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𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 & 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝗸𝗮 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗶𝗻 𝟮𝟬𝟬𝟳 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝗱𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗰 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝘀𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗹𝘂𝗱𝗲𝘀 𝘀.𝗼.𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻 & 𝗰𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗻 𝗱𝗮 𝗰𝗹𝘂𝗯 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘄𝗮𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗼𝘁 𝘀𝘂𝗺 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗷𝘂𝗶𝗰𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗺𝘂𝗴 𝗳𝘁 𝟱𝟬 𝗰𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗶'𝗺 𝗼𝗳𝗳𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸 𝗼𝗻 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗼 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝟯𝟬/𝟯𝟬 𝗯𝗼𝘆𝘇 𝗲𝗮𝘇𝘆 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗮𝘁 𝗯𝗶𝗴 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗺𝗺𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗰𝗼 𝗽𝗼𝗹𝗼 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗴𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁𝗮 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝘇𝗶𝗸 𝗱𝗮𝘇𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝘄𝗮𝗴 𝗳𝗹𝘂 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗼𝘄 𝘇𝗮𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗽𝘁𝟮 𝗯𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗼𝘄 & 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗽𝗮𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗰 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗿𝗯𝗶𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗽 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝘀𝘄𝗮𝗴 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝗷𝗼 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘀.𝗼.𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝗮𝗻𝗴 & 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗯𝗶𝗴 𝗱𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗼 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗶𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘀𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝗲 𝗮 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗲   𝗶𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘆𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹'𝗲𝗺 𝗯𝗶𝗴 𝗱𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗼'𝘀 𝟮𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝗯𝘂𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 & 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗯𝗶𝗴 𝗱𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗼 𝗮𝗸𝗮 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗹𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆'𝘀 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 & 𝘀𝘁𝘆𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆' 𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘁 & 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗶𝘂𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗶𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝘀 𝗲𝘁𝗰. 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 & 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗱𝘂𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗮 𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗯𝘆 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝗶𝗴 𝗱𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗹 𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗮𝗻 𝘂𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝗸𝗮 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗽 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗶𝗴 𝗱𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝘀.𝗼.𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 & 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 & 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 & 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗺 𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 & 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗮 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 & 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 & 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗷𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗼𝗴𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗻

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[wrathkitty]

Short Debts Make Long Friends - Chapter 24 Snippet

The tribe’s opinion of you generally fell into one of three categories: 

Paz, who despised you. 

The Armorer, who tolerated you.

And those who saw you as a harmless oddity who was welcome to stay so long as she continued minding the children — which had turned into therapy from day one, no matter how much anyone tried to pretend it was babysitting. All of the Foundlings lost family during the fall of the Empire. You weren’t encouraging them to draw pictures of their loved ones just because you couldn't come up with anything else better to do.

Problem was, if the grownups didn’t change their approach to childrearing soon (maybe let’s worry a little less about Breha perfecting her Rising Phoenix technique and focus more on managing her anger instead), in a few years’ time the Covert was going to have a passel of dysregulated adolescents on its hands, and in a few years after that, everyone in the Outer Rim would be failing to fend off an entire generation of behavior disordered Mandalorians. 

These were concerns you shared with The Manda’lor (you made a point of intoning it as a proper noun whenever you both were alone, just to annoy him), who quietly arranged for D-5 to drill a small hole in the tribe’s communal barrel of fuel. It took a week to replenish the supply, giving you time to sneak in some basic coping skill lessons between Rising Phoenix 101. By week’s end, Breha failed her flight test and remembered to take three deep breaths before she started throwing blunt objects. And when those blunt objects turned out to be grav charges, everyone started taking the nanny a little more seriously. 

(And if teaching Zones of Regulations to the Mandalorians was how you left your mark on the universe, then you’d die happy.)

Short Debts Make Long Friends - An over-educated, underpaid millennial finally gets to go on her first adventure.

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[justkending]

*Sequel Announcement*

Hello all! I’m just going to get right into cause I’m so excited to share with you all my new project I’m working on!

As we know, I just finished Finding Memories a few weeks ago. A series I was really proud of and I’ve definitely been seeing some personal growth in my writings after re-reading that one and a few others I’ve done recently. 

All this to be said, I’m actually working on a sequel to Finding Memories and I’m so excited to share it with you when I finish it! 

However... I really want to get this one right since I’m switching up my writing style a touch and adapting to different perspectives. Because of that, I’m trying to do what every writer struggles with, (all my writers on here understand), and finish the series before I publish any of it. Again, I’m changing my writing techniques some so I can really give you guys a story with great connections, wholesome details, and an attempt to not create any plot holes haha!

So please if you have not read Finding Memories yet, I highly recommend you do so you can enjoy this next series even more! Thank you again for keeping my work alive by sharing and commenting where you can. It means all the world to me :) XOXOXOXOXOXO

Finding Memories Taglist: (some would not let me tag. so if you see your name but didn’t get the notification, double check if your blog allows tags:)

@tinkerbelle67 @a-beaverhausen​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @caruhleener​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @fanfictionjunkie1112​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @sjsmith56​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @nancymcl​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @kaygilles​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @laisbeltrans​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @matchat3a​​​​​​​​​​​ @ambrosia1846​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @peachiestevie​​​​​​​​​​​

Marvel Tags:

@thejourneyneverendsx​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @death-unbecomes-you @mythos-writes​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​  @srrymydood​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @xa-dia​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @redhairedfeistynerd​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @morganclaire4​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @connie326​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @captain-asguard​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @mollygetssherlockcoffee​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @teenagedreams-bucky @shower-me-with-roses​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @livstilinski @basicallylool​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ @starryeyeseunbyul​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

My Lovelies forever:

@natura1phenomenon​​ @lauravicente​​ @kakakatey​​ @traceyaudette​​ @notyourtypicalrose​​ @awesome-badass-cafeteria-sauce​​ @sandlee44​​ @thorne93​​ @thefaithfulwriter1​​ @essie1876​​ @greyeyedsmile14​​ @capsiclehan​​  @xostephanie​​ @averyrogers83​​ @awesomenursingstudent​​ @gh0stgurl​​ @cs-please​​ @jjlevin​​ @rainbowkisses31​​ @deannotmoose​​ @their-bibliophile​​ @kitkatd7​​ @willowbleedsonpaper​​ @mariaenchanted​​ @snffbeebee​​ @couldabeenamermaid​​ @rebekahdawkins​​​ @alyispunk​​​ @billyseye @hallecarey1​​​

Bucky Barnes Tags:

@chloe-skywalker​​ @charmedbysarge​​ @jbarness​​ @bellamy-barnes​​ @katiaw2​​ @aikeia​​ @stopjustlovethemcu​​ @enchantedbarnes​

[justkending]

New Series Header and Summary!!

Side note before we jump into the exciting news... Happy Captain America's Birthday-Day!!! (I don't celebrate independence day or the Fourth of July in the US cause every day I'm slowly being stripped of all of mine thanks to the supreme court, but that's a rant for another day...)❤️💙🤍

Anyway, I'm only about 12 chapters in on the writing for the new series and I've taken it down a notch in the last two weeks cause I've been traveling, but I'm hoping to hop back on track this week :)

With that being said, I've been SOOOO excited to share new updates with you all, that I'm cheating a little, and sharing the series header and summary tonight, and maybe... Just maybe... I may give you all a teaser in the next few days. (As long as I stay on track and get a few more chapters knocked out.)

HERE IT IS!!

Series Summary: Following the aftermath of Finding Memories, Bucky tries to complete goals he feels she would have discovered for herself as a way to let her memory live on. However, he never expected to find someone very close to who he believed she would have been if given the chance of normalcy. A journey of mourning someone he lost, turned into a journey of discovering someone new, happens upon the soldier. Maybe this whole normal thing isn't as bad as he had pictured it in his mind. Maybe he had a better shot at it than he ever tried to imagine.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader Insert

Click below for some fun facts about the series...

And 3 random facts for those that want some hints on the series;

It will take place 5 years after Finding Memories.

The main character is a regular civilian (cute story though if I might say).

It will be a longer series with lots of adventure and fluffy scenes that we, unfortunately, didn't get to have in the series before.

Finding Memories Taglist: 

@tinkerbelle67 @a-beaverhausen​​​​​​​​​ @caruhleener​​​​​​​​​ @fanfictionjunkie1112​​​​​​​​​ @sjsmith56​​​​​​​​ @nancymcl​​​​​​​​​ @kaygilles​​​​​​​​​ @laisbeltrans​​​​​​​​​ @matchat3a​​​ @ambrosia1846​​​​​​​​​​ @peachiestevie​​​

Marvel Tags:

@thejourneyneverendsx​​​​​​​​​ @death-unbecomes-you @mythos-writes​​​​​​​​​  @srrymydood​​​​​​​​​ @xa-dia​​​​​​​​ @redhairedfeistynerd​​​​​​​​ @morganclaire4​​​​​​​​ @connie326​​​​​​​​ @captain-asguard​​​​​​​​ @mollygetssherlockcoffee​​​​​​​​ @teenagedreams-bucky @shower-me-with-roses​​​​​​​​ @livstilinski @basicallylool​​​​​​​​ @starryeyeseunbyul​​​​​​​​

My Lovelies forever:

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Bucky Barnes Tags:

@chloe-skywalker​​ @charmedbysarge​​ @jbarness​​ @bellamy-barnes​​​ @katiaw2​​ @aikeia​​ @stopjustlovethemcu​​ @enchantedbarnes

[avocado-frog]

Make me write tag

Thanks to @the-stray-storyteller and @squarebracket-trick

Rules: Make a 24hr poll listing the titles of every WIP you want to work on. (It’s fine if you only have one, still make a poll for the vote count). Whichever WIP title gets the most votes, write 1 sentence for every vote received.

