#JUST LET ME LIIIIVE

[marthawrites]

While season 2 of House of the Dragon is airing (and all future seasons honesty), work the following day should not be required!!

Sunday is for HotD and Monday is for fandom!!!

Stupid work all I wanna do is read, join, and share in all these discussions!

*PTERODACTYL NOISE*

[toytulini]

jalapeño eggggggggggg

[gnabries]

one thing about me is i hate an afternoon meeting. and if you think i'm able to retain information or be productive after i had lunch that's one you babe

[evil-youth-messrs]

Okay so here's the list of moments in EPIC: the musical (in order) that make me go feral. Believe it or not, I tried to keep it as short and concise as possible but the albums are just too good.

The Troy Saga 💙

*tudududu dum tum tum tum tum*

PENELOPEEEE

who was that *CAWWWW* 🦅🦅

thisisthesonofnoneotherthan ~troooy's~ veryown prince hec!tor!

but when!? does a comet become a meteor??? (both solo and ensemble versions)

six! hundred! men

and ithaca's waiting, my kindom is waiting, PENELOPE'S WAITIIIING for meeee

my second iiin commaaand

we're up, we're off and away we go (again both versions)

I'm fiiiiiiine, Polites 🙄

stay back!!! (lotus eaters: stay back~~)

you can relax my friend

*the intro and pianooo for warriors of the mind*

HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN THE LESSONS I THAUGHT YOUUU

LET ME REMIND YOU

one day a boy came! for the thrill! a boy whose mind rivaled the boar's own wiiiiiiill

LET'S GO !!

*the entire chorus*

NAAAAAH DON'T BE MODEST, I KNOW YOU'RE A GODDESS

you are ~ATHEEENAA~ (*the growl* !!!)

if you're LOOking for a mentor, I'll make sure your time's well spent

*the chorus when they both sing*

*honestly every single line in this song*

The Cyclops Saga 👁

*the water droplets sound at the beginning*

loook at all this foood 😃

my name is nooooooobody, nooooooobody, noOoOoOoOoOobody

I'm so glad we see eye to eye

show me how. greatisyourwilltoSURVIIIIIIIVE

six hundred liiiives at stake

*how the guitar fades in in remember them*

what do we do with our fallen friends? *silence* remember them

*athena's piano and clock ticking*

HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN! THE LESSONS! I THAUGHT YOU ??

he's still a threat! until he's DEEEEAAAAD

HEY, CYCLOPS!

remember them remember us REMEMBER ME

I'M THE REIGNING KING OF ITHACA I AM NEITHER MAN NOR MYTHICAAAL IIII AM YOUR DARKEST MOMENT I AM THE INFAAAMOUUUS. odysseus!

this way! you won't disappoint me, this way! you won't waste my time, thiiis waay

slefish and prideful and vain 🙄

YOU'RE NOT LOOKING FOR A MENTOR I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A FRIEND I MISTOOK YOU FOR A GENERAL WHAT A WASTE OF EFFORT SPENT

at least I know what I'm fighting for while you're fighting to be known

YOU'RE ALONE !!!

but not today for after all you're JUST A MAAAN

this day! you SEVER your own head, this day! you CUT the liiine

The Ocean Saga 🌊

*trumpetttt*

these ~waves~ and ~tides~

is it nature? or diviiiine?

COMRADES

full spead aHEAD TOWARDS THE ISLAND

an island in the sky 🤩

we're in the home of the ✨️wind god✨️ we don't know for sure how many floating islands have you seen before??

captain HOW? much longer til your luck. runs. out.

you rely on wit and people die on it

I took six hundred men to war! and not one of them died there. in case you needed a reminderr.

woooaahoookayyy? okay. thank you🙄

*ambient intro to keep your friends close*

*growly hahahas*

KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE AND YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER

if they wanna get the bag open you gotta say no sirrr.

open the bag, let's see what you got. NO! DO! NOT!

see how this bag is closed that's how it's supposed to be

I'm getting closer to youuuu (PENELOPEEE)

JUST KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN

wake up! wake up! odysseus, they're opening the bag WAKEEE UUUUP!

STOOOOfullOOOOspeedOOOOOaheadOORM

OOOOOOOOODYSSEUS OF ITHACAAAAA do you know who I am?

PO SEI DON PO SEI DON PO SEI DON poseidon 😨

I try to chill~ with the waves

*THE GROWLY VOCALS*

that's right the cyclops you made blind. is mine. NO

the pack of wolves is swimming with the shark now

RuThLeSsNeSs is MERCY upon ourselves

you 🫵 are the worst kind of good cause you're NOT. EVEN. GREAT!

a greek. who reeks. of false righteousness that's what I HATE

I mean you totally could've avoided all this had you just. killed. my. son. but nOoOu💅

it's the final crack we're 'bout to break the ice now

CAPTAIN! CAPTAIN! CAPTAIN! CAPTAIN!

when does a ripple become a tidal wave?

