#Im so stressed and tired

[valyrra]

i will literally haunt you with hotd/aemond-posting please unfollow me or ban tags

[punkalope]

I think my biggest issue with the "vote blue no matter who" thing is that like, these people will preach the importance and meaning of voting but don't seem to have any thought or care about the candidates their voting for?

Like if youre gonna vote you should care about why, more than just "I don't want trump to win", because thats how Biden got away with sitting on his ass for four years. For fucks sake if you're gonna make a big stink about voting then at least know what youre going into and you know, think about who might be affected BESIDES YOURSELF

[nanamimizz]

i want a cigarette

[whattheheckmidoriya]

How do they expect me to go to class tomorrow when the weather is PERFECT for snuggling under my blankets😭😭

[spylarman]

If I make it through today alive it'll be a miracle

[a-strawbebie]

i wake up and im hit with 100000 affects of sadness and Distress

[boringwomanwithabook]

more weird ass angles from your least favorite girl

[dansemacabre]

i’ve been thinking about “sixer, it would eat you alive” since i read it and. man. every layer you peel back makes it worse. im not a bill apologist but. shit

if you (1) take it at face value, it paints bill as an apologetic murderer in his single (and maybe sole) open moment of regret. he doesn’t let his walls down often- only with ford do we even get to see the remnant of his galaxy, see the “actual remorse” ford describes, get just a hint of his origins. but he does it, because he thinks ford should know.

if you (2) take it from ford’s point of view, as something he committed to journal three, like. wow. imagine being so committed to a being that you’d hunt down and kill the monster that destroyed his home, only to (assumably) figure out later that that being was the monster. the small moments of trust, the “good times”, are so key to manipulation. how long did ford hold onto that one shred of vulnerability? no wonder ford stayed for as long as he did. in his eyes, bill was a survivor. ford wanted to survive too.

(slight tw below for unreality- any time i mention our reality, i mean “our reality” as a narrative device used in the book of bill as a proxy for the idea of bill being in our reality, since he can’t actually be in our reality. all of this is a fictional theory about a show/book with fictional contents!)

but if you (3) remember that “even his lies are lies” and absolutely Nothing bill says should be trusted. Whoo boy. if i read tbob right the book itself is being created in the theraprism (even tho it shows up with the ciphertologists at some point? idk that’s a whole other post). it’s meant to show what the reader wants to see; it manifests in our reality as what the collective fandom wants to see. so if we want to see truth, if we want to see where bill ended up and who he actually is, there’s a non-zero chance that the whole interaction was a complete fabrication.

imagine bill, stuck in the actively harmful, probably earth-illegal theraprism, once again being forced to be “fixed” and molded into something more palatable, being forced to conform no matter how much it hurts. (i know natural uncontrollable mutation ≠ just so much murder and destruction and chaos, but. you can’t ignore the similarities. bill has obviously been thinking about those silly straws.)

he looks back on everything that went wrong, back on his relationship with ford, back through every dimension where he wins. would that one moment, that one truth amid centuries of lies, have saved him from purgatory? if he had just been open? shown his damage? maybe he did think of his parents, or his henchmaniacs (especially the oracle). people who he might have once opened up to. maybe he just wanted to open up to someone again.

so in his own weird way, stuck in a cell, he reshaped reality again. in this reality, for this fleeting moment, he had been someone worth believing. and ford had listened, hell, ford had wanted to help. looking back, knowing how he treated ford, knowing how ford ended up because of it, maybe bill would have said the most honest thing he’d ever told ford: i am the monster, i am not worth your time or belief, and i will eat you alive.

[comvi]

whatever. go my lizard

[teamchillidogs]

the pookies.

-@sookilini

[nordidia]

having a very rough night so raph doodles needed to be made

when in need, mash two interests together

[deeducing]

gay pharriage or something. pheals. and phyan cat.

[vampire-superstar]

That's the entire post

[septemberkisses]

promised myself that I'd be an academic weapon but instead I am the definition of an academic victim

[realstrap]

‼️urg*nt time sensitive‼️

My gf (@800-dick-pics) n I need groceries

We're completely out of food and have had to rely on takeout recently

That's not sustainable! If we don't raise this $ we don't eat as disabled ppl with no income

$275 needed

CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen

Vm: wildwotko

Dm for p@y pal

[bamsara]

if i dont have narilamb right now ill die