#It is NOT making it out alive chat
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Obviously mystic could easily counter an attack with weaker crowns but i still think its funny that kallamar would be the one to catch it genuinely off guard as it was reading its script of the next lamb to go after in different dimensions 😭
#sydneys wips#sydneys thoughts#It is NOT making it out alive chat#Well no it does but . Thats still a pretty powerful blue crown vs it- SO.#Muras the only exception bc they were the only one indoctrinated who was actually not too pushy and didnt ask for a remnant of their -#- purple crown left 🧍 itd be dangerous for them to bear with brain damage and as well as the impulsitivity of crimes they could still do -#- as a mortal with it 😭#Exceeding the yap limit through tumblr tags /silly
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The future never forgets the events that shaped it The past awaits for better times to come
#something something parallels idk#I just think the way 17yo pearl is always talking about wanting things to change and to grow up because capcom doesnt know what to do w/ he#(besides ´´haha teenager likes shopping´ jokes)#combined by the fact Athena kinda has nothing going post DD because the writers wanted to make it the apollo and phoenix game#could serve as an accidental setting for a young adult discovery+healing from trauma plotline/theme#combined with the ever familiar parallel of being an oversheltered and somewhat pampered kids who lost everything they ever knew#due to a traumatic event and were then forced to an abrupt change from having no freedom to having no idea of anything#but the only thing unchanged is having no autonomy in the situation itself#could serve for something real cool yknow?#(that last bit is ever familiar to us pearlthena fans)#(yes this is ship art (im aroace all my shipart is characters just hanging out or being in agony together))#(no there is no middle ground(i have so much ship art ideas that are just character chatting(and then not ship art that is the same(idk))))#ace attorney#pearl fey#athena cykes#pearlthena#my art#artists on tumblr#illistration#dual destinies spoilers#aa5 spoilers#aa2 spoilers#long as fuck tags boi#BTW pls ignore the hair strand that comes out of nowhere I literally didn't realized I had read the sketch incorrectly until#a day later of posting#And it's eating me alive but I am soooooo lazy. And like I really didn't wanted to render it again. And I still don't so RIP that
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#not to be a broken lil man on main#but I was on the phone with my dad for 30 minutes just now (that's a lot for a phone call with him) and like.... damn. yeah. i do have one#parent who's not horrible huh#we talked a lot about my plans for the future...... which I only now told him bcs scary and bcs........ I never ever during my 25 years of#being alive got the impression from my parents that something like this would be an acceptable career choice or something they'd support#and I mean. my [redacted] of a mother is the best example for how. not alright it is with her that I'm doing something that's not very...#traditional for this family#but anyways. my dad was absolutely fucking lovely#to the point that I get getting teary eyed and felt my throat closing up cause. huh. i guess in his own way he does love me and believe in#he asked me to send him a link or a pdf of my first conference report because he wants to keep it somewhere 😭😭😭😭😭😭#I'm....... ouch. ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch#you know the ghosting I am really good at with tumblr chats (sorry guys. ilu. I just suck at communication)???? i'm also extremely good at#that with whatsapp chats and just. not calling my irl loved ones#so idk. hearing him say he understands and just wanted to make sure I wasn't upset with him and like. wanted to know if I was doing okay.#damn. okay. damn#idk#this was such a good talk and he was so suppertive and non-judgemental and I actually told him about my birthday and how my mother's call#upset me and he was like. yeah. same. and like... he's basically gone no contact with her as well as it turns out#idk. I really should give him more credit and like... I feel like there's so much shifting and change and development happening while I'm n#not there and sometimes it's hard to remember that he actually /could/ understand some things. just cause I've always been so used to not#sharing anything about myself because it wasn't safe when I was younger and... idk........ lots of emotions going on rn#so glad we talked though. so glad#simon.out.#if you read all this.... idk man.... sorry for oversharing but thanks for caring ig <3
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FUCK IT WE BALL
#FUCK DOOMERISM WE BALL#I'm aware that the collective we did not survive trump#people died en masse from covid and lowered regulations#Live in spite for those people#cause problems on purpose#I'm not gonna quote the firebombing a walmart quote cause I live in FL#I'm already on the ground doing shit and have been for a while#this is making things worse but I'm already warmed up at least#also#found out my aunt that's literally older than the voting rights act voted for trump because Religion™️#this black woman literally remembers MLKjr getting assassinated and said yea Trump is a good choice cause he's christian-focused#Like she was a teenager she was Alive and Aware#But just you wait I will not be letting another fundie christian mfer rule my life again#I'm making it thru this election if it fucking kills me#I will outlive this 'president' and piss on his fuckin grave#Fuck it we ball chat. Fuck it we ball#ex christian#religious trauma
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tbh i wouldnt mind rping on discord, its just, i enjoy tumblr rping because of the dash shenanagins that can happen.
