#Inside Your Glow
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This isn’t normal. This isn’t how life is supposed to feel. There is still time. It's scary but that's the point. Anyone else feeling decidedly abnormal here
#you are buried underground but your heart still beats in an industrial freezer#you can open yourself up to see the light inside of you you can leave this place you can stay here but it's killing you#i saw the tv glow
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i saw the tv glow being such a powerful work of existential horror that even trans people who havent seen it yet are fearful to watch it
#enter the tv!! let the light break out from inside you!! you are REAL and BEAUTIFUL and POWERFUL#ive seen so many people just TERRIFIED to watch this movie in my notes and im here to say:#youre going to be okay#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#jane schoenbrun#trans#mel says stuff
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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Ever since Taemin came out with his own lightstick, I’ve been fantasizing about what the other SHINee members’ lightsticks would look like 🤔💎
#shinee#taemin#lightstick#it’s so iconic that it’s literally him doing the t-pose#like i don’t think they could���ve come up with a better concept#jonghyun’s lightstick would’ve been a cresent moon duh!!!#minho’s lightstick should obviously be a torch#like HELLO!!! FLAMING CHARISMA!!!#but i think it should be multidimensional so that there will be a darker blue on the outside and pearl aqua on the inside#that would be GORGEOUS!!!#i’m stumped on what Key’s lightstick should look like#the obvious answer would be a lock or a key but we all know how Key feels about things that are cheesy#it would be cool if he did do a lock but the keyhole is diamond shaped#kinda like Minho’s the actual lock itself would lightup pink but the inside (the diamond shaped keyhole) would glow pearl aqua#onew’s lightstick is another one that i’m stumped on#a sun seems like the obvious choice and it would harmonize beautifully with the moon lightstick i invision jjong would’ve had#i almost feel like a rain cloud would fit onew better#it’s different and mellow like onew#plus when it would glow green it would be a subtle homage to SHINee’s song Green Rain which i think Onew would like#on top of that the raindrops could lightup pearl aqua and be really pretty#i’m in love with the idea of the SHINee members’ lightsticks having both their assigned color and their fandom one#it’s a perfect way of showing how even when they’re alone and doing their own thing they are still a part of shinee#let me know your thoughts#onew#jonghyun#key#minho#ot5#5hinee
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roger collins looking at falling in love with victoria winters.
#louis .... mr edmonds ... sir... i am in your walls#how did you touch my heart / how did this feeling start / this glow that feels so warm inside / this sudden summer storm inside ... etc.#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#➤ roger collins. ┊ i and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#i was going to include later stuff but ... :) 1966 is r/v prime time#he want that girl. carnally. byronically. ecumenically. grammatically. paranormally.
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fucking hate when I have a drawing concept stuck in my head that I simply can not do justice with my mediocre artistic "talent"
#I have had an art idea#based around the “I closed my eyes inside your darkness/and found your glow” line in heaven iowa literally since I first heard the song#but it's too complicated for me to execute with my mediocre abilities
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tried to do that hack where you use the back of a hairdryer to suck out the air of a bag like a vacuum type function and I think I almost set a fire
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heaven, iowa is..........t4t coded
#*making poasts#i was rebandaging my scars today and thinking about it and just....scar crossed lovers. you know.#im not a lover per se but i am scar crossed#and yes this one is on my gender playlist because most of the songs on there are fall out boy#BUT JUST. YOU KNOW.#tell me when the party ends. will you still love who i am.#twice the dreams but half the love??? be careful what you bottle up???#THE CHEMISTRY IS A MESS IT SEEMS? BUT ME IM STILL A SUNBEAM?#I CLOSED MY EYES INSIDE YOUR DARKNESS. AND FOUND YOUR GLOW.#SONGS THAT HIT IN A PARTICULAR FUCKING WAY WHEN YOURE TRANS OF GENDER THATS ALL IM SAYING#and yes you can rb/add to this or whatever idc. if i didnt want people rbing it i wouldnt put it on this blog
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My Opinions on Dream’s Canon Romantic Relationships:
(Spoilers) (Don’t take this too seriously)
Nada - A dumpster fire that lasted like, what, a day? Two days? Nada lost her whole damn kingdom, fucking died, and got sent to hell for 10,000 years when Dream went full Nice Guy and couldn’t accept her rejection. Basically a woman gets punished for a man’s shitty behavior. I’m glad she slapped him. At least the sex was good? 😐
Calliope - Seemed to be a decent but not great marriage for most of it. Ended messily. Fortunately it was the normal kind of messy divorce and not, you know, being thrown in hell. She’s the mother of what seems to be Dream’s only child, and disagreed with his parenting. Probably for good reason. No idea how a Muse/Endless union produced a mortal.
