#It Came From Youtube

[clownaddict]

Leman Russ is a man playing the role of a beast Lion El'Johnson is a beast playing the role of a man Aka dogs are a mans best friend and a cat will nuke your planet slap the shit out of you regardless

[suicidalgamergirl]

Mr. BrightSide

Another fic dabble. Yeah, I was looking at A.Astarion shorts off YouTube, yet this ASMR caught my attention.

If you don't mind the British accent, it very sweet.

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“You know I love you Ness,” the student said as she caressed her cheek. 

She was confused. She was touch starved throughout her entire life and this student tried to calm her down.

Then she did the thing. The one thing that would ever be stamped on her entire life. She should have said something, but had the student pressed her lips onto her, forcing to kiss her.

Ness felt used, discarded, and worthless. She wasn’t ready for the relationship. She just kept quiet until the student was done with her. She didn’t know how to continue. If she told someone about this, they would label her homophobic. 

Maybe she was sexually confused.

The kiss stopped. The student looked at her as she took her hand out of Ness’ pants. She knew that Ness would never tell anyone about this situation. She smiled as she looked at Ness, who looked like a deer staring at headlights.

“We should go,” she stated as she moved away from Ness, “but remember, we’ll be together forever.”

Ness and the student parted their ways as if their intimate encounter was nothing.

Sadly, that was the last time she had contact with said student.

****

Ness opened her eyes. She wasn’t dead from the bite. She hated that old memory. Why the fuck did that memory had to show up? Did it have to remind her again of how worthless she was?

She still has one problem in her room. That damned ascended vampire.

She couldn’t even satisfy a vampire’s thirst. Wonderful. Just wonderful.

She placed her hands on her neck. The bite was cool to touch and she felt two bite marks on her throat. It felt damning for the first time in so many years that a vampire dared to become close to her. It made her feel even worse than usual.

Maybe Ken was right about her. You’re nothing but a stupid bitch.

The vampire ascendant looked at her, as a parent looking to discipline a kid. Why was she so miserable? He did not enjoy this company.

“I don’t like you downcasting yourself,” he stated, “whatever is the matter with you, my sweet?”

“Please don’t,” she replied. She knew his sweet honey words meant nothing. She was a toy. If she wasn’t making anyone happy, she’ll easily be thrown away afterwards. She hoped the vampire would leave her alone. She couldn’t even satisfy his thirst. Why bother with her?

He disliked this attitude. It was beneath him. Such an ungrateful human. Why was she so stubborn?

He used his right hand to cup her face, staring directly at her face. Her eyes told a story of just one exhausted human with tears running down her eyes. She was staring at him. Her eyes showed misery.

Him holding her like this made him know she was quite fragile. She had been touch starved for decades. For once, a vampire touched her more than her relationship for five years with her ex, Ken. Pathetic, isn’t it?

What a stupid bitch she is. 

“Why are you so ungrateful?” he asked while staring at her. He didn’t like when his prey was like this. He knew other humans would beg for an opportunity to be his.

This human felt like damaged goods, with blood hidden in her that was enticing said vampire. Oh, he wanted more of it, yet he wanted to learn more of his prey.

He had the upper hand. He wasn’t letting her go unless she answered him. She stared at him, with her eyes, still wet from her tears.

It was time to be truthful. That will prove the vampire ascendant she isn’t worthy of his company.

“I’m a shit-ton of emotional baggage,” she replied as she stated her case, “my loveless relationship ended a few days ago. I thought going out at night would get my mind off it. Then I found you, ruffled up by dogs. I felt sorry and wanted to help you out. Guess that was a stupid mistake on my end.”

“At least you’re honest,” he said as he was somewhat pleased with her response. That could explain her attitude. He recalled his relationship with Tav and how ungrateful she was when she was with him.

Tav ended it with her choosing death rather than being a consort by his side.

Perhaps finding this lady, who seemed to be damaged goods, was a perfect excuse to start all over again. Humans were such eager creatures to please others.

