#Im crazy i fear.

[peanutheaddd]

Messy comic of my SHIT ASS AU!!!!! 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

have decided to call it dm dusk au Tehe. theres like a whole wordplay thing going on here . the kr word (not common. its js a term that exists) for meeting someone after a long time of not seeing them is haehoo. hae by itself means sun and hoo by itself means after. i was like okay sun after. and then i was like okay well sun after is like. sunset. and whats after sunset ? dusk. also the confession event happens at sunset . i assume some other important event happens during dusk in the aus main plot. Fuckkk im crazy

[wojtekaneko]

That's how it went

[kitamars]

doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade

[chloesimaginationthings]

Hey did you know you got mention in RyeToast's Freddy Fazbear's Pizza Podcast?

The one about the timeline, in the michael section

JAWDROP… I’m so flattered actually

[arimitskevich]

epic daanryk post

[jesseisquick]

Kenji Sato + nervous habits — finger tapping & leg bouncing

[srslylini]

you know what I want to add a little bit more to that post. Mostly about the "Mel got removed from Jayce and finally became her own character" bit.

I fear my first reblog hasn't really captured the spirit of that yet. We get to know Mel in the second episode of season 1 and her first scene shows us how calculating and smart she is. She is also very aloof in this scene, not even acknowledging the person handing her the puzzles. Her conversation with Elora, while still showing some sort of relationship, is also distanced. She talks about her riches and how she is "still the poorest medarda" despite being the richest person in Piltover.

So what this tells us is this:

She is alone. In her family she seems to be the odd one out. She thinks herself to be standing in the shadow of her family (=mother though we only find that out in episode 8 of season 1). In short this basically tells us a contradiction. While everything they already gave us at this point in the show tells us she is incredible, smart, knowledgeable etc, she sells herself short.

When Mel talks to her mother about her banishment it isn't just a conversation, it explains to us who Mel is and why she is that way. It tells us that in a way she is self conscious and hides herself away. This is the starting point of her character, keep that in mind.

Ok, that brings us to my next point. How she used that childrens toy to her advantage. Again, smart as fuck. Had she not done this, then Jayce would have been banished. There were 4 votes against 3 meaning gaining that one vote changed the fate of Jayce, literally. She didn't find Jayce interesting as a person but as an investment during this time though. Nothing about him influenced any of her decisions, especially not here. She chose to give away that toy and she chose to vote against Jayce's banishment.

The look Mel and Jayce give each other after Jayce and Viktor found their way to Hextech also already spoke volumes. They obviously had the hots for each other and like good for them, lmao. After the timejump their relationship has shifted as well. While she still obviously sees the investment, she now also sees him as a person, too. They are extremely comfortable with each other.

Now after Jayce didn't show their newest Hextech project? She did walk away but that also gave us something:

She very obviously isn't resentful. That is also seen in how, while rightfully being annoyed, she immediately gets why Jayce left after their night together. Her giving Jayce the position in the council ALSO wasn't cause she loved him but for political reasons. That, again, tells us another thing about her:

She can clearly separate work and home life.

All of this, while maybe including Jayce, are of her own character and not because of someone else. We see her acting in the council too, and that's also interesting. Because while some others like Salo seem to be ready to jump around and scream, she never does. She waits, calculates, listens and then offers her voice. She is never holding back but she also doesn't just react crazy. Not once. Not after the explosion happens in act 1 of season 1, not when Jayce talks about Magic, not when Vi is in the council with Caitlyn, not even in the end of season 1 when Jayce proposes the peace treaty with Zaun. None of this is linked to Jayce or because of Jayce. She just is her own character.

And then season 1 did something incredibly fascinating. Now they actually introduced a character Mel seems to have some dependency to. Her mother; Ambessa Medarda. It's reluctant and it's awkward and it strengthens her character very much.

At this point in the story the love between Jayce and her is already blossoming, it's after their sex scene. Their relationship doesn't influence any of her other decisions, she doesn't suddenly act differently to before or becomes dependent on Jayce. If anything it, again, strengthens her.

When in the beginning we saw her as thinking she is standing in her mothers shadow, she now steps into the light when she steps up and calls out Ambessa. When she lets go of the weight of family holding her down to vote for peace, it also shows how she's grown. She isn't distanced anymore, nor is she someone who stills sees herself in her mothers shadow. Her character went from incredible with an arc before her to that arc being masterfully concluded. And that happened WITH Jayce and not BECAUSE of Jayce. When in the beginning she was aloof, distanced and calculating, in the end she was ready to show herself to Jayce, be herself and be caring. She wasn't distanced and gave Jayce a look into her life (telling him about her family after he told her about his troubles).

She was still very smart but also let herself be emotional about a decision, she gave away the weight of her family and left the shadow it cast over her completely.

Anyways yeah just wanted to talk more about Mel. Because she was nothing but very interesting in season 1 and saying she just now got interesting after not being with Jayce rubbed me the wrong way whoops

[eeriezoundz]

Love living in delusion

[king-blass]

AAAAAAAAAAAH THE SIBLINGS!!!!!! 😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭

I NEED MORE SCENES OF ANXIETY AND FEAR LOOKING LIKE SIBLINGS!!! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

[thepersassiest]

hi tmr fandom i’m back…

[butchdiaz]

holding space for the buddie rain hug.......

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

suguru is soooooo pleased during your period with the exception of any moment you’re experiencing pain that he cannot relieve <- spirals deeply LOL

[punzoclown]

so i might be a little late to this trend

[fogbreo]

hea and wild parallels go crazy. like. Lol.

Man.

its the want to maintain this uncanny happiness, comfort, and balance. bury all negativity and just focus on being together. isnt it better this way?

do you hear me (shakes the bar of my cage) sorry if im not making sense, i have a lot of thoughts and i cant articulate it

[rapidhighway]

looks at you shyly and with fear eggman and metal oneshot (mostly just eggman) take this as like a... writing doodle

[redbean-nom]

din djarin, age 10: clone wars refugee child

boba fett, age 11: in federal prison for destroying an entire venator while trying to kill mace windu