small little comments on other threads, dash commentary, silly games to play, those are what make RPing fun to me because it feels more like we write in a living world, than pulling out books of individual stories/threads.
not that i dont mind that! those have a place! but dash stuff makes it a lot more fun when people can just show up, comment, or do nonsensical stuff cuz thats how life be sometimes :V sometimes you do just happen to see something or make acomment, or whatever! and its what makes it fun
plus some of hte best plots ive had come from this! it starts with something small and meaning nothing or something silly (look at the FMK game) and suddenly wow, there's a whole actual plot and story built from it! (neeko and briar actually getting married. yes this is a thing we're doing now and it's allowed us as muns to expand and add to the lore/story we wouldnt otherwise be able to go into. like neeko and their tribe's traditions of marriage and bonding ect, how noxus does their marriage ceramonies if at all)
my problem with discord RPing is, we can kinda miss out on a lot of that and its sad to me :[
#out of frenzy // ooc#;; otherwise tbh id be all in for discord RPs fewjfhwk#;; many of my first RP experiences were in chatgroups that operated like tumblr's dash and stuff#;; there'd be separate chats but those chats unless specified it was a closed reply/roleplay would be open for anyone to join in#;; to me the impulsivity is what makes it feel more real/alive
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Sometimes I think about how we (huevitos) tried to save Fitmc's life in that damn hole. Us trying to find food. Us trying to find water. Anything that can heal his wounds. Anything.
But he knows damn well that he isn't going to do it. He's gonna die there. Not seeing his son. Not seeing Sunny and Tubbo. Not seeing his beloved Brazilian Boyfriend...
He's going to face his death in that hole and we are going to be right beside him. We are so tired but..at least we are all together huh?
[Fitmc died]
[Huevitos died]
#fitmc chat#qsmp fitmc#“If any of you make it out alive please look after my son and MY BR-COUGH- BRAZILIAN BOYFRIEND”#<- his words not mine#guys remember that rp we did in his chat? xD
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yeah if you read the g*iman allegations and are still quibbling over how this is "hard" for you as a fan and you wanna separate art from the artist, i do not have space for you in my life.
#silver jelly#i didnt even read the full thing just a summary of it and it was one of the most disgusting things ive ever seen#if you have these feelings at least have the decency to keep your mouth shut about them#like he used his platform to perpetrate these acts. you can't continue to give him a platform lmao.#'ohhhhhh well i've been into him longer than a lot of his fans have been alive' boo hoo hoo i was up jkr's ass since book 1 came out#it was actually very easy to say 'hm! this person is causing a lot of harm to my community maybe i find another thing to make#my whole personality!' like sorry. i'm stronger than you i guess???#like sorry for being harsh but . the abuse/sa survivors in your life are watching you and taking note. and if you want to claim#that you support them you best at the very LEAST shut the fuck up and take this nonsense to a private chat with friends#who you know feel the same way so you can ~~process~~ together and move on.
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Before I had Sunny, I had a rabbit... His official name was Eddy, but he went through many names in my friend group
The names were: Kirishima, Springtrap and lastly Springkiri
Some pictures of him and a funny pic of Sunny
(A sad thing from here on)
So Eddy sadly passed away on 16th May 2022 while I held him. I bawled my eyes out when I realized he passed and literally couldn't go to school the next day because I was grieving so much. He was my childhood pet. He was 12 years old! Also he decided to pass before my birthday (21st May). I miss him very much
Now let me tell you, in February, the year (2022), he decided to jump from my arm because he was not happy about him getting his nails trimmed and fell on his side! He broke his fucking leg and was too old for operation because he wouldn't handle the amnesia. His leg was fully healed in April. You know he ran around, had fun with his toy, and played as if he was young again... Just to pass in May.
Now, to cheer you up, Sunny has the SAME sleeping spots as Eddy did. She also has similar running habits and such things as Eddy did. Now I think here Eddy's ghost was like 'Let me teach you cat' when she arrived at home and I like that!
