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i'm absolutely weak for liu qingge returning fans in fics and eventually there being a part where shen qingqiu is given a fan that isn't his but not saying anything because he doesn't want to "embarrass liu-shidi", especially if the author doesn't elaborate so we never know if liu qingge is giving shen qingqiu gifts or if he accidentally stole someone else's fan out of habit.
#thoughtful gift or unrelenting thief#we never know#lqg gets pavlov'd so every unattended fan gets grabbed#imagine he's at a formal event with lots of ladies and gents with fans and he just. keeps 'finding' fans and giving them to sqq#''shidi i only brought one fan and it's in my hand''#''ok?? i found this one on the table. take better care of your stuff!!''#or OR he stuffs them into his sleeve pockets to give them back later#so at the end of the event everyone is looking around for their fan#meanwhile the cqm lords are in their carriages and lqg keeps pulling out fans from his pockets like a magician#''shidi.... how many fans do you think i take to events?!!!''#next day: BREAKING NEWS fan thief still on the loose#svsss#liu qingge#shen qingqiu#liushen#scum villain#scum villain's self saving system#shen yuan
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so i'm trying to follow hans around, even if i know people said he doesn't say anything to henry except from normal greetings and such. which is a shame but i'm not complaining. however, something really wholesome happened
i know it could just be part of his standard routine, but he was outside early in the morning, visited the baths for a beer and fix his knife, then it started raining. he went back to devil's den, walked to his and henry's room and started reading at candlelight as the rain poured



#it just was oddly fitting for him to do that... sighs#kingdom come deliverance#hans capon#kcd2#i am so normal about them. i tried taking decent looking screenshots but it's hard since it's a really basic tool. the free cam#so hopefully we'll get better free cam options later on. but i'm not complaining at all. i still have so much fun#and this was so sweet to witness even if it's scripted and not related to the weather#or maybe it is? who knows#i just knew i had to bolt and sit with him at the table
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Museum Exhibit I'd Like To Curate:
"Never Married; Best Friends- Erasure, Discovery, and the Work of Queer Historians"
(shocker: we're not all straight/cis and we're not all out to erase queer history at every turn. never have been. of course, that doesn't mean queer historians have never been complicit in erasure, for safety reasons or personal bias against another letter of the acronym or what have you. I'd love to explore that- and our contributions to the queer history field -in greater depth)
#queer#lgbt#queer history#I get kind of frustrated at the 'historians will call them roommates' attitude in pop culture I admit#as a queer history worker myself#I literally tabled at a queer history event in June guys. come on. it's not the 1950s anymore; erasure still happens at times but...#also Anne Lister's letters were almost burned by her much-later relative who decoded them...#...probably because he was gay himself and the idea of something like that 'in the family' would have brought suspicion onto him#there's speculation that the man who encouraged him to do so was his lover. thankfully he just walled them up instead
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my son has been brought into this world!!! and he's british, ew
[ format inspo by the lovely @feketeribizli <3 ]
#please ignore my horrific inability to draw the same face twice . i am so bad at it .#JESUS HE LOOKS DIFFERENT IN EVERY DRAWING GAAAHHH BANGS HEAD ON TABLE its fine#BUT STILL!!! LOOK AT MY SON!!!! hes pathetic and i love him#f1 oc#original character#formula 1#knox b copeland#<- jus gonna use that for now lol will def change it later#the gallery#strawberry's f1 team
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THE SHIT THAT YOU HATE / DON'T MAKE YOU SPECIAL
oh gucci
#gucci garantine#palisade#palisade spoilers#friends at the table#fatt#rosa art#i had fun. it's just nice to get an idea and immediately get to it!#i've been banging my head against coloring lineart so this was. really good#right back to that later i'm feelin like drawing still. i'm onto something i think conceptually.just gotta do it#maybe i should just figure out a limited palette like i did here....#it's so much busier (you know.my lineart) so that may be harder but this was fun! i should try.#also be bolder with brighter colors.#i linked the timestamp for this bit but do listen to the whole song. i love it#edit: i keep messing around with the text. sorry. final version
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You can take this as a question or a gif request (or both!) but what is the exact moment you think Carla’s feelings make the shift toward romantic?
