#jpop fanfic

[restlesswritings]

&TEAM Reactions: You tell him he looks like a dad

A/N: I had to write this, dad Hyung Line does something to me 😩 Pairing: &TEAM Hyung Line x Pregnant Fem Reader Genre: Fluff Warnings: Cursing, Suggestive Masterlists: &TEAM KPOP JPOP

EJ

"Euijoo, can you help me? I can't reach the cups and I'm crav- or little one is craving some hot chocolate.." You say, more whine in your voice than intended, your hand falling to your very large bump as EJ comes into the kitchen, his eyes immediately finding yours as he smiles at you. "Of course baby, the blue one?" He asks before grabbing the hot chocolate. "Actually I'll make it for you." He says, helping you sit in one of the kitchen chairs before reaching up to the top shelf. You feel your chest flutter when you take in his profile as he grabs the cup, his eyebrows furrowing when he turns, seeing your eyes on him. "Everything okay?" EJ asks, letting out a nervous laugh, you smile, shaking your head as you make your way to him. "I don't know.. something about you today, you just look like a dad." You tell him, staring into his eyes. "I'm so lucky to be having your baby." You say, a wave of emotions flashes on his face before he smiles down at you, a tint of blush on his cheeks, causing a giggle to leave you. "Really? Y/N, you're so cute." He says, hands resting on your hips. "Seriously though, thank you for carrying our baby, you've made me so happy, I love you." He says, his hand makes its way to your stomach, a gasp leaving him when he feels the baby's movement, causing you to smile. "We love you too." You say, smiling up at your boyfriend.

FUMA

You run your fingers through the sand, feeling butterflies along with the constant movement in your stomach as your eyes follow your boyfriend, who is currently playing ball with the younger members, a loving smile on your lips. "Maki! Yuma! Come eat!" You turn when you hear K holler for the two younger boys , smiling as you watch them run over to the picnic set up, letting out a small gasp when your eyes are covered. "Guess whooo.." Fuma says, holding back his laughter, earning a loud laugh from you as you lift your hand to his hand that's covering your eyes. "Maybe the most handsome daddy in the world?" You question as you turn around, coming face to face with him as he furrows his eyebrows at you, a nervous laugh leaving him. "Really?" He asks, gently helping you up to your feet, wiping the sand from your shorts. "Yeah, I was watching you with the boys and something about the way you look today just makes you look so much like a dad already and it's kind of driving me crazy!" You say with a laugh as you hold your swollen stomach. "Hm.. I wasn't expecting that but I like it." He says proudly, placing his hand over yours on your bump, looking into your eyes lovingly. "I love you." He says, kissing you gently. "I love you too." You whisper, leaning into him, letting out a happy sigh.

K

"Are you done eating, princess?" K asks in between bites, his eyes shifting from your food to you, eyebrows furrowing when he sees your eyes already on him, one of your hands rubbing your pregnant belly. "What?" He asks, a laugh subconsciously leaving his lips before taking a bite of food. "You just.. look more like a dad.... I don't know what it is.." You say with a laugh, a blush creeping onto your cheeks as you look at him. "Really?" K asks in between chewing. "Hm.." He mumbles, a smirk making its way to his face. "So, do you like that I look more like a dad?" He asks, eyes flickering up to yours, causing you to laugh. "Yes.. I do, I think you're sexier." You tell him, cheeks on fire as he laughs, one of his large hands making its way to rest on your prominent bump. "You do?" He asks, tongue poking out across his bottom lip. "What if I told you... I think you're sexy as hell pregnant with my baby." He says, pulling you onto his lap, causing you to let out a gasp. "Maybe I should show you just how sexy I think you are." He says playfully, kissing your neck earning a scoff from you. "Do you need a reminder of how this happened?" You ask, pointing at your stomach. "Hell yes!" K almost yells, earning a laugh from you, "Oh hush!" You say, playfully pushing his chest causing K to laugh before pulling you into a kiss.

Nicholas

"Nicholas..." You say to your boyfriend, eyes taking in his outfit as he walks over to you, a smile making its way onto his face. "Yes baby?" He asks, taking a seat next to you on the couch, his hand finding your knee, rubbing it gently as he looks over at you. "Everything okay?" He asks, eyes trailing from your face to your pregnant belly before meeting yours again when you nod. "Yes, everything's okay, I just like your outfit today... it has a dad vibe to it, I like it." You say, feeling your cheeks flush, causing Nicholas to smile as his hand that was rubbing your knee, moves to your cheek. "Awh baby, you like that I look like a dad?" He asks, a smirk on the corner of his lips. "Maybe I should dress like this more then." He added, pulling you into his arms, placing a kiss on your head. "I would really like that!" You say too excitedly, Nicholas' laughter fills the air, causing you to smile. "I think bean likes it too." You say, quickly grabbing his hand, placing it on your bump, his large hand almost covering your stomach, his eyebrows shooting up in awe when he feels the movement from your daughter. "Oh yeah, I'm definitely changing my entire wardrobe!" He says, causing you to laugh, a smile on your face as you look at him. "Seriously! Anything for my two favorite girls." Nicholas says, giving you a gentle kiss.

A/N: Thank you for reading! Requests always open!

[miagwynwrites]

I feel like part of the reason nobody reads my fics is because I write for groups that no one listens too. Like they disbanded or no one has heard of them or they aren’t just kpop and I understand that that makes it hard to get attention but I feel more so that no one reads my fics cause the writing just sucks. I try and try to write good but every other fic I’ve ever read on this site has good writing, good plot, good dialogue and visuals like it works with your imagination and then you read my fics and it’s rushed and puked out. Even the kyubin fic I wrote that I was so proud of that took me months and was the best fic I’ve ever wrote imo because I feel it was a masterpiece, someone might read it and think it’s absolutely a dumpster fire :( I wish I was better at writing like I want to give up but I made this writing blog for a reason but I don’t get any attention so I just feel like why bother moving anything over cause I’ll never get as many notes as I had on my main blog and like it’s discouraging tbh. I’m jealous of the writers that get tons of reblogs and comments on their works and I try when I like a fic of someone’s I try to give it the love that I would want someone to give my fics like..but I guess if the fic isn’t good there’s no since giving it attention. Even if my ideas are good by the time I write it out it loses everything. Just makes me not want to write, not even for me which is why I started in the first place so I could write for my favs instead of trying to pull teeth asking others if they would write for people they’ve never heard of ya’know??

[itsderpielle]

Ruki/Original female

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"Ruki? I've let myself in! I've got some things for you!" She called out as soon as she opened the door.

A groan came from somewhere deeper in the flat and she followed the sound to his bedroom where she found him half slumped on his bed, sweaty and barely awake.

"Oh no." Shosei had called her earlier to tell her to pick some things up from the pharmacy for Ruki, so she knew he was under the weather but he was much worse than she had thought. She whispered a silent thank you to Shosei for looking out for him.

Ruki moaned again as he tried to sit up, but it was taking a lot of effort so she assisted him.

"Easy there." She helped him put his back to rest against the bed.

His unfocused eyes looked up at her as she checked his temperature. A fever: no surprise there.

He tugged weakly at her arm. "Go, I don't want-" He spoke brokenly, as if he was struggling to stay awake "I don't want you sick too."

She smiled gently at him and placed her hand on his.

"No Ruki, I'm staying. When I was ill, you took great care of me. Let me do the same for you." He hesitated for a bit but when he realised that he would just be wasting his energy by insisting, he gave in.

"I love you." He mumbled and she kissed his head.

"First, let's get you comfortable and get rid of some of this sweat."

He nodded weakly in agreement and she went to find a basin and a rag to wipe him down. She blushed slightly while rummaging through his drawers to find him better clothes. Apart from accidental looks, she hadn't seen him as undressed as he would have to be to get wiped down properly, so her task made her a bit unsettled.

She placed the items next to him nervously and went to get some warm water.

Ruki had only managed to unzip his hoodie and was breathing heavily by the time she came back over to his side. Seeing him like that made her focus immediately, forgetting her earlier thoughts. "It's okay Ruki, I'll continue."

She helped him push off his hoodie and saw that his top underneath was sticking to his sweat. He would definitely be needing the re-hydration drinks she had brought with her.

She pulled his top over his head and he shivered as the colder air hit his weakened body. She wet the rag and started wiping his back. He moaned in relief and flopped on to her, making her have to fight to push him to sit up again but in the end he ended up half leaning on her and the bed. He gasped and groaned every time the rag came into contact with his skin, taking away some of the unbearable discomfort at every wipe and tried to resist just curling up in her lap.

"Ruki, what are you doing?" She gently nudged him, "Are you falling asleep?"

"Sorry...it's so comfy." He looked at her with heavy lids and a slight smile that told her that he was at least getting some relief from it all. She shook her head and tried to bite back a small smile of her own before putting a new top over his head. She rubbed his back for awhile, letting him getting warmer again and his breathing even out.

"It's okay but try to stay awake if you can, I need to do the bottom half now." He nodded and she moved to unbuckle his belt and he lay down so that she could pull off his jeans easily. As she wiped his legs, she made him prop up and passed him a drink so that he could have enough energy to stand up to pull up his pants by himself.

When he was finished, she helped him sit down on the edge of his bed. The world was still spinning around him, so he buried his head in her torso and she rubbed his back gently.

"I'll make you something light to eat. You can have it later." She piped up when she felt his head getting heavier. "I'll be right back." She kissed his head and tried to put him to lie down but he held onto her tighter.

"Don't leave me. " He pouted.

"Wasn't it you who was telling me to leave earlier Bubu? I'll be right back." She chuckled but she stroked his hair.

He blushed and snuggled up even more. "I'll be lonely."

"But you need to lie down Ruki." She insisted but he shook his head.

"I bought a futon recently, it's in the living room, could I watch you from there?" He pleaded, tilting his head so that she could see the pleas in his eyes as well. He was too cute to fight him.

"Okay, let's do that." She agreed, reasoning to herself that at least he would still be laying down.

She helped him to stumble to the living room where she put him to sit on a chair to take some medicine while she set out the futon. When it was set up, he lay down, angled in a way that he could see her in the kitchen. She got to work making food for him and humming while she worked.

Somehow Ruki managed to stay awake until she was finished so, she decided to feed him.

He propped himself up when she sat down next to him with the food and opened his mouth before she had even picked up the spoon, making her chuckle again.

Once he was finished, she put a cold patch on his forehead and gave him water before putting him to lie down. They decided to stay in the living room because there was enough space for them to lie down next to each other comfortably. She patted the top of the covers until he fell asleep before getting ready for sleep herself.