WIP descriptions under the cut

Dahlia- Sequel to forget-me-not, in which the kids have awful coping mechanisms, Jaxon and Leo fight twice, Dylan kidnaps a comatose child, runs away to Massachusetts age twelve, and possesses everyone. I'm finished writing, but I'm a little behind in posting

Rosemary- Third and final part in the series. With Leo and Jaxon gone, the other kids have about three months left. Also, Leo gets a bomb, and Jaxon gets a gun. They should not have these

Iris AU- Dylan gets adopted by the triplet's parents at age three. Olivia is killed when they're six. How things would change for them and Elliot if they were together. Also Jaxon gets thoroughly fucked over without them

Zinnia/jbar- Jaxon befriends a rat

Satisfied AU- The Dahlia swap AU. If Leo almost died at the end of forget-me-not instead of her brother. Dylan and Elliot fight, Cass runs away, Jaxon is still friends with Leo AU

Fish in a birdcage AU- Villain Jaxon/Leo/Elliot, Dylan/Leo forget-me-not swap (they find the picture, shows Cass)

Tagging no pressure (sorry if you've done this recently. I've been seeing them a lot)

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[whosthehottestrapper]

Girlfriends That Golf 10052024

We attended the Girlfriends That Golf event hosted by NiKKi B, on Oct. 5th at JBar and Golf Lounge in Las Vegas. It was also Nikki B's birthday. Happy Birthday, and thank you for throwing such a great event. It was an afternoon of indoor golf, connecting with like-minded people, and major networking. Great food, drinks, and a ton of fun, some even played pool too.

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[jentlemahae]

Now, before everyone get mad…what reason should they be responding to JBar? Like, in the end that’s still just a fanbase, just with a shitton of money???? Like I never hear about teams responding to fans in email as a regular occurrence.

i literally had the exact same thought reading the ask 😭😭 but i think maybe usually companies respond to bars since they are big fangroups ??? but im pretty puzzled too fshsjsj

[avocado-frog]

The AU post

Sage AU- Logan's. His timeline overlaps the triplet's. This is if Logan got to New Hampshire a little earlier, and was able to save them. May post like. a snippet of it

Blackrose AU- Leo's AU in spirit, Jaxon's in practice. He kills her during their fight. May post a little bit after Dahlia Jaxon: Leo died of natural causes Leo, haunting him: You pushed me off the roof Jaxon: Gravity is natural and: Logan: When's the last time we all got together like this? Leo: Hmm. The time Jaxon dropped me off a building.

Sunflower AU- Cass's. Except I have no idea what I want to do for hers

Peony AU- Kai's, except I also have no idea what I'm doing for his. I think it's unofficially this post which I've written a little bit of

Gladiolus AU- Lily's, which I've been thinking of a few concepts for hers. Furthest I've gotten is that Logan takes the twins instead of her and his sister, but I haven't gotten much further than that, and it'd probably mean that I'd have to kill off Cass or Leo. And then I'd have to develop Logan's sister

Zinnia AU- Jaxon's real AU. The One I Liked and Decided to Make Canon, so I won't talk about it

Hyacinth AU- Marcy's, but sometimes I forget that she's a character, so I don't know what I'll do

Iris AU- Dylan and Elliot meet pre-canon before either of their kidnappings (dylan just by two days) when they're three and two respectively. Dylan proceeds to get adopted Also, autistic Dylan, autistic Ryan, autistic Leo, autistic Elliot and ADHD Sam were all confirmed in one paragraph. I think that's pretty neat. Cass is the only neurotypical of all of her siblings. unless? Absolutely dreading writing Olivia's death now. It's all written in her POV. And now I'm attached. May post just because I like it a lot

Asphodel AU- Ryan + Elliot swap AU. (ryan isolation + loses eye privileges/Sam pushed him down the stairs/Elliot + Sam bonding hours) probably won't post it because I've written something else with a similar name and i'd give myself an honest to god heart attack if i forgot that i posted this and not the other thing and saw the title

Marigold AU- Sam + Elliot swap AU (sam isolation + loses eye privileges + gets pushed down the stairs by Elliot/Ryan + Elliot bonding hours + evil sam au just for the fuck of it) probably won't post this either, haven't gotten far enough in it

Lily of the valley AU- It's the Elliot died pre-canon and Dylan can see ghosts AU. can u tell that i really like dylan + elliot content. probably won't, because i haven't written anything about it yet

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Bonus:

Satisfied- forget-me-not but Leo almost dies instead of Elliot This results in Jaxon taking Dylan's place (and vice versa) and Elliot taking Leo's. Basically, the only plot point I have so far is "Elliot and Dylan fight instead of Leo and Jaxon" which absolutely destroyed me as a person. Cass/Ryan swap, Lily/Sam swap, but that's all the important ones. title is based on this song. maybe I'll do what i did with my ghost au post and just show you guys a little bit of it

our word- another Leo AU. I may or may not make this canon too so all I'll say is: leo finally gets an explosive. title is based on this song

Ghost AU- the kids all die and make it Kai's problem. I've posted about it before Logan- 1930s, hypothermia Leo- 1970s, fire Cass- 1970s, poison Lily- 1930s, bike wreck Jaxon- 1990s, electrocution + blunt force trauma Dylan- 1980s, shooting Ryan- 1980s, drownigng Sam- 1980s, car wreck Elliot- 1980s, locked himself in an attic, so it's assumed that it's dehydration or something, but he appears as a ghost missing the whole left side of his head (he launched himself out of a window trying to get out)

JBaR- jaxon befriends a rat AU. Rosemary, but he gets saved a few weeks earlier. And he has a rat

Red spider lily- Dylan's other flower, unofficially. Dylan's alternate AU to iris. Doubles as an omori au if you squint hard enough. It's the Leo killed Dylan AU. Why? because it was my only idea for febuwhump last february. yes i wrote it. no i didn't post it. yes i only got nine days in. I liked it, so I wrote more. It's less of a "Leo killed Dylan" and more of a "Dylan died in a fire and the Only One With Pyrokinesis was standing Right There" AU. might share the fire scene. It's referenced in one of the later chapters in Dahlia

That time travel AU I wrote once- in which I thought it'd be neat to see forget-me-not Logan and rosemary Jaxon interact. I won't post this one

Apocalypse AU- I had recently finished Last of Us and so I wrote 2,000 words of just Leo threatening Actual Children with a gun. Don't really wanna post this one

Fish in a birdcage- this would be my villain leo/villain jaxon/villain elliot AU. Title is from this song. Might be neat to post. We'll see

Medieval AU- I got way too into medieval fantasy and Can't Write New Characters. I also can't spell medieval without autocorrect. maaayyybbee post it. It's like an actual entire separate series, but I like what I wrote for Dylan + Elliot's backstories

The chatfic au- what I write when the writer's block is eating me. zero effort on my part. may or may not post at some point

[justreadingfics]

@vintagepigeon

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@collette04

@sunstarskyhappiness

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@coal000

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@lokislastlove

@alcoholic-muffin

@gooddaykate

@camillechan

@jbarness

@over300books

@musesforart

@lokilvrr

@aikeia

@buchanansebba

Sensitive Topic - A "Looking For a Heartbeat" One-Shot

Words: 4k+

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: Six years have passed since Bucky and you got back together. You are married and you’re pregnant with your second child. Everything’s great. Until a very sensitive topic from your past comes back to haunt you.

Warnings: 18+, Smut, Jealousy, Angst, Fluff, Mention of Past Relationships, Part of a Series.

Based on this request: Smutty idea:

Sometime after they got back together, Reader goes through a brief period where she feels insecure about Bucky and Anna's past relationship and intimacy, so Bucky shows her all the ways in which he only ever touched and made love to Reader, not Anna.

A/N: Thank you Anon for the request/idea (sorry for taking so long), and thank you @flordeamatista for being such an amazing beta.

Masterlist

Series Masterlist

It's been six years.

Six. Fucking. Years.

You keep telling that to yourself, sitting on the couch of your shared apartment, running your hand with a wedding ring over your swelling belly.

You are married and pregnant with your second child with him.

And he loves you.

You.

