#It's My Life

[nerdgirlriot]

There's a house on my way home that has one of those Home Depot 12 ft. skeletons and they haven't taken it down since Halloween, just dressed it up in holiday-appropriate wear and of course for June it's all about Pride so please allow your dash to be blessed by 12 ft. Pride Skeleton

EDIT: Oct. 2023 Apparently this house is now for sale. Godspeed Pride Skeleton.

EDIT: June 2024 the pride skeleton still lives!

EDIT: As of 11/14/2024 the pride skeleton is no longer on display

RIP pride skeleton you were enjoyed

[inthedarktrees]

Anna Karina in Vivre sa vie (1962) dir. Jean-Luc Godard

[lovejunkie97]

[one-time-i-dreamt]

not a dream

How I used to sing this part of It's My Life by Bon Jovi:

"And I ain't gonna be just a fish in the crowd You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud"

Why did I think it was FISH instead of FACE???????????

[chimerqa]

Słodko-słodkie do porzygu : D

@mojanowanazwa trochę mnie zmobilizowała do tego wpisu. Traktuje to jak spowiedź, oczyszczenie i zamknięcie tematu.

Tamtej niedzieli, kiedy Pan Rower z rozbawieniem opowiadał mi jaki to jest zmęczony i jak późno wrócił od swojej byłej, ja krzyczałam przez telefon z bólu, bo własnie on łamał mi serce. Ale po raz ostatni. Dotarło do mnie, że on mnie nie kocha. Nigdy nie kochał i nigdy nie pokocha. Kilka dni zajęło mi zaakceptowanie tak przykrych faktów. Czy ktokolwiek normalny chciałby kochać bez wzajemności? Zrozumiałam też, że nie jestem zazdrosna o nią, ani o żadną inną kobietę, tylko boli mnie fakt, że jestem jego ostatnim priorytetem. A właściwie chyba przedmiotem... To i tak były resztki moich uczuć, bo przecież wiecie, ile przez ostatni rok on gówna odjebał : D

Odebrałam swoje rzeczy od Pana Rowera. Spotkanie poprawne.

Przyjechałam, on próbował żartować, więc nie wiem czy był świadomy, że to koniec. Potem nawet zaangażował się w to, bym niczego nie zapomniała wziąć, wiec się chyba połapał. Nie było żadnej rozmowy, chociaż może chciał, bo zaproponował kawę lub herbatę, ale ja byłam zmęczona i w ogóle to nie widziałam sensu w żadnej rozmowie.

Jestem już spokojna, szczęśliwa, bezpieczna i z dala od negatywnych emocji.

Wnioski:

mam fatalny gust, jeśli chodzi o wybór partnera. Chyba czas sobie dać spokój, przynajmniej na jakąś sensowną i dłuższą chwilę.

czy ja w ogóle kogoś potrzebuję? Sama się utrzymuję, mam własne mieszkanie, własne auto, własne marzenia, własne zajawki (których i tak prawie nikt nie podziela), własne zdanie, własne życie.

czy ja chcę opuścić swoją strefę komfortu? Przeprowadzać się do jakiegoś chłopa? Przestawiać całe swoje życie? Być kuchtą, sprzątaczką i kochanką? Wiem, że teraz trochę przejaskrawiłam : D ale to jest jakby w pakiecie

[jt1674]

[pixlerelish]

Gonna watch Dear Zindagi oh boy I can't wait to have all my problems instantly solved and become a fully functioning human being.

[sowhatifiliveinfukuoka]

Talk Talk (1984)

[yan-li]

I also forget to say... I dont have internet in my house currently xD.

Something killed the company installation like a week ago and they are avoiding us

[80s-song-smackdown]

80 New Wave Tournament Side A

[takhesis]

I am, as always, in my style. I wrote 4 out of 5 tasks of Encanto-bingo and then I saw the series "Wild District". Naturally, I started reading more information, translated a book from español: memoirs of former FARC combatants who entered the reintegration program…. (yes, I translated it and I managed to catch the Colombian idiom with papaya! I think this is progress). And now I have another bingo that is simply one big "WHY?!"

[mrmousetolliver]

It's My Life Extended 12" (1984) by Talk Talk I wore this album out. A great song that helped me in my coming out process and still one of my favorites.

[nerdgirlriot]

back in the early days of my anime weebdom i, of course, spent a lot of that time obsessed with Fullmetal Alchemist. I stumbled upon an Edward cosplayer, but the person was wearing a facemask that covered their entire head, like mascots or Disney meet n' greet characters. And they looked so convincing, as if Edward Elric was inhabiting a 3D space for the first time. I was kind of enamored with how this was done. I did research on what sort of cosplay this was, how the masks were made, etc.