been ruminating on this for a minute and i think there are a couple obvious ones. namely that first night at carla's apartment and the moment at the station where betsy assumes they're on a date.
however! while those definitely do function as clear Realizations—helping carla to contextualize her feelings outside of friendship—i don't think either of them were the original shift. in fact, i believe it was something much more subtle.
and, as per usual, it all leads back to roy.
it's right at the end of may that swain becomes lisa—and it actually isn't during the conversation in the car. rather, it's a few days later when roy comes to the factory to tell carla that lisa has convinced him to forgive her.
this moment, in many ways, is the beginning of everything. it's this shift, however slight, however unnoticed, that opens things up to become something more. we know this because of how much roy means to her. because of the fact that—after everything—lisa took the time to seek him out and advocate on carla's behalf. it meant that there was no resentment, that they surmounted their differences, that they understood each other.
it's also what spurs carla on to visit lisa later at the station. it's what fuels both her forgiveness and gratefulness. it's knowing that lisa was looking out not just for her, but her and the person she cares most for. that’s what allowed for those feelings to develop—even if she didn't have a name for them yet.
not only that, but it's what has her immediately looking for another reason to draw them back together. carla could have let it all go, but instead she offered betsy a job. and yeah, maybe she thought she was returning the favor, but certainly they were even by now? they could have walked away without owing each other anything at all.
instead, they walk away like this:
so yes, it's not as exciting or obvious of a moment as all the other ones, but there's something so... special about it. as if it all happened in the quiet—started brewing without carla even realizing it. and what's better, that it was filed away until everything else slotted into place.
because, ah, yes. things had shifted awhile ago, hadn't they? maybe she was only noticing it now.
maybe that's why the rest came so easy.
#it also makes it so much more poetic that lisa and roy sat at the same table at the cafe all those months later#that he convinced her to jump in with a full heart#it’s all so—#🥹🥹🥹#anyway i’ll be making ‘falling’ gifsets for both of them at some point#but am still waiting on some DLs so figured i might as well answer this now !!#swarla#cs meta
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i love to cook and i love food! i love cooking and i love eating! i love making food and then eating it! wait what do you mean i have to do this three times a day every day for my entire life and also dishes and grocery shopping and
#brought to you by i do genuinely really enjoy cooking but once ive cooked im like. ok im done now right. right#i made up a banger dish cobbled together from eight different recipes blogs that's healthy filling and satisfies my pickiness#what do you mean i now i have to figure out what to cook and eat AGAIN three hours later#also every recipe is written for like. feeding a table. what if im 23 and just feeding my own singular self#i made a really tasty kabocha squash gratin a couple weeks ago and the first two nights it was good#but by night three or four of kabocha squash gratin i was ill just looking at it and there was still an entire casserole dish of it left#and dont tell me to freeze things. the freezer is way full and it is also the place where food goes to get forgotten about#until the end of time or until its freezer burnt or until i get tired of playing jenga and just start tossing things#also you go grocery shopping you get healthy stuff like vegetables and then you make your meal and then you have to do it again#but by the end of week 2 your vegetables are bad. so now you're eating tuna rice again. or frozen broccoli in mac n cheese
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rate the outfit
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 2#yakuza series#yakuza kiwami 2#yakuza 2#daigo dojima#snap sketches#see i did it i told you i'd do it#pov: you are at hot topic and trying to find something (he does not work there don't ask him)#segway section into something toally unrelated to people who do not frequent my blog :)#everyone else go away. unless you wanna keep reading 😳#i watched Not Quite Dead Yet while i was finishing a comm and WHAT a movie#it made me want to call my dad so you know it was good 😭#IT WAS CUTE THO FR i really loved how all th details of the movie tied in in the later sections#like the password being nanase's name but through the period table's numbers... stop that was cute#feels weird to say that as a highlight but i genuinely thought it was cute 😔#im not gonna lie tho when nanase was lookin through her dad's phone brother was emo#i think a lot about what would happen when people i love die and i always think of doing that.. like still texting them.. and whatever..#lemme move on from the somber moment thojVAERLKVA PLEASE when her dad was in the afterlife tho#HER MOM WAS SO CUTE both like. physically and just personality wise#we saw her for ten minutes and i have also fallen in love with her idc#they had to game end her cause they knew if we got to see any more scenes with her and kei i'd start crying i KNOW they'd be cute together#together more than what we got to see anyway... we know what i mean...#THE ENDING SHOT WAS ESP SO CUTE STOPPPP kinda creepy with her just. In Limbo but then she just. DEATH !! 👆#nanase's song to her dad at the funeral had me :(( too im so weak for dads and their kids reconciling/having a nice relationship stop#big L for her not signing up for a record label tho idc like OK its sweet she's working with her dad BUT CMONNNNN#you can do both queen.... i would prefer you do it alone cause Kid Falls In Line always makes me want to chew glass#BUT i will excuse it this time.. i repeat for The End Shot that was cute and the rest of the movie was lovely so ill let it slide#final note before i use up all my tags again i loved her concert outfit 😔give me them bracelets girl i cant find any