In the end, she’ll be wonderfully obedient to him. No one will dare harm her again.

****

That lip bite really got me. Also this fic got me ideas.

https://www.tumblr.com/brain-rot-central/742502156690767872?source=share

-V

[tgtncomic]

Here's the clip that I reference from here:

https://tgtncomic.tumblr.com/post/735632217605357568/so-that-bg3-patch-5

It reminds me of Soma's Bat Soul transformation in Aria of Sorrow.

Fun Fact: The PS version of Castlevania: Symphony of the Night, I taught Alucard's Bat Familiar to kill the final bosses, Shaft and Dracula, in 10 hits. Had to equip two Rings of Varda to be powered up and got the familiar at level 99.

[manny-jacinto]

Tom Burke as Praetorian Jack & Anya Taylor-Joy as Furiosa FURIOSA: A MAD MAX SAGA (2024)

[jomeimei421]

Felt a bit nostalgic watching RT shut down…Here are the og faves again for old times sake 💙

[notyoujamie]

[scoriarose]

Tonight I found baby girl doing something probably no snarent ever expects to find- wearing makeup.

For her first try putting on winged eyeliner all by herself she did a pretty dang good job.

Especially considering she doesn't have eye liner or hands.

She knows she's a diva!

Bonus video of me embarrassing her:

[frogloinz]

more joel and sarah or joel and ellie pls pls pls pls plssss PLEASEEEEEbnags fist on tbable

here

[demodraws0606]

I'm kinda peeved off that I'm seeing a few people that have the critique that Siffrin didn't deserve their "happy ending" in the end, that he was forgiven too quickly. I'm bad about this for actually a number of reasons.

(Warning this will be long because I am irrationally passionate about this, totally not because I relate to Siffrin or anything ahahahahaha)

First, logically, Siffrin's actions definitely are not as awful as people make it out to be especially not in the context of a time loop story. The worst Siffrin has done was his actions in the Bad Touch achievement and the last loop, one being purely optional. Outside of that, any tampering Siffrin had done was purely harmless, sure it's existentially horrifying but it's not like he did any actual manipulation.

You could also argue since Siffrin was in control of the loop, they are responsible for everything that was happening but we know full well he wasn't in control literally, his emotions were in control of the loop. Considering, a whole thing in this story is how acting as though you're fine and trying to control your emotions don't work, I don't think we can make the argument Siffrin was really in control.

He only wanted to trap everyone in the timeloop when it already had destroyed his mind. I thought it was obvious it was a monkey's paws situation.

The last time loop was the breaking point of Siffrin and it's one of the things he does suffer consequences from, they do get mad at him and he does apologize. What else do you want him to do ?

The Bad Touch achievement is the only thing that could be said to be "unforgivable" but it's optional and as far as I know it's hinted that Siffrin would talk about it with Isabeau. In fact it's said that even though right now they're fine and okay, they literally say they are okay to be mad at Siffrin later.

And also, it's not taking into acount the Actual feelings of his family either. They can't remember the loops and they have their own reason to not still be mad with him, so why should they hold Siffrin accountable for feelings they don't have.

In fact, the storyline strikes the perfect balance to not have Siffrin do such horrible action that he'd actually be unforgivable but still have him do enough that it shows what the loops are doing to him but....

..it's not just logically, judging Siffrin's actions as bad/good things like that is not just what's wrong with the narrative that Siffrin should've suffered more consequences. It also goes against the narrative itself.

For me at least, ISAT is a game about mental illness but also recovery. It's not coincidental a lot of people project their own mental issues onto Siffrin, it's not just a "ahahaha they're so relatable !!", it's a genuine part of the story.

I could make an entire essay about it but that's not the point, what would a story about these themes be if the ending was just "you need to repent for the things you did during your own mental breakdown"

It may seem ridiculous after all this that they'd just forgive Siffrin after all of this, but really hasn't most of the points against Siffrin's morality been coming from Siffrin themselves.