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Late next morning, Ruki looked a lot better. She put a hand on his forehead and breathed out in relief. His fever seemed to be mostly gone.

Apart from when he woke up disoriented and overheated in the night, requiring her help once again, he slept soundly enough to recover fast.

"Good morning Beautiful." He mumbled, when she removed her hand from his forehead. "Am free from affliction?"

"Why are you talking like that?" She laughed and brushed his hair. "I think so."

He grinned and rubbed his eyes as she pulled out the thermometer to check.

"All clear!" She declared happily. "Just make sure you eat well and stay warm today to be on the safe side. How are you feeling?"

Ruki stretched and winced when he lifted his arm. "Still heavy and sluggish but much better."

She nodded "That's normal. I'll go get your medicine."

"Okay Doctor." He smirked and she got up to get it and some water.

Ruki was staring at her with a lopsided grin when she came back.

"What?" She handed them to him and got under the covers again.

"Nothing, just thinking that my doctor looks extra hot today in my T-shirt." He winked before taking the medicine and she blushed.

"There was nothing else to wear! You're definitely better." She huffed but leaned on him and he put an arm around her.

"I can't wait to be able to thank you properly." He nuzzled her cheek.

"Let's order brunch and just stay here like this."

"You need to have a shower and freshen up properly now that you can see straight Bubu." She said even though she snuggled up to him to his delight. "But I'm looking forward to your thank you."

Ruki nodded but then blushed. "I'm sorry you had to see me in such a state last night. Thank you for being there for me."

She kissed his cheek and played with his fingers. "I'll always be here for you Ruki. I love you."

He smiled and held her hand tighter. "I love you too."

🤍

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Notes:

Enjoy Ruki getting pampered!

I was inspired lately to blow the dust off my sick fics for him.

This work is Part 3 of 11 More Moments!

[xsweetelegantdisasterx]

Another one down ♡

➺ Summary: Your ex shows back up, unraveling old emotions.

➺ Pairing: Suzuki Takahide & Reader.

➺ Genre: Fluff

➺ Word Count: 2,337

➺ A/n: @simpforchuchu I hope this meets your expectations for our Taka ♡

➺ Taglist: @stardragongalaxy

You stood around with your friends awaiting the races the start. The brochure in your hand, had bios of the multiple racers today. As you flipped the page, one caught your eye, Takahide; or Taka as you remembered. He was really selective of who he ran with, and loved to skateboard. It was only fitting he was a racer now. Even though many years had passed since you had seen him, nothing had changed. He was still the good looking guy you knew. Hopefully he kept his personality, being the sweet, calm soul you remembered.

High-school wasn’t a walk in the park for you. You were smart, just got bored easily. There were some classes you didn't care for, and that's how you met him. The library was usually a quiet space, but for you, it was where you practiced your extended language. Those words never meant to flow out your mouth so casually, but when you got pissed or overwhelmed, you'd make a sailor blush. Takahide just happened to be there studying as well. He would cackle anytime you spoke, with you oblivious to him being there. When he made his presence known, you weren't even apologetic. Your crass, spunkiness, and proud of having no filter sparked his interest in you. Over the course of the semesters, you two hit it off quite well.

Takahide had dreams, dreams you never thought you'd fit in to that well. That night replayed in your mind, you could still hear the rainfall, the look on his face when you ended it after years of being his. Sheer Heartbreak filled his once hopeful eyes. You knew that if you didn't let him go, he'd stay. He'd throw out his dreams just to be with you. All you wanted was for him to succeed. To grow and chase after his biggest dream, oblivious that you were it.

“Y/n,” your friends voice brought you back to the present, “the racers are so godlike. How are they real?”

She wrapped her arm around yours as you both proceeded to your seats. The tickets she bought were right by the racers. An ounce of you wanted him to notice you, but another part couldn't fathom the possible heartbreak on his face again. Shuffling through your purse you grabbed your shades. Among the racers standing around, Ryu was noticeable, his best friend all through school. It was great they both pursued racing, it was only natural that they’d be together.

Just as you wished, and didn’t want to happen, Takahide looked over in your direction. He nodded at you making your heart stop once more. Suddenly, your friends fist went right into your knee. She saw him look over at you excitedly, unbeknownst to her, your history together.

“Fuck Mia, that kind of hurt,” you rubbed your knee.

“Sorry y/n, but he's looking right at you!”

“Keep it down,” you looked away trying to find someone else to catch your eyes.

When you looked back over, he was still watching you. It was almost like fate set you both up to be around each other after all these years. All of them lined up next to their cars getting ready to start the race. Taka jumped into his car buckling the belt, as you nervously watched. The car he was in was so fitting for him, but he made the car look good in your eyes. You clenched the brochure, scooting up to the front of the bench, awaiting the flag to be dropped. Once they revved up and took off, you jumped up cheering him on. You weren’t so sure if he could see you, but you cheered loud and proudly.

They made their laps as Taka had taken the lead. With no less than your heart beating so hard, and your adrenaline rushing for him and you both. His car zoomed right past your seats hitting the finish line first. It was absolutely amazing to be witnessing this; especially to witness Takahide in his zone. You were truly happy for him and the success he had found. It was nightfall before the races had ended, with Takahide being named the winner of the race.

“Y/n, I hope you’re not leaving without saying hi and goodbye.”

You and Mia stood up to leave as you heard your name being shouted. Quickly, you turned around seeing Takahide on the other side of the fence. You paused a moment sharing glances amongst him and Mia. Finally, you decided to go talk to him. You owed it to him after all these years.

“Congratulations Taka, I’m proud of you.”

He was taller than you remembered. Boy was he taller. He pointed to a break in the fence for you and Mia to come through, to be on the track with him and the others. You obliged, Mia trying to keep up with your pace.

“You look good y/n. What have you been up to?”

“Just working lately, not much beyond that.”

“What do you do?” He asked extending his hand out so you could grab it for support as you stepped off the ledge.

“We’re Physical Therapy technicians. Mia and I graduated from the same school.”

“It’s nice to meet you Mia,” He introduced himself.

The three of you walked over to his car as it was even prettier up close.

“Is that a Lamborghini Taka?”

“Close, it’s a Ferrari,” He chuckled at your non-existent knowledge of exotic cars.

Your cheeks filled with blush, giving an embarrassing smile. Even though you weren't knowledgeable about cars, he didn't make you sound like an idiot. His personality was still the same as old times. He talked about his family and how he and Ryu got into the racing gig after High-school. It was an outlet for him. The other racers wanted to go out and celebrate, so you thought it was your cue to leave. Just as you started saying goodbye, he looked over to you.

“Would you and Mia like to join us?”

“Oh I’m not so sure about that. This is your celebration Taka, you go enjoy.”

“What if I insist?” He wasn't planning on taking no for an answer.

You stopped and looked for Mia to say something, but you noticed Ryu caught her eye. This was going to be a losing battle.

“Fine, we’ll go.”

“Do you need a ride?” He walked over to the driver's door awaiting your answer.

“Uhm y/n, we took an Uber. How about you ride with him and I'll see if his delectable friend will let me ride with him.”

You laughed placing your face in your hands. Ryu was about to have a whole problem. Just from her reactions, she was already in love and probably planning their wedding. You couldn’t blame her though, Ryu was her type. It was funny trying to imagine how she would’ve reacted to him in school, if she was your classmate.

You walked over to the Ferrari admiring it. “Is this street legal?”

He looked over at you smiling, “Sometimes. Would you like to go around the track?”

You buckled the seat belt, contemplating his question. He felt you took too long to answer, so he just took off.

“Taka!” your hands automatically went to the dash to brace yourself. You weren’t amused at the slightest at first, but then a a rush came over you. It was truly exhilarating. He was careful not to scare you too bad, but laughed at your reactions.

Takahide was still mischievous, which made you happy. That was one of the things that you loved about him when you two dated. After a lap around the track, he and the others took off in the direction of the restaurant.

“It’s thrilling isn’t it?” he looked over at you.

All you could do was smile. A wave of sadness filled you suddenly, bringing you back. You never got over the breakup with him. It was true that you let him go for his own good, but your heart went with him. You focused on school after that, you didn't have any want of somebody else. In the back of your mind, it confused you. Why he didn’t hate you for that day. It was clear he moved on, but you never did. Taka noticed your sudden change of expression, he decided to pull over.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing Taka, just go,” you didn’t want to ruin his night full of happiness.

“I’m not going anywhere until you talk to me.”

There it was, his stubborn side. The side that wasn’t prominent back then. It had plenty of time to flourish over the course of the years. You unbuckled as you got out of his car, needing fresh air. The wind was blowing calmly. He followed you grabbing your arm to face him.

“I don’t want to talk about it Taka,” you tried to remove your arm from his grip.

“What did I do to upset you this time Y/n? I’m not a mind reader, I can’t fix what I don’t know to be broken.”

“It’s not what you said or did,” you paced.

“Then what is it? Do you dislike me that much, that you can’t even be in the same car as me?”

“That’s not it.”

“Then what is it?” The volume of his voice got a little louder, filled with a mixture of confusion and sadness.

“Being with you again, makes me realize the mistake I made Taka. You moved on, I never could.”

“I never moved on, y/n. That’s the last thing I’ve done. Every day after you decided you didn’t want me anymore, I had to find something to fill my void. I tried to skateboard, play soccer. Nothing could erase you from my memory. I found racing to fill my void because that day, my biggest dream turned into the biggest nightmare. The rush I get from racing helps me cope for the short amount of time I'm behind the wheel. So don't tell me I moved on!”

You were frozen hearing his words. All this time you thought you did a favor for him, but you did the exact opposite.

“I’m sorry Taka, I just wanted to see you succeed. I knew if I didn’t make that leap, you would never get out of that run down town. That I’d be holding you back, and I couldn’t be the reason.”

“You were wrong y/n, I would have done everything in my power to take you with me. I loved you. Loved being with you. When you left me, you took my heart with you.”

Rain started falling as it fit the mood. It was ironic that it happened just as it did that solemn day.

“I’m sorry Takahide. I'm extremely sorry for what I put you through.”

He looked away momentarily, before dropping his head. Not meaning to, but it seemed like you broke him once more.

“That doesn't matter anymore. Will you please get in the car, and let me take you to where you prefer to go?”

You nodded your head as he opened the door for you. Regardless that you managed to hurt him again, he was still soft to you. The ride to your house was quiet, which made it seem longer than it actually was. He pulled up getting out, just to let you out. When you gathered the words to say, he already hopped back in. The feeling in your gut was the worst you'd felt in a long time, seeing his tail lights in the distance. There was no exchange or schedule to catch up, so there were words left unsaid. Just the impending sadness that you thought you finally got rid of.