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the fact that pib's story and character doesn't lean into the horror/tragedy side of things as the other neverafter PCs do is part of why i find him so interesting
the motives and stakes that pib faces as an individual are never really as pressing/high as those that the others in the group face. marienne is already destroyed and tomas is already dead, which pib cannot and does not seek to undo (he wants revenge on the giants later on, but he only seeks it when going to snowhold & the land of giants becomes something they have to do anyways. and his starting priority isn't revenge - he's more or less just trying to get by after the fall of marienne), unlike the others, who are either in the throes of their tragedies, or actively attempting to undo what has already come to pass, or, mostly, a mix of both.
there's also the fact that pib isn't a "character" in the way the others are, but rather the archetype of the trickster cat. as both a trickster spirit and an archetype, he already holds a little more agency than the others because he's not bound to being "pib". he does grow an attachment to the identity of pib in a way that doesn't seem typical of the tricksters (the fox says that he's "gotten too caught up in it" when he returns to the trickster forest with no memories of who they are), but, ultimately, if something happens to the story of puss in boots, he's still the cat. he knows there's more for him than just pib, that, although he's still subject to the whims of the authors, he's not bound to one destiny in the same way his friends are.
in any case, whether we're talking about pib or the cat, he doesn't need to fight in the way his friends do. he doesn't need to care the way he does, or maybe even shouldn't care in the way that he does (the fox overall seems to suggest that pib is softer compared to the other tricksters; "it was a mistake to send him", "you're more the hero than you think", etc, and almost seems to look down on him for it) but he does anyways. he fights and tricks for the sake of his friends, for the sake of tomas, for the sake of the neverafter. and he does it because he chooses to. he's a trickster, who we might expect to act in a self-serving way, but he chooses to be, for the most part, selfless. he has a little more agency than the others and, instead of taking it and running, he uses it to help, to choose to be good, because he cares about the people around him. he's a little asshole with a heart goddamnit
#pib's an outlier amongst destiny's children (for being an archetype) AND the tricksters (for being too attached to one character)#maybe there's something to be said about that. but whatever it is i don't know it and it's also probably a whole other post#also i know in a meta sense pib kind of HAS to care bc zac oyama cant just say Ermm pib doesnt rlly want to do this and then leave the tabl#but you know it's still a choice to not give him those pressing high stakes in the first place so. shrugs#its also just very funny that pib started out with 'well this group of weirdos seems interesting and i might as well stick with pinoch'#and then not even 24 hours later is dead in a ditch. and then maybe a week after that is killing a god#pib neverafter#dimension 20#neverafter#d20#scal txt
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ngl I’m surprised we haven’t gotten a “the more north you go the more south you get” bit with Florida yet. He’s done different parts of other states as individual personifications and I think it’d be so funny for Gov to walk into a meeting and Florida not be the usual Florida. Throw him for a loop.
#North Florida just trades his bucket hat for a backwards baseball cap and his sandals for boots#Those are the only differences still wearing the American flag swim trunks and tank top#Gov thinks the southern accent is part of a joke for a solid 5 min before realizing it’s dead serious#He just figured out how to handle regular Florida & Miami guys he can’t do this again#also using this to push Florida has a mullet propaganda#Like Austin and Texas have their compromises#This was Flo’s with North Florida#wttt florida#might move all that up into an actual post at a later date idk#wttt#welcome to the table
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You know, I think Clark and Lex’s relationship really could have benefited from a safe word. Something either of them could have said to the other to communicate “your current line of inquiry is infringing on my privacy in a way I cannot elaborate on without further compromising my privacy, so I need you to redirect or drop it.”
