#It took me twenty years. TWENTY. YEARS.
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So many of my childhood experiences can be explained away with 'I was a little bit gay' and it took me TWENTY YEARS to connect the dots
#snake talks#meme credit: mhuyo on twitter#snake's image post#The person in the third panel is Sheryl Crow-#specifically her performing 'My Favorite Mistake' with Eric Clapton in 1999#My dad used to show me the music video sometimes and I'd always get flushed and hide behind my chair.#It took me twenty years. TWENTY. YEARS.
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i think it’s important everyone knows about the little roman girl who died at only five years and seven months old, and her grave reads "dum vixi, lusi" or "while i lived, i played"
#her epitaph actually has a much longer poem which contains this line#and it’s not like. stylistically high quality poetry either#which indicates this was not a poem someone was hired to write for the grave (as was a relatively common practice)#but instead written out of love by one of her family members#it’s twenty three lines of mostly correct dactylic hexameter#and it makes me bawl when i read it#we translated it in a latin class i took a few years ago and then wrote our own latin poems about our friends
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Sorry I’ve been gone everypony college has been taking up all my mammon drawing time but here’s a wip that I have been working on in between all that, hopefully I can finish it soon :P
#mammon obey me#obey me#wip#another mammon drawing where the face took me twenty years and twenty nights#but hopefully now that it’s semi done I can move on and work on teh rest#pray for me yall
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Hey so we all think about this a regular amount..
Like I'm not the only dude thinking of Hosea and Dutch and their suits having the exact brooches, right??
I even went to search which these could be, and their meaning. Apparently, white flowers symbolize purity and innocence — and whatever flowers these may be ( google had given me carnations and camellias—If anybody actually knows what flowers their brooches are, do say!! ). I also, believe that white carnations usually(?) partake within a wedding? Because they too symbolize "pure love" and from what I had quickly found, "devotion". I seriously do not know, I'm not at all understanding of flowers so take what I yap to a grain of salt. I just felt silly today and wanted to look into this because I had to replay The Glided Cage mission!! Okwy im done yapping im gonna make a dutch edit- everyone please have yourself a wonderful dayyy!!!! Mwahmwahhh <3
#vandermatthews#hosea x dutch#hosea matthews#dutch van der linde#hosea rdr2#dutch rdr2#no bcs wtf was R*'s thought process#two men supposedly straight wear the same brooch?#theyve know eachother for twenty years+#took in AND raised children together#and you sit there and tell me#theyre not in love?#yeah okay..#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#rdr2 community
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ily and I love your writing but can I just ask /how/ does one manage to write/post 180k in 3 weeks? I need tips and also your stamina
Okay to be really serious.
Practice. I've been writing every single day for two decades. A lot of it really is practice practice practice. You do something every day, you get good at it.
Write terribly. You gotta write a lot of shit before you can write a lot of good shit. Quantity doesn't equal quality. So get ready to write a lot of shit first.
Hold yourself accountable. For the past decade I've worked professionally in the publishing industry in one capacity or another. That means I've had to work to deadlines. I just got used to it. I don't recommend setting yourself a deadline if you're just starting out - that'll just put undue pressure on yourself. But if you've got a good rhythm going, it can help to set yourself a posting schedule for a fic (say, a chapter every week) as a form of self-accountability. It sucks but self discipline is sadly necessary.
Having said that...
TAKE. BREAKS. Stop if you're not having fun, and adjust your goals if you feel burnout approaching. At the end of September/start of October I had a very bad few weeks where I didn't think I could get all my planned Halloween fics out this year. So I was honest with my readers, and adjusted my schedule accordingly. You don't owe anyone else a damn thing, but you do owe it to yourself to take care of yourself.
Carrots, not sticks. Frankly? Treat yourself like a dog or a kindergarten student. Reward yourself! Gold star! You wrote 1k words? All right, a piece of chocolate or an episode of TV for you! Writers are so hard on themselves and that's just not how brains work. Teach your brain that writing gives you rewards! Writing gives you good things!
It's a marathon not a sprint. Stamina is something you build up to. If you want to run a marathon, you need to start training at least six months ahead of time, and you start very small: two miles. Not even five. Two. You build up slowly. And then, do you know what you do when you get close to twenty-six miles?
You drop back down. You run eighteen. Fifteen. Ten. Until for the last couple weeks before the marathon, you're down to just two miles again.
Then you run twenty six.
And then after that? You rest. You want to run another marathon? Great. Rest first. Then we build up again.