Killalla of the Glow - Dream’s oldest known relationship. They seemed to be pretty happy together, though Dream was waaaay more into her than she was into him. Shockingly, Dream wasn’t responsible for this relationship ending. In contrast to Dream’s other exes, her life after Dream was pretty good.
Alianora - While we don’t actually see why they broke up, I’m gonna go ahead and believe both Alianora and Desire when they say that it’s Dream’s fault. This woman was literally hand picked by Desire for Dream and saved Dream and the Dreaming, only for Dream to be a shitty boyfriend (husband?). At least she got a skerry and a dreamstone out of it. That’s kind of like alimony, right?
“That female on—what’s that pretty plane with all the twinkly lights? You know where I mean.” - Never shows up in the comics, but Desire says “what [Dream] put her through wasn’t pretty at all” and, yeah, that tracks.
Thessaly - Thank fucking god we didn’t have to see this relationship on page. Thessaly is a fascinating character but an awful person. They were apparently sickeningly in love, but Thessaly was smart enough to realize that the relationship was Definitely Hurtling Towards Something and bounced. The real victims here are the residents of the Dreaming. They had to put up with post break up Dream.
HONORABLE MENTION:
Nuala - Girl, you are so lucky Dream never returned your feelings. You dodged a bullet. There is no way that relationship would have ended in anything but disaster.
#the sandman#dream of the endless#nada#thessaly the witch#alianora#killalla of the glow#nuala#calliope#nuala is on this list because I love her#in conclusion:#if your relationships are so bad that literal laws are passed to mitigate the damage#maybe you should look inside yourself#tldr dream’s a bad boyfriend avoid at all costs#no wonder desire doesn’t like dream
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Llongyfarchiadau Latfia! Congratulations Latvia!
Congratulations to the winners of the Tmblrvision Song Contest 2023: Latvia and Bermudu Divstūris & Auļi with the song "Līgava"! Congratulations for winning both the jury and the audience vote!
Also, congratulations to this year's winning Head of Delegation, @itscrazy-itsparty!
Let's welcome back to the stage Bermudu Divstūris & Auļi to perform their winner's reprise!
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(The audio for this particular performance isn't great, so if you're more interested in the audio, then you can view the original music video instead.)
Here's a video recap of this year's overall Top Ten!
A huge THANK YOU to @strawbanya for providing the recap, as well as to @escape-radio for all the jury postcard graphics as well as the templates for the winner and split-screen graphics!
Here’s the full final scoreboard, including the jury and audience vote split for each entry:
Here's the jury scoreboard:
And here's the audience scoreboard:
Thank you and congratulations to all 32 Heads of Delegation who participated this year! It was yet another strong edition of the Tmblrvision Song Contest! Hope to see you next year!
Before we go, here's some footage from the celebrations in Latvia for their victory!
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SEE YOU NEXT YEAR IN LATVIA FOR TMBLRVISION 2024!
#Tmblrvision#Tmblrvision Song Contest#Tmblrvision 2023#Tmblrvision Song Contest 2023#Inside Your Glow#2023 results#Youtube
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not insane as in every song is about patrick truther but insane as in every song in mania is ultimately about patrick truther
#sorry to y'all i just have to speak my truth 🙏🏾#every song in mania is a love song in pete own way & every song is ultimately about patrick#also ik i said this before but mania itself is a love song. as in patrick took all those heavy lyrics and turned them into love songs#like he really took all those words pete wrote abt the mess in his head & said this is so full of love and im gonna show it to you#and gifted him a full record of love songs. like that's actually insane to me#imagine loving someone so much you look at their worst and go im gonna show you how beautiful this is how beautiful and full of love you are#literally i closed my eyes inside of your darkness and found your glow#insane#and that's why mania is a love song#and why it fucks me up so bad#like that's their album#twin skeletons#btw im still debating if smfs is also all about patrick. for the most part probably yes but uhmmmm
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tell me when the party ends will you still love who i am
#heaven iowa came up behind me and hit me over the head with EVERYTHING and i cannot FUCKING escape#i closed my eyes inside of your darkness and found your glow#half my life i’ve been hooked on death#scar crossed lovers forever#and everything else#it’s. so fucking much.
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thinking about k.aeya and r.osaria being the two least religious people in m.ondstadt + dark academia religious imagery and themes but only when it involves each other and the way he never steps inside the church of fa.vonius unless he's being paid to do it but he worships at her altar at every opportunity // @maquiscursed
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Yugo is so happy with this big comfy bed :D, he looks so teeny
#arc v#yugo (arc v)#also clear wing is inside his deck like#“hey dumbass pay attention im glowing for your attention something weird is going on”
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i will never ask you for anything except to dream sweet of me
#this song fucks me up sosososososso bad oughhhhhh my god . insanity#this lyric and the i closed my eyes inside of your darkness and found your glow. explodes!#txt
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