So why the hell is your mind drifting back to that particular topic… that very sensitive topic, making your nerves burn with that twisted little feeling in your gut?

Jealousy…

Maybe you can blame it on the mess of hormones you’ve been going through. You don’t remember being quite like that when you were pregnant with Summer, your first child. The mood swings weren't constant then.

This second pregnancy, though, has been all about feelings swirling inside you unbidden. One second you could be laughing and dancing with Summer at one of her cartoons, the next you would be bawling your eyes out at the same fucking cartoon.

All of your feelings are mixed up. This one right here being the newest addition to the pack.

And it sucks. It so fucking sucks.

10 minutes before…

A light humming escapes your lips as you set the lemonade jar and glass on the trail. A smile plasters  your face as you grab the set and head towards the new room.

The new baby’s nursery.

Your second daughter. 

Well, he doesn't know it's a daughter. With Summer, your first, he chose to discover the sex, while you preferred to wait. Now he chose otherwise while you knew the sex. 

You can't wait to see his face when he sees a baby girl. He’s such an amazing dad to Summer and already is for this one, whose name you still must figure out. You have yet to talk about the options, but between your work with the Avengers and his own as a stay at home dad (as he so proudly likes to call himself), time is short. Just now, he’s taking the little time Summer is at School to work on the new nursery.

Jesus, that firecracker of a girl is already a handful.With two of them, what are you and Bucky going to do? The thought makes you smile fondly.

Your memory flashes back to six years ago, when you were preparing lemonade for Bucky and Steve, who were working on Summer's bedroom.But that time you weren’t married still. 

God…you had no idea what you two were at that time, practically living together, pining for each other like crazy, but none of you daring to step further, too scared to do so.

The memory makes you smile harder. You almost kissed him while he felt Summer kicking, placing his hands on your belly for the first time… only to be cockblocked by Steve…

Now, looking at the life you two have built together, that time seems like it happened ages ago. Another life. You know now that everything happened as it should be and you’re exactly where you are supposed to be. 

With him and your little family.

And well, no Steve this time, you chuckle to yourself pushing the door to the nursery with your elbow.

The view before you makes you suck in the chuckle down your throat.

Bucky.

Your husband.

Shirtless.

Sweaty back to you as he’s up on a ladder, finishing to stick the teddy bear’s wallpaper. Pants hang low on his slim waist. Back muscles flex with the movement of his arms.

His fucking hair half loose half pulled back in a high bun. Like a damn warrior… an extremely hot one.  

Goddammit.That man knows how to make your throat dry and you breath hitch without even trying. A sweet little coil twists your belly and lower. The tray feels heavy in your hands while your thoughts turn into images of you running your tongue up the muscles of his back to his neck, wrapping your arms around his broad frame and feeling his warmth against yours.

That’s when it hits.

And everything shifts.

Did she ever do that to him?

Did she ever touch him like that?

Did he like it when she touched him?

The mere thought is unbearable, agonizing.Cold lodges in your chest, freezing out all the growing heat you just felt. 

You don’t wait to see if he knew you were there before you leave the tray on the working table and head to the living room with heavy feet to sulk on the couch where you are now.

Fuck. 

You’re sure the trip down to memory lane ended up driving your thoughts to her.

Anna.

You haven’t thought of her in ages. The woman Bucky was in a relationship for the first months of your pregnancy with Summer. As much as it hurts to admit and remember, he wasn’t there with you then.

He was with her.

But in all honesty, you know you have no reason to be thinking of her now or to be feeling like you are. You and Bucky have been through so much to get where you are now and you love each other. 

He loves you and only you, there’s no doubt of that.

Reason, however, is not what’s guiding your feelings now and bile rushes up your throat at the intrusive images of them touching each other. Of him touching her in a way he touches you now.

She got to see him, hold him, touch him. He touched her. You can't get rid of the thoughts.

He had sex with her.

The two of you have talked about his relationship with Anna, but you never actually got to that specific topic. He hasn't spoken out loud, and you haven't pushed it with him.

But you knew, of course, you knew. 

After all, he was trying hard to make things work with her. And she’s a woman, a beautiful one, and he, well… he’s simply the type of man no woman would kick out of their beds, especially if they’re in love with him like she was.  

Your jaw clenches, but you don’t need to turn your head towards the entrance to know he’s there. Don’t need to look at him to know there’s worry etched on his face as he takes you in, sitting there blatantly ignoring him.

“Hey,” he’s smart enough to keep himself halted as he calls you with his soft voice, “Are you ok?”

“Yes.”

“Sweetheart…” He tries and you huff, turning even more away from him.

That’s when he can’t help himself and rushes inside the living room. Kneeling on the carpet right in front of you, he places his hands gently on your knees.

“What’s going on? Did I do something?” He pleads softly.

There’s a hitch on his tone that makes you finally look at him. His beautiful blue eyes are ​​focusedon your face, searching in almost desperation for any sign of what might be happening to you.

The anger you were feeling melts just like that.

“No, my love, no…” You sigh in almost defeat and your hand cups his face instinctively, caressing the light stub shadowing his jaw. You shake your head and then turn away from him, not bearing to look at him when you add, “It´s stupid… You’ll think I’m so stupid.”

“Well… Try me.”

When you glance back at him your eyes catch his bare chest and it’s her hand you picture running over his skin. Your jaw clenches at the offending picture in your mind and that fire, not the good one, starts burning again.

“Was it good?” You shoot.

“What was good?”

“With Anna.” You shift, making his hands drop from your knees.

“What?” He frowns and tilts his head at you.

“Sex with Anna… Was it good?” You keep the sharpness in your voice and cross your arms in front of your chest, staring right at him.

The frown deepens on his forehead and his lips part, as if looking for something to say and finding nothing. Sheer confusion twists his face.  

“Fuck…” You sigh, covering your face with your hands for just a moment before looking back at him, holding back the tears threatening to spill. “Forget it, it’s stupid.” You repeat, shaking your head.

As he stares back at you, the confusion on his features starts settling into something else.  Something you take as.. empathy?

“It’s not stupid if it’s making you feel bad.” He states matter-of-factly. 

“It's just the hormones.” You try to brush it off with a laugh but it just sounds forced, even to your ears. You look away.

But, apparently, Bucky’s having none of it.  There’s no trace of mock or amusement on him as he swiftly gets up to sit beside you, his front completely turned to you. Ever so gently, he takes your hands in his and places a kiss on the back of them. The sweet gesture makes your heart jump and you slowly shift to face him as well.

“Tell me what’s on your mind.” He asks, running his thumb over your hands, which he rests on his lap, linked to his.

His words come so naturally to him. Because that’s how it’s been now. You two talk. And it’s been the key to your happiness all these years. So you do just that. You talk to him.

“It’s just…” You look briefly to the floor before gathering the braveness to look back at him. “We never really talked about how far your relationship with Anna went. I know that you two cared for each other and I know. I swear I know that it’s in the past and you love me.” You make sure to make that very clear to him, before shrugging, “But I– Fuck– Something made me think of it, just now, and I kept thinking about you two…”

You take a deep breath. His soft eyes on you the whole time, his willingness to listen prompting you to speak, “You two in bed together… I kept wondering what it really meant for you. How did it happen? How did you feel?.Was it good? I mean–she’s beautiful and–Shit,” You curse under your breath, interrupting your blabbering for a second with a shake of your head, “I know it doesn’t make sense. I’m so-”

“Hey. hey,” He cuts you in, softly squeezing your hands before you could blurt out an apology. “Have I ever told you how I felt when you brought Harry over for that first time? Steve’s birthday, remember?”

You cock your head at him. Almost amused by the absurdity of you and Harry - the man you met at a supporting group - being anything more than friends. Even before you found out he and Natasha had hooked up (and then married), you had never seen Harry like that. You had a suspicion Bucky had been a little jealous back then, but you never really talked about that either.

“Harry? Are you serious?” You ask. A little smile on your lips.

“Dead serious,” he admits, nodding, “I wanted to kill the bastard. I felt like shit. And, honestly, it took me a long while to get over the feeling, even when I found out the guy was head over heels for Nat.” He blows out a puff of air, “Trust me, I understand.”

You let out a breathy smile. He smiles too.

But it's brief.  

“I did have sex with Anna when I was with her.” He estates, his face serious again.

Your jaw clenches, the small amusement from seconds earlier vanishing into the air. You know that. It’s the whole reason for that conversation. But that doesn’t make it easy to hear it from him.

“You ask me if it was good?” He continues when you don’t say anything, “When I had sex with Anna, it was always an attempt at something. Trying, trying… It was always something like… an effort.”

You gulp at the admission, and he shrugs, not once avoiding your gaze, “It never felt…” He sighs, searching for the word. “Natural. It never felt natural. So, no. I don’t think good really applies to what it was. Not really. It may make me a jerk to say it, but that’s the truth.”

You have no idea what to say to him. All of a sudden, you wish you hadn’t started that conversation at all. You feel like he’s just revealed something you should be satisfied with, happy even.

