#Im so stressed and tired
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i will literally haunt you with hotd/aemond-posting please unfollow me or ban tags
#im not even sorry#a lil bit#i have slight remose for you#that's why i started using queue#all i want to do is draw his beuatiful face#im so stressed and tired#im coping with new fixation bye bye
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I think my biggest issue with the "vote blue no matter who" thing is that like, these people will preach the importance and meaning of voting but don't seem to have any thought or care about the candidates their voting for?
Like if youre gonna vote you should care about why, more than just "I don't want trump to win", because thats how Biden got away with sitting on his ass for four years. For fucks sake if you're gonna make a big stink about voting then at least know what youre going into and you know, think about who might be affected BESIDES YOURSELF
#burrow.html#Im so stressed and tired#usamericans think about immigrants or felons or ppl overseas or other minorities for more than a second challenge#Also don't fucking use those of us who can't vote as a crux for your arguement about voting if you dont even know how badly bidens#fucked us over
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i want a cigarette
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How do they expect me to go to class tomorrow when the weather is PERFECT for snuggling under my blankets😭😭
#should i treat myself to some hot chocolate#mayhaps#im so stressed and tired#BUT WE GOT THIS#YEAH#pau talks
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If I make it through today alive it'll be a miracle
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i wake up and im hit with 100000 affects of sadness and Distress
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more weird ass angles from your least favorite girl
#breaking news : gloomy woman blasted in the face with hot coffee this morning#and im so tired worn out and stressed i barely had a reaction loooool#my kid literally gasped and was like MOM but i was laughing at that point lol#yeah it hurt but everything hurts right ?#scroll past if you like#personal#idk why im posting this at 9a but maybe ill delete it#i love autumn but the lighting is unkind to me lol
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i’ve been thinking about “sixer, it would eat you alive” since i read it and. man. every layer you peel back makes it worse. im not a bill apologist but. shit
if you (1) take it at face value, it paints bill as an apologetic murderer in his single (and maybe sole) open moment of regret. he doesn’t let his walls down often- only with ford do we even get to see the remnant of his galaxy, see the “actual remorse” ford describes, get just a hint of his origins. but he does it, because he thinks ford should know.
if you (2) take it from ford’s point of view, as something he committed to journal three, like. wow. imagine being so committed to a being that you’d hunt down and kill the monster that destroyed his home, only to (assumably) figure out later that that being was the monster. the small moments of trust, the “good times”, are so key to manipulation. how long did ford hold onto that one shred of vulnerability? no wonder ford stayed for as long as he did. in his eyes, bill was a survivor. ford wanted to survive too.
(slight tw below for unreality- any time i mention our reality, i mean “our reality” as a narrative device used in the book of bill as a proxy for the idea of bill being in our reality, since he can’t actually be in our reality. all of this is a fictional theory about a show/book with fictional contents!)
but if you (3) remember that “even his lies are lies” and absolutely Nothing bill says should be trusted. Whoo boy. if i read tbob right the book itself is being created in the theraprism (even tho it shows up with the ciphertologists at some point? idk that’s a whole other post). it’s meant to show what the reader wants to see; it manifests in our reality as what the collective fandom wants to see. so if we want to see truth, if we want to see where bill ended up and who he actually is, there’s a non-zero chance that the whole interaction was a complete fabrication.
imagine bill, stuck in the actively harmful, probably earth-illegal theraprism, once again being forced to be “fixed” and molded into something more palatable, being forced to conform no matter how much it hurts. (i know natural uncontrollable mutation ≠ just so much murder and destruction and chaos, but. you can’t ignore the similarities. bill has obviously been thinking about those silly straws.)
he looks back on everything that went wrong, back on his relationship with ford, back through every dimension where he wins. would that one moment, that one truth amid centuries of lies, have saved him from purgatory? if he had just been open? shown his damage? maybe he did think of his parents, or his henchmaniacs (especially the oracle). people who he might have once opened up to. maybe he just wanted to open up to someone again.
so in his own weird way, stuck in a cell, he reshaped reality again. in this reality, for this fleeting moment, he had been someone worth believing. and ford had listened, hell, ford had wanted to help. looking back, knowing how he treated ford, knowing how ford ended up because of it, maybe bill would have said the most honest thing he’d ever told ford: i am the monster, i am not worth your time or belief, and i will eat you alive.