You can't run twenty six miles over and over and over. You will burnout. I burned out. I wrote 375,000 words last year for October. If you go into my Ao3 and look, I didn't write much of any fic the rest of the year. I wrote a Wednesday fic in February for a friend, two Xedgin fics in April, and then two more Xedgin fics in June. It was that break that allowed me to write so much for October.
I wish I had a ton of cool tips and tricks, but it really is simple, at least for me. Practice. For a long time. For years. Write a lot of shit so you can write a lot of good shit. Take breaks when you need to, use deadlines strategically, and reward yourself.
I hope any of this is helpful, nonny. Best of luck! ❤️
#lincoln answers things#lincoln writes stuff#writing advice#letting this one be rebloggable in case it's helpful to others#it sucks but it took me twenty years of constant practice to get here#there really is no shortcut#and you gotta have a balance between actually writing when you told yourself you'd write#instead of finding excuses and doing other stuff all day#and knowing when you need a break and being kind to yourself#that's really all it is#for me at least
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it really does amaze me that i got to write a whole dissertation project on brecht and the monkees and nina simone and bob dylan and leonard cohen and phil ochs and star trek and starsky and hutch and the smothers brothers and harry belafonte and all these subjects and pieces of art that have meant so much to me that i absolutely love and while it did feel like it was held together by glue and popsicle sticks and string at points i had a committee who really understood my project and were so supportive of me writing about this era of performance and protest and alienation and while it was one of the hardest things i've ever done i am so happy not only that i finished with a phd but that i got to forge so many amazing connections along the way and that would have been worth it alone
#not everyone can say that their dissertation was a passion project but despite all the hardships of actually completing it mine really was#it was so hard and grad school took the majority of my twenties and that's something that i am still grappling with#but i got to write about work that i've loved since i was nine years old#and that writing was taken seriously and treated with respect and a critical eye by people who care about me and my work#during my defense many of my friends who came said ''wow your committee clearly loves you a lot!'' and i couldn't imagine a scenario where#that joy and love wasn't shared like. i know so many people get put through the ringer but i am so grateful to have had the best people on#my side throughout
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the beejcage...
#here you go lisa's mash server 🫡#beejhawk#mash#m.a.s.h#bj hunnicutt#hawkeye pierce#the birdcage#hunnihawk#this was originally shape/stylization practive but then i started thinking about beejhawk the birdcage and talking#about it with the shrimps and well. well.#yes i wear pink yes i live with a man yes im a middle aged fag but i know who i am erin it took me twenty years to get here!!!#also consider: bj trying to teach hawkeye how to pass as straight and failing miserably#how do you think i feel? betrayed bewildered... wrong response?#TALK ABOUT GAYS IN THE MILITARY#the beejcage
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Okay friends, but did Zeus turn Thalia into a tree as she lay dying because of Hades? Like, did he assume that Hades wouldn't let Thalia into Elysium because of what Zeus did to the di Angelos? Hades was the one who hunted Thalia the most, and tbh until the whole master bolt/helm fiasco, Hades left Percy alone. I think Zeus figured, probably correctly, that Hades would torture his daughter in the Underworld just to spite him and that's why he turned Thalia into a tree.
#pjo#pjo spoilers#spoilers#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#thalia grace#greek gods#zeus#hades#poseidon#only took me twenty years to figure this one out#but wow#that's so sad if it's true#i just never got the tree thing#it always seemed silly#i mean#great plot driver in the second and third book#but like#why???#but this makes sense to me#probably obvious and im just getting it now
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speaking of fumbling in that lrb,, there was a girl at my last job who was always so sweet to me and always tried to match our lunch breaks when she could and then bought me a leaving gift from her own money and signed the card ‘to the beautiful [redacted]’ and ‘you know where to find me, come say hi don’t forget about me’ and i STILL THOUGHT SHE WAS STRAIGHT
#it took me a year later to realise#can you believe????#she used to try to scare me by sneaking up on me and grabbing MY WAIST!!!!! and then she’d squeeze it a little and let me#go and then help me stock shelves for twenty and ask me about my day before going off and doing what she was actually meant to be doing…….#like i need to audience to understand how fucking dumb i am when it comes to flirting#i said i was tired one day and she came back ten mins later with a chocolate bar for me to boost my mood like she was so CUTE#:’) and i was like ‘what a great friend’ LMAOOOO#stelle yaps
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Ben Clark Moodboard
It took me too long to finish this one
#sbg#school bus graveyard webtoon#school bus graveyard#ben clark#moodboard#the final sbg character moodboard#it only took me like twenty years
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Always lowkey simmering a Leverage AU in the back of my head hear me out:
Ted is an ex-insurance investigator who was able to get his son life-saving medical treatment because his first, original Crime Pal Beard was like ‘Ted if your company doesn’t come through with the coverage, we’re doing things my way.’