*somebody stop me I just wrote every line of this song*

The Circe Saga 🐷

The Underworld Saga 💀

If you read all of that, thank you and honestly WOW.

[chunkypossum]

Thank you for the tags guys (@jules-writes-stories @fieldofdaisiies @highlordofkrypton)

1. How many works do you have on AO3? More than I realized. 18.

2. What’s your total AO3 word count? 552,788 Azris week put me over 500k and I forgot to document!!

3. What fandoms do you write for? ACOTAR

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Kerosene 

So I Start to Say Goodbye ( I have started hyper fixating on the long fic this one inspired. It's .... so.... sad. Praying for a happy ending though)

Come Hel or High Lord ( I should really finish this one... ooops)

Mother Save Us From Your Twisted fate (send help... part two is struggling to get written)

By Solstice End (16,588 words)

5. Do you respond to comments? YES! I am here. to word vomit about the things I can't stop thinking about... I love to talk about them. TALK TO ME

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? sans keurig incident I think I have done a pretty good job of leaving everyone with something happy at the end. All eyes on Eris week though. It's not going to end well ... most angsty I guess would have to be Once Upon a Dream

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? Probably Kerosene OR Mother Save Us From Your Twisted fate because of the pain you had to go through to get there.

8. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Yes but only where it makes sense in a story I am telling. Writing it is so embarrassing and I'm more into the emotional yearning of it all than how horny I can make something. I let other people fill that part of the fandom bc they are infinitely better at it than me.

9. Do you write crossovers? Come Hel or High Lord has the entire MAASiverse cast and I will NEVER do that again LOL.... It's so difficult to deal with all these personalities

10. Have you ever had a fic translated? Nope

11. Have you ever co-written a fic before? When I was in High School my BFF and I handwrote Roswell (1999 version bc I am OLD) fanfic together. I WISH I could find those notebooks.

12. What is your all-time favorite ship? Forever in my heart of hearts it will be Satosugu for the absolutely beautiful tragedy that they are. They are PAINFUL to even think about but I love them more than anything. Azris is a CLOSE second and they are how I am funneling all of my Satosugu angst and pain bc writing for Satosugu is too painful and I don't think I would be good at it.

13. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? I refuse to consider a world where I don't finish all of them HOWEVER... this one is going to give me the most trouble. I have a very specific vision and it's HARDDDDDDD ... When Even Moonlight Burns 

14. What are your writing strengths? I'm hopeful that I paint the emotion of a scene as well as I feel I do sometimes

15. What are your writing weaknesses?  There are too many to list. I chase the dopamin and as a result... I am not craft focused. Vibes all the way

16. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? I am not fluent enough in anything else to be able to pull it off. I do enjoy reading and writing it in small quips and phrases though.

17. First fandom you wrote for? Again... Roswell (1999) and oh Buffy I think... first one I am actually writing and posting for though is ACOTAR

18. Favorite fic you’ve written? I am just really proud ot have been able to finish the monster of a fic that was Kerosene and will always love it for being my first but I have a couple coming up that the concepts make my toes curl and I can't wait to get out of my head!!! LIVE MY BABIES LIIIIVE (ironic bc my boys won't always lol)

Pressuring y'all next: @born-to-riot @acourtofladydeath @thelovelymadone @brunetterebel010

[vriendenboekjes]

how fun ive got a flareup coming up. getting all the flu-like symptoms. just 6 days before deadline let me liiiive

[hesitantvampirealien]

fun fact about me

i did go through phases too in my teen years, i used to be a preppy marvel fan, can you believe that shit? can you even imagine what I'd look like if i was preppy? my chronic migraines wanna re-emerge from the shadow realm just by thinking about it. I didn't look bad though, but i really was suppressing myself a lot. I was always kind of meant to be emo honestly lol, and i hope my emo phase lasts until the end of my life because it's what helped me get through my difficulties the most.

As for the marvel fan part, it kinda sucked. The fandom is awful, people were so mean and hateful all the time, like bitch leave me alone i just wanted to enjoy my old man yaoi and headcanon that 616 peter is bi and asexual and ship him with grown harley just let me liiiive

[moonjxsung]

sorry this is so random but i want to celebrate and say that i’m finally getting a new phone 🤭 i’ve been using the small iphone 7 FOREVER (because i broke my other phone oops 😅) and now i’m getting an iphone 15 plus (the size difference will be crazy) anyways i hope you’re having a beautiful day and im sorry if we’re not supposed to mention anything random on here and it’s only supposed to be related to your blog 🥲🫶

NO THIS IS SOOOO EXCITING RAHHHHH I’M SO EXCITED FOR YOU BESTIE 🫶🫶🫶🫶 the size difference is going to be so weird at first PLS I’m still getting used to my 14 pro max and I’ve had it for so long now but the new phones are just soooo much bigger 😅 I think I prefer my phone bigger though it’s just easier to navigate! I’M SO HAPPY FOR U CONGRATS POOKIE !! My day is going so well! my mom randomly stopped by to bring coffee while I work and I’m going to hit the gym after work AND one of my coworkers noticed my Felix necklace in a meeting today so he let me talk about my love for Felix for a little while and it was so funny kckdkdjjfkffnjf

(ILY POOKIE also pls do not ever be scared to share your random messages or little life updates I LIIIIVE to hear what you guys are up to it makes me so so happy) 🫶✨💗💓💫

[foulbearobservation]

Animals stepping on each will never not be funny to me, like they’ll sit there and accept that their peer is using them as a stepping platform.