Siffrin believed he deserved to be rejected, that he deserved the suffer, that he was disgusting. It was these belief that kept him from talking about the loop because for him, everything was his fault. Not just because he created the loop but because the desire of staying with them was the very sin he hated himself for since the beginning.

So for all that self hatred to be met with, strange acceptance. It almost seems ridiculous, and Siffrin's talk with Odile in the epilogue reinforces how almost comedic it is.

It's close to reality, isn't it ? How many times have you thought you did something completely unforgivable to someone you cared about and you were waiting for them to be furious at you, but that moment never came.

Because they just simply weren't hurt enough by what happened. And sure it was definitely a bad thing you did and they were maybe mad in the moment, but you apologized. Sure there could be more consequences for what you did but what's the point in asking for them to be more mad at you ?

Shouldn't you strive to be better than beg to be hurt for your actions ?

Do you think being hurt, being yelled at would make anything better other than just feed the voice in your head what it wants to hear ?

Weird flowery talk aside, it just doesn't fit the themes and the narrative of the story is what I'm saying. Asking for more punishement for Siffrin goes against what the story is about.

It's just like complaining that the looping mechanics are too frustrating, that's part of the package deal bb !!

Fuck the idea of "repenting by suffering through the consequences" !!! Having to deal with "blinding unrelenting forgiveness and kindness" is in !!!!

[pixiemage]

Holy crap I completely forgot I attempted to download the entire Unus Annus channel right before it got deleted. I just found an old hard drive in my desk I forgot I even had, and like - dude. I have no idea how many videos are on here but it HAS to be in the triple digits, including thumbnails. This is friggin' insane.

[redbuddi]

the James Somerton thing really shows how hard people are willing to go to bat for a white cis guy who seems to say all the right things and makes content they like no matter how much everyone else has proof of them being a bad person. That is, until a more popular white cis guy who says all the right things calls them out.

This isn't a criticism of Hbomberguy at all, but of everyone else for refusing to listen to the voices of the people James hurt until Hbomb made it cool. This happens all the time and is still happening and it drives me insane. Y'all need to do better.

[suicidalgamergirl]

I know I should keep my obsession with said vampire to myself. I did predict if Neil ever did ASMRs, the FanGirls of sparkling twink vampires will go nuts. The actor in this one is not bad, might be helpful for my own silly fic I’m writing.

It sucks I can’t write smut, but I might be interested in using this ASMR to help gear my fanfic. Darling, you just have a vampire in your room. How exquisite for this pale beauty graces your presence with sways of praise to you as he wants your savoury blood.

Funny, my Christian faith fiancé can write dabbles of smut with ease. I’m jelly.

And my erotic written adventure ends with so much PG-13 fluff that you think the characters were mere children teasing each other, despite being fully grown adults.

Yeah, getting SA as a tween, feeling ashamed of sex, then have voices in your head doubt you and begs you to take your own life daily….of course I can’t see pleasure in sex.

I’m more sex repulsed than any religious guy. They do it to be pure. I do it cause I find it painful.

Sorry for the rant. I do want my fic to continue. I just have loose straws to figure out on how continue writing my frustrations.

-V

[tgtncomic]

[daftdrac]

Hey so I was scrolling YouTube and clicked on a life steal video without knowing it was life steal. It was a Pentar video, entitled "I Created A Secret Minecraft Civilization" obviously based around creating a secret 'team' of sorts, behind the back of his teammate, ECorridor, as revenge because he believes he's keeping his own secret from him after the two made a pact not to lie. I spent an hour and fifteen minutes watching this video, engaged in the idea of the betrayal one might feel to lead them to do something like that, only to get a gayass speech at the end from ECorridor about how he's not actually immortal because he died with only one witness and kept it from everyone, including Pentar, for months, because he felt guilty about dying after Pentar had put so much effort into protecting him.

Someone tell me why I clicked on this video expecting silly shenanigans and walked out of it carrying two more absolutely ridiculous gays in my little belt bag of queer ships /silly

[loopnoid]

a pity she does not exist a shame he's not a.....