#Im truly sorry

[hearts-hunger]

danny with snow in his curls taking your little girl sledding and holding her in his lap with his long legs on either side, telling her she’s a brave girl for going down such a big hill when she's a little nervous, grinning up at you when you say to the two of them “let mama get a picture!”, laughing at her delighted shrieks and giggles as they sled down, carrying her on his hip as he pulls the sled back up the hill, giving you a snowy, smiley kiss as she says “again daddy, again!”

[justanobsessedpan]

"Fluffbruary starts," she said. "A drawing a day," she said.

Day whatever of @fluffbruary I suppose, whichever prompt. "Neck" can be, because John has none. "Unlikely" can be, because it's really not likely I'll manage this crazy thing.

In a grand apology from the Drawer™ who hides bashfully behind those two.

Sincerely yours.

@totallysilvergirl @helloliriels @dontfuckmylifewtf @sussexinchelsea @loki-lock @topsyturvy-turtely @matixsstuff @ohlooktheresabee @boredsushi @ohmrshudsontookmyskull @nathan-no @astudyin221b @oetkb12 @psychosociogentleman @darkkitty1208 @zira-and-crowley @beesholmes @mydogwatson @liv-olive-oliver @tiverrr @peanitbear

(If I somehow missed you or you want to be tagged, just tell me!)

[divinegarbage]

To anyone who happens to follow me, please excuse the excessive Hunger Games posts and reblogs.

For some unfathomable reason I'm just now reading the series due to the new movie, and now I'm suffering from chronic brain rot.

But when do I not?

[browser5]

Update

I've been MIA for a while now, and there's a reason. Lately I've been having bad respiratory issues and went to a doctor to get it checked. Basically told me to get bent and to see another one, so yeah I'm kinda down. BUT it's not life threatening, just annoying...

It inhibits me from voice acting, as I breathe like a horse inbetween takes. Some days are fine others are hell, where I wake up at night, wheezing like a kettle. So I'd like to apoligize to my coms for taking so long. Hopefully I can get a prescription to finally breathe.

[harapeveco]

Valentine’s Day or something

Og picture by kupahdraws on twitter

[spohkh]

thinking back to when a blog i followed for xyz thing morphed into a kpop blog and i was like. blessings and good wishes but no thank you. and unfollowed them. and now here we are

[caroliendsk]

As someone who made around 150 friendship bracelets for my show in Amsterdam, I feel so sorry for all the people who were going to the Vienna shows and spent all that money buying beads and all their valuable time making the bracelets with so much love and excitement, for that now to be ruined.

[mad-c1oud]

missing starcicle so fucking bad as if im not actively writing about them at this very moment

[onedoors]

chill kill was so boring

[win-writes]

And to all my lovely 300 followers, I'm so sorry you have to witness such negativity in my blog these last days. I promise I'll make it up to you with more writings soon ♡

[luciusspriggss]

fucking a

they came to me again with frustrations

saying they are making the decision to have kelsey over because it isnt fair i set the boundary that i did

and i, as calmly as i could, asked them why they felt the need to come to me about their frustrations.

asked them why they didnt understand why i was setting the boundaries i did in the first place

we went over what has happened the past couple months and they gave a very simple explanation, that left out very important details

so i filled in those details

and yeah

eventually i told them the person i loved wouldnt treat me the way they have. and i have no idea why they have been treating me the way they have for the past couple months. why they havent been thinking objectively about how their decisions affect me

pointed out it wasnt really fair to expect me to stay up until 2am to see if they were coming home or not. that it was unreasonable for me to ask they figure it out sooner.

pointed out how freaked out they were when kelsey was on a work trip and hadnt responded in 30-45 minutes. but they told me it was unreasonable for me to be worried about them not texting me until 2am. unreasonable for me to be worried they may have gotten into accident or something, because they used to text me AT MOST within 20 minutes. not 3-4 hours later like they were doing. i was in the wrong for being worried, that after they AGREED to text me back with their decisions and respond if i start sending "is everything okay" "are you alive" texts in addition with one phone call to see if their phone is dead or not, they still chose to ignore everything and keep partying

FUCK

i'm so fucking tired

they did their usual shit of trying to twist the narrative. but i see things for how they are now, and wont let them tell me something happened when it didnt.

it's true our individual therapists are telling us conflicting ideas

but seeing as i'm the sort to retell events as objectively as possible, including trying to understand all sides and where they are coming from, and not even mentioning how i feel about it, just a play by play of the events as they happened...and they are the sort to talk about only their side and how they felt (and they ADMIT they dont actually remember how events transpired, just how they think they felt)...i think it is perfectly reasonable at this point to admit that maybe i'm being assertive for once and sticking up for myself and am NOT some unreasonable ex.

i'm not letting them tell me some narrative that i know isnt true. that maybe i'm right in that it feels like they have had 0 respect for me the past two months and it has been making me feel like shit constantly

i'm so irritated. i know they are frustrated. i know they are sad. i even mentioned to them that i understand how alcohol affects their thinking. that it is a pattern. when they drink less they are far more respectful to me.

i fucking get it. how frustrating it is to not be able to bring your new partner home. but it isn't just that! there are complexities they are ignoring. ughghsjakakahshshk

i feel like total garbage because they apologized and cried a lot and left to go who knows where. but they have been doing this for the past couple weeks!. they cry, they apologize, leave, and then come back a day or two later telling me whatever i said isnt fair

the only thing that sets apart these issues from previous ones, is i am actually going to outside support. i know here on tumblr it is pretty one-sided. but it isnt like that with my therapist or my former roommate. even trying to talk about it as objectively as possible with my step-mom, she acknowledged that i have been making the right choices and doing what is best for me for the first time ever. no people pleasing.

i get they must be confused because i am actually standing my ground, and sticking to it for once.

gah i'm so frustrated.

quite frankly i know they are capable of being a good person and a good friend. they just arent right now and it isn't good for EITHER of us. both of us need space. both of us need time apart from one another. ._.

[kikikolakink]

Three weeks sober and I fuck it up just like that 😒 I'm very angry with myself

[energylessartist]

... ah, the bittersweet feeling of finding/remembering a beloved species of yours that you'd forgotten somehow.......

[tollundwoman]

Every fuckup, every ruined bridge, every lost connection, every suicidal day, every scar on my body, every fifth of vodka, every sleepless night, it was all worth it to live to see the day where I start to accept myself.

[spotsandsocks]

If 564 of you follow me 555 of you are pretty quiet 😆😆

At least I amuse myself in here 😉😉😉

[stevenrogered]

Are you wearing the- The Chanel boots green breakup shirt? Yeah, I am.