#Im gonna start on my application tmrw

[pupkashi]

life update for any of those who keep up with pupkashi lore: I’m applying for grad school ! I’m so scared and nervous

[soupspkmncorner]

put in an application for a new job .. i hope i get it

[ayyponine]

job interview in about 4 hrs.. could be smth to later look back on as a massively pivotal life changing instance, or could be just another disappointment in like a whole line of em

[botchienqueen]

thurs, july, 15th, 2021 //

today has just been a rollercoaster, i feel so stressed and anxious abt everything rn. i have experience applying to jobs and diff positions but idkwhy this time around it’s just been so stressful, like why is it so hard to get a damn job???? Whybbb???? the whole process and all from the application to referencessss to interviews. omg i cant even start to think abt references rn, as someone who constantly feels like a bother to others, the whole process of getting references has been a nightmare to say the least, I feel like such a NUISANCE!’ To everybody’s lives. And the uncertainty of everything is exhausting, one moment it seemed like it would be guaranteed and one moment it’s not?? I know I should be feeling more blessed than anything tbh bcoz at least I have options, but im a LIBRA YALLL, im not good with choices, more choices just gives me headachessss. not to mention all the change happening at my current job, ughhh what is this bad timing. just when I thought it can’t get anymore stressful than last week, this week hit me like a train, esp today, i feel like the meter has rlly peaked today to a point where i noticed myself getting irritated by anyone and everyone. mom went shopping n bought me a few things but I was just so done and grumpy and tired that I rlly came off as ungrateful and wasn’t able to show her I appreciate what she does. I’ve wanted to break down a couple times today and for a few moments I’ve thought you know what if I just stay in my spot in my current situation at my current workplace everything would be fine, and I wouldn’t have to deal with all these issues rn. but altho that may be true, I would never learn if I stay in the same place. ik at one point, all of this will smoothen out, things will work itself out and I’ll learn from all of this, whether or not i get the position, this whole experience will be a great learning opportunity. i just need to chill out, calm down and take each step at a time, each day at a time. Breathe girl breatheeee, you can do this. cant seem to turn my mind off rn but im gonna try to go to sleep, i need to wake up early tmrw for my interview because that’s the next step i need to take among the gazillion other things I have to do but it’s okay don’t look too far, just one step at a time...

[strawbebyjam]

WE! HAVE! ONE! JOINT! BRAINCELL! lmao. yeah psych is really long, but IDK WHAT ELSE TO DO IM STRESSED. ANYWAYS, we gotta apply to uni this year so i hope my marks are good enough. how bout you? ALSO YOUR TASTE>>>> I KNEW YOU HAD GOOD TASTE WHEN I SAW JACOB WAS YOUR BIAS!!! my ult is Sunwoo, but minho and kyungsoo HAVE MY WHOLE HEART SKDKDK. who are your biases? #thanksforthesunwoopics #breadlovesyou #yeeyeeonebraincell #yourtasteissuperior #🍞🍞🍞🍞🍞🍞

WE ! RLY ! DO ! it’s my turn on the braincell tmrw ok i just wanted 2 remind u

i mean !!!! if u like/love psych then ur all set !!!!! good luck w uni applications btw :0 i just finished all the uni applying and accepting stuff just this may! i’m gonna be commuting to a nearby uni (literally ten minutes from where jacob’s from uhhhhhhhhh hhhh h h scary) starting this fall !!! for psychology :DDDDD

sunwoo is the biggest babie he’s so cute 🥺🥺🥺 and minho !!!! do u like cats? his cats are adORAbl e e  e e. ... e. cats

my ults are hyunjin, jacob, and san :D