Once you got inside your house, you poured a drink. His words swam inside your brain so casually, it was hard for you to think straight. Just as you sat down to watch a show to unwind and attempt to forget tonight, a knock befell your door. Figuring it was Mia, you quickly answered. To your dismay, it was Takahide. He was soaked, almost like he had stood outside for a while before making the decision to face you again. The drink you had in your hand dropped, glass shattering everywhere.

“I love you. I never stopped loving you. I can't have you thinking I moved on. I want to show you something,” he grabbed your hand leading you to his car.

You quickly became drenched but owed it to him after all this time to see what he wanted to show you. When you stopped, you noticed his license plate. It was the date you both met. He pulled you back to the front as he opened the car door. On the headrest, he had your anniversary day embroidered into the leather. These were small details you missed. Details that would have deterred you from freaking out in the first place.

“Taka,” you brought your hand up clutching your heart.

“I don't care at this point if you don't feel the same, but I had to show you this,” he let go of your hand. “You were the only dream I had come true.”

You wrapped him up in a hug as you cried into his chest. Takahide's gentle nature made him who he was. He returned the hug resting his head on yours.

“I know I have no right to ask for your forgiveness, but I'm truly sorry.”

You felt his hand gently rest under your chin as he lifted your face, looking deeply into your eyes. He kissed you softly. Even after all these years, the way he kissed you remained the same. When he pulled his lips away from yours, he wiped your tears that were still falling.

“Y/n, the only way I will ever be successful is if you are by my side. Can we start over?”

You grabbed his hand, “Yes we can. I love you too.”

For the first time in forever, your dreams came true.

[hazyki]

aisheteru ♡

pairing : ni-ki x reader ! genre : fluffy fluff flufffffff ! cw : forehead and nose kisses ! wc : 431

syposis : ni-ki teaches you japanese 🥸

“okay, say it with me—… o-ya-su-mi," riki’s voice was soft as he looked up at you, lips curling into a smile. his hands rested on your waist as you sat comfortably on his lap, legs draped on either side of him.

you nodded, trying your best to follow along. “oya…sumi. did i get it right?”

he nodded gently, fingers lightly tapping against your side. "perfect. you’re a natural."

the dim light from the bedside lamp cast a warm glow over the room, prompting warmth to surround you. you could feel his steady and soothing heartbeat against you. the night was a calm and showed how hours had passed since you saw each other first, like the world had slowed down just for the two of you.

“okay okay, teach me another one,” you asked as you leaned forward slightly. his eyes seemed to have sparkle as he thought for a moment.

"okay, umm, how about... su-ki da yo. it means..." he hesitated, side-eyeing you with a knowing smirk on his face as his cheeks flushing slightly.

"what does it mean?" you asked, teasingly poking his chest, knowing full well what he was about to say. you didn’t do duolingo for nothing after all.

riki’s voice was a little quieter this time, but the playfulness never left his expression. “it means ‘i like you.’” he glanced up at you and you couldn’t help but smile at the way his eyes softened when he said it.

"well in that case….. i ‘suki da yo’ you too," you repeated slowly, enunciating each syllable, trying to make it as clear as possible.

his grin widened, adoration swelling in his chest at your stupid attempt at reciprocating his confess, though equally as proud of your pronunciation. without thinking, he leaned forward to press a gentle kiss to the tip of your nose.

hours have passed, and you’re completely sprawled against his chest, your body overlapping his as you nuzzle into his neck, your warm breath tickling his skin.

riki shifts slightly, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead before snorting when he notices the drool slipping from the corner of your mouth. without hesitation, he snaps a picture, already planning how he’ll tease you with it in the morning. but for now, he just smiles, soaking in your presence (and your drool) with a particular fondness floating in his eyes.

“aisteru,” he mumbles, his voice shaky and tired as he kisses your forehead again, setting his phone on the nightstand before finally wrapping his arms around your shoulders, pulling you even closer, and shutting his eyes.

note : i love him very very much 😞

[3vergr3en]

hi! I love your work! I noticed you've been a fan of eujoo lately... me too :,) if you have time or are interested, how do you think the andteam members would act when they have a crush? thank you!

❥ How &Team would react to having a crush on you

(🥐) PAIRING . OT9 x fem!reader

(🥞) A/N . ANON. I LOVE YOUUU. and thank you so much for requesting this !! and yesss, byun euijoo has all I've been thinking about (he's so cute that I'm getting pissed off.)

(🍮) ADDITIONAL INFO . everything below is just cutesy filth.

Koga Yudai - K

hes actually quite shy surprisingly.

you'd expect him to be all like, "I like you!!" when he first realized that he thought more of you than just a friend.

but he's actually quite sheepish when it comes to you.

one glance from you has his heart pounding in his chest.

or one 'hi, yudai!' has his knees buckling.

he tries to make himself look and act perfect when being around you, deathly afraid of any mishaps happening bc all he wants is for you to think that he's cool :(

but he's so busy trying to perfect himself, that he fails to do the part where you had to be yourself.

"Yudai. You didn't need to do all of that if you wanted to impress me. You could've just asked me out." You smile fondly, combing back his curtain bands with your hand.

"I messed up my chance, didn't I?"

"Not yet."

Murata Fuma - Fuma

honestly not surprised when realizing.

he loves having you around with him and the guys,

or when you ask him to come over to help with some appliances.

He doesn't mind fixing them bc not only does he get to see you more, but he also doesn't want your place collapsing on you <3

you're independent, funny, and super sweet to anyone around you.

who wouldn't like you?

When he decided to go tell you,

he's SUPER straightforward.

"Y/n, the reason why I asked you to come see me today was because.. I found myself having feelings for you than I would for just a friend."

He knows what he wants, and he acts on it. he hates beating around the bush. (which is so attractive btw)

If he can have you as his now, why would he want to wait any longer?

"Oh! I.. wasn't expecting you to be so straightforward about it. Usually guys would just--"

"Well, I'm not like them." He chuckles, "I'm a man who knows how to treat a woman right."

Don't gotta say anymore, you're already planning a date with him.

(and possibly your guys's future together)

Wang Yixiang - Nicholas

he first realized he had a crush on you when the smallest things you'd usually do for him, start to have more of an effect on him.

like asking him if he had eaten yet, or grabbing an extra umbrella for him when it was going to rain.

YOU thought you were delusional-- no, HE'S delusional.

'she thought about me. omg, she wants me so bad, its embarrassing for her.'

NO. it's embarrassing for YOU, yixiang.

but he doesn't tell you right away, although his ways of showing that are teasing you even more than usual.

"no one wants to see you chowing down that, like calm down, no ones gonna take it from you." He snickers, finding joy in you glaring daggers at him.

"and no one wants to see that ugly face of yours, but hey, unfortunately, we all can't have what we want."

God. He's gonna marry you one day.

One day.

Byun Euijoo - Ej

SOOO shy whenever you walk into the room.

"Hi juju!" You greet happily, a bright smile over taking your face.

"Oh-! Uhm, hi.." He responds, a faint smile appearing on his lips.

HES SO AWKWARD THAT ITS CUTEEEE.

he's terrified that if the guys stopped talking, everyone, especially you, would hear his heartbeat drumming in his chest.

he truly finds you the most beautiful girl he's ever laid eyes on, and unfortunately, Nicholas has to hear all about his fanboy behavior.

"Euijoo, buddy." The older clears his throat as his hand grasps euijoo's shoulder, "If you won't tell her, I will."

"You wouldn't.." Euijoo trails off, a hint of betrayal was clear in his tone.

But the more he thought about it, the more he realized that nicholas may not be joking.

"wait-- no, I-I'll tell her, okay?"

and surprisingly, he did.

you found it adorable btw when he confessed his feelings.

he was fumbling over his words and unintentionally avoided direct eye contact the whole time.

he was just so nervous :((

"juju, you're so cute. you know that, right?"

"ah.. really? thank you then 😊"

Nakakita Yuma - Yuma

honestly, i feel like he would be in denial at first.

BUT NOT IN A BAD WAY.

just more of a, 'what if she doesn't like me back? I don't want to ruin our friendship' type of denial.

So, he tries to suppress them.

How did that turn out?

He barely lasted a couple hours before going out to your place for dinner.

and you greeted him with open arms and a warm smile.

It took him some time to process that newfound feeling.

With the help of responsible fuma and surprisingly taki (I know. but I think that boy has some good advice), he was convinced to tell you how he truly felt.

"You know, make sure you're clear, okay? Don't be vague or ambiguous." Fuma hums, patting the boy's shoulder.

"But like, also be mysterious too! Girls dig that." Taki chimes in.

(okay, perhaps I take that back.)

Asakura Jo - Jo

shy boi #2

he would want to spend more time with you, actually.

I mean yes, he is afraid to confess because he fears rejection.

but like, he cares about you too much to be distant.

so he just accepted it and opted to spend his last few times with you as a friend until you eventually let him off.

but it kept going for longer and longer.

he questioned why. maybe you were just oblivious to his obvious crush on you?

Nope. You weren't oblivious.

You knew right from the get-go that Jo might've felt a different way.

How?

His more frequent visits, asking questions about hypothetically dating a guy who so happens to perfectly fit the description of him.

He's so cute.

Shigeta Harua - Harua

shy boi #3

but he's the most composed out of all the members (besides fuma)

He hides it so well because he makes it look like nothing changed about him.

but even if he doesn't show, he feels it ALL internally.

and poor you, you don't even notice at all.

"Harua! Want to go to this restaurant that just opened recently?"

"Oh,, as in, like a uh.."

"Like in what?" You question, attention focused on your phone that holds the restaurant's website in.

"Ah, nothing. Let's go!" He smiles, watching you slip on your shoes.

I'll tell her one day.

Takayma Riki - Taki

HES SO PAINFULLY OBVIOUS, OML.

hes quite literally like a clingly puppy around you.

"Y/n! Where do you want to go today?" He'd question, eyes wide in anticipation.

"Oh, I was actually planning to stay home and just watch some TV-"

"I'll come accompany you!"

"Thanks.. Taki." You giggle, admiring his devotion to you.

"Should we get matching pj's for our sleepover?" Taki suggests.

"Oh, since when did I say you were sleeping over?"

But when you see that pout, you feel some heart strings being pulled.

"Okay, okay. Fine. Yes, you can stay the night-- but NO matching pajamas.. yet."

