#It hurts a lot

[daily-ethoslab]

could we get etho with jellie? please?

here's just a jellie <3

[ozkarrzen]

Any time Ink is seen as the weird emotionless villain / very neglectful to his loved ones an angel loses its wings

[digitalsymbiote]

I wish my bed wasn't empty

[ashphorical]

Me and my boyfriend's dog of 10 years (6 for me) died very suddenly on Nov 1st and it's been difficult. I just hope he knows how loved and cherished he was

[ritz-writes]

every now and again ill remember seeing the good omens 2 finale for the first time. i remember getting to episode 5 and going "they wont kiss. i want them to, but they wont. but even if i think theres a chance im still gonna say they wont cuz then ill be excited when they do"

then we got to those last 10 mintues of episode 6. and my heart was shattering and i was crying and i was so so hurt. and then i hear "we could have been us." and i thought this is it. hes gonna leave or aziraphale is gonna try and fix this. one of those. this is the finale. here we go

and then i hear the music

god the fucking music. aziraphale looks away, crowley starts to step forward, and the music swells. and ive watched enough media to know what that means, what that entails

and im thinking "no. its not possible." and then crowley is moving forward and im think "is this actually happening? are we actually getting this?" and then im thinking "wait, not like this, please, not like this."

and then they kiss. and i literally scream. im excited im happy im hurt im aching im grieving im celebrating. they kissed!! they kissed!!!

and then they pull away and i see aziraphales expression and i can say is

"we got it, but at what cost"

i think about this a lot

[corvidarcana]

I hope yall will be patient with me rn. I know I havent drawn anything new recently and I’ve stopped the daily fic updates that I’d been doing. I lost my cat yesterday. This week has been hard

[miss-wizard]

i miss having local friends

[luwha]

I… don’t feel excited about being an artist anymore. At least not until this shitstorm that is AI settles, for better or for worse.

Don’t get me wrong, I will draw with all I have. I will strive to be better still. I want to deliver a nice commission that means a lot for me and you. I love what I do. I won’t do different, that’s how I was built.

Just… how do I put it. As a child I always wanted to have ANYTHING worth putting on ArtStation or deviantart, I always wanted to make the wonderfully beautiful art those creators did, I look up to them and will do until I die. I, of course wanted a seat at industry, but it’s just as far fetched as a child who wants to be an astronaut. It’s hard and ain’t for everyone.

No matter the resolution, AI is here to stay, for worse cuz there’s no better on it. Now, that distant dream of ever reaching industry… is gone. Not that I gave up, just impossible. Just.. gone. I barely had a chance before, now it’s over. I’ll never ever have a chance.

I have a style and I do know I lack a bunch of fundamentals, because I am and still am self taught. I struggle to retain knowledge and read because ADD and that doesn’t make me the most reliable, but I do overcompensate being as consistent as a computer can be, working as intensely as a factory worker. I draw fast, at least. I crank a commission every 3 days, because work is my PASSION, I LOVE doing it.

But now it’s not enough and will not ever be. Those people and companies no longer need people to try, to learn. For book covers, card games, propaganda and everything that I aimed for, gone. They no longer need me, they didn’t need before.

I will draw until I die. It’s all I can do. I love it and god, I wish I had a better future. That all of us artists had a better future.

I won’t stop, but I am grieving a bit what I dreamt for so long.

[daphnix]

i love w all my heart and it seems like its never enough. my all is never good enough

[sisaloofafump]

anyone have any tips on dealing with dry eyes? especially the irritated skin around my eyes

[your-stranger-halfblood-things]

all your stuff is literally awesome but like your dps stuff also happens to be quite depressing so I am respectfully asking

who hurt you

I once stubbed my toe

[arkeusruin]

Not taking pain meds because I'm built different and can simply just choose not to feel the pain :]

[overnightheartbeats]

I see your face in my mind as I drive away, 'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way People are people, And sometimes we change our minds But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie, It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see 'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down, Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy Never a clean break, no one here to save me You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't breathe without you, but I have to breathe without you But I have to

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve People are people, And sometimes it doesn't work out, Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy Never a clean break, no one here to save me You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

It's two am Feelin' like I just lost a friend Hope you know it's not easy, Easy for me

@cursivebloodlines

[ghostofashina]

i woke up today like,,, i got so many things to do:) will publish a delulu oneshot:) will keep with my current drawing:) will play videogames:)

and then my body said

you got one, and only one, thing. and it's dengue.

[none-ofthisnonsense]

re : this

you’re like the person who gets it the most i think

❤️