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JO1 Reactions: You flinch during an argument about their schedule

A/N: Requests open; Pairing: JO1 Members x GN Reader Genre: Angst, Fluff Warnings: Cursing, Mentions of Past Abuse If you or anyone you know is a victim of abuse, reach out; Masterlists: JO1 KPOP JPOP

Sho

"Sho, I know your job is time consuming but-" Your words cut off by your boyfriend's deep voice. "Baby.. I can't help my schedule all the time, you know that!" He says, hands flying up in frustration as he turns towards you causing your eyes to squeeze shut in fear. "P-please don't!" You beg in a terrified voice, flinching back causing Sho to stop in his tracks. "Wha- Wait.. did you think I was going to hit you..?" He asks quietly, staring at you with wide eyes. Looking down, you quickly wipe the tears from your cheeks. "It was nothing, let's just forget it." You say quickly, rushing to walk past him, hiding your face. "Wait.. please baby.. I didn't mean to scare you!" Sho says, gently stopping you. "Shit.. I shouldn't have gotten that angry." He says, looking at you with apologetic eyes. "Even if we argue, I would NEVER hurt you. My job is to protect you, not make you cry. I'm sorry Y/N." He says softly with a serious face, wrapping his arms around you. "I'm sorry too." You say, giving him a small kiss as he holds you. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asks, causing you to nod as you open up to him about your past relationship.

Ren

The movement of your boyfriend's hands flying up mid argument immediately causes your hands to fly up to protect yourself as the room goes silent. Ren stares at you in disbelief as you slowly lower your hands from your face, looking at the ground. "Did you think I was going to hurt you..?" His voice low as he examines your face and body, his eyebrows furrow, "Why would you think that? Did I do something?" Ren asks, sadness taking over his features. "M-my ex was abusive, a-and when your hands flew up I just th-" Your words cut off by your boyfriend. "Oh sweetie.. I didn't know, I'm sorry" He says, slowly making his way to you, carefully taking your hands in his. "I would never hurt you, I'm sorry I scared you. I need you to hold me accountable whenever I cross a line, okay?" He says softly, as his fingers rub small circles on your palms, you look up at him. "It's okay, I'm sorry for reacting like that.." You say, hiding your face in his chest, his arms automatically wrap around you. "No, don't ever apologize." Ren whispers into your hair as he holds you, rubbing your back soothingly as you cry.

Ruki

"You really think I would hurt you..?" Your boyfriend asks, a hint of disappointment flashes on his face, not because of you but himself. You fidget with your hands, looking anywhere but him. "I was just caught off guard.." You say quietly, closing your eyes as you let out a shaky breath. "I'm sorr-" Your words cut off by Ruki, slowly, hesitantly pulling you into his embrace. "Fuck.. no, I'm sorry." He shakes his head, eyes tearing up. "I shouldn't have yelled at you.. I-I shouldn't have scared you.." He says quietly, his hands rubbing small circles on your back. "My ex was abusive.. b-but I shouldn't react like that.. it isn't fair to you." You whisper, tears falling on his hoodie. "Don't apologize to me." Ruki says with a frown. "And please don't think that you deserved any of that. I.. I need you to know I would never hurt you. Ever." He says, letting out a deep breath, giving you a gentle squeeze. "I do, can I tell you about it?" You ask, looking up at him with big eyes, his sad eyes fill with a hint of happiness because of your trust in him. "Of course baby." Ruki says, kissing the top of your head, holding you in his arms as you open up.

Junki

"I'll just go to my place and we can talk about this tomorrow." You say through teary eyes just as Junki's hand grabs your wrist, stopping you from moving. "Let me g-" Your words cut off by Junki's hands flying up in the air in frustration causing you to let out a whimper as you flinch back, dropping to the ground. "Wh- Y/N??" He exclaims, looking down at you with wide eyes as tears fall down your cheeks. "I-I didn't want to tell you.. my ex used to hit me when we'd argue.. so when you moved your hands like that.. I got scared.." You say softly as a sob leaves your throat, not daring to look up at your boyfriend who now has tears falling down his face. "Baby.. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I wasn't going to hurt you I-I just didn't want you to leave.. please know I would never hurt you.." Junki whispers, his bottom lip quivering. "It's o-okay, can you hold me?" You say through choked sobs, looking up at him with a pleading look. "I'm sorry." He says, dropping down to the ground with you, carefully pulling you into his arms. "I'm so sorry.." He repeats, holding you tightly as he rubs your hair while you cry together.

Keigo

"Are you leaving?" Keigo asks as he follows, arms crossed over his chest. "You're not making an effort here!" You tell him, the frustration finally causing tears to fill your eyes. "That's it! I can't win!" He yells, throwing his arms up in frustration, this action causes you to immediately flinch back in fear. "No!" You beg weakly, dropping to the floor, bringing your knees up to your chest, body going into fight or flight. "What.. did you think I was going to hurt you?" Keigo asks quietly, slowly crouching down to your level. "I- I don't know. I know you'd never hurt me but my ex was abusive and I just thought-" "I'd do the same?" Keigo asks, sad eyes roaming over your face. "I'm ashamed.. I should have never gotten that mad. I would never hurt you.. I'm sorry!" He says, tears streaming down his face. "I know you would never, it was a reflex." You tell him, wrapping your arms around his stomach. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asks, earning a small smile from you. "Thank you." You tell him before opening up about your past as he holds you.