But you don’t really know how it makes you feel.

If you would guess, you would say you feel sorry for himand her, even. How hard it must’ve been. To be in a relationship meant and designed in every aspect to make one of them forget someone else.   

“And that’s because it wasn’t you.”  

As he whispered his words, your breath caught. He reaches his hand, running the back of his fingers over your cheek. You lean against his touch. You have no idea why, but right now you feel so glad you’re here with him, like this. That horrible time in the past. 

“It could be her or anyone else. It would never mean or feel like it is with you. And it would definitely never be as good. Not even close.”

He holds your stare and you do it back. So many feelings, so much has gone between you two. Good and bad. All so you could live your love as you can today. He’s looking at you as if he’s feeling all that, too.

And he’s as glad as you are.

“I fucking love you.” His jaw clenches, as if the words come out of him filled with some kind of deep force.

“I love you.” You take in a shuddering breath, letting the mighty power those words carry rush over you.

He shifts on his seat and something in his gaze changes. Just like that, the atmosphere turns into something else.

Oh.

Oh.

The hormones inside of you are quick to notice the change as something you can only describe as a burning flame twists in your lower belly. You bite your lip, looking down at his. So soft. So lust and delicious.

So yours.  

Before you could even think to lean in, he swiftly grabs you and puts you across his lap.

“It’s like my body was made for you.” His voice is low as his hold on your waist tightens. “You drive me fucking crazy… the way you smell…so good.”

He tips his head to run his nose over the dip between your neck and shoulder. Taking in and relishing in your scent.

Your eyes flutter.  Your core cries for attention as you feel him already hardening against your ass.

“That thing you do with your fingers on my neck.” He grabs your hand to place it on the spot he just mentioned. You promptly do that little move you know he’s crazy about.

“Yeah, fuck,” he whispers and places a kiss on your neck, making a shiver run down your spine.

“Bucky…” you plead.

“The way you ride me.” He ignores your plea and keeps running his lips on your neck between words. 

Desirous words that make your mind spin. “You sound so beautiful when my cock is inside you. Your fucking breasts...”

He shows you his meaning by grabbing a handful of one of your breasts through your dress. It prompts a whimper out of you and your fingers dip into his locks, undoing his bun in the process.   

“God you’re fucking sexy, I have to hold myself back sometimes when there’s people around…But there’s no one here… Right, sweetheart?” His voice turns infinitely lower as his metal hand snakes under your dress.

That morning you had decided for a simple short tank top dress with a loose fitting to prepare yourself for the heat you’ve been feeling all the time.  You had no idea how much it would come in handy.

Fuck. 

You want him so damn much. So damn much it’s burning you. But the bastard, the bastard, keeps his touch under the skirt almost chaste, just massaging the skin and flesh of your thighs.

Not being able to hold yourself any longer, you turn his face to yours  and grab his lips in a kiss. The movement is harsh, almost violent. Pouring all your need and desire for him in there.

Responding to the kiss with the same ferocity, bucky fiercely moves your hips with his metal hand and grounds you against the hardness beneath you.

“Do you see what you do to me? Huh?” His voice is hoarse against your lips. His hand moves with you, but he doesn't really have to make any effort as your body moves on its own accord, grinding itself against his.

Longing for a breath, his lips part from your as he leans his forehead against your, “Is it like that for you too? Tell me you want me as much as I want you. All the fucking time.” He grits out.

Words evade you as your hips keep moving against him, chasing a release for the burning sparkles inside your core. So, as a way to show him, you grab his flesh hand under your dress and move higher, moving it under your underwear.

You’re soaked.

He lets out a harsh groan and you bet it’s pure primal instinct when his fingers start to move against your most sensitive spots. 

Moaning at the sensation, you bring your arms around his neck, and work on kissing every little piece of him you can reach. His ears, cheeks, temple, lips, neck, his touch is so right. Just where he knows drives you crazy.

God, you love how much he knows you.

You roll your hips in a frenetic rhythm, practically riding his hand and feeling how impossibly harder he’s getting beneath you.

As if he’s feeling the exact same thing, he lets out a guttural groan, “I love you. I want you so much.” His voice rasps as he leans back to look at you. “You’re gonna come for me.” He states rather than ask, and fuck if don’t almost melt at the mix of dominance and desperation of his tone.

You grind harder against his hand, ragged breaths slipping out of your parted lips while you stare right back at him.

“I need to feel you, I need to see you, fuck– I need you.” He pulls down the straps of your dress, leaving your dress bunched up in the middle and baring your breasts for him. He lets out a satisfied hum before dipping his head to suck at one of them.

You let out a loud moan and you arch against his lips with the intensity of your climax, that comes without warning.  This only prompts Bucky to suck your breasts harder, going from one to the other with ravenous appetite while you come undone around his fingers

In a reflex, you quickly pull his hand away, the sensations too much, and drop your body limp against him.

You stay like that, sucking in some much needed breaths inside your lungs as he lazily kisses your bare shoulders, wrapping his arms around you.

It’s only instinct, primal and hungry instinct, when you start moving your body, grinding against his hardness, even if the angle of you sitting across his body just doesn’t allow you much. 

“Hmm…” His hands travel around over you, “Do you want my cock, babe?” He offers in a sultry whisper.

“You did say something about riding.” You manage to let out between your still panting breathing.

He chuckles and bites his lower lip as, in a swift move, you adjust yourself on his lap, facing forward, while your back is to his chest.  

Both of you don’t want to waste any time, so, as you lift a little to pull your underwear to the side, he makes quick work of pushing down his pants. What a sight it is to watch from behind you his thick and hard cock bobbing against his stomach.

He catches your hungry stare and makes a show of giving it a few bumps, “Come and get it. It’s all yours.”

You don’t need to be told twice before you align your entrance to his tip and, with his help, make your descent to sit on him again.

Your eyes shutter and your lips part at the familiar stretch, “Goddammit you feel good.” You breathe, already bringing your hand to circle your clit as you feel him bottom up.

Bucky huffs through his teeth, “Right back at you, honey.” He circles his metal arm around you, grabbing a handful of your breast, as you start moving.

“Fuck… Yeah, baby, that’s it.” He praises, kneading the soft flesh in his hand as you pick up your rhythm.

You're a mess at this point, your dress is a mess, your body is a mess, but you don't care, all you can feel is his cock inside you and your hand on your clit.

All you can listen to is his loud moans mingling with your ragged pants as you ride him hard and fast, your ass bumping against him while he runs his tongue over your back.

You cry out and your pace falters at the electric sensation of your pleasure. “Bucky,” you let out a vicious sound when your second climax reaches you like a wave, making your legs tremble. Your pussy clenches around him.

“Oh, God,” he reacts at the gripping sensation, and you deliberately do it again, just because he sounds so beautiful, “Oh God, oh Baby… Yeah, fuck, just like that.” Between the blabbering words, he takes control of your hips, moving you wantonly around his cock. 

It doesn’t take long before he’s spilling his release inside you, groaning harshly and dragging sloppy open mouth kisses over your shoulder.

You lazily roll your hips around him to drag out the pleasure for both of you before you cease the movement and rest your back fully against his chest. He keeps himself inside you while wrapping his arms around your middle. Sighing, he draws slow circles over your belly.  

You’re the first to gather the force to speak, “Fuck, that was…”

“I know, fuck… I know.” He agrees, a tad breathless, “You’re the only one who ever made me feel this way,” he adds, still moving his hands around you and kissing your neck from behind you, like he just can’t get enough. A warm sensation settles inside you.

“You’re the only one I ever wanted.” He nuzzles your neck, “Always. No one can compare.” He sounds so honest, a deep and desperate kind of honesty that makes your heart swell with love for him.

You tilt your head so you can look at him. He halts from ravishing your neck to look back at you.

“I know, baby,” You assure, staring deeply into him. You need him to be sure of that, “I love you. You’re the only one I ever wanted, too. Always.”

You lean in and kiss him. Not that desperate and needy kiss from before, but one of love, devotion, peace and assurance. Everything you want you two to have in your relationship.

And you do.

He sighs through the kiss, as if he felt everything you put in there.

That’s when the caressing on your body, your legs, your belly intensifies.

You break the kiss and lift an eyebrow at him when you feel his cock hardening inside you again.

The sheepish look on his face is almost comical. “You look so beautiful when you’re pregnant. And I had to keep my hands to myself last time.” He pouts, before his lips twist into a naughty smile, “Literally”.

A breathy laugh slips out of your lips and, despite yourself, a tight kind of want starts pooling in your lower belly.  

He seems to sense that, as something dangerous laces his chuckle, “That firecracker of our daughter will be at school for a little longer, we’ve gotta make it count, beautiful.”

You don’t even have the chance to yelp before he easily handles you and you find yourself out of the sofa and on your all fours over the carpet. 

And once again he shows you how much he wants you.

Only you.