The company did not come through. The company did let him go due to suspicion of Ted’s involvement in the incident, but Ted will happily remind folks that no charges were formally pressed. Henry is alive and healthy and living with Michelle, who divorced Ted shortly thereafter (not just because of pre-existing marital problems, but because Ted wouldn’t tell her anything about why the doctors “””suddenly decided to do the procedure for free”””). Shortly thereafter, Ted fled the country.
What Ted learned from the whole experience is that there’s a lot of people out there, good people just trying to live by the rules, but sometimes things happen that are just out of their control. And well- if we’ve got the means to help the good people out when no one else will, then shouldn’t we try?
“We’ve got means,” Beard agrees. “And motives.”
They do things Beard’s way now.
#also Rebecca is a grifter who gave it up when she married into money and her name(s) echo mysteriously through the back alleys of London#“did you hear about this Secret Princess Lydia who went missing in the 90s?’ ‘yes Ted that was me’#the woman is constantly dodging every half-told lie she made on a lark twenty years ago but she is amazing at keeping them straight#and Roy- Roy long ago took an injury that ended his career as a footballer before it started#and he fell into a bad spot as a hitter#and then he fell into a worse spot#and then he dug himself out for his neice that no one knows about (see: everyone knows about think mafia kid no one is allowed to touch her)#the problem now is he’s getting old#the hits hit harder and his speed isn’t what it used to be#(Roy Kent’s slow is still leagues beyond what these young wannabe punks can do these days)#keeley! she is a sneak thief. very charming. tiny. great with repelling down sides of buildings#loves money and shiny rocks and thinks Rebecca is the bee’s knees#and then there’s Jamie who is a 24 year old hacker with gaudy taste no knack for accents and a problem with authority#in this au him and ted have basically split Nate’s backstory#Ted’s dad took him to bars and taught him little tricks and mind games- nothing fancy just stuff an HR person might know#meanwhile Jamie’s dad took him to shady deals in bars because his dad was a fixer who’d put bad guys in touch with each other#jamie keeps a tracker running on his laptop with his dad’s whereabouts at all times#unfortunately he didn’t think that anyone else would bother looking for him- he’s not exactly a big time crook#but Ted and his crew have pissed off Rupert Mannion who is big time and who wants to hit back at Rebecca for making a fool of him#and Mannion’s people have identified that the way in to breaking their little crew is through Jamie#who’s name sounds so ridiculous people have assumed it was fake this whole time#anyways#thanks for reading#I will likely never write this but boy I have ideas 💡#leverage au#ted lasso#jamie tartt#roy kent#keeley jones#rebecca welton
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Cloud Retainer stocking up fish on Mt. Aocang's pond so we can keep coming over.... ohg my god she....
#by the lord this old woman can't get any more moe!#also is this why it took me twenty years to get that an ornamental abiding angelfish#genshin impact#cloud retainer#xianyun
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Just wanna let u know all your art slaps and I love it so much and ur a very funny person so congrats on being one of my fav blogs of all history
Also do u have any tips for drawing dragons because they (your dragon OCs) are all so cool looking and I have some of my own but I wanna spice them up a lil so I wanted to see if u have tips and tricks for that stuff
AUHGHGHGH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! Im super glad you like my stuff!!!
And YES ACTUALLY I do have tips, but they're not my own!! Whenever someone asks me for tips on dragons I always love to redirect to the tutorials on dragons sammy torres did, all of which you can find [ HERE ]
These tutorials are like The Bible for drawing anything dragon related. Not only are they beginner friendly, they are expert friendly as well, in my opinion. These are an immense help to anyone looking to do dragons, and there is one for every different part that one might have trouble with! And honestly, I feel extremely confident linking these because they word everything much better than I could
Other than that, I think dragons are generally really subjective as creatures. There's classic dragons, but the term 'dragon' applies so broadly to so many shapes that its extremely hard to go wrong with designs. Theyre one of the things that lend themselves the most to experimentation with shapes, bodies, features, etc, so even though these tutorials might nudge dragons in a specific way dont be afraid to experiment with anything youd like to explore :]
My one wish however is to make sure every dragon has proper wings though for that refer to [ THIS ] post of mine thank u for ur time
#ask#sorry this took me a while ive been busy and i was out of the house and then i was sickkkkk#but i can finally properly link these!! if u have any other more specific requests for tips i can give it a try to give my own thoughts on#but honestly sammys tutorials are so complete. sorry i am a total fangirl if youve seen me link them before yeah i probably have#i gush about them soooo much these helped me so so so so much when i started getting serious abt dragons#and also please realize i have been drawing dragons for literally over twenty years rn#draw more dragons always forever we need more of them always
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save me old flipnote studio MVs.......
