#Its been a few months now but im still shocked by it.my mind have never been this ..
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Uh, I got asked to 'rank' my life/how I feel about it and I... Am suprised I gave it an 7/10 without much thought. I'm one who usually rank anything like that 4/10 at best
#miranda talking shit#The biggest thing i dont have that i want is love/a partner... Other than that... Im actually pretty ... Glad?#But thats the biggest thing i can think of that i WANT that i dont have....#Otherwise im like actually... Lifes pretty... Dare i say it....good?#Its crazy tbh like i obviously cant say how much is my medication working and whats actually me but...#Overall like everything around me feels lighter. Less life ending. More manageable. Small things don't ruin an entire week for me#Its been a few months now but im still shocked by it.my mind have never been this ..#Okay? Or well actually good. Ive had medication that made me 'okay' bc they made me numb.#Thid one is like.... Oh.... Im feeling happiness a bit more. I can see things from an more positive perspective bc of that?#Its kinda sad to say that ive never felt this way before but yes. Ive not been this stable... Good/happy#Not like everything is perfect and all is a beautiful dream but... Yeah. I actually feel im not lying when someone ask how im doing#And i say im good or okay. And its such an.... Wild thing. Miranda at 15 who tried sucide never thought this was something i could feel#I mean ive tried ...8+ antidepressants since i was 16 but i thought the best they'd be able to do is make me numb#But here i am? Feeling? Still being emotional ? Still being me... But lighter
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