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the barnes' are still loud

a oneshot

pairing: neighbor!bucky x reader

about: after resigning from being a PA, you move back in with your parents in the suburbs and it turns out, your neighbors, the barnes', are still. fucking. loud.

warnings: language (i think there's just 1 word tho), parents being judgemental aaand i dont think there's anything else

a/n: hey guys! how are you? i've been so uninspired and busy that i had to discontinue my smau: talk. anyways here's a oneshot that i hope you'll enjoy! let me know your thoughts about this, or if you want me to make a part two or sumn hehehehe. feedbacks, likes, and reblogs are always appreciated!

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there you are, back home.

you loved coming home. whether it be for holidays, weekends, or just random days when you don't have to work and you want to visit your parents. you are the only child in your family, so you always did your best to come by and spend some time with them.

before you could even set your foot on the last step to the front door, your parents came out of it and attacked you with tight hugs, "hey honey we missed you! how was your flight?" 

they dragged you in your childhood home along with your bags, "it was fine, thank you. and i missed you guys too! what have you guys been up to?" you asked, even though you already know what they've been up to since you call or facetime each other as often as possible ever since you moved out for college.

"you know, your dad's been cleaning and redecorating the house every month," your mom explained, "this month's theme: earth tones." your dad nodded as you smiled widely at the couple. you've always admired how they always seem to do something creative with their time.

you nodded, "ahhh, so that's why it looks different than when we facetimed last time." your mom showed you around some more and pointed out what they changed and the new things that they bought. they both toured you around the house as if you've never been there, and looking at the rooms and spaces now, you did feel like it was your first time in the house.

after touring you around and putting your bags in your old room, the three of you went to the dining room where you used to always hang out with them while eating. there on the table laid a lot of pastries that you figured your mom baked, "your mom's baking business is doing really well too," your dad said, pointing to some boxes that has your mom's brand stickers on it.

your mom nodded proudly, "yeah! and i started selling your favorite pastry, you know, the one i used to make for you? and its a hit!"

"oh really? thats wonderful!" you hugged her tightly, your way of saying how happy you are for her.

your mom's a great baker, which is why you pushed her to make a living out of it. she argued how they didn't have enough money for a place and you told her that she should start by having them made to order so that they could do it at home and have them delivered, which is what they do now, until they save up enough money to have their own bakery.

"oh and the barnes are still so. fucking. loud," your dad said, rolling his eyes.

your mom gasped, lightly slapping your dad's arm, "honey, language!"

"but its true!" your dad defended, sitting down next to you on the dining table and grabbing a cookie.

your mom sighed, "well, yeah, it is true."

the barnes are the loudest people you've ever known. unfortunately, they lived across from you, so your family and your neighbors always hear the arguments that mr. and mrs. barnes have, which apparently, they like to do early in the morning. your parents befriended them before and it was always just small talks that didn't last for longer than 2 minutes. you've met them once and they seemed okay then, but then again, people are different with other people. you also know their kids, bucky and rebecca. the three of you went to the same high school, but you never really cross paths with them. bucky is 2 batches higher than you while rebecca is a batch lower than you.

your face twisted in grimace, "they still shout early in the morning?" you remembered how you used to always wake up early to mr. and mrs. barnes shouting at each other. you sometimes wondered why they don't just file for divorce.

"they're extra loud now. i didn't think it was possible," your dad complained, "they're worse than alarm clocks, and you know how much i hate alarm clocks."

grabbing a cupcake, your mom nodded, "and they had a party there last week cause apparently, their son came home from somewhere too. we didn't have any sleep that night. they were so noisy until 5am."

"somebody even threw up in our front yard. our front yard!" your dad said while chewing his cookie.

"the roses never saw it coming," your mom shook her head, "anyway, enough about the barnes. you know, you never told us why you came home all of a sudden?

"well, i resigned," you said after drinking your water. you knew your parents won't be mad at you since they've always been supportive of your decisions.

"oh no, why? you were doing so good there," your mom asked while sitting down across from you.

"yeah but uh, i wanted to do something different other than being an assistant," you shrugged.

being a personal assistant was pretty tough, but you weirdly enjoyed it. being productive was something that you've always liked. add in the fact that the company you worked for has not just the best commodities and facilities, etcetera, but it also has the best people to work with. sure, there are a few people that are rude, but there's more people that are very friendly and kind that made your time there much better.

your boss, ceo natasha romanoff, is also the best. periodt. you've been working for her ever since you graduated college, and for the whole time, she's been so kind and generous. just after a few weeks of working for her, you two became close, so when you told her that you were resigning, she took it badly. that was the first time you saw her cry and hug your legs, something you never thought the natasha romanoff would ever do in all her lives. after lots of hours of the both of you sobbing, you finally made her realize that you want to do something else with your life. she hesitantly let you go, with the promise of still seeing each other whenever you're in the city.

your dad nodded, "i understand, honey. so, do you have a plan?"

"not really. right now, i just wanna help you guys with the baking thing"

your mom clapped her hands excitedly, "oh we'd love that!" she said as they gave you yet another tight hug

"great! oh and can i also move back in here for a while?" you asked.

"of course!"

after a few days of you staying at your parents' house, you adapted to a new routine. breakfast, help your mom in baking, help your dad in gardening, shower, a nice lunch, continue baking with your mom, and deliver with your dad or on your own, and dinner. once in a while, the three of you peek through your windows to see what the barnes are shouting or making some noise about, like right now.

"the barnes got a new car!" your dad shouted, only loud enough for you and your mom to hear.

"again?" your mom asked, running towards the window, still with flour on her hands. both of your parents hid at the wall and just slightly moved the curtain to the side to see the commotion outside. you doubted that people from across the street can see them since your windows are tinted and your houses are a bit far away.

you ran towards them, also with flour on your hands and face, "damn that's a nice car," the two of them looked at you weirdly, "what? it is!" you defended.

they looked back at the barnes who are outside, mr. barnes, who was looking at the outside of the pickup car and his son, who's in the car "it's a loud car in a quiet neighborhood," your dad shook his head disapprovingly.

"maybe it's bucky's car?" you wondered as they look at you again as if asking you how the hell you knew this bucky. you rolled your eyes, "i went to the same high school as him, remember? he's a couple years older than me?"

your mom nodded, "oh yeah."

you clapped your hands to get their attentions, "okay y/l/n's lets get to work! and stop watching the neighbors."

you and your mom went back to the kitchen to resume what you were doing as your dad went to the garage to fix his car. you continued putting the last batch of batter in the trays, while your mom's designing the cupcakes.  according to your mom, its some orders from her clients including an order by one of your friends, wanda, for her twins.

"so, now that its just us girls...tell me about your boyfriend," after finishing the cupcake she was designing, your mom looked up to you and wiggled her eyebrows.

"are you talking about andrew?" you asked since you know how your mom tend to forget some things now.

she smiled, "yeah, how's he?"

you sighed, "mom, i keep telling you, we broke up three years ago"

she looked confused at first, probably trying to remember when you told her that information, "oh right! who are you seeing now?"

after filling up the tray, you placed it in the oven. you took out the one that was in there before and let it cool. you shrugged, "just...this guy"

your mom stopped what she was designing and looked back up at you, "oooh i remember 'this guy'. you know, you're gonna have to tell me his name or i'm gonna have to start thinking that 'this guy' is his name," she said, continuing what she was doing.

"i don't wanna say it yet, cause i'm still not sure where it's going, so..." you said as you helped your mom in designing the rest of the cupcakes.

"no pressure, honey. i was just teasing. okay so these are done! the rest are for my other clients. honey, you sure you wanna deliver them to wanda's? you know, your dad can do it."

"yeah. besides, i also wanna see wanda, i havent seen her in years," you grabbed a box and started placing the cupcakes in it for wanda.

"oh, you'll love her twins! they are just the sweetest! i can't wait til you have your own," your mom wiggled her eyebrows at you, making you laugh, "oh stop. please."

she raised her hands in surrender, "im just teasing."

and so, you delivered the boxes of cupcakes to wanda's new house. she introduced you to her twins, billy and tommy, who are just as sweet as your mom said. you and wanda hung out to catch up until her husband, vision, came home from work. after you told wanda that you were gonna be in town for a while, the two of you made plans of hanging out along with your high school friends. you headed home after you finally said your goodbyes.

for dinner, you cooked for your parents a simple meal that you made yourself back in your apartment whenever you had the time. after eating and cleaning up, you decided to go to the store to buy some things for yourself.