"THERE'S A YET?!"

Hirota Maus Riki - Maki

just like K, he tries to play it cool.

But he doesn't go all out like the other.

He's actually hidden it pretty well, just like Harua.

You guys already established a friendship that deals with a lot of skinship.

You guys pretty much act like a couple, just without the title.

It's no surprise that either one of you starts to form a crush.

It's so normal, it just felt right.

But to his surprise, you were the one to confess first--

completely taking him off guard.

"Wait- no! I was going to tell you first!"

"Well, you took too long."

"I was literally going to tell you 10 seconds ago."

"Yeah right."

"..."

"..."

"Want to go get some Ice cream?" Maki suggests, raising an eyebrow.

"Um, duh."

(all of the boys coo how cute you guys are <33)

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• Warnings : ANGST Content, Harua (Insult to the status of parents, kiss of life Haneul mention, status glorification, strangulation, mentioning about killing, rant, pet name), Taki (mentioning the mother who was killed, Venting of anger), Maki (His mother died, mentioning a robbery and threat), Grammar errors, tell me if I missed something.

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• Harua •

(Oldmoney!Harua x newmoney!fem!reader)

Shigeta Harua, the only son of a high-class jewelry company owner that existed around 1913. His family line was aristocratic, having been very wealthy even before World War I broke out. You are his lover, starting from you being his childhood friend. Your father's company is a subsidiary of the Shigeta family, the Shigeta family is the largest investor in your father's company. Your life is perfect, isn't it? Born into a family that doesn't make you suffer, and your lover is from the upper class who loves you very much.

A perfect life line, but your relationship with Harua may not necessarily be smooth sailing. You and Harua have a secret relationship, your relationship with him has never been made public, even to your parents. Harua asked for that, because he wasn't ready to hear what his parents had to say about his girl. Harua knows how his parents are. His parents were strict and very detailed in every aspect. They always wanted 'high' things for their only son. Girls from rich families do not guarantee that they will like you right away. They seemed to really want someone to be their equal, an aristocrat. Harua's parents do love you like their daughter, moreover you are Harua's only childhood friend, but Harua doesn't think that means they immediately want you to be their daughter-in-law. He is afraid that if his parents find out about this relationship early, it could fall apart. He always assures you that he will slowly try to talk to his parents.

But you're already at the peak of your annoyance. He never does what he says. Never tries to talk to his parents. Your annoyance and anger grew even more when the media started spreading rumors about him. Rumors that he will be matched with one of the daughters of an aristocratic family who has always held the highest position in government for almost 90 years. Won Haneul. It's been almost half a year that the media has been reporting it, and half a year you have to hold back your emotions. Plus, Harua and Haneeul are often at the same event, the Aristocrat family gathering.

Patience has its limits, and yours is running out...

"You came to my apartment at this late hour just because of your jealousy?!" Harua smiled bitterly, you didn't realize his face was very tired right now. But, because of your anger, you certainly wouldn't care.

"This isn't just my jealousy. You can't keep your promise, Shigeta Harua!"

"You know, I'm sick of hearing you always say that you'll talk to your parents about our relationship. But you never do, even to this point." — You

"You think it's easy? You think I haven't tried all this time? Shut your mouth if you don't know anything!" — Harua

"You didn't try, but you acted cowardly," Harua glared angrily, he stood up from his sitting position on the single sofa, his fists clenched tightly.

"If I were a coward, I wouldn't have taken the risk of dating you," he would explode, blurting out words he shouldn't have. But you didn't realize that yet. You and he are both still emotional. Your emotions will still explode equally.

"Why? Is it because you are just a coward who can't maintain a serious relationship?" — You

"No, because I dared to date the daughter of my father's servant," You felt like you wanted to slump when he said that, your family's pride, including your father's, felt like it was kicked into one lump. Your father and his father are business partners, your father is not his father's servant.

"Typical aristocrats, always feel on top," — You

"What about the New Money? Hoping to be on par with the aristocrats? Your class and mine are even different. It turns out that what some people say is true, even though they are very rich, the New Money people will not be able to be equal to aristocrats. It took about 50 years to be on par with the Aristocrats," You clenched your fists, your emotions like an egg on the tip of a horn. You smiled bitterly, giving him a glare that was both glaring and mocking. Your heart aches? Oh of course, he started glorifying his family's aristocratic status to bring you down.

"Do you think Old Money is that clean? Most of them are also very greedy. Using their children for their ambitions until their children grow up to be jerks like you," Harua glared, of course he would be angry. His parents never taught him to be a bad person even though they were strict.

"Like your parents. Your family's wealth is abundant, but they are still not satisfied. Maybe they control the media so that you and Haneul are like a perfect couple. Your parents want a place in politics. You don't realize, your parents are greedy, very greedy. Always wanting abnormal perfection, yes like their attitude, abnormal and stupid. So they have a loser son. The dumbest combo ever," You said some pretty harsh words, oh really harsh ones to be exact. Cornering him with insults. How to defend yourself because he also glorifies his status.

Silence... No one said a word.

But, a few seconds later...

"YOU IDIOT GIRL! HOW DARE YOU!" Harua walked quickly towards you, as if he wanted to attack you. Making you scream in shock.

Harua grabbed your neck tightly and pushed you hard against the wall until your head hit it hard. You could feel the anger exploding from him, his face was red, and his eyes were completely blazing.

"Who do you think you are?! My parents love you so much but you insult them, you know how they are behind their backs, trash? My father helped your father to raise his poor company, his stupid company that was difficult to raise. One of the people who can make you live so full of money is my father, without my father maybe your parents would be living in a trash place! Don't forget the fact that the one you call greedy is the one who helped RAISE your fucking family. The family that gave birth to a damn bitch like you who doesn't know what gratitude is. A family that almost became part of the sewer rats," His anger really triggered him to take his insults to the highest level. Your heart is like being stabbed by a thousand knives, his words are piercing. But you realize, this is all because you were the one who insulted him first, triggering his anger when he actually just needed to sleep. He's just tired...

You also felt your breath hitch, oh of course. He was choking your neck quite hard. He also didn't realize he was 'abusing' you. "Don't forget the fact that you almost lived in a trash can or even became a prostitute without my father's help. You would only be in poverty without my father, you shameless bitch!"

"Ha-Ha-Harua let go-Heghhh!" You struggled to speak trying to catch your breath and push him away, the air slowly not seeming to enter your lungs. The strangulation factor was also strong because it was triggered by his emotions which were still exploding.

Tears started to form in your eyes, your hands trying to push him away, it was painful and could kill you from suffocation.

"H-Harua s-s-sorry, please," He still doesn't hear you, his ears are even deaf for a moment because his anger has not subsided.

With the rest of your strength, you step hard on his bare feet with the high heels you are wearing, automatically he screams in pain and releases his grip. You immediately pushed him away from you, he hit the small table beside the sofa so hard that the small lamp there fell to the floor and broke.

You immediately fell down, gulping as much air as possible after almost losing your breath. A cough that can make your chest hurt. Your neck was red, very bad. Not long after that, you immediately cried hysterically. Pour out your painful emotions.

And that's when Harua realized what he had just done. He didn't wince, his head immediately turned towards you in a 'pathetic' state. A condition he had never seen in the dozens of years he had known you. His body was shaking so hard seeing you like that, he almost killed you.

"If you want to kill me, throw me out of the balcony! Don't torture me before I die, you stupid bastard!" You screamed at him, tears already wetting your clothes.

Just because he doesn't want to understand your condition, he hurts you or even almost kills you. He insults you, belittles you because of his tiredness. "Y/N," his body was so weak from what he had done to you.

"Angel-"

"Don't come near me, you damn dick!" You snapped at him harshly as he stood up and started walking towards you. Harua stopped in his tracks, he was already crying. He messed up your feelings, even your body.

"Angel-"

"I'm not your fucking angel, Shigeta Harua! I'm a shameless bitch!" Crushed. His words had backfired on him. A painful boomerang. "I'm a lucky, ungrateful bitch who's dating an aristocrat."

"Angel no, please. For God's sake don't say that. You can hit me, but please don't say that. You're not like that, I'm the jerk here. You're not at fault here. You're not a shameless bitch," Harua cried, he hated it when you repeated the harsh words he said to you.

"You can do whatever you want, Angel. Don't say those words. Please forgive me,"

• Taki •

(Prospective Cadets!Taki x General daughter!reader)

"How could you fail the second year entrance exam?” You stare at Taki's Imperial Japanese Military Academy entrance exam results paper stating that he failed to become a cadet there. This was the second year he had tried this test, but failed for the second time.

"I don't know, maybe because I lost to the sons of high-ranking military officials," Taki smiled bitterly. I don't know why he could think like that.

"Maybe it's not your time yet, Taki. There will come a time when you can achieve it all. Many children of high-ranking military officers also failed, not all of them will pass even though they use their father's background," You rubbed Taki's shoulder, giving him words of comfort while 'refuting' that not all children of high-ranking officers entered the military easily.

But Taki was fed up, he felt like he was being pushed around by those who prioritized a child born into a high-ranking family, and that wasn't fair. Even Taki feels that there are people who are less fortunate than him, but those people can get into the things they want because of the privileges they have.

"You said that because you are the daughter of a General, Y/N. You have many privileges that can definitely make it easy for you to get what I want. You can hold power, just ask your father, and you will get it. Unlike me," Your expression immediately changed, annoyed? Oh of course, he said that as if your life didn't have such a heavy trial too.

"You blame the lucky kids who can achieve their dreams just because you failed? You should introspect why you failed, not blame those who can achieve what they want.You may fail because you may also have problems," Taki snatched the paper from your hand, made it into a ball and threw it. He crouched in front of you, giving you an angry look.

"Getting what they want but by cheating, pushing behind someone who has greater and better potential, using their money to buy a place. A place that should be owned by the right people," — Taki.

"Privilege doesn't mean they cheat, you know since childhood they have also been trained to be perfect, if they can get that place, it means they are perfect. If you fail, there are two possibilities. You are not perfect, or you cannot shine yet." — You.

"You say that because you were born a privileged child. Of course you will hide the cheating that your 'friends' do, because you must have done it too," Your heart sank, he was sad and upset because he failed in his second year, but why did he take it out on you? What did you do wrong?

"You better fix your stupid self, don't keep blaming others, Riki," you called his real name, giving him a bitter smile.

"I'm not stupid, just pushed around by privileged spoiled brats in a dirty way. I can't imagine if I married a spoiled brat, it would only cause me trouble," he didn't say it directly to you, but you immediately knew who he was referring to as Spoiled Brat. Yourself.

