#January24

[mynameiseosson]

Posledice | Consequences (2018), dir. Darko Stante

[felipeandletizia]

Felipe and Letizia retrospective: January 24th

2006: Attended the Julio Bocca Pas de Deux Ballet Function at Theatre Albeniz in Madrid & Inaugurated a school in El Salvador

2007: Diplomatic Corps Gala

2012: Diplomatic Corps Gala.

2013: Inaugurated the retirement complex “La Minería” & Lunch celebrating the 125th anniversary of Institute of Ophthalmology Fernandez-Vega

2014: Presided the First International School Congress of Uncommon Diseases

2015: Offered condolences for the death of King Abdullah Bin Abdulaziz Al Saud of Saudi Arabia

2018: 48th Annual Meeting of the World Economic Forum in Davos, Switzerland. (1, 2, 3)

2019: Military audiences at the Royal Palace & Audiences at la Zarzuela (1, 2)

2020: Received the credentials of new ambassadors

2022: Trip to Puerto Rico for the celebrations of the 5th Centenary of the foundation of the city of San Juan Bautista & Delivery of the Medal of Honor from the Royal Academy of Fine Arts of San Fernando to the Hispania Nostra Association

2023: Work meeting at the (AECC) & 75th anniversary of the creation of the “Méndez Parada” Military Parachuting School

F&L Through the Years: 1121/??

[a2r1]

2024.01.12

[acklesforlife]

[X]

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[leaving-anorexia-behind]

30/01/24

Ward Round

TW numbers

Yesterdays ward round left me with more questions than answers. As I walked in I noticed my care coordinator and one of the staff from residential on the screen and instantly I felt a tiny amount of reassurance. The psychiatrist asked me the loaded question of "how are you?" and I responded with "tired". What else could I say?

The room was full of people, overwhelmingly full, but at least she was kind enough to give me the option to have less people in. I said it was fine. I didn't want to show her weakness of any sort, so we kept going. I said this wasn't the right place for me and to my surprise, she agreed. What I didn't see coming was what was mentioned next, she bought up the option of sending me to an EDU. I'm not even a kg below my target for goodness sake and I've worked hard to get where I am. What purpose would an EDU serve? It didn't make sense.

I pointed out that I wasn't in hospital for my anorexia, that it was the low mood/ depression that was the current issue, but the fact still remained. Here was not the right place for me. To help my low mood she's upping my antidepressant from 225 to 300mg venlafaxine. I'm not sure it will make much of a difference but I'll give it a try.

I begged to go back to residential and the psychiatrist looked thoughtful. She said she would speak to my dad since he was requesting discharge. I sighed, I knew I wasn't going to get any further so I had a few requests I wanted to ask to make my stay easier. Provided the ward manager agrees, I can eat in my room (with a 1:1), I can use my sharps unsupervised and can go for 2x 15 minute walks escorted by staff. It was better than nothing.

Later that afternoon, I spoke to my care coordinator for an hour. She was actually quite annoyed I had been sectioned and bought here in the first place. Yes I have severe chronic depression BUT that can be treated in the community and here is only making me worse. I agreed. We spoke through the situation and she said she would be very surprised if I hadn't been discharged back to residential by the end of the week. I just hope she's right.

After a few hours sleep, it was another new day, today. The first thing I did was jump on the scales. 0.45kgs down in 3 days (2kgs in a week). The ED was relieved, but I know this is a slippery slope and I need to get back on track before they have any excuse to ship me off for yet another EDU admission.

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[everydayhoroscope]

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[mynameiseosson]

Earth (1998), dir. Deepa Mehta

[felipeandletizia]

Felipe and Letizia retrospective: January 24th

2006: Attended the Julio Bocca Pas de Deux Ballet Function at Theatre Albeniz in Madrid & Inaugurated a school in El Salvador

2007: Diplomatic Corps Gala

2012: Diplomatic Corps Gala.

2013: Inaugurated the retirement complex “La Minería” & Lunch celebrating the 125th anniversary of Institute of Ophthalmology Fernandez-Vega

2014: Presided the First International School Congress of Uncommon Diseases

2015: Traveled to Saudi Arabia to offer condolences for the death of King Abdullah Bin Abdulaziz Al Saud

2018: 48th Annual Meeting of the World Economic Forum in Davos, Switzerland. (1, 2, 3)

2019: Military audiences at the Royal Palace & Audiences at la Zarzuela (1, 2)

2020: Received the credentials of new ambassadors

2022: Trip to Puerto Rico for the celebrations of the 5th Centenary of the foundation of the city of San Juan Bautista & Delivery of the Medal of Honor from the Royal Academy of Fine Arts of San Fernando to the Hispania Nostra Association

F&L Through the Years: 901/??

[a2r1]

2024.01.29

[musclelovergr]

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[leaving-anorexia-behind]

28.01.24

My dad has written to the hospital formally requesting my discharge. He agreed here wasn't the right place for me and I would be far better off at residential. My eating has deteriorated, my mood remains the same, but seeing the pain in my dads eyes today broke my heart. I thought about how my suicide would impact him and wondered if it would break him or ease his worries?

Is seeing me go in and out of hospitals causing him too much concern and in turn, making him ill? Would it actually be fairer on him for me to leave this world?

I just want peace, to stop feeling so low all the time and to stop the constant fight with anorexia.

I wonder what it would feel like to be happy, to have enjoyment doing the things I once loved like horse riding or to feel present when with a group of friends. I wonder a lot of things, but I don't see things changing which is why ending my life became the only answer.

I feel so very sad, lost and tired.

[sobcat]

JANUARY24 — BOOK WRAP ✦

// I'm planning on reading more this year, so I'll document each month's reading this way with a quick review :3

✦ We could have been Friends, My father and I - Raja Shehadeh

Memoir

An heartbreaking, thoughtful and informative memoir, following the story of a father and lawyer, narrated by his son. I learnt a lot through this about more personal aspects of the occupation but also the history and legal procedures involved. Short but impactful! I'm looking forward to reading Shehadehs other works, can not recommend enough. 5/5 ✮

✦ Educated by Tara Westover

Autobiography

The authors journey of leaving and reconciling with her survivalist family through education. I don't really know why I picked up but it was very different to what I expected in a positive way. Very personal, complicated and at times shocking, a look into a life I'm wasn't familiar with at all. I do think the praise is a bit much for this book, but I can understand it :) 4/5✮

✦ East of Eden by John Steinbeck

Novel

I've seen this book mentioned here and there and curiosity killed the cat and I got the (very long) audiobook. How much I loved and enjoyed the writing completely caught me off guard, after an hour I was locked in fr. The plot itself isn't even that riveting, but the characters completely make up for it. Every character is nuanced and given agency. Cathy, Lee, Cal and Abra standing out. I can't recommend this book enough, I want to read it myself again, however the audiobook (the new version read by Simon Mayonda) makes the long text easier to get through. 5/5✮

// January was stressful so I'm looking forward to reading a bit more in February :3

[trytogethappy]

january24

[boyjoan]

well i said i would listen to music this year !!