And then other times if the other one comes anywhere near them they go into attack mode.

Paste is such a chill little dude he never starts the fights with Copy, Copy is just a big little guy who loves violence😭 he steps on poor little Paste all the time like let him LIIIIVE

[dudadragneel]

DUDA WAKE UP HAVE U LISTENED TO FIVE STAR YET?? WE NEED UR THOUGHTS AND RANKING RN 💳💥💥❗️

- 🧚🏽‍♀️

Hello, dear 🧚🏽‍♀️!

I AM AWAKE! I LIIIIVE!!!

🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 LET'S GO!!!

I'll not do an actual ranking because I dont think that's fair with such awesome songs 😌

BUT!

Super Bowl - 😳 THAT WHISPERING SHOULD BE ILLEGAL

"Finger lickin', yeah, we cookin' up a Super Bowl

In the kitchen, Michelin, irresistible

Open wide, have a bit

Make it mine, all the time

Ayy, no pay, just free samples, heyday, ayy

Product sold out, we the best in sellin', ayy

Order so much, trail of receipts blowin' bang, bang

Can't resist it you'll finish, every plate of leftovers, ah

I MEAN, DAAAAMNN

TOPLINE - I love Tiger JK! His voice fit really well in the song!

Also really loved the beat! The chorus is ADDICTING!

ITEM - I really enjoyed the retro video game beat in the song!!!

GET LIT - I'm usually not very into beat changes in the songs BUT! This one is literally LIT!

Collision - a nice change of beat and rhythm in such a fully Hip-hop filled album!

THE SOUND - not gonna lie, the intro makes me rather emotional, I cant really explain why but it just did!

HALL OF FAME - I think this one along with Super Bowl sends a message to everyone out there.

"Shaking the industry

Quaking reality

Making it iconic"

S-CLASS - definitely not what I was exoecting! Again, the beat changes is ridiculously nice! Specially Changbin's then Han's part!

YOUTIFUL - too pretty for this world 🥺💜 I can literally see the colors of this song (💜💗). It'll be one of my comfort songs from now on🥺

"You know, whenever there's a chance

I will tell you that you're amazin' as you are

'Cause when you give me a glance

I am sure that I see the universe in your eyes

Don't you ever tell yourself that you're not enough

I am certain that you're truly fine

You are a miracle, miracle, you are youtiful"

DLC - refreshing, dancing beat! And at the same time, rather relaxing and soothing 😌

FNF - THIS SONG MADE ME CRY FROM START TO END 😭 LET ME TELL YOU I WAS BAWLING😭😭😭 I cant really explain why, but it feels familiar, like as if sometime in my life os past life, I've heard it. It has this warm emotional aura to it, that embraces me 🥺

I think that's it!

But yeah, if I HAD to pick my favorite, I have to go with FNF 💜!

💜

[will-of-this-heart]

I did NOT need to be attacked today and yet, here I am, feeling absolutely attacked right now

[ambrosineee]

Of course my laptop battery dies right before Cottage Living comes out 😭😭

[enbyeddiediaz]

Buck: *drops his toast on the floor*

Buck: oh, fuck me

Eddie, sitting up: okay

Buck: what

Eddie: what?

Chimney: he said okay. please do it in private

[stewy]

Maybe some closure for you re: court (you don't have to post bc it might invite more discussion): the case was tossed out bc Heather Mills' testimony was inconsistent and the judge deemed her unreliable. I don't know how much of that might relate to him being Paul McCartney and thus to some degree untouchabl but from what I read of the judge he seemed fair, and pointed out that though his inclination is to side with the plaintiff in such cases he found Mills too unreliable to do so

Hm, thanks for informing me :) I read he never denied the allegations I posted, though, do you know anything about that? Because the one thing I know is that these things aren't looked over during any divorce settlement, especially a multimillionaire one. Was that the reason she got so much money (by non-billionaire standards anyway)?

[chazz-anova]

Just started my period i feel grosssss

[kingtoyourwarlock]

Why do people act all exasperated when I tell them I'm getting another tattoo??? Have I crossed the limit of amount of tattoos I'm allowed to get according to their standards???? Am I not allowed to adorn myself with pretty pictures????? Is this fleshy vessel not temporary??????