#im going thru old flipnotes i used to watch years ago and ouggghhg so many good ones#is twenty one pilots still popular.... do people still remember the TRNDSTTER and marble soda meme.........#its like im unlocking some sort of primal part of my brain and everything is coming back to me. one of my biggest inspirations as a kid#i still remember thinking the final transmission lyrics were the coolest thing and watching =TopHat= Bee and Melissa over and over#theres a very specific feeling of longing and nostalgia looking back and watching these again years later#especially when there isnt anything genshin or mcyt and instead its either fnaf undertale eddsworld or another obscure#interest... and not even fnaf sister location its like fnaf 3 and 2. its THAT old. and a lot of oc MVs especially pokemon ocs and furries..#god but they were so creative u know. i still find it amazing ppl took this little lightbox animation on the fucking NINTENDO DS and#cranked it all the way to 11.. like if u look at the transitions and movement its so fucking fluid its insane..!! HOW DO YOU MAKE THE#CHARACTERS SPIN??? AND CHANGING CAMERA ANGLES??? and keep in mind youre doing this all with a shitty stylus#on a THREE BY TWO INCH SCREEN. you only get two layers you can go up to 29FPS and you only have 999 slides to work with#and 24FPS eats up a lot of that. absolutely insane it literally boggles my mind every time i think about it. AND SOME ARE EVEN FULL COLOR#i forgot how popular EDM was back then too...they were really good for timing beats though so you get a lot of MVs with#strobe last and marble soda. porter robinsons goodbye to a world was also popular with undertale and oc MVs. also a lot of vocaloid#someone made a flipnote abt the warner bros fnaf movie being announced EIGHT FUCKING YEARS AGO. it even used the stay calm audio from#the office.... i wonder how theyre doing now... i love you shitty grainy MV audio.. but i have mixed feelings abt the flashing colors#ppl LOVED animating the sans vs frisk fight. aishite and primadonna were also big ones they were SICK AS FUCK#lots of these inspired my old oc designs.. a lot of my characters had side bangs with one eye covered. animal ears and simple eyes too#now i kinda wanna try my hand at the marble soda meme cause i loved it as a kid lol.. i wonder if i should compare my old and new art here#UGHHHH IM SO NORMAL ABOUT NOSTALGIA. IM SO NORMAL ABT MY SCHOOL BOOK DRAWINGS WITH SHIBA BROWS#yapping#nostalgia
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clancy
#guess who took the longest possible way home today just to listen to this masterpiece of an album#you guys are laughing but it's my only oxygen these days#i don't think i am physically capable of listening to anything else right now#and it's been like what two weeks?#idk time is not a real thing anyway so who's counting#have i mentioned this album has no skips at all#i only didn't really like midwest indigo on my first listen HAHAHA HAHA HA-#you goddamn fool.#this song slaps just like the rest of them#anyway#mutuals do me a favour go listen to clancy#this lore is fantastic#you don't have to listen for the lore you can just vibe if you want#but if you think about the symbolism it's actually insane and i feel like most of us can relate#and i'm not only talking about clancy but like about the entire twenty one pilots discography#or at least last four albums#cause there's not much of it on clancy tbh but like#it's the album of the year i can already tell you#brb gonna sell my kidney (or the eras tour ticket) to see them live next year#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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there's something poetic about how i saw bandito tour in 2019, my first ever concert and it was for pilots, and now in 2024 i'm going to see the end of the story during clancy tour in the same venue.
starting and ending this story that saved me and changed me in the same place almost 5 years later.
i don't know, something about ending a story where you began...
#my dad took me to bandito tour but he passed in january so i'm finishing the story in the same venue without him.#a lot can change in 5 years.#skeleton clique#twenty one pilots#dema#trench#dmaorg#clancy
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