Takumi

You bite your lip, staring at your boyfriend as he unpacks his suitcase, frustrated from your previous fight. "Do you need my hel-" You begin, your words cut off when Takumi lets out a loud sigh of annoyance. "No!" He exclaims, the frustration getting the best of him. "Kumi, can we sit and talk for a secon-" He flings his arms up in the air, a shirt flying to the ground, causing you to flinch back into the pillows of the bed. "We already said wha- Woah shit! What's wrong??" He asks in surprise at seeing you flinch back. "Baby... did I scare you? I-if I did... I'm sorry. I didn't- I wasn't going to hurt you." Takumi says, trying to reassure you causing you to sit up as he slowly approaches you. "It's okay, I-I just did it out of reflex I guess..." You say, pulling him down gently by his arm to sit next to you on the bed. "I know you wouldn't hurt me and please don't be afraid to touch me." You say, giving him a reassuring smile, causing him to let out a breath. "Please let me know if I ever make you feel like that again." Takumi says, gently moving a piece of hair from your face.

Syoya

"Ugh! I'm leaving!" Syoya yells, getting up from his spot on the couch, you sigh, sitting up from your position on the couch. "Syo, please don't just leave.. I think we should calm down and try to talk about thi-" Your words cut off by Syoya quickly turning around, throwing his hands up in frustration. The motion causes you to flinch back into the couch, tears automatically welling up in your eyes, a quiet whimper escaping your lips causing him to rush over to you. "Baby.. are you okay?" He asks, all anger leaving his body, replaced with worry. "Talk to me.. please, why did you flinch?" He asks quietly, carefully sitting next to you. "You scared me.. I mean not you but I-I was in an abusive relationship so it-" Your words interrupted by Syoya dropping his head and letting out a quiet curse. "Shit.. I didn't mean to scare you baby, I would never hurt you. I'm sorry." He says as tears flow down your cheeks. He gently takes your hand in his, looking at you with sad eyes. "Can you tell me what some triggers are? I want to avoid making you feel like this." Syoya says, earning a small nod and sniffle from you, as he holds you in his arms.

Shosei

"Y/N... can you open the door please?" Shosei asks from outside the bathroom door, letting out a relieved sigh when you slowly open the door. "Are you okay?" He asks, eyeing you carefully. You wipe your eyes before looking up at him. "Yes, I'm sorry for reacting that way... I guess I'm not over some things." You reassure him, mumbling the last bit to yourself. Shosei's eyebrows furrow as he sits down next to you, eyes roaming your face. "I didn't mean to slam the cabinet, I was just so frustrated I-I'm sorry." He tells you, eyes locking onto yours. You let out a sigh, eyes tearing up. "It isn't your fault I reacted that way.. I just have a lot of horrible experiences with anger, usually directed towards me so I guess it scared me." You say, looking down. Shosei nods sadly, quickly wiping his eyes before turning to you. "I am your boyfriend, I am here to love, support, and protect you. I am so sorry I made you think otherwise." He tells you with nothing but honesty before continuing. "Do you want to talk about it? I mean, only if you're comfortable." He asks, earning a small smile from you. "Yes, hold me?" You ask, Shosei nods as he pulls you into his arms.

Sukai

"I didn't know! I thought you wer-" Sukai hits his palms down on the table in frustration, causing you to flinch back, eyes squeezed shut expecting to be hit but when nothing happens, you slowly open your eyes to see your boyfriend sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. Walking over to him, you quietly sit next to him. "S-Sky?" You ask hesitantly, carefully rubbing his back as he starts sniffling, causing your eyes to widen. "Why did you flinch?" Sukai asks through sniffles, slowly looking up at you, your heart breaks to see him so upset and you feel the tears coming to your eyes. "I-it was just a reflex. I'm fine." You say quickly. "Did you think I was going to hurt you?" He asks so quietly you don't think you heard him correctly. "I know you would never but I got really scared for a second.. " You say, giving him an apologetic look, "I'm sorr-" Your words are cut off when Sukai pulls you into his arms carefully, holding you tight. "No, I'm sorry." He says, causing you to hug him. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asks, rubbing your back soothingly. "No, just hold me please." You tell him, leaning into his embrace.

Shion

You let out a sniffle, pulling your knees up to your chest as you try to steady your heartbeat. Thoughts racing through your head a million miles per hour, you feel horrible for how you reacted to your boyfriend. All of your thoughts come to a halt when Shion walks back into the room, stopping to silently look at you, an apologetic look on his face, jaw clenched. "Y/N.. baby, are you okay?" He asks, taking a seat next to you, looking down at his hands before continuing. "I just want to say I'm so sorry.. I shouldn't have raised my voice, it was a stupid argume-" You interrupt his words by wrapping your arms around his larger frame, taking him by surprise. "Please don't apologize.. you didn't know an-" You ramble before he shakes his head as he wraps his arms around you. "No I'm sorry, I scared you a-and my literal job is to protect you. If I ever overstep any of your boundaries, let me know." Shion says with his chin resting on top of your head, earning a sigh of relief from you. "Thank you Shion." You whisper as he holds you, feeling safe in his arms.

Mame

You flinch back as Mame raises his hands above his head in the middle of the argument, a frown immediately crossing over his features. "What was that?" He asks quietly, slowly walking towards you with wide eyes. "It was nothing.." You say, eyes shifting to the ground, causing Mame to drop down to his knees in front of you. "Please look at me.. why did you flinch?" He asks, his pleading eyes cause you to let out a sigh. "It's a long story... my ex was abusive, he would hit me when we'd argue, I-I don't know why I did it with you, it was a refle-" You say through tears as your words are cut off by your boyfriend. "I'm so sorry love... I would never hurt you!" He says, voice low, putting his head in his hands. "It's okay, c-can you just hold me?" You ask in a whisper, causing him to slowly get up, hesitating. "Are you sure?" He asks, big eyes staring into yours, your heart flutters at his gentleness. "Yes. And please don't be scared to touch me now." You say with a small smile, Mame nods his head, carefully wrapping his arms around you. "You're safe with me."

A/N: BRB CRYING My requests are open! Feel free to request anything! <3

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