"You know, since I first met you, I envied your life. No pressure, complete parents, and no need to force a smile to the media or people. I wish I could be like you. I always wished I wasn't born as a general's daughter, didn't hear the fact that my mother died because she was killed by my father's rival. If my father wasn't a General, my mother would still be there. That privilege, I'd rather be pushed back by others than have that privilege. That way, I won't lose my mother," Your tone of voice is still normal, nothing has changed. But drop by drop, your tears start to flow.

"I'm not an annoying spoiled brat, I never use my father's name to get what I want. Because I know, if I continue to use privilege, I will not be able to be independent," Taki was silent, he didn't say anything. He just realized, he made a mistake. Taking out his anger on you.

"Sorry if I made a mistake with my words, Taki," You actually apologized to him first for your words that a few moments ago could have hurt him without you realizing it. In fact, you were also hurt by his words.

He messed everything up, unknowingly hurting you. The girl who always supported him and always accepted him no matter what. But, he hurt you just because he was annoyed at always failing to achieve what he wanted.

• Maki •

"You know, that necklace was a gift from my late mother! Why did you give it away so easily!" You flinch when he snaps at you harshly. Maki lent you a necklace that belonged to his late mother. Before his mother left, she said she wanted the necklace to be given to her future daughter-in-law. He had entrusted the necklace to you, but you lost it.

The necklace was very precious to Maki, because it was his mother's favorite item. Maki always guarded it carefully.

"I'm sorry, Maki," you were almost crying and shaking, seeing her like this must have scared you. Maki was really this angry. It's like he wants to eat you alive. "What did you say? Sorry? Your apology will be useless if the necklace my mother left me doesn't return to me! I want that necklace back!" He gripped your upper arm tightly, making you wince in pain.

"I want that necklace back, do you fucking understand?!" —Maki

"I will replace it with a new one, with the exact same design," — You

"No, I want my mother's original necklace, not an exact replica. Give me back the necklace or I'll end this relationship, Y/N. We're done if you can't get the necklace back," You glared as he threatened to end your relationship if you couldn't bring back his mother's necklace that you said had been lost somewhere.

Maki released his grip and walked out of your house, but you immediately pulled his hand back. "I admit I was wrong and I can't return your mother's necklace, but I don't want it to end, Maki," You sobbed, gripping his arm tightly, you were afraid of losing him forever because of this. Maki smiled bitterly, looking at you with hurt.

"So return the necklace to me, Y/N. If you can't, then goodbye, I don't want to see your face again," Maki pushed you quite roughly, he didn't realize that he was taking out his anger too much, not thinking about what he had just said.

"Well if you really want it to end, because I won't be able to return the necklace. The necklace is in the hands of the robber," Maki stopped in his tracks when he heard your slightly choked words. Robber?

"If I hurt you, I apologize for not being able to look after your late mother's belongings. Because actually I didn't lose it because I was careless, last night I was robbed on the street and threatened, Maki," His jaw dropped when he heard what you said, the water bottle he was holding fell to the floor. His girl was robbed. At night, and he couldn't help.

You lowered your head, clenching your palms as you told the real reason why his mother's necklace was lost in your hands. It was because you were robbed. "Not only your mother's necklace, my cellphone, wallet, and bag were also taken by them. They threatened to kill me if I reported this to anyone else. I was so scared, they also pointed a gun at me," If Maki couldn't support his own body, he would definitely collapse to the floor. His girl almost lost her life last night, but he just made her feel even more hurt. That night, Maki could lose the woman he loves for the second time.

"By God, if I could save your mother's necklace, I would rather give up my belongings than cause you pain." You sobbed even harder, guilt filling you.

Maki realized that he hurt you, even after you had an incident. You should have been hugged and asked nicely why the necklace was missing. Maki couldn't even see when you were 'lying' you were shaking so much. Because he was already filled with a furious anger.

Suddenly, you felt a warm hug come to you. Maki hugged you tightly with tears that were no less tight than yours. "Screw that necklace, my mom would kill me if she were still alive for seeing me treat you like this, Y/N. Oh my gosh, up there he must have swore at me," He hugged your body tightly, he trembled violently imagining what it would be like if what he was hugging was your lifeless body.

He hurt you after you almost lost your life, he even threatened you by leaving you if you couldn't bring back his mother's necklace.

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summary : jo takes you out to stargaze, but little did you know it's because he was awaiting the perfect opportunity to confess his feelings for you

genre : fluff, asakura jo x gn!reader tws : kiss author notes : for my requestor ^..^ i hope you like it ♡ word count : 0.7k

you felt the plush of the blanket under you, cushioning the ground slightly. the sky was clear, creating room for the hundreds, on thousands of stars to litter the sky. you didn't know many constellations, but just connecting the shiny dots yourself was relaxing. 

the air wasn't chilly, especially under the light sweatshirt you had on, because it was late spring. you didn't really know what time it was, or how long you'd been stargazing, but it didn't matter because you'd cancel every plan you had to stay out here. 

mostly because you were spending quality time with a good friend of yours, jo, who had invited you to this occasion earlier in the day. 

the man was lying by your side, not close enough to touch, but enough to feel the warmth radiating off him. he laid with his arms under his head for better support, staring up at the sky wordlessly. and even though it was silent, you didn't feel uncomfortable—not even with the thought that passing strangers would think you two were on a date, or the thumping in your chest every time he'd re-adjust ever so slightly, which made him ultimately approach you. you could tell that, even through the darkness, your cheeks had a light pink to them. 

truthfully, you were so keen to accept the offer jo extended to you, simply because it was him. you've always felt blissful with him by your side, and he's been by it through thick and thin. if you didn't know any better, the little things he always did for you must have been hints—but that was just you lifelessly wishing upon a shooting star.

shifting caught your attention, and you tried desperately to not make it seem like you had noticed. you didn't want him to catch onto the fact that he kept getting closer to your side, only centimeters apart now. even if it was only subconsciously, he would eventually inch until he couldn't anymore, and then you'd have every excuse in the book.

however, you couldn't help thinking that maybe he wouldn't feel the same. maybe, just maybe, he was contempt just being friends with you. and that thought alone is what always held you back.

it's the little things that kept you grasping at straws, and it was the even smaller thoughts that would totally blow them away.

were friends truly better off staying friends?

your thoughts were speeding miles an hour, even when you fronted admiring the glistening night sky, you couldn't help think of jo. the peacefulness he brought to you. the gentle caress to the heart. his soft voice that kept saying your name until you finally realized that it wasn't in your head.

"y/n?"

he had turned to you, head resting against a folded arm. your face flushed under his gaze, and you couldn't physically get yourself to turn to him—afraid you'd be too close that he could see right through your facade. so, you opted to stay looking at the sky instead.

it didn’t seem to bother him, and you let him notice the imperfections on your skin that made him shy away from you momentarily—or maybe it was because of something else, you had no idea. you found his stare too intoxicating to ignore, to not feel physically burning you, blooming butterflies, shooting stars…

"jo," you whispered against the air. "can you stop staring at me, it's —"

"making you uncomfortable?"

you gulped, a slight fear casting down on you. "no, not ex-exactly. it's, i don't know, intimidating." you could partially see the eyebrow raise from your peripherals, and you don't know what took over you. "do you like me or something?"

"yeah," your head turned at neck-breaking speed, and just as you had calculated earlier your faces are centimeters apart. you desperately tried to avoid eye-contact, but it didn't really matter with him glancing down at your lips. your nerves were doing leaps along with your stomach, awaiting anything. "i do like you."

you couldn't help leaning in slightly, brushing featherlight lips. your eyes closed, and you heard a small chuckle before finally feeling jo close the distance completely.

it could've been a dream. but if it was, consider yourself never waking up ever again.

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A/N: Requests open; Pairing: JO1 Members x GN Reader Genre: Angst, Fluff Warnings: Cursing, Mentions of Past Abuse If you or anyone you know is a victim of abuse, reach out; Masterlists: JO1 KPOP JPOP

Sho

"Sho, I know your job is time consuming but-" Your words cut off by your boyfriend's deep voice. "Baby.. I can't help my schedule all the time, you know that!" He says, hands flying up in frustration as he turns towards you causing your eyes to squeeze shut in fear. "P-please don't!" You beg in a terrified voice, flinching back causing Sho to stop in his tracks. "Wha- Wait.. did you think I was going to hit you..?" He asks quietly, staring at you with wide eyes. Looking down, you quickly wipe the tears from your cheeks. "It was nothing, let's just forget it." You say quickly, rushing to walk past him, hiding your face. "Wait.. please baby.. I didn't mean to scare you!" Sho says, gently stopping you. "Shit.. I shouldn't have gotten that angry." He says, looking at you with apologetic eyes. "Even if we argue, I would NEVER hurt you. My job is to protect you, not make you cry. I'm sorry Y/N." He says softly with a serious face, wrapping his arms around you. "I'm sorry too." You say, giving him a small kiss as he holds you. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asks, causing you to nod as you open up to him about your past relationship.

Ren

The movement of your boyfriend's hands flying up mid argument immediately causes your hands to fly up to protect yourself as the room goes silent. Ren stares at you in disbelief as you slowly lower your hands from your face, looking at the ground. "Did you think I was going to hurt you..?" His voice low as he examines your face and body, his eyebrows furrow, "Why would you think that? Did I do something?" Ren asks, sadness taking over his features. "M-my ex was abusive, a-and when your hands flew up I just th-" Your words cut off by your boyfriend. "Oh sweetie.. I didn't know, I'm sorry" He says, slowly making his way to you, carefully taking your hands in his. "I would never hurt you, I'm sorry I scared you. I need you to hold me accountable whenever I cross a line, okay?" He says softly, as his fingers rub small circles on your palms, you look up at him. "It's okay, I'm sorry for reacting like that.." You say, hiding your face in his chest, his arms automatically wrap around you. "No, don't ever apologize." Ren whispers into your hair as he holds you, rubbing your back soothingly as you cry.

Ruki

"You really think I would hurt you..?" Your boyfriend asks, a hint of disappointment flashes on his face, not because of you but himself. You fidget with your hands, looking anywhere but him. "I was just caught off guard.." You say quietly, closing your eyes as you let out a shaky breath. "I'm sorr-" Your words cut off by Ruki, slowly, hesitantly pulling you into his embrace. "Fuck.. no, I'm sorry." He shakes his head, eyes tearing up. "I shouldn't have yelled at you.. I-I shouldn't have scared you.." He says quietly, his hands rubbing small circles on your back. "My ex was abusive.. b-but I shouldn't react like that.. it isn't fair to you." You whisper, tears falling on his hoodie. "Don't apologize to me." Ruki says with a frown. "And please don't think that you deserved any of that. I.. I need you to know I would never hurt you. Ever." He says, letting out a deep breath, giving you a gentle squeeze. "I do, can I tell you about it?" You ask, looking up at him with big eyes, his sad eyes fill with a hint of happiness because of your trust in him. "Of course baby." Ruki says, kissing the top of your head, holding you in his arms as you open up.