"hey dad, im heading out. gonna buy some food and stuff. you need anything?" you asked, grabbing the house keys.

he gave you the car keys, "not really, thanks though honey. you got the keys to the door?"

you nodded and headed out not before your parents telling you to be safe. driving to the store only took you 10 minutes. you bought some things you needed since you didn't bring all your things with you yet. you need to go back to the city to pack your things and bring them back to your parents' house soon. you thought that there's no point in keeping that apartment since you don't work there anymore.

you also went to the junk foods aisle to get some snacks that you wanted. one of the snacks that you wanted was on the top shelf, and you weren't that tall. you looked around to find someone who can help you, unfortunately, there was no one near. jump, you thought, just jump.

and so, you did.

you jumped until you finally grabbed a bag of chips, the other bags of chips beside the one you grabbed fell down to you. panicking, you grabbed the ones that fell and stuffed them to the part of the shelf that you can reach.

"ahh, a y/l/n making a mess outside of their house," a voice said from your right. bucky barnes.

you narrowed your eyes at him, "ahh, another barnes who can't keep their mouth shut."

bucky chuckled, "here let me help you out." he grabbed some of the bag of chips on the floor and placed them on the right shelf. "thanks," you said, putting the snack on your cart.

after he placed them all back on the top shelf, he looked back at you and said, "i missed you."

you wrapped your arms around his waist as he hugged you back, "i missed you too. i had to go to your apartment to get some of your shirts just so i could smell you," you admitted. you were wearing one of his shirts right now.

"aww, you're crazy about me," he pulled away and held your shoulders to look at you.

you rolled your eyes, "you're one to talk, i found some of my perfumes in your closet. what's that about?" you smirked at him.

"damn it! that's where i left them!" bucky said jokingly, making you laugh.

when the two of you finished buying whatever you needed, you hung out for a while at the back of his pickup car, where he had a lot of pillows and blankets arranged neatly.

"so, your parents still hate mine?" he asked, after drinking his beer.

you nodded, "yep, and yours? do they still hate mine?" apparently, the barnes thought you and your family are messy and loud. when bucky told you this, you were beyond mad so you screamed to the top of your lungs all of your complaints about the barnes'. then you remembered, it was his family you were talking about. "don't worry, i think they're louder too," he told you.

"mhm" he hummed, "so i guess we're not telling them that we've been seeing each other for 2 years yet?" he asked, holding you in his arms as the two of you watch the stars.

you looked up at him and smiled, "yeah, that's not happening for a while."

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celeste & daddy day!

a huh, that's new oneshot

pairing: architect!dad!bucky barnes x diner owner!mom!reader x daughter!oc

about: it was supposed to be daddy-daughter day while mommy's running errands.

warnings: language, sad daughter, FLOOOF!! cuteness overload!!!

a/n: this is a oneshot in the same universe as my smau: huh, that's new, but you don't have to read it for you to understand this fic :) i had a lot of fun writing this, i'll probably write more oneshots in the same universe or maybe just anything about dad!bucky. enjoy reading! the photo used for socmed parts is from pinterest. let me know your thoughts about this! reblogs, likes, and comments are always appreciated! <3 *also this is edited, i kinda forgot about a detail about Wanda 😭

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It was Bucky's day off.

Well, he had a couple of days off and today is just the beginning of it.

Naturally, he wanted to spend those days with his two girls. Unfortunately, you had a lot of errands to run since you do have that diner, plus you had to pay the bills and buy food for your family. So, you suggested that your husband and daughter spend the day together, just the two of them. And so, he planned their day, starting with a yummy breakfast that he, himself will make. After that, he planned to play with her and her toys, then maybe watch some movies. Then he'd take her, along with their dog,  bakrie to the park for some ice cream and just to run around and play on the playground, then they'd make dinner for mommy.

Grabbing your things, you passed by your two favorite people, "enjoy your day together, my babies!" you placed all of the things you needed for the day in your bag.

Celeste, your 4 year old daughter, laughed and looked up at her father, "hehehe mommy called you a baby too!" 

"Yeah? Well I am her first baby,” Bucky said, smirking at your child, making her look up at you with shock and betrayal written all over her face. "What?!" she shrieked.

You laughed at your daughter's reaction, "daddy's just kidding, dolly. Now, c'mon and gimme a hug before I go," you crouched down and opened your arms as she ran to you. You hugged her tiny body tightly and kissed her chubby cheeks.

When you stood up, Bucky grabbed your waist and kissed your cheeks, whispering a goodbye, doll. I love you, which you returned. He picked up Celeste who was waving at you, "bye mommy, stay safe!"

"You too, C. Watch your daddy while I'm gone, yeah?" you winked at her, making her raise her fist in excitement, "yeah!" Bucky chuckled and shook his head at his two girls before giving you another kiss goodbye. 

After watching you drive away, Bucky and Celeste went back inside their home. it's a simple two-storey home that Bucky himself had planned for you and your growing family. You and Bucky moved in after your honeymoon, almost 6 years ago. It's situated just outside of the city, a bit further away from your jobs, but at least now, you have your own place.

Some years ago, before you met Bucky Barnes, you lived with 4 other people you considered as your siblings (though one of them is actually your adoptive brother).

The said adoptive brother, Peter, is now a successful engineer and a very caring Uncle to your sweet Celeste. After you and Bucky moved out, you transferred the name of the apartment to him, so he now lives there with his long-term girlfriend, MJ, and sometimes Pietro.

Well... Pietro travels a lot due to his job. you honestly don't know what he's up to now, last thing you remember is that he's a youtuber who rarely comes home. It must pay a lot, you thought, since you see that his vlogs are out of the country.

Anyways, his twin sister, Wanda, is someone you also used to live with. She still works for you as a manager in your diner, but she moved out of the apartment just months ago, ever since she found out she's finally with child. She and her husband, Vision, found a house in your neighborhood and now lives a block away from you and your family.

Another person you used to live with is Natasha. she used to work for you too, in your diner, before she discovered her passion in life, which is fashion. Now, she's a rising name in the fashion industry, and you couldn't be prouder. She's also married to Bucky's best friend, Steve, and they both live in the same apartment that she moved into way back when they were still just boyfriend-girlfriend.

Now, you and Bucky, that's a long story. The important part is that years ago, both of you finally came to your senses and got together. After a few months together, Bucky moved into your big ass apartment, then he bought you a dog, then a ring, made you a house, and gave you your precious dolly, C.

"So, what do you wanna do today, C?" asked Bucky. The little girl tapped her pointer finger to her chin, thinking of what game she wanted to play with her daddy.

She jumped and clapped her hands, "let's play dinosaurs, dragons, and princesses!"

Her father smiled, "ooh, that sounds fun!"

Celeste ran to her room for Bucky to follow. After an hour of running around — with some toys and improvised costumes — both inside and outside of the house, Bucky decided that it was time to have a little break. The duo went to their kitchen to get some snacks and drinks before deciding to watch a movie for now. 

Halfway into the movie, Bucky's phone rang, a sound that Celeste hated since it always keeps her mommy and daddy away from her. Celeste gave her father a look of disappointment, something that Bucky thinks she learned from her Uncle Steve. He promised her that it will be really quick and that they don't have to pause the movie.

Bucky went to the kitchen, where he can talk to whoever is calling, properly, "hey, what's up?... what?... it's my day off..." he looked at his daughter who was enjoying the music sequence of the movie they were watching, "can't anyone else do it? I'm with my daughter...well, can I bring her?...what?...fine, I'm on my way."

He sighed and rubbed his temples before walking back to the living room to his singing daughter. Celeste stopped singing as she looked at her dad who had an apologetic look on his face, but to her, it was a look saying that her daddy needs to go to the restroom. 

Before she could say anything, her dad spoke up, "hey C, umm, daddy has to do something at work today. So I'm gonna drop you off at unky Stevie's, okay?"

She pouted, tears forming in her eyes, "but it's Celeste and daddy day."

He felt extremely bad. He wanted to cry knowing that he was the reason that his precious dolly is sad, "I know, sorry honey. I'm really really sorry. I'm gonna make it up to you okay?" he said, tucking her hair behind her ear.

"You promise?" she sniffled.

He showed her his pinky which she locked her tiny pinky with, "I promise dolly. Tomorrow, I’ll be with you and mommy for the whole day. Now let's get you dressed up to see Unky Stevie and Aunt Natty."

It was a 10-minute drive to the Romanoff-Roger's apartment complex. Bucky entertained his 4-year-old by playing her playlist called "Celeste's cool playlist" which she named herself. She's really proud of it too. 

When they arrived, Celeste brought her cute little backpack containing her favorite doll from her Uncle Pietro, some clothes Bucky packed for her, a few snacks, a bottle of water, her crayons, and some paper which she insisted to bring since she wanted to color with her aunt and uncle.

"Hey C! you look very pretty today," Steve greeted, picking her up.

She gave him a toothy grin, "thanks Uncky Stevie. You look pretty today too!"

"Thank you sweetie. Do you wanna see Aunt Natty?" he asked, making the little girl nod excitedly, "go ahead, she's in the kitchen."

Steve sighed heavily at his friend, "I love my godchild, I really do, but I also have to work later. Why couldn't you just bring her to Pepper? At least there, she could play with Morgan."