Sorry for the kind of sad ask :(
AWWW eddy has such a lovely pelt pattern 🥺 and no worries about this being a Sad Ask: it'd be even more sad if you werent willing to share memories of him- he was still a little darling in your life, so i'm happy to hear bout both the good and bad bout him! so sorry to hear he passed right before your birthday tho.. 😭 at the very least, im sure he passed knowing how loved he was- and still is :]
ANND that's so cute sunny sleeps in his old spot now 🥺
#snap chats#we can celebrate eddy even if he's gone that's what love is about !!!#if it's anything i lost my childhood dog- zakk- about two years ago in february#he was only really close with my mom so he waited for her to come home before going up to her room#didnt take long for us to hear her scream and find him dying in her arms#whats darkly funny is that he's never really liked me and bit me a lot#we were hanging out on the couch when he signaled he was trying to get down and yk. Hes Old so i went to pick him up#but the jackass BIT ME and now i got a scar on my hand#funny enough i was trying to get close to him and my mom while he was passing and he tried to bite me AGAIN He Did Not Like Me#maybe he was just trying to make sure he was with my mom til the end tho idk ... all i know is that i love telling the story bout my scar#its a small one but so was he so. fittin innit#in any case ! dont worry bout feelin bad or melancholy sharin the memory of your lovely: its important to keep them alive that way#even if theyre sad and the sort#to end this tag ramble on a lighter note. sunny sit PROPER young lady im CRYING why she sit like that ... i love when cats cant sit normal.
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plane scene is so funny cause why is mine a sleeper agent that wakes up whenever daigo is mentioned
can’t wait to see it in dragon engine :3
mine has been the winner for Funniest Character Imaginable for 15 consecutive years and i have yet to see anyone come close i fear
#snap chats#originally i wrote 'funniest character alive' and then remembered. HAH im so funny //throws up//#all my fave charas know how to do is get crazy on planes over men they love its disgusting#utterly hilarious cause after making the last post i went on twitter and they mentioned ANOTHER plane scene i throw up over#diff franchise so not important it is just SIMPLY funny how coincidences work and further confirming I Have A Type#BUT NO BACK TO MINE IT'S STILL SO FUCKIN FUNNY I HAVE TO REWATCH IT#i have to replay it .... all of y3 ...#if anyone remembers my friend from college and how we used to stream she asked me if we could stream#and i was like 'girl i havent streamed in Fuck Ever huh' and yk what maybe i'll stream y3 with her#at the very least ill stream y3 for myself ... legend mode .....#ive beaten y3 legend mode one (1) time and it was the worst experience of my life because if its not shadow the hedgehog#i am not good at the game i am playing !!!!!!!!!!! it'll be funny tho#i remember wanting to do a y3 drinking run but i told myself id stop drinking so i simply think. i will substitute drinking for hot sauce#its an idea im ironing out and i also have to like. properly set up a twitch- or maybe ill stream through youtube#ive always liked youtube streaming more ... at least as a viewer#these are all details for plans i will not be enacting literally any time soon can i stay on topic#the topic being i love mine. i love that plane scene forever the casual Whats Goin On Here :)#and he is the embodiment of :) in that scene casue :] is gen friendly but :) has an underlying aura of Im Going To Kill You#thats him in that scene. and i love him. for the third time. im ending this post now forever and always stan mine#if and whenever y3k comes out i cant wait to see !! but i personally believe that's well and away from us at this point#not impossible since they did mention it but yk. i dont think itll happen within the next year or two#maybe next five or ten realistically. if that jVLAEKJVLAEKJ ok bye fr now
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Just so you know I am not ignoring you guys!! I am however going through it (have been for the last several months) haha bear with me? ദ്ദി ( ̄▽ ̄||)
No worries, let's all hope my spark returns from the war soon and I stop being an empty husk xoxo
your continued asks/requests/kudos etc mean the world to me and so do all my online besties!! I'm truly sorry I am bad at showing it and my coping mechanism when life goes to shit is very pretty much to retreat and stfu/pretend nothing is wrong/tell no one/just skedaddle and stay quiet till I'm better so far no good but w/e
Here's hoping 2025 is the year I return to society! (⸝⸝⸝╸▵╺⸝⸝⸝) づ♡
#life sucks rn and I am making it nobody's problem but my own cause I'm an introvert at heart#I'll make it out!#but I'm sorry its taking so long#really sorry to the people I've also been straight up ghosting its just how I cope with the bad I just shut down c'est la vie#just wanted to let people know I'm alive?? not ignoring on purpose I just can't properly function right now?? but also no worries ig??#I have gotten such good requests but I just can't write or even chat much right now
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I’m like Johnny Truant in the tags of every goddamn post I make or reblog on this site and I’m not apologizing. If you want me to apologize come over to my house and you can talk to the minotaur about it
#House of leaves#im literally going insane these days I should go back to journaling but I’m also afraid of how far off the deep end I’ll go#Literally I am losing it and I’m being serious#I’m so fucking tired of being lonely and being left out and not being able to make connections#Sometimes I feel as if im doing things without realizing and no one is telling me about it#Other times it feels like I must have something incredibly wrong with my face or body and no one will say anything#People make plans and don’t bother to ask me if I want to join and then when I find out there’s a group chat that all my friends are in#Except me and when I asked if I could join I was given a bunch of reasons that were frankly bullshit why I couldn’t join#Are they talking shit about me? I know everybody there it’s not like I am a stranger#Am I just a stranger in this world as I unllikeable? I try my best to be nice and charitable but what am I missing?#Do I black out and say things and do things? Am I more mentally ill than I know?#The only reason (or one of the very few) why I stay alive is because of my horses because I know they would miss me and I already feel bad#Not seeing them everyday#I’m tired of being the odd one out I’m tired of being entertaining when necessary#I don’t want my only friends to be horses because it further alienates me from the rest of society and I just want to be accepted I’m not#Looking to fit in I just want connection and friendship and I can barely seem to manage that#Maybe I’m just not worth it.