Junki

"I'll just go to my place and we can talk about this tomorrow." You say through teary eyes just as Junki's hand grabs your wrist, stopping you from moving. "Let me g-" Your words cut off by Junki's hands flying up in the air in frustration causing you to let out a whimper as you flinch back, dropping to the ground. "Wh- Y/N??" He exclaims, looking down at you with wide eyes as tears fall down your cheeks. "I-I didn't want to tell you.. my ex used to hit me when we'd argue.. so when you moved your hands like that.. I got scared.." You say softly as a sob leaves your throat, not daring to look up at your boyfriend who now has tears falling down his face. "Baby.. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I wasn't going to hurt you I-I just didn't want you to leave.. please know I would never hurt you.." Junki whispers, his bottom lip quivering. "It's o-okay, can you hold me?" You say through choked sobs, looking up at him with a pleading look. "I'm sorry." He says, dropping down to the ground with you, carefully pulling you into his arms. "I'm so sorry.." He repeats, holding you tightly as he rubs your hair while you cry together.

Keigo

"Are you leaving?" Keigo asks as he follows, arms crossed over his chest. "You're not making an effort here!" You tell him, the frustration finally causing tears to fill your eyes. "That's it! I can't win!" He yells, throwing his arms up in frustration, this action causes you to immediately flinch back in fear. "No!" You beg weakly, dropping to the floor, bringing your knees up to your chest, body going into fight or flight. "What.. did you think I was going to hurt you?" Keigo asks quietly, slowly crouching down to your level. "I- I don't know. I know you'd never hurt me but my ex was abusive and I just thought-" "I'd do the same?" Keigo asks, sad eyes roaming over your face. "I'm ashamed.. I should have never gotten that mad. I would never hurt you.. I'm sorry!" He says, tears streaming down his face. "I know you would never, it was a reflex." You tell him, wrapping your arms around his stomach. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asks, earning a small smile from you. "Thank you." You tell him before opening up about your past as he holds you.

Takumi

You bite your lip, staring at your boyfriend as he unpacks his suitcase, frustrated from your previous fight. "Do you need my hel-" You begin, your words cut off when Takumi lets out a loud sigh of annoyance. "No!" He exclaims, the frustration getting the best of him. "Kumi, can we sit and talk for a secon-" He flings his arms up in the air, a shirt flying to the ground, causing you to flinch back into the pillows of the bed. "We already said wha- Woah shit! What's wrong??" He asks in surprise at seeing you flinch back. "Baby... did I scare you? I-if I did... I'm sorry. I didn't- I wasn't going to hurt you." Takumi says, trying to reassure you causing you to sit up as he slowly approaches you. "It's okay, I-I just did it out of reflex I guess..." You say, pulling him down gently by his arm to sit next to you on the bed. "I know you wouldn't hurt me and please don't be afraid to touch me." You say, giving him a reassuring smile, causing him to let out a breath. "Please let me know if I ever make you feel like that again." Takumi says, gently moving a piece of hair from your face.

Syoya

"Ugh! I'm leaving!" Syoya yells, getting up from his spot on the couch, you sigh, sitting up from your position on the couch. "Syo, please don't just leave.. I think we should calm down and try to talk about thi-" Your words cut off by Syoya quickly turning around, throwing his hands up in frustration. The motion causes you to flinch back into the couch, tears automatically welling up in your eyes, a quiet whimper escaping your lips causing him to rush over to you. "Baby.. are you okay?" He asks, all anger leaving his body, replaced with worry. "Talk to me.. please, why did you flinch?" He asks quietly, carefully sitting next to you. "You scared me.. I mean not you but I-I was in an abusive relationship so it-" Your words interrupted by Syoya dropping his head and letting out a quiet curse. "Shit.. I didn't mean to scare you baby, I would never hurt you. I'm sorry." He says as tears flow down your cheeks. He gently takes your hand in his, looking at you with sad eyes. "Can you tell me what some triggers are? I want to avoid making you feel like this." Syoya says, earning a small nod and sniffle from you, as he holds you in his arms.

Shosei

"Y/N... can you open the door please?" Shosei asks from outside the bathroom door, letting out a relieved sigh when you slowly open the door. "Are you okay?" He asks, eyeing you carefully. You wipe your eyes before looking up at him. "Yes, I'm sorry for reacting that way... I guess I'm not over some things." You reassure him, mumbling the last bit to yourself. Shosei's eyebrows furrow as he sits down next to you, eyes roaming your face. "I didn't mean to slam the cabinet, I was just so frustrated I-I'm sorry." He tells you, eyes locking onto yours. You let out a sigh, eyes tearing up. "It isn't your fault I reacted that way.. I just have a lot of horrible experiences with anger, usually directed towards me so I guess it scared me." You say, looking down. Shosei nods sadly, quickly wiping his eyes before turning to you. "I am your boyfriend, I am here to love, support, and protect you. I am so sorry I made you think otherwise." He tells you with nothing but honesty before continuing. "Do you want to talk about it? I mean, only if you're comfortable." He asks, earning a small smile from you. "Yes, hold me?" You ask, Shosei nods as he pulls you into his arms.

Sukai

"I didn't know! I thought you wer-" Sukai hits his palms down on the table in frustration, causing you to flinch back, eyes squeezed shut expecting to be hit but when nothing happens, you slowly open your eyes to see your boyfriend sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. Walking over to him, you quietly sit next to him. "S-Sky?" You ask hesitantly, carefully rubbing his back as he starts sniffling, causing your eyes to widen. "Why did you flinch?" Sukai asks through sniffles, slowly looking up at you, your heart breaks to see him so upset and you feel the tears coming to your eyes. "I-it was just a reflex. I'm fine." You say quickly. "Did you think I was going to hurt you?" He asks so quietly you don't think you heard him correctly. "I know you would never but I got really scared for a second.. " You say, giving him an apologetic look, "I'm sorr-" Your words are cut off when Sukai pulls you into his arms carefully, holding you tight. "No, I'm sorry." He says, causing you to hug him. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asks, rubbing your back soothingly. "No, just hold me please." You tell him, leaning into his embrace.

Shion

You let out a sniffle, pulling your knees up to your chest as you try to steady your heartbeat. Thoughts racing through your head a million miles per hour, you feel horrible for how you reacted to your boyfriend. All of your thoughts come to a halt when Shion walks back into the room, stopping to silently look at you, an apologetic look on his face, jaw clenched. "Y/N.. baby, are you okay?" He asks, taking a seat next to you, looking down at his hands before continuing. "I just want to say I'm so sorry.. I shouldn't have raised my voice, it was a stupid argume-" You interrupt his words by wrapping your arms around his larger frame, taking him by surprise. "Please don't apologize.. you didn't know an-" You ramble before he shakes his head as he wraps his arms around you. "No I'm sorry, I scared you a-and my literal job is to protect you. If I ever overstep any of your boundaries, let me know." Shion says with his chin resting on top of your head, earning a sigh of relief from you. "Thank you Shion." You whisper as he holds you, feeling safe in his arms.

Mame

You flinch back as Mame raises his hands above his head in the middle of the argument, a frown immediately crossing over his features. "What was that?" He asks quietly, slowly walking towards you with wide eyes. "It was nothing.." You say, eyes shifting to the ground, causing Mame to drop down to his knees in front of you. "Please look at me.. why did you flinch?" He asks, his pleading eyes cause you to let out a sigh. "It's a long story... my ex was abusive, he would hit me when we'd argue, I-I don't know why I did it with you, it was a refle-" You say through tears as your words are cut off by your boyfriend. "I'm so sorry love... I would never hurt you!" He says, voice low, putting his head in his hands. "It's okay, c-can you just hold me?" You ask in a whisper, causing him to slowly get up, hesitating. "Are you sure?" He asks, big eyes staring into yours, your heart flutters at his gentleness. "Yes. And please don't be scared to touch me now." You say with a small smile, Mame nods his head, carefully wrapping his arms around you. "You're safe with me."

A/N: BRB CRYING My requests are open! Feel free to request anything! <3

[miagwynwrites]

Cosmic Love

Genre: fluff

CW: mentions of body image, chubby reader, depression

Length: 1k+

Summary: why would a gorgeous model want someone like you? Perhaps something magical happened in the cosmos

Pairings: meguro ren x female reader

A/N: hi :( I am sad so I want to write my blorbo making me feel better cause I don’t have an irl blorbo to make me feel better :,) 🦬

“Y/n are you still in the shower? I thought I heard the water running?” Ren asked on the other side of the door. No answer. “Are you alright y/n?” Again no answer. “I’m coming in.” You watched through the mirror as your gorgeously handsome boyfriend strolled into the bathroom wine glass in hand. Upon seeing your current state he placed his glass on the counter and stood by your side.

You stood on your towel naked, water dripping down your body, hair messy and soaked just standing there. You were again thinking about your body and how you thought it affected your relationship with your Meme.

“Y/n, my darling what’s wrong? You’ll catch a cold like this.” You just stood there saying nothing. You were afraid if you spoke up you would not only start crying but Ren would get annoyed with you. This has happened before whether you were eating or watching tv, hell it even happened when you two were making love, it ruined the rest of night and you slept on the couch cause you couldn’t face him in bed again.

“There’s something wrong with me.” You spoke at a low whisper tears forming on your waterline. Forget trying to hold anything back, you were so tired of feeling like this. Ren let out a sigh and you just looked away. He was annoyed, he had to be. You looked back and watched him grab a towel from the cupboard and walk back to you unfolding it and wrapping it around your body. It was warm considering you had been standing naked for at least half an hour shivering. You didn’t care though as you were having another depressive episode.

“Y/n you are allowed to feel like this. I know you have felt like this and I know it’s upsetting and hard but I am here for you.” You looked up at him through your wet strands of hair. He was so beautiful and so was his smile and it made a pit grow in your stomach.

“Why Meme? I just don’t understand why you would fall for me. We both know I’m constantly like this. I just wish I wasn’t at that supermarket that day and..” Ren grabbed your face between his hands and made you look up at him.