"I would, but they're still in Hawaii," Bucky sighed. "Anyways, I packed all her stuff in the backpack she's wearing. And you know she's not choosy with food, so you can feed her whatever is available for lunch. Just text me when you need to leave, I'll try to get out ASAP." he instructed, giving him an apologetic look.

Steve nodded as Bucky spoke again, "oh, and don't--"

"Don't tell Y/N, okay I got it."

"Thanks, I owe you one!"

Bucky called his daughter again to hug and kiss her goodbye. He thanked Natasha when he saw her and wished her to have a safe flight before leaving the apartment.

Steve looked at his wife and godchild who are now back in the living room, watching some cartoons. He loves his godchild. He loves spoiling her, taking care of her, and spending time with her. He really did want to spend the rest of the day with her. But...he has site visits later.

"So, C... what do you wanna eat for lunch?" Steve asked her as he sat down beside her.

"Aunt Natty's burgers!" Celeste cheered, causing the couple to laugh.

Steve dramatically gasped, "what about Uncky Stevie's burgers? You don’t like them?"

"Aunt Natty's is cheesier."

So the three made burgers for lunch which they ate while watching Celeste's cartoons. Celeste was quite chatty. Growing up with talkative and energetic parents, aunts, and uncles will do that to you. 

She's such a bright kid too. She tries to make sense of everything that's happening around her. That's why when her Uncky Steve's phone started ringing, she immediately got sad and clingy, knowing that the phone would make her Uncky Stevie go away too.

"Aww C, I have to answer this," Steve said, looking at the little girl apologetically.

Celeste pouted and let go of his arm hesitantly. She climbed on to her Aunt Natty's lap and hugged her as Steve walked away to answer his phone.

"Hello?...fuck is it 1pm already?...okay fine, i'll meet you guys there," Steve grabbed all the things he needed before going back to the living room where the girls are still watching tv.

"Uncky Steve, are you leaving too?" Celeste asked, pouting.

Steve frowned at the sight, he didn't want to leave his favorite (and only) godchild. How could Bucky and Y/N leave this little girl everyday to go to work?, he thought. "I have to, C. But you'll be staying with Aunt Natty. I'll bring you more burgers and donuts when I next see you, kay?"

The little girl sighed, "m'kay."

Natasha walked to her husband, leading him out of earshot and leaving Celeste on the couch, "I have to go to the airport at 2pm. I hope you or Bucky will be back by then."

Steve gave his wife an apologetic look, "sorry babe, the earliest I could do is 4:30. You should call Buck or Wanda? just don't tell Y/N."

"Don't tell Y/N that her child is with us?"

Steve raised his hands in surrender, "don't blame me, Bucky told me that."

"I swear, Steven Grant Rogers, if you ever do this with our own kid and not tell me where they are and who they're with, I fucking swear I'll break your neck," Nat said, pointing her pointer finger to Steve's face.

Steve nodded, "I know, babe. Be safe, okay? Call me when you land."

After kissing his wife and hugging his godchild goodbye, Steve went to work. Meanwhile, it is 1:21pm on the clock and Natasha is freaking out about where and who she could leave Celeste with. 

"Aunt Natty, can you do my hair?" Celeste spoke, pulling Natasha's attention from her phone to the child. 

Natasha placed her phone down, beside her on the couch, and sat the little girl on her lap, facing her. "Okay ducky, how do you want it?" 

Celeste pointed to her hair, "like your hair."

Nat smiled at the little version of you, "of course, ducky."

Braiding the hair of an excited Celeste is quite hard. She's very jumpy and talkative, always turning her head to look at Natasha who was behind her. 

She'll never admit it, but Natasha sometimes imagines that her ducky, Celeste, is her own. She wants to have one soon but due to her career that's just getting started, she and Steve agreed to have one when she gets used to everything that comes with her career. But with Celeste being around all the time, it's getting harder to not want a baby.

Celeste is now getting annoyed with all the phone ringing wherever she goes. She looked at her Aunt with knitted eyebrows and a pout, trying to be mad but ended up looking all cute. "Look, ducky, it's your dad!" Natasha said, making Celeste smile and press the answer button herself.

"Hey Nat, is Celeste okay?"

"Yes, I am. Hi daddy!"

"Oh hey dolly! Are you having fun with Uncky Stevie and Aunt Natty?"

"Uncky Stevie left."

"Aww sorry sweetie. Daddy's also trying to work as fast as I can. Could you hand the phone to Aunt Natty?"

After handing the phone back to her Aunt, Natasha went to the kitchen so that she could be out of earshot. "Hey, I'm leaving for Paris soon."

It’s her 2nd time attending Paris Fashion Week, and she didn’t want to not be there. Natasha’s been looking forward to this all month, she even finished packing all of her bags after she received the news that she was going. The last thing she wanted to do is to not catch her plane.

"I know, ugh. I can't pick her up until 4. Could you please drive her to the diner, to Wanda? if Wanda is available. Y/N should be done with her errands at the diner."

"Yeah, I'll check. I'll drop her off on my way to the airport."

"Thanks Nat. And don't tell Y/N"

"Barnes, if you do this again to my godchild, I'll hunt you down and snap your neck, I swear."

"I won't, I promise."

After she messaged Wanda, Natasha started to put her bags out, making Celeste run to her Aunt and hug her legs. "don't leave me, Aunt Natty," Celeste started crying and soaking Natasha's pants. 

Natasha, who was also tearing up, seeing her godchild like that, picked her up and wiped her tears. "Ducky, no. I'm not leaving you alone. We're going to see Aunt Wan's in the diner."

"Oh. Okay," Celeste started placing her things back in her backpack, still sniffling a little. Natasha snapped a quick photo of her adorable godchild.

A cab took the two to the diner. Natasha distracted the girl a bit so that Celeste wouldn't cry when she went. 

When they arrived at the diner, it was full of customers. Natasha asks the cab driver to wait for a while for her. The waiters and waitresses greeted the two with a smile which Celeste excitedly returned. When she saw her Aunt Wanda, who was behind the counter, she ran to her and hugged her legs. 

"Hi, Auntie Wanda!"

"Oh hey, Les! I love your braids!"

Celeste pointed to Nat, "Aunt Natty did them!"

Wanda nodded, giving the girl some fries she prepared for her. Natasha sat her up on a stool, not letting go of her.

"As you can see, I'm very busy," Wanda told Nat.

Natasha nodded, "Mhm, mhm. It's kinda hard to ignore. I really need to be at the airport right now though. Don't worry, Bucky said that he'll be able to pick her up by 4."

"Aunt Natty, you're leaving?" Celeste asked.

"Fine, I'll just call Pietro, maybe he's upstairs. have a safe flight." Wanda side-hugged Natasha.

Natasha grimaced, "I'm sorry, ducky. Aunt Natty has to be in Paris for a week. But I'll make sure to bring you something back, okay? Do you want some shoes and dresses?"

Celeste smiled and nodded excitedly, "yeah!"

"Then Aunt Natty will bring them to you when I get back, okay? I'll miss you, ducky."

Celeste hugged her Aunt, "I'll miss you too, Aunt Natty."

"Oh and don't tell Y/N, according to Bucky," Nat told Wanda.

"Oh if Vision ever did this--"

Nat smirked, "I know right?"

When Natasha left, Wanda made sure to stay at the counter so that she could see Celeste who was still on the stool. Celeste's a good company. She told her Auntie Wanda about all the games she would play with Billy and Tommy when she sees them again. 

When Celeste was distracted with her milkshake, Wanda called her brother. "Pietro, why the hell won't you reply to my messages?"

"Sis it's midnight here...I think? What the hell, why are you calling?" Pietro replied, sleepily.

"Midnight? Where are you?"

"Japan."

"What?! Since when?"

"Since 3 months ago!"

"What?! How come I didn't know?"

"Because you don't actually read the messages I sent to you?"

"What? I so read them!"

"Really? Then why am I here?"

"Cause, you're vlogging," Wanda asked with a 'duh' tone

"I'm making a movie! See! You never read my messages!" 

"Okay, maybe I haven't been paying attention a lot lately, but I need someone to babysit C right now so I have to go. I'll talk to you soon."

Pietro yawned, "mhm, kay." 

She has a lot of questions for her brother right now, but she has to look for someone who can watch Celeste for one more hour. 

"Maximoff!" someone yelled as they entered the glass door.

Wanda released a sigh of relief, "Sam! Thank goodness you're here!"

"No need to thank goodness, Wan. I just wanna have my usual to go. I'm still moving some things to my new place."

"Uncky Sam!" Celeste waved excitingly to her Uncle.

Sam walked up to her and carried her, "Hey C! Didn't know you're here."

"Yeah, Y/N's doing errands, Bucky had to go to work, then Steve had to go to work, then Nat had to go to Paris and now I have to work too," Wanda explained.

Celeste yawned, "can we play Uncky Sammy?"

"Aww Les, aren't you tired?" Sam asked, brushing her hair with his fingers.