#smallville#clark kent#lex luthor#clex#and their friendship still struggles for a while but with the help of clear boundary setting they muster through#and they come out the other side stronger than ever#eventually their friendship blossoms into a romance#they marry in the spring in a lovely outdoor ceremony in Smallville#several years later they have a beautiful baby boy named Conner#and one day Clark looks at Lex over the breakfast table and says you know I can’t remember the last time we had to use our safe word#Lex raises an eyebrow like you can’t remember last night?#and Clark rolls his eyes no the other safe word#Lex smiles (he knew that’s what Clark meant) and says 8 years 5 months and 12 days#and Clark smiles back because of course his husband would remember down to the day#but the conversation is interrupted by Conner toddling in wanting his daddies to play with him#and all was right with the world#(wow I just went on a journey there huh)
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ive talked to a lot of ppl who have taken vyvanse now and i think ik a bit more on how i need to live on it
#1) dopamine drops on lower dosages or high dosage but in the evenings feel like hell and it wont ever stop you have to just breathe#you will stop breathing well and you wont notice it so you have to remember to breathe deeply. this helps immensely for some reason#2) you will stop processing the existence of food as a consumable thing and not just an object like Table or Cardboard. you will not want to#eat anything. you have to buy meal replacement shakes. sweetness is one of the only pleasant flavours. eat protein. eat as much protein as#you can. down those meal replacament shakes. get enough for a day. try not to into calorie deficits on vyvanse.#3) your mind will be searching for cognitively complex tasks and everything else dwarfs in comparison. dont lay down. do something.#4) you have to exercise. fully exercise at the gym not a home 20 min work out. you need to push your body right now so that you can be ok#5) nothing will be as intense and vivid and beautiful and there will be a layer of seperation between you snd reality even on a lower dosage#this is fine. this is the primary price. sunlight helps and so does doing complex tasks but you cant avoid this. remind yourself that this#is a self-induced thing and its temporary and itll fade.#6) youve been ship of theseus'd into a new person and this effect only increases later into the day. any conclusion you reach about yourself#is most likely not applicable to your non-vyvanse self.#7) carry chapstick around. keep drinking water. dry mouth starts 5 minutes after taking it#8) some of your friends have a reduced range of emotion and this makes them more stable but less capable of experiencing intense joys#and sadnesses. look at them. listen to their perspective. live like them when youre on the medication.#9) music is still gorgeous#10) you will feel very hot very fast. wear layers you can take off.#11) pick up a bow and shoot. keep shooting. keep going. shoot at least 50 arrows if you can. feel the pain in your arms and your shoulders#and then keep shooting.
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this or that, fic writer edition!
oneshots or chaptered fics? fluff, smut, or angst? outlines or winging it? title first or title last? past tense or present tense? background noise or total silence? pc, tablet, phone, or handwritten? in bed, in a seat, or at a table/desk? 2k or 10k? canon ships, rarepairs/crackships, or reader inserts?
#i might do a reblog with some more prompts later but for now here's 10 :)#there's probably been like 27401 of these but i'm curious lol#ftr:#oneshots#fluff (is my personal preference but smut does more numbers)#title first (a v recent change)#bg noise (something super familiar)#laptop or phone#in bed or at a table#i'd like to just bash out a decent 2k fic but that's not what my brain wants to do lol#rarepairs have taken over my entire life atm but i still got a couple x readers lurking in the wips#writer life
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No but imagine how absolutely FUCKING FUNNY it'll be if mafia!dazai and chuuya had an undercover mission in a school right? And their education level isnt up to date yes? So like they're okay in practical subjects but absolutely clueless in any type of science where theory is required and both of them thought they'd be kinda okay at math since dazai is SMART smart and chuuya is somewhere there beside him at the intelligence level
But then suddenly they have mathematics more than your usual add, minus, multiply, divide and both of them are like ??????
Because why the FUCK do u need to learn some weird trigonometric table??? And proving a triangle is a triangle???? And ratios ???