“Stop that. Stop saying hurtful things. Not only are you making yourself feel worse but you’re hurting my feelings too y/n.” Ren gently moved your wet hair away from your face so he could see your eyes. With his thumb he swiped at your tears running down your cheeks. “If I wouldn’t have met you that day things would be so different. I don’t know where I would be.”

You looked away again. How could you even look at someone so gorgeous and feel less than. “But you had a pretty co-star, I saw her. All your acting, you act with all these beautiful woman, don’t you feel something with them? Don’t you want to be with someone who makes you look good. You’re an actor and model Meme, why would you want to be seen out in public with someone like me?” You asked. You felt horrible constantly bringing this same question up but it was constantly on your mind and you just felt like he was acting like he loved you just to make you feel better, as if he was pulling a harmful prank.

“Do you even love me?” You hesitated to ask and when he just looked at you and his eyebrows did that thing you’ve seen him do in dramas before he gets angry you pulled away from his arms.

“Darling how could you ask that? Why would you ask that? Why would I spend all this time with you and treat you so well if I didn’t. Don’t walk away from me y/n.” You looked up through teary eyes trying to read his expression. His aura had change. He was slouched, his shoulders no longer up and back, his hands looked like they were shaking and he looked like he himself was going to cry. It was a while before he spoke, he was gentle with his words as he lowered himself to his knees. He grabbed your body and pulled you into him hugging you around the waist, his hand rubbing your lower back.

You just stood there feeling more horrible than before. Not only did you say things that hurt him but now you made him cry. You were a horrible girlfriend and he should break up with you at once.

“I’m so sorry you are feeling the way you do my love. I am so sorry you are struggling to be comfortable with your body. I wish you knew that everything I do for you and say to you is because I am genuinely in love with you. Nobody else has ever made me feel the way you do. From the moment I saw you at the supermarket, something about you I found so charming and beautiful and I just had to get to know you. That’s why I had one of my staff member’s give you my number and that’s why I arranged all those special meetings so I could get to know you. If I wasn’t interested in you..” he trailed off as he kept hugging you.

Pulling your hand out of your towel you placed it on top of his head and gently patted him. Maybe he didn’t need to read your mind, maybe in his own way he was able to make you feel better. Maybe the reason you two found each other had something to do with the cosmos, maybe the moon and stars were in the right position that night, maybe God himself pushed you two together, you didn’t know. The more Ren talked to you the better you felt.

He helped dry you off and after you got dressed he helped you dry your hair and brushed it out nicely for you and braided it for you. He was very good at styling hair, he helped a lot with his co-stars and it was just another talent of his. His words echoed in your head, “I would not waste my time with someone I didn’t like and with you I love all my time with you because I love you. I really do.”

“Darling,” you snapped out of your gaze as he held your arms at your sides. He gently rubbed up and down your arms, his hands were so nice and soft and warm. The way he looked at you with those puppy eyes, so full of happiness and love. It made you smile.

“Even if you were a worm I would love you. If you were any animal I would love you. If you were a spider and I was a fly, if I was a bee and you were a flower I’d love you. In any form, no matter what lifetime I would always find you and I would always love you.” His words were so beautiful and not like anything you had heard before it made you tear up out of happiness. Ren gently took your hands in his and rubbed his thumbs over your knuckles before bringing them up to his lips. They were soft and felt good on your skin. When he pulled away he stared at you lovingly.

“I hope those are happy tears?” He asked. You simply nodded and he pulled you into him, one arm wrapping around you while his other hand cupped your cheek. “Please if you ever feel down like this again, please don’t stand naked and wet. I don’t want you catching a cold and please just come to me and we can talk for as long as you want until you feel a little better okay? Promise me you won’t do this again. I was scared.” Ren said. He smiled at you and gave you a long kiss his thumb stroking the side of your cheek. When he pulled away you smiled at him.

“Meme what did I do to deserve you? I love you.” You said wanting to cry again. You just would never be able to believe that such a gorgeous model and famous actor would fall in love with you.

“I love you more darling. Shall we get out of here?” He picked up his wine glass and grabbed your hand leading you to the bedroom. “I’ll make you some tea and something warm to eat how does that sound? For my perfectly beautiful and kind girlfriend whom I simply adore inside and out from your soul down to your toes.”

“You’re drunk aren’t you?” You giggled.

“On the contrary I just poured this glass.” He let out a chuckle as you two walked down to the kitchen. You wished you could thank the moon and all the stars for having the perfect man pop out in front of you. If you had never run out of food you never would’ve met him.

[itsderpielle]

I just published "1-Sho " of my story "11 moments ( JO1) ". https://www.wattpad.com/1373041355?utm_source=android&utm_medium=com.tumblr&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=DreamingofSnow&wp_originator=fTkCAlAA7%2B3cPoqtcIQWKNgE%2FJ1H3CkDoHyNalCFsr%2FtmWYvU8WZ%2B%2BnSn23gL8tg%2F7xBVgCY8vibfL4eErHGX08CPyOzdrTC6wXZB3sNyeaQW%2BI%2B5Pesb42RDJOJtYad

[xsweetelegantdisasterx]

I'm so glad to have finished this one. 🙌 third Rampage story completed.

Here's to Mr. Smiley himself.

➻ Title: You're the only one I want.

➻ Summary: Giselle has been oblivious to her feelings for so long. After overhearing a conversation, she slowly realizes who should have her heart.

➻ Characters: Shogo & OC

➻ Genre: Some Fluff & Some Angst

➻ Word Count: Alot. {Sorry I'm wordy.}

Taglist: @stardragongalaxy

Shogo sat watching Giselle on her balcony, downing her wine, seemingly upset. Her boyfriend of three years once again stood her up. This time though, it was deplorable. Her birthday was supposed to be a big celebration, surrounded by her friends and those she considered family. He growled under his breath, waiting for a miracle to happen, for Takashi to actually think of someone other than himself. Shogo and Elle had spent a lot of time together, going shopping, eating at her favorite restaurants, watching her favorite movies. She was the one person he wanted nothing more than to be with. Her boyfriend was treating her wrong, which irked his soul like no other, but he wasn't about to over step his boundaries. He felt there was a spark between them, but knew that Giselle was torn.

Misaki, Zin’s girlfriend looked over as she saw the sight. She walked out towards Giselle, placing a hand on her shoulder. She looked at Misaki with a half smile.

“Elle, you know you don’t have to take this from him.”

“Misa, he’s working, I can't condemn him for that.”

“Just like Valentine’s day right?”

Giselle took a sip, thinking of how Misa was right. He had avoided spending time with her on Valentine’s day. Blaming it on work, but on social media, was with his friends. Instead, Shogo spent the evening with her to make her feel better. She looked out seeing the lights illuminate the streets, annoyed by his lack of consideration once more. Just once, Giselle wanted him to match her energy. Misa developed a deep bond with Giselle when they met, due to Giselle being important to Shogo.

She looked over at Shogo. By all actions he was the one she should've picked. He acted more like her partner than Takeshi. She still remembered that day at the restaurant when Shogo and Takeshi got into it. They didn't know she was in the booth behind them.

“Takeshi, thank you for hearing me out. I just want to know why you keep Giselle when your actions scream you don't want her.”

The tapping stopped as Takeshi placed his phone down. “Iwata is it?”

“It’s Iwaya.”

“Right. Women like Giselle need to be in a relationship to feel like they have some meaning in their useless, mundane life. You see, I’m actually doing her a favor by keeping her; regardless if I ghost her.”

“Useless life? You pompous little prick. Giselle deserves better than this game your playing with her heart. She deserves the world and someone who would build theirs around her.”

“She's independent, so she'll survive.”

Shogo clinched his fists, he had a mind to drive his hand through Takeshi’s face, if it wouldn't hurt Giselle. “I hope one day you don’t realize how much of an asshole you are, so she can invest time into someone who truly cares about her!” His yell silenced the restaurant.

“I doubt she will. You see, even if our love is one-sided, she won't leave me; Giselle is too nice to ‘hurt me’,” he chuckled, “Now, why don't you two go prance your way back to the studio where you belong.” He picked his phone back up shooing them away.

Shogo stood up quickly, Zin pulling him back from making a mistake that could hurt his image. They left furious.

When Giselle came back to reality, she sighed. The pain she felt afterwards was worse than anything that had happened to her. She downed the last of her wine as she was going to make a change. Grabbing a box she went to her room throwing all of Takeshi’s items in it. Misa followed her slightly confused on what her friend had in mind.

“He said I was too nice, and my life is useless without him. I’ll show him.”

“Hell yes Elle!” Misa threw her glass down shattering it. “Shit. Sorry Elle, I got too wrapped up in the moment.” She grabbed a broom cleaning up her mess.

Giselle giggled, as she had other onlookers coming to see what the ruckus was. She focused on her task at hand though, filling up the box quickly. Shogo stood at the door leaning into the frame. He was glad she was making this decision, but wondered why the sudden change of heart with her. He overheard her tell Misa, word for word, what Takeshi said to him. Shogo never disclosed that tidbit of information, to try and protect Giselle of a broken heart.

Throwing the last article in the box, Giselle felt a slight weight lifting from her shoulders. It was well past time for her to cut ties, and start anew. She grabbed the box as Misa skipped besides her.

“Do you need a ride?” Shogo stopped her.

“Only if you don't mind, if not I can get a taxi or Uber.”

Zin grabbed Misaki’s hand as they decided to join. This was going to be a group effort. Giselle knew the code to his apartment, her plan was to drop it off as his house while he wasn’t there. Takeshi was supposed to be working, but she wasn’t prepared for what was to come.

Silently, they walked down the hall to his apartment, to not disturb the other residents. She typed in the code as the door unlocked, to sounds of moaning. Anger filled Giselle as her fists clinched tightly, turning her knuckles white. She slammed open his door seeing Takeshi on top of another woman. She grabbed the closest thing to her as she pelted it across the room hitting him in the back of the head. The girl screeched trying to cover up, rage coursing through Giselle's body.

“Seriously Takeshi?” Her yell startled everyone. “Your stuff is in the living room. You can play your stupid games with this broad.”

She shoved past everyone wanting to leave. She had feared this day would come, but wasn’t sure when or if she’d ever catch him in the act. Takeshi threw his legs over the side, rubbing his head. It was a surprise she didn’t crack his skull. He followed her outside trying to talk to her.

“Giselle, wait,” he grabbed her arm turning her around.

“I have nothing else to say to you, you’re not my problem anymore.”

He slammed her door, “Will you let me talk? I'm sorry.”

