#Im gonna regret posting this corny ahh writing

[cheschesterpossum]

Creator's creator

To be a creator is to bare the burden of being forgotten by your creations. Rung knew.

He has gotten used to people forgetting about him. Ring...Rang? Is Rung, even his name is forgotten but that's alright. To be a creator is to be forgotten by your creations.

But is it? He remember you vividly, since the day you step onto the ship to be presented as the liaison, he recognize you.

How could he not? What would he be if he doesn't.It would be an insult to, no?

You, the brilliant processor, made from flesh and bones. The first face he saw when he first woke into existence. He could never forget you.

He has part from you for far too long. Do you remember him? Do you remember the name tag you gave him? You have no idea how much joy it will bring him.

You gave him life, feelings, emotions, everything and he couldn't be any less grateful.

The others don't know, they're clueless of how priceless you are. The audacity some have to look down on you for being organic. It grates on his circuits.

He'll let that go for now. You two are reunited once again, that's all that matter. This time around he'll be the one guiding you, just like the time you've guide him. You'll be proud.

[camyiuv]

ʜᴇᴀᴅs ᴜᴘ ! ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴏsᴛ ɪs ᴜɴᴇᴅɪᴛᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀs ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛʏᴘᴏs ʟᴏʟᴏʟᴏʟᴏʟᴏʟᴏʟᴏ

♞. 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐒 ⎯⎯ 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟓

🕊️. 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐒 — 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟓

Firstly let me say I apologize that the rest of my blog looks like absolute shit right now, I’ve been juggling between themes and how to make my posts stand out without seemingly copying others (because you all are my inspo, I love you guys ♡ ). Honestly this messiness might stay for a couple more days so please bear with me.

and so with that (im shit at starting blogs LMAO) let’s get started shall we ?

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✹ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐒

　 ໒꒰ྀི ․ ․⸝⸝⸝ ꒱ა　  Firstly I am forever grateful that I found shifting and manifesting when I did. I will admit, it was when I was at a rather young age. I definitely wouldn’t even be able to properly comprehend the stuff I understand now, especially about manifesting. although I will say that I don’t at all regret clicking on that subliminal when I did, or first getting into shifting when I did, because I would have never found something that im genuinely so interested in.

　 ໒꒰ྀི ․ ․⸝⸝⸝ ꒱ა　  Is it weird to say im lowkey greatful for the anxieties I’ve experienced last year? Like I went from someone who doesn’t really care about my future to someone who’s superrrr locked in and serious about it. I’ve actually started focusing more on my school life, and I actually have a clue what I wanna do in the future ( besides becoming rich, since almost everyone, especially me, wants that ). I’ve learned to value education more and the importance of it, and I'm slowly picking up my late hobby of writing again.

　 ໒꒰ྀི ․ ․⸝⸝⸝ ꒱ა　  im also so so so so so grateful for all the friends I’ve made this year. If you were to tell past me, with major trust issues and just an overall lonely lifestyle, that I’d have not only one major friend group online but also irl I would absolutely freak out and straight up say ‘I rebuke this!’ (I was such a loser). I'm so happy that I'm slowly learning to trust others again, maybe not majorly right now but we all start somewhere ^^ .

✹ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

　 ໒꒰ྀི ․ ․⸝⸝⸝ ꒱ა　  ahh okay so now things im wanting. Sorry for starting off with something corny (it’s only corny when i say it to be honest) but I want to relearn how to love. I’ve already stated earlier about some of my vulnerability issues and all, and the first step to healing is admitting right? Sappy I know but I want to know what love feels like again. I want to know what the scenarios in my head feel like in real time. I want to learn to let go of my walls and truly feel what it’s like to just melt into someone. Eughhhh so sappy I’ll stop I’ll stop.

　 ໒꒰ྀི ․ ․⸝⸝⸝ ꒱ა　  i sooo want to get into using sublimianls consistently again. It was fun when I did it around 2020 and they helped me so much with certain things.

　 ໒꒰ྀི ․ ․⸝⸝⸝ ꒱ა　  on the topic, I also want a physical glow up this year, not just appearance but also aura as well. I say this like every year with no actual effort put into this goal so I want to actually focus on it this year.

　 ໒꒰ྀི ․ ․⸝⸝⸝ ꒱ა　  and omg how could I forget. I want to fully work on my shifting journey this year. No more procrastinating or insisting I can’t do it because *insert dumb reason here*. I'm gonna stop being lazy and finally shift to experience all the things I want.

✹ 𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓

Is that all? Of course not, for as long as I am here I will be forever wanting and forever manifesting my desires. but to start the new years off I decided why not write down some of my main ones <3 I’ll see yall in the next post, my loves.