asked, and you barely nodded
“Sleep on the couch”, you asked, “and tell that fucking tart that if she ever contacts me again I will ran her over with my car”
“She and I are not talking anymore”, he said
“Oh good”, you whispered sarcastically
“Please, my love”, he begged again, “I cannot afford to lose you, or Aerea”
“You already lost me Harwin”, you said, not dared to look at him in those eyes that even now could melt you, “And Aerea, well… you won’t, she is a daddy’s girl trough and trough”, there was no smiles, no nothing you couldn’t even look at him in the face
It hurts too damned much
He was your husband, you married when you were 25 and he was 36, now, four years later and a two-year old, it had faded pretty quickly
You were destroyed over this.
You met him, coincidentally, when you started an internship in the company Harwin worked at, you were not his secretary, you were an intern and he was just an executive, he was way older, handsome, so sweet, nice, in a lumberjack kind of way, he was divorced and had three children, little guys who you adored with all your life, well, at least Luke and JOffrey who ere really young when you married Harwin.
 When you got married he insisted you stayed home because he wanted more children, and you obliged, you haven't worked since then, your life revolved around him, your home, and specially your child
But that wasn’t enough for Harwin.
You slept alone, when Aerea woke in the middle of the night, you went and grabbed her, Harwin slept sloppily in the small bed in her room, didn’t even wake, and you brought her to sleep with you, she was calmed almost immediately.
The next day you held her in your arms as you got up and went to make breakfast, Jacaerys, Harwin’s oldest child, he was pushing 21 right now, was behind the kitchen island, making scrambled eggs, he had woken up before you apparently
“Good morning”, he purred
“Good morning Jacey”, you greeted with smile, Aerea threw her chubby arms at him and he smiled warmly, taking his baby sister in his arms
“Good mornin’ mama”, he greeted, you thought he was sweet, he obviously was talking to Aerea, who cling onto him like a Koala
“How do you like your eggs?”, he asked
“Surprise me, I’ll put on some toast and coffee, and juice for Aerea and Joffrey”
“Already got it”, he said, with his head signaling at the table, you smiled
“You are too kind Jace”
It was summer, he was on vacations, and he joined his brothers who were still underage on visiting Harwin every other week, Harwin got a big house for all of you to fit in, and Harwin’s sons were just so kind, it was sweet having them around 
If only you knew what Jace was only thinking that this was going to be his life in a couple of years, of course the baby that he was going to hold was going to be his, and Aerea would be sitting on the table by herself, eating the pancakes his stepdaddy was going to make for her. 
You missed the smug look Jace gave Harwin over the table, as you didn’t even look at him, this was going to be the last family breakfast in a long time…
You also missed the way Jace looked at you and then at his father, he was the only one who knew besides you both, that it was Harwin’s last day with you as well 
“Thank you for everything (y/n)” said Luke sweetly as you said your goodbyes at the door
“You are most welcome sweet Luke, thank YOU for coming”, you kissed him on the cheek and hugged him, you were going to miss him, and Joffrey, who was ten and clinged into you, you kissed the top of his head too
“bye Aerea”, he then kissed his sister on the cheek and then ran back to his car, only Jace was left, he leaned in and kissed you on the cheek, you turned your face for accident, and his lips landed way close to the corner of your lips, but it was probably a mistake
“See you next week”, he said with a shy smile 
“See you”, you whispered and smiled, you didn’t have the nerve to tell him that probably you were not going to see him again…
Aerea waved her hands saying goodbye as the car drove away, you wiped the bitter tears that fell down your cheeks, your chest hurt, your heart breaking, Harwin had sneaked a bag, so he was not coming back, and neither were the boys next week… 
Or that is what you thought…
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sexysilverstrider · 5 months ago
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I FINISHED CUPID PARASITE: SWEET AND SPICY DARLING!!!!
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honestly, i enjoyed it. it gave a nice satisfying closure from the 1st game. there were some routes where it was a bit slow and made me sleepy but most of the time i enjoyed it A Lot. now for my personal fav routes
gill - he was my favourite LI from the 1st game and he still remains as my fav in the 2nd game. funny and cute and sexy plot. i love my happy pathetic extremely sexy megane
jupiter > allan > raul > shelby > merenice > ryuki
honestly the startling difference between peter and allans routes. allans route made me very sad tbh like. it left an empty feeling as i played. very satisfying ending tho!! i pity allan more tbh and i feel like my friend would love him more jeje im looking at you
peters was a riot lmaooooo mans stupid funny from start to finish. lack of sexy compared to allans rauls n gills but it leaves a nice satisfying ending for all 💗
now the sweet n spicy ends lmaooo. granted sweet end is of course sweet but leaves some unfinished business.
fav sweet ends - gill (SO CUUUTE) > allan (I AM A WHORE FOR MORTAL/IMMORTAL) > jupiter > raul > owen (albeit short) > ryuki = merenice = shelby
spicy tho 👁👄👁 - jupiter (BARK BARK) > gill (kinda wished the cg would be darker) > shelby > raul = allan > ryuki
merenice technically has no sweet n spicy so ill put his normal end in sweet
also kinda wished for eli omars route. i love powerful break who breaks
all in all? 10/10 its truly a romcom at its core and if u wish for some stupid sexy moments n you enjoyed the 1st game i highly recommend! now here are my fav cgs 💗
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this sweet end was sosososo sweet indeed! gill got assurance from his family n friends tht lynette will be safe and lynette being a tease makes me go ee
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ok listen I AM A SUCKER FOR GAP MOE AND THIS HOT PIECE OF DEITY IS THE GAP MOE OF THE GAME BARK BARK AWOO
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ryuki while sadly the slowest pace of the route for me this cg was worth it 👁👄👁
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and this???? thiiiisss??? 😭😭😭 this broke my heart but i love it so much!!! the very idea that human allan grows up and loves demon lynette no matter what. like the idea tht he grows old n dies n lynette waits for him again and allan reincarnates and falls for lynette all over again AAAAAAA also age gap oneeshota thank you game how did u know i love good food
gonna play the 1st game again to feel happy. gonna play the next otome game but this time has nothing but pain. idk
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