#there’s nothing more pathetic than an ex god writing fix it fic for him and an old man who helped kill him#so much of my tbob theorization operates around reality and truth. probably because i’m a pretentious asshole#but also because that’s the best part imo??? like yesss fuck w the line between real and fake. see what happens#gravity falls#book of bill#bill cipher#the book of bill#book of bill spoilers#the book of bill theory#the book of bill spoilers#gravity falls theory#shutupmac#skullduggery#billford#sort of…….#stanford pines#ford pines#idk how like. legible this is#im so tired yall. im so tired and so stressed#it was write this. thing. or answer at least three uncomfortable texts. so#tw unreality#unreality#edit: fixed the last line because it was cringe#and upon rereading this it lowkey is still an oversimplification of bill and ford’s whole deal#but Fuck It We Ball#gravity falls analysis
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the pookies.
-@sookilini
#im so stressed#man im so tired#sonic fanart#sonic au#sonadow#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow au#sonic fancomic#sonic fandom#sonic x shadow#this is the only thing keeping me sane#sa2 au#sa2#team chillidogs
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having a very rough night so raph doodles needed to be made
when in need, mash two interests together
#i love him so muhc ghghgh#and uh please stop sending me asks straight up demanding me to draw more /nm#if u've sent me an ask just regarding art before pls dont feel anxious this is about people actually DEMANDING like im some sort of machine#im absent due to my work/mental health situation going up and down#tmnt will ofc always be special interest but right now its in the back row#theres little time for anything but work and meetings and thinking about work and.. well.. monster hunter escapism egsfkhjhh..#but yeah i promise im still here#and i want to draw him when i can#but stress is high right now and drawing takes too much wrist stamina to do often now#i hope u understand#sorry if i worded myself badly im very tired and stresed n its ... oh its 5am great. wellp. goodnight skafklgsjdklfnshh#my art#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#nordidia art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#id in alt text#also one would think my art style is easy on my wrist but#i gorilla grip my pen and when i learned to write as a child i held the pencil jank#and it stuck like that#so its really rough on my hands#sadly
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gay pharriage or something. pheals. and phyan cat.
#dan and phil#phan#phil lester#daniel howell#hey so im tired and im not making another post until i feel like it thanks#also never ever wish for twitter fame bc im already stressed out at 300 followers#i hope everyone is nice#i am very tired#deeducing doodles
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whatever. go my lizard
#ive been wanting to make a character with this kind of thermal cold/hot look for a while now so. thats why it looks like that#ive just been calling it stress lizard#technically? a sona? but not really. its morejust like a rendition of myself#2nd piece here was made with a lot of personal feelings. because well. stress lizard#i wanted to write more here but im tired. see it though . you love it (stresslizard))#myart#art#furry#furry art#weirdfur#<- i think
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That's the entire post
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#IM STUCK ON LESSON 11#Im so stressed out#I keep getting D tier and upgrading so hard without going through the hard levels#And grimm is stingy 😭😒#Like what do you mean i played 5 rounds and only get 3000 grimm#Playing is so tiring#if someone just logged into my account and does it for me#Im still mad theres no lucifer birthday event#dont forget what they took from us#all in the second game btw#The first is a whole other can of worms
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promised myself that I'd be an academic weapon but instead I am the definition of an academic victim
#no because like i do be planning my academic comeback but im js so tired all the fkn time?!?!@#like gurl? what even?!#get me some help#or coffee#or both#musings#thoughts#midnight thoughts#midnight musings#academia#academics#student life#student#college is stressful#relatable#dark academia#mine#miya's envelopes
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‼️urg*nt time sensitive‼️
My gf (@800-dick-pics) n I need groceries
We're completely out of food and have had to rely on takeout recently
That's not sustainable! If we don't raise this $ we don't eat as disabled ppl with no income
$275 needed
CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen
Vm: wildwotko
Dm for p@y pal
#sorry we are poor#im so tired#we need food and i am very stressed#need to get this before my gf leaves to take care of their elder
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if i dont have narilamb right now ill die
#i havent been home all day im so tired and i need. the cat and the lamb#squish them in my brain like stress balls#i may do a late night art stream#sara shush
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