Celeste shook her head and yawned again, "no, not tired, Uncky Sammy."

"Please watch her for a while. Bucky will be here at around 4, that's in an hour. I really need to get back to the kitchen," Wanda pleaded.

"But my girl's waiting for me in the apartment," Sam whined.

Celeste became teary-eyed for the nth time today, "you don't want to play with me, Uncky Sammy?"

Sam panicked, "what? I--No! Uncky Sammy wants to play with C! What do you wanna play?" 

Wanda smirked, "well, Les, Auntie Wanda's gonna be in the kitchen okay? Do you want any food?"

Celeste smiled and shook her head, "thank you, Auntie Wanda."

Sam texted his girl to just come by the diner as well since he can't bring Celeste to their new apartment. It's still quite messy, besides, Boinky will be fetching her at the diner soon. See, it's moving day for Sam and his girlfriend of 1 year. They moved into a new apartment that is convenient for both of them which is close to both their jobs. so, for the whole day, they're just moving some stuff around and placing their things where they belong. Sam just dropped by the diner to get some food for the both of them.

He later joined Celeste in coloring, when his girl arrived and sat next to them on the stool. He even messed with the little girl, almost coloring something with the wrong color. 

"No Uncky Sam! The sky is blue, not orange," Celeste laughed at her uncle who seems to not know colors.

Sam chuckled, "my bad, C. I thought this was blue," he said pointing to the orange crayon.

Celeste laughed again, "you're silly Uncky Sammy! That’s called orange."

After a few more Celeste & Uncky Sammy masterpieces, Celeste became tired, almost fell asleep while coloring. Sam carried her, so she could fall asleep on his shoulders instead of the table.

Sam saw Wanda walking back to the counter with Peter, "aww baby C! here, I can take her off your hands, Sam," Peter offered.

"Why didn't you come here sooner, kid?" Sam said, handing over a sleepy Celeste to Peter.

"Uncky Pete!" Celeste said sleepily, wrapping her arms around Peter's neck. 

Once Peter was carrying her, he stroked her hair to make her fall asleep, "hey C," Peter said softly, "I'll bring you to the apartment, you can sleep on your mom's old bed."

Peter looked at Sam and Wanda, "you guys didn't tell me you need help babysitting. I've been staring at the ceiling all day."

"Yeah, it's a long story, just take her up," Wanda said, giving Celeste's backpack to Peter. "bye-bye Celeste. oh and Pete, don't tell Y/N." Peter nodded.

"Bye C, I'll see you again soon," Sam said softly before saying goodbye to the two and leaving with his girlfriend.

Peter took her to his apartment just above the diner. He put her down on your old bed gently and placed a blanket over the sleeping girl. 

Peter decided to cook some early dinner for himself and his girlfriend MJ who will return from work soon. The two of them have been living together ever since you and Bucky moved out and they've been together for a few months longer. They were usually Celeste's babysitters so Peter was confused as to why Bucky didn't leave Celeste with him today. 

The knock on his door pulled him out of his thoughts, so he opened it. "Peter, thank you so much for watching Celeste."

Bucky walked inside and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge. "dude are you okay?" Peter asked his brother-in-law who was breathing heavily on his stool.

Bucky nodded, catching his breath, "there was no parking nearby so I parked by that bookstore and ran all the way here."

"That's like five blocks away."

"Trust me, I know." Bucky replied, still catching his breath, "so...where is she?"

Peter pointed to their old room, "sleeping."

Bucky went inside their old room to see his daughter who was stirring awake. "Daddy!" 

"Hey, dolly. See? I'm back." Bucky said, opening his arms.

Celeste ran to her father to give him a tight hug, "I promised you some ice cream at the park today, didn't I?"

The little girl pulled away to nod her head, "you said I could have one in a cone!"

"Mhm! So why don't you go over there to your Uncky Pete and say thank you for taking care of you, okay?"

Celeste ran to her Uncle to give him a big hug. Peter carried her to kiss her cheek, "visit again soon, okay?" he said, making the girl nodded.

The father-daughter duo went back down to thank Wanda for watching Celeste. After that, they went to the park to get the ice cream her daddy had promised her. Bucky sat on the grass, while Celeste sat on her father's lap, telling him stories of what happened after he went.

"Then Aunt Natty did my hair like her hair!"

"Ahh, that's why it looks different!" Bucky said, acting surprised for his daughter.

He wiped some ice cream off her cheeks as she continued her story, "yeah! And she told me she will buy me dresses and shoes when she gets back!"

Bucky shook his head, chuckling, at the thought of his daughter being spoiled by her aunts and uncles. "Oh! And daddy, Auntie Wanda told me that I can play with Billy and Tommy next weekend!" she said while licking her ice cream.

"Scheduling your own playdates, huh, dolly?"

"It gets sad when you and mommy are away, daddy. Polly doesn't like playing with me," Celeste said, referring to her babysitter.

"Aww dolly, I'm sorry," Bucky said, wiping ice cream from her face.

Celeste nodded her head in understanding, "daddy, daddy."

"Yeah, dolly?"

"When Billy and Tommy are are both brothers. When can I have one?" Celeste looked up at her daddy with her big, innocent eyes.

"Well...do you want a brother or sister?" Bucky asked cautiously as Celeste nodded her head eagerly.

"Yes! Yes, daddy! I want a brother and sister!" 

"Brother and sister huh?"

"Yes! so we can have a big happy family!" The little girl said, even doing some hand gestures, spreading her short arms as wide as she can, to make sure her dad gets her point.

"We can talk about that with mommy later," Bucky said, holding Celeste and carrying her as he stood up. "Now let's go home and make some dinner for mommy."

Celeste continued her story as Bucky drove home. He noticed how his daughter would repetitively say brother and sister, obviously not letting go of the idea. 

When they arrived home, your car still wasn't in the garage. He and Celeste walked inside and started to get the ingredients of your favorite dinner out, which they planned to cook. With Bucky as the head chef and Celeste as the sous-chef, they were able to create the dish quite quickly and nicely.

"Ooooh! don't tell me that's mommy's favorite dish!" you said, smelling the air in your kitchen as you walked in.

"It is your favorite mommy!" Celeste said, running to you and jumping into your arms, making you carry her.

Errands day is always the most exhausting day of the month for you. You had to run from one building to another for a whole day. You always just look forward to seeing your daughter and husband in your house, just like every day. 

"Okay! It's finished! And I've already prepared the table too. So all you have to do is eat," Bucky said, walking over to you and your daughter. He kissed your cheek and hugged the both of you while he's still in his apron.

Bucky carried the grocery bags you brought inside and placed them on the counter temporarily. He pulled your designated seat for you and Celeste too.

"Aww Bucky, this looks so good!" you told Bucky as you got some food on your plate.

Bucky hummed, "well of course it looks good! Celeste helped me make them!" 

You looked at your daughter who was nodding proudly, "yes mommy! Daddy couldn't have done it without me!" 

You laughed, "yes, honey, I couldn't have done it without you. But where did you learn that phrase?" Bucky asked.

Celeste shrugged, "movie."

"So what else did you do with daddy today?" you asked as you ate.

"I played dragons, dinosaurs, and princesses with daddy! And I won! Then we watched a movie, then-"

Bucky cleared his throat, "why don't you tell mommy about a brother and sister, dolly?"

You shot Bucky a confused look, "what?"

Looking at your daughter, she seemed excited. "Mommy! I want brothers and sisters!"

You coughed, almost spitting out the food you were chewing. "...What?"

"Can I have a brother and sister? Please mommy?" she asked with her adorable pout and puppy dog eyes.

"You really want siblings, baby?"

"Yeah! like Billy and Tommy!"

"Your dad and I have to talk about it first."

"But I'm ready to be a big sister now, mommy! I promise! I'll be good, and I'll play with them all the time! And I can share my food too and my toys!"

You nodded, still a bit confused as to why you're having this conversation. "I know you are, baby. You're gonna be a great big sister!"

The rest of dinner, the three of you...well more like just Celeste, talked about having siblings. You tried to stir the conversation in another way but your daughter can't seem to let go of the topic. 

After cleaning up in the kitchen and dining room, you took Celeste to the bathroom to wash her. You could tell she's getting quite tired but that didn't stop her from talking more about her future siblings. 

"I get to tuck her in tonight since you already spent the whole day with her," you told Bucky.

Bucky agreed, feeling quite nervous. He knows that his daughter could talk and rat him out. He's guessing, maybe Celeste won't get those siblings after his wife finds out what happened today.

Celeste gave her dad a hug and kiss good night before you and her went to her room. Once you dimmed the lights, you tucked her in her bed.

"So, C. You didn't finish telling me about your day with daddy," you asked her. 

Celeste is a very talkative girl. And of course, you knew that, so you prepared yourself to hear every single detail of her day. 

And so she told you her whole day. Every. Single. Detail.

"Your daddy did what?"

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