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Hi so yeah I'm the nut puncher of dale anon... i would like to clarify i was infact having a terrible day because the only character I wanted to meet was Cinderella and SHE FUCKING LEFT THE ROYAL HALL RIGHT BEFORE I WENT IN and i was so pissed. I had been in a bad mood since then, hence the nut punch to dale.
(There’s like a cassette tape of this interaction somewhere but i have no idea where to look in my garage 😭)
And technically the Minnie thing was an accident because she came up behind me as a one year old kid in a highchair like she got what she deserved
THE NUT PUNCHER OF DALE I AM FINISHED
tbh with you, baby, i'd kick that little rat in the nuts if i were having a good day. i just know they be scheming
idk why that makes it funnier. you really said give me cinderella or the chipmunk gets it. you're hilarious. you're my idol.
#i've had nightmares where they're chasing me down those underground tunnels at disney#i never know whether i make it out alive#chats#nut puncher of dale anon
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sometimes i think about how misogynistic like 97% of fandoms on this fuckass app are and i just get mad all over again
#the way women get mischaracterized to the point of complete character assassination makes me want to rip my hair out#why can’t you bitches just be NORMAL#the token yuri ships. the girlbossification. the ignoring a character’s traits to fit some narrative that YOU want to see#i don’t even play mouthwashing and i wish i’d see less of it but christ alive leave that woman alone#and like. i don’t even need to start talking about the shit that yall say abt jjk women#or hsr women#listen i’m not fond of kafka so i won’t talk about her but for FUCK’S SAKE can you people be any worse about acheron#literally what about her gives off that fucking suave dommy mommy vibe. WHAT#just because she has a deep voice and hardly ever smiles during the story FUCK AWFFFFF#if you actually gave a shit and listened to her voicelines and read the chats she sends after you pull her YOU WOULD GET IT#she’s so obviously a multifaceted person with a LOT of shit we haven’t seen and being a cold swordswoman ISN’T THE ONLY TRAIT SHE HAS#she has a soft side!! she talks about how much she loves peaches even though she can barely taste anything anymore#or how the girls in her home used to keep makeup on them in case it rains so that’s why SHE keeps makeup on her!! are you dumb!!!!#just ughhhshdjshdjs#i’m gonna crash out#it’s way too late for this goodnight#fandom misogyny
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writing sentences and having to pause to pull my shirt over my mouth and scream a little, this is going to be the death of me.
#ok now THIS is about the next chapter. which is coming next week not this week but on god. im not making it out of this one alive.#im trying to think of what i could post on sunday tho? like if i post anything about the next chapter then im limited in what i can post#over the course of next week in terms of like.#theres only so many snippets i can post without spoiling big things in the chapter so if i post snippets on sunday that means ill post less#during the week actually leading up to next chapter so. idk. :/#i could post the excerpt i showed to people in queue maybe? but then again i did say it was a queue exclusive so thats also eh.#i could also just post nothing but I FEEL SO MEAN FOR SKIPPING SUNDAY IM SORRYYYYY#rambles#if theres anything you wanna see just lmk or we can just have a little chat abt the fic in general or predictions or stuff like that idk#like its really not that deep its still just a fanfic but im gonna miss all the usual interactions on sunday/monday its gonna be so quiet 💔
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save me alkaloid trip album…..save me…..save me alkaloid trip album…..
#alkaloid posting#enstars tag#chat i’m gonna be honest. i don’t think i’m making it out of this week alive
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slowly but surely figuring out how extremely basic modeling works by importing them and playing around with them. would love to move up to making models one day
#''made'' my inkling in blender :]#would love to model my inkling techno's hair one day but i think im very far away from that#i also understand like. constructing polygons n stuff. but i DO NOT understand how you make the different textures#i know that bitmaps exist and can be used but how do you make one-#maybe in a few years i'll understand lol. 3d modeling seems like so much fun it's just hard to start out#chat#hi im alive i had a really shit day tho so i've done absolutely nothing
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