Both of them are the last students in class but they're like mehh because they dont give a shit like that but their math teacher is absolutely LOSING IT because 2 boys who should have ample knowledge about these topics at this class dont have a SINGLE clue and he wants to fix this since SOMEONE has to and its unideal for them to lag behind like that
Chuuya and dazai absolutely fuck up the guy's schedules for everything because hey they might as well have some entertainment while they're at it right? And the teacher does the most awsome tricks whenever he's mad (counting to ten and holding in his anger while chuuya is reciting his MULTIPLICATION TABLES WRONG) (staring at dazai with a look of absolute HORROR when dazai just recites suicide drugs from the top of his head after not being able to understand angles)
Bonus: at the end of the mission both of them kind of disappear and the teacher gets super fucking concerned because their contacts, guardians, everything is just missing and he thinks oh god maybe the taller kid killed himself or maybe the shorter one got himself wind up somewhere he shouldnt be because he talks too much
And to figure where the students are because NO ONE is doing anything, he ends up at the ADA
#bungou stray dogs#bungou gay dogs#bsd#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#yes the teacher is kunikida#he sees dazai at the agency years later#and just absolutely beats the shit out of him#because he can now#he isnt stopped by petty school rules#and dazai is STILL a pain in the ass#kunikida asks dazai where he disappeared#and dazai said he got kidnapped and trafficked because he panicked#kunikida asks him what happened to his short friend#and dazai says he died speeding his bike because he panicked#when kunikida finds out both of them are in the mafia#he asks dazai who was the target#it was him#because of his ability#the mafia wanted to remove him#just in case#but chuuya and dazai didnt do anything#because hey they're teacher kind of nice#in a temper issues kind of way#and chuuya likes that he can talk shit about dazai#cue kunikida meets chuuya for the first time#and instantly starts reprimanding him for his fashion#his speech#his swearing#“did you finally learn your multiplication tables?” “pls stfu”
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tbh i dont think my dysphoria's ever been as intense as it has being on hrt mostly bc now it feels like "i dont look like a guy" has the scary component of "the hrt isnt doing anything" now. like before it was like well duh im not on t. but now i am and nothing's ever happened. i've been misgendered more on hrt than when i wasn't on it. it's really frustrating because i think my brain looks for the logical why and it goes well. i'm too curvy to look like a guy no matter what i do. which is a great way to feel. is this like complete defeatism almost of i'm always going to look like this & i probably can't get top surgery because i'm too big for it to do anything. like man i'm never gonna look like a guy huh. well that sucks lmao
#fatphobia#i know this is an internalized problem. hence why i stopped talking about it to people#i don't even really want any input i just feel like i'm gonna explode if i don't put this down for a little while#this is such a deeply held Upsetness for me that it's just better for me & everyone that i don't talk about it#bc it'll just frustrate both of us yk#i wish i could lose weight but i can't even do that right or stick with anything and nothing ever changes#it is. maddening. to be so stuck in a body. nothing i do changes anything#hormones don't do anythign exercise doesn't do anything#all i've done is become an ugly girl so i can't even just give up on it all and look how i'm apparently destined to be#slamming my head into a table until my skull cracks brb#txt#vent#negative#body img //#whatever i'll delete this later i just don't understand how i've been on testosterone for a year and a half and#nothing. fucking Nothing has changed at All.#like what is the point. of it all#what's the point of binding what's the point of a little bit of facial hair#what's the point of an imperceptibly deeper voice#fuck!!!!!#i don't have a uterus anymore there's no reason i'm still the exact fucking same#except that i'm just i guess immune to ever looking different i could kms over this i fucking swear
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I really wanted to table at my schools Artist con but then found out that they already sent emails out 😭 when I was on their interest form since spring,,
#I just found all of this from my friend#like I filled the form before it turned into a waitlist form#so I should’ve made the 2nd round of emails#then again my friend said this anime club is terrible at organizing things 💀#but still#I mean I just have keychains so like#worst comes to worst#I could advertise here lol#but I really wanted to do an irl con#like it’s reasonable to table there too#and I’m a student there#sigh#don’t mind me lol#it’ll all work out later#bella rambles
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