#Jᴏᴜʀɴᴀʟɪɴɢ✑ Zev

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🍎 for Zev?

𝐅𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 ����𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒   ♡   𝐒𝐘𝐌𝐁𝐎𝐋 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄 || Accepting

how stable is my muse’s mental health?  have they been diagnosed with any mental illnesses and  /  or conditions?  do they have any undiagnosed mental illnesses and  /  or conditions?  do they or should they attend therapy?  

Zev is pretty sta--- Well. Let me be HONEST, here. He’s very fucked. He sees a lot of bad shit on the regular. Out of all the hell siblings, he’s the most summoned, and he’s usually summoned for assassinations and other horrible things. 

He’s had to destroy families before. He accidentally led to the death of his beloved sister’s best friend. He caused her trauma. The person he leans on the most, he hurt in the worst way. 

He clings to Zaphara for dear life, just as she does with him though he says he doesn’t.  He constantly says that no one loves him, that no one truly can. He has convinced himself that love is but a concept of survival. He knows that once Zaphara finds someone else to love, he will become nothing more than an afterthought.

So yeah you can say there’s some undiagnosed stuff there. He could probably use a good scheduled session or two. 

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11 for all of your muses? (from the random character development)

random character development q’s!

11. What is one (1) skill your muse has been wanting to learn, but hasn’t, yet?

Raina wishes she could sing! She’s too nervous and embarrassed about her shitty voice.

Rowan is actually interested in filmmaking. She finds the concept of Youtube and Youtubing interesting.

Zev.. hmmm a skill he wants? To fall asleep faster. 

Scarlet wants to be sneakier. Wants to be able to scare people (and avoid her sisters) easier.

Zaphara wants to really get into bass guitar! She wants to be like Zev and Scarlet.

Lithia is interested in Leatherworking. Blame Zephyr for that. Weirdly enough. Roxas wants to become a better cook, but that requires making bad food sometimes. He doesn’t really wanna waste anything.

Len would like to learn...honestly, he wants to learn how to talk to people better.

Ariel wants to learn how to do hairdressing. He wants to do his own hair better.

Nishinoya would really like to learn how to drive a boat! 

Yuna wants to learn how to make noodles. It’s kinda outside her family business, but it looks kinda fun!

Haru wants to learn how to properly write poetry.

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In canon, Zev and Butch become Ari’s adoptive fathers. They teach him everything, from fashion to love. In an AU or universe where Zev and Butch aren’t together (I’m multiship), Zev just kinda looks after Ari like he’s an extra sibling since Ari’s friends with Zaphara.

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Fun Fact: Both Zev and Ari have tongue piercings! 

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I love how everyone wants Scarlet lately, but out of the two edgy bastard siblings, Zev is the one more likely to care for you and be soft with you. Everyone just wants a bastard to make fun of them and complain to them about eating their food. Scarlet literally doesn’t give a FUCK. Zev doesn’t either, but he’s still quicker to be nice. Mostly because he’s too tired for conflict. 

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Hummingbird [Zev]

Bird Headcanon Prompts || Accepting

what are your muse's comfort objects, comfort foods, comfort objects, etc?

Zev rarely finds comfort in anything. It’s why he instead holes up in his room when he has the chance. When he tries to get “comfortable” with any object or on his own, it always feels just slightly off.  Cigarettes happen to calm him a little bit, but it only works so well. He finds the most comfort with Zaphara (or his SO, if he has one).

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◝( ′ㅂ`)و ̑̑

For each “◝( ′ㅂ`)و ̑̑ “ I get I’ll tell a muse fact nobody knows about! || Accepting

When they were young, Raina and Rowan were given away to another family as part of a happy arrangement. Their older sisters were marrying a family friend and, to simulate a happy family since hyperbreeds can’t have children, Rai and Ro were part of the package.

Zaphara’s first-ever friend was (supposedly) killed because she was followed to their meetup place. Because of this, she’s super possessive and protective of anyone in her life.

Zev really loves his sisters. Yes, this is a fact nobody knows. Everyone is aware of how he apparently feels for Zaphara, but to a normal person and even his own sisters, they think he barely tolerates them. He actually really enjoys being part of a real family.

Scarlet wants to learn how to play the violin. 

Roxas is really afraid of dolls. Any form of dolls. Even barbies. Especially barbies. Something happened in his childhood that he’s glad he doesn’t remember.

Len doesn’t mind the cross-dressing that his job requires of him. He just really hates how it’s treated, how he’s treated, when the dress is pulled over his head. People just started treating him differently after he started doing those songs. It makes him sick. That’s why he lashes out when people tease him.

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WHAT WERE YOUR HANDS MEANT TO DO ?

Chosen muse: Zev

pray

Not necessarily to a god, but to hope. To family. In mud you see art. In shadows you see color. If the world fell apart around you, you would start gluing the pieces back together. Life tastes bitter but you like the bite. Those around you are inspired by your kindness, by your faith, by your hope. You might not speak often, but your words are the loudest in the room. You are rain and its ability to seep into every crack, the promise of new life.

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