I will ramble a lot here, and also include a lot of pics of my own kigurumi cosplay. Because enamored.

Note: This got REALLY long, really quickly. Sorry! Be warned!

I found out that this was called kigurumi, and the style of costuming was actually pretty common in Japan, where anime meet n' greet characters often had this style of mask.

And yes, I figured out that it was a kink pretty quick.

I'm gonna ignore that for the most part but I'm certain that 99% of all kigurumi cosplayers are male enthusiasts as female characters. I even think that most female kigurumi cosplayers have female characters. Because female characters are ADORABLE and I agree! I would love to do a female kig cosplay eventually.

But first, a part of my weeb brain was transfixed by that Edward kig cosplay.

My research back then led me to believe that a kigurumi mask would be too cost-prohibitive. All masks had to be custom-made from resin and hand-painted. The work would probably cost close to $1000 and I gave up on my dream cosplay quest pretty fast.

Fast forward to this year, and during the time I was looking at Etsy for my Spider-Gwen cosplay, I got recommended a store that had kigurumi masks. In the ensuing years since my initial research, kigurumi masks have gotten less cost prohibitive. 3D printing means that the masks don't have to be hand-made. There are even small companies which mass-produce base masks ready to be customized, and this is what the Etsy seller uses to make their masks.

I was still enamored, and eventually, thanks to a sale (and thanks to also THE NEWS HAPPENING EVERYWHERE) I decided to just take the plunge and purchase a mask. I wish to be happy in the face of possible apocalypse. Instead of going for a custom for my first mask, i got one of the seller's pre-made, more generic designs. But after wearing this first mask, I might be hooked.

It might be a problem.

Initially I based my kig's look on Billie Joe Armstrong during Green Day’s American Idiot era. Short sleeve black shirt, red necktie, wristbands. The mask had black hair and red/pinkish eyes which I thought would go well with the clothes.

More research. I got a bodysuit because with short-sleeves, my skin would be exposed, and the illusion would be ruined. The suit is just a top. Head and arms are completely covered. I got a men's shirt which fits my smaller frame. A short necktie.

Oh yeah, and then there's the boobs.

But I've always been small in the chest, so a sports bra was enough. I've heard that many female cosplayers use chest binders when they crossplay but I guess I should be happy for my less than ample bosom, at least in terms of crossplaying.

What would be difficult for me is hiding my hips. I have very curvy hips and I know if I ever decide to take this guy out in public i will have to conceal them somehow. Probably padding around the stomach to de-emphasize them but that's not a now issue.

The mask itself actually has decent visibility, which I was surprised with. You look through the character's eyes. They're basically sunglass lenses with the pupils printed on them, so no one can see in but you can see out. No peripheral vision to speak of, but that's true of all full face masks.

And here's the initial cosplay test, sans the wristbands because i was so excited to do this I forgot to wear them. He needs a name, though. I'm leaning towards Billie-kun to name him after one of his main inspirations.

It's thrilling to wear a cosplay that you've taken time to put together. I've done multiple femme!Doctors, but this is the first time I've really crossplayed and it feels FUN in ways that the other cosplays didn't. Truly hiding one's identity behind a mask, truly embodying this character.

Edward Elric in 3D vibes. I found it again. 15+ years after my initial encounter with kigurumi.

EDIT: OMG I FOUND THE EDWARD ELRIC KIG COSPLAY PAGE

Gonna indulge in some more photos.

This was the first photo taken. You can't tell how much I was vibrating with excitement:

I have precious few things of clothing that would be appropriate for a male character, but this coat seemed fine:

Me realizing that I could see out of the character's eyes for real:

Pondering whether I should just be a bishie forever to mentally prepare myself for the horrors:

With the wristbands finally. I like how much more the red pops against the black:

No tie because SOMEONE had to go and break the adjustable bit in their excitement to put things on:

Found a hoodie that matched well:

With t-shirt of our lord and savior Hitori Gotoh from Bocchi the Rock:

If you've read through this entire damn thing, thank you very much for sharing my journey into kigurumi cosplay. I still would like to someday do that Edward cosplay but there's so many other possibilities, male and female, that I'd love to try.

Orrrrr Billie-kun could just be a one-off, unicorn of a bishie who is too perfect and can never be duplicated or replaced

GIFs because reasons

[wernevergrowingup]

It's my life🎵

My heart is like an open highway🎶

Like Frankie Stein I did it my way🎶

[questionable-idea]

my mother's totem is a wolf, my dad's favorite animal is a wolf, and online quizzes tell me i'm a wolf. i guess i'm predestined to be a furry