“Fuck off, you're only sorry you got caught. You have been the worst boyfriend. Cheating on me on my birthday? You showed you have no couth, many times, and I’m not lowering myself any longer to a tool like you. I deserve better than what you give me. Go back to her, she's more important.” She turned to Shogo, “Take me away from here please.”

“You’re making a big mistake! I won't take you back,” Takeshi was furious he lost Giselle.

“You don't have to worry about that, because that will never be up for discussion.”

After the long drive of silence, they arrived back at her apartment. Everyone was still there, but she proceeded to her room. She wanted to gather her emotions before she faced anyone; Misa included. She was right all along, but Giselle was living in the clouds. At this point, she didn't even know why. The breakup went a lot better, and she wasn't that hurt from it, so she didn't know why she was in the dumps about it. Shogo entered her room sitting at the foot of her bed. She turned her head slightly, not completely meeting eye contact with him.

“How did you know what he said about you, that day at the restaurant?”

“I was there, I was meeting a client for lunch when I heard the discussion. After you left, I called them and scheduled else where.”

Shogo dropped his head. The hateful words he tried to protect her from, inevitably found their way to her.

“I hope you aren't mad at me for not telling you.”

She smirked, “Why would I be mad at you? You tried to protect me, I can't be angry.”

He scooted closer to her, “But that was for naught, because you ended up hurt anyways.”

“You're not the one who hurt me. You've never hurt me, and I know you never will. This is just something I had to learn for myself. I'm better off without him anyways,” she stood up, “let's go. Everyone is about to leave.”

Shogo followed her out as Elle's apartment was emptying. He was stopped suddenly by her, confused on what she needed.

“Shogo, can you stay? I want to be around my best friend.”

He looked back at his friends as he ushered them to leave without him. He locked the door for the night as they relaxed on the couch. Giselle brought blankets and pillows for them, since they were having a night together. They only got through a full movie, before Elle passed out. Shogo laid in front of her covering her shoulders up, tucking her more in.

A smile formed on her lips as she looked at him, noticing he was almost hanging off the couch.

“Aren’t you afraid of falling?”

“I already have,” he nudged closer to her.

When Giselle woke up, she noticed the house being quiet.

Hmm. Did you really leave without saying goodbye Sho? She collected her thoughts walking through the house. Suddenly, she heard her keys jingle outside of the door. Right when she opened it, she saw a whole new Shogo. Sure, he was dressed the same with a snack hanging out his mouth, and his hand full of groceries, but he was different. The whole aura that surrounded him was enchanting. She rushed to help empty his hands, looking away suddenly. It was for sure written on her forehead how extremely gorgeous he was to her. She placed the groceries down before heading to the bathroom.

Giselle stood in front of the mirror as she was in complete shock, how she never noticed him before. She always looked at him, but not like that. The smile that he gave her, behind the snack, was burning through her mind, taking up space rent free. The cold water felt awesome, helping calm her down. She heard a light knock, followed by his sweet voice.

“Ellie, I’m gonna make you breakfast. That’s why I was gone, I hope I didn't upset you.”

Even the way he said her name had a nice ring to it now. She inhaled slowly opening the door.

“I’m not upset, was just curious where you were, that’s all.”

“Are you sure you’re okay? You seem kinda far off like something is bothering you.”

“I promise I'm fine Sho. Do you need help?”

He shook his head abruptly, “Nope that would make the point, of me making you breakfast, obsolete if I had your help. You can just keep me company.”

She smiled following him to the kitchen. Him being there made her feel better. Giselle sat at her bar watching him whip together her favorite, a sausage omelet. Hardly anyone knew that she loved them so much, she was impressed that he did. Shogo noticed her staring at him through his peripherals, he smirked as his back was to her.

“Are you going to ask me or not,” He broke her trance.

“Ask what?”

“How I knew.”

She looked over at the window, knowing he could read her mind at this point. “I’m curious.”

“I know you like the back of my hand. I wouldn’t be your best friend if I didn’t know what you liked; or what makes you the saddest, but you choose to hold it in. I'm also observant and receptive of your emotions, and just hope that I'm never in the same room while your heart shatters.”

“Sho-"

“I mean that, it controls my mood. Your emotions controls my mood,” He placed a beautifully arranged omelet in front of her with a cup or coffee.

She slowly bit a piece as her taste buds were in full ecstasy at the moment. Giselle placed her fork down, trying to come up with the words to tell Shogo how she was feeling. Everything that she rehearsed in her mind, sounded so much better there. It wasn’t that she didn’t like him, she was just scared with everything that recently happened.

“Sho, I-"

“I didn’t tell you all this for you to feel pressured to say you like me back. I just wanted to let you know that you don’t have to look very far if you want someone who cares.”

He sat down with his own plate eating, glancing at his watch. It was getting close for him to have to leave, but for the first time, he was dreading going.

“If you have to leave Sho, you can. I don’t expect your life to be put on pause for what happened. I won’t mind, I might even take a nap.”

He smiled his half smile, nodding his head. He was going to finish his plate first. They ate in silence, before he stood up to excuse himself. Giselle jumped up wrapping her arms around him.

“Thank you Sho. You’re always the one to stay by my side.”

“Always. Now get some rest. Text me later if you need me,” He lightly cupped his hand around her face.

Giselle nodded sending him on his way. From the moment he left, she replayed his words in her head. Over and over like a record stuck on one song. Every time she tried to lay back down, he ran through her mind. Her phone went off seeing Misa’s notifications. She was bored at the studio and wanted Elle’s presence there.

At first it seemed like a bad idea, not wanting to bother or distract Shogo, but then again she noticed a difference when he wasn't around. Also, she would be there for Misa, not just to see him so it would be okay. Sure, it’d be a bonus, but she was going to do her part of their friendship. Giselle looked in the mirror, getting freshened up. Her clothes were waiting on her to make her final decision, as she stood wondering what he'd like her in. Misa sent another series of texts telling her to hurry up, just as she finished dressing. She grabbed her keys heading to the studio.

Their songs could be heard down the hallway, as her heart sped up. She got to the door as she froze, hand stopping just before she reached the handle. She was blocking the door as she couldn’t put it in motion to turn it. A hand placed on hers drew her back to reality.

“You okay Ellie?” Shogo was glistening from dancing so hard.

“Sho,” she brushed her hair behind her ear, “what a coincidence that you’re here.”

He grinned lowering his eyes in confusion. “Yeah this is kind of like my second home. You gonna come in?” He helped turn the handle as Misa pulled her in.

Shogo went back to formation as he chuckled. It was apparent that Giselle was becoming bashful around him, he thought it was cute.

“I’m glad I wasn’t bleeding out, it took you long enough Elle.”

Elle nodded not hearing what was said. Misa snapped in her face. “Misa, when did you know Zin was the one for you.”

“Hey whoa. You have to get your own, he’s mine.”

“What? No, I didn’t mean it like that, I don’t see Zin like that I promise.”

Misa was splitting at the side with how worked up Giselle seemed. “Relax, I know he’s not the one you’re inquiring about. It’s about Sho isn’t it?”

“I’m actually not sure. I just feel really different around him. Something has definitely changed between us, but we haven't done anything differently.”

“Maybe you’re finally letting him into your heart.”

Giselle looked over at Sho seeing him laughing with the others. His smile was quite calming to her.

“I guess. I also find it weird I'm not upset about ending things with Takeshi.”

“Elle, he was a tool. The one that's perfect for you, hasn't been able to keep his eyes off of you since you met.”

Shogo looked over at Elle. He did look at her in the most adorning way, but she was clouded by horrible decisions. Zin pushed him forward to talk to her, since they decided to take a break. He laid his head in her lap causing her to gasp. Elle placed her hand on his head, subconsciously stroking his hair.

“Are you planning on staring at me the entire time you’re here?”

A smirk curved Elle’s lips. He caught her glancing, even while dancing.

“If it’s an issue I can stop.”

He opened his eyes gazing into hers. “You do and I’ll never forgive you.”

A light shade of pink crept across her face. It took her so long to realize that her true love was disguised as her best friend. He never made her feel less about herself. If she ever needed him, he was there on a drop of the dime. With all the chaos that ever surrounded her, he was the peace. Shogo was her tranquility, simply put. Her eyes were wide open now, and she wasn't going to lose him.

There was a risk for them taking their friendship to a whole new level, but he was worth it. To her, he was worth everything.

“Can we talk after you guys are done?”

“Of course Ellie,” He raised up inches away from her face, “Where at?”

“My apartment.”

Shogo nodded as he returned to the group. Elle was nervous to talk to him about them and where they were going to go, but she felt it was necessary. She just hoped that what he said earlier, he meant it. Back home she had an elaborate plan to cook for him. Elle made spaghetti for him, since it was his favorite dish of hers, homemade garlic bread included. Just as she pulled out the bread, her door opened. Shogo looked refreshed, getting a shower in before coming to her.

“You can literally smell this down the hallway,” He smiled sitting down at the bar in front of her.

Elle smirked as she cut the bread. Her sauce was his favorite, and she had a way with the meatballs she made. He wasn't much on them, but hers was his favorite. Elle made his plate sitting it in front of him. He leaned over taking the fork as he dug in. Finally, she sat down to eat. The meal was quiet, but it gave her a chance to gather her thoughts.

“You okay Ellie?”

“Iwaya, I have to be honest. What’s on my mind is scarier than any thoughts that have crossed it,” she continued to look down.

By this time, she had his full attention. She got nervous as she looked up at Sho, feeling like a weight was about to be lifted off her shoulders.

“If whatever you’re thinking is causing you turmoil, you don't have to tell me right now.”

“You need to know Shogo, that when I go to bed, I think of you. When I wake, if I don't see a message from you, I get this weird feeling. I feel a sense of happiness when you are around me. You have always been my person and I'm sorry I haven't noticed before. I don't want to look past you any longer.”

He smiled turning their chairs to face each other. “Are you confessing to me?”

“I am but I'm scared. I'm scared of what might happen to us.”

“The only thing that will happen is we will work out what ever is headed our way. If you love me, and I know I love you, then nothing will go wrong,” He ran his thumbs along her cheeks trying to dry her trailing tears. “Ellie, I will never break your heart. And these tears you’re crying, I will dry up the best of my ability. All we can do is take it one day at a time.”

Elle placed her hand on his, intertwining their fingers. His touch was soft and gentle.

“I love you Iwaya.”

He placed an adorning kiss on her forehead, “I love you Giselle.”

They closed the space between them. She finally had the happiness she had been searching for, it was